The Heretic
by
Robert James Lees
AN APPRECIATION
As ever this first to My Beloved
If every wife were like to thee
Earth might the Life Elysian be
And Paradise be Heaven.
Alas for Earth, this is not so
Gods angels rarely come. They go.
To me His best was given.
R. J. LEES.
As my father did
not write an Introduction to the First Edition of The Heretic, neither do I wish to do more than explain why it is
being re-published as a Double Centenary Edition: after being out of print for
so many years. I will include what he himself wrote about it, as given in My
Books - How they were written, which MSS was found after his Transition in
1931, and then published.
Since the Centenary
edition of The Gate of Heaven was brought out in 1949, I have been
overwhelmed with enquiries for this book, and so it is brought out as a double
Centenary Edition to the memory of both my parents. Father 1849-1931, Mother
1850-1912, because it was not made known that they were Mr. and Mrs. Pawley,
but taken for granted the reader would grasp the fact as obvious.
Now that the Author
is known the world over by his classic Triology, I think it will be well for my
Mother to be fully appreciated in the part she took, and through her
Courage, Faith and Suffering, helped my Father to accomplish in part some of
the work the Ministering Angels came back to our Earth to do and show - There
is no Death.
The Heretic covers the period 1875-95
only. Later it may be possible to also bridge 1895-1931 in isolated detail.
This 2nd edition is
therefore Sacredly and Lovingly Dedicated as a Double Centenary Memorial to
both my parents known within these covers as:
ERNEST AND ELINOR
PAWLEY
EVA LEES.
May 17th 1950
Rodona,
54, Fosse Road,
South.
Leicester.
The
Heretic was unexpectedly called for by the continual stream of correspondence
which ensued, asking whether the Recorders note was to be taken literally - by
what process of development I had arrived at the possibility of a visible and
tangible communion. Myhanene was quick to read between the lines of these
enquiries, and would only allow a brief reply saying that the whole scheme of
such development should be explained in a volume which was in course of
preparation. This question of development was not one of sitting alone or with
a carefully selected company regularly at a certain hour and for a given time.
To whoever would answer the call to such a service it meant a life surrendered
to the duty and responsibilities laid upon it; and Myhanene would have any who
would aspire to wear the laurel of such a service first sit down and
contemplate something of the price which would have to be paid, the battle
to be fought, and the nature of the crucible by which the necessary refining
would need to be secured. These are some of the phases of initiation through
which the development passed, the detailed record of which may be read in The Heretic. I am neither vaunting
myself nor complaining, but simply stating plain facts.
As
the results of my long training have been unique and inviting, so the way
by which my friends have sympathetically led me have been far away from the
highway of usual mediumistic experiences, and if it had not been for the
heights of the visions I have enjoyed on the mountain tops, I should never
have had the courage to face the shadows of the valley. The picture painted
may be a sombre one - too much so I have ventured to suggest - while the
highlights of success have been correspondingly toned down. But the slight
service I have been enabled to render has been somewhat helpful to the angels
of God, and knowing all I now know, I would gladly go through it all again to
secure even a tithe of the results which have been attained.
Twenty years ago there stood in
a little court on the east side of Aldersgate Street, by courtesy called a
square, a comfortable boarding-house known as Shaftesbury Hall; or,
rather, such was the name of a large room forming part of the house
occasionally requisitioned by the Y.M.C.A. on the other side of the street
and other religious and philanthropic societies.
The hostess of this
establishment was Miss Prout, one of those half-angel, half-womanly creatures,
generally regarded as belonging to the good old days - not because the
race has died out but rather that we refuse to recognise them in their capacity
of ministering angels until we lose them. When the niche is empty we are
speedily able to estimate the value of the loss, and the abiding vacancy
becomes consecrated as the shrine of our regret. Miss Prout has long since
gone to her reward, but she is not forgotten, and there are souls engaged in
the great struggle of London life to-day who sometimes pause and breathe a
thought of prayer and benediction as her name recurs. But what are these
to the many who had gone before and would await to join in the abundant entrance
she would receive at the golden gate and cry Amen to the welcome of her Lord,
who acknowledged Ye did it unto Me?
Her life was like a perennial
spring of heavenly waters rising out of the secret sympathy of her supersensitive
heart, overflowing the cup of existence with ceaseless volume, and converting
one spot in the great Sahara of London into an oasis of welcome rest and repose
for many a dispirited traveller. Dear reflection of her much-loved Master, the
perfume of her memory comes like sweet fragrance across the intervening years,
causing our hearts to tremble and our eyes to fill as we lay this simple
tribute upon her sacred bier.
It was a glorious Sunday in the
early spring. The dinner had just finished, a fact of which the motherly
hostess very carefully assured herself before pushing back her old-fashioned
armchair and saying, Gentlemen, I will not detain you. At this regular
form of dismissal the family - some scarcely out of their teens, and others
rapidly approaching the snow-line of life - rose and hurried away, some to get
a customary Sunday doze, others for a stroll, and three - who will claim our
attention - retired to one of the cosy sitting-rooms for a pre-arranged chat.
Charles Tressey was a precise,
aesthetic and softly-spoken man of the barometer order, automatically adjusting
himself to existing circumstances, and mechanically content to indicate
rather than give expression to any kind of disturbance. Being alike void of
energy, animation or aspiration, his sense of life was strictly regulated by
the surrounding atmosphere of the moment. He was one of the permanent boarders
at Shaftesbury Hall, having been left with Miss Prout by a friend on the day he
fell into a clerkship in a neighbouring commercial house some twenty years
previously, at which time his mechanism had apparently been adjusted to
perform the exact amount of systematic duties his engagement stipulated, then
take him home, and occasionally as far as Exeter Hall. He was a fair specimen
of one class of London clerk - a decently-dressed, walking, aimless automaton,
without a doubt or trouble or disturbance caused by any intellectual idea.
It is a magnificent
illustration of the generous and far-reaching benevolence and almost hopeless
industry of nature that - according to the assurances of Miss Prout - there was
once a determined effort to arouse a tender feeling in Tressey, with a view of
making something of a man of him; but the consequent generation of energy
produced such alarming symptoms that the attempt was immediately abandoned. Of
course Tressey sweetly and softly denied the impeachment, but there was just a
vein of tenderness in his composition which gave a certain colour to Miss Prouts
declaration.
On such occasions as the
present two special easy-chairs were requisite for his complete comfort; in the
smaller and lower of these, after carefully shaking, he arranges the most downy
of down cushions of pale blue satin, and lace fringed, and taking his seat in
the opposite chair tenderly confides to the dainty bosom of the cushion a pair
of somewhat undersized feet, delicately encased in patent leather slippers of
Parisian Manufacture. In Tresseys opinion - and this was perhaps the only
opinion he ever possessed – these twin pets of his for beauty, proportion
and petite perfection had seldom
been equalled but never surpassed and all the affection of his nature was
lavished upon them.
Being satisfied that his feet
were as suitably provided for as circumstances would permit, he next gave
what attention remained to the final touches of his own comfort; then, tenderly
linking his fingers across his chest, would arrange his smile, close his eyes,
and prepare to listen to his companions. As a rule he did not attempt to take a
great share in any conversation, so as to avoid wearying himself, still he was
fond of hearing others, and always ready to ask a question or try and turn a
subject if necessary. But his favourite habit was to listen, expressing
agreement by almost imperceptible nods and smiles, or the contrary by equally
delicate suggestions of frowns or contractions of the brow; but should he hear
anything usually surprising he would go so far as to open his yes, and turn a
mild, interrogatory glance upon the speaker before he again sank back into
repose.
Frederick Reynolds Gradeley was
the senior of Tressey by twenty years, and at once so diverse in temperament as
to inspire a wonder where any sympathy could be found between them. Tall, spare
and angular in body, with grizzly grey magnetic hair and beard defying either
order or arrangement, restless, piercing eyes, a mercurial habit of speech, and
a mind full of illusory ideals, in following which he had wrecked what might
otherwise have been a brilliant career, he was a man to attract attention, and,
when the somewhat unpleasant effect of his peculiarities had been overcome,
possessed a certain charm by reason of his keen intellectual qualities and
unusually wide experiences. In early life, having secured a wranglership and
medal at Cambridge, his first idea was to adopt the law but his choice was
repented of almost before he had eaten his dinners, and he turned his attention
to the much more suitable vocation of art. In this his genius was certainly at
home, and under the direction his enthusiastic patron, David Cox, an undoubtedly
promising career was opening before him, when he conceived a desire to travel. Away went brushes and
colours, and in the galleries of continental cities years of valuable time were
squandered to no practical purpose beyond an occasional article which aroused considerable
attention by his clear insight and technical art criticism. Here another
splendid opportunity was afforded him, but his erratic mind refused to
entertain any suggestion of systematic engagement and another vision of possibility
gradually faded away. Presently the unavoidable claims of an increasing family
insisted on an acknowledgment, and his more congenial studies - simply from his
impracticable carelessness - had to be abandoned for the repugnant drudgery of
a pedagogues - to him – soul-harrowing torture. Still, with his
deeply-rooted aversion to this new sphere of labour - and it was indeed labour
- he proved to be in no sense a failure, but rather achieved such success that
his friends had well-founded hopes of seeing him step into the headmasters
chair of the important grammar school of Brassington. But Gradeleys restless
soul again took flight, and his next attempt was to bury himself in antiquarian
lore, where he hoped to make a name by the decipherment of ancient MSS. and
tablets. So the episodes of his life continued to vary; always hoping, yet
always failing from simple lack of continuity and perseverance, until when
we meet with him he was in London in pursuance of a commission to secure a
collection of paintings, including a gallery of family portraits, if possible
reaching back to the Plantagenets, for a brand-new Yankee millionaire.
The third member of this somewhat
ill-assorted trio - Ernest Pawley - is again strangely different both by
disposition and fortune to either of his companions. His life had not been
either so prodigal of opportunities as in the case of Gradeley, nor so placidly
colourless as Tressey had found it. Still, as more than ten years the junior of
the younger man, and such a period holds many possibilities in an active and
studious career. To the curse of drink he owed a heritage of misfortune, which
compelled him at the immature age of six - when he was just beginning to play
with the alphabet - to turn his back on school, and bring his mite of
eighteenpence a week for calling shop, as a needed contribution to his mothers
slender purse.
There are, however - if we
could only take the comfort such certainty is designed to give - unseen
hands employed in weaving heavens eternal tapestries from the threads of lifes
misfortunes, and young Pawley was not left to wander all alone. He had a
natural trend of thought and disposition from an ancestry of Nonconformist
ministers reaching in an unbroken line from beyond the Act of Uniformity to his
own father, and there was not a little of the fiery zeal of Cromwells
independents smouldering in himself. Such a foundation was not bad to build
upon and outlined the ground plan of a character he might very advantageously
develop - a fact he discovered and did not fail to profit by. Painfully
conscious that his self-directed education was neither systematic nor strictly
utilitarian, he did his best with the opportunities at his disposal, and was
presently rewarded by finding himself an accepted candidate for a training
college, through which he hoped to redeem the promise to his old grandfather
and enter the ministry.
Such success was undoubtedly
due in a great measure to the lady who afterwards became his wife, who,
sympathising with his desire, gave him many valuable hints, but perhaps served
him even better as a careful and kindly critic of his preaching at that time.
But here Pawleys plans did not
appear to receive a Divine approval, for while waiting the commencement of
his collegiate term he caught cold, and had the sad disappointment to hear the
assurance of a specialist that he would never be able to preach again. It
was a heavy blow, but he met it with commendable resignation, and doing his
best to hide his sorrow turned his attention again to secular pursuits.
He married, and gained no
little consolation from his wifes ardent encouragement to continue his studies
in the hope that even his doctors opinion might prove to be mistaken. Five
years he fought and hoped and toiled, but though he most assiduously cultivated
his mind and laboured indefatigably to widen the horizon of his intellect, the
signs of his weakness showed but little hope of improvement. Still he pressed
forward, waited and prayed in faith. He read as widely as time and the free
libraries would permit, but had no chance of gathering even a modest library of
his own. But he had one book and that was always more than all others to him, since
it was and must remain the text-book and source from which all true Christian
prophecy and exhortation could be drawn. And in the study of the Bible he was
gradually led to make a somewhat curious division of its authority. The New was
to be infinitely preferred before the Old Testament, and the Gospels were
so much greater than the Epistles; and when he had gone so far in his classification
he even made a choice and distinction in the parts of the Gospels, by insisting
on the paramount authority of the words of Jesus over all and everything
outside.
In descriptions and
narratives, he would say in defence of his method, we are naturally liable to
have an unconscious colouring and bias of other minds, but in the simple words
of the Master we hear the true music of His Gospel.
This practice of interpreting
and bringing other parts of the Bible - and in fact all he read - to the
standard of the words of Jesus at once began to show itself in certain changes
of ideas and new renderings of the great message. And when - almost when he had
ceased to hope for it - he was permitted to give a careful trial to his voice,
his simple reading of the lesson gave such a new tone and interpretation to the
book as to call for notice and inquiry as to its underlying reason. Some
of his hearers went so far as to assert that he must have a special Bible to
suit himself, and others, who followed his reading and knew such an idea
to be unfounded, were at a loss to understand how simple emphasis alone
could give the Bible such an unfamiliar sound and fill it with such strange -
yet natural and unquestionable interpretation. In his discourses he sometimes
carried the simple inference of his reading to such conclusions as to
cause his wife to hold her breath and bite her lip, but he would go steadily
forward in spite of her nervousness, though he knew a cross-examination was in
store for him afterwards. He was always careful, however, to avoid crossing
into paths not satisfactory to his naturally logical mind, and therefore
generally came out of such examinations with at least an acknowledgment that
his error was not proven.
You always appear to make your
ground good, his wife would say, but I am confident something is wrong
somewhere, though I dont know where it is.
And I am equally certain of
the same thing, my girl, he would reply, and though I do not yet know where it
is, I am confident we shall see it some day, and then it will either be a new,
or a restoration of the old lost revelation to the world.
Such was the man and his
position when we make his acquaintance during his first visit to the Great
City.
The proprietors of the Cottominster Gazette, with whom he was
engaged at the time, had just secured the rights of a provincial building
journal languishing for lack of funds, the advertising pages of which had been
placed in Pawleys hands. In the transference of the paper it was proposed to
enlarge its scope into a national rather than a local journal; in furtherance
of this scheme he was at present engaged.
Tressey, being quite
comfortable, waited, but as neither Gradeley nor Pawley commenced the conversation
he opened his eyes to find them both engaged in perusing a magazine.
Pardon me, Mr. Pawley, he
ventured, but I am really very anxious to hear your opinion of the doctor.
I was delighted - it was a
treat I shall long remember.
No! whats that? You dont
mean it! exclaimed Gradeley, dropping his chin so as to look at Pawley over
his pince-nez, and his magazine was
thrown aside as a very secondary matter. Do you really want me to believe that
you could possibly enjoy listening to Parker?
It was more than enjoyment, my
dear sir; I was simply charmed with the novelty.
Humph! Your ideal of a
preacher is not a very high one. I call him a popinjay, a mountebank, a punchinello
- anything but a preacher!
Perhaps I was at a
disadvantage from not borrowing your glasses, Pawley lightly excused
himself.
Good, good, very good, my
friend, said Tressey, evidently more of Pawleys opinion.
Of course there are preachers
and preachers, Pawley continued, regaining his seriousness, and it is well we
dont all rush to the same pulpit. Still there are not two Parkers; he is
unique - not to be compared with any man.
He may be unique, but he is no
preacher.
That would have finished the
subject so far as Pawley was concerned, but Tressey wished it otherwise and so
roused himself to explain, -
Friend Gradeley has very
pronounced and conservative ideas as to what a preacher should and should not
be, and the doctor does not square with them.
I should like to see him square himself with anything in creation, growled
Gradeley, savagely fighting a refractory leaf of the periodical he had again
taken
up. So far as I understand him he expects everything to be squared by himself.
I wonder the Yankees dont cart him off to Boston.
And why there? queried
Tressey.
Oh, they say Boston is the hub
of the universe, and Parker thinks hes the centre of the hub.
That would be a loss we could
ill afford to sustain, Pawley averred. I dont say I should elect to hear him
regularly, but he is a great preacher none the less.
But there is no wear in him,
man! vehemently exclaimed Gradeley. When you have done laughing at his antics
and lost your fear that he will throw his head into the middle of the church,
he positively palls on you, and you long to get back to the rest and quiet of
an ordinary sermon.
As to his wearing qualities I
am neither in a position to judge nor offer an opinion after once hearing
him. I simply answered Friend Tressey according to the impression he made upon
me before the service ended. Had I been asked of my first impression I should
have answered somewhat differently.
Give me your first idea then.
I have more confidence in them than second thoughts.
When he first came into the
pulpit his strong physique, rugged, furrowed face, stolid expression and
electric hair instantly reminded me of one of the old prophets, say Elijah or
John the Baptist, but I confess I also thought he would have been more suitably
apparelled in camels hair than a silken gown.
But that is just what he is - he
is like it in every particular - nothing but incongruities.
Not all, Gradeley. There is a
residue.
Well, you who know him better
must settle that point between you, Pawley resumed, but I confess that the
silken gown on such a man appeared to me for the moment to be a most
ineffectual attempt to blend the palace with the wilderness, and as I looked at
him the Masters inquiry from the Scribes respecting John rose to my mind
– What went ye out for to see: a man clothed in soft raiment? Behold,
they that wear soft clothing are in Kings houses!
Splendid, Pawley, splendid,
cried the excitable Gradeley, as he jumped to his feet and rushed to the
stationery cabinet, you are a deucedly clever fellow after all.
What are you going to do now?
asked Tressey.
Going to do? tearing off his
pince-nez and polishing them most energetically, why, I am going to write to
Parker at once and give him that item of criticism. It may perhaps do him good.
Its the best thing I have heard for some time.
Dont, Gradeley; take my
advice and dont do it. Why not? I hate autocrats as I hate the -
Hush! Hush! interjected
Tressey, with an approach to animation.
Why should I hush? He would
say devil and why should not I? I say I hate autocrats, and especially those of
the pulpit, and if I can take him down a peg why should I hesitate to do it?
Have you thought that he might
reply?
Then I should have the
satisfaction of knowing how hard I had hit him.
Or knowing how hard he can hit
back, suggested the clerk, excelling himself. I can think of nothing more
likely when he reads about the clothing in kings houses than his asking you
whose house he was in when he wore the silken gown. Then where would you be?
Go on with your story, Pawley,
and Gradeley turned irritably from the writing table to his original seat; we
dont often gain much beside abuse in an argument with mountebanks. I apologise
for interfering with you, but that fellow always makes my blood boil.
No, answered Pawley, I
should be very sorry to vex you with anything I might say. Let us speak of
something different, and I will give Tressey my opinion privately.
What! cried Gradeley, far
more incensed than conciliated by the suggestion, and allow you to think that I
am not able to control myself when his name is mentioned in my presence? Go on,
Pawley, go on; you are sadly mistaken if you are under the impression that
Dr. Parker is anything but a matter of contempt to me. Proceed with your first
impression of him; I am interested to learn your opinion.
I have no wish to criticise or
pass any kind of judgment upon him; that must necessarily be the work of
those who have studied the man - his abilities, his style, and the results
thereof. But I may rightly speak of the impression he made upon me, or perhaps
the series of impressions I received between the opening and the close of the
service.
Yes, let us hear them,
Tressey whispered languidly.
I have already given you my
first thought, which, in conjunction with what I considered the peculiar
mannerisms of the doctor, somewhat prevented me from joining so heartily in the
devotional exercises as I could wish. The place was filled with an over-brooding
of the Spirit - the power overshadowing the man made me conscious of the
presence of what Herbert Spencer calls The Eternal Reality, and never before
have I been made to feel the weakness and impotence of words in worship as I
did this morning; but with all this I was distracted and held back by the - perhaps
I ought not to say it, but I know no other way of giving expression to my
feelings - eccentric incongruities, which at the same time I knew were the
natural accentuations of the mans intensity. He ought to preach from a rock
rather than from a pulpit, with his discarded staff and homespun prophetic
mantle thrown carelessly behind him, and his congregation standing, sitting,
lying, perched among the jutting spurs of the mountain fastness. Surrounded as
he was this morning was to do all injustice to him and by association robbed
him of more than half his grandeur. It was as if a rough and uncut diamond had
been carefully and tenderly embedded in a velvet casket, while its rugged,
stalwart adamantine beauty cried out for the pick, the spade and sleeve-rolled
miner. There are silver-tongued and dreamy, poetic preachers for such pulpits -
men who can take their harps like David and lead their flocks in green
pastures and beside the still waters, but Parker is not such a one. He is
too stalwart, too muscular, too intrepid, too heroic for such a place. I
cannot imagine him delivering such a message as Comfort ye, comfort ye, My
people; he would be nervous about the pitch and time of it; but put him upon
the watch tower and he will make his clarion notes reverberate from end to end
of the valley, and the echoes of his voice will roll from crag to peak of the
mountains as he cries, Awake thou that sleepest; arise from the dead, and
Christ shall give thee light! If Parker ever has peace, it will have to be
after labour: his rest will be at nightfall, never in the morning. He must
climb, and whoever would be with him must follow, for his soul is reaching
impatiently after the unattained. The mountain may be steep, but effort and
struggle will develop muscle; the rocks are sharp, jagged and difficult,
but these will inspire caution and courage. He is not ignorant of, nor
indifferent to, the charming and peaceful beauties of the valley life, but
his healthy, robust soul finds greater delight in the wild, majestic grandeur,
the awful glory and the eternal nature-anthems which are seen and heard up
there among the peaks that are heaven-kissed and crowned with inspiration. His
ears are not deaf to the soothing song of the rivulet, but its music is not
half so sweet as the full chorus of the frantic, dashing, foaming,
thousand-tongued waterfall. What a song of jubilation he hears in the wild
cataract as it lays at his feet whole volumes of parable, homily, exhortation
and illustration! How the never-resting water dances with delight as it rushes
to do its duty; leaping merrily from crag to crag, breaking itself on rock and
point into coruscations of gems whose fires are lit by the hand of the Divine
Lapidary! Amid such scenes the doctors great soul can breathe freely and expand
with the invigoration of heaven, and his deep nature is stirred to its
voiceless depths. It is only my opinion, and I may be wrong, but I think if he
is to be heard when the mantle of inspiration falls most naturally upon him,
when the book of his poetic imagery has all its seals broken, when his voice is
most correctly tuned to concert pitch, and his tongue free as God would have
it, you must go with him into such spiritual solitudes, and hear him as the
rustic rhythm of nature rolls from his overflowing soul with the freedom of the
bounding waterfall - watch the sweep and bending of his spirit as the winds of
heaven play around him, and his faith
takes wing in daring attempts to grasp the impossible things of God that he may
break and feed the hungry multitudes around him. At such a time, under the
impulse of such prophetic eloquence, the peculiarities, yea, even the man
himself, will be lost in his gospel, and on the wings of his revelation he will
lift you higher, higher, higher, until in the whirlwind of the vision he will
disclose the presence of eternal peace, and the eye of faith will be
purified and strengthened to bear the sight of the invisible. Then as his
majestically-soaring soul descends and folds its wings in a weary consciousness
of its failure to do what was possible, you will breathe a sigh of gratitude
and say, It is good for us to be here!
Pawley ceased with a sigh, as
if conscious that he had sadly failed to express himself. Gradeley made no attempt
to reply, but Tressey reached out his hand to the speaker.
Thank you! he said very
quietly. Your discourse has placed the doctor before me in a new light. I wish
I had been with you this morning.
So do I. But I hope you had a
good time. Thank you - yes.
Where did you go, Tressey?
inquired Gradeley. To St. Sepulchres.
Oh! Thats worse again.
I think so when Mr. Pawley
talks as he does about the doctor; but I was a fortnight late with my communion
and it was causing me some little discomfort.
Discomfort! gasped Pawley,
amazed to hear the word in such a connection. What on earth do you mean?
Pardon me if I made a mistake
in my choice of the word, and yet I am not sure I could find a better one to
express my meaning. You see we are all creatures of habit, and if anything
disturbs our ordinary routine we experience a certain amount of discomfort. For
instance, we wear a particular suit on Sunday, and if anything takes
place to prevent this one week, we feel as if there had been no Sunday. Now
that is just what I mean by saying I was uncomfortable because I was two weeks
late in my communion.
Pawley looked but said nothing.
You should do as I do,
suggested Gradeley; get into the habit of taking it regularly every Easter morning,
and so ensure a maximum of comfort with a minimum of trouble.
Surely you take it more
frequently than that?
No, I dont, honestly. And to
tell you the truth I should not take it then but for our vicar. He is a very
decent kind of fellow, and since he joined the Church Union has wanted to make
a good show in the competition for most communicants on Easter morning. So to
oblige the old fellow we make a kind of family parade, but I am always glad
when the penance is over, for that is just what it amounts to.
What a singularly interesting
confession, remarked Tressey. Now, Mr. Pawley, may I ask what is your rule,
though, as a Nonconformist, I suppose you adhere to the monthly system?
That is a service I never join
in now, he replied very quietly.
Gradeley dropped his chin and
stared at the speaker over his glasses in incredulous astonishment, and Tressey
started, carelessly allowing his feet to fall to the floor.
What, never!
No, gentlemen. Not now! I did
so for years regularly once in the month; but I afterwards saw a deeper
meaning in the service than I had been accustomed to attach to it, and since
that time I have not - and perhaps may never be able to take it again.
What a strange man you are!
Am I? Well, perhaps I am.
There is no perhaps about it;
its a solid certainty, Gradeley declared. No man can be a Christian who
refuses to take the communion.
Pawley leaned across the table,
and the calmness of his voice evidenced the intensity of his feelings as he spoke.
I have not yet made any claim
to being a Christian, my friend - not because I would not, but rather that I
cannot honestly do so. It is not, to my mind, a claim to be made as lightly and
thoughtlessly as some imagine, but an ideal to be attained to and carrying with
it a responsibility too weighty for me to attempt to bear at present.
When, if ever, I am able to reach this, I shall be able to sit down again at
the table of the Lord, but in the meantime the Kingdom of God is not meat and
drink, but righteousness, and peace and joy through the Holy Ghost.
There is no necessity to get
so serious over the matter I hate so much feeling; it makes one so deucedly
creepy.
This is one of the questions
naturally calculated to do so if we face it honestly, and no man can understand
or appreciate it otherwise.
But why, if you feel so
strongly upon the point, dont you conform to it? inquired Tressey.
Because, like the centurion of
old, I am not worthy.
Neither is any man worthy in
himself, returned Gradeley, but he is made so in the act.
Such is the idea if not the
direct teaching of the English Church, I know; but in this the Church is opposed
to Paul, who declares, wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink
this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of
the Lord. But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread and
drink of that cup: for he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and
drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lords body. I know my own
unworthiness, therefore I abstain.
But what about Christs
declaration that except ye eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood
ye have no life in you?
Are you sure that in your
eucharistic service you do eat His flesh and drink His blood?
Most assuredly we do in a
mystical sense.
And did Christ say it was to
be done in such a sense? How otherwise can it be done?
In an actual, spiritual and
hence far more real compliance than any pretended mysticism that a dogmatic
theology has tried to weave around the observance.
When Christ made the declaration you advance He accompanied it with the
definition that It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing.
His own meat and drink was to do the will of His Father, and all who in
sincerity and truth aspire to follow Him and be called by His name are called
upon to drink of His cup and be baptised with His baptism.
Then what was the good of His
great substitutionary work - but perhaps you wish to ignore this?
No man can afford to ignore
anything the Master taught, but I am equally jealous to discern between His
teachings and the interpretations and speculations of the Church concerning
them - Christ is my sole authority on Christianity.
That claim is scarcely a
peculiarity of your own, answered Gradeley, with a touch of patronising
sarcasm. But, pardon me, theology is not a strong point with me. My health I
leave with my doctor and religion with my parson; they each attend to their own
department, and there I leave them.
May I ask whether you obtained
your degree at Cambridge by the same process?
I scarcely see the drift of
your inquiry.
Did you leave the matter with
your professors and obtain your M.A. upon their qualifications?
Did I act like an idiot? he
replied with irritable bluntness, which Pawley understood to be more manner
than intended. A Cambridge course is for intellectual development, but religion
is purely a matter of obedience and faith. Confound it, man, if you are
determined to argue the point you must see to it that your analogies are
relevant or I have done with the point at once.
This request touched Pawley in
his most sensitive point - his unsystematic and desultory education - and he
hesitated nervously for a moment, wondering whether he had blundered. If
so he failed to see it, while at the same time he discovered a fallacy in his
friends position, so he took courage and stifled his confusion.
I am exceedingly anxious to
avoid any false analogies, he answered, and I fail to see where my reference
to Cambridge lacks pertinacity. Granting your own definition that the
university cultivates the intellect and religion faith, I would ask you if
we are not exhorted to add to faith virtue, and to virtue knowledge?
Therefore intellect and faith are very nearly related after all. But I would
take a higher authority than Paul in this matter: the Master in His great invitation
speaks thus – Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me; and again – I
have many things to say unto you but ye cannot bear (understand) them now.
Howbeit when He, the Spirit of Truth is come, He will guide you into all truth.
I think this very clearly refers to an intellectual development as being
necessary before we reach the standard He raised. Thou shalt worship the Lord
thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength,
and with all thy mind. If I understand these words aright faith must be
equally grounded in intellect as obedience.
But where are you going to
leave room for the great substitutionary work of Christ? he inquired, turning
from the particular point to his favourite dogma.
We want no room for any such
doctrine in Christianity, replied Pawley, since it had no place in the
teaching of its Founder, who declared as one of the cardinal rules of
life, With what measure ye mete it shall be measured to you again, and we
have a further assurance in the same spirit by Paul that whatsoever a man
soweth that shall he also reap. These declarations render substitution
impossible, and in no parable, discourse, prayer or action of Christ is there
any hint at such a mode of escape from sin. If this had been the central fact
in His life - the one sweet note in His evangel, as the Church has affirmed it
to be - would He not have declared it when the young ruler put the direct
question to Him – What must I do to obtain eternal life?
How could He proclaim it
before the atonement had been made?
The Church insists that the
Levitical sacrifices were typical of Christ and were understood to be prophetic
of His great work. If Moses, David and the Jewish nation for centuries had been
taught to believe this fact, how was it, in putting forth His claim to be the
promised Messiah, He did not point this young man to this great central figure
of all prophecy and ceremonial?
I suppose He knew what was
best to be done and He did it.
Undoubtedly He did. He was the
incarnation of Truth, and He tells us most distinctly and unequivocably
that not everyone that saith unto Me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom
of heaven, but he that doeth the will of My Father which is in heaven. Many
will say unto Me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Thy name,
and in Thy name have cast out devils, and in Thy name have done many wonderful
works? And then will I profess unto them I never knew you: depart from Me ye
that work iniquity! Where in this utterance can you find room to insert
substitution?
I tell you I am no theologian -
they have determined that there is not only room but have also given it the
central position of our faith - and I am content to accept their authority
when I remember some words of Christ you appear to have overlooked.
What are they?
This is My body which is
broken for you.
Broken as an example, not as a
substitute. For I have given you an example that ye should do as I have done
to you. Just so did He mean when He made use of the even stronger phrase
– This is My blood of the new testament, which is being shed for many
unto the remission of sins. It is here again an example to pour out ones life
in holy obedience by which remission of sins is to be obtained.
Peter appears to have thought
differently when he declared, He bare our sins in His own body on the tree.
I am not so sure that Peter
did have such an idea as you imagine in his mind at all. His words bear a very
different interpretation. But even though he did I am not responsible for Peters
construction any more than I am for his denial. We are not to be saved by Peters
exposition, but by the truth as it is in Jesus. It is the certainty of
this - the awful responsibility this discipleship, as set forth by Christ,
places upon our shoulders - that makes me pause, and keeps me back from the
table of the Lord. We must follow Him; and this implies drinking of His cup as
well as being baptised with His baptism. Our way will lie through His
Gethsemane, where we must pray His prayer and be prepared to share His agony
and sweat His bloody sweat should God demand it; while every argument,
sophistry and claim of time and sense are urged against us by him who is
transformed into an angel of light to give cogency and point to his reasoning;
while a thousand impulses, distorted duties and affections tear us to pieces in
a lying desire to save us; while position, advancement and honour are held out,
it may be, for our reward, we must be strong to refuse, and say Thy will be
done and follow Him even into the loneliness of death, that we may rise into
the exaltation of glory. This is my reason - my unworthiness - for not taking
the sacrament, though I pray for strength to enable me to willingly
leave all for Christ, and then I will do so. Then I will fearlessly drink that
cup with Him and never be my own again; where He leads I will follow, and where
He needs it I will minister; I will then aspire to carry one portion of His
cross, to be one with Him in life, in death, and then - at home. If I am worthy
thus to be perfected until I can taste the rapture of such complete, unqualified
obedience, then I will cry My Lord and my God! and taking the cup will drink
and die that He may live again in me.
As he ceased speaking Gradeley
and Tressey rose together; the latter gave Pawley his hand again in a pressure
too eloquent for words, and a moment later he was left alone.
Charles Tressey had spent the
usual number of hours with his pen in Wood Street, returned to Shaftesbury
Hall, ordered his tea, just as usual, please, but was quite ignorant of the
fact that the modest meal had been served at least ten minutes and his muffin
already cold and tough as leather. Certainly the maid had omitted to announce
service, as she was most punctilious to do to others, but she knew it would
only be useless in the case of Tressey, whose life moved in the mechanical,
just-as-usual, groove, and any effort to disturb him would only be thrown
away.
He had thrown off his walking
shoes and reached his slippers, then with a saccharine smile he paused - just
as usual - and immediately became involved in discussing the one
fascinating problem of his life. Most men would have wearied long ago and
abandoned it as being unworthy of such a waste of time, but Tressey was not of
that fickle and unappreciative number; though he neither progressed in his inquiry
nor in anywise tended to elucidate the mystery, morning, noon or night at home,
and many times during a day at the office, he returned with ever-increasing
zest to the inquiry he had so patiently pursued for fully twenty years: Now
which of those two feet is really the prettier?
It was the entrance of Pawley
that roused him from his engrossing reverie on this occasion.
Ah, my friend! exclaimed the
clerk, not in the least irritated by the interruption of his thoughts, I hope
you have had a pleasant and also a successful day?
Thank you - yes, he replied,
drawing a chair near the not unwelcome fire. The day, so far as I am concerned,
has been both pleasant and successful. In fact, my whole journey has been of
the same order. I have already done nearly double the business I expected, and
still have hopes of more to follow.
Here we catch a glimpse of one
of those inadvisable indiscretions in the character of this man, which, though
not necessarily injurious in themselves, are sometimes capable of being turned
to serious disadvantage by the unscrupulous. He was in every sense too generous
- alike in imparting information as well as charity. Conscious of his own
honour and rectitude, he readily gave to each last acquaintance credit for
being as himself, even though his past experience warned him from doing so. His
difficulties in the past had derived much strength from the over-confidence,
and yet his optimistic soul still shrank from entertaining a shadow of
suspicion for any man. Still it must be pointed out that this weakness existed
only within well-defined personal limits; in his business or outside
relationships he recognised perhaps with more severity than most men that
he was only a steward, and held whatever pertained to others in a trust which
involved a responsibility in no way lightly esteemed. He presented in this
respect a strange contradiction to the great majority of men, having towards
himself a careless disregard of his own good amounting almost to reckless
negligence; refusing to assert his rights, maintain the most palpable claim, or
demand fulfilment of obligations until actually compelled to do so by the
claims of others or stress of circumstances. At the same time, if he saw
an act of injustice to another - especially if the sufferer was unable to
defend himself - every impulse within him would rush to arms and he would
champion his cause with the dauntless courage of a lion.
That is a most pleasant thing
to hear. At that moment he caught sight of his forgotten tea. It is not every
man who makes a success in his first visit to London, and I trust your
good fortune will continue.
Thanks - I hope so.
Charles! Oh, you naughty man!
You have again allowed your tea to get cold. This from Miss Prout, who had
entered the room with her arms full of needlework, according to her custom
of spending an hour or so with her boarders in the early evening. I am thoroughly
ashamed of you. That tea has been upon that table for fully fifteen minutes
while you have been wantonly giving yourself up to the lust of your eyes by
admiring your feet. Now dont attempt to defend yourself, when I know full
well what you have been doing. I am ashamed of you, at your time of life too,
and after all the trouble I have taken with you. I declare this muffin is as
cold as a stone, but you shall eat it, though it was like a block of ice, in
spite of the consequences. You tempt Providence almost past bearing by your
vanity, and I am expecting to see something very terrible happen to your
feet some day. You will be sorry then when its too late. Oh, Mr. Pawley, can I
prevail upon you to say something to him?
Both Pawley and the culprit
laughed at the poor ladys perturbation, which was really caused by his neglect
to eat his tea, since she took a special pride in having everything just so
for everyone.
Dont worry about him, Miss
Prout; if his feet are of more importance than his stomach let him suffer the
consequences. Fortunately my feet are not of such unusual beauty, and if you
will order my tea I will promise to attend to it at once.
Certainly, Mr. Pawley, it is
always a pleasure to do anything for a reasonable
man. What would you like?
You know what is in the
larder, my dear lady, and I think I shall come off best if I leave that to you.
I will merely say that I have an appetite, and be content to judge how I stand
in your esteem by the quality of the repast you provide.
Let me caution you to be
careful in the language you address to mademoiselle, or you will find yourself
very unpleasantly situated by-and-by. She is an acknowledged coquette, and
construes the most ordinary speech into an indication of a confession to
follow. Besides, you are a married man, and should be doubly careful, or I
may consider it my duty to write to Cottominster.
And what would you be able to
tell the dear lonely lady, pray? asked the mock-indignant hostess. That her
grandmother had been taking all care of her husband for her sake?
It may suit you to put it in
that form, but I must be allowed to frame my own communication. Mrs. Pawley may
share my idea that age develops other qualities than experience.
Is that so, Charles? How
fortunate for me that your opinion is not bound to be correct.
Take no notice of him - he is
at all events old enough to know better, but he only wishes to keep you from
ordering my tea so as to laugh at you presently.
Then he shall not do so, and
away the kindly soul went to give instructions for a most substantial repast.
These straws serve to indicate
the current of home life at Shaftesbury Hall and are pleasant to note in
passing as impromptu backgrounds to our picture.
What are your proposals for
the evening? asked Tressey, presently.
I have none so far. Why? Have
you anything special on hand?
Not now; I had an idea, but
after our talk yesterday I gave it up.
Why?
Because I think it would shock
you.
Dont be alarmed at that, he
answered with an amused smile; my convictions are sufficiently deep-rooted
to protect my feelings, and I think my feet are large enough to maintain my
perpendicular in any earthquake at present threatening. What was your idea?
Do you ever go to the theatre?
Pawley smiled.
Not often, but I do go
occasionally, if anything especially appeals to me. I believe with the
melancholy Jacques that it is possible to
Find tongues in trees, books in the running brooks,
Sermons in stones, and good in
everything
Then you are not one of those
men who condemn the stage unconditionally?
No! I believe the stage is
capable - within its legitimate limit - of preaching sermons as eloquent and powerful
as the pulpit. We must not forget that the institutions have each their own
particular sphere of operation, their rightful work to do, and individual
lessons to enforce; in doing this they never occupy more than a relative
position to each other - neither competitive nor comparable. The
relationship is that of an elementary to an advanced school, both necessary in
a thorough and complete education. The stage is entirely a human institution
called into existence -
To hold, as twere. the mirror up to nature,
and show us by a kind of
kindergarten lesson the law of sequence ever working to a natural fruition. Its
scope is strictly limited to the past and present, it deals with men and things
as they exist around us, vice and virtue in all phases and combinations, but
there the province of the stage comes to an end. It gives no exhortation, nor
attempts to interpret its facts, but the conclusion and moral of the play is
left for the individual to draw or disregard as each may determine for himself.
The duty of an actor is to study mankind with a view of playing his part, not
according to any realised conception of humanity but in all its stern
actualities, neither softening nor accentuating; without exaggeration or extenuation,
simply representing life. He may be equally honourable in his profession
whether he appears as the hero and exponent of virtue, or an execrable villain
steeped in vice and infamy, since everyone knows he only assumes the character
for the time and throws it off when the play is over. How different and far removed
is all this from the sphere of the pulpit, which as a Divine institution is at
once placed pre-eminently superior to any profession, and holds the mandate and
power to transform the morals, minds and hence the lives of men into the ideal
that God has set before His eyes. The foundation of the pulpit is laid within
the rock of revelation, and its elevation rises into the clear atmosphere
of inspiration among the visions of God. The preacher, as the leader and guide
of men into that mysterious and higher region where the sensuous is
inter-sphered by the super-sensuous, the temporal with the eternal, the natural
with the spiritual, must – standing as a man among men - live, not act,
or rather he must be transformed until the risen and glorified Christ can live
again in him, and manifest Himself unto the world. The tongue that speaks from
the pulpit must not declare the things of men, but utter the hidden things of
God speaking as it is moved by the Holy Ghost, I notice your smile and know
you are asking yourself where such a preacher can be found, but that is a question
with which I am not now concerned. I am simply interested in finding the
standard the Master left us of the position to which preachers are called. If
they fail to touch such an exalted standard to-day it is not because Christ has
revised the qualifications or lowered the ideal of the ministry, but rather
that other considerations have been allowed to prevail under whose influences
the light and life have been buried, leaving us to grope our uncertain way in
an artificial light casting shadows of misrepresentation on every hand, until
we fear and fail to recognise the Father if by any chance we meet Him. No, my
friend, I am not opposed to legitimate drama any more than a purified pulpit,
but I rather pray that through the rising influence of the one we may be
brought to a desirable reformation of the other.
You are a strange man, Pawley,
if only from your readiness to preach a sermon at will upon every conceivable
subject.
Dont call me a preacher, my
friend, he answered sorrowfully. I did once hope to be called into such
exalted service, but God saw my unworthiness, and I have bowed to His decree.
Perhaps you are able to serve
Him better as you are. In the pulpit you might have failed to put things so
forcibly as you do now.
I have no wish or desire to
put anything in any way, but am anxious only to direct attention to them just
as I find them. I have no dogmatic axe to grind, no doctrinal crank to
turn, no particular form of church government to maintain, but I want to
get clear back to Christ, to hear the truth from His lips, to learn of Him, and
Him alone. When I was a lad I was singularly impressed by the advice
Shakespeare makes Wolsey address to Cromwell -
Be just, and
fear not:
Let all the ends thou aimst at be thy countrys,
Thy Gods, and truths,
and I have tried in my own
little way to adopt it as my rule of life. But what was the proposition you
were about to make?
I was wondering whether you
would join Gradeley and myself - we thought of going to the Court Theatre? What
is on there?
An adaptation of the Vicar of
Wakefield, with Hermann Vezin as Vicar, and Ellen Terry in the title-role.
I shall be very pleased to go.
I have never read the book, so I shall not only be interested but become
acquainted with Goldsmiths masterpiece at the same time.
And I envy you the treat in
store.
With as little delay as
possible - for the play was drawing overflowing houses - the three men reached
Sloane Square and joined a group of twenty or thirty persons who were already
congregated around the pit entrance to the theatre.
We are in good time, said
Gradeley, consulting his watch before buttoning his overcoat. We have to wait
forty minutes before the doors open.
We are none too early for a
good seat, answered Pawley.
No. The crowd will constantly
increase now. Mind your pockets, whispered Tressey.
This hint was not unnecessary
and probably saved Pawleys watch a little later. In those days the present
excellent system of lining up had not been inaugurated, but the stronger
and more reckless stood the better chance in the organised rushes, and
pickpockets could generally rely on a fair amount of business. The growing
crowd was just beginning to tighten itself when Pawley felt a movement in front
of him, which but for Tresseys hint might have passed unnoticed. With an
unsuspicious and natural effort he freed himself slightly and at the same
instant grasped a hand inside his overcoat.
Ere, old on, guvnor,
cried a man who stood sideways on his right, at the same time making a
desperate snatch to release his imprisoned hand; what are yer tryin to do? I
cant elp a-shovin when everybodys a-shovin me, can I?
I dont object to your
crushing, but you can help this other business. Come outside.
Whats the matter, Pawley?
Nothing, fortunately I caught
him in time. You go in and keep me a seat if you can.
Ill get yer one with em for
a tanner, cried a little fellow close at hand.
All right, Ill give you
sixpence to do so. Where are you going? asked Tressey.
I shall be back directly. You
go in.
The crowd, never anxious to
detain such visitors as Pawley had detected, had already made a way, and he
half dragged the protesting fellow to the outside.
Dont be hard on me, sir; I
aint a thief, he pleaded, when he found the uselessness of trying to escape.
Thats not your fault. Now
what have you to say for yourself?
Im very sorry, sir; but I aint
a thief, an if you knew everything I dont think yerd be ard on me.
How am I to know you are not a
thief?
He asked the question more to
enable him to learn the mans story than to satisfy his own doubt, for something
within him - perhaps also strengthened by the mans conduct - assured him, that
his prisoner was not a hardened offender.
Look ere, sir; I cant do no
more than this to prove it to you, and he wet the index finger of the hand
Pawley had released, upon his tongue, then, drawing it across his throat after
the fashion of gutter children, said:
Whether I live or whether I die,
God strike me dead if Im telling a lie!
Hush, man! dont call God to
witness such a thing. What for not, if Im speakin the truth? - an Ill
take my oath I am, sir.
But why did you try to pick my
pocket?
Becos Im drove to it, there;
and swelp my bob, Im speakin Gods own truth!
Why dont you get work, if you
want it?
Yer think thats easy, doant
yer? the fellow answered scornfully. You aint long from the country - anybody
can tell that.
What has that to do with your
getting work?
If yerd been in London a
month yerd know as jobs aint a-runnin about the streets arter fellows as is
down on their luck.
Do you want me to believe that
you have tried to get work and failed?
Look ere, mister, cried the
man, who had appeared to have lost sight of his danger in the contemplation of
his real or imaginary grievance, its very plain you dont know much about
London, as I tells yer. If yer wants ter know what I says true or not come wi
me about five minits an Ill soon prove it ter yer.
How?
Come alon to my shanty - it
aint far - an Ill show yer my wife bad a-bed, where shes bin for a month,
an I cant get nothin for her to eat. She had our last crust for dinner
yesterday, an Ive had nothing since Saturday. Wouldnt that drive you to the
devil?
Where do you live?
Its ony along this side o
the square into Kings Road - it aint moren three minutes if yerll come, and
the fellow half started to lead the way.
If what you say is really
true, I am not the man to add to your hardships; but mind, if you deceive me or
attempt to do so you will be sorry for it. Lead the way; I will come with you.
All right, sir, and the
fellow at once started off.
If it ony depends on my
tellin the truth Ive got nothin to fear. If we look sharp you can be back
afore the door opens.
Where are you going, Pawley?
asked Tressey, who had been anxiously watching his friend.
To see where this man lives,
and if the story he tells me is true.
Take my advice - let him go
free if you choose, but dont go with him.
Why not?
Because you will get into
trouble. He is trying to play an old trick upon you.
Then you need not be afraid,
for it will fail. I dare not do other than go with him, for if his story is
true it was for this I came to the theatre to-night. If it is not true I have
nothing to fear. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I
will fear no evil how can I when I have the promise that He shall give
His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways? I am well
protected, my friend; dont be alarmed, I will come to you presently.
Oh, Pawley, you have a great
faith. And feeling his inability, even if he had the desire, to shake it he
turned back to the theatre.
Tresseys solicitation had for
the moment incautiously drawn Pawleys attention from the man, and when he
again thought of him he turned, naturally expecting to find him gone. But no;
he was standing at a discreet distance - first reward of present faith as well
as a promise of future safety.
Come along, he said in a more
compassionate tone than he had previously used. How far have we to go?
Not far, sir; well be there
in two minutes.
From the Kings Road they
turned down Blacklands Terrace, then to the right into Simmonds Street, at
that time consisting of low and disreputable tenements scarcely fit for vermin
to find shelter in. It was doubtful for a time whether the desired door would
open or prefer to fall to pieces, but the man having presently succeeded in his
effort they entered a passage in which it was impossible for them to see their
way.
Mind ow yer come, sir - feel
yer way by the wall on yer left; I cant strike a light because we aint got
none.
Carefully following this advice
and using both hands and feet to guide him, Pawley at length reached the foot
of a decidedly musical and flexible flight of stairs, up which he cautiously
made his way, until a door on the landing was thrown open and the additional
light gave him more confidence.
The room they entered could
scarcely be called a furnished apartment, having but one broken chair, a
dilapidated table, supported on one side by the wall, an orange box serving as
couch or additional seats as required, and a mysterious arrangement in the
corner doing duty as a bed.
There yer are, sir; this is my
shanty - the ome of a British workin man whos out o work, an theres my
missis, ill in bed, as I told yer.
The woman made a laborious and
painful effort to turn. She was evidently suffering from some serious affection
of the chest demanding warmth and care, both of which - as well as food were
altogether out of her reach. Pawley looked on the scene in speechless amazement
- the man had told him the truth so far as he went, but certainly had not
over-coloured the picture. The woman was forced to cease her struggle to turn
before she could see her visitor, but in nervous interjections inquired, -
Whats the – matter - Jim?
Whos that? You aint got - she could say no more, being seized with a violent
fit of coughing, through which her husband did his best to assist her. You aint
– done – nothing have you? she continued anxiously as soon as
she could catch her breath.
No, Emly, of course I aint
done nothink - and he looked at Pawley with piteous entreaty not to publish
his offence. I was tellin this gentlmn as ow ard it is for a man when hes
down on is luck, an e could ardly blieve it, so I brought im in to see I
wasnt tellin im a lie.
By this time with her husbands
help she had managed to turn and resting on one elbow appeared to breathe
easier for the change.
You dont know London if you
think its easy to get along in when you once meet with a misfortune, she
said. My Jims as honest as most men, but hes gone under and this is all that
is left of a very tidy working mans home. But I wont grumble, Jim, if you
only keep out of trouble. It wont last long, and nobody can disturb the dead.
Dont talk like that, old gal;
I aint goin to do nothin wrong. Well weather it someow, if I can on y get
you a bit of food.
Is it really true, my good
woman, that you have had no food to-day?
Jim picked up a penny for a job
on Saturday, she replied, and bought bread with it, but he only eat a bit of
his share, and I had the rest of it for my dinner yesterday. Neither of us have
touched a bit since.
What is your name?
Cox, sir - Jim Cox.
Pawley took five shillings from
his pocket. He wanted to get away - such a scene of desperation was beyond him,
and yet the resignation was almost heroic in its despair. He could find no
words to speak, no sermon to preach from such a text, but the weight of the
suffering crushed him, and though it was cowardly he wanted to be away.
Here, take this, and get some
fire and food at once, he said, thrusting the money into the mans hand. I am
satisfied as to the truth of what you tell me, but remember there is a God
whose ear is open to the cry of suffering - He does not forget you though men
may, and who knows but that He has brought me here to help you tonight.
Good-night, he said, approaching the woman; I hope you will soon be better and
your husband able to find some work to do.
Good-night, sir, an God bless
yer.
The doors had not long been
opened when he returned to the theatre, but with a little patience he reached
the inside, much to the relief of his anxiously watching friends, who were
comfortably located in the front row. As he took the seat his substitute had secured
Tressey took his hand in warm congratulation.
You little know how glad I am
to see you safely back again. Are you sure you have not lost anything?
I am very glad I did not take
your advice. No, I have not been robbed, thank you.
Your clear duty was to hand
that fellow to the police at once, said Gradeley. Any sympathy shown to such
scoundrels only increases the public danger.
I dont think we are warranted
in acting too precipitately. In this case, for instance, by doing so I
should have committed a greater wrong than the one I sought redress for.
Nonsense! The fellow has
simply traded on your ignorance. I have no patience with such mistaken philanthropy
and quixotic ideas. You will be a marked man for all London now, and it will
not be long before you repent your generosity, I can assure you.
I dont agree with you,
Gradeley. They tell us that there are indications of diamonds in some meteoric
stones, and I have faith to think it is possible to find true men among the
lapsed masses if we look for them.
Perhaps so, but they would
prove to be more costly than valuable.
Never mind your speculations.
What did you actually find out? asked Tressey.
That the man was practically
driven to take some desperate means in an attempt to procure food for a sick
wife.
Sick fiddlesticks! I tell you
it was only one of the old games that are carefully worked up to play on greenhorns.
I hope I am with you the next time he makes his appearance - hell soon find
himself in Queer Street, I can tell you.
Hush!
The curtain rose on the scene
of the Vicars orchard, with its swing and merry family party, which received a
warm greeting for its beauty.
Pawleys nature was singularly
intense, thorough, and whole-hearted. Into whatever subject he was interested
in for the time he threw himself with an enthusiastic spontaneity that
amounted to a practical oblivion of everything outside. In his life he had but
really one aim, one purpose, one ideal, and in pursuit of it he sedulously
limited himself to the one duty he had in hand. His nervous system was
extremely delicate and highly strung, making him peculiarly sensitive to
surrounding waves of feeling, by which he was frequently carried almost
beyond himself into a semi-hypnotic condition he imagined to be the abode of
that inspiration after which he so hungered and thirsted, where the prophets of
old were instructed in the deep things of God. Upon this mysterious psychic
boundary-land he had often consciously lingered since childhood,
hoping to gain strength to stretch the wings, which as yet were powerless, and
reach the presence and vision of the invisible. His dreams, hope and faith had
all whispered to him that such was more than possible - probable, and his
conception of God also affirmed it because the gift had already been bestowed
upon the men of the past; to this also was added the assurance of the Christ - All
things whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in My name shall be given unto
you. He had asked, was continually asking, with a faith in no wise weakened by
the conditional doubt whether such a gift to him was in accordance with the
Divine will. This doubt, however, though always present, had but slight effect
upon him since he argued that the deeply-rooted desire which possessed him warranted
the faith that would be honoured if it did not faint or weary.
The outburst of feeling
greeting the opening scene lifted Pawley at once into his ecstatic condition
and he lost sight and thought of everything the theatre, his friends, the
artistes (as such) - and became an unseen watcher over the interests and
welfare of the Primrose family. With them he lived, rejoiced and suffered,
sharing their confidences, hopes and fears, smiling, weeping, praying as they
smiled and wept and prayed; and when at length the iron entered into their
souls it found a quivering response in his own also. Not knowing the
story, he followed each new development with bewildering blindness, and each
new stroke fell upon him with unsoftened force, until the despised Burchell threw
aside his mask, opened the prison doors, and restored them to peace and
happiness once more. It was no play to him - there was no acts, but only
grateful breathing spaces were allowed in which his overwrought feelings were
able to partially recover themselves. The cheers which brought Miss Terry and
her confreres again and again before the curtain did not disturb or affect him.
The stream of the representation had carried him too far out into the sea of
human life for the voices from the shore to reach him, and he, unseen, was
enabled to watch the workings of sin in its natural element. He saw the
disadvantage of unsuspecting innocence in the presence of the heartless
betrayer, the casting adrift and the beating off of the forsaken from the raft
of hope, then left mercilessly to perish, while the gilded yacht of pleasure
sailed by, musical with the laughter of the remorseless soul who left
Olivia to her fate. Every episode in the moral tragedy took hold of him
with a new and firmer grip until the trivial accident of a falling curtain was
lost in his scouring the horizon to see where help would come, and it was
impossible to rouse him to a consciousness that after all it was nothing more
than a magnificent make-believe.
When, however, the finale was
reached, and the unexpected issue evolved from such unpropitious surroundings,
the thunderous applause brought him to his feet, waving his hat and joining in
the roar that shook the old house even while his eyes were wet with tears.
What do you think of it, Gradeley?
what do you think of it? was Tresseys enraptured inquiry as soon as the
weight of his admiration would allow him to speak. He was no doubt anxious to
reach Pawley, but the one stood in the way and the other was as yet too
abstracted to enter into any discussion or even express a bald opinion.
Eh! What? Think of it! Why,
man alive, I have seen the portraits and scupltures of all the
world-acknowledged types of beauty, but, by Jove, not one of them is a
circumstance in comparison with her.
She did look simply beautiful
to-night; but she was clothed upon with the inspiration of her part and it made
her excel herself.
What are you talking about,
man? Do you mean to tell me that a common play-acting woman has blinded your
eyes to a dream Divine like that! cried the enamoured artist, directing his
attention to a lady who was still standing at the front of a private box.
Oh, bother the woman!
retorted Tressey, without deigning to take a second glance. What is she in the
presence of Terrys Olivia?
She! She! and he trembled
with exasperated indignation at the uncultured preference of his friend. Why,
man alive, have you no soul, no eyes, no brains? If only Phidias had seen that
woman when searching for a model to revenge himself on the Athenians, he would
have gone raving mad with delight.
How fortunate she was born so
long after him, replied his tantalising friend.
Dont be a fool, man - theres
nothing clever in laughing at your own ignorance. Its only another of the d___d
stupidities of nature to put such a distance between a worthy model and master.
But, by thunder! he exclaimed as a new thought occurred to him, there is both
fame and fortune now for the man who can paint her. Let me find out who she is.
In his excitement he mounted the
seat and would probably have committed some indiscretion in his attempt to
get out, but Tressey caught his coat and forcibly restrained him.
Take your time, my friend,
take your time. Its impossible to get out just yet. We have to pay our penalty
now for having the best seats.
You stop if you choose, but
see, the womans gone. Loose my coat.
I will if you will calm
yourself, and not be in such a hurry to steal the laurels from Rembrandt and
Reynolds for the sake of this beautiful unknown. What if you should
discover that she is already married? and if not it is more than probable your
admiration would be wasted upon her.
Oh! dont talk to me,
returned the irritated and now defeated enthusiast; what do you know about the
true instincts of art - you who are not capable of a thought above the sensual?
It is not the woman but the model that fascinates me.
My dear friend, replied
Tressey, I know all about it - no one would ever suppose that anything but a
model could appeal to the soul of an artist. I am very sorry you should have
seen such a vision only to lose it; but its gone now - and we must go or be
shut in. Come on, Mr. Pawley.
As they were walking home from
Blackfriars, Tressey took Pawley by the arm, having been unable to speak to him
before.
You are most unusually quiet,
he remarked.
Am I? Perhaps I am, but I have
been very busy with my thoughts. Pardon my unsociable mood.
I am very anxious to hear your
opinion of Miss Terrys performance.
Are you? Then I am afraid you
will be disappointed.
Why? Were you not pleased with
it?
I dont know whether you will
be able to understand me or not - in all probability not, he answered; but
from the moment when the curtain went up until now I have never once been
conscious of the existence of Miss Terry; even the idea of a play has never
once crossed my mind. I have simply been engaged – engrossed - in the
study of a series of evolutions in actual life, contemplating developments
that are going on all around us, watching the unfoldment of sequences not often
available with such moving realism; and now, when the memory of my
experience is settling down into a contemplative perspective, and I am
able to analyse a part in its relationship to the whole, the lights and shades
in the picture are balanced with such master-strokes of genius that
individualisation is almost an impossibility. Of necessity, Olivia
occupies the central foreground, but who is to say which part of the great
creation belongs to Miss Terry and which to Goldsmith? To make any attempt
at such a dissection would entirely destroy the effect, and therefore you
must pardon me if I choose to let it stand in its entirety. As a whole it
appeals to me even more strongly than the sermon of the doctor did yesterday. I
think we have seen the stage to-night in its purest, best and noblest form, and
consequently it has preached a sermon it will be difficult to forget - I pray
it may also be long continued.
I am glad you enjoyed it, but
I rather courted your opinion from a less serious point of view. I regard the
theatre more as an amusement and relaxation.
And what you seek you find, in
the theatre as in every other institution. Institutions, amusements, relaxations
and pastimes are not in themselves, as a rule, either good or bad, but they
become just what we are prepared to make of them. I have no objection to the
theatre as an amusement - I enjoy it, and am prepared to draw a full measure of
pleasure therefrom, but you must provide a comedy before I am able to do so. It
would only be a debased and vicious man who could find any approach to
amusement in watching such a tragedy of sin such as we have witnessed to-night.
That is all very well so far,
but if you insist on such a general religious atmosphere, I am afraid life would
not be worth living - it would be too ponderous.
Whenever life becomes a
wearisome burden, my friend, you had better pause at once, for, rest assured,
its weight will be the evidence that you have ceased to follow in the steps of
Christ, and gone after self-deceived innovators. The Master threw - and His
life is to be our standard and example - so much charm and fascination
into His religion that all men sought for Him even though they failed to
understand Him. It was enough that everyone who came into contact with Him felt
that He possessed the Something for which every heart was hungering. Whether
they were Jewish bigots or Greek or Roman pagans, dwellers in a palace or
homeless wanderers, possessed of devils or eaten up with leprosy, blind, halt,
impotent, or wallowing in the mire of social ostracism, saint or sinner, young
and old, rich and poor, all sought Him because in Him, and in Him alone, was
found the one great desire of nations. The one true spark of divinity in all
who saw Him cried All Hail, and worshipped Him, while incarnate devils
shouted through every voice of sensuality, Crucify Him. It was the one
decisive battle of the ages raging around the gate of Immortality, and though
He was wounded and mangled in His flesh, His conquering spirit threw the gate
wide open, and gave us ingress to the great liberty wherewith He made us free.
No, sir, true religion is no oppressor, but rather a bearer of our burdens;
faith lightens sorrow, and gives hope to the weary and heavy laden; its watchword
is Liberty, and its heritage Freedom! All this - which is the Christ evangel - the
world needs as much as ever, but it does not find it in the religion we offer,
therefore men turn away and will have none of it. Why is this? Is it because
the Christ has gone? No, He is still the central figure, but it is not the
Christ of the Galilean hills, who received sinners and ate with them, but the
Christ of Herods judgment hall, clothed in the mocking garments of another
king, crowned with a diadem of pain and blood, and bearing in His hand a
sceptre without strength or support. It is Jesus in the hands of dogmatic
warders and doctrinal soldiers, beaten, maltreated, cast out and unrecognised.
Bring Him out from the judgment hall of the doctors once again, strip Him of
the gewgaws in which He has been ignominiously dressed, allow Him to drop the
academic language of the professors chair, and speak once more in His homely
tongue, pull down the denominational bars at which He has to plead, and let Him
stand once more free beneath Gods heaven and give again the invitation Come
unto Me, all ye that weary and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest, and
the music of that voice will silence all the strifes which now divide and
inflame us; you will then see that a genuine religious atmosphere is neither
ponderous nor oppressive, but from hill and vale, hamlet and city, island and
continent will come the old response - All men seek for Thee.
I should like to think it
could be so, but, unfortunately, London is not Jerusalem, and the Sermon
on the Mount could not be enforced to-day.
Why not? What is there
impracticable in it? To commence with, the great foundation thought of the
Sermon is to be found in the golden rule - Whatsoever ye would that men should
do unto you, do ye even so unto them. What is there here that could not be
applied to London with advantage?
Pardon me, but I think you are
wrong; as I understand it, religion rightly commences with Thou shalt
love the Lord thy God.
That is no part of the Sermon
on the Mount to which you objected only a moment ago; but it makes very little
difference, because the two are closely connected after all. John very clearly
lays down the principle that If a man say, I love God, and hateth his brother,
he is a liar; for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he
love God whom he hath not seen? Now, in his sermon Jesus insists on
practically the same thing, when He says, If thou bring thy gift to the altar
and there rememberest that thy brother hath aught against thee, leave there thy
gift before the altar and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and
then come and offer thy gift. It suits our creed to remember the words of
Christ - No man cometh to the Father but by Me, but it also suits us to
forget that Christs interpretation of that door was Himself in His humanity - Inasmuch
as ye did it to one of the least of these, my brethren, ye did it unto Me.
What a change would result if every pulpit in London magnified this, if
every church insisted on spiritual compliance as a test of membership! But to
say that its application to London is an impossibility is to say that Gods
way of salvation is a failure - not applicable to England; that Christ in His
simple teaching is not sufficient for our needs but requires to be corrected,
adapted, revised, improved and amplified; that the Omniscient has been guilty
of an oversight we have been compelled to correct in our own behalf. Will you
or any other man have the assurance to make such a proposition - and yet you
must either do so or confess that we have forsaken the simple truth as it is in
Jesus, and gone seriously astray in Bunyans By-path Meadow.
But do you really believe it
is necessary to make such a parade of religion?
No, it is just that one thing
I particularly object to - our one-day religion is necessarily a parade. It was
just this that provoked our Lords severe rebuke of the Pharisees. Religion is
life, and business is at most but an incident therein, and the greater
naturally includes the lesser, which must consent to be controlled and
dominated thereby. How much better and more satisfactorily would our business
be managed if we could drop the Sunday suit altogether, and allow a little
genuine religion to blow occasionally through the City suit. Do you see that
lamp yonder?
Yes.
That does not parade itself,
but its light shines because something within has been touched and fired
by a flame from without; and it leapt to perform a required duty, assisting to
guide you and I on our way. Let your light so shine - not parade itself, but patiently
wait for the summons that shall call to duty.
Tressey had exhausted his store
of argument, so turned to see what had become of Gradeley, who hung back in a
brown study of his own.
I have made up my mind to go
to the theatre in the morning and ascertain who that lady was, he boldly
declared as he came up to his waiting friends.
Oh, bother your woman, said
Tressey. Ellen Terry is worth a thousand of her.
And so the three men of varied
minds and temperaments reached Shaftesbury Hall.
The strength and prominence of
England among the nations of the earth is not so much due to her colonies and
extent of empire as to the unique institution of her home life. The colonial
bond is but a radiation of the family tie, and the love of motherland is only a
development from the stronger maternal affection which makes the name of
mother, in any conjunction, sacred to every British heart. No son of other
language could in his exile have interpreted the inspiration which flooded the
soul of John Howard Payne, and made him sing -
Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam,
Be it ever so humble, theres no place like home.
Within the subtle magic of its
prescribed circle is to be found a never-failing repose and recuperation for
the weary and discomforted - a solace and encouragement giving strength to
shoulder the daily cross once more; a garden of hope filled with fragrant
flowers of promise the school of successful ambition, the walls of which are
filled with memories of past achievements inciting to emulation; an observatory
from which a brighter future is descried crowned with the golden aureole of
mighty possibilities and rewards. England is strong because of the mystic
potentialities of her home life, in the fastnesses of which the roots of
the nation twine around the hearts of her sons, and strong she must remain
while the purity of the sacred institution is defended. Guard first the home
circle, and that in turn will protect the nation, for the strength of every
fortress lies in its foundations, not in the acreage of its possessions.
The exhortation is equally relevant to the nation as to the individual - Keep
thy heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life, Oh,
England! thy blessings have fallen upon thee with unmeasured liberality; see to
it that thy responsibilities are not forgotten, for unto whomsoever much is
given, of him shall much be required.
This value and importance of
the home life had not escaped the thoughtful attention of Miss Prout, who in
the most unobtrusive manner had successfully engrafted it into the general
routine of her ever-changing family. So delicately and naturally had this been
accomplished and maintained that the Friday evening reunions were always
regarded as a privilege rather than an interference, and it was seldom a
boarder was willing to be absent therefrom.
Saturday always brought its
necessary changes, and though some of the acquaintances were not yet a week old
it was not infrequent to find a shadow of regret in these gatherings at the
thought of the Farewell which the morrow would bring. A week at Shaftesbury
Hall was bound to produce some sweet memories in many instances everlasting
flowers that would remain both fresh and fragrant for the bouquets of heaven.
In those two or three final hours stolen from the rush of the Great City
friendships were firmly cemented, and many a young fellow went forth stronger
to grapple with the duties of coming days. It was not in any sense a religious
gathering, but a free-and-easy social time over which the ever-busy hostess
presided, always plying her sewing or knitting needles. It was purely and simply
a family gathering, sans formality;
bright, cheerful and not unusually boyish, in spite of grey hairs and furrowed
cheeks. The shadows of the morrow were banished in the present cheer, and every
soul was made to feel at home.
The Friday before Pawleys
departure had come, and every member of the family had gathered to spend the
evening with one whom all respected and for whom many felt even a warmer
sympathy. But somehow, as one by one came into the room, it became noticeable
that there was an absence of the usual verve and hilarity that generally characterised
their assembly. There was an awkward, persistent constraint none could break
down, since no one had, nor could find, anything to say. Every attempt at
conversation ended in a miserable failure, until at length first one and then
another took up a paper or magazine in order to screen what amounted to a
stupid confusion.
Especially was this the case
with one young fellow who had but recently returned from the Australian goldfields,
where he had squandered what little patrimony he had received, contracted
habits of drinking and gambling, and was rapidly shortening his career.
Some friends had communicated with his sister, and after much difficulty he had
been induced to return. On his arrival the genial secretary of the Y.M.C.A. had
placed him with Miss Prout, under whose careful surveillance it was hoped he
would be able to recover himself.
He was a warm-hearted, free,
generous fellow, just the man to be imposed upon and courted for what the
designing could get out of him, with an almost inexhaustible stock of
stories and reminiscences of the diggings, which he told with a rollicking
native humour that made him the life and soul of the social evenings.
Now, Mason, just shake
yourself a bit and rouse us up. Were like a lot of mutes at a funeral. Tell us
a good rousing yarn and help us to turn up the corners of our mouths.
This rally on the part of
Gradeley had no further effect than to evoke a shake of the head, then Mason
picked up an illustrated and began to look at the pictures.
I think you will have to
excuse him to-night; he has a very bad attack of the blues, Miss Prout
explained.
If that is so, resumed
Gradeley, I have to propose, gentlemen, that we proceed to the ejectment of
the blues forthwith, which I think is a duty we owe both to ourselves and
George. If we were down he would be the first to help to pick us up, so now I
propose we at once begin to paint the house red as our Yankee friends would
say, and so bury the blues.
Here, here! was the general
response.
You must do nothing of the
kind. I wont allow it, the lady remonstrated. Do you forget that we have a
ladies conference in the next room, and I must seriously request that you will
do nothing to disturb them.
Miss Prout, have you forgotten
that this is Friday night and they should be requested not to disturb us?
Besides, it is quite time all unprotected females were at home. They have been
at it now for three hours and cant have much more to say.
Excuse me, Mr. Jordan, but may
I ask if you are a married man? inquired Gradeley.
Thank Heaven, no!
I thought not. Lucky fellow - I
am! and when my wife has anything to say, it generally takes her about three
hours to get through the preamble.
And do you have to suffer it?
inquired another. I dont wonder at your hair standing up, and your preference
for London.
This was met by a hearty laugh
at Gradeleys expense. Hush, gentlemen, or I shall have to ask you to adjourn
to another room.
Miss Prout, will you allow me
to propose that I should be installed in the chair for the evening? suggested
Pawley; perhaps I may be able to ensure such decorum as is requisite for the
comfort of the ladies.
There was a sound as of a
rushing whistling wind, during which all the company pursed their lips.
Mr. Pawley - how dare you?
and shook her head menacingly; though she had a most amusing difficulty to
avoid laughing; why, I would rather ask Mr. Gradeley than you.
That just serves you right,
cried Jordan. I hope I shall never hear you call yourself one of Miss Prouts
favourites after that. Then most seriously to the lady, But how is this, may
I ask? Has he seriously misbehaved himself?
Nothing more than usual - that
is, nothing that I know of, she added with qualifying accentuation. But I
know he can be as full of mischief as an egg is full of meat if he once takes
it into his head to be so. Mr. Gradeley was satisfied with proposing to paint
the house red, but if Mr. Pawley began nothing short of vermilion would do for
him.
This turned the laugh against
Ernest, but he was ready to retort.
And if the lady is allowed to
continue she will give it a fairly brilliant hue presently.
Now the hilarity was at the
ladys expense.
A moment later there was a
nervous tap at the door and a timid voice was heard to say, -
Miss Whittaker will be pleased
if the gentlemen will be as quiet as possible.
The request was distinctly
heard in the sudden silence caused by the slight opening of the door more than
the scarcely audible rap, but the pantomimic grimaces of a dozen expectant
ghostseers were ludicrous in the extreme. Still the door closed again and the
threatened convulsion passed away, but a moment later Jordan was on his feet,
and deliberately arranging himself in his most approved melodramatic
attitude proceeded to address the assembly.
Gentlemen, I think you will
agree with me that it would be politic on our part to bow to the inevitable.
The powers that be have spoken, and because we are gentlemen I think I may rely
upon your acceptance of the fact that it is impossible for us to be otherwise.
Of course in this I make the proverbial exception in favour of Miss Prout, with
whom we are all so well acquainted as to be assured, without further argument,
that she could not be a gentleman if she made the unimaginable attempt. But
returning from this trifling though necessary digression I would remind
you that with a spontaneity thoroughly characteristic of our British
nature, we had proposed to decorate this highly-appreciated abode according to
a most effective, not to say gorgeous, design; but, gentlemen, with an
equally characteristic spirit of opposition and frustration of purpose,
which we know from experience always arises from the undercurrents of
millinery, we are reluctantly compelled to abandon our most philanthropic
intentions and leave the worthy domicile in the musty, dusty - yes, I must say
it, gentlemen - miserably shabby condition in which we found it. But because we
are what we are we will not attempt to be otherwise, therefore we will lay
aside at once our brushes, oils and pigments, and bow to the perversity which
declares in favour of the blues against the more ruddy and glowing warmth we proposed.
Now what remains? Are our hopes to be blighted, ruined, wrecked at the
dictation of the conductor of one of those angelic choirs who haunt the
regions above the attic? Are we to be cowed at the dictation of an invisible
voice speaking through three inches of an open door? Most distinctly and
emphatically I answer No! We are men of action, of resource, of
determination, and I may also add of adaptability. Therefore, while in
deference to the request we are compelled to abandon our many intentions and
pursuits, we may, since imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, pay a
still further tribute to our estimable oppressors by insisting on the
gratification of our previous curiosity - which, if a failing, is still
purely feminine and hence without objection - and call upon Miss Prout at once
to explain the cause of the peculiarly colourable grievance or indisposition
from which our friend Mason is suffering?
The speech was well and duly
punctuated with all the applause, assents, laughter and et ceteras it can be imagined to have called forth, and as the
speaker resumed his seat an almost unanimous consent was given to his
suggestion.
I am not only surprised, but I
am ashamed of you, remonstrated the lady, whose manner so palpably contradicted
her words as to call forth an additional chorus of laughter. Miss Whittaker was
undoubtedly in the wrong, since she had engaged to terminate her meeting before
the usual hour when the boarders assembled, and though Miss Prout was always
anxious to oblige and assist all who came to her, the Friday reunions were too
valuable in her estimation to be subordinated to any other arrangements. This
had been fully explained to the lady president of the class, and though
Miss Prout did not wish they should be unnecessarily disturbed she was not a
little annoyed at the continuance of the meeting, though she did not admit
so much to her boys. But if Mr, Jordan wishes to know what is the matter
with George, she continued, why does he not ask him? I am not his father
confessor.
Gentlemen, dont laugh,
please. Miss Prout has a suggestion of Irish in her blood -
Oh, Mr. Pawley, how can you
say so, when the lady has been a teetotaller for years, remarked Tressey.
I was simply explaining her
bull, my friend, without any regard to her beverages. But putting all our fun
aside, what is the matter with poor old George? Miss Prout, are you aware of
anything? If so, please tell us whether we can do anything to help him.
Of course there is something
wrong with him, you may all see that; and, if I dared, I could also tell you
what it is.
Dont do it, please, pleaded
the poor fellow, who was at length roused to a state of serious concern by her
admission.
George, I honestly believe I
did wrong when I promised not to tell, and I think it would be for your good that
I should break the promise.
So do I, Tressey assented. Let
us know what it is, Miss Prout.
Dont, please; I shall be all
right again to-morrow.
To-morrow will be too late,
George. And I believe I shall do you a great wrong if I respect your wish.
It is evidently nothing of a
very private nature, suggested Pawley, and if it is anything concerning
ourselves I think we ought to know.
It concerns you personally,
she remarked.
Dont, Miss Prout, dont,
please! I cant stand it. Then the tears overflowed and Mason broke down completely.
Pawley had already lost all
trace of his light-heartedness - it was out of place in the presence of
such tears - and with just a spasm of regret that he had already lost valuable
time he turned to the lady and requested, -
If, as you say, it does
concern me, I pray you let me know what it is at once, if possibly I can do
anything for him.
Yes, I will tell you; but you
need not be anxious, Ernest, it is nothing more than a regret that you are
going away to-morrow.
Regret that I am going away! he
replied with incredulous astonishment. And as he spoke he crossed to Mason
and laid his hand affectionately upon his shoulder Why, George, my poor
friend, what possible difference can my going make to you? I have scarcely
spoken to you half a dozen times since I came.
That isnt your fault - Then
his grief again overcame him and he rose and left the room.
Pawley followed, and guiding
him into one of the smaller rooms, knelt beside his chair and asked, -
Mason, my dear fellow, why is
this, when I have had so little to do with you?
Then he waited patiently,
tenderly, while the paroxysm spent its force and the sorrow-stricken man
calmed himself sufficiently to reply. Presently his attention was attracted by
a small piece of string lying upon the hearthrug. He picked it up, and sitting
with his elbows upon his knees, twisted the string between his fingers, and
looking far away into vacancy spoke in a kind of reverie.
Some men think a lot of
themselves because they can talk a bit, as if that was everything - but it isnt.
Many only make fools of themselves and hurt others when they try to say
anything. Some are always talking, though they never say much; others say but
very little, though they know how to get through a heap of business in doing
it. No, you havent said much to me, but you have done a lot more than you
imagine. I knew how it would be - I told Miss Prout about it the day you came -
because you are the moral of a Mr. Vianey I once met at the diggings, who saved
me from going to hell long ago. I never once spoke to him until I held the
stirrup for him to mount when leaving; but if ever God sent a man anywhere
to save a poor devils soul he came to our camp to save me. There was something
about him that told me so when he first came, but I was ashamed of myself and
got out of his way to prevent his speaking to me. But I couldnt rest if he was
out of sight or hearing. I tried to drink, and the whisky choked me. I had to
throw it away and go after him. I tried to play cards, but I could only think
of him, and everybody laughed at my stupid mistakes. I couldnt work, so I
threw my spade aside, and two whole days I managed to follow him like a dog
without his knowing it. I was hungry to hear every word he said - they were
more than all the gold in the colony to me. If ever I really prayed in my life
it was that he would see me and speak to me; and yet if he had done so I should
have run a mile because I knew I was such a contemptible scoundrel - but he had
the only Something I wanted to make me a better man. He paused in another
temporary breakdown. All the men thought I was touched again with the jim-jams,
and to tell you the truth I never could quite recall all that happened. But
when he said, Good-bye, and may the Lord bless you, I was sane enough to feel
that his prayer was answered, and I was a better man than ever I had been
before. That blessing, those few words, kept me firm and sober for a whole
month. Then I canted over again; but if he had only stopped I am sure he would
have made a man of me. But there, whats the use of talking - a thousand
God-forsaken devils such as I am arent worth a thought from a man like him,
and the sooner we are all done for the better.
Hush - sh! You must not say
that. How can you be forsaken of God, if he and I were both sent to you? Do you
know who he was? he asked further, being anxious to keep the memory of one who
had so influenced him actively in his thoughts.
No, we did not know where he
came from; but some of the chaps had met him at other camps, so we made up our
minds that he spent his time going from one location to another. Some called
him a preacher - but his was a very different kind of preaching to anything
I ever heard. He wanted no pulpit, nor crowd, but used to get two or three - never
more than four if he could help it, and sit down for a talk. He didnt say much
about the Bible and religion, but wanted to know about the men themselves - what
they were doing, if they had been successful, if they wanted anything and all
like that. Then he would inquire where they came from, if they were married,
had any children and how they were getting on at home. When he got so far he
would start off to speak of home in a way I never heard the like of. Lord bless
you, he made every man he spoke to homesick in less than five minutes, blasting
the damnaton rock of a miners life and striking the tear stream in every man
Jack who heard him. No, I dont know who he was, but imagine he must ha been
an angel dropped clear down from heaven, to speak as he did. He managed to put
the skid on the whole claim in the two days he was with us.
Did he travel alone?
Pawley wished him to continue
talking since it quieted him and was bringing him into a frame of mind that
might prove serviceable.
Yes - quite alone. But, bless
you, he was safe enough. Its no fool of a man that can hold some of them
miners up at sight, I can tell you; but I dont believe there was a man from
one end of the colony to another who would have two thoughts about touching
him. He was everybodys friend and you knew it the instant you saw him, and had
he been fired on in the dark I believe the bullet would have found it out and
turned aside. It was your likeness, to him, somehow, that gave me such a turn
when I first saw you. I went all to pieces like, and you might ha knocked me
down with a straw. As soon as you left Miss Prout I went to her and told her
all about it - that all her prayers and my sisters would be answered now,
and I was glad to have you again - I didnt want to talk to you - but to have
you round would help me to conquer the drink and save me. But – now -
It was all over. He had swerved
round until he stood face to face with his terrible temptation and the consciousness
that again he would have to meet it alone. His vision of hope and help was
again vanishing with the taunting fickleness of a mirage and nothing but despair
remained unshaken. He wept as only strong men in such extremity can weep. But
are not such tears in themselves eloquent with prayer? Shall they not prevail
with Him who knoweth our frame - He remembereth that we are dust? If the
heartfelt cry of a publican is answered by a blessing, and that of a dying
thief is crowned with a promise, shall not such a penitent wail also be heard
and honoured by Him who is able to save to the uttermost?
The soul at times enjoys a
liberation in communion by which it feels and prophetically realises the
expansiveness or infinity of life - when limitless capabilities stretch away on
every hand and we breathe the air of the eternities. It is thus invigorated,
the vision brightens, the understanding unfolds until we rest wrapped in awesome
wonder at the Omnipotent Divinity which sleeps within us. On the other hand
there are times when we shrink appalled at our own impotence and less than weakness
in the presence of the crushing oppositions which surround us. These are the
sunshines of looking away or within, the glory presence of that Other or the
disturbing shadow of our Self. We rise in the transfiguration of the
contemplation and say, I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth
me, but in the gloom of introspection we fall a prey to fear and only moan
that we can do nothing.
Pawley was no stranger to both
these phases of spiritual experience, but - whether due to his optimistic
temperament or the strength of his faith - it was seldom he failed to push his
way through the shadows into the compensating light beyond. So far in his
interview with Mason his sympathies had been so completely absorbed in the
grief of the man that he had himself failed to reach the freedom into which he
longed to lead his friend, and for the moment he was confronted with the same
sense of impotence to deal with the matters made him anxious to escape from the
presence of Cox and his wife a few evenings before. In this case, however, the
ground was already tilled and ready for the seed. The soul of Mason felt its
need, its hunger, its disparing condition; his tears were cries for help to Him
who feeds the sparrows and hears the famished ravens cry; and Pawley knew he
had only to stand ready, for the answer would come and he must speak it.
And now, continued the
weeping man, his voice tendered additionally pathetic by reason of the sobs
which broke it, now - you are - going away! This is worse to me than ever! I - dont
– know - what to do! Oh! my God, - help me! Help me! for I cant help
myself!
Amen, Pawley responded
fervently. He had at length found voice through Masons prayer. The appeal to
Heaven was answered, and the waiting disciple was filled with the inspiration
of the reply.
Rest there, my brother; let none disurb you and then all will be well. They
that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with
wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; and they shall walk and not
faint. There was a calm confidence in the deliberate utterance of the
exhortation and promise that seized hold on Mason, and quieted his agitation
with the power of superhuman peace. Pawley was conscious of the awful Presence
which overshadowed them - knew that the promise to be in the midst of two or
three had again been redeemed, and his soul vibrated in harmony with the
greater love by which they were encompassed round about. He knelt on holy
ground - at the trystingplace God had appointed to meet returning
prodigals. It was none other than the gate of heaven where the light of the
city fell full upon them, and its influence caused his voice to thrill with
reverent adoration as the saintly Binneys must have thrilled when he sang: -
Eternal Light! Eternal Light!
How pure that soul must be,
When placed within Thy searching sight,
It shrinks not, but with calm delight
Can live, and look on Thee!
It was not the first time he
had entered into such conscious relationship with the Invisible, but each time
only increased the sense of his own unworthiness, but he was strengthened and
upborne by the certainty that the Lord was mindful of his servant, therefore He
trusted and his faith was heard in that he feared. His cheeks were pallid by
reason of his two-fold emotion, but a strange super-normal transparency
suffused his face as if the light of God shone through him in confirmation of
the words he had to speak, and taking Mason once again in a brotherly embrace,
each buried his face on the others shoulder while Pawley spoke as the Spirit
gave him utterance.
You must conquer heaven if you
lie where you have fallen - stretched helpless upon your own cross, at the
mercy of the habits that are crucifying your soul, acknowledging your own
inability, and looking away to God for help, while you open your hands to let
your old life drop away. Call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver
thee, and thou shalt glorify Me. This is the Fathers promise, accept it, and
wait just where you are for His deliverance. You have reached your own extremity
- you feel and know it is impossible to help yourself, and it is just here
where Gods opportunity steps in. He must and will come to your deliverance
now, or be untrue to Himself - and that can never be. He will come - has come.
Yes, George, though in your distress you are not aware of it, I know He is
here, and so long as you are true He will never leave you nor forsake you. Let
your impotence rest upon His omnipotence, then you need not fear, but put no
trust in men, for the best of us are weak and helpless as yourself. God alone
is able to deliver and keep you. Your Australian friend had to go away from you
in order that he might speak to and influence others; I must also leave you
because my next duty lies in Cottominster; but God and Christ are able to abide
with you to the end. You cannot understand how Christ can be more than men,
because you lack the experience through which the knowledge comes. You are like
a young plant raised from a seed in the narrow limits of a flower pot; when the
time for its transplanting comes, and it feels the familiar earth loosen around
its roots, it shrinks, trembles, and feels that it is sure to die; in its new
position it is strange and weak and languishing, because its roots have not yet
accommodated themselves nor answered to the new attractions that woo and are
about to nourish it into a fuller life. So it is with you, in this great
transition - you fear because you do not understand. Trust the Gardener,
George; trust the Gardener, for He is able to do exceeding abundantly above all
we can ask or think. I know where one great hindrance to your peace comes in
just now; it lies in the fact that so many who profess the name of
Christ are no better for doing so. Pawley paused an instant for the assent
conveyed in a tightening of the embrace alone. Dont let that stand in your
way, my friend. An expert in gems would never deny the existence of stones
because the great mass of jewellery only consists of paste. There are gems for
those who will pay the price, and there is also the power of Christ unto
salvation for those who will make the sacrifice by which it is acquired. They
who reach this become living epistles read and known of all men. Wherever
Christ is He cannot be hid, for His presence shines through the disciple and
all men are drawn unto Him. You tell me that the moment that you and others saw
Mr. Vianey you knew he was a friend; he attracted you, drew you after him, and
spake as you never heard any preacher speak before. He possessed the Something
you felt you wanted, and when he went away all the light went out of your life.
When you saw me you thought he had come back again, and your hope revived; now
I am going away, your despair returns. George, my likeness to him is not of the
body, but he and I are companions of the same Master - we have been with Jesus
- with Him we have eaten of that Bread of life for which your hungry soul is
crying. You will remember that when Mary saw Him in the half light of the
resurrection morning she mistook Him for the gardener; you are just
falling into the same error on your resurrection morning - it is not Vianey or
me, but rather the Christ in us who is your all in all. You doubt it, my
brother, but I speak the truth - your fear is only that of the plant at the
thought of transplanting. Or let me use another illustration which will appeal
more forcibly to your understanding. When you first reached the mines you were
dissatisfied, felt yourself deceived, and wished yourself back again. Why? Because
the country, the work, and the men were strange, and the influences of home
were strong upon you. But presently you got used to the climate, came to
understand the work, and made one or two friends among the men. With these the
home-sickness passed away and presently Australia became far preferable to
England. Now just what you experienced at that time - the doubts, suspicions
and certainties that life at the fields had been misrepresented - will
naturally be repeated in this much more important step which is for your
eternal welfare. There is no argument you can apply to Australia which is not
valid here, for he that seeketh findeth, and to him that knocketh it shall be
opened.
Not to me, Mr. Pawley, not to
me! and the poor fellow rolled his head to and fro in the hopelessness of his
despair. You dont know what I have been - what I am even now.
Neither is it necessary that I
should know. If you were ill, dying of some malignant disease, it would not be
necessary for me to understand the history of your case before I called in a
doctor. But if I had suffered a similar affliction and had found a doctor with
a specific for your complaint, I might assist you by my advice and calling in
his aid. George, my friend, it matters not in what stage your disease may be - incipient
or final – There is none other name under heaven given among men whereby
we may be saved than that of Jesus Christ, who is able to save to the
uttermost. It was the instinctive recognition of this supreme fact that attracted
you to Mr. Vianey, because you knew
he possessed the Something that was able to save you. The consciousness of
this was the same as that which makes a flower turn to the sun or a stranded
fish struggle back towards the water; they know, though they cannot reason,
that life, freedom and salvation is there. So it is Christ you need, and when
once you can distinguish His voice in mine speaking to you, you will enter a
new world of experience, be born again, become another man with added power and
capabilities you can neither understand nor imagine before He unfolds them in
you. You will be lifted into another state of existence, transferred from
this waiting-room into the audience-chamber of God, where the spiritual part of
you will become as real as the physical is now - the boundary land where
communion with Heaven will be opened and remain as natural as with earth. I
know I am speaking strange things in your ears, but I am telling you the truth;
great is the mystery of godliness, and few there be who enter in to the
knowledge and possession thereof. The true conversion of the soul is not a
dogma mysteriously and inexplainably enshrined in the words I believe,
it is an actual passage from death unto life, and is accompanied by all the
energising and vital characteristics of the resurrection. It is a death to Self
followed again by a rising in Christ in the process of which we are lost, but
our lives are hid with Christ in God. We shall live, and yet not we but Christ
lives in us; we are henceforth temples of the Holy Ghost, and enter into the
promised earnest of our sonship with God He that believeth on Me the
works that I do shall he do also. This is our evidence to the world, the fruit
of our discipleship, the which you saw in Vianey and followed him because in
him you had found the Lord Christ. What your friend was, George, is just what
the waiting Master is anxious to make of you, if you are willing to let
the past go and trust Him for the future. The decision is in your hands, and
yours alone. He asks you to-night as He asked the impotent man, Wilt thou be
made whole? The answer and responsibility are yours, the power is His. God so
loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in
Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. Is not this enough? And the
waiting Saviour adds this assurance, The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because He hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; He hath sent me
to heal the broken-hearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and
recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised.
Pawley had finished, and
knowing in the rapture of his souls clear vision that the Master he loved was
with them, he bowed his head still lower while in the silence the Bread of Life
was broken for that hungry soul to eat. Who can picture with what suspense the
eyes of Heaven contemplate such a scene as the recording angel wings his flight
upwards with the cry – Behold! he prayeth.
The silence was over. Pawley
drew the trembling prodigal closer to him, and with an almost whispering
voice sang: -
How sweet the name of
Jesus sounds
In a believers ear;
It soothes his sorrows,
heals his wounds
And drives away his
fear.
It makes the wounded
spirit whole,
It calms the troubled
breast;
Tis manna to the hungry
soul
And to the weary rest.
Then another pause fell like a benediction, and Mason, gently loosening
himself, without another word rose and left the room.
Pawley still knelt - he was with his Master and satisfied.
When Pawley presently returned
to the ordinary sitting-room he found no one but Gradeley and Tressey, who were
reading; the former immediately laid his book aside and, discreetly ignoring
the thought uppermost in their minds, inquired,‑
Are you really leaving us
to-morrow, Mr. Pawley?
Yes, I must be home for
Sunday.
You should certainly hear
Liddon and Spurgeon before you go, suggested Tressey.
London has far greater
attractions for me than even Liddon or Spurgeon, he replied, but I must be
home for Sunday in spite of all.
Thats where the intolerable
nuisance of a wife comes in, Gradeley returned irritably. He invariably
resolved every annoyance into his own peculiar cross. By thunder, I believe it
is impossible for a woman to be comfortable unless she knows she is spoiling a
mans enjoyment!
But life makes higher claims
upon us than enjoyment.
Perhaps so; but Im not so
confoundedly fond of argument as to discuss that matter now. Im d---d mad, and
its no use disguising it.
Why? he asked laconically.
Because I have been carefully
working out a scheme all the week, and your going tomorrow blows it to the
wind.
Im truly sorry, but you know
- and his face brightened into a pleasant, roguish smile – there is
always a way out of every difficulty if we will only try to find it.
Then prove your predicate and
stop till Monday. For more than one reason I should not be altogether sorry to
do so, but – theres no place like home.
I dont know that. If your
wife was like mine and thought it her duty to go spouting all over the
country, and was never at home when she could go elsewhere, you would
perhaps have another opinion.
I am sorry for you if such is
the case; and all the more so since my wife believes it to be her first duty to
make home my greatest attraction.
What! greater than even a
change in London? asked Tressey.
Yes; greater than a dozen
Londons, if you can imagine that. My home is an attraction without a rival. You
smile, but let me try to prove it to you. This morning, and he took a number
of letters from his pocket, of which he selected one, I received a letter from
my wife which closes as follows: -
I wonder if you are wanting to
see me as much as I am longing for your return? The days seem so weary without
you, and when night comes I am always conjuring up the idea of something
happening to prevent you ever being at my side again. When you are away from me
it seems as if I have not sufficiently appreciated your presence - so keen is
my sense of your loss. Do make haste, my dearest, and get your business done,
for I really believe I only live when you are with me. I watch the clock, and
as each hour passes, I think it is one less to live through before my precious
one comes home, and I hold again in my arms all that makes life worth living.
Now I know you will smile at this and say, Bless her darling heart, but you
know you feel just as bad, and if you could, would start off at once and come
home to your own loving and devoted wife,
ELINOR.
Now, gentlemen, he continued
as he replaced the letter, I ask you honestly if you would prefer to stop in
London or answer such an epistle personally?
Ah, Pawley, you are only in
the simpleton stage if you cant read between the lines of such letters as
that. Send the woman a cheque for ten pounds - thats the thing that makes a
womans life worth living - and she wont care whether you go home tomorrow or
tomorrow month - that is, unless she wants more money.
Dont be so cynical, Gradeley,
Tressey retorted; I dont know much -
Then show your wisdom by
saying nothing.
But I am in the land of free
speech, my friend, and of an opinion that even an open cheque would not satisfy
the writer of such a letter. Mr. Pawley, you are a fortunate man to possess
such a wife after - how many years of married life?
Seven, and only just reaching
the sweeter stage of our courtship.
I envy you.
I envied every married fool at
one time; but when the vinegar upset into our romantic syrup I learned that I
was the greatest fool after all. But seriously, Pawley, I want to have a chat
with you on business matters, and counted on Sunday afternoon for the purpose.
Cant you stay?
No sir, it is impossible. If
it suits you I will hear anything you choose to say now, but I am off in the
morning.
You take me at a disadvantage.
It is a matter in which I am not alone concerned that I am anxious to consult
you about; and making sure you would stop we have only arranged preliminaries
at present, and have to work out details tomorrow.
You can write to me.
Oh, thats impossible. It
would take us a year, and if anything is to be done it must be within a month.
Well, let me hear the outline
of the matter if you think my opinion is of any value.
Its not an opinion I want;
but a proposal I have to make.
Well, proceed with the outline
of the idea. Perhaps that may be all that is necessary.
I hope to goodness it will be
nothing of the kind, but if I have either to shoot at a running stag or miss my
shot, here goes.
He then went on to explain how
in the execution of his present commission he had naturally been brought into
connection with the principal authorities and critics in the world of art, and
among them particularly with the world-famed Michael Harleston, editor of the
Fine Arts Mirror, with whom he had already entered into a provisional
arrangement which was certainly, as every other change had originally been, the
one great opportunity in Gradeleys career.
Some twelve months previously
the somewhat eccentric and philanthropic Lord Shenstone had called upon
Harleston, after reading one of the editors stories of life in the Scottish
Highlands, in the hope of devising some plan whereby part of his lordships
enormous fortune might be utilised in the amelioration of grievances set
forth in the romance. Presently the determination was arrived at to establish a
periodical to be known as the Workmans Register, in which all necessary
reforms were to be discussed and advocated. The programme was a wide one, so
was the clientele to which it was proposed to appeal. His lordship would
bear the financial responsibility, which the well-informed Harleston assured
him would prove to be a sinecure in its outlay but a veritable gold-mine in its
reward; Harlestons household name would appear as editor-in-chief, and he had
recently come to the conclusion that there was no man in Gods wide earth it
would give him so much pleasure to work with in the deputy editorial chair as
his newly-discovered friend Frederic Reynolds Gradeley.
The only difficulty hitherto
experienced in carrying out the project had been to find a business manager who
would be equally congenial, and Gradeley had come to the conclusion that this
would be solved in the person of Pawley. Harleston was convinced of the
excellency of his deputys judgment, and, as we have said, the morrow had been
fixed for the final consideration of the matter before Pawley was approached.
Such is only the bare outline
of the proposal I shall have to make. Now, dont you think it advisable to stop
in town till Monday?
No! I dont see how it would
help matters at all. The offer is certainly a great temptation, but -
Dont let us have any buts
about it. It is yours if you will only say Yes.
I thoroughly believe that, and
whether I do eventually accept it or not, I wish at once most heartily to
thank you for the honour you have done me in making the proposal. But such a
step is one I cannot lightly or rashly decide upon. I have my wife, my present
employers, and also my God to consult before I give my answer.
Those considerations would not
long keep me in doubt. I should come to my decision something in this way. My
wifes duty is to obey, not counsel; my employer would consider his own interest,
and I shall do the same; and as to God - well, when He allows one of the plums
of life to be offered to me, I naturally think He intends me to take it!
But your ideas and mine do not
always run parallel, replied Pawley, with a slightly mischievous smile. My
wife is my better half, not my slave, she has an equal interest in life as
myself, and since she helps me bear its burdens she has an equal right to be
consulted in the changes I make. My employers have always been most considerate
towards me, and have a right to demand the same in return. As for God, I am His
steward, not my own master, and I can neither accept nor refuse until I know
His will.
I am older than you, Pawley,
and have perhaps seen more of the ways of the world, Gradeley answered,
chafing at the thought of a woman being allowed to interfere where he was
concerned, and I tell you you will lose this thing while your wife is fooling
over it.
Then that would be Gods clear
indication to me that I was not to take it, he replied calmly. So far my wife
has been my best counsellor, and I can do nothing without her advice. But
you have no need to be disturbed; our lives are ordered for us step by step,
and the decision rests with One higher than ourselves. If God has a work for me
to do in London He will open the way for me to come, if not I had better remain
where I am. When you have seen Mr. Harleston - unless you then change your
minds - I should be glad if you will put your proposal in writing, stating when
you would need my services, if I accept, and such other details as are necessary,
and I will consider it at once. I dont think I shall keep you long in
suspense.
Is that your decision so far?
That is all I can say for the
present.
Very well. I am disappointed,
but I will see that you are written to to-morrow.
Then, without a word about
Mason, they bade each other Good-night and retired.
The platform of Cottominster
Railway Terminus presented an unusually bright and animated scene. The
city has a proverbial reputation for being smoky, dull and wet, with a
disposition to wrap a thick, moist brown atmosphere around its shoulders,
through which the sun is only permitted to penetrate at long intervals and then
only in fitful, accidental spasms. Its suburbs are belted with a wide circle of
spinning mills and textile manufactories, with which houses of pretension
refuse to associate, since the sound of their wheels and looms fall upon the
ear like the ceaseless echoes of some distant inferno. The citizens, naturally
affected by climatic surroundings, lack the sprightly vivacity of less industrial
centres, but possess weight, fidelity and a kindly heartedness which fully
compensates for many shortcomings in the climate for the latter of which
the citizens are not altogether responsible.
But today is one of the rare
exceptions. The sun, as if jealous of his reputation and weary of his long
series of defeats through the winter, has shaken his locks, opened his
shoulders, and by fierce onslaught carried the position and made it evident to
a rejoicing Cottominster that spring is coming.
It is almost a festival day
with the ladies, who, with scarcely credulous confidence, venture to display
new costumes and millinery. It is Saturday, too, and the city offices being
already closed, a regular army of clerks have opportunity to parade in
attendance on the gentler sex, and all the eccentric brigades of dudedom rise
to the occasion and contribute of their grotesques to diversify the scene.
The general rendezvous on such
occasions is the one promenade the city affords with any degree of safety in the
uncertain climate - the railway platform; and the train presently due is the
most popular London express of the day. It brings the first possible replies to
last nights correspondence, leaves town at a time to allow ladies to breakfast
comfortably, and also makes important cross connections en route. Then, as we have said, it is
Saturday, consequently the train will be lengthened at least by one additional
carriage to accommodate returning commercials, who are always met by
clerks and porters, but under the glorious circumstances of the day are
now awaited by far more congenial companions.
Bai Jove, Tommy! exclaimed a
most pronounced collar to a twin pair of cuffs beside him, what price the
brown and white, eh?
She looks deucedly fwesh, old
chappie; dont twy it. Youll only come a cwopper.
Two cigarettes I dont.
Two you do.
Done!
And two right-hand gloves
touched each other after the most approved dandified fashion, then the gallant
prepared to win his smoke.
The lady who provoked this
desperate wager had already attracted the attention of a hundred pairs of
eyes during the ten minutes she had quietly paced the platform; not that there
was anything particularly distinctive in her claim to beauty, not was she
pronounced or striking in the matter of attire. Slightly below the medium
height, with a pleasant face scarcely disturbed in its placidity by the ripple
of a smile, and looking well below the number of her years, she was certainly
well modelled, compact, and just sufficiently rounded to be plump without a
suggestion of embonpoint. In the study she demanded one could not escape the
idea of a modest desire to conceal - or at least evade - the exhibition of
certain pronounced qualities which sat so gracefully and regally upon her.
Prompt, definite, self-contained, unobtrusive but self-reliant were qualities
not to be denied in her, however she might dress herself down with a view of
softening the fact; and these were well accompanied by cautiousness and forethought,
which were equally displayed in her attire. She offered her welcome to spring
in a rich brown alpaca princess gown prettily piped and faced with cream, but
her nervous distrust of winter was quite as plainly indicated in a short
open plush jacket with sable collar and cuffs. Her headgear consisted of a
closely-fitting straw hat, velvet trimmed, over which was carelessly thrown an
ostrich feather, its tip nestling in coils of brown hair threaded with gold. At
her throat was fastened a simple bow of pink ribbon by a lovers knot brooch,
and the sketch is completed by the umbrella with which she tapped the toe of
her petite boot as she walked the platform, wistfully looking toward the distant
curve of the line.
The train will be a good five
minutes yet, miss; its only just signalled, said a porter as she reached the
end of the platform.
Thank you, she responded
kindly, then turned and unconsciously faced the gambler.
He beheld his fate approaching
with no small amount of nervousness, and at once proceeded to assume his most
fetching manner. Cuffs were ostentatiously shot out, arms carefully settled
into the sleeves of his coat, collar ceremoniously adjusted, spats shaken into
the requisite prominence, and the dust flicked from his patent leathers. Now
the innocent cause of his perturbation was at hand, and assuming his most
insipid smile he raised his hat.
Afternoon, miss; may I ask if
you are waiting for anyone?
She neither paused nor started,
but gave him a withering glance of contempt that ran like an electric
shock from his hat to his boots.
Yes, for a gentleman, she
answered and passed on leaving him first to the ridicule of the bystanders and
then to settle the wager.
As the train ran into the
station Pawleys eye caught sight of the feather-crowned hat, and a few moments
later the expected gentleman heard the lips of the distinguished lady murmur
an almost inaudible My love, before he had time to stop them with a kiss.
Shall we take a cab? she
queried, as soon as he had secured his luggage. I want you all to myself for a
little while, and in a bus you will find half a dozen people to talk to.
Of course we will - two if you
wish it, he replied facetiously.
But I dont wish it, you
stupid; that would be worse than a bus.
So Ernest hailed a cab and they
drove homeward, happy as a honeymoon couple who felt that necessary separation
was over at last and they were all in all to each other. Words are but a feeble
mode of expression in the times of such re-unions, when souls have been drawn
together and welded in the crucible of years of married life. Each has learned
to know and understand the other, and the summer love flower is more beautiful,
sweet and fragrant beyond comparison with the exotic of the spring. Both hearts
were happy, their lips were mute, while their hands caressed and clasped each
other.
When tea was over, and the
children were weary of their toys as well as their romp with papa, Elinor took
them to bed, then placed her husband comfortably in her own chair, brought a
footstool, drew his arm around her waist, and rested her head lovingly against
his shoulder.
Does this mean that you are
now ready to hear all about the Great City? he inquired.
No, my darling, not that - just
yet. I am not anxious to exchange you for business so soon.
God bless you, and he lifted
her head to take another kiss. I am in no hurry, dear; but I dont want you to
think I am tired.
Dont let us speak of business
to-night, she pleaded. I have been without you since Monday week, and I want
you all to myself to-night.
All to yourself, darling,
to-night and for ever.
For ever, Ernest? and she
turned her large hazel eyes upwards full of the confidence of unwavering faith.
Yes, my own, for ever; and you know it.
She made no reply save by a
half-unconscious nodding of her head, which swung to and fro with the
imperturbable regularity of a Chinese image, while her eyes looked vacantly
into the fire, and she seemed to be listening to something falling - falling;
down - down, as her head kept time to the acquiescence bounding from point to
point, each intonation growing softer, softer, until they were lost in the
unfathomable depths of her soul. Then she quietly laid her head again upon his
shoulder and re-commenced her dream.
Ernest, she asked presently,
her hand stealing affectionately over his cheek, do you think that heaven
can possibly be sweeter than this?
I do not know, neither do I
care to speculate on such a matter just now; I am too satisfied. You used to
ask that same question before we were married.
Yes, I remember, and her
voice sounded like one still in a dream.
How do these days compare with
those? he inquired.
Why, my darling, one of these
is worth a thousand of those, she replied roused to a degree of animation by
the inquiry.
May it not be possible for
heaven to be just as much in advance of this? I dont see how it can, but eye hath
not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath it entered into the heart of man the
things which God hath prepared for them that love Him. But this I do
know, my love, that just as this is enough for now heaven will be enough for
then.
Oh, dear! and she breathed a
languid sigh, but I should like to know all about it.
I have no doubt you would, my
love, he answered as he lovingly pressed the little brown head more closely to
his breast, and millions before you have wished the same; but I have an idea
that when Paul said the possibility of such a conception had not entered into
the heart of man he intended it to include women also, therefore I am afraid
you will be compelled to wait. In the meantime are you not satisfied?
I am grateful, dear - how
could I be otherwise for all the blessings God has showered upon us - but I am
not sure it is possible to be satisfied. I dont think God intends me to be
until I awake with His likeness
When will that be Elinor? he
asked with a longing far-away inquiry as if his soul had suddenly sprang
forward into the eternities and spoke from the still disappointed distance. I
know it will - must come, but sometimes I grow impatient in my desire to reach
it; then the way seems long and the shadows almost make me fear.
Hush, my lad; dont conjure up
any gloomy doubts to-night. Then, suddenly lifting her head as if at the
impulse of a cloud across her own vision, she asked, But what makes you speak
like that? Has anything gone wrong anywhere?
No, darling, nothing! It is
rather the reverse, for never had I a more propitious future stretching before
me to all appearance than I have at this moment. But I had a most remarkable
experience soon after leaving London, and I am not able to get rid of the
influence of it.
What was it, dear? Tell me.
She moved a trifle closer, and
drawing his hand from her head to her shoulder held it and prepared to listen.
When we started I settled
myself in the corner of the carriage with the intention of reading; there were
only three in the compartment, but somehow my thoughts were more with you than
in sympathy with the news - this admission was acknowledged by a
spasmodic squeeze of the hand and a furtive glance from her happy eyes – so
directly after leaving Willesden I threw the paper aside. I closed my eyes, but
never for an instant did I sleep, and constantly took precaution to assure
myself of the fact. Still I had scarcely time to quiet myself before I was
conscious that in some mysterious manner I was going away. To say I was
astonished is but a very mild term to express my feelings, yet I was neither
nervous nor alarmed; I was much more pleased and gratified, and being perfectly
collected used, but very fruitlessly, my best endeavours to discover the why
and wherefore of such a strange phenomenon. I recalled how, as a child, I
had frequently dreamed of a double self, the one of which was continually
wandering from the other, and taking part in all kinds of impossible
romances; but, as I tell you, I was not asleep this morning, and to be certain
about it I opened my eyes, saw we were passing Watford and in an instant we
dashed into the tunnel. I returned to my - vision shall I call it? with a firm
determination to solve the riddle, but I failed to reach any other satisfaction
than Johns definition of perhaps a similar experience, which he speaks of as being
in the spirit. It is vague, abstract, and unsatisfactory, but being unable to
do anything better I have to leave it at that for the present in the hope that
it may be repeated and I shall then reach a more definite conclusion. As I
arrived at this point of my inquiry the engine screamed and we passed Blechley.
Still, though I noticed this, the thread of my experience was not broken, and
relinquishing any further attempt at solution I turned my attention to its
subject matter. I could see the train steaming along and myself - or my body as
you will - comfortably resting in the corner of the carriage, but I was in some
way standing within or upon another world as real, tangible and matter-of-fact
as this. I dont know whether you are able to understand me, but I am at a loss
to explain myself more clearly.
Go on, she murmered, taking
advantage of his appeal to change her position, resting her chin upon her hands
and looking through the fire with all her keen soul in her eyes.
I was standing in a
magnificently charming landscape amid the awfully solemn forces from which
Being is generated. I felt everywhere the consciousness of the infinite around
me in which omnipotence was unfolded and incontrovertibly demonstrated. I
realised and was able to appreciate this by virtue of powers and faculties I
possess, which in those surroundings spontaneously asserted and employed
themselves, but now they have retired within me, and I am far too weak to reach
and move them. But in their presence I knew and understood that I had been
lifted up and introduced into the workshop - the laboratory of God. Before me
somewhere - but being void of any sense of distance I cannot say where - I saw
a pavilion from which proceeded an influence nourishing and sustaining every
new and unknown impulse by which I was actuated. And I was intuitively certain
that in that same pavilion the secret of the mystery of life was hidden; there
was enshrined the final satisfaction, the great consummation of each individual
soul. As I looked wistfully towards that great goal of universal inquiry it
exerted a power over me I reluctantly resisted, yet I longed for the revelation
it only had the power to make. But the presence of it awed me where I
stood, and the sacred mystery held me still irresolute. What would not
earth give to learn the secret therein contained? Was not the vision the voice
of God calling me to learn the Truth - self-evident - for which all men are
groping? Was not my presence in that mysterious region the clothing of my Self
with a mantle of responsibility I might not lay aside? Could I possibly resist
impulse to draw near, no matter what might intervene, and yet escape the
condemnation of unfaithfulness? These and many other thoughts passed before me
as I stood and pondered, and as they passed each paused as if demanding a
reply. I looked earthward and the rattle of the train grated on my ears like
the irritating discord of a selfish, struggling world, in its madness breaking
the laws and setting the will of God at defiance - and the secret of yonder
pavilion would be able to bring peace and concord out of all the strife. Again
I opened my eyes. The spires of Lichfield Cathedral stood in the place of the
pavilion; the work of man had usurped the position of the palace of God. I
shuddered. This was no phantasy of a dream. My soul was up in arms, crying for
the cathedral to give place to the pavilion once again. With my eyes wide open
the vision impinged upon, nay, it was overflowing, the normal, for the
great edifice was melting before my eyes and the august shekinah was rising
upon my sight, as the resolute queries of the vision called back for my
replies. What did it mean? What should I do? I had been brought for some
mysterious, unfathomable reason to a momentous parting of the ways of life. A
decision was in my hands for good or ill, the issues of which were represented
by the vastness of the forces which lay in infinite potentialities around me. I
closed my eyes. Who is sufficient for these things? was the cry of my still
undecided soul. And above me hovered a voiceless, invisible presence
awaiting my resolve. I could not endure the suspense. I was weak and unworthy,
but the God who called me knew and understood all about it. That was enough. I
bowed my head and cried, Not my will but Thine be done. Then I had strength
and at once stepped towards the pavilion. Whither wouldst thou go? asked the
Invisible. To learn the mighty secret of the pavilion that I may publish it to
earth, I answered. But this is not the way, he said; go back again to
earth, the key by which its door is opened is there, and shall be given to him
who shall be perfected through suffering, and thus made worthy to receive it,
While he was speaking the engine screamed again, and a few moments later
we stopped at Crewe.
What a marvellously strange
experience! exclaimed Elinor, after a considerable pause. What do you think
it means, dear?
My darling, God must be His
own interpreter in that. The secret at present lies with Him, but I have no
doubt we shall know presently; but you can understand how its influence
still hangs around me.
It is strangely consonant with
a verse of Miss Havergals that was in my mind when I woke this morning. But I
naturally attributed mine to your coming home.
What was it, dear?
You
know the words well enough. It was just those lines: -
Near after distant, gleam after gloom,
Love after loneliness, life after tomb;
After long agony rapture of bliss,
Right was the pathway leading to this.
But now I want my lad to forget all about everything but me. That is, she
added with a coy archness, unless you think the perfected through suffering
had any reference to myself.
I shall not be afraid to take
that risk, love; and if the suffering is to come from you alone I am afraid I
shall not be very highly perfected.
So the evening passed. Elinor
had her wish, for no mention of business was allowed to cloud her happiness.
With the morning Gradeleys
promised letter arrived, the voluminous contents of which Ernest carefully read
before he sat down to breakfast. In its length and attention to detail he
clearly caught a sidelight upon, not only the writers, but also Harlestons
determination to secure a favourable reply. And when he thought of the
position of the latter, he was flattered but at the same time humbled as he
asked himself why God should thus remember him.
Having finished and grasped the
contents of the epistle, over their meal he proceeded to lay the matter fully
before his wife, who listened patiently with a thankful heart that at length a
hopeful break had come in the clouds of her husbands fortune, and his true
value had been recognised and appreciated. Not that Elinor had made up her mind
to advise an acceptance of the proposition at once - her nature was too
prudent and cautious to jump at such conclusions however bright and tempting
the prospect might appear. Her impetuous husband might, had often been
imposed upon, to his loss, regret and hindrance to success; but she was
always suspicious that man-traps might be set even in the sunlight, and she did
not care to stall her horse until she had first examined the stable. Her joy
was that such a man as Harleston should so appreciate the qualities she knew
her husband to possess as to be willing - even anxious - to bring him into such
close relationship with himself. The consciousness of so great appreciation was
as much happiness as she could accommodate at one time, and till she had somewhat
accustomed herself to the presence of it, she was positively unable to spare a
thought to the greater question of which her joy was only the bright
reflection.
Home possessed a greater
attraction for Pawley than chapel that morning, and his service was one of
truly paternal love and thanksgiving with his little ones, who made the house
frequently to echo with the lustiness of their jubilate.
Domestic duties sat lightly
upon the shoulders of Elinor that day; heart and voice were full of song, and
ever and anon she interrupted some portion of the childrens programme to steal
a kiss and take her husband in her arms again just to make sure she was not
dreaming. And all the time her busy mind was running backward and forward along
the life road by which he had travelled. She had made him tell the story of his
early years so many times that she seemed to know it as if she had been by his
side all the way, and seeing how they had now grown into each others life she
wondered how he ever managed to get along without her, with that simple,
trusting, easy-going nature of his - how was it he had never fallen into the
destroying influences of the world? Surely God must have given His angels
charge concerning him, and he had been borne up in their hands, for only so
could he have been protected. Why? Was not such a preservation a practical
declaration that God had some definite - perhaps unique - work for him to
accomplish? The history of Ernests early years stood like a monumental
recognition of Gods guiding hand. For what? God never acts without a purpose,
and signal mercies, in His will, are destined to proceed and produce equally
signal services. Surely this was the lesson that those early years foretold?
And while she worked she sang:
Choose for us, Lord, nor let
our weak preferring
Cheat our poor souls of good Thou
halt designed:
Choose for us, Lord, Thy wisdom
is unerring,
And we are fools and blind.
Then came the day when his sister had introduced them to each other at
the Sunday school, when their lives co-mingled, and from which time she was
able to speak of his career from her own observation. In this the evidence of
the overshadowing and directing power of God stood out with clearer prominence
- so it appeared to her - than had been possible in earlier years. They
had been times of seclusion, away back in the recesses, out of the rush
and turmoil of life comparatively; but these had been years in which he had
come from his unknown and unrecognised condition in an attempt to do something
in spite of the difficulties he had found in his way, to take his place,
handicapped as he was, in the battle of life, in which he had determined to do
a manly part or fall. These years she knew had been very heavy with
heartbreaking misunderstanding, misrepresentation, jealousy and intrigue,
secret whisperings and baseless, covert slanders, which made lifes burden
at times almost intolerable, and allowed no rest, no peace, no quiet. But
behind all this there had been a directing, controlling and restraining Hand,
plucking the sting from calumnies and breaking the power of designing
machinations, so that he had gone forward in the face of his enemies. Was it
the reflex action of all this that had unconsciously come to him in his journey
yesterday, and in the hush between the cross of the past and the crown the
future appeared to hold, he had been mysteriously assured that the battle was
over, the perfection through suffering had been attained, and henceforth
he would reap the just reward of his fidelity in the past? Sterling worth, such
as her husband possessed above the great multitude of men, must perforce compel
recognition in time, and in all the world she could not imagine a more
appropriate source for such to reach him through than the great Michael
Harleston.
But we must not follow these
extravagant love musings of Elinor any further. As her husband had assured
Tressey, they were at present only in the full deep stream of their courtship,
and such times are not congenial to calm philosophy, nor are the estimates
lovers form of each other entirely free from the imaginations of romantic
idealism, however prudent and cool-headed the authority may be upon other
matters.
Still, behind all these
possible false estimates and natural mistakes, arising from the tenderness of
faithful love, the Pawleys had their great shield and protection in their
resolute confidence in God. And when again night came round, they came together
to quietly and prayerfully consider the way they should take; leaning her head
again upon the dear pillow of her love, her husbands shoulder, Elinor thrilled
his heart as well as her own as she sang the prayer: -
Lead, Kindly Light, amid the encircling gloom,
Lead Thou me on!
The night is dark and I am far from home, Lead Thou me on.
Keep Thou my feet, I do not ask to see
The distant scene; one step enough for me.
Neither spoke for a space as the echo of the song died away. Then
Ernest said, -
We must wait for that
guidance, my darling. Till the pillar of fire or cloud goes forward we must be
content to stand still.
It was Monday morning. Ernest
had several times assured himself that he had all his papers in his handbag,
had donned his light overcoat; Elinor had brushed his hat, and he held her in
his arms for a last kiss.
Well, little woman, what am I
to do?
She shook her head doubtfully.
I dont know. My mind is a
perfect blank so far. Dont say anything to-day unless you are compelled; but
if you are, God is still able to guide you, dear, and we must trust Him.
With this they parted, and
Ernest went into the city where a warm welcome and hearty congratulations were
waiting him.
By gad, Pawley! exclaimed Mr.
Severn, his principal, jumping from the chair and hurrying to grasp his
hand before he could close the door, the sight of you does me good, and lifts a
nightmare from my mind that has troubled me ever since you went away. How are
you? Come and sit down and tell me all you have done.
And Pawley, not a whit less
pleased to meet his chief, returned the congratulations with equal warmth and
sincerity.
Of what have you been
apprehensive, sir? he asked, removing his coat and taking the proffered chair.
That those devils in London
would find you out and entrap you. By gad, I made sure I had lost you, and was
two or three times half persuaded to come after you.
The cloud had moved at length
and the shadow of its passing fell across Pawleys face. He had to speak - there
was no escaping it. He proceeded at once to lay the whole facts unreservedly
before Mr. Severn, and finally gave him the letter he had received from
Gradeley.
The interview was a long one
and in a certain sense painful to both. In the four years Pawley had been
associated with the Gazette he had proved himself to be no ordinary
self-seeking servant, but one of those rare exceptions - sadly too few in
commercial life - who considered his own interests to be identical with
those of his employer. Through this he had won appreciation, and the spirit of
his guiding principle had been reflected from his chief back to himself. Severn
was a shrewd Northcountry man of the world, who had commenced life under very
similar circumstances to Pawley and risen by the strength of his own endeavours
and exertions, therefore he was able to understand and appreciate the
efforts of a servant whose transparent conduct and untiring energies had been
so freely placed at the disposal of his position. He was not blind to the
fact that his value would some day be discovered and such a consequence as the
present would inevitably arise unless a provision was previously devised to
frustrate the proposal. And to do him justice it must be stated that he had
already seriously contemplated giving Pawley an interest in his new journal
with the object of so doing. But the finalities had been too long delayed, the
success which was to bring about the climax of the intention had previously
produced an offer of even greater advantage. Severn knew this, and he was too
honest and straightforward to make any attempt to under-rate it.
Its a long time since I
suffered such a knock back as this, he said when the matter had been
thoroughly discussed, and I positively dont know what to do.
I am really very sorry to
place you in such a dilemma sir; but I have not made up my mind either one way
or the other; I left it until I had seen you, and if you say stop I will gladly
do so; I have no wish to leave; I am only anxious to do what is right.
There is no need to tell me
that, Pawley, he replied after a short reflection, but its that confounded
honesty of yours that gives me all the trouble just now. Theres no second
thought about me wanting you to stop, but the way you have always treated me
wont allow my selfishness to stand in the way of your advantage. No,
Pawley, in spite of myself I shall be forced to let you go, and theres an end
of it. Harleston stands at the very top of his profession; he has it in his
power to make the fortune of any man he takes a liking for; that he has
evidently done for you, and though I wish the devil had hold of him before he
did it for my own sake, for yours I am heartily glad - you deserve all any man
can do for you, and with all the heart I can find I bid you go and prosper.
Thank you, sir; I shall not
forget your kindness, and I can assure you it will not be with an entirely
light heart I shall leave you.
Neither will you readily be forgotten,
my friend. And then, as if a sudden thought had occurred to him,
But, Pawley, none of us know
what may happen - even the best of us make mistakes occasionally - so I want
you to give me one promise.
I will gladly do that, sir, if
you will name it.
Should everything not turn out
to be as bright as I hope it will, and you have to make another change at any
time, promise me that you will come back to me at once.
You more than honour me, Mr.
Severn, by such a request, and may rest assured that under such circumstances
it shall be as you wish.
Thats enough. Now dont make
too much hurry to be off, but when you must go, consider yourself at liberty,
and I wish you a hearty Good-luck.
When Ernest reached home and
recounted all that had transpired his wife replied, - God certainly moves in a
mysterious way; who but He could have done this. It would now be decidedly
wrong to refuse the appointment, and yet, dear - and she drew closer to him as
if from a presentiment of danger – who can tell to what it leads
us.
Do you fear it, darling?
No! I dare not fear to follow
such a guidance. But at that moment I felt rather than saw a shadow rise before
me. It has gone now.
So Pawley accepted the offer,
then balanced his accounts and left Cottominster with a modest fortune of less
than three hundred pounds with which to begin his life in London.
I am half inclined - to think
that I shall agree with you - for once - in your estimation of another persons
character.
Elinor was engaged in putting
the finishing touches to her toilet as she spoke, and the pauses in her observations
were due to trifling attentions to a refractory bow of ribbon, a few short
hairs or the unsatisfactory sit of a lace frill. Ernest, thinking she had been
sufficiently troubled with the children in their six hours journey - the
eldest of the three had been left for the present at Brassington - had
undertaken to do all necessary unpacking and put the two mites to bed
before she was ready for tea. He had frequently assisted in such an operation,
but then the children had entered into the humour of the occasion, but he found
it a very different matter to assume the sole responsibility when the little
ones were tired and disposed to be fretful. The elder of the two had just
managed to thrust one arm into his nightdress before he fell on the edge of the
bed fast asleep, two fingers in his mouth, and gradually slipping towards a
promised fall; and the father was seriously - though without any thought of
complaint or irritation - taxing his ingenuity to solve the vocal problem he
had in hand.
It is in such moments as these
when the woman has opportunity to balance accounts with the lords of creation
and obtain a willing agreement to the proposition that though on some
special occasions she is the inferior party there are others when the advantage
is equally with herself. It is no use saying that domestic duties are not
a fitting sphere in which to make the comparison; they are quite as much so as
to thrust a woman on to Change or into the score of other truly masculine
employment for the sake of proving her inferiority. Let us be honest, drop our
cyclopean prejudices and rise to the justice of acknowledging that while there
are legitimate spheres in which the man must reign, there are also others where
the woman is queen by inalienable right and title.
Pawley had arrived at this
conclusion and raised his head as his wife spoke in the hope of seeing her come
to his relief. But the mischievous and apparently unconscious Elinor was in
favour of all lessons being thoroughly well grounded; neither was she in undue
haste to claim her victory. Ernest would willingly have retired, but she was
generous and he dared not speak, knowing the badinage his application would evoke.
He therefore contented himself with a half- suppressed sigh, which Elinor heard
and good-naturedly appreciated, and answered her remark with, -
Only for once, my queen; and
who is it you refer to?
To Miss Prout, of course - just
another glance and a touch of the front hair – and you know what I mean
about agreeing with you - you are such a soft-hearted goose, if anybody speaks
a kind word to you, you are at once prepared to swear by them until they pick
your pocket or knock you down.
And do you think I am getting
better in that way? he asked.
I cannot commit myself to say
so much for the present - you are asking far too much, and she shook her
head in playful indecision. One exception to an established rule may be due to
an accident, but I shall be glad to make such an acknowledgment if the future
warrants it. All I need is proof, and I must have that, for the world is very
bad, and good as my lad is, even his flesh is very weak -
Go on, dear; dont stop yet;
and -
And what? That is all I
intended to say, she added, curiously unconscious.
Its a pity to spoil a
complete adaptation. The world is very bad, the flesh is weak - why not
continue with, and the devil is not a very hopeful pupil?
Hush, hush, dear! she
admonished as she crossed and took the baby: that would cast a reflection on my
foresight in choosing a husband, and surely you would not have me commit such
an indiscretion.
Just a few touches of the
mother hand, and two little weary heads lay comfortably upon the pillows, two
little mouths puckered themselves to answer the angels kisses, and two little
sleepers passed through the gates of Slumber Town. Then the travellers quietly
withdrew and descended to Miss Prouts private room, where Gradeley and Tressey
were waiting to make the acquaintance of Mrs. Pawley, greet the return of her
husband, and join them at tea.
The sentimental clerk had
donned his crimson Morocco slippers for the occasion, and on his way home had
secured a small bunch of lilies of the valley which he ceremoniously presented
on introduction.
Permit me to have the
pleasure.
Thank you; but how strange you
should have chosen my favourite flower.
Is that really so? How very
fortunate! Just then his eyes caught sight of Gradeley, who was impatiently
waiting to offer the lady a chair. This was not according to the clerks
intention, and though the place was not the most convenient or the one designed
he seized the chair nearest and in an instant invited her: Now my dear madam,
let me offer you a seat. You have had a long journey, and Miss Prout will do
the honours. Then quietly appropriating the chair Gradeley had so sedulously
guarded, Tressey smiled complacently while the elder man glared almost
ferociously at him over his pince-nez.
Here, Pawley, he expostulated,
I must protest against this mans monopoly of your wife.
I beg your pardon, Mr.
Gradeley, but I thought Miss Prout and yourself were most admirably adapted to
each other, and I am sure Mr. Pawley is sufficiently generous to allow me this
great pleasure at his expense.
All right, my friends, settle
your own disputes and I wont grumble. Then, with a cynical glance at Miss
Prout, he added, Not unless there is a ladies conference in the Hall.
Mr. Pawley, Mr. Pawley! I do
hope you will be kept in order now your wife is here.
Not if you expect me to do it,
replied Elinor; he is far beyond my control, I can assure you.
Will you allow me, madam, to
return you the sincere thanks of the family for the assurance your words afford
us, said Gradeley; there has been much dispute among us whether you would
join Miss Prouts antiquated cause or our own. In the one case our burden would
have been intolerable, but now we are relieved and our anxious minds will be
set at rest. Miss Prout, you will please understand that Mrs. Pawley is with us,
you will still remain alone.
If I am not mistaken it is I
who stand alone, cried Pawley, whose thoughts had been on another. I say,
Miss Prout, this is scarely the generosity I expected. I have been too long and
well married to appreciate being the odd man, and I dont wish to repeat the
mistake I made last time; cant we ask George to join us?
He noticed a curiously
inquiring look pass between the three as he spoke.
Has not Mr. Gradeley told you?
she inquired.
No! I have heard nothing! Why
- what has happened?
Dont you know that we have
lost him? asked Tressey, in astonishment.
No! How - when?
Pawley pushed aside his plate
and cup; neither muffins nor tea had any attraction for him in the doubts
excited by the announcement. He looked eagerly, impatiently for more
information. but the men were too much occupied with self-evident evasions to
notice him, and so the duty was forced upon Miss Prout.
I cannot tell you how, Mr.
Pawley, but it is certainly the most painful occurrence I have ever been
connected with. It will be three weeks tomorrow since an old friend and a
neighbour of his sisters called to see him, bringing a letter and one or two
trifles from home. He only intended to stop the day and suggested that George
should spend it with him. The thought of it quite excited him, for I must tell
you he was very much depressed after you went away, and never appeared to
take an interest in anything except your letters. But he quite brightened up at
the idea of a day with his friend and went away as happy as a schoolboy. It was
nearly midnight when a policemen brought him home, and he was in the most
pitiable condition you ever saw - drunk, dilapidated and speechless. Charles,
pointing to Tressey, and another put him to bed, and in the morning he
was so ill and ashamed he refused to come down until the house was empty. And
oh what a miserable wreck he looked. I shall never forget it to my dying day. I
brought him in here; gave him some coffee and toast, which I compelled him to
eat, and then I gave him a most serious talking to, both of us weeping like
children - here her kindly feelings overcame her again – and he
promised me that so long as he lived he would never touch the drink again. How
he cried and wished that you were here! - it would not have happened then - or
if he could only get through till you came back he would be all right. Well,
Charles came home and promised if he would go to his room and keep quiet, they
would have tea together then go for a long walk, and until you came back again
he would do what he could to help him.
God bless you for that,
Tressey. The Master will not be unmindful of such a service. But Pawley could
trust himself to say no more, and the lady continued.
He appeared to be thankful for
this offer, and though he was more broken up than I had ever seen him went back
to his room, and we heard nothing more of him. When tea was ready Charles went
up to his room, but he was gone - must have gone out almost at once, for his
bed was not in any way disturbed. Several of the gentlemen went after him
in every direction, and for hours every likely and unlikely corner was searched
again and again. The police were communicated with and his description
circulated, but all without effect until after ten oclock, when we heard that
the river police had found the body of a man, left by the tide, in the mud at
Three Cranes Wharf. Poor George had drowned himself.
Pawley did not speak; his eyes
were swimming with tears, and only by a desperate effort was he able to make even
a show of self-control. At length he pushed his chair aside and retired to the
window to hide his emotion. Yes, Pawley, said Gradeley, presently, I cannot
get it out of my mind that if you had been here this would not have happened.
When I told him that you were coming he almost danced with joy and said, Thank
God! When he comes I shall be safe.
It was not me, but Christ he
wanted; but was there not here one man who could lay hold of him in his extremity
and lead him to such a shelter? Oh, Master, Master! art Thou still so unable to
save lost souls because of our unbelief? Forgive us, Lord! Oh, forgive us! But
I thank Thee, George is safe! Even so, Father, for so it seemeth good unto
Thee!
After the first rebuke, which
almost involuntarily escaped him under stress of his sorrow, he included himself
in the wild cry of repentant remorse in which he recognised his Masters
loneliness. He was no exception to other men; there was a tone of
self-reproach in his plea for forgiveness as if the thought had struck him that
he had been specially unfaithful in some sense, and the helplessness of Mason
was due to his own wandering away from his Lord.
His prayer was brief, but the
like of it in intensity and soul-disturbing fervour was unknown, save perhaps
to one among the few who heard it, and with a common unspoken consent they left
him alone while the storm of his feelings passed by.
Later in the evening Tressey
found him reading, and ventured to refer to the subject again.
Pardon my interrupting you,
but what you said about poor George is troubling me; I wish I had your faith
about him.
Sit down, Tressey, and explain
yourself, he answered with a quiet solicitude in which the sound of his
sorrow could still be heard.
I wish I could believe that he
is really better where he is.
Pawley closed his book and put
it from him while his eyes were fixed upon his friend, full of a yearning sympathy
to help him to reach the comfort he stood in need of.
Let me try if I can in any way
help you, he responded, and to begin with let me recall to your mind one
of the later cautions Christ bade us keep in remembrance. There shall arise
false Christs and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders,
insomuch that if it were possible they shall deceive the very elect. Behold, I
have told you before. Now we are neither told when not how these fraudulent
imitations shall appear. The responsibility of discovering them is thrown upon
our shoulders, but we are very considerably assisted in our endeavours to
discover them by knowning that they will in most ways be so like the Lords
Christ as to be able even to deceive the elect unless great care is used. But
the Master has left us His standard by which to judge and arrive at a certain
knowledge – By their fruits ye shall know them. Having brought this
warning to your mind, I now want you to forget it for the moment while we try
the case of poor Mason, by Christ himself, without troubling the Church in the
matter. The dying thief was not rejected but comforted by a promise when he
turned and asked for remembrance; the woman taken in adultery was worthy of
death according to the definite laws of the Jews, for she was taken in the very
act; but Christ saw another and better way of dealing with the case, so He did
not condemn her. It is evident He saw something men did not discern, understood
a method of judgment the scribes did not use in their decisions. This Christ
– the same yesterday, to-day and forever - has adjudicated for Mason,
and as the thief and adulteress fared more mercifully at His hands than they
did at the hands of men, I am forced to believe that he is better there than
here. You doubt and fear because you accept the decrees of the Church, because
you allow it to pronounce judgment, and accept its dictates as the voice of
God. But is its assumption just, and upon what warranty do its officials base
it? Christ never allowed them such authority in His day, and surely they had
equal if not superior claims to their pretension than the teachers to-day,
unless these men by their fruits and works manifest their unity with the one
true Christ. In what I am saying I want you very distinctly to understand that
I refer to systems, not individuals, and to Roman, English and Free Churches
equally, for if a man (or a church) have not the Spirit of Christ he is none
of His. Now what is the Christ to which these organisations direct our
attention, and whom they ask us to worship? It is not the Man of Galilee, but a
marble Christ! A plaster Christ! A painted Christ! A printed Christ! A
creed-bound Christ! A man-made Christ - blind, speechless, emotionless,
pitiless - a lay figure! Dumb! For whom men in search of a profession become
the self-authorised spokesmen and deliver its judgments according to their own
necessities and the exigencies of the moment. What has God to do with it - what
does He know about all this, save the blasphemy? The multitudes of men through
the centuries of suffering and injustice have thrown themselves in
broken-hearted imprecations before these denominational creations, but the
Church-Christ moves not; hears not; answers not; Baal was not more deaf to the
cries of his priests on Carmel, and as evidence of it we may look around, not
only at the sin which abounds without, but at the envy, malice, and all
uncharitableness that is tearing the Churches with internecine strife. Do they
afford us an ideal vision of the peace of Christ which passeth all understanding?
If not - why not? Again, leaving the internal bribes, look at the attitude the
Churches have assumed and still assume towards questions of common humanity! Half
of our pulpits in the name of Christ blessed the Northern States in their war
for the freedom of the slave, but the other half in the name of the same
Christ prayed for Southern success; a weak pulpit protest satisfies the case of
a cold-blooded butchery of fellow Christians because we know so much of our
gold is invested in Turkish bonds; and at home a similar half-hearted regret is
spoken against the drink traffic lest the brewers and distillers who are
pillars in or contributors to the Churches should be offended. I know you
will tell me that thunders of denunciation have been hurled at these abuses,
but words are cheap and hurt no one however strong may be their utterance.
Where is the unity of action He who came to save would insist upon? The Church
has power to crush every abuse and oppression if she has the will to do so; why
is it not done and righteousness established? By their fruits ye shall know
them. No wonder the multitudes turn from our Churches in disgust! No
wonder poor George flung himself into the open arms of the river! But I thank
my God these are but the false Christs: there still remains the Christ of God
for those who seek Him with all their hearts as being the only Mediator between
God and man. He is not the property of any Church, but, whether in the Church
or not, all who diligently seek Him shall find Him. He neither requires
nor allows any councils or self-authorised teachers to interpret or accommodate
His word to any occasion or necessity. Whatsoever ye would that a man should
do to you do ye even so to him requires no doctor of divinity to expound, and
will stand for all time without revision or adaptation; and every law of God
necessary to our salvation is equally explicit and self-evident. The disciples
of the true Christ are those who learn to know and follow Him in practice and
in life, in their self-abnegation laying aside that natural arrogance by which
we strive to rule, and accept the Divine law that he that is greatest among
you shall be your servant. This stone of self-surrender and sacrifice to the
true disciple becomes the stone of offence where the hireling is turned aside
and the separation is henceforth complete. The follower of the Christ dies
with Him to Self, but lives again in the resurrected Saviour, or, as Paul
exclaims, I live, and yet not I, but Christ liveth in me. This life is the
true life sent down from heaven in which the servant becomes the Master and the
works that He did the servant also rises into the power to do. Here we have the
evidence of His fruits by which we are to know Him also. Is not this the
Christ for whose second coming the whole creation groaneth and travaileth
together? Is not this the true bread of which if any man eat he need never
hunger again? Yes, Tressey, this is the Christ - the God we need - and this is
the Christ poor George would meet when the veil was rent and earth had fallen
away.
It is always a pleasure to
hear you talk, but you are a most outrageous heretic after all.
That opinion will not disturb
me, my friend, for I shall still be in the company of the Master, who, knowing
the Churches would enthrone the false Christs, also assured his disciples
that they would be thrust out of the synagogues. If I am permitted to be with
Him I shall have no need to fear.
But what about reputation and
bread-and-cheese considerations?
God knows what I have need of
in these and other ways, and Christ has promised that to those who seek the
kingdom of heaven and its righteousness all these things shall be added. That
is sufficient for me.
You are a strange man, Pawley;
I should never understand you. But what has all this to do with George?
Much, when you grasp the
difference between the true and the false Christ. If Mrs. Pawley and I went out
tomorrow and one of our children fell sick or met with an accident, you would
be anxious, but when we came you would say, It will be all right now. Just so
it is with our Father - God. Under any circumstances it is better to be with
Him.
Under any circumstances!
Yes, my friend, given such a
Father, and the circumstance is not possible where it would be to a childs
advantage to be away from Him.
But what about his sin?
What sin?
His suicide! Surely you are
forgetting that the wages of sin is death.
I am forgetting nothing, and I
also wish to ask you again to remember that I am speaking of George as he is
now - in the presence of God and His Christ, not arraigned at the bar of any
theology. He has passed beyond the reach and jurisdiction of councils and
dogmas now, and will receive a righteous judgment from One who knoweth our
frame and remembereth that we are dust. In the decision of that court every
contributing force, each predisposing event - heredity, environment, and the
probable multitude of influences and causes of which we are ignorant - will be
considered, weighed and balanced - not against the perfect standard to which we
are called to aspire, but against the power of resistance and the strength of
endurance which were honestly available for him in the conflict. Christ
distinctly taught us in the incident of the woman with the box of spikenard
that the judgments of God are not necessarily based upon an arbitrary demand
for perfection, but have a just regard to all the circumstances of the person,
and then the question is: has he done what he could? This is equity. In any
other walk of life save the Church, England - humanity would rise in rebellion
against the injustice of any other decision. Do we hold a lunatic responsible
for assaults? Is the kleptomaniac punishable for larceny? Is an idiot bound by
the laws of logic, or a blind man guilty of falling into an unprotected
excavation? Most certainly not, but society recognises and accepts its own
responsibility towards these afflicted ones that they shall be afforded such
protection as their cases require. But while we acknowledge and
accept this claim in its physical aspects, is there no corresponding demand
upon us in the moral plane? If the kleptomaniac needs to be cared for and
protected lest he purloin the goods of another, why not the dipsomaniac from
destroying himself? Is it not because the Church has allowed - I do not say
taught or set forth, but allowed - such a system of false estimates to be
introduced and encouraged, even within her own fold, as to completely reverse
the teachings of the Christ, and personal property has become of more intrinsic
value than the souls of men? In this permitted fallacy lies all the raison detre of the drink traffic, of
which poor Mason is another victim slaughtered and thrust into the presence of
God. Who is responsible for the continual and horrible massacre of men, women
and children - for all the suffering and misery which follows in its train?
Would Christ have dallied with such an infamous system for what He could make
out of it, or out of consideration for those who are making vast fortunes from
the blood money of the slain? Can you associate Him who was rich yet for our
sakes became poor, who came to seek and to save the lost, the Man who
withstood the formalists and Pharisees until they hounded Him to death - can
you in any way imagine Him to tolerate such a soul-destroying system? The
Church winks at it while it damns children by a pre-natal disposition and
appetite; she sends it to the diggings and colonies sandwiched between the
cases packed with Bibles and away from friends and restraining influences
such men as Mason fall victims to its temptation, contract its disease and rush
to its death. Is he responsible? God must answer that; but the sin remains, and
some persons will have to shoulder the responsibility of it. Who will these
persons be? I tell you, my friend, my soul trembles for the men and women of
the Churches when I read Ezekiels terrible warning to the watchmen upon the
walls of Zion – If the watchmen see the sword come and blow not the
trumpet and the people be not warned; if the sword come and take away any
person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity, but his blood will I
require at the watchmans hand. The Church is that watchman to-day, and
as such the responsibility lies at her door.
But surely Mason and such as
he are not without some responsibility.
The extent of that God will
righteously determine - I cannot. This one thing I do know - and you will also
bear me witness - he hated the drink and fought manfully to conquer his
weakness. I had sufficient evidence of this the night before we parted.
What do we know of the temptation under which he finally fell? Who knows his
struggle and heroism in that fatal hour? What was his desire and cry for
myself? Who can tell under what influence or from what motive he sought the
river that night? He needed help - assistance; where could he find it? To whom
could he go? You may condemn him if you are able to do so; the Church may hold
him up as another instance of mans awful depravity, but I have faith to
believe in a voice of a pitying Christ calling to him in sorrow his, Come unto
Me and I will give you rest, and in that desperate plunge I can almost hear
the prayer -
Just as I am, poor, wretched,
blind,
Sight, riches, healing, of the
mind,
Yea, all I need in Thee to
find,
O Lamb of God, I come.
Under the waters of the Thames I believe the poor fellow found the
everlasting arms of Him who is able to save to the uttermost, and I have no
use or wish for any religion which has a narrower outlook.
Oh, Pawley, again I wish I had
your faith.
You may have it, my brother,
if you will accept an unchangeable - the Lords Christ in the place of a
marble, speechless, emotionless, pitiless figment, manufactured by a
blinded Church.
Michael Harleston, editor of
the Fine Arts Mirror, author of Character Sketches drawn in Queer Corners,
social reformer, and prospective editor of the Workmans Register, was a great
man; this much was popularly conceded upon such partial information and
knowledge as was available for the public; but had the world been able to know,
appreciate and value his unique excellences as he knew and valued himself, how
much greater would he have been. This unfortunate act of injustice was very
deplorable to himself, but he magnanimously bowed to the inevitable, and
philosophically determined to await the full recognition and award of time. History,
in the mechanical process of repeating itself, would undoubtedly rectify the short-sighted
and inadequate appreciation of the present - the clear and unprejudiced noon of
his just recognition would arrive, and over his honoured tomb the future would
erect a trophy of worthy, if tardy, reward.
Of course he would hesitate to
assert that - as a mortal - he was free from spot or blemish, though at the same
time, without making any admissions, he would boldly challenge production of
proofs of any moral defects and pleasantly accept the inability to do so as
full discharge against any asperisons. The tongue of calumny was well-nigh
silenced when the only suggestion it could level at him as to his past was
a doubt as to where he came from and who he was, and such a slender thread was
for years the whole stock-in-trade of his traducers; but they made all
available capital out of it, until they felt competent to add the innuendo that
the strength of his genius lay in using the brains of others for his own
aggrandisement. But all prominent men must needs have their detractors, as well
as foibles; they are the shadows of all great personalities, and Michael Harleston
was no exception to the rule.
One of the chief studies of his
life had been to take a moderate care of himself in every respect, with a
result that when standing upon the verge of seventy, in spite of his profuse
crown of long white hair, he had the strength and appearance of a man fully ten
years younger. Moderately rounded in form, healthy, alert, full of life,
with a clear, peach-like complexion rippling with smiling good humour (unless
someone should chance to controvert his opinion) and a voice rich, full and resonant,
he was at sight an attractive man. Nature had richly endowed him with the power
of speech, tinged with native humour but carefully eliminated the brogue. His
sentences rolled from him with the easy grace and music of a waterfall, and his
treasury of reminiscences and imagination made him a most valuable acquisition
in society or wherever a speech was in order. The secret of his popularity
had not to be sought by those who knew him, and with a pen almost as facile as
his tongue he captured and held the multitude.
It was scarcely ten oclock,
but the chief had already been at his desk an hour when Gradeley asked permission
to introduce Mr. Pawley.
In the brief interval during
which he was left alone Ernest paced the floor of the waiting-room in a state
of nervous anticipation. One of the great ambitions of his life was about to be
gratified; and any moment he might be summoned into the presence of one of the
foremost men associated with the English press. Only they who possess his
unquenchable thirst and almost superstitious reverence for learning and culture
can understand his condition. He was passing into one of those experiences of
life which could never be recalled or repeated. He had no knowledge, could
formulate no idea, could arrange no plan how best to preserve the impressions
made upon him. That they would come crowding in whole battalions treading upon
each other, strike him, and then pass away, and only leave the shadow of a
memory which in many instances would also fade beyond recovery, he was prepared
to admit, and yet he would be ignorant which to seize upon, his mind would be a
whirl of amazement, and afterwards he would only retain the consciousness that
in his admiration he had lost the treasures of the moment and only secured
the driftage that had come to his feet in the slack water of the stream.
His waiting was one of those
peculiar periods of life we wish were over, and yet still hold them with a
strange reluctance to let them go. But the door opened; the interval was past,
and the next moment he stood in the presence of the man whose name had been for
years a veneration and an ideal for him.
My dear Mr. Pawley! exclaimed
Harleston in all his pompous impetuosity as he hurried round the table, allow
me to congratulate myself and shake you by the hand. Let me bid you welcome and
assure you that this is the proudest moment of my life - my long and eventful
life.
The concluding assurance was
one of his favourite stock flourishes, which we shall no doubt meet with again
- little stage effects he employed to round off his grandiloquence.
You flatter me, sir; for
surely all the honour of this occasion is mine.
Not at all, my dear friend - pardon
the liberty - not in the least, I assure you, and I trust I shall hear no more
of such a baseless suggestion - utterly baseless suggestion. You have done me
an honour past all expression in stooping to accept my trivial proposal; and
our mutual friend, Gradeley, has laid me under lasting obligation to him in
bringing your good name and excellent qualities to my notice. This great
nation, of which I form such an unworthy part, has throughout her history been
conscious, appreciatively conscious, of services rendered to her cause, and I
am persuaded the day will come when it will be recalled with pride that
Frederic Reynolds Gradeley was instrumental in bringing you into
association with your humble servant - your most profoundly humble servant. But
be seated, my dear sir; pray be seated, and allow me the pleasure of making
your acquaintance. You are almost a stranger to our great and excellent city?
The advent of Pawley had
surmounted the final difficulty in the publication of the proposed Workmans
Register, and brought the noble lords cash almost within reach. Harleston was
gratified, and being always anxious to create a favourable first expression on
making any new acquaintance, under the inspiration of the extreme
gratification of the moment he outvied himself.
Yes; my acquaintance with
London is very limited at present, so much so as to make me doubt my competence
to discharge the duties the acceptance of your offer imposes upon me.
But I have never doubted it
since first I heard your name, and now that we know each other I am more
assured than ever. London is a great city, a bewilderingly great city,
full of great possibilities, advantages, responsibilities and rewards; still at
the same time full of sympathy for young men of courage, ability and ambition.
I came to it like its typical hero - Whittington, a penniless boy, without a
friend, companion or prospect save a determination to succeed. Now look at me -
see what I am to-day. And that which I am is only a poor foreshadowing of what
you may be when I shall be gathered to my rest - my well-earned rest. But mark
me sir, - and I am speaking with all the sober deliberation of long
experience - the young men of to-day are a degenerate race compared with their
predecessors; they are void of the moral backbone, the stamina and dogged
perseverance of their fathers. They seek the rabble rather than the study; the
chorus in preference to the solo; gratification before distinction. The crowds
of our common humanity are trampling each other to death in the valleys of
unambitious lives, and needlessly so, because to the right and left of them
rise the mountainous heights of more glorious achievements than their fathers
ever dreamed of. Pinnacles of discovery beckon them to advance; heights of
revelation are appealing to intrepid souls; positions of boundless distinctions
are waiting to be occupied; treasuries of reward ready for appropriation. The
herd, the crush, the competition, the opposition, the sweating and starvation
are all conditions of the common level, but higher up there is freedom,
liberty, fraternity, comfort, affluence. The men of mind and genius who
constitute the force and power of this great nation have no desire to live
alone in those sparsely-peopled heights; we seek for and court communion with
kindred souls. Thought inspires thought, speculation probes investigation,
achievement creates ambition, success enforces emulation. When the fires
of intellect are once burning, association ensures advance, and the fraternity
of thought assembles in the audience-chamber of Truths divinity. I hope, sir,
that we shall have the pleasure of your acquaintance therein, and I am glad to
find you are in possession of a soul so sympathetic with my own. Through the
door the Workmans Register flings open for our advance we will pass hand in
hand to the fair future stretching out before us.
I sincerely hope that we shall
find it so.
This was not exactly what
Pawley intended or wished to say, but the affable verbosity of Harleston
bewildered him, and so emphasised the natural nervous diffidence which affected
him in his first meeting with this man of superior condition as to place him at
a serious disadvantage. He was unaccustomed to such flowers of rhetoric in
connection with ordinary matters of business, and therefore considered it best
to content himself with a non-committal reply. He saw his mistake in a moment.
Hope, sir! and Pawley was
startled by the angry, almost vicious, manner he assumed. I do not hope - I
know! Know most assuredly that it will be so! Without any other consideration
or inducement, my name alone is enough to secure this. You have not hitherto
been associated in business with such a name as I possess, therefore I must
excuse you - most charitably excuse you, and make it my pleasure - my supreme
pleasure to watch the surprise with which you will behold one of the greatest
triumphs the press has ever secured.
Pawley had profited by the one
lesson and was too shrewd to express another wish just then. He had also come
to the opinion that great men evidently had strange peculiarities, and he would
find that Harleston would be more difficult to deal with, for a time at least,
than Severn. He therefore concluded that it would be better to get to the business
part of the interview at once and let the peculiarities of intellectual
latitudes alone.
Have you fixed any date for
the publication? he inquired.
That will lie entirely with
yourself. When you are ready with the business part, you will find the
editorial chair entirely at your service.
Has anything yet been done in
the way of announcement or advertising?
No, sir! and nothing will be
done in that way. To advertise a work of which I am the editor would be
throwing money into the street - wastefully throwing it into the street. When
we have decided on the date of publication I shall have the fact announced in
every paper in the country with my name as editor-in-chief, and everything
necessary to success will then be done - most effectively done.
Pawley could scarcely believe
his own ears when he heard this determination, and forthwith came to the conclusion
that if Harleston was to be accepted as an average, great men were not
necessarily business men.
I have no wish to discuss the
details of the matter with you now, replied Pawley, who wanted to avoid
another difference of opinion for the presence; of course those will naturally
fall in my own department, and I will submit my plans and propositions to you
for approval.
Do you imagine, sir - and he
fairly stormed with indignation – that you come into this office in the
character of a highwayman and command me to stand and deliver all authority
into your hands - your inexperienced and incapable hands! If so, sir, let
me tell you that you have made a mistake - a most damnable mistake. The key of
all success in literary enterprise lies not in its business department, nor in
reckless advertising, but in the editorial chair, without which you can do
nothing - absolutely nothing. In that chair, in this instance, I shall sit;
from it I shall sway the sceptre of our success, and none will rule beside me -
I ask and require no consort. Throughout my long career, my long and most
distinguished career, I have waited for this occasion, to prove to the world
the weight and value of a truly great name, and now, now that is has arrived,
do you imagine that I shall consent to share my laurels with common business or
dirty advertising? No, sir - once and for all, it will not be done. I have
my own plans, settled, fixed, and carefully perfected through years of
waiting, and your duty will be to see them carried out - faithfully and
completely carried out. Of the four first numbers we issue I propose to post
twenty thousand copies each week to eighty thousand individuals in all parts of
the country; this will secure us so many subscribers, and no other
advertisement will be needed.
That will prove to be but an
expensive failure, Ernest ventured, gravely shaking his head. He was too
honest whatever might be the result to allow such a suicidal proposition to
pass without a protest.
Are you the editor or I, sir?
stormed Harleston.
He made no further attempt to
argue the point; perhaps when he knew his chief better he would be able to
bring more influence to bear upon him, but so far he had sincerely regretted he
had not had this interview before he left London a month ago. Then the thought
occurred to him that God knew all about it and only under signal Divine
guidance had he taken the step, therefore he dare not doubt but that all would
be well.
For the rest he very carefully
confined himself to gathering the editors ideas in general without venturing
any suggestions, and as he did so Harleston at once became affable and effusive
as ever, opening up a dozen golden phantasies and impossible vagaries to which
Pawley listened in order that he might thoroughly understand the position in
which he was placed. Then he retired with a determination to pursue the preliminaries
as far as possible upon his own lines and trust to his practical success to
influence the unpractical whams of Harleston.
Well, what do you think of him?
asked Gradeley as they reached the street.
He may be a good editor, but
he is no man of business. I am afraid I shall not be so comfortable with him
as I could wish.
Oh, hes a crank; you must
humour him, then he is all right.
That is all very well so far,
but I shall be held responsible for the way the business part of the
concern is managed.
Nonsense, man! You take things
too seriously. If he has his way he will only have himself to blame, and
Shenstone holds him alone responsible.
But suppose for an instant the
Register should prove-to be a
failure.
Nonsense, man! You might with
just as much reason suppose St. Pauls to be carted into the middle of Hyde
Park.
I am not so sure of that. A
name like Harlestons is certainly a tremendous force to have behind a periodical,
but to assume it is a warranty for throwing every other necessity for success
to the four winds of heaven is suicidal in the last degree, and I tell you if
his quixotic ideas are persisted in the Register
will be a total failure from the beginning.
Well, if it is so, and
Gradeley shrugged his shoulders in careless indifference, he and his lordship
will have called for their tune and will have to pay the piper.
That may do for them; but
where shall I be, having to seek for a new situation with a record of ruining
the Register by my bad management?
But how can you ruin it if he
wont allow you to manage it?
The world will not know that,
and do you think business men would believe me if I made such a statement
against such a man as Harleston? If so, your opinion of business men is very
different to mine.
Thats a horse of a different
colour, my friend; I didnt look at it like that. Well, Ill watch my opportunity;
he is sure to speak to me about it, and Ill see what I can do. Still I cant
help thinking you are in a pessimistic mood to-day, because I believe the
mention of his name will create a roaring success from the first.
Not if every business precaution
is ignored on account of it. But we shall see.
Elinors quick eye divined her
husbands disappointment before her tongue was able to make its anxious
inquiry, but still she cheerily asked, -
How did you get on?
Only so-so, he replied, then,
taking the proffered kiss, turned to lay his hat and coat aside without another
word.
He was in no mood for talking
just then, but as luncheon was ready there was fortunately no time for business,
and Elinor knew well what a different aspect life assumes to a man after a good
meal, so she waited, and during the repast, which was taken en famille, unobtrusively did her
best to keep the conversation from the one tender subject, certain that her
husband would unbosom himself as soon as he was ready to do so.
She was not mistaken. As soon
as they left the table he insinuated his arm around her waist, led her into one
of the smaller rooms and told her everything.
She was surprised, astonished,
that one in Harlestons position should act so unreasonably - so strangely reckless,
though she did not say so. Her first thought was to cheer her husband, for,
like all impetuous natures, when he went down it was always to the bottom, and
she doubted whether she had ever seen him quite so low before.
I am just wondering, she
began with a tender corrective smile as he finished his story, and
simultaneously she threw her arms round his neck as if to hang thereon, I
am just wondering when my lad will be content to walk along the ordinary
matter-of-fact roads of life, because then you will get rid of the greater part
of your disappointment. Why will you, in your impetuosity, always strike off
across country, over hedge and ditch, bog and pitfall, in your desire to throw
yourself at the feet of each new hero you discover? If I were to see Mr.
Harleston, I will undertake to say, if I did not like him, I should at least
enjoy his company, and come away without all the dark forebodings in which you
have wrapped yourself. And why? Just because I should go about my work in a
common-sense and practical manner. Do you hear what I say? At this she first
shook him and then consoled him with a kiss. I know how it all came about, a
great deal better than you can tell me, because I know you better than you know
yourself. Ever since you knew you were coming to London you have been busy day
and night building a whole city of castles in the air, all of which have been
fairy palaces for Michael Harleston, who was a greater man than all the myths
and legends knew, greater than all the hero-gods of Greece and Rome - the only
man who, of all time, had found the philosophers stone, and could
transmute everything he touched into gold. You see I know all about it, because
I was once foolish enough to do the same thing. Well, now you have been to see
your aerial demi-god, and lo he is neither a king nor a hero; nor is he plastic
as clay to be moulded just as you had determined; he is simply a man of flesh
and blood, with a big reputation, a bit of temper and a will of his own.
My poor lad! How disappointed you must be, after all your architectural
labours! And to see all your magnificent castles fall in ruins at your feet! Its
too bad, and Im very sorry, Again she drew his head down and kissed him. But
that is your side of the picture. Now sit down and I will give you mine. And
first, not being a descendant of Don Quixote, I am not in the habit of chasing
wild geese; again, not being related to heroes of Bean-stalk fame, I like to
keep my habitations on terra firma. I think it best to watch the birth and
growth of my heroes, so as to make sure whether they are worthy of my homage,
before I prostrate myself at their shrines; and as for modelling in clay,
darling, there is a much better Potter than myself to whom I am quite content
to leave what He so much better understands. When I see Mr. Harleston I expect
to see a gentleman with a bright intellect, diversified, it may be, by moods,
opinions and even eccentricities such as are to be found in more or less
striking prominence in all men. But perhaps from his position I may find
even remarkable peculiarities I have not met with before, and I have no doubt
in the first interview I might appear to him in some ways as strange as he
would seem to me. It is impossible for a great man to be shallow, my lad, and
they need to be known before they can be understood. This is your first
experience with a man of such eminence, and you are somewhat like a child who
sees the sea for the first time - very dissatisfied because you are not able to
see all round it.
But his ideas are so
unpractical - so thoroughly unbusinesslike.
I am not one bit surprised at
that. He is not an ordinary man, and you may be sure his mistakes will be
extraordinary. But may you not also have made a mistake in him when you thought
he would at once hand all business and authority to you without satisfying
himself of your capacity to undertake it? For in spite of your references it is
only likely he would wish to know you for himself. You would have done so - why
do you object to him? How do you know but that his whole attitude and manner
towards you was assumed for the purpose of testing your qualities and tact for business?
I should quite expect it to be so, and when you next see him you will find him
altogether a different man. But whether this proves to be so or not, you
need not fear, my lad; so long as God leads us forward all must be well.
So she cleared the cloud away,
and Pawley took up his work with the determination that so far as he could
secure it the Register should be an unqualified success.
The interview with Harleston
inducted Pawley into his new life, and understanding the duties as well as the
responsibilities of his position he dismissed the vagaries and peculiar ideas
of his chief as far as possible from his mind, and set about his work with the business
promptitude and whole-hearted, unselfish fidelity that had won the warm
commendation and appreciation of Mr. Severn.
The days were full of demands
which were met with loyal and willing responses. Elinors first anxiety was to
find a house, and Ernest remembering how a commercial friend had
previously extolled the neighbourhood of Dulwich as being pleasant,
convenient, and in every way adapted to men of moderate means, a trip was at
once made to the south-eastern suburb, where a pretty bijou residence was secured,
and Elinor at once began to set her house in order. In this of course Ernest
had to be frequently consulted in the choice of carpets, curtains, and a
hundred other things in which his wife delighted to please him; but the inroads
such matters made upon his time had frequently to be atoned for by business incursions
into the hours of sleep.
Harleston had his private
reasons, to be presently discovered, for arranging that the new periodical
should be produced by Messrs. Levison, the proprietors and printers of his more
pretentious journal; but hitherto only the barest preliminaries had been
decided, and the mass of technicalities were left to Pawley, including the
final arrangement of form and size, with the production of dummy copies for
the purpose of his advertisement canvass.
Next he had to decide what
advertisements should be solicited and accepted for its pages. This was a work involving
far more personal responsibility, tact and judgment in those days than at
present. The present economic system by which advertising had been reduced to
something like a science through the excellent arrangement of agencies,
was in those days in its infancy, and the manager of a periodical had to come
into personal contact with his client, fighting his own battle and winning
or losing not so much by the merits of his journal as by his tact and
acquaintance with the secret technicalities of his business. He must
understand which advertisements were looked for and regarded as certificates
of value, and the groups of advertisers among whom they were each accepted; the
preferences of others as to positions, and the rivalries and jealousies as to
precedence in solicitation; undesirable announcements from association with
which others would stand aloof, and a host of details necessary to the
successful management of this department such as are not necessary for us
to enter into here. Still Pawley had to ascertain and bear these things in
mind, and the fact that he was new to London, and the Register occupied a field
to which he was equally strange, considerably increased his labours.
Certainly the programme of his paper was a wide one, the name of Harleston
would be a tower of strength, the contract had been signed for an edition of
one hundred thousand copies to commence with - which Harleston was assured
would have to be supplemented on the second number, but Ernest wisely
determined to guarantee - if any time he was pressed to give one - not more
than half the number, upon which he judiciously based his tarriff. Then
securing a few useful hints from men learned in such matters, he threw aside a
certain class of announcements as not acceptable under any circumstances, and
was ready to commence active operations.
The week had been an arduous
one for both husband and wife, and when Saturday evening arrived, with its
cessation of worry about workmen, furniture, advertisements and printers, they
breathed a sigh of profound relief and looked longingly towards the rest of tomorrow.
Monday came all too soon, and
Pawley was early at the office to submit his dummy copy to Harleston and lay
before him such brief outlines of his proposals as he deemed necessary for
approval.
My dear Pawley, pray do not
trouble yourself to enter into any elaborate system of explanation, cried the
garrulous editor. Your genius, foresight and marvellous grasp of detail,
together with the extraordinary facility with which you have made your
preparations, astounds me - most completely astounds me. You are a worthy
coadjutor to myself, and I have full confidence in leaving in your
competent hands the business of the Register.
Go, sir, and I wish you all prosperity.
Such an unqualified
commendation was far more than Pawley had hoped to receive, and, like a wise
man acting upon the idea that delays might prove to be dangerous, he retired
before half his intentions had been accomplished. He had certainly made
progress with his chief and was content.
In the Strand he sprang upon a bus
going towards the city.
Full outside - room for one
in, cried the conductor.
That will do, and he dropped
into a seat second from the door.
It was still early and the
later business and professional men were anxious to reach their offices
and chambers. Every instant someone was getting out or others coming in,
until having passed Chancery Lane the bus began to discharge with freedom. At
Ludgate Circus it filled again, a stout man with a large flat parcel making
a rude dash and securing the last seat opposite Pawley.
You go to the Bank, dont you?
he inquired of the conductor.
Yes - penny.
Put me down at Queen Street.
Right, and the bus rolled
slowly up the hill.
I hope my parcel isnt in your
way, said the man, apologetically, to the gentleman next the door.
Dont name it, he answered
pleasantly. We are all in a hurry and you are not going far.
Cannon Street caused some
little delay owing to the usual heavy traffic of the morning, but presently the
conductor cried impatiently, -
Now then, ere you are - Queen
Street.
The man with the parcel
started, and at a bound was clear of the vehicle and ran up the street. As he
moved, Pawley saw the watch chain of the gentleman hanging loose, and shouting,
Your watch, sir! was immediately on the heels of the thief. The
conductor failed to grasp the situation, but knowing Pawley had not paid his
fare, followed him with the owner of the watch bringing up the rear.
The chase was a short one
before Pawley laid his hand upon the collar of the thief, and with a smart tug
brought him up almost in touch with a policeman.
Hello! Whats up? inquired
the officer.
He has - but the owner of
the watch was at hand..
He has picked my pocket of a
watch.
Oh, what a wicked lie!
exclaimed the astonished fellow. I have but just come out of Watling Street and
was running to catch the Hammersmith bus.
All right, old chappie,
returned the officer. I know yer didnt come out o Watling Street. Hammersmith
aint any too healthy for delicate people so early in the day. Youd better
come into King Street and sit down while they air it a bit out west.
The fellow had no opportunity
to refuse the invitation, and a few moments later the charge was entered
against him. The gentleman was asked for a description of his watch,
which, with several other stolen articles, was found upon searching the
man.
I scarcely know now to thank
you for what you have done, said the owner to Pawley. I prize that watch
above all my possessions. It is a testimonial from a Sunday School over which I
presided for twenty years.
I am equally glad to have had
the opportunity of rendering you such a service under the circumstances.
I hope I may be in a position
to return it some day. Good morning.
Good morning.
They shook hands and parted.
A few minutes later, when
Pawley was cool and quiet after his run, he entered the establishment where he
had determined to offer the first space on his front cover, and inquired for
Mr. Rose.
Will you walk this way, sir?
The next instant he was face to
face with the owner of the watch again.
Pawley was the more visibly
surprised of the two. Mr. Rose merely opened his eyes a trifle wider and smilingly
inquired, -
Is our meeting again so soon a
coincidence or design?
Coincidence so far as I am
concerned, he replied, and yet I cannot but think there is also design behind
it.
Sit down. Were you coming here
when you were in the bus?
Yes, and here only. My next
call is in the West End.
Well, do you know I think it
is the most remarkable experience I ever met with.
It astonished me for the
instant, but I begin to understand it better now.
I dont.
I thought you had been the
superintendent of a Sunday school? answered Pawley, with doubtful surprise.
But what has that to do with
such an occurrence? Nothing, except to make me surprised at your astonishment.
Astonishment What else would
you expect? The equal wonder of it will not take place in London for a month.
Perhaps not. But should not
the rarity of the occurrence really be the subject of our surprise?
I scarcely understand you.
You and I both profess to be
followers of the Master by whose name this country presumes to call itself
– Christ! One of His names is Wonderful. Why should we be astonished when
we receive an actual token of His presence?
The quiet and unaffected manner
in which the inquiry was put forward, void alike of anything approaching
cant or apology, struck Mr. Rose very forcibly, and he looked at the speaker
across his desk with keen and critical interest. Pawleys eye met his with a
calm and patient confidence. The subject was a most unusual one to come up at
such an hour, especially in a city office. Still it had not been pushed forward
or strained into prominence; in that one fact lay its singular peculiarity;
it had dropped accidentally and unintentionally out of the incident of the
morning, and was there to be dealt with equally or taking precedence over his
correspondence and usual business routine. This stranger had just touched
a most ordinary event in city experience, and it was made to disclose the
very focal point of spiritual life. It revealed an achievement in the blending
of religion and business - introducing the one as an absolutely unobjectionable
factor into the other - which had long been desired and hitherto unattained. In
some way this stranger had evidently solved the complex problem how life in all
its manifold phases could be enshrined within and be consistently controlled by
his religion. All this he deduced from the manner more than the speech of his
visitor, and pushed his correspondence further aside in his desire to know
more. How should he proceed?
But I think you were perhaps
the more surprised of the two when you came in, he ventured.
Perhaps so; and yet it was not
at the occurrence so much as at the assurance it was made to afford to me. Indeed!
May I know the rest?
Yes, I will briefly explain
the circumstances, but neither you nor I have the time just now to go into the
matter fully. I am a stranger in London; this morning I am commencing work in
connection with an entirely new departure, and seeking to be led by an unerring
hand I am watching for some indication of it. As I tell you, I was on my way
here when you lost your watch. I had no idea who you were when I left you at
King Street, but when we met again, I saw the sign I waited for - behind what
you may call coincidence, I saw a design.
This is yet more wonderful.
Tell me more.
That would be an unspeakable
pleasure, sir, but my further duties forbid it at present. But let me just say
this, I believe such experiences should and might be much more frequent than
they are in our lives; their rarity only reminds us there are higher degrees of
discipleship for us to attain to where these privileges become a natural
heritage. We simply have not, because we aspire not.
Go on, my friend.
Not now; neither you nor I can
afford the time, but try and work out my meaning for yourself. We shall meet
again sometime.
It is needless to say that with
such an introduction Pawley carried his business point, and during the day he
received many assurances that the name of Harleston was even a more potent
influence than he had anticipated. Surprise was expressed on every hand
that no announcement of such an intention had been made, but the editor was
known to be a man of ideas and whatever his reason for secrecy it would
prove to be well founded, and the appearance of the journal would no doubt
prove to be a greater boom because it would follow so quickly on the heels of
its own advertisement. Of course Harlestons name could not be associated with
failure, and with such a consensus of opinion Pawleys work was comparatively
easy in the advertising department, and, in spite of his experience, he
frequently found himself wondering whether peculiar genius might not be able to
succeed even though it did throw business considerations to the winds.
There was, however, another
branch to his work to which Pawley had as yet given little or no attention,
even though in point of importance it took precedence over the advertisements -
in fact the latter were contracted for under the recognised condition that
due care would be exercised in circulating the periodical when published. This
raised the whole question of Harlestons unpractical vagary, and when Pawley
had proceeded so far with his arrangements as to render an interview with the
managers of the great circulating agencies an absolute necessity, all the
dreams his previous successes had encouraged vanished like a morning mist,
and he was driven back to his original opinions that the quixotic ideas of
unpractical genius would have to give way or the Register would be strangled in its birth. The circulating system of
our great news agencies had gradually evolved and adapted itself to the
requirements and conditions which have called it into existence, and it is
doubtful whether in the whole range of commercial life another co-extensive
field of service can be cited which works with such perfection, precision and
absence of friction. Few men who read their weeklies early on the morning of
publication - and it is with such we are dealing, since the dailies are necessarily
circulated upon a system of their own - have any idea that between the printer
and themselves their modest periodical has, in many cases, passed through five
or six different houses, each of which has answered automatically to the order
he left with his news-agent such an incredibly short time before. The
simplicity of the system is based upon the supply of a demand which has been
created by means and methods altogether outside the sphere of the circulating
houses. If the public have no knowledge of the intention to issue a publication
- no matter whose name it may bear or what great influences may be behind it - there
will be no orders left with the news-agents, no demand at the central agencies,
no quantities to be delivered from the publication office, and no necessity for
the printer to produce them. And the puny fiat of Harleston would fall like the
unheeded mandate of Canute while the natural tide of distribution went on.
Pawley knew it when he set out,
knew it, as he pointed out, when Harlestons insane determination was first
explained to him. But the editor was a man whose suave exterior thinly masked
an irascible tyranny that would rather shatter itself into oblivion than bend
or yield when once his arbitrary will was formed. For years he had suggested
Utopian ideas that would have wrecked the Mirror a hundred times if he had had
his way, but Messrs. Levison were business men, and while his name as editor
suited their purposes without too critical inquiry, they knew their own
interests too well to allow him to interfere with outside matters. This had
been the bur in Harlestons throat for which he had been seeking revenge, and
at length his long-sought opportunity had arrived. The Register he could conduct upon his own methods, and the knowing
Frog was about to teach the Ox a most salutary lesson. Under such
circumstances, with such a man, we may perhaps better imagine than describe the
scene that occurred when Pawley reported the result of his visit to several of
the circulating houses.
Zounds, sir! cried the old
man, leaping to his feet in an uncontrollable ebullition of indignation, as he
caught the drift of Pawleys communication, and completely obscuring the
point of his objection by the mad rush of his volubility. Zounds, sir! and
have I lived - climbed so high, made such a position, only for you to bring me
to this? Do I, do you, or who in the name of the contemptible devil is to be
allowed to hold the proud and magnificent position I have carved out for
myself, and which you have envied since the first hour I knew you? Who holds
it, sir, I ask? Who holds it? Answer me!
Certainly you do.
Very well, sir, that is enough
Let me hear no more of it. Oh soul of St. Patrick! To think the day should ever
come when I - Michael Harleston should become the target of a lot of
pine-skulled, paper-brained varlets, whose highest ideal is to take the greatest
number of three farthings at a cash desk - a dirty, miserable – er
– er - confoundedly miserable cash desk! We have been too long under the
influence and led by the nose by this dirty and ignorant and incompetent crew.
I will have no more of it! I will be another St. George - I will be St. George
and St. Patrick in one! I will clear the land of both dragons and snakes, and
put an end to the baseless slanders to which you have lent such a willing ear.
Excuse me, Mr. Harleston -
cried Pawley indignantly.
I will not excuse you, sir. It
would be – er – er - culpable, wilful and unpatriotic
cowardice on my part to allow you to attempt to find an excuse for the conduct
you are guilty of. These men, sir, these very men with whom you have entered
into conspiracy -
Mr. Harleston! I protest -
Silence, sir, he yelled. Your
protests are as ignorant as yourself. These promoters of illustrated horribles,
these artists in filth, these corruptors of our children, have hitherto held
the reign of our whole commercial system, and have been driving the whole
country to the devil. I have seen it, watched and taken note of it; and
having done so do you imagine that I - Michael Harleston - whom this country
has favoured, to her own honour, more than all her sons; am I, sir, with the
intellect and ability with which God has so deservedly endowed me, and my
country so justly recognised, now that the one opportunity in my long career
has come, to sit complacently down and submit to their extravagant monopoly as
the thousand noodles did who I am proud to follow?
We must pardon the bull; it is
a colloquialism for which he was scarcely responsible at the moment. Still he
had gone on as far in this direction as Pawley cared to hear him, and he made a
deft attempt to switch him off.
Of course we are in duty bound
to do our best to correct abuses, but -
But – but - there is no
but, sir! The abuse exists! You have discovered it for yourself and therein
gave evidence to the world of the judgment and prevision by which I saw in you
a man of most unusual intellect and ability. But I regret, sir - most profoundly
regret he was growing more temperate now – that you should
hesitate to join me in an attack upon this hydra-headed monster. But though I
stand alone I will do it. This is no time to strike my flag! This is no time to
sheathe my sword - my well-tried and trusty sword. No, sir! Now that I know my
presence annoys this dragon, my sword shall flash in the sunlight of honest
truth. Now war is declared and it shall be war to the knife, and the knife to
the hilt. I will push this battle to the gate, and when I make my triumphant
return you shall see the portals of this Gath upon my shoulders.
Pawley had now given up any
idea of changing his purpose as being entirely hopeless, but the inevitable
result of such mad-headed folly was equally apparent. There was nothing left
for him but to make the best of the circumstances into which he saw he would be
plunged and try to minimise expenses while he attempted, should all other
means fail, to secure a circulation in the only way open to him in conformity with
general business principles, and the responsibility for which he would assume
without permission, and trust to results for justification. In furtherance
of this first plan he suggested, -
Then, considering the idea of
advertising to be settled, I would venture to ask whether we might not
distribute the eighty thousand copies you propose to post, more economically
and effectively by -
No, sir, you cannot do
anything of the kind. Do you imagine we are commencing our labours with an
empty purse?
No, but I am afraid it will
soon be empty.
That is his lordships matter,
sir; and neither your business nor mine.
You will excuse me, Mr.
Harleston, but I should be untrue to myself if I did not say that there appears
to be very little business about this in any way.
It is not a business, sir, in
the ordinary sense of the term, and I wish you at once to regard it as such; it
is a purely philanthropic and benevolent proceeding on the part of his lordship
for the benefit of the masses.
So it may be; but unless we
deal with it on a business basis we shall bankrupt the Bank of England if we
are allowed to go on.
That is for Earl Shenstone to
determine. But so far as the posting of these copies are concerned I may
explain to you that, in accordance with his lordships philanthropic motives, I
have determined on this method of distribution because it will find temporary
employment for ten or more indigent ladies to address the wrappers.
But if you distribute among
them the money you would pay for their services we can save the stamps and
wrappers.
And make the ladies recipients
of pauper doles? No sir, the thought of such a suggestion makes me shudder with
shame.
It was no use. The editor was
implacable, but all the same Pawley would have twenty thousand copies of the
first number marked Specimen and sent to the wholesale houses for
distribution, and experience told him this would produce more fruit than the
posted copies.
I should like to ask when you
propose to publish. Harleston had had his way, and so was in the best of
humours by this time.
That depends entirely upon
yourself, my dear sir. I have no wish to be impatient, but it would be a great event
if we could arrange it before the season ends,
I can be ready for press in a week from now. That will enable us to publish say
the second week in July.
My dear sir, such a thing must
be impossible.
I can be quite ready in that
time.
Then it is time for me to
prepare the paragraphs for the press. Now, Mr. Pawley, I will show these
croaking reptiles what power and potency lies in the name of Michael Harleston
to crush their vile combination.
And Pawley left him to his
labours very much of the opinion that the crushing influence would be felt elsewhere
than in the trade.
Meanwhile our friends had
comfortably settled themselves in their new home and were gradually being
initiated into the peculiarities which London life presents. One of these
proved to be particularly amusing in its bearing upon sociology. The house upon
which their choice had fallen was situated in a road marking the boundary of
two parishes - the residential Dulwich and the artisan Brixham, but
fortunately it stood upon the side of the road included within the former desirable
district and was therefore all right. Had it been otherwise Ernest was amused
to find he would have lost the distinctive privilege of being numbered among
the elite of Snobdom, since the qualitative eligibility is rather
geographical than intellectual or moral. There are striking exceptions to this
general rule, but the man who can ignore it and succeed at once stamps himself
as a most extraordinary individual.
We can readily understand with
what a sign of relief Pawley assured himself that he had chosen the right side of
the street, though the houses were built in pairs from the selfsame plan; but
the incident may serve as a warning to others who may afterwards settle in the
suburbs of London.
It was their second Sunday in
Dulwich. Within five minutes of home was Brixham Common, one of the most
popular resorts of the people south of the Thames, and its novelty offered
irresistible attractions on a bright summer afternoon to a man of Pawleys
temperament - fond of studying and mixing with the masses of his kind.
There is always enthusiasm,
inspiration, revelation in the multitude of people; perhaps more to a
thoughtful mind when it is quiet, orderly and leisurely than in the bustling
turmoil of jubilation. In the one case the normal and intrinsic qualities may
be contemplated and estimated, the depths and shallows of the nature may be
judged, and whatever is within has an opportunity of rising to the surface
and bearing silent and unsuspected witness to the character which forms the
motive-power of life. A crowd in repose is a magnificent poem in which the
hopes and fears, the joys and sorrows, the power and weakness, the nobility and
wretchedness of humanity are truthfully sung. In the other case the animal,
thoughtless and vicious aspects of the individual are in riotous evidence, and
base and brutish qualities bear false witness and slander the man who in his
intoxication becomes incompetent to defend himself.
Brixham Common is a roughly
wedge-shaped open space of some hundred acres in extent, lying with its base
firmly planted against the line of Surrey hills and its apex cleaving and
holding apart the rapidly-increasing neighbourhoods that abut upon it. It is
truly a breathing space, one of the divisional lungs in the great metropolitan
system, and gave evidence to Pawley, as he stepped upon it, how highly it was
appreciated for the sake of the sweet and welcome breezes sweeping over the
hills from the country beyond, sealed and unknown to the unnumbered thousands
who fret their lives away within the unescapable limits of the premier
Christian city.
As Ernest looked around him he
discovered that he had opened a new book, every line of which would thrill him
with a lively interest, and every page burn another responsibility upon his
consciousness. Like Paul looking around upon the greatness and blindness
of Athens, his soul was stirred within him when he saw not one, but multitudes
of temples - solitary, vacant, unoccuppied, dilapidated - upon the
despoiled facades of which was written in unmistakable language the legend To
the unknown God. It was painful to see the unuttered yet undeniable
yearning for an unknown, an indescribable satisfaction which preyed upon the
mind and with feverish gnawing starvation lurked in every feature and mutely
appealed for help. These potentialities of the possible prophetic gleams
of a distant future divinity, advance rays of a coming daybreak abnormally
refracted, fall like harbingers of unrecognised mercy into the midnight of
ignorance, and plough the callous mind into unrest. The light as yet is only
enough to make their spiritual darkness visible, and in their uncertainty - conscious
only of a desire to satisfy they know not what, to reach they know not whom - they
grope their way and grip whatever they may touch, whether it be Agnosticism,
Socialism, Anarchism; it is something, and they are so hungry, and their cry
for bread so far has only been answered with stones. Oh the pity, the shame,
the sin of it! And a cry of a spiritually famished humanity is rising
heavenward with a thundering volume of intensity which drowns the chorus of the
angels, and they stand aghast at the spiritual famine which the Church heeds
not while she builds the garners of her affluence, and sentimentally garnishes
the tombs of her prophets.
Are not the people more than
empire, the children more than school-boards, men of more importance than
ritual, and life of more value than doctrine? Listen, ye heedless cavillers, ye
denominational enthusiasts, ye sticklers for open or closed communions, for
adult or infant baptism, for one God or a Trinity, for a State or Free Church,
for an Anglican as opposed to a Roman ecclesiasticism, do you not hear the
voice of Gods recording angel flying through the heavens and asking, Shall
not God avenge His own elect who cry unto Him day and night? What will be the
value of your party strifes and contentions at the bar of God when you have to
answer the charge of your neglect to the lost and outcast, and what shelter
will your forms and ceremonies afford you when the King shall profess I never
knew you; depart from Me ye that work iniquity?
Some such thoughts as these
troubled Pawley with a persistent presence as he threaded his way among the
people, and yet this was but a fragment, a single drop out of the great ocean
of London life. It only represented a tithe of the responsibility resting
upon the shoulders of those who voluntarily or tacitly bore the name of Christ.
The recognition of the fact and the equal carelessness with which the duty was
collectively regarded appalled, terrified him. It had never been so vividly
brought to his mind before, and he positively sickened at the thought of it. A
personal share of that awful responsibility rested with himself; yet what could
he do alone, unaided, a stranger among men who in many instances were
infinitely superior to himself in intellect and education? He had heard and
read of the overpowering sensation of being alone in London - now he
experienced it in all its crushing cruelty and helplessness. What could he do?
There were many who would join him and give him help if he could only reach
them - equally faithful servants of the Master as himself, but where were they,
how could he find them? Then a voice within him said, Cry. But what shall I
cry? Open thy mouth and I will fill it. Freely thou hast received, freely
give. Inasmuch as ye do it to one of the least of these, ye do it unto Me.
As this voice commanded he was
conscious of a power enwrapping him, answering sympathetically to the silent
cry of the people, and the dual influence was steadily carrying him out of
himself upon the wings of an experience he could neither resist nor understand;
it was like and yet unlike the forces which controlled him when the vision of
the pavilion of God was opened before him; but now burning thoughts rushed
through his mind, he was both clothed with and alarmed by a power of speech he
knew would presently grow beyond his control, his lips were trembling with an
utterance he dare not resist while yet he shrank, and like Jonah in his flesh
he would have run away, but his feet were heavy, his eyes swam, he was
bewildered and looked for a seat, and wished - oh how he wished that he was not
alone.
Surely I am not mistaken - Mr.
Pawley?
The sound of the voice reached
him as from a tremendous distance, arresting his mysterious departure, for
that he was advancing upon some unknown and unexplainable condition was
beyond doubt. He paused, neither grateful nor regretting the interference, but simply
with a mechanical desire to listen to the developing variations of the
echoes as they passed along the galleries of his comprehension to reach and
awaken his understanding. Then with a dreamy and irresolute voice he replied, Yes,
I am Pawley, as with no other purpose but to reproduce some similar sounds
only to hear the effect repeated. The echo rolled away from him this time, and
in its flight recalled him in a great desire to follow it, and he passed his
hand across his eyes to wipe the bewilderment away.
It was the voice of his friend,
Bernard Victor, at whose suggestion he had chosen Dulwich as a place of
residence, that aroused him from his peculiar experience.
Why - whats the matter?
asked Victor, as much surprised at his friends appearance and indecision as at
their unexpected meeting. You are not well.
Yes, I am all right now, thank
you; but I think I had lost myself for the instant.
Well, now! Whoever would have
thought of meeting you in Brixham, on a Sunday afternoon too! But I say,
Pawley, I am sure you are not well!
I am, I assure you. You just
caught me very deep in a brown study.
Thats all right, then. But
what are you doing in London?
Living here.
No! Where?
In the Lanstay Road.
What, in Dulwich?
Yes. Why not? I understood you
to say it was a fairly good neighbourhood[MR1] .
So it is. But I say, Pawley,
this isnt one of your jokes, is it?
I think my presence should be
a fairly substantial warrant against such an idea. Hang it, man, am I no more
material than a ghost that you should doubt me, or have you some particular
objection to my presence?
Neither the one nor the other,
my dear fellow; it is rather because such an event is the gratification of one
of my most ardent wishes that I doubt it. But come along for a walk and tell me
all about it, for I tell you candidly I can scarcely believe it even now.
Then arm in arm they leisurely
strolled towards the top of the Common and Pawley explained the circumstances
which had led to the change.
Well, Im not a rich man,
said Victor, presently, but I tell you honestly I would rather hear this than
have twenty pounds. Since the first day I met you I have had a great desire to
get you to London - such men as you are wanted here. Look at the hundreds - thousands
of men and women now upon this Common. The great majority of them go nowhere,
have little interest in anything outside their daily work, what little
amusement they can afford, and a walk out here on Sunday afternoon.
It was in such thoughts as
these I was lost when you found me. But is there no effort put forth to reach
or interest them?
Absolutely none, apart from
the occasional distribution of a bill inviting them to a special service
in one of the neighbouring chapels; but what good is that? Many of these have
already left the chapels in disgust, and theyre not going back again to be
preached at and have their experience repeated.
Are there no services held out
here?
Not a single one.
Why? Are they prohibited?
No. Services and meetings may
be held at this end within a defined area, and Secularists, Socialists and
others have occasionally held meetings here, but the churches have never made
the attempt.
What is the reason?
Simply lack of interest and dont
care, The fact of it is, our churches are getting too confoundedly respectable
nowadays to have anything to do with open-air work, and to take an interest in,
or make an inquiry respecting, another mans spiritual condition is a vulgar
presumption beyond all toleration. All that sort of thing is left to the parson
and the pulpit, and we go to hear him simply to satisfy ourselves that he does
something for the salary we pay him, then we lock the church up, and it is
infra dig. to think of the subject
again till next week. I tell you the shallow hypocrisy of London religious life
as a system is something horrible for a thoughtful man to contemplate. There is
plenty of talk, and lots of money being spent, but no work is done, no interest
is shown, no effort put forth to do the real work for which the churches exist.
The fact is, the dry rot has got into the whole concern, and spiritual work has
gone to sleep, and no one wishes to be disturbed until the trumpet sounds
calling us to glory. If anything did occur to break our slumbers, we might find
some work to do, but the heirs of God, having been assured of the wealth of the
heritage to which we hope to succeed, have retired from work, and so long as we
satisfy the demands of the parson who watches our share and gives us a weekly
assurance that it is all right, we have no necessity to trouble or
inconvenience ourselves. This state of things was bad enough before Moody
and Sankey came over, but in my honest opinion they made it far worse than they
found it. Others may think they did good work, and I have no doubt but that
they are perfectly honourable and conscientious, but they are also misguided
men. They gave us a lot of hysterical emotionalism, raising a fever heat of
excitement for the time, but the fever has abated now, and where is the lasting
influence, where is the continuity of the revival? We are in a deeper sleep
than ever. As a reward of the spasmodic effort put forth under the excitement
of the moment, we have caught hold of Sankeys songs more than Moodys sermons,
and on every hand we are singing: -
Nothing either great or small,
Nothing, sinner, no;
Jesus did it, did it all
Long, long ago,
It is a splendid lullaby, so grateful, so comforting, so full of rest
and peace, especially when you hear the additional assurance that –
Doing is a deadly thing,
Doing ends in death.
Such a gospel is just what the
weary and heavy laden of our churches were looking, hoping for; surely Moody
and Sankey were heaven-sent to preach it! Who do you expect to risk their lives
in working in the face of such a fatal alternative? No, no! the last state of
that revival is worse than the first; we have gripped firmly the one idea of
doing nothing, and all we ask is to have such a gospel repeated.
Sing them over again to me,
Wonderful words of life.
Oh! Pawley, I tell you all
this is a blasphemous travesty on religion, it is a veil of hypocrisy too
thin to cover its own deceit, and there are scores - hundreds of people like
myself who are looking to find a way from such shallow conventionality into a
worship of God in spirit and in truth.
I wish I could think your
indictment was as false as it is severe, my friend, but the general facts, I am
sorry to say, are too significantly in your favour. But the seeds from which
this awful state of anaemic disorder springs are not of such modern sowing
as you appear to imagine. The departure from Christ has in no sense been a
revolt, but an imperceptible deflection, the following of an unconscious bias,
the acceptance of a timely policy, the drifting attendant upon mistaken
charity, and the desire to avoid unpleasantness with the powers that be. The truth
as it is in Jesus began to be loosed from the Church almost before the death
of the apostles, when contentions arose in councils to uphold the opinions of
Polycarp against Anicetus, of Alexander against Arius, of Constantius against
Athanasius, according to the minds and philosophies of men without any
reference to the will of the Master whose servants they claimed to be. It was
then the enemy sowed tares in the field, and from that time they have grown,
prospered and increased. Always leaning to their own understanding has been the
guiding principle - perhaps not so recognised and admitted at the time as
history afterwards points out - the gradual deflection has unintentionally
proceeded until we have come to do the things we ought not to do, and leave
undone those things we are commanded to do, and the Church stands by and
blesses the work in the name of Him we have all forsaken. By an imperceptible
transition we have wandered from the straight and narrow way into the
wilderness of theological confusion, accepting its chaos as a
Divinely-established order, and the intellectual gloom of our so-called
religious condition is supposed to be a merciful accommodation to our visual
weakness, whereby we are only able to see as through smoked glasses. Centuries
of continually-increasing error - with here and there a prophet of the Lord
arising and pointing us back again, but practically forgotten almost as soon as
gone - have produced the condition in which we stand to-day. What we want is a
man to come to the bondage Church as Moses went to Egypt, and, despising
everything, by his mandate from the God of the oppressed people, which will be
visibly manifest in his works and deeds, lead us straight back to Christ. Let the
temples of Egypt perish with their myths and ceremonies; let her canons and
rituals crumble to decay with her philosophies and idols; let the speculations
of schoolmen, and the strife-promoting dogmas of councils perish; let the
flesh-pots and the spices of incense be forgotten, if only we may be led where
the truth shall make us free, and the manna of heaven - the true Bread of Life
- shall fall morning and evening to nourish our hungry souls.
Yes, yes, we want a leader;
but where shall we find him?
That is not either your work
or mine, my friend, but Gods. He will find His own men when the hour comes as
He found Moses, Joshua, David, Isaiah and Christ. Thank God there is always a
remnant left who have not bowed the knee to Baal; it is our duty to find these
and be with them, looking and waiting, while we work for the coming of the
Lord. Others may be idle, but we must work, for the fields are already white
unto the harvest.
Well, Im not much good,
Pawley; but something ought to be done and Ill do my best to help you.
All right, then well begin a
service here next Sunday. Can you get any further help?
I think so. Where are you
going to-night? Have you joined anywhere yet?
No; and to tell you the truth
Im almost afraid to do so for fear I should get entangled in a mesh of
red-tape.
Well, will you come down to
Mount Pisgah? We have a lot of young people who have been anxious for such a
work for a year or two past. All we wanted was a leader. I can introduce you to
several after service, and if we can do no more I am sure to secure some
singers whether the person will help us or not; but I very much doubt that.
Who is your minister?
The Rev. Zaccheus Pinchbeck.
You wont find him to be either a Spurgeon, a Parker or a Liddon. He is quite harmless,
and always careful not to hurt anybody. Will you come?
Y-e-s. I think I will. I will
meet you at the door.
The arrangement did not leave a
great amount of time at their disposal, so they parted to meet again in an
hour.
Mount Pisgah Church occupies a
commanding position in the best part of High Street, Brixham. It rises
suggestively a trifle higher and stands in scarcely perceptible isolation from
the business houses by which it is almost surrounded, as if willing to be
strictly neighbourly, yet avoiding familiarity, and accept civilities without
condescension. There is no necessity to say it is the premier church in the
district; that is at once too evident to admit of question. A comparison with
the next, Ebenezer Chapel, a little lower down on the opposite side of the
street, will settle any doubt on the instant, but when - for the sake of those
who are not able to visit the locality - we say it is just another case of
mother and daughter, the relative position of the two churches will be easily
understood in these progressive days.
The Ebenezer Chapel was built
in the middle of the eighteenth century when Brixham was a small town miles
away from London and its population were agriculturists, artisans and a few small
shopkeepers. The pious founder was careful to provide for the spiritual welfare
of such people, and the trust-deeds were drawn up with a view of maintaining
his ideas of religion in perpetuity, in his simple-minded faith fashioning a
mould in which the minds of the future should be cast and determined, not
thinking that by the act he was introducing a system of spiritual bondage and
preventing his fellows from apprehending God through the medium of a more
developed intellectuality.
In the days of the Stuarts not
a few men made their fortunes by the converting of well-favoured children into
horrible monstrosities for the entertainment and amusement of the upper
classes; and in a spiritual sense from the same period the trust-deeds of Noncomformity
have been instrumental in producing nondescript and God-dishonouring creatures
labelled Christian, which have driven earnest inquirers away and made a rampant
agnosticism not only possible but the only consistent attitude for thoughtful
mind to assume during a rational inquiry. What the world stands in need of
to-day is a free, healthy, stalwart and consistent Christianity, appealing
alike to head and heart, intellect and emotion, which while reaching after the
unseen stands with its feet firmly planted upon a scientific rather than a
doctrinal we know; its evidences resting in its unspoken but natural appeals
to the inherent powers shining forth from the lives of the disciples of the
Christ, as they were evidenced in the Life of Lives, and promised to continue
in order that by their fruits ye shall know them – He that believeth
on Me the works that I do shall he do also, and greater works than these shall
he do because I go to My Father.
We want, this, the only true
Christianity, back again, in the presence of which all cavillers were silenced
and put to confusion; infinite, boundless, expansive and omnipotent as the
domain of God the Father, affording room and opportunity for the unfoldment of
every noble and poetic conception, and with the golden rule as the only
recognised and orthodox standard. In such a spiritual demesne there is
accommodation for all that is good and beautiful in Roman, Greek, English,
Mohammedan, Hindu, or Free Church systems, each and all of which would shine
the brighter if cleansed from unworthy and undesirable accretions. Oh that
the faith of the angels was available in our unrecognised extremity that they
might carry us in all our deformity and insensibility, lead us, in our
blindness, back to the great physician, who seeing their faith, would touch
us, one and all, setting the crooked straight, and removing the beam from every
eye, enabling us to see and recognise Him at whose feet we would fall with
the universal exclamation – My Lord and my God!
But we are dreaming - let us
awake!
In the expansion of London,
Brixham had been absorbed, its population increased, and the centre of the
erstwhile little township formed the nucleus of a large trading district. The
shops took on a metropolitan aspect, commercial and manufacturing enterprises
were started in the neighbourhood, fortunes were made, men and women of
pretension arose whose sons were educated at the public schools, and their
daughters received attention in all the extras of costly finishing
establishments, until Brixham began to boast an aristocracy peculiarly its
own. Amid all these changes and improvements the Ebenezer Chapel had to stand
still, bound hand and foot by trust-deeds, the home of fustian and simplicity,
without the possibility of broadcloth, silks and intellect bringing about a
reconstruction.
The incongruity of the position
presented itself to the attention of one of the great magnates of the church,
and being a keen business man, just retiring with an ample fortune, he
seriously considered the matter with a view to overcoming the difficulty. At
this time the air was beginning to be filled with the idea that the marvellous
progress of human knowledge necessitated a further sub-division of studies, and
specialities were becoming common in art, science, law and literature, as well
as division of labour in the manufacturing world. In this our anxious religious
pioneer discovered an inspiration - why not adapt the principles to the
churches? It was not new as applied to ordinary education; universities
admitted the distinction of degrees, which were only other names for
certificates of grades of intellectual culture; why could not the Church
be brought into line with modern progress, by some system of affiliated
district groups in which individuals might be promoted as occasion or success
made advisable? The scheme was an attractive one from many points of view; each
church by confining itself to some special part of the religious system would
be able to concentrate its efforts and attain a definite and economic
proficiency; congregations would be instructed methodically and with approach
to desirable consecutiveness; nebulous uncertainty as to the geography of the
expected discourse would be to a great extent done away with; the assemblies
in different places would be more upon the same intellectual plane, and more
accessible to the influences of the preacher; all undesirable and
irritating causes such as objectionable associations would be either entirely
avoided or reduced to a minimum, and the great forces of the churches would be
far more economically and advantageously employed. These are a few of the many
alterations to be secured by such a system, which the originator very nervously
whispered into the ear of a friend from whom he sought an opinion respecting it;
this friend approved and brought in a third to have a further talk about the
matter. Then a small committee was formed with power to add to its number, and
as the idea expanded the numbers grew, and finally the scheme took practical
shape in the building of Mount Pisgah Church.
The great desire of the
committee was in all things to provide a church suitably adapted to the special
requirements of the congregation for which it was designed and so
faithfully was their work carried out that with the opening of Mount Pisgah, it
was discovered that every possible necessity in the scheme of graduated
churches was fully provided for; agencies already existed towards which they
might subscribe, and so discharge all other responsibilities which might rest upon
them in relation to less favoured people. Stretching back through the
great Wilderness of Sin, right away into the Egypt of bondage, were to be found
camping grounds for the faithful where they might not only rest but worship;
every need was provided for in the way that lay behind, but Mount Pisgah was a
privileged spot. Sin was lost sight of, and before, the Jordan rolled between
the hosts of the Lord and the blissful Canaan lying on that other shore - Jordan,
where they were called upon to wait until the land of promise was ready to
receive them - Jordan, that would be miraculously divided to save them damping
their dress shoes and delicate costumes in passing. And while they waited in
such rapturous expectation, their modern Moses would ascend the heights of the
pulpit and report progress from time to time.
It was a beautiful conception,
beautifully executed and maintained. Some people thought it a trifle exclusive,
but the church was especially designed and built for the elect, it had no other
purpose or cause for existence, was entirely unsuited for the requirements of
any inferior people, only intended for those waiting to be translated, and
built just where their waiting bodies could occupy it.
In the softening light of the
early summer evening Pawley and his wife stood in the forecourt of the church,
waiting the arrival of Victor and watching the stylish procession of silks and
cambrics, cashmeres and poplins, lace and millinery, gallantly attended by
white vests, patent leathers, delicate kid gloves and choice buttonholes,
pass up the flight of broad steps, and turn to the right or left according to
their appointed places. There was no trace of fear or trembling upon their
joyous faces, no repentant sighs escaped their lips, no hesitating compunction,
or doubt as to acceptance - no! no they were gathering at Mount Pisgah, not
Mount Sinai; these were the favoured people come to keep holiday (we use the
modern method of spelling as being preferable to the scriptural),
therefore they come with happy faces to the scene of jubilation.
Then came a break in the gay
monotony. An old woman, clothed in the well-known garment of our Christian
charity, needing assistance, but finding none pulled herself up the step from
the footpath to the forecourt, and laboriously approached the entrance.
She did not crowd on those in advance of her, and those behind very
thoughtfully gave her room. At the lower step she paused just to gather
sufficient strength to climb, but the time she evidently required could not be spared
just then, since other and more dainty costumes were kept in waiting. At this a
diagonal coat with a geranium buttonhole, standing as janitor, hurried
down the steps and lent the poor intruder strength to step aside.
Have you not made a mistake?
Dont you want the Little Zion in the railway arches? he inquired.
The movement was made with more
celerity than the poor old soul was accustomed to - evidently waltzing was not
her particular forte - and she became nervous and alarmed.
Eh! Is there anything the
matter?
But the janitor had no time for
argument just then. A pair of spirited horses harnessed to a luxurious brougham
were suddenly reined up at the gate, and he flew to attend to the arrival of
the senior deacon and his daughter.
The old woman looked round in
amazement, and seeing Pawley close beside her inquired, -
Isnt this the chapel, sir?
It is a chapel, he replied, but
I dont think it is the one you want. The gentleman thinks you would get on
better at the Mission Room.
The portly deacon swept by with
a glance of withering scorn at the speaker who was so unmindful of appearances.
The glance struck Pawley with
much the same effect as a bowmans shaft would glance from the armour of a
rhinoceros, but with the old woman standing still doubtfully beside him,
he recalled certain hints he had received from Victor, and his active mind
began to employ itself in an attempt to weave from the things he had heard and
seen some probable conception as to what he would find this church to be. So far
he could only conceive it to be an establishment of cold, repellent pretension,
an artistic but fearful example of the extent to which the soulless form of
godliness may be ingeniously carried without provoking censure, a monument
of doctrinal architecture erected to show how far the name of Christ could be
dragged with approval into the domain of the world. The genealogy of the place
could no doubt be traced back through tortuous windings to the fount of
truth, as the existence of Neptune may be theoretically resolved to the
parentage of the sun; but the distance it has covered in its wanderings has so
estranged it ever from its nearest neighbour as to make it separate and
distinct in everything but its origin. So did Mount Pisgah appear to have
wandered in everything from the manger-cradle in which the first inception
of Christianity is displayed, and the enormous extent of the deflection can
only be estimated when the one is placed side by side with the other.
But as yet Pawley was only
standing without the place of assembly; he must needs enter before he could
understand all that Victor inferred when he said the dry rot had got into the
church. He felt this in its full force presently when he entered the building,
and, came more immediately into contact with that subtle pervading atmosphere
which partakes of the essence of individuals and compounds the real spirit of
the congregation. It smote him with a keener disappointment than he had
anticipated. Lacking the animation of a concert, the intellectual expectation
of a lecture, or the appreciative admiration of a flower-show, it was a
promiscuous grouping of fashion in frigid classic repose, brought together for
conventional display, and competitively to pose in various attitudes
during the performance of an arranged programme, then depart to criticise
the show and its appointments.
This was the psychometric
reading of the atmosphere into which Pawley was introduced for worship - the
normal spiritual temperature of Mount Pisgah Church.
He had already put far away
from his mind any idea of a spiritual feast, and his hope was turned towards
the possibility of an intellectual discourse, but here again he was doomed to a
second disappointment. The law providing for a man reaping that which he
has sown likewise determines that he shall also receive whatsoever he asks for,
but the sowing or asking consists not necessarily in a verbal formula so much
as in a consistent and persistent attitude and conduct of life. The church at
Mount Pisgah had no consciousness of any great spiritual need, neither did they
care to disturb themselves with any great intellectual activity; they rather
preferred to wait in patience and reserve any effort for the passing of the
Jordan in order to enter upon their heritage free from any sense of weariness.
In the Rev. Zaccheus Pinchbeck they had a man who in no way distressed them. He
evidently knew his people - sensitive, fashionable, considerate, and he
ministered mechanically to their requirements. In dress and manner he was an
exquisite; to satisfy the High Church proclivities of certain young ladies
he had cultivated a nasal drawl as a most bewitching clerical attainment; for
the sake of business and professional men he carefully avoided argumentative
discourses, and so allowed the Sabbath to be the day of rest it was originally
intended; and for the benefit of matrons who delighted in promenade and
social civilities (!) he was always considerately brief. But for the hungry,
the penitent, the wayward - well, they had no business at the church. It was
not built or intended for such people, and if they insisted on going and were
disappointed they alone were to blame; it is outrageous to think a whole
congregation might be disturbed for the consideration of an occasional interloper.
Pawley was painfully bored with
the whole performance, finding no interest in anything but the benediction,
after which he rose to reach his hat with the wish that he had escorted the old
woman to the Little Zion.
Where was she, by-the-bye? Was it
possible the janitor found her a seat after all? Pawley hoped not, for if she
was needing good he was sure she had not fared sumptuously at Mount Pisgah.
He reached out his hand to wish
Victor good-night.
Just wait half a minute, he
requested; I want to introduce you to one or two of our young fellows.
I dont think it would be any
good, he replied; your church is scarcely the nursery to produce open-air
preachers. I think I shall have to try nearer the railway station.
I am not surprised at your opinion,
my friend. he answered despondently; but doesnt our extremity appeal to your
sense of need? I told you the dry rot was in the church, but I carefully
refrained from saying much of our condition because I was anxious you should
see it for yourself. But we are not all so dead as you may imagine; there are a
few names still in Sardis who have not yet defiled their garments - young
fellows whose enthusiasm has not yet been stifled by the grip of formalism; a
small band who meet to pray for the coming of a leader who shall bring life
again into the valley of death. Are such as these not the men you want? May not
your coming be the answer to their prayers? The people up the way are all right
in comparison to us; they have to fight and struggle forward, their very
nearness to the furnace of affliction works for their salvation -
Trials make the promise sweet,
Trials give new life to prayer;
but as a congregation we are
free from the grinding cares and trials of life; the majority of our people
have their bread for many a long day at the bank or laid up in Consols, they
are in a position to say complacently, Soul, take thine ease, and you see the
result - whited sepulchres, silken-clad lepers, ostentatious hypocrites!
Pawley, when Christ was here, He did not use His healing powers so much on
cases of headache, toothache and corns, as upon leprosy, aberration of
mind, possession of devils, the blind, the deaf, the dumb, the dead, and the
uttermost of extremity. Mount Pisgah is a lazar house; it is a colony living
among the tombs of a dead past, with but few lingering traces of a rapidly expiring,
life. Dont blight the hopes your coming has revived, and turn away before I
have had time to thank God for your arrival!
Victor spoke with not a little
impassioned entreaty which attracted the attention and surprise of several as
they passed by. Still he was alike oblivious and careless of their
criticisms. His soul was certainly not dead, and though the instrument of
rescue might neither be great nor powerful, it was something, and he was determined
not to let it go without an effort. As he spoke two of the little band to whom
he referred came nearer and were drawn into an adjoining seat where they
learned the cause of his anxiety, and without waiting for any formal
introduction joined their entreaties to his own.
Very well; let us see if it is
possible to do anything. I have not much hope, but this is the work that has
come to my hand and I will not turn away until we have given it a trial. The
Master is certainly able to do more than we can even ask or think, but apart
from that I tell you I should never enter these doors again. What shall we do?
Then followed introductions and
explanations, and it was at once suggested that Victor should see Pinchbeck before
he left and ascertain what hope there was of gaining an official sanction to
the proposal; other details could easily be arranged.
After the fatigue of the
service Mr. Pinchbeck usually rested in his vestry under the ministering
attendance of his wife and such other ladies as were privileged to share the
not altogether unpleasant duties. It was just a quiet social time which the
ladies used to congratulate and eulogise him while he unbuckled his armour
and laid his arms aside - a recuperation and resuscitation of which he
stood in need, as well as allowing the congregation to disperse before his
presence in the street might attract undue attention.
Victor apologised for intruding
to introduce Mr. Pawley.
You must pardon any apparent
lack of cordiality in my welcome to-night, drawled the preacher; I am too
exhausted after the service to receive visitors, but if you will call upon me
on Tuesday afternoon at three oclock, I shall be pleased to see you. What
church are you from?
Cross Lane, Cottominster,
replied Pawley, laconically, and for his part the interview would have
ended there, for Pinchbeck was more unbearable in his private than public
capacity.
I have no doubt Mr. Pawley
might be pleased to see you at such a time in respect to his transfer,
volunteered Victor, but my reason for seeing you to-night is that he is about
to join some of our young fellows in commencing an open-air service on the
Common next Sunday and -
Not from Mount Pisgah! he
gasped.
Why not? Pawley asked with a
calmness all the more marked in contrast with the preachers alarm. Is not
Mount Pisgah a Christian church?
Oh, yes! but you see it is not
exactly a mission church - that is, we contribute towards the support of
agencies who do that sort of thing for us.
I thought you said there were
no services on the Common? he inquired of Victor.
I did not say on the Common,
Pinchbeck exclaimed. You see individual churches cannot do everything, so we
divide our labours.
And do you also subsidise an
agency to answer for your neglect of duty at the bar of Christ?
You are inclined to be
facetious, sir, simpered the preacher. I think you could do your proposed
work much better from Ebenezer Chapel. You will find that more like the church
you have been in communion with. Is there anything more I can do for you?
No, sir; I am not in search of
favours or patronage either.
Victor was afraid that his
hopes would be dashed after all, so at once intervened to explain Pawleys
connection and position, well knowing the influence the mention of Lord
Shenstones name would produce.
Why did you not tell me this
before? asked the, minister, apologetically. Pray take a seat, Mr. Pawley.
No, thank you; I am not here
as a servant of Lord Shenstone, who I am sure would be pleased to learn with
what respect you desire to treat me on his behalf; I am still here as the
servant of Christ, for whom you apparently have no courtesies to offer.
I am afraid you fail to
distinguish the essential features of metropolitan Christianity, and from lack
of knowledge you unwittingly do us some trifling injustice.
Excuse me, Mr. Pinchbeck, but
Christianity, as I understand it, is the same in the metropolis as in the
provinces, in Jerusalem as in Nazareth, in London as in Cottominster. It has one
fixed standard, not an adjustable sliding scale, and is identical in
Westminster Abbey, St. Peters in Rome, Mount Pisgah Church or Cross Lane if it
is the real article; if not I have no use for it.
Really, you would almost
strike me as another Luther in disguise, ventured the still discomfited
parson, who was anxious in any way to conciliate a man with such connections.
But you have no idea how many men come to us in London wearing the cloak of
profession for unworthy motives; and the continual experience tends to
make us over cautious, perhaps, with strangers until we have established
their bona-fides.
And you accept Lord Shenstone
and Mr. Harleston as sponsors in my case?
Most assuredly I do.
I thought so! They stand well
with the world and have a much more weighty authority with you than my transfer
from a church where I have been working for years. The Master did not hold the
world in such superior estimation in His day. I think I shall be more
comfortable at Ebenezer, Mr. Pinchbeck. Good-night!
You are inclined to be too
hypercritical, returned the preacher, without noticing the extended hand. I
must see you again upon these points when I am not so fatigued. But now - with
respect to this service - I am almost afraid that Mr. Foxleigh will oppose the
idea.
Oh, dont trouble any more
about that; dismiss it from your mind. I shall begin them next Saturday without
any reference to your church.
Very well, Pawley; I am tired
of this continual objection to every proposition we make, said Victor.
Hundreds of people have been driven from these doors by this same
dog-in-the-manger exclusiveness. If you begin I and others will be with you,
and Mount Pisgah may go hang!
But if you take our young
people you will be regarded as representing us.
I cannot be responsible for
that, replied Pawley. The day has gone when any church can be the slave-holder
of the minds of men, and if anyone chooses to break away from your oppression
what power have you to prevent it? Still you need not be alarmed that we shall
be thought to represent you; if my estimate of your church is correct our very
presence on the Common will give the lie to such an idea at once.
You entirely misunderstand my
meaning, said the vacillating and fearful Pinchbeck, if you think I have any
wish to oppose any good work you may wish to do in the neighbourhood. It is
much needed, and I shall be only too glad to further it. But the idea is so
new, so unthought of in connection with our church, that I am altogether unable
to consider it apart from Mr. Foxleigh and Mr. Blake. I will mention it to them
in the morning and will drop you a line.
Now Victor knew the deacons as
well as he knew the parson, and surmised that Pawleys connections would be
equally powerful with them as with him, and at once suggested, -
Can we meet Mr. Foxleigh with
you? Time is important and we cannot wait.
He would object without an
appointment.
Then we will say no more about
it, replied Pawley, who had continued the useless argument already much longer
than he was inclined to do.
But do you not see that the
responsibility of refusing your request is far greater than I can take upon my
own shoulders? Mr. Foxleigh might see reasons I do not apprehend. Let me
arrange an appointment.
We will meet you at his house
in the morning, replied Victor, and if he will see us - well. If not our
commencement next Sunday will not be prevented.
I am afraid he would think
such an action was an attempt to coerce him.
Very well, cried Pawley,
altogether out of patience, I am tired of this hive-hovering and red-tape. I
will do it if I have to stand alone.
Let me ask you not to be quite
so impetuous, remonstrated Pinchbeck. You are not acquainted with Mr.
Foxleigh or you would sympathise with the difficulty in which I am placed.
Perhaps it would be better for you to meet me at his house at ten oclock and I
will ask him if he will see you.
I wont promise, but we will
talk it over, replied Pawley, and if we determine to accept your suggestion
we will meet you.
Pinchbeck was very much
disturbed at the matter being left in such an unsatisfactory state. He knew his
senior deacon, and when the straws of circumstances were crossed Samuel
Foxleigh was not altogether lamb-like, and the thought of the possibilities of
the morrow was not a pleasant contemplation. Pawley was too much disgusted to
wish to have anything more to do with the matter, but Victor was thinking of
the young men who had been waiting and praying so long. If this opportunity
slipped by another such might not come again, and he was determined it should
not be lost for his lack of trying. Elinor added her influence to his
entreaties, and so, before they parted, it was arranged to meet Pinchbeck and
hear Foxleighs decision.
The parable of the Unjust
Steward, taken as a simple story told by an honest preacher to a matter-of-fact
congregation, free from all theological entanglements and mystification,
contains a very suggestive warning to us in this daybreak of the twentieth
century if we will carry it into our closet, and, having shut the door, ask and
seek only for the light of God to fall alike upon our minds and the story while
we read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest its meaning.
At stated periods honourable
men engaged in commercial pursuits make inquiry to ascertain their position;
a careful account of stock is taken, investments are examined, outstanding
accounts are surveyed, and every phase of the business is probed in each minute
particular until assets can be faithfully and clearly set beside liabilities
and a balance struck showing the financial position even to the fraction of a
penny. This is the necessary diligence required to give stability to commercial
life, without which trade and commerce would become a chaotic confusion and
business a haphazard gamble rather than a systematised science.
Still it must not be forgotten,
that when the stocktaking is concluded and the account-sheet audited and
passed, all houses equally sound and satisfactory do not show the same amount
of profits on the transactions of the year, for the simple reason that all
concerns are not of equal capacity, but the expected returns are based
proportionately upon the capital available being employed to the best advantage.
This is only reasonable. Colossal enterprises must produce colossal
results if they are to remain solvent, but a modest business will be equally
satisfactory with comparatively moderate gains. In this fact we discover that
true commercial principles have their foundations laid in a law obtaining in
the spiritual as well as in the natural world - unto whomsoever much is given,
of him shall much be required, and upon this basis the conclusion of the
parable referred to is drawn. The children of this world are, in their
generation, wiser than the children of light.
Now, when Christ uses this
simile of stewardship as an illustration to His disciples and the people who
throng around Him - commending the unjust steward for the tactfulness he
displays - surely He wishes to instil into His hearers an idea of the watchful
care in the management and employment of the gifts with which He is about
to endow them in their stewardship of the merchandise of souls. But lest
we may not be quite clear upon the point we had better remind ourselves of the
somewhat kindred parable of the Talents, which leaves no trace of doubt as to
what was in the mind of the Master as to our duty and His expectations.
Having now recalled the
principle upon which certain endowments were to be made, and the relationship
in which His disciples were to act as stewards towards Himself as the
representative of the Father, we may also refresh our memories as to the
purpose for which His capital was to be used. Fortunately this is so explicitly
stated as to leave no possibility of doubt – As the Father hath sent Me
even so send I you. Our employment and stewardship is then to carry on
His work. What is this? The Spirit of the Lord is upon me because He has
anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; He hath sent me to heal the
broken-hearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, the recovering of sight
to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised, to preach the acceptable
year of the Lord. How is this to be done? We make the inquiry because it being
Christs business - and we only workers together with Him, stewards in charge
- it is our duty to do His will and obey His commands. Now His desire and wish
is thus expressed: That they all may be one; as Thou, Father, art in Me, and I
in Thee, that they also may be one in Us; or, as Paul understood it, we are
fellow-citizens with the saints and of the household of God, and are built upon
the foundations of the Apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ Himself being
the chief corner stone; in whom all the building fitly framed together
groweth into a holy temple in the Lord. If this means anything it is that
there is to be such a union and likeness between the disciple and Christ and
God that he that receiveth you receiveth Me, and he that receiveth Me
receiveth Him that sent Me; we are to live and yet not we but Christ to live
in us. Christ is the type into which we are designed to be transformed.
It is necessary thus carefully
to feel our way forward in order that we may fully understand our position, our
duty, our stewardship, and the capital which has been invested for our
employment.
First then the Church is to be
a holy temple in which the Lord and His Christ shall find habitation, and by a
paradox of holiness there is to be such a union established that to see
the one is to see the other also.
What is to be the use of this
temple?
To supply every need of every
human soul by the breaking of the Bread of Life.
It is a colossal conception.
What is the capital available for carrying it out?
All power is given unto Me in
heaven and earth, and Behold I give unto you power to tread on serpents and
scorpions and over all the power of the enemy; and nothing shall by any means
hurt you. Neither is this investment to be of a temporary nature; the account
is to run until the work is accomplished. It is very important this should be
made clear and borne in mind This all power is for all stewards – He
that believeth on Me the works that I do shall he do also. Again – Go
ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature . . . and these
signs shall follow them that believe; in My name shall they cast out devils,
they shall speak with new tongues, they shall take up serpents, and if
they drink any deadly thing it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the
sick and they shall recover. But there shall arise many false Christs, and
not every one that saith Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven but
he that doeth the will of My Father which is in heaven.
Such is an abstract of the
title-deeds of the gospel in its simplicity and foundation, and with this fresh
in our minds let us take a glance of both sides of the ledger account and
ascertain what would be our position as a solvent concern if we were to hear the
voice of the Lord, as the twentieth century dawns, saying, How is it that I
hear of thee? Give an account of thy stewardship.
We start with twelve men
endowed with this all power, an infinite amount of capital invested to produce
a finite result. But the Investor is not mercenary because His omnipotence is
perfect. He needs only to speak and whatever He saith is done.
Then why not speak and secure
His purpose in the salvation of the world?
Simply for the sake of the
creature. He wishes to make men; and men cannot be produced by mechanical or
arbitrary processes; they are unfoldments from weakness to strength by
reason of the pilgrimage of conquest; of wisdom out of ignorance through the
necessity of toil; of nobility from meanness by the potentiality of conscience;
by the discovery of divinity within humanity through the exercise of love. In
other words the Investor wishes to raise humanity to His own standard, and
the plan is devised and endowed altogether for this one purpose - therefore
this colossal expenditure to produce such a moderate return. Mark the grace and
the boundless liberality of God to us; how much greater is He that is for us
than all who are against us.
But where is this all power
to-day?
That is the question. It has
never been withdrawn, will have to be accounted for; the responsibility for its
non-employment will fall somewhere, the talent must produce its expected usury
whether it is buried or heedlessly, lying aside. But let us proceed.
Twelve men receive this power of practical omnipotence over sin and its
consequences for the benefit of and transmission to all mankind, and in the day
of its bestowal one man, Peter, in the exercise of the gift, secures an
addition of about three thousand souls, to their number. Still we will avoid
all extravagant calculations, and suppose that each of these men secured one
single convert in the space of twelve months, and these each secured another,
every convert bring one soul as the result of his years labour. How long would
it require to convert the world? assuming the population to be equal to its
present estimate. The prophecy of Christ was a very liberal one: Verily I say
unto you this generation shall not pass till all these things be fulfilled,
for if the population of earth was twice its present number such a rate of
conversion would have accomplished it within thirty years, allowing for the
ordinary death-rate. But nineteen centuries have rolled by and not more than a
fifth of the peoples of the earth have yet even nominally acknowledged the
Christ of God. Why is it? Who can account for it? Is this a satisfactory
stewardship? We have still the same God, the same Jesus, the same gospel and
the same power available - all these are the same yesterday, to-day and for
ever. What is the cause of this failure of Christianity?
Astounding and appalling as
this may appear we have yet to bear in mind that to obtain this disappointing
aggregate of nominal Christians we have to include the Roman, Greek and Morman
communions with Anglican and all Protestant divisions. In these, however, we
have no desire to make invidious distinctions; each and all send their
representatives heavenward, and have a right to be included as they will also
have to share the responsibility and condemnation. But this estimate encloses
the entire population of the British Isles - drunkards, gamblers, criminals,
harlots, with all ranks and conditions of men and women as being followers of
the Lords Christ.
Is this a satisfactory audit?
Yet the figures are incontrovertible The accusation stands honestly undeniable,
and the facts are so patent that he who runs may read. The work that might
have been accomplished within a single generation is not yet more than
one-fifth, and that very half-heartedly secured after an effort of nineteen
centuries. Is this a result to be proud of? Ought it not to be a cause of most
penitential humiliation and cries for forgiveness?
Of course a thousand voices
will clamorously deny the statement without stopping to ask whether it is true or
otherwise, and a hundred side issues will be raised in apology or explanation,
but to such we at once reply with a repetition of the facts, merely adding that
with nine hundred millions of Buddhists, Hindus, Mohammedans and Confucians
alone we need to pause and think.
Others will come forward and
parade a list of magnificent and saintly men and women from different communions
for whose lives the earth is considerably the better, but even these exceptions
have not reached the full standard of Christian possibility, and while we are
devoutly thankful for the influences they have exerted, we are also conscious
of the illustration they afford of how far short of the full stature is the
ordinary Christian professor in comparison with such saints. But are such men
and women the products of the systems of theology or are they not evidences of
what the power of Christ can accomplish in spite of the systems? Would
Protestants select Francis of Assisi rather than Hildebrand as a
representative of the Roman Church? Who among Armenians would put Spurgeon
forward as a type of Calvins doctrine? Are all Anglicans to be estimated by
Keble? all Methodists by Wesley? all Presbyterians by Chalmers? or Mystics by
Pulsford? Were not such men, like the prophets of old, called out from the
mediocrity of their creeds and placed like cities standing upon the hill-tops,
lighting the way upward towards the latitudes of health and strength from
which we have fallen. Let us be honest, brethren; these men at their best are
only improvements and fall as far short of the full stature of Christ as they
stand above ourselves. Better than, and in spite of, their creeds, they reached
out after the Master, but when the standard is placed beside them – He
that believeth on Me the works that I do shall he do also - we see that good
as they were they were only unprofitable servants. The faith once committed
to the saints should have made them like the heroes of old who through faith
subdued kingdoms, wrought righteousness, obtained promises, stopped the mouths
of lions, quenched the violence of fire, escaped the edge of the sword,
out of weakness were made strong, waxed valiant in fight, turned to flight the
armies of the aliens. This is the faith of Christ; where is it with its mighty
signs and wonders for which the kingdoms of the world are hungering?
Neither the laws nor the
purposes of God have changed, Christ has not changed, the gospel has not
changed, the possibilities of His promises are now available as ever, and the
needs of humanity have not lessened; then where are the evidences – these
signs shall follow them that believe?
Lost!
How - why?
Because humanity has not
changed. The things temporal have more influence over the mind of man than the
things eternal; present realities hold us with a stronger grip than promised
eventualities can break; we are afraid to fall lest the everlasting arms should
not be underneath. Oh! ye of little faith! and the Church is with the world
among the pigmies. Whether in the Church or outside, likeness to Christ asks
too much, restrains too much, insists on too much sacrifice. He gave Himself
for us - that is all very well and we may be grateful for it; it was noble and
self-sacrificing of Him to do it; but when it is insisted that because He laid
down his life for us .. . we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren it
becomes a very different matter, and even the Church hath not ears to hear such
a command, or if we hear we are not able to understand. It was so in the
days of Christ and so it remains to-day. It was the religious world, not
the common people, that cast Him out and crucified Him; it was the Church more
than the world who would not have Him to reign over them - Barabbas was
preferable, not being so exacting. History repeats itself, and it requires no
long argument to substantiate the fact. We are as willing to-day as ever to
accept all that God will give us, but a gift is not a gift if we have to make a
return, and God giveth liberally and upbraideth not, so the enthusiasm
of the apostles died away in their disciples, and with the self-denial the
power of God died away from the Church.
The old wine of priestly rule
was soon insinuated into the new bottles of the kingdom, and the successors to
those who were dethroned from Moses seat were soon usurping the authority of
the Greater Leader of a spiritual Israel, and when Constantine conceived the
idea of political advantage by giving State recognition to a persecuted Church
the road was paved for an overwhelming pagan adulteration. But what
concord hath Christ with Belial? Come out from among them and be ye separate
had been the Divine command to the Church as regards relationship with the
world; In the world but not of the world had been the attitude of the
Christ; out of darkness into the light of life was the way she was to take.
Alas! alas! to escape from the storm of persecution she turned further out of
the way, and the clouds of her trial deepened into the long dark night of the
Mediaeval ages.
The darkness blinded her eyes;
she still worshipped, but it was at the shrine of the god of this world; all
power she regained, but apparently she did not discover that this was a
temporal rather than a spiritual dominion; a temple was built, but it was of
the earth earthy; its corner stone was a Pope instead of Christ; the indwelling
spirit with which she became identified was that of a man rather than the Lord
of Hosts. God had spoken, and a decree of a council banished Him as unnecessary
and inconvenient to His throne in the heavens; Christ had risen, and it was
fitting that He should be seated at the right hand of the Father on high.
Certainly He had made the Church a promise: Lo, I am with you always, even
unto the end of the world, but the Pope had secured the keys both of heaven
and hell and could equally unlock the doors as Christs proxy. Really the whole
business was all arranged – why trouble the Master? and the Church
went down and down, having the name but not the spirit, an exalted pretension
but none of the evidences which were committed to her trust.
Regarded as a human institution
the Church did noble and heroic work during those centuries of ignorance
and superstition. First, true to herself and her own interests she held the
minds of all men in bondage, lest the light of intellect should lead to revolt.
Learning is power, and this she carefully locked up in her secret
institutions, and for the spiritual good of the people at once crushed all
unauthorised developments. But apart from this she held the balance of power between
rival nations; adjudicated between serf and lord and monarch with a laudable
approach to equity; insisted upon the protection of the weak by the strong;
gave to the workman at least a comparatively comfortable living on the land
where he was born; protected his rights, watched over his property, and since
all the wealth could at will be drawn into her coffers she dispensed
largesse liberally. She was physician, schoolmaster, lawyer, statesman and
kingmaker, and in the human sense, according to her light, did not compare
unfavourably with modern political institutions.
But at length the morning star
of the reformation arose. The shutters of ignorance had prolonged the night,
but the joints were giving way and the light shone through. The Pope and Church
had the name but God the power. The fiat had gone forth, and there was light.
It broke through gates, the key of which is missing from St. Peters ring, and
with the daybreak the earth of the Church trembled.
But what a revelation did the
morning bring! What mythical transformation had been performed during the night!
Men broke in disgust away from the idea of traffic in souls for money, but
centuries of superstitious control had impaired the reasoning faculties and
rendered minds incapable of understanding in those early hours the
misshapen deformities which debasing creeds had produced. A Papal authority was
partially overthrown, but the emancipated ones at once bound themselves
to a supposed infallable book, and with that doubtful change in the form of a
ruler were content to abide for the most part in the errors of the night. God
is still silent, having once spoken, and our intellect has not yet sufficiently
recovered to remember that whatsoever the Lord doeth it shall be for ever;
that He changeth not, but is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever; that that
the thing that hath been is the thing that shall be, and there is no new thing
under the sun. If this is true, God still speaks, and what He now says is
quite as authoritative as that He said centuries ago, and perhaps may be even
more important. It is only the telephone that is out of order.
Next, the Christ we were
instructed to follow - our Leader and Example who gave us commandment: I have
given you an example, that ye should do as I have done unto you, the Christ
who bade us work because only they who do
the will of God shall enter into the kingdom, the Christ who bade us be
watchful and faithful stewards - has gone and we have another Christ - a
substitute who has done everything for us has been left in His place. Listen: -
Nothing either great or small
Nothing, sinner, no;
Jesus did it, did it all
Long, long ago.
It is finished, yes, indeed
Finished every jot.
Sinner, this is all you need
Tell me is it not?
Or yet again: -
Not saved are we by trying,
From self can come no aid;
Tis on the blood relying,
Once for our ransom paid.
Tis looking unto Jesus,
The only One and Just,
Tis His great work that saves
us;
It is not try but trust.
Beside such a doctrine we have only to place His own injunction, Strive
to enter in at the strait gate, and work while it is called to-day, to
realise how credulity has usurped the place of faith and how far we have
wandered from the way, the truth and the life.
The fiction of dogma has
destroyed the safeguards of the vineyard and given a free entrance to those fortune-hunters
who have no wish either to know the Lords will or to do it. The result is the
Church has a name to live but is dead.
Of course an appeal will at
once be made to the advance of civilisation as a denial of the
proposition. But can the Church unblushingly put in a claim to being the
champion of science and progress? Has she the power - the Anglican Church? Then
why does she not put an end to the disabilities under which she groans to-day -
the ritual question and jurisdiction over her own affairs. The Free Churches?
Then why do they not shake off their disabilities and stand on an equality with
the Establishment? Was Rome to be credited with assistance to Luther and the
reformation? Was also the Christian faith to be credited with the civilisation
of Egypt and Chaldea, Greece and Rome? Rather say that civilisation is what it
is in spite of the hindrances the Church has thrown in its way, but the traces
of barbarity and brutality which still remain might have been cleansed and
obliterated centuries ago had the Church been faithful to her stewardship and
not denied her Master.
But enough of this. Let us
close this stocktaking inquiry by harking back and making a comparison between
what might have been and what is. In the days of Ahab, when Israel had forsaken
the Lord, Elijah appeared and gathered the people unto Carmel. We know the
result. One true man with God was more than the whole nation with eight hundred
false prophets thrown in. In the time of Darius, Daniel was more than all the
wise men of Babylon, and came uninjured from the lions den. The prisons of
Galilee and Philippi were opened in answer to prayer, and Peter and Paul were
saved. At the present moment we are sorrowing over the cold-blooded massacre of
scores of missionaries in China. We knew their danger, and on their behalf
England, America, Germany and Italy besought heaven day and night to save and
protect them. Christ promised And all things whatsoever ye shall ask the
Father in My Name shall be done unto you. It was not done. Where was the
endowment of all power? A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither
can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. . . . Wherefore by their fruits ye
shall know them. God has not changed. In spite of our prayers the helpless
missionaries fell. Why? The fact demands an answer. Ye who can, speak out!
By profession Samuel Foxleigh
was known as a Christian philanthropist - the adjective is used
advisedly since there are philanthropists of less distinction, just as in the
army there are officers other than those of the cavalry. Nor is the description
so vulgarly ostentatious as may at first appear, since it was rather
conferred upon him than employed. If choice had been allowed he would have been
known as a consulting specialist, but jealousy forbade and suggested only an
opprobrious term as an alternative which he haughtily refused and bowed to circumstances.
It was singularly unfortunate
for his early career that the ancient pedigree of his distinguished family,
with all estates and proud distinctions thereto belonging, had by fraud or
negligence been transferred to others, and he was therefore compelled to make
his debut in most humble guise. Still
truth will out and blood must tell, in conformity with which axiom his proud
aspirations early revealed to him the fact that the tides which flowed through
his own arterial system were as anciently connected as the bluest of Englands
blood, and his bold, courageous if not exactly princely bearing helped him
towards distinction.
His father was Stephen Waggles,
herbalist and dreamer, residing in a by street in Hoxton, a man possessing
a certain amount of crude genius, which he exercised in reverie while gathering
herbs, and afterwards proceeded to develop his schemes while drinking, but
never in a more practical form than to be able to draw a few shillings on
account of a prospective fortune from any available and unsuspecting dupe.
Sophy Waggles exercised her wits in disposing of herbs, as far as possible,
from the emporium in the window corner of the composite dining and drawing
room, to which occupation she added the more profitable, yet still unremunerative,
art of knitting. She differed strangely in her temperament from her husbands
easy-going nature, and frequently their matrimonial disputations were attended
by somewhat striking illustrations. In such atmosphere and surroundings the lad
grew up until fate and other events robbed him of his mother, after which his
father allowed him to graduate with all available honours in the
University of the Gutter, and by the time he reached his teens he had knowledge
of a few things he could use to advantage. Every day in the street without a
change grew irksome to him, so he joined a Sunday School, where he succeeded in
attracting attention, then obtained a nomination to a charity institution
from which he emerged able to look after himself generally.
He was on the way to success,
and every step gained served to whet his resolution the more. He had shaken off
the incubus of his father, and with the greed of a miser hoarded his earnings
and watched with the eyes of a lynx for every available advantage to improve
his condition. He had to conquer the world, and in the struggle to do it he
frequently found some of his old-time gutter experiences usefully suggestive,
and perhaps none more so than the simple arithmetical mnemonic that number one
stands first. That proposition he never forgot nor infringed; in fact, he
raised it to the height of a cardinal principle at the shrine of which he
rendered all the worship he could afford. It was the one idea of his life, and
he carried it out with exemplary devotion, and of course met with his reward.
Steadily if slowly he pushed
his way forward until, passing the year of his majority, he was earning a decent
living in addition to the weekly amount he first laid by. Then his father
discovered his whereabouts and at once waited upon him to borrow five pounds
upon the plea that he had perfected an idea in which there lay a fabulous
fortune.
Harry had heard such tales
before. Still he knew his father possessed a certain amount of genius, and had always
recognised the possibility that he might strike something practical some day of
which advantage might be taken. He therefore thought for a moment, then
determined to risk the meal the old man stipulated for as an introduction to an
explanation, which, shorn of poetical embellishments, was briefly as follows.
He had come to a satisfactory
conclusion that all the ills flesh is heir to have their origin in an
unsatisfactory condition of the nervous system. Therefore the one great
necessity to eradicate and eliminate disease, in all its forms and phases, is
to provide for the nourishment and sustenance of the nerves by which the period
of life will be considerably extended, and old age when reached will be made
pleasant, even to be coveted. To realise this desirable project he had diligently
applied himself through years of careful and patient research, and had at
length succeeded by the invention of a magnetic pad, he forthwith
produced, made upon strictly scientific principles in accordance with simple
natural laws which had hitherto escaped observation. This pad, or, more
strictly speaking, belt would be worn in the region of the solar plexus and
ensure that constant and desirable stimulus to which he had referred. But the
true value of the discovery lay not so much in the belt, which in itself was
valueless, but in the mysterious and secret compound he had worked out from an
ancient alchemical formula. This elixir, operating through the stomach, would
charge the belt and set in action the restorative currents, which would be manipulated,
continued and regulated by the frequency and proportion of the doses
prescribed.
Harry studied the fire with
stolid face and contracted brow while the scheme was unfolded, and then poured
a torrent of cold water upon the old mans enthusiasm. There might be a chance
of making a few shillings occasionally by the sale of one or two of the
belts but he had little faith in it. Still if anything could be done to improve
his fathers position he would help to do so, and to this end was willing to
look into the matter and give it a trial.
This attitude made the old man
glad to get half a sovereign rather than his anticipated five-pound note; but
he consoled himself with the thought that while Harry was hard-headed and
difficult to deal with, he was also conscientious; it would therefore be all
right in the end, since this invention was a genuine and thorough-going
concern.
The idea really struck the son
as an inspiration, and he lost no time in grasping the whole details of the
scheme and rendering himself proficient in the compounding of the mixtures - the
pad could be manufactured outside. Then he proposed the father should proceed
to Australia and sweep up the superfluous wealth of the newly-discovered
goldfields, while he undertook the more difficult task of floating the scheme
in England. The proposition was eagerly accepted, Stephen Waggles fell
into the trap, and died in a land of strangers a drunken dreamer to the last.
Harry moved to Brixham, where
his antecedents were unknown, secured three rooms, one of which would be
required for professional purposes, exhibited a modest brass plate with the
legend, Samuel Foxleigh, Consulting Specialist, and was ready for
business.
Exit Waggles - enter Foxleigh.
Now to set the new enterprise
to work. This required advertisement, and available capital was limited,
but Harry, or Samuel rather, had already worked out a scheme on the principle
that tact was convertible into a good equivalent for hard cash. All the success
he had hitherto achieved had come from fishing gudgeon in religious rivers;
it was a plentiful and profitable sport, and with the change of patronymic he
saw no reason to change his fortune, since London was wide enough to hide his
identity until at least he had made something of a reputation.
He joined the Ebenezer Chapel,
where he was a welcome acquisition - there were not many professional men
in the congregation at that time; the minister called to see him, and the
unsuspicious soul nibbled at the beautiful bait. Foxleigh was a philanthropic
gentleman of easy circumstances, to whom God had entrusted this almost
miraculous secret for the good of suffering humanity, and he had determined the
poor and oppressed should benefit from it as far as possible. He had no actual
necessity for more money than he possessed as a heritage, therefore in
coming to London he had chosen Brixham rather than the West End, and in order
to make his remedy a still greater blessing he had determined to reduce his
charges one half to cases recommended from all churches, and a
proportional amount of his profits would be annually returned to those churches
from which his clients came. As an instance of the genuineness of his specific,
he was anxious to gratuitously undertake a deserving and well-attested case to
be watched by a committee of ministers of the neighbourhood, and he thought he
could offer no better guarantee of his charitable intentions.
The float presently went down
with a sudden bob, and the first fish of the new venture was landed.
It was not difficult to find
such a case as he required in the Ebenezer Sunday school - a little pale-faced
starveling, one of four whom a widowed mother was worrying her life away in
attempting to feed and cover the nakedness by promiscuous charring. He needed
bread, so the parish doctor affirmed, and because he had been robbed of this
fundamental right of even the most debased among humanity, all the fiends of
starvation were closing around him to stealthily kidnap him to feed the
tomb. Because he had not they would take away even that he had, and the Sunday
school gave him words and creeds and promises as a substitute for nourishment.
Foxleigh took him out of his surroundings of poverty for the time, took him to
his own home after the ministerial committee had seen him. The recording angel
took note of the transaction, and if a life of infamy, black as hell can dye
it, shall stand against a man at the bar of God, such an action shall not be
lost, but show a ray of mitigating light across the gloom that heavens
Righteous Judge shall not fail to take account of.
The new condition, with regular
and good meals, cod liver oil and daily bathing, supplementing the belt and
elixir, soon began to take effect; the committee of observation began to thank
God for the wonder being wrought in their midst, other patients began to
consult Mr. Foxleigh, for the churches heard of the miracle, the religious
papers sent to make inquiries, and glowing paragraphs appeared containing
statements by members of the committee, in all of which the philanthropic
motives of the specialist were eulogised, and daily the business increased.
Foxleigh smiled. It was a cheap
but effective advertisement, well planned and very successfully carried
through.
Still such self-denying
philanthropy is open to misconstruction, misrepresentation and even
persecution. Jealous medical men called the attention of their council to
Foxleighs presence, and after a period of detective espionage in order to
prepare a case, he was cited before the courts as a charlatan and a quack.
Expert evidence as to the valueless nature of his elixir and belt were produced,
and not content with this it was further shown that his pretended philanthropy
was an equal fraud since his compound, sold at the reduced rate of seven
shillings per eight-ounce bottle, could be profitably made for threepence per
quart; and his belt, so charitably sold for one guinea, only cost
eighteenpence. But against the vindictive partisanship, the ministers, church
and religious press protested both in and out of court, and in the end Foxleigh
escaped with a fine and caution. The prosecution served as a great advertisement,
and his business increased wonderfully, though he was careful afterwards only
to supply his goods upon the prescription of a medical man to whom he gave a
minor interest for his services.
So the business grew, and
Foxleighs advertising account was proportionately divided between the
religious papers and donations to the churches, but though the former were
absolutely necessary to record his many testimonials, the latter were by far
the more profitable, since his appearance as chairman at public meetings and
anniversaries, bazaars and dinners added to his popularity and gave a good
return for the demand made upon his time. Thus he increased in fortune and importance,
until the idea struck him for building Mount Pisgah Church, of which he held
the reins and was the great guiding force.
The vacillating Pinchbeck
scarcely knew whether he was more pleased or otherwise to find Victor and
Pawley awaiting him in the neighbourhood of the deacons house; he had half
hoped for their being unpunctual that he might first speak to Foxleigh. But his
wish was not to be granted, the clock of the neighbourhood was already striking
the hour when he nervously rang the bell.
A stately man in livery flung
the door open, and, with a bow of mechanical deference to the minister,
inquired, Gentlemen with you, sir?
Y-es! I think perhaps - no, we
will go in at once.
Hesitation was not one of the
permissibles of the Foxleigh establishment, and the habitual indecision of
Pinchbeck always served to accentuate the sharp, clean-cut and decisive
movements of Jeames, who at once made three deliberate but well-defined steps
and ushered them into the consulting-room.
Upon the table stood the low
pillars of Mammon representing yesterdays collection, which had just been
counted, and Foxleigh was entering their amount in his book before handing it
over to an unobtrusive individual who sat beside him - Mr. Blake, another
deacon and treasurer of the church.
The great man condescended to
raise his eyes as the door opened, and greeted the minister nonchalantly.
Ah! Pinchbeck. How do? Then,
catching sight of something more than a shadow following the parson, he started
with an unpleasant surprise. But whats - who are these?
Pardon the liberty, Mr.
Foxleigh, but I think you already know Mr. Victor. May I also introduce Mr. - Mr.
-
Pawley.
Y-es, Mr. Pawley.
Appearances warranted any
inference rather than that of the pardon being granted. Pawleys remark to the
pauper woman last night had not been forgotten, but when this was so speedily
followed by a presumptuous intrusion upon the deacon without an appointment,
audacity could go no further nor expect to be received with politeness. For the
moment the autocrat was at a disadvantage, then without the slightest
acknowledgment to either of his unexpected visitors he asked, -
I suppose this intrusion
relates to church matters?
Y-es, our -
Thats enough! I want no
preaching; we had enough of that yesterday. I attend to business here. Then to
the intruders, The church is the place for religion - see me there on
Wednesday.
The experience of yesterday had
suggested to Pawley the advisability of studying what Pinchbeck had called the
essential features of metropolitan Christianity in order that he might be able
to contrast them with the religion of Christ, therefore he was more interested
than annoyed by the peculiarly new phase to which he was being introduced, and
had no wish to cut the interview unnecessarily short.
If you will allow me to
explain, I think you will agree I did the most advisable thing in asking the
gentlemen to see you, apologised Pinchbeck.
Foxleigh was reasonable enough
to understand that some apparently sufficient excuse must exist to warrant the
step taken, and had it not been for the unfortunate incident which had
prejudiced Pawley to his mind, his attitude might not have been quite so
antagonistic. Though haughty and overbearing, he was also politic, even
specious, on occasions, therefore having conveyed a hint to the stranger which
might not pass unheeded, he prepared himself to condescendingly grant the
request.
Well, be brief, and I will
consent to give you two minutes.
With more brevity than discretion
the minister replied, They wish to ask your consent for our young people to
commence an open-air service.
A what! cried the deacon as
if a cordite shell had exploded in the room. Are you mad, man?
No. I hope not. The idea
scarcely approved itself to my mind. Mr. Victor can tell you so. But there are
also other reasons, making the responsibility of a final reply too great for me
to undertake.
If you will excuse me, Mr.
Foxleigh, I dont think we need trouble you any further, Pawley explained. We
have evidently made a mistake, which I would at once admit and then withdraw.
Mr. Pinchbeck held out no hopes of our success, but I acceded to Mr. Victors
wish to see you for the sake of some of the young people in your congregation -
What do you know of our young
people? he inquired ferociously, pacing the room like an excited beast of
prey.
Nothing at all -
Then let them alone and mind
your own business.
If anyone is to blame for this
interview, suggested Victor, it is I, and I alone. I do know our young
people, and for two years past they have had a wish to commence such a service
on the Common -
But they must go elsewhere to
do it,
Well, I think that some of
them would not hesitate to do that if necessary. But I ask you, please, to hear
what I have to say on their behalf. Two years ago such a course was decided on,
and it has not been carried out simply because we lacked the man to lead us.
Now, my friend, who has long been familiar with such work, has just come to
London - being engaged with Mr. Michael Harleston in some new publication - and
I have enlisted his sympathies with a view to commencing next Sunday.
Did you know of this idea
among our young people? he asked querulously of Pinchbeck.
Well, I did hear something of
it at the time, but I thought it had been given up.
Then why did I not know of it?
Am I nothing - beneath consideration - in such a matter?
No! Certainly not! But, you
see, I thought it was all done with.
Thought! You have no right to
think, sir! You always land me in a hole when you attempt it. Then to Victor: You
say you want to begin this work next Sunday?
We shall commence next Sunday,
said Pawley, definitely.
But that will allow us no time
to talk it over, he answered again taking his seat and composing himself.
Such a work requires but
little consideration for its approval, remarked Pawley, and according to Mr.
Pinchbeck the whole decision rests in your hands.
Yes, practically, he replied,
as if balancing the determination in his mind, but, of course, one always
prefers to act with the full concurrence of all the officials. Still, if you
will, I suppose I must consent to a trial, but in doing so I must distinctly
ask you to be careful what you do, as anything extravagant would be very derogatory
to the reputation of Mount Pisgah. But if I have any skill in reading character
- and I flatter myself I have - I think I can leave the matter in Mr. Pawleys
hands with confidence. Then, abruptly turning the subject, he said, So you
are joining hands with Mr. Harleston, eh?
That is my purpose in coming
to London; but allow me to thank you for acceding to our wish, and, as we have
considerably trespassed upon your time, I will say good morning.
I dont trouble about that now
I know who you are, because, if you will, you may save me a journey to town,
and so I shall save time, and time being money I shall be something in pocket
by the interview after all. By this time he was in his most suave and affable
mood. I think I saw a hint of this new publication in the Times and was about to call upon Mr. Harleston and offer him my
advertisement with a view to help him. Would you mind taking it and handing the
same to your manager?
That is my position, he
answered.
It is; well, really, how
fortunate after all! See! producing a printed copy of his proposed announcement,
I will give you my small one to begin with - say fifty-two insertions at - I
suppose you will have a fairly large circulation?
We should have with Mr.
Harlestons name on the cover.
I should think so. Well - let
me see - fifty-two insertions at two and ninepence. I will give you the order.
Pardon me, Mr. Foxleigh, but I
cannot accept it - still as quiet and unperturbed as ever.
Not accept it! What do you
mean, sir? Dont you know the value of my advertisement?
I am fully aware of the value
certain houses attach to different advertisements, but yours is not the only
one of that kind. I have already secured the one of the General and Mercantile
Bank, which is quite sufficient for my purpose, and yours belongs to a class I
have determined not to accept at all.
Foxleigh again turned livid
with a quick return of passion; such a calm and definite refusal was a new experience
to him, and this too from a man to whom he had granted a pacifying concession.
Is this your gratitude for the
favour I have granted you? he inquired with a warning hiss in his voice.
Pardon me, sir, replied
Pawley, with a touch of contempt in his tone for the man who could so
traffic with his religion; if you think you have done me any favour let me at
once disabuse your mind of such an idea. I told you previously that I should
commence those services, with or without your consent, next Sunday. Whether
Mount Pisgah Church recognises them or not is to me a matter of pure
indifference. But, like yourself, I am something of a judge of men, and
when Mr. Victor mentioned my connection I saw the effect it produced and knew
at once what your reply would be. Your religion, I see, bends to the exigencies
of your business; I try to allow my religion to control mine, therefore the
purpose I formed at first respecting your advertisement is not changed in the
least. I am sorry to have to refuse it, but it was offered, not canvassed, and
I cannot accept it. Good morning.
I will make you eat that
insult with bitter herbs, my beautiful Bird of Paradise, or my name is not
Samuel Foxleigh.
But Pawley was already out of
earshot and the threat was lost upon him.
I am afraid you made an enemy
of him at the last, said Victor, anxiously, as they gained the street.
Better that than secure his
friendship at the expense of fidelity,
But you dont know what he is
capable of when he once makes up his mind.
Neither need I care. I have
done no wrong and though the result of it may in a certain sense be annoying
it can never be disastrous in the end. It is the Lord who reigneth, Victor; why
should I fear what man can do to me? I tell you candidly I have very little
hope of doing anything at your church, but it has clearly come into my hand and
I dare not run away from it. God knows more than I do about it, and I am
willing to leave the issue with Him, but for myself I could wish it were
otherwise.
You know your own know best,
of course; but I think if you had known him better you would have seen the
advisability of meeting him in some way.
And bowed to him rather than
stood firm for God! No, Victor, I have no wish to rush into such trouble as may
come from my decision, but I would rather meet it hand in hand with God than linked
to Foxleigh. I am not afraid.
The day
after the interview with Foxleigh, as Pawley returned from luncheon, he was
called into the sanctum of his chief.
My dear Pawley, I have good
news to report.
I am glad to hear it, sir.
His lordship is in town to-day
and in the most exuberant spirits. He has made most flattering inquiries
respecting yourself, and for the prospects of our success is full of
congratulations. Egad! no sensible man could be otherwise. But, by the great
St. Patrick, an incident occurred while he was here that was worth at least a
thousand pounds.
May I know what it was?
May you know? By the mass, my
friend, it concerns yourself entirely, and for that reason I have been impatient
to see you. While his lordship was pouring forth such encomiums upon your
ability and forethought as made me green with envy, we were interrupted
by a gentleman whom the gods themselves had sent - a man equally renowned in
his profession as I have the honour to be in my own. It was none other than the
great philanthropist - The Christian philanthropist, Samuel Foxleigh.
Mr. Foxleigh!
Yes, sir; you may well express
surprise. He called in person to pay his compliments to myself and the Register - compliments I appreciate most
sincerely - and to solicit the favour of being represented in our first issue
by the insertion of this advertisement.
Pawley wondered how much had
passed in reference to the interview of yesterday, but decided to keep his own
counsel for the present.
It is too late, sir; every inch
of my eight pages is full.
But I have given him my word -
my honourable word - that it shall appear.
But you were not aware that
every space is filled.
Then, sir, you must do as we
do in our literary pages when overcrowded - make room.
That is impossible, Mr.
Harleston; my spaces are let by measurement.
And who are you, sir, to
dictate to me? I tell you I have promised it shall appear, and his lordship confirmed
it. Not only that, but Mr. Foxleigh has left a cheque in payment for twelve
months.
This irascible petulance with
which he had to continually contend, and the domineering interference at
every point, was becoming almost unendurable to Pawley, but he controlled
himself, and gently but firmly determined to put his foot upon it.
I am very sorry these
misunderstandings should so continuously arise between us, he said, but I
must insist upon the advertisement pages being left entirely in my management,
according to our arrangement, or I shall be compelled to resign my position.
Mr. Foxleigh has already offered this advertisement to me and I refused
it, and his coming to you is simply an attempt to override my decision.
And why did you refuse it?
As I tell you, I had no room
for it. But my chief reason was because I had determined to refuse all quack
advertisements from the beginning.
And are you in a position to
throw some seven pounds into the street? Is this how you propose to make a
success of the Register? Egad! I must watch you, sir, or we shall be in the
workhouse.
Pardon me, Mr. Harleston,
there is no money being thrown into the street; it is rather the other way
about. The space Mr. Foxleigh asks for two shillings and nine-pence per week is
being let for six shillings.
But we shall throw this money
away if we return his cheque, and that must not be.
No, sir! If I had another page
to-day I could fill it at double the rate he pays.
But I have promised him, and I
insist upon it that my word is kept.
Then I shall be compelled to
leave the arrangement with yourself, sir, for I am quite unable to do it, and
without waiting for further argument Pawley retired.
An hour later, after a sharp
and lengthy discussion with Gradeley, Harleston recalled him.
My dear friend, he began,
offering his hand at the same time, I am afraid my impetuosity did an injustice
to my discretion just now, and therefore I desire to offer you a full and ample
apology. Your work has been so admirably performed that in my sober moments I
should never dream of disturbing your arrangements - your most excellent
arrangements. But I am afraid the visit and the praise his lordship so
generously bestowed upon our efforts - our most unworthy efforts - led me
to attempt the impossible, and I therefore trust that you will deem this an amende honorable and allow us to proceed
amicably towards the goal of our desires.
What about the advertisement?
My dear sir, send it to the
devil, or any other destination you desire.
Both copy and cheque were flung
away from him as loathsome objects.
I am very glad you see the
advisability of leaving these matters in my hands, sir. They have to be dealt
with from a business desk rather than an editorial chair - if he caught the
satire, he was welcome to it.
I sincerely hope we understand
each other now, and if in the future you will pass such communications on for
me to deal with, we shall avoid these unnecessary frictions and save any
unpleasantness.
Pawley was beginning to
understand the man he had to handle, and though it was very difficult for him
to maintain a show of dignity when even a mild apology was offered, he made a
determined effort to do so in this instance, hoping thereby to gain some slight
advantage which would serve him in another encounter that had to be
revived in the near future. On the other hand, Harleston having once given way
rushed to the opposite extreme, as was usual with him.
That is nobly generous of you,
my dear friend. Now we will forget the incident, but I pray I may never be
allowed to forget your generous and magnanimous temper.
Five minutes later a note was
written to Foxleigh, courteously explaining that the advertising pages of the
Register were full, and enclosing both the copy and cheque.
I think the time has arrived
for me to secure a porter, and, taking up a postcard, Pawley wrote: -
If James Cox has not succeeded
in finding employment and will call at the above address to-morrow
(Wednesday) morning at ten oclock, he may find a friend willing to help him.
Whatever comes of that, he
said, as he dropped the card into his despatch box, I shall be able to form
some idea as to what has happened to the poor fellow. Mason slipped through my
fingers; I hope it will fare better with this man.
His wish was granted.
Punctually at the hour named
Cox put in an appearance, and, much to Pawleys surprise, showed no trace
of astonishment at the meeting.
Did you wonder who sent you
the card? he asked.
No, sir; I said to my missis
as it was you as soon as I got it, and I want to thank you for all youve done
for me.
What do you mean, Cox?
Oh, you know, sir, wiout me
sayin anything more about it. I aint one of the clever uns, but I can put one
and one together if I try. The Saturdy after I met you, you know, I got a
letter wi five shillings in stamps inside, wi the Gineral stamp on the
envelope; arter that I had one for five Saturdys runnin, always wi five bob
in it, from Cottominster, but not a word o writin. Since then its come from
the Strand, an las night I got your card in the same andwritin, for I kep
all the envelopes for the purpose. Thats good nough for me, sir, an I want
to thank yer for it - its kep me out o trouble, sure; and now if youll gi
me a chance, God knows Ill do my best.
It is needless to say his hope
was granted, and he entered on his duties forthwith. Gradeley shook his head
dubiously when he heard what had been done, but Pawley felt an inward
satisfaction which he accepted as guarantee in place of a written testimonial
as to the mans character.
Among his correspondence that
morning was a letter which ran: -
My DEAR MR. PAWLEY, - Since
our interview I have been very anxious to have another talk with you - are you
engaged on Friday evening? If not will you come and take an informal American
supper with me? Dont trouble to reply, but call for me at six oclock.
Yours
very faithfully, STEPHEN ROSE.
This was a proposal to violate
one of the most sacred canons of Pawleys domestic creed, which provided that
their evenings should still maintain their pre-marital charm and fascination,
and Ernest shook his head at the inadequate attempt to induce him to prolong
his absence when business was over. Still, when it was reported to her, Elinor
insisted upon his acceptance, and when the evening arrived, in spite of himself
he went to Earls Court.
As a rule Pawley was very
difficult for strangers to understand socially; his delicately-strung psychic
temperament being so powerfully yet unconsciously - to himself - affected
by others as to make him most fascinatingly attractive to one while at the
same moment he was reticent and gauche
to another. To-night, however, he was at his best. With Mrs. Rose and her
daughter - a bright and intelligent girl of some twelve years of age - he was
at once at his ease; and supper being over, the drawing room door closed upon
the servants, and with the thoughtful Irene sitting on a cushion at his feet,
he was ready for the long talk his host anticipated.
I hope I have not kidnapped
you on any false pretence of hospitality to-night, began Mr. Rose almost
before he had time to settle himself, but you set me thinking on a most
interesting subject the other day and I want you to clear it up if you can. We
Americans are not good when school keeps, and soon quit problems we dont
make headway with, so I want you to explain yourself on that question of
discipleship and put me on the track for working it out.
Pawley smiled even while he
felt grateful that he had aroused such a characteristic Western spirit.
In what sense did I suggest
anything in the shape of a problem to you? he asked.
I want to get at what I
understood you to mean. I may be wrong, but what I caught was an impression
that you have an idea that discipleship is divided into classes, and that is so
utterly contrary to all my opinions that it worries me. Surely if there is to
be unity anywhere it ought to be among the followers of Christ.
It should be, and I have no
doubt the time will come when it will be, but I think we must both reluctantly
admit that for the present the prayer of Christ – that they may all be
one - is unanswered; in fact, the question of discipleship has if anything
retrograded somewhat since He left us. Your idea of class distinctions is
not an inapt one, and our astonishment at such interferences as that of the
other morning serves to show with what a low standard of experience we have
learned to content ourselves.
Then I was not mistaken?
But, Mr. Pawley, asked his
hostess, you never think such remarkable coincidences as that about the watch can
ever become ordinary and ordained experiences, do you?
Why not? he asked with
laconic naivete.
Because such a thing appears
to be absolutely impossible, she replied.
In that I shall have to differ
from you, since I do not understand that anything can be impossible with God,
and I regard the absence of these signs of the Spirit as evidences of our
spiritual criminality, for which we shall be held responsible by-and-by.
Certainly we are to-day without the Divine attestations because in our lives we
ask not for them, or rather we have not because we ask amiss.
That raises another question I
want to ask about, if you will not allow it to draw you from the first. Why do
you give the Bible such peculiar emphasis and use it in such strange
connections? I noticed it the other day and now again. Then to his wife: Did
you notice it?
Yes, there was a somewhat
unfamiliar tone somehow.
Pawley smiled.
Perhaps it arises from the
fact that I have read the Bible as I should read any other book, beginning at Genesis
and continuing to the Revelation not only once but many times, therefore I know
something of what it says and its connections. When I quote it I use it as I
would a poet, breathing more the spirit in which it speaks to me than caring
for its exact literary form. I go to it for soul-food, not to establish a
doctrine or a creed. It is bread rather than stones I am seeking, and he that
seeketh findeth - all men get just the identical reward they labour for. He
who wants a text finds it; the miner digging for a doctrine comes across it,
the soul in search for Christ meets Him, and as each returns from his labour
you may know what he set out for by what he brings back, for everyone that
asketh receiveth. I believe the bread sent down from heaven is better gathered
as we want it, just as the Israelites gathered their manna every morning, but
most people take it, as preserved centuries ago by the Fathers, in earthen
vessels, from which the freshness and nourishment has been lost. Perhaps this
is the difference you notice.
I dont know what it is, but
it is there and unmistakable.
Well, whatever it is, we will
leave it for the present; perhaps while talking over the other matter we may be
able to get some light on this. Now, when I get in any difficulty I at once
hark back to first principles and try to understand it in the light of Christ.
His habit of teaching was to use some simple illustration such as would enable
children to comprehend His meaning and remember the lesson. Let us do the same;
it is better than all theological argument, and I think we can find a parable
for our purpose the relevancy of which I think will be indisputable. Suppose
for instance that we have here a natural magnet and at a distance a bar of soft
iron. The one possesses capabilities the other not only lacks, but, in its
ignorance, refuses to accept as possible. But the magnet in its generous
compassion, knowing how the iron may be enriched and the possibilities with
which it may be endowed, determines to impart its own strength and qualities.
This can only be accomplished by bringing the two into actual contact. Without
this you may labour to instruct the iron, you may succeed in breaking down its
obstinate ignorance, convince it of the good intentions of the magnet, demonstrate
the advantages to be derived, and even make the iron anxious to possess
them, but unless they are brought together no change can possibly take place.
You understand my point?
Perfectly. Go on.
Now let us suppose we bring
these two together by laying the iron upon the magnet. The instant this is accomplished
a thrill passes through the iron producing a change and communicating a new
force, though if we at once separate them the change will be scarcely, if at
all, perceptible and the new effect will presently be lost. We will leave them,
however, and allow the iron to drink of the strength and nourishment of the
magnet until the fulness of the one overflows the capacity of the other. To
touch the iron now produces the same effect as if we touch the magnet, for all
practical purposes the two become one so long as the association remains
unbroken. Further, we may continue the operation by laying other bars of iron
in conjunction with the first, through which the magnet will communicate its
mysterious but undiminished force. The magnet may be buried from sight,
but its outpouring will continue until its natural power is perfected in the
weakness of the other and every bar of iron possesses in itself the strength of
the magnet. Do you still follow me?
Yes, clearly.
Now we will imagine that at
some point this connection is broken. I dont ask for a great breach, the
insertion of a sheet of paper or some other unsympathetic substance will
suffice, but at once the transmission is broken, the power ceases because the
iron is only able to receive, not originate, and presently it will relapse into
its primal helpless condition.
Your parable is well drawn. Go
on and work it out.
First I will get rid of the
two mischievous points I have called attention to. These are the obtrusive attitudes
of dogmatic theology. We are reasonably and well instructed in the theory and
design of salvation. The sinner as the helpless and impotent bar of iron is
directed to the energising power of the Divine Magnet, and the natural state of
unregenerate man is also satisfactorily demonstrated. But at this point
where Christ invites the awakened soul to Come unto Me, the Church has
interposed its formula – It is not necessary for you to do anything,
because Christ has done everything for you, In other words, you need not come
to the magnet, but, lying where you are, only believe and you shall receive
the power.
You are right doctrinally, and
yet you are not altogether right in your statement, because though by
faith we are saved after that there are demands we are expected to fulfil.
I am dealing purely with the
fact of salvation just now, Mr. Rose, and I think if we will first look at it
from Christs standpoint we shall at once see that the theological one is an
error. We are saved by faith, but that cannot be exercised until the soul
appreciates both Christ and its own condition; feels its own need and Christs
ability to save. Then comes the question Will he save me? to which is the
response: Come unto Me. The whole process of salvation is most beautifully
illustrated in the incident of Peters walking across the water to the Christ -
his faith was made manifest by his stepping out after the Master had bade him Come.
Now what does this imply? We must at least make an effort to come and occupy
the position of Christ, place ourselves in the relationship He assumes
towards God - that of willing, holy obedience; this is what coming to the cross
means - and then by the exercise of faith we shall be saved; or, to return to
our parable, the bar of iron must be brought into touch with the magnet before
the new power can be transmitted. Faith without coming is of no avail, for
we are assured that even the devils believe, but in spite of that they are
not saved.
I think you are somewhat
straining the point, because all you say is acknowledged and, so far as I
understand, included in believing.
I dont doubt its being
acknowledged and even understood by the few, but it is not insisted on nor practised
by the many. It may exist tacitly in the ideal of the scheme, but you know as
well as I do that only the units of humanity aspire after ideals; the great
mass are satisfied to go with the multitude, hoping to be carried past the
point of desire by the surging influence of the crowd apart from individual
effort. The condition of our churches to-day is an almost unanimous witness to
the truth of this. But let me state my second objection. Even though we have an
awakened soul who aspires to the Christ, the Church in its capacity of guide
insists that the belief shall not be reposed in the person and power of the
Saviour but in something about Him which the councils of men have decreed as an
orthodox or right idea. Here we have the interposition of an unsympathetic,
non-conducting dogma - another mediator between God and man - which breaks the
contact, interferes with the spiritually magnetic and transforming power,
and leads us to accept an evanescent emotionalism as the gift of the Holy
Ghost. No wonder our spiritual life has gone down to zero and we imagine the
spiritual gifts were only intended for the apostles.
I guess you are more severe
than the facts warrant, but I am waiting to hear what follows, said Mr. Rose,
as if impatient to get Pawley from such heretical ground.
If you think so do me one
favour for the moment and I will at once proceed.
What is it?
Give me credit for my severity
arising from what I believe to be loyalty to Christ rather than an unworthy
antagonism towards the Church.
I will be as lenient with you
as I can, but I want you to understand that you are attempting to raze the
foundations of my temple before you offer me so much as another place to
worship in.
God dwelleth not in temples
made with hands, Mr. Rose, neither can the infinite be compressed into the
capacity of the most liberally-constructed dogma. But we will learn of Christ,
and for the time put aside all the formulae of men, and as we seek to do so I
will ask you to observe the kinetic as opposed to the static influence of this
Divine Dynamic, to which if we yield ourselves we shall reach a fulness of life
rather than suffer the paralysis of spiritual inertia. Between Christ and all
other men at the outset lies a definite line of demarcation - the boundary
line of the Kingdom He comes to establish - a spiritual condition
differentiating the magnet from the iron. In His incarnation Christ at no
time crossed this line - being in the world He was not of it - but standing
still within the new boundary of the Kingdom He worked the works of God
and displayed the characteristics signs and wonders with which His people were
to be endowed. By these He attracted the attention of the multitude in
such a measure that whether from love, curiosity or hatred, men could not let
Him alone; all men sought for Him, and He could not be hid. Here we see at once
the mighty power He naturally wields even in the presence of antagonism. But
what is this multitude that continually attends upon Him? The Gospels tell us a
great multitude followed Him because they saw His miracles, or in other words
His popularity at the first had no deeper foundation than curiosity. Presently
we hear Him saying, Ye seek Me not because ye saw the miracles, but because ye
did eat of the loaves and were filled. Self-interest had now succeeded
curiosity, and He was followed for what could be made out of Him. There is
still such a multitude after Him, or rather after His loaves and fishes,
many of whom go so far as to call themselves His disciples if necessary,
but the dividing line of the Kingdom has never been crossed. Their allegiance
is still to Mammon and their expectations from Christ. To this self-seeking
crowd He begins to expound His mission, and lays down the rules which are to
govern the community He proposes to establish, after which He invites all
who will to Come - cross the line, pass into His new Kingdom, separate
themselves from their present lord, and loyally follow His leadership. In this
demand He is neither unique nor unreasonable, for even human law forbids the
holding of citizenship rights in two hostile nations. No man can serve two
masters: either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will hold
to the one and despise the other. In this invitation to service, therefore - and
that is all that it amounts to at the outset - He is in no sense peculiar in
declaring Ye cannot serve God and Mammon! Seventy of these followers step out
from the multitude, cross over the line, and enter His service, the sign of
which is a cross - not a crucifix, but a burden, as all labour for a stipulated
wage must be in a greater or less degree. Many of these will be dissatisfied
and go back again, but we have nothing to do with these for the present.
Within the seventy we gradually find a few who, coming into closer contact with
the Master, learn to serve Him in a less mercenary spirit; His interests become
their own, and they seek to render Him a willing and loyal service because they
discover that at heart the Master loves them with an unchanging love they were
unable to appreciate until they knew Him. Here takes place a second separation.
Twelve of the seventy aspire to become learners or disciples of the Master. An
important question arises here whether Christ will or can permit this distinction
in His servants without laying Himself open to the objection of being a respecter
of persons. If He does allow this we have at once an admission of the
principle of class distinction in discipleship, and that He did do so is a
fact beyond all possible dispute. Let us see how it comes about. The old invitation,
Whosoever will may come, is still the ever-open door of opportunity for all
to approach Him. No man is refused, none are denied, but the choice is of the
free-will of the individual, upon whom Christ always throws the responsibility –
How often would I, He says, but ye would not. All servants may become
disciples; He calls them to it, but before they can do so He demands that they
shall each be suitably and undisputably qualified for the post. His love
has been the attraction to this nearer relationship, and since one of the
fundamental principles of the new Kingdom is that the servant shall be as his
Lord, it is essential that from the beginning the likeness shall be manifest.
Hence the qualifying demand: By this shall all men know that ye are my
disciples if ye have love one towards another. Whosoever will may come, but
only they who touch the standard can pass by, for if a man say I love God, and
hateth his brother he is a liar. God loved the world and gave His Son to save
it while yet we hated Him, and if we are to be of the Kingdom of God we must go
and do likewise. We must be brought to the Magnet in order to partake of Its
nature or we can never do Its work. Christ thus reverses our ideas by
insisting that we strive to enter in at the strait gate and work out our own
salvation, He always being willing to perfect His strength in weakness.
He also provides against fraudulent assumption of the office because He has
provided an investment of power by which all who take the degree shall be known
-
He that believeth on Me the
works that I do shall he do also. Where do we find this endowment of spiritual
gifts to-day?
But that commission and investiture
was only to the twelve.
Who says so? Christ never did!
On the contrary, He did say, What I say unto one I say unto all, and I claim
that His promise, These signs shall follow them that believe, applies equally
with the former part of the commission; Go ye into all the world and preach
the gospel to every creature. Such also was Peters interpretation of His
Master when speaking under the influence of the Holy Ghost at Pentecost. Repent
and be baptised every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission
of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of
the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all
that are afar off even as many as the Lord our God shall call. The Church
having lost its commission and endowments, as Christian lost his roll while
asleep, may argue, explain and quote decisions of councils until the crack of
doom, but it will still remain that Christianity is the gospel as taught in its
simplicity by Christ, not as it is interpreted by Paul, of the fathers, or by
councils. All these may be useful in some instances, but the authority and
final appeal is still vested in Christ alone. It is of no use saying that Paul spake
as he was moved by the Holy Ghost, because such an argument only strengthens
my contention, and I ask if he so spake why not I? If there is no break
between, the magnetic fluid will be transmitted through every bar of iron earth
produces, and the cessation of the current demonstrates the breaking of
the connection. The magnet is the same and Christ is the same, how then can
there be any loss of power unless the connection be broken? If a single feature
of the teaching or evidences of Christ be missing or changed to-day by so much
does it evidence the fact that we have lost the simple faith which was once
delivered unto the saints.
But, Mr. Pawley, suddenly
cried the little lady at his knee, turning her wondering eyes upon him, the
angels used to come in those days! Do you think they can come now?
He ran his fingers caressingly
through her silken hair, and smiled at the thought that she followed the discussion
with such close interest.
I had no idea that I was also
talking to you, he said; but since you ask, let me answer your question. When
we speak of God changing not, we do so because as far as we know His laws never
change, and the laws He framed cannot be greater than Himself. Now if Gods
laws never change it follows that if angels ever did come to earth, as the
Bible records, they can also come now.
Have you ever seen one?
Not that I know of.
But you couldnt help knowing
if you did see one.
I am not quite so sure about
that, he answered with kindly consideration not to disturb her faith. In the
Bible we frequently read that they were mistaken for men, and it is quite
possible that I might do the same and not know it.
Were they? she asked in
incredulous astonishment.
Yes. They were three men who
appeared to Abraham as he sat in the door of his tent. Dont you remember how
he brought them food and they ate, and water and they washed? Then Jacob
wrestled with a man; Joshua met a man as Israel was marching on Jericho, and
the leader challenged him before he knew that he spake to an angel; it was a
man who foretold the birth of Samson; a young man was sitting in the sepulchre
after the Lord had risen; and two men in white apparel stood by the apostles as
they watched the ascension. So you see it is quite possible to speak to angels
and not know it, and though I do not know that I have seen any, shall I tell
you what I believe about them?
Yes! Do, please!
She rose from her seat, took
his hand and stood at his knee, her earnest eyes looking wistfully into the
face of the man whose religion so deeply interested her as well as her parents.
I believe - and if you listen
to what I have yet to say to your father, you will see that my faith is warranted
from Christ - I believe that the angels of the Lord are around about them that
fear Him, and that if we try to do what we know to be right, and avoid doing
that which is not only wrong, but we feel to be doubtful, should any
consequences arise more powerful than we are able to overcome of ourselves,
when we have done all we can - not before - God will interpose, and if necessary
send one of His angels to deliver us just as He delivered Daniel from the den
of lions.
But why doesnt God send the
angels before people suffer so much as they do sometimes?
Ah, my dear, older people than
you have often asked the same question! But do you remember what I said just
now about Christ calling the multitude to Him? When the seventy came, He made
them servants because He wished to try them; and so it is with God. He
often allows the cross in various forms to rest heavily upon us to try how
thoroughly we love and are willing to serve Him, but we may always have this
confidence in Him that He will not allow us to be tempted above that we are
able to bear. If we trust in Him He will deliver us, but we cannot test our
faith until we are tried, and I think one reason why we dont see more of the
angels of God than we do is because we grow cowardly in the hour of trial and
run away without giving God a chance to deliver us.
That is because we dont like
pain.
But the question is whether
there is not more loss in going back than pain in going forward. You remember
that when the three Hebrew children were in the fiery furnace they were not
injured because one like unto the Son of Man walked with them, and I think if
we looked to Jesus and followed Him we should find Him to lead us, by a way we
know not, to a greater victory. In fact, this is one of the gifts He promises,
and brings me back again to the question of discipleship. Then, directing his
argument more to the father, he continued: So far we have established no
closer relationship in this new kingdom than that of tutor and pupil; the iron
has just received its first real influx from the Magnet, but we will follow the
Master as He leads us further along this way of life towards the many mansions
which He assures us lie on before, and only by treading in His steps are to be
reached. As we proceed, our hearts burning within us with the teaching we
receive and the revelations He unfolds - every step carrying us further and
further away from the regions of darkness from which we first beheld His most
marvellous light, and bringing us more and more into harmony with the new laws
and conditions which surround us in the breaking light of God - He pauses, and
referring to the love which has already raised us into the preferential
position of disciples, He says, This is My commandment: That ye love one
another as I have loved you. He is
about to impose another qualification - it is still love, but whereas it
has hitherto been of an abstract or indefinite nature, it must now assume
a concrete, even an heroic, form - Greater love hath no man than this, that a
man lay down his life for his friends. Ye are My friends if ye do whatsoever I command you. In honour preferring
one another is the unforgeable certificate written upon our loves by the Holy
Spirit of God, by virtue of which we are admitted into friendship with
Christ. It is only within the narrow circle of the twelve that He makes this
proclamation. The graduated ascent up which He leads the soul allows of no
variation from the universal law. From the multitude of followers the servants
are called, from the servants come the disciples, and from these again the
friends - a, multitude, seventy, twelve, and now three; the numbers diminish as
the qualification becomes more arduous. He is leading all who will come with
Him forward towards the baptism He Himself was baptised with, and in doing
so His fan is in His hand, and He will thoroughly purge His floor. The
invitation and the way is open to a holy calling, but if the entrance to the
temple made with hands was safeguarded by such ceremonial purity, are we to
wonder that Christ should be at least equally careful that those who pass with
Him into the Holy of Holies of His spiritual temple should be equally cleansed
from all impurities, which condition must be attained before it is possible for
us to love each other as He has loved us? Again the whole weight of the
responsibility is thrown upon our own shoulders. God wills, but we will not.
But who can love as He loves
us?
All who follow Him so far as where
He makes the demand. To suggest that this is not possible is to charge Him with
the injustice of making a demand we are not able to comply with, and the whole
fabric of righteousness at once collapses. Paul did not find this too much for
him, because when he reached the point he found he could do all things through
Christ who strengthened him. Association with the Magnet strengthened him with
the power thereof, and this is just the normal condition of any soul from whom
this exaction is made. The friends of Christ are no longer strangers and
foreigners, but fellow-citizens of the saints, and of the household of God.
All the powers and liberties of citizenship in the spiritual Kingdom have been
conferred, and Christ says, Henceforth I call you not servants, for the
servant knoweth not what his lord doeth; but I have called you friends, for all
things that I have heard of My Father I have made known to you. To you it is
given to know the mysteries of the Kingdom, and who but those who enter
into such revelation can know its hidden powers. These three who can be with
Him when He prays, Not My will but Thine be done, have also the privilege of
being with Him when heaven opens and Moses and Elias come to commune with Him.
Friends of Christ! and as such they are with Him and behold His glory! At this
stage of His leadership, in His incarnate form, He has to leave in order to
demonstrate the fact that the heritage into which His friends have entered
is one of immortality, invulnerable to the powers of death and sin. He is
about to lay down His life in order to show that He has power to take it again,
and be declared to be the Son of God with power, according to the spirit of
holiness by the resurrection from the dead. In other words, He is about to
demonstrate the truth He has been teaching that obedience to the will and law
of God as expounded by Himself destroys the power of death, and leads the soul
into a fullness of life by its atonement with the Father. But previous to
this He has an ultimate degree to point us forward to, a consummation to be
reached sometime in the future, therefore he prays, Holy Father, keep through
Thine own name those whom Thou hast given Me, that they may be one as We are
one . . . I in them, and Thou in Me, that they may be made perfect in one; and
that the world may know that Thou hast sent Me, and hast loved them as Thou
hast loved Me. Father, I will that they also whom Thou hast given Me may be
with Me where I am, that they may behold My glory which Thou hast given Me.
Here is the pinnacle of redemption! Heirs of God, joint-heirs with Christ!
Wherein is the qualification for this to be found but in the abiding unbroken
communion. It lies in the iron, held by the magnetic force of a continually
self-sacrificing cross through which the water of life is flowing to revive a
thirsty world, Christ filled with the Father and overflowing, and we
filled with Christ and running over so that the world may drink and live, not
from us but from the Christ in us, by which alone the work of redemption can be
completed. This is my idea of discipleship as I gather it from the teachings of
the Master, and until the Church returns to this as an institution she will remain
both incapable and unfaithful.
Your standard is a high one. Who
can attain it?
They and they only who abide
in Christ. The parable of the iron and the magnet is not difficult to comprehend;
translate it into the spiritual and we may understand. Filled with Christ we
shall be like Christ, and He, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever, shall
in us and through us continue the works of God and draw all men to Himself.
He is still able; the error, the hindrance lies in ourselves, and with the hindrance
also rests the responsibility. It is an awful truth, calling for deep,
soul-searching inquiry, and the sooner we recognise and set about it the
better.
One of the most honest and
heartfelt confessions a systematised religion allows us to make finds
expression in the words, We have left undone those things we ought to have
done, and we have done those things we ought not to have done. It is framed
with such a liberal indefiniteness as to be capable of universal application,
and may be used equally by the Free as by the Established Churches; it
expresses so feelingly the penitential sorrow alike of the man who is conscious
of his shortcomings Godward and he who ill-advisedly selected a losing horse;
the man who in his desire to help his fellow has brought himself into
difficulties, and the crafty stock-rigger who in his greed has over-reached
himself. It has an invariable application to all ranks and conditions of men,
and occasionally in an emphatic sense to women also.
Some of the ladies of Mount
Pisgah Church were specially conscious of this fact at this period of our
story.
When Victor and Pawley sought
their interview with Pinchbeck in his parlour on the previous Sunday evening,
the ladies, who were in usual attendance on the dear man after his labours,
were not a little annoyed at the intrusion, and paid not the slightest
attention to the conversation. But later in the week, when vague rumours began
to circulate that some stranger had made a most un-Christian attack upon Mr.
Foxleigh, the ladies at once identified the said stranger with the intruder
in the parlour. The report was at the outset of such a flimsy intangibility as
to defy expression. It was a kind of ladys spray - long and flowing - gathered
and arranged by Mrs. Pinchbeck from the appearance and demeanour of her husband
and backed by certain ejaculatory fragments which none but a woman had the
cunning to piece together.
Still Mount Pisgah was a united
church; no one member could be touched by a breath of suspicion without
others feeling it, but when the minister was disturbed all felt. Mrs.
Pinchbecks surmise ran like an electric shock through the host, and afternoon
calls were the religious duty of the week.
But Foxleigh had forbidden the
matter to be mentioned, and after the overflow of Pinchbecks feelings had
ceased, not even death could be more silent. Mrs. Victor had calls that week
from ladies she scarcely knew, but she was unable to say anything about her
husbands friend. Two very pleasant ladies actually went to the trouble of
discovering Mrs. Pawley to assure her how pleased they were to observe her
presence on Sunday; hoped she was comfortable, would be very pleased to see her
at the Dorcas Society, and also to have the pleasure of introducing her to
their particular friends. Never did twin souls make more strenuous yet delicate
attempts to win the approbation I was a stranger and ye took me in, but
Elinor was not an effusive woman, so she was not taken in and the twain
departed sorrowfully.
The last chance had gone.
Nothing now could be done but wait and watch, and the ladies had to make the
united confession of omission for their palpable indiscretion of last
Sunday.
As the week wore away the
mystery deepened owing to Victors approaching several of the young people with
the news that Mr. Foxleigh had given his consent to the holding of their
long-hoped-for open-air service on the Common, and securing all possible help
for the following Sunday. The idea of such a service in connection with
Mount Pisgah was too preposterous to need a second thought, but in opposition
to such assurance stood the fact of Victors canvass for assistance, which
was undeniable, and also provoking no little enthusiasm among certain of
the younger people. The minister and deacons were appealed to, but they, one
and all, simply refused to say anything, and the mystery had to work its way
towards its own solution.
There was a feeling of
now-we-must-know expectancy - Mount Pisgah was too cultured for excitement
- over the congregation on the following Sunday morning, and not a little quiet
speculation had been hazarded as to by whom, and how, the first intimation
would be made. When Pawley entered in company with Victor he attracted more
than a furtive share of attention, but he had no reward to give - the only
inference to be drawn from his appearance was that of the lying tongue of
rumour, and expectant eyes fell in meditative disappointment. Then
Foxleigh passed up the aisle and took his seat with his usual blank
indifference to everything except himself, and having formally inclined
his head for an instant, looked towards the pulpit as if to give permission for
the service to commence. At this point expectation was carried forward to the
long prayer but that contained nothing but a very guarded allusion to the
afflictions of the righteous, which were reminders of Gods loving favour
towards His children, and a delicately-linked reference to a certain leonine
enemy who was occasionally to be heard roaring in the neighbourhood of the
fold. The long list of notices were equally silent, neither announcing nor
forbidding the service the whole congregation knew was about to be held, and
when the benediction confirmed the rising suspicion that the subject was to be
ignored, something in the shape of silent consternation seized the congregation,
and a most serious construction began to be placed upon the situation.
Small groups of friends were at
once formed in the church and forecourt, in each of which the one question was
asked whether the stranger who had caused the difficulty ought not to be asked
for some explanation. But before any determination could be arrived at, Pawley
had been introduced to ten or twelve young men who were anxious to meet him,
and having appointed a time and place for meeting, quietly withdrew.
The air of doubt and
uncertainty hanging over the whole transaction proved to be an excellent
advertisement for the meeting. It had spread beyond the one church; even
the world had heard of it, and when Pawley and Victor reached the rendezvous a
large company was already awaiting them.
There was no need to delay, and
at once stepping into the promiscuously-formed ring Pawley gave out the opening
hymn without any attempt at introduction or explanation: -
God of Bethel, by whose hand Thy people
still are fed,
Who through
this weary pilgrimage hast all our fathers led.
It was pitched to a thoroughly
familiar tune, and before the first verse was over the singing was taken up
with spirit and served to secure a certain unanimity of feeling among the
congregation, which speaks of promise if the conductor can only maintain
and improve it.
Each verse was given out
separately, and by the time the fourth was reached the rising tone of the
assembly so uplifted Pawley that his voice trembled in its fervour as he read,
or rather prayed: -
O spread Thy covering wings
around till all our wanderings cease,
And at
our Fathers loved abode our souls arrive in peace.
Then, reverently uncovering his
head, he poured forth his soul in a brief, simple and child-like supplication
full of faith and confidence, asking for that benediction which had been
promised where two or three were gathered in the name of Jesus. He made no attempt
to tell God all about himself and those around him, he rather assumed all that
to be known, but he pleaded for the promised presence with the full assurance
that in that every need would be supplied, and once or twice he paused as if
expecting the answer to come. In the simplicity and intensity he carried the people
with him, and when he, finished an almost unanimous Amen fervently supported
his petition.
At the close of another hymn he
handed his hat to one near him and proceeded to speak in a free-and-easy manner
as a man to men. He had no wish to preach or assume any air of superiority.
Under the unprescribed dome of Gods heaven men had an opportunity to meet
on something like equal terms of liberal thought, and the product of such
occasions, scattered in the fertile soil of sympathetic minds, might germinate
and produce a harvest of food for the men who were coming presently. Such was
the idea which had prompted the inauguration of those meetings, in which it was
proposed to offer freedom of speech and an opportunity to discuss those
subjects which from circumstances became important questions of the day. For
himself, and he could speak for no other, he had no peculiar axe to grind, no
eccentric phase of truth to expound, no sect to uphold, no church to advertise.
From the first it was evident
that he was something more than an ordinary open-air sectarian preacher. He
spoke with the thoughtful freedom of a man whose mind was stored with treasures
he knew how to display to advantage, his emphasis was weighted with an experience
not usually found in one so young, and the evident elasticity of his opinion
commended itself at once to those who heard him. He had taken no text,
therefore no idea could so far be founded as to his intentions, but it was
a foregone conclusion that whatever he advanced would be at least intelligent
and interesting. Heart, head and soul were linked in close accord, and the
magnetic influence of his overflowing personality played with the master hand
of genius upon the minds of the large congregation that already drew closer to
him.
It was doubtful, he continued,
whether in all the wide realm of nature an image of unrest could be discovered
comparable with the human mind, possessing, as it appears to do, a voracity for
knowledge and achievement for which there is no adequate provision to
gratify. It is a startling fact that of all the myriads of pilgrims who have
crossed this stage of existence in their journey out of the Whence into the
Whither, no solitary one, however gifted, fortunate or successful he may have
been has been able to reach the highest ideal. Alexander aimed at conquering
the world, then sighed because there was not yet another; Newton, still the
first among all philosophers, having reached his pinnacle of fame, looked yet
away into the region of the yet unexplored, and at the last only found himself
like a child upon the seashore picking up the shells and pebbles which the tide
brought in. How easy would it be for him to multiply such citations, but
he would rather come to the mighty army of humanity, the men among whom he and
his hearers moved and to whom they were equally known. Their presence on that
Common was only another testimony to the souls unrest and unsatisfied craving
for something it did not possess. They might not be actually conscious of the
fact, but as the sickly plant turns wearily from the darkness towards the sun,
so the soul yearns and frets to reach the freedom of the truth. In the effort
to find this summum bonum of existence,
one man turns his eyes backwards and fancies he beholds it in the mythological
daybreak of history where the legends of a paradise of innocence and joy are
treasured, and he sighs for the days that are gone. Another looks ahead and
imagines he sees the aureole of happiness garlanding the brow of the future,
and his optimistic spirit applauds the poet as he sings: -
Tis coming now, that glorious
time
Foretold by seers and sung in
story,
For which, when thinking was a
crime
Souls leaped to heaven from
scaffolds gory!
They passed. But lo! the work
they wrought!
Now the crowned hopes of
centuries blossom;
The lightning of their living
thought
Is flashing through us, brain
and bosom.
Tis
coming! Yes! tis coming!
Others were centring all their
hopes in the political promises of the North, while still another class rest in
the socialistic possibilities that are rising towards the South, and each and
every prophet proclaims his own reform to be the great specific for all the
woes of life.
Did the evidence of history
warrant them in assuming that if not one but every ideal would be attained,
every reform secured, every political aspiration realised, the human mind would
even then be satisfied? Then, inviting his hearers to follow him as he glanced
backwards in order to reach an answer to his inquiry, he proceeded to
discover, lay bare, examine and analyse every symptom, effect and development
of structural consciousness and memory in which the human entity is enshrined.
So skilfully and masterly did he marshal his facts and conduct his
investigation, so delicately, cogently and lucidly did he handle his subject,
so consistently did he connect the effect arising from a given cause, so
clearly did he set forth his arguments and conclusions, and so
intelligently did he grasp the intricacies of his theme, that he presently
swayed his audience with the power and authority of a man of far more pretentious
ability than he who had modestly appealed to be heard at the beginning. But the
majority of his hearers were too fascinated to enter upon such comparisons just
then. He had lifted them out of themselves and led them where he would while he
burned his arguments into their memories as a preliminary to enforcing the one
central and concluding thought towards which he had been leading them.
He paused as if for a moments
rest on the conclusion of his inquiry. He had dissected his intellectual self and
discovered to the eyes of his congregation a vision of the souls unrest such
as none cared to controvert or disagree with. Nerve and fibre, muscle and
tissue, feature and organ were duly set forth with all the multitude of
capillaries of aspiration that die away into the mysterious connections of mind
and matter where inquiry loses itself in doubt. Then, having recovered
himself while his audience studied the vision he had created, he prepared to
apply the argument.
The records of the past, he
began, introduced us to a gallery of ideals which other dreamers have imagined
to be the panacea of this souls unrest; many of these we have reached and
passed them by. Have they fulfilled their promises? Alas, no! As we
touched them they proved to be bubbles light as air, the nectar fruit of
Elysium turned to ashes on our lips, and with all the realisations of the past,
with all the progress we have made, with all the achievements we have gained
the mind of man was never so unsatisfied as it is to-day. Why is this? Can it
be that in the higher stages of evolution another law comes into operation, not
only abrogating that of sequence but actually in opposition thereto - a law
producing a demand for which no provision exists? Perish the thought! Rather
must we come back to Newtons conclusion and admit that, stupendous as the
attainments of the mind have already been, as yet we have only been able to
touch but the fringe of the attainable, and the restless yearnings prompting us
to new activities are the prophetic utterances of mystic potentialities
which, seer-like, from the glory-crowned peaks of the Divine within us ken the
shekinah of the Holy Grail which overflows with the fulfilment of every pure
and noble desire. Nature is but the introduction to Natures God, the
kindergarten school in which we pictorially learn the rudiments of the
education in which we shall be presently instructed, the alphabet we must learn
to combine before we can read and understand the volume of existence. These problems
which vex and baffle us are not new to us and our own century; they are as old
as civilisation, co-existent with the race, and have been ever equally
perplexing to the sage as the savage. The nature and source of life has been
the standing problem of all philosophies, and students of other nations besides
Chaldea have personified it and cried out, Oh, that I knew where I might find
Him, that I might come even to His seat! And that cry has found an echoing
response in every human soul. It is not the product of intellect, of reason or
religious training, it is not peculiar to climate or time, but ante-dating all
changes and developments, it is a natural instinct - a heritage of
unascertained knowledge invested in the human form from the beginning, the spiritual
gravitation through which the yet Unknowable may act upon us and lead us to the
Infinite of Divinity Itself.
He was quite prepared for, and
wished to anticipate, the question which must have arisen in the minds of many.
How could any reasonably intelligent and scientifically-disposed man be
expected to accept such a speculative and fanciful proposition as a working
hypothesis leading to a demonstration? In answer to this he reminded them
of the strange fragments of vegetation which Columbus picked up on the
shores of Europe, from which he inferred the existence of land westward, and
drew an analogy between this and the psychic evidences lying at the feet of the
metaphysical explorer. But how shall we cross the apparently boundless and
trackless sea which rolls between the physical and spiritual worlds, even
supposing the latter to exist? Here again he found his reply in the laws of
navigation - the pole-star and a sympathetic compass. The counterpart of the
latter he readily found in the aspiring gravitation of the mind after truth,
and the necessary attracting pole-star in Him who said, And I, if I be lifted
up, will draw all men unto Me. As he proceeded to set forth the reasons for
this choice, a strange transformation again appeared to come over the speaker,
his tongue was loosened, his eye brightened, his personality seemed to expand;
his voice trembled with an eloquence he had not hitherto reached, and he swayed
his willing audience as reeds in the embrace of a wooing summers breeze.
Every dream of the reformer:
the overflowing hope of Socialism, the righteous ideal of every politician, the
solution of the labour problem, the drink traffic, the social difficulty, the
submerged tenth, international competition and the arbitrament of nations could
all be settled, and justice secured at the bar of this Man Who knoweth our
frame and remembereth that we are dust, and whose design it is to establish Peace
on earth goodwill to man.
He would be told that
Christianity had already been tried and had miserably failed to carry out its
promises. But he would remind them that Christianity was the pure teaching and
gospel of the Christ, not a system of theology, formulated, revised and
perfected by successive councils of the so-called fathers and schoolmen.
If the teachings enunciated to-day were not able to uplift and save, in that
fact lay the damning proof that the Church had forsaken its Founder, and had
gone back again to the world.
Then, in a magnificent
peroration, he set forth the one great need of the day as being a companionship
with rather than a belief in Jesus, and contrasting the vast
difference between the two he appeared to catch and reflect the spirit of
the two disciples whose hearts burned within them as they walked with the
Unknown on the way to Emmaus, and the sacred glow kindled and spread until the
people looked from one to the other, thrilled with the burning words of the
stranger who exalted One he evidently loved so well.
The volume of response that
rose in answer to his request for all to join in the closing hymn bore
evidence to the certainty that the speaker had captured his congregation,
and that open-air service on Brixham Common might henceforth be considered
an institution.
All hail the power of Jesus
name, Let angels prostrate fall;
Bring
forth the royal diadem And crown Him Lord of all.
The influence of the discourse
was not entirely confined to the direct line of the argument, interesting
as it was in subject and attractive in its presentment, but to many thoughtful
and inquiring persons it threw sidelights upon other questions that were
then, and are still, fruitful topics of discussion. One of these was a fairly
satisfactory settlement of the reason why intelligent men more and more absent
themselves from church. The advocates of the theory that the day of the sermon
is past, or that, if permitted, it must be curtailed so as not to exceed ten
minutes in its delivery, were there confronted with an argument it would
be difficult to refute. A perfect stranger with no other attraction than his
sermon had held a crowd, reaching at its close towards a thousand persons, in
rapt attention for a full hour, under circumstances not at all conducive to
bodily comfort, and when he finished not a few regretted that he had not continued.
Why was it? Simply that the speaker had taken up a sensible, logical position,
and, without attempting to dogmatise, he had been suggestive without laying any
claim to authority, he had made himself helpful; without assumption, he had
stood among inquirers, himself inquiring, while yet he reached out in an
anxious effort to grasp and examine the promises that beckoned him
forward. He kindled thought, seductively wooed the mind into activity,
established more associations of ideas, opened new approaches to old questions,
gave to religion an atmosphere of intelligent inquiry, by dealing with it
in the spirit of controversial investigation, acknowledging in all humility
that he had not yet attained, but was, as anxiously as any of his hearers, still
reaching out after the fulness of truth which has yet to be revealed. The
development of the human mind is leading us further away from the old paths in
which our ancestors were content to be driven in fear of the theological whip,
but the music of the old gospel still possesses its fascinating charm to
attract us when it is sung by lips trained to accentuate its melody at the feet
of Jesus.
While the hymn was being sung,
stray units began to drop away from the crowd, and among the first of these
were two men who wished to escape notice. A restlessness of soul in a more
unworthy form had first of all - unconscious of each other - prompted them to
watch from a distance what they hoped to find would be a failure to hold a
meeting. The disappointment of success raised in one the fury consequent
upon defeat and in the other the hatred of a possible rivalry, and in their
fear discretion deserted them, so that for the greater part of the address
they had listened in anything but a sympathetic mood.
As if moved by one impulse,
Foxleigh and Pinchbeck dropped away from opposite sides of the crowd, and each,
in their chagrin studying their toes, unconsciously gravitated towards each
other. They were scarcely a yard apart when the deacon raised his eyes and gave
expression to a somewhat secular exclamation as he recognised the parson.
Well? he snapped audibly, in
much the same tone as a highwayman would command a man to stand and deliver.
Such a meeting was the very
thing Pinchbeck did not want just then, and his nervous excitement plainly said
so. But he was also wary, and while he gave his hypocritical smile of
recognition time to spread over his face, he crept into his usual
uncompromising retreat, from which he only spoke as an echo, until he found
some advantageous point of attack.
Well? he drawled.
Are you satisfied now you see
what you have done?
What you have done, Pinchbeck
repeated, with a slight emphasis upon the pronoun.
Me - me! cried Foxleigh in
undignified excitement, energetically striking his chest with both index
fingers. Did I ask the fellow to come and see me?
And I refused his proposal,
but you agreed to it because of the advertisement.
Foxleigh was speechless for the
moment with rage. Pinchbeck had gone too far, and he knew it when it was too
late. The deacon saw his chance, and at once controlled himself to seize
the advantage.
Oh! that is how it happened,
he said with quiet, malicious significance. I see you are at your old game
again, and going to make me your scapegoat. Good! I have had enough of this,
and will end it now.
It was an old threat and meant
nothing, but it always served to induce a cold sweat in the parson.
Perhaps I ought not to have
troubled you in the matter, he answered apologetically, willing now to do anything
to conciliate his powerful opponent, but you can see developments so much
better than I can. What do you propose that we should do?
What shall we do? he sneered.
What can we do? Anyway we can only make things worse; and a pretty
how-do-you-do it will be for Mount Pisgah to be made responsible for what he
has said this afternoon.
But he never mentioned the
church, Mr. Foxleigh.
Bah! What need for that when
all our people were with him, and you were in his congregation.
And you.
Of course I was there. What
else could I do but go and see how many of our people would dare to attend,
when I would allow no notice of it from the pulpit. That stamped my disapproval
upon the whole thing, and yet I find you there, and I tell you I shant forget
it.
But how could I know what he
really said unless I heard him for myself? Now I know just what to do, and am
ready to help you to stop him at once.
Stop him! cried Foxleigh; dont
talk like a fool, man. How are you going to do it after this afternoon? Hes a
preacher and the people will have him. You might as well talk of stopping the
sun shining, but how are you going to do it?
Pinchbeck was not ready with
his plan. The project was a consummation devoutly to be wished, but how to
reach it was a problem to be solved, and while the idea was considered the
meetings went on week by week increasing in numbers, interest and influence.
When Pawley had revised, signed
and sent the advertisement sheet of his first number to press, Levison
took hold of him and drew him into his private office for a chat about the
prospects. He had attempted to do so before with the natural interest a man
feels in an undertaking upon which he is in any way engaged, but Pawley
had hitherto evaded him under the plea of pressure of business. Now such an
excuse no longer availed, since the starting of the machine always affords a
breathing space after the rush and worry, if only for half-an-hour, and the
printer felt himself entitled to such information as might be obtained. Again,
all unknown and unsuspected by Pawley, he had formed a theory of his own to
account for the unbusinesslike way in which the new serial was being
introduced, and was curious to compare notes, first of all for his own
guidance, but also with a desire to offer a word or two of advice in an attempt
to save the young fellow whose general conduct had so far most favourably
impressed him. In their business relations Pawley had also grown confident in
the open and straightforward treatment he had received at the hands of the
printer, and when he was asked bluntly to tell him honestly how he got on with
the old man, he opened his mind somewhat in the hope that Levison might be of
some service to him in his difficulty.
That is just what I anticipated,
said he when Pawley had finished his story. I was sure of it from the very
first, and was in two minds to put you on your guard against the blundering
egotism of the old fool when I first saw you, but its rather a ticklish matter
to interfere with the business arrangements of other people. Harleston is
without doubt the most consummate ignoramus, the greatest blatherskite I
ever met with in the whole course of my career. How the fellow managed to
get a footing among respectable business men I am at a loss to understand; he
must have been pitch-forked into it when the wise-acres were napping, and they
allowed him to remain rather than expose their own indiscretion. Then he got a
name by some lucky fluke or another, but how he did it the devil only knows,
for Ill swear he never made it; he has not the ability. The fellow is just a
literary freak for which there is no possible explanation, and one of these
days somebody will prick his bubble and he will disappear as suddenly as he
came up. His popularity suits us on the Mirror, and we are pleased to keep him
as a commercial success, but we are always at open feud in business matters,
and if we allowed him to do as he wished we should be bankrupt in a year.
He would knock the bottom out of the purse of Fortunatus in three months if he
could only get his hand in, and why the earl doesnt see it I am at a loss to
understand.
Of his ability as an editor I
know nothing and therefore am not in any position to speak, replied
Pawley, guardedly, but I am painfully aware of the fact that as a business man,
in this case at least, he has taken a most impracticable step. But what am I to
do? He will allow no one to interfere. Unfortunately I placed myself in
his hands before I made the discovery, and am now entirely at his mercy.
Yes, and when your back is
turned he is chuckling over it. Well, there you are; you are in for the purchase
of a piece of experience the price of which will astonish you before you have
paid it, I can tell you. Its not my business, of course - we have taken the
precaution to make ourselves right with Shenstone - but his lordship will
get a shaking this time unless he wakes up shortly. Harleston has been waiting
for years to give us this lesson in business management. He has threatened it
till we are tired of waiting for it, and now his chance has come; but I pity
you and Shenstone.
So did Pawley, but pity and
argument were alike impotent in the presence of the four-footed obstinacy of
the hilarious editor.
The ceremony of Harlestons
leaving the office for the day was always more or less of an artistic affair,
from the number of times he had to return for something forgotten. That
afternoon it was more than usually so. He had already kept his cab waiting
twenty minutes, a fact foreboding an argumentative battle over the fare for
which the driver was well prepared and always came off best, when he started
with a determined vow not to return again. But he had scarcely reached the
door when he paused, brought his cane down with a venomous thump on the floor,
rushed back to his desk and rang the gong.
My dear Pawley, I think the
devil is in the office this afternoon, or I am coming near to the period of my
dotage.
I hope not, sir.
Now dont attempt to argue,
but listen to what I have to say. I need your advice and generous counsel for a
moment.
In what way?
Throwing his sombrero across to
its regular table the old man took his seat, forgetting all about the cab.
The day of our great triumph
is now rapidly approaching, he began.
I sincerely hope so, but
there was more doubt than confidence in Pawleys tone.
Hope so, sir! Do I not tell
you that it is so? Who are you to dare to cast a shadow across my sunshine - what
is your experience or standing to warrant you in contradicting what I please to
assert? Again I say - and I repeat it most emphatically, sir; and dare you deny
it - that the day of our triumph - our hitherto unparalleled and unique
triumph - approaches. Here he came to a significant and lengthy pause to ascertain
whether he had completely annihilated the audacious doubt, and, being satisfied
that he had done so, proceeded. And I must request that you prepare to
hail its dawn with appropriate jubilation - not with the ifs and buts of a
despicable ingrate, sir. But I called you to my presence for business, not
argument.
I am waiting to hear your
wishes.
I had nearly forgotten that I
shall require you to accommodate ten ladies to-morrow.
Ten ladies!
Ladies, sir! Yes, I said
ladies. Did you think I said earthquakes?
But its impossible to arrange
for their comfort at such short notice.
Comfort - notice, sir! What
has that to do with me? What do they want with comfort when they come for work?
Give them wrappers, pens and ink, then let them look after themselves.
Are they the ladies to address
the wrappers? he inquired.
What else did you imagine they
were coming for, sir? Do you think they are going to play leap-frog over my
desk?
But we have no room for so many
here. Dont you think -
No, sir! I never think, he
yelled, and I also decline to argue. They will be here at ten oclock,
and you must be ready for them. And he rose to take his departure.
Really, Mr. Harleston, I dont
see how I can do so. Had you told me earlier I could have made some provision.
It was not your business
before, sir; now you know it and have plenty of time to arrange everything.
There is an office upstairs you can turn them into, and let them scratch or
caress each other as they feel inclined. But dont let me see them, sir - dont
let me see them. I have fought a veritable Waterloo with each of them already
in persuading them to work for the money they would pilfer from my pocket, and
I have no wish to meet one of the cats again. The indignity of work, indeed! By
the great guns of Nelson, I hate pride as I hate the devil!
Then let me put any further
annoyance out of the question by sending the wrappers to their homes; they can
be addressed there equally well as here.
My dear Pawley, allow me to
thank you from the bottom of my heart for the generous consideration you always
show for my personal comfort, it is a matter of which I am deeply sensitive and
hope some day to be in a position to return it in the same most excellent
spirit. But as you grow older you will come to understand how impossible it is
for me in this instance to accept your otherwise most worthy suggestion.
Circumstances demand that a certain judicious amount of display should
precede success, or, as your religious disposition will enable you to
appreciate, the Apostle reminds us that it sometimes behoves us to suffer in
order to obtain our desires; and whatever may have been my sins and
shortcomings in the past - and I confess they have not been few - no one shall
be able to say that in this instance I have been disobedient to such
visions as have been granted me.
But I fail to see how the
presence or absence of these ladies can affect us either way.
Then permit me to enlighten
your ignorance, sir - an ignorance which would be a disgrace to a South Sea
Islander, and here I have to combat it in the centre of civilisation. The
presence of those ladies in this establishment is part of my
carefully-arranged scheme to advertise the pending publication of the Workmans
Register. Humanity has been largely gifted with a sense of curiosity, and the
second time those ladies enter these doors, the errand lad across the way, or
some other equally inquisitive individual, will at once make common cause with
the maid in our basement to know why they are here. I shall see that maid in
the morning and ensure her giving the necessary information in her own glowing
colours, and half an hour later London will be in flames with the intelligence.
As he unfolded his explanation
the old gentleman preened himself like an incomparable peacock at the novelty
of the surpassing genius from which the conception sprang.
Pawley smiled ruefully.
Very well, sir, was all the
reply he trusted himself to make, but his thoughts were scarcely flattering.
The ladies arrived in due
course, each fully persuaded in her own mind that she was about to enter upon a
period of alliance with the most distinctly popular editor of the time, sit vis-a-vis with him in his sanctum, and
catch somewhat of the reflected lustre of his glory but with their introduction
to the upper room their dreams sustained an eclipse from which a perfect storm
of fussiness and indignant complaint broke forth. Harleston vigorously
washed his hands in the waters of enjoyment and roared hilariously as he
heard the report, but steadfastly refused to be interviewed by the appointed
deputation since all his business arrangements were in Mr. Pawleys hands. For
a time it seemed as though a strike would ensue, seriously disturbing the carefully-arranged
plans of the editor. However, with a little tact and management, the
difficulty was overcome and the addressing of the wrappers commenced. But the
scheme appeared destined to failure in spite of Harlestons determination or
Pawleys resourcefulness. The ladies came and went and the day of publication
drew nearer and nearer, but either from perversity, blindness or sheer
obstinacy the hypothetical errand lad appeared not to notice their presence.
Day after day anxious inquiries were surreptitiously made from that maid-of-all-work
as to whether she had yet been interviewed, but though she avowed her
increasing readiness to impart the well-rehearsed information she always shook
her head, and at length the eve of the great day arrived and the Strand
district was unconsumed. That errand lad was undoubtedly one of true and
characteristic stupidity - a perfect specimen of the genus. The printers van
arrived with two consignments of the new publication, the press copies
were prepared, and Harleston watched their ostentatious display when despatched
to post; the first batch of the twenty thousand were sent away; it was in the
middle of the month, the size and appearance of the packages was as different
in colour and character to the Mirror as it was possible to secure, and yet the
curiosity of that lad was untouched. Harleston sighed and turned from his
window with the first true shadow of doubt sailing across his mind.
Then his lordship called to
make inquiries as to the prospects, and the editor recovered himself
immediately. The necessary commotion of despatch gave a brisk business air
to the place, and in the proprietors presence the mercurial effects thereof
were most sensibly registered upon the delighted editor, who rushed into
Pawleys room with the inquiry,‑
Mr. Pawley, his lordship has
done us the great honour to call and ascertain our prospects for to-morrow.
Tell me for his satisfaction how many orders you have actually received up to
the present time.
Ernest took up his almost empty
file and for the twentieth time dejectedly counted up its total.
Only seventeen quires in
addition to the bookstall orders.
Only seventeen quires! he
exclaimed. My dear sir, I regard that as something phenomenal, far greater even
than my own anticipations. If we have so many before publishing day what may we
not expect tomorrow? It is wonderful, amazing! and away he went to tell
his lordship.
When at last the day did dawn
the newsagents collectors appeared to have imbibed the spirit of the errand
lad, and Pawley was leisurely opening his correspondence when Harlston
rushed into the office.
Good morning, gentlemen, he
cried with panting excitement, and how does the business go so far?
It has not commenced yet,
replied Pawley with a sickly smile.
We are early, my dear sir, we
are early. It is scarcely half-past nine yet. Give us another hour, then
we shall see.
The hour passed, but the
business had not arrived.
Our heavy parcels at the
wholesale houses are stopping the ravenous maw for the present, began to
be the shelter of his excuse now. Wait until these are exhausted, and then I
shall pity you, Mr. Pawley - devoutly pity you.
When nearing eleven oclock
someone with heavy boots was heard staggering up the stairs, Harleston, who was
too excited for work, exclaimed -
Now they come, my friend, now
they come.
The door opened and a
pale-faced youth bending under the weight of a well-filled bag entered.
Dropping his burden he ran his eye and finger down the list in his book.
The Workmans Register? he
asked.
Yes.
Two.
The numbers were handed over
the counter, three half-pence swept into the till, and the first cash transaction
was over.
It was nearly an hour before a
second customer asked for a single copy, but Harleston, like the prophets of
Baal on Carmel, kept pushing his hopes forward, and was still sanguine.
Pawleys were well down to
zero, a position they had steadily registered all along.
The attitude into which
circumstances had forced Gradeley was peculiarly trying and not a little
irritating to a man of his temperament and disposition. In many respects he was
as unpractical as Harleston, as we know, but at the same time he could
recognise ability and was always willing to defer to superior knowledge. Pawleys
business qualities and success had made a forcible impression upon him, marking
him out as the one man desirable to ensure the fullest success of the new
journal, and Gradeley could not free himself from a certain charge of
culpability in bringing such a man from his position in Cottominster into the unthankful
conditions which Harleston had imposed upon him. On the other hand, Pawley was
certainly ignorant of the powerful influences of Harlestons name, and Gradeley
- with a mind biased towards the omnipotence of popularity - had all along felt
persuaded that such a powerful asset demanded more recognition and
acknowledgment in a commercial sense than Pawley had been inclined to give it;
and between these two conflicting forces the unenviable sub-editor had
gallantly tried to maintain a balance with a view of hitting upon a compromise
by some lucky chance. Now the force of circumstances was demonstrating the
truth of Pawleys position, and Gradeley was, as usual, mad with himself for
not seeing such a palpable fact before it was too late.
But the mischief was now
irrevocable, and he could do nothing but stand as far apart as possible,
holding himself in readiness to assist Pawley in whatever scheme of redemption
he felt sure the manager would in some way advise.
With this determination he
wisely kept clear of the publishing-room. Come what would, neither the financial
nor circulating responsibility rested upon his shoulders, and so long as
the literary form of the Register was up to the mark he would not be considered
in fault. In this one respect he had no misgivings, for already both his
lordship and Harleston had congratulated him upon the excellent quality of the
initial number, and if there was one thing under heaven upon which the editor
could speak with undisputed authority it was on such a question as this.
It was therefore with
confidence that he took up the morning papers to receive the congratulations he
naturally expected.
Alas, alas! No man can
criticise his own work dispassionately, however honest he may be in the
attempt, and Harleston was scarcely a model of probity in that direction. Where
poor Gradeley expected to find some cheering commendation as solace in the hour
of disaster, he found a perfect cataract of ice-cold water. The new serial was
dull, commonplace and heavy, lacking every well-known feature of Harlestons
work. In his new character the crisp identity and brilliant criticisms of the
G. O. M. of the editorial chair was lost, and warmest friends threw the number
aside with a keen pang of disappointment.
Gradeley could scarcely believe he read
aright, but a second review only confirmed the first, and the third the second,
until at length he was too compelled to turn from his anticipated feast of
laudation with a consciousness that Harleston was an unsafe authority to follow
even in his own domain.
The Workmans Register was an unqualified failure in every sense.
When the day was rapidly coming
to a close and the continually prognosticated rush of business did not show
signs of commencement, the sustained excitement, loss of appetite and the
unusually long hours, together with definite premonitory symptoms of gout,
necessitated a cab being called much earlier than had been anticipated, and
Harleston was hurried off home, much to his chagrin and disappointment, just at
the time when he was so confident the tide of success was setting in.
Pawley took another and perhaps
more correct view of the cause of the editors departure, but he had neither
the opportunity nor the will to run away from the difficulty, which had to be
faced by someone - and that someone was undoubtedly himself.
Harleston had scarcely left the
door before he sought Gradeley and, for the first time, learning what the
papers had said, at once devised a scheme of action. The sub-editor followed
his chief and had a chat with Mrs. Harleston, who at once recognised the
position, and granted his request for the MS. of one of her charming Irish
stories - her facile pen being in reality the foundation of her husbands fame.
Armed with this Pawley sought the printer before the second number had gone to
press, and substituted a OGradys article for one on the necessity for
slaughter-house reform. At the same time the extent of the edition was cut in
two, and advertisements inserted in all the dailies, the manager trusting to
justify himself with his lordship should such be necessary. The cost of
advertising was saved by reducing the gratuitous distribution three-fourths in
the second number and in the third it was entirely suspended, and the edition
was further cut down to one-fourth its original size.
The new arrangement at once
produced the desired effect, and when the work was known Harlestons name had
its anticipated weight. The third number was nearly sold out and the Register had an established and moderate
circulation before the editor was able to return to the office.
In his retirement he had heard
nothing of the progress of events. The mere reference to business produced such
excruciating spasms of gout as to prevent any mention of the Register, though he had been able to revise
the proofs and direct the Mirror as usual, but the associates of art know well
its soothing tendencies, and will readily understand how such would minister to
his recuperation, while the natural belligerence of reform would provoke the
gout fiend to wildest despair. Still in his loneliness he had been able quietly
to contemplate what had taken place. He had not achieved the success he
anticipated. Wherein lay the cause? This problem he carefully pondered, and by
the time he was compelled to face the situation he had satisfied himself and
was prepared with a reconstructive scheme.
The original plan as drafted by
himself was one of most brilliant success if carried out in its entirety, but
from his sick-room he was able to see how Pawley had insidiously modified and
thereby frustrated a purpose designed to introduce a much-needed reform in the
methods of publication. This discovery had much to do in hastening his
restoration, and, fully determined how to proceed, he ordered his cab.
Having made no inquiries and
forbidding any communication on the subject of the ill-fated Register, he had not the faintest idea
what had taken place in his absence. But inquiries were as unnecessary as
congratulations; he had business to do, and calling for Pawley at once
addressed himself to the stern demands of the hour.
Mr. Pawley, he began in his
most severely-injured tone, I think it my duty to inform you that the
publication of the Register has been
a failure - a most disastrous failure, and I wish to know what explanation you
have to offer me respecting it.
Pawley looked at him in
speechless, uncertain amazement; for cool, egotistical audacity he had met
with nothing equal to this even in Harleston himself. He had no idea how to
handle it on the inspiration of the moment, and when some answer must needs be
given he made no attempt to explain.
I was sure it would be so - knew
it from the first.
Knew it, sir! - sure it would
be so! And have you the impudence to stand there and quietly make such an admission
to my face when your most damnable conduct of this business has ruined my
reputation and scattered his lordships wealth to the winds of heaven? Are
reputations and fortunes nothing better than
shuttlecocks for you to play with? You were brought here, sir, with nothing to
do but your simple duty, and a most glorious - magnificently glorious success
was already provided for! That duty you have neglected - miserably, criminally
neglected - with the result that my honoured name - deservedly-honoured name - has
become a byword of reproach, and the philanthropic intentions of his lordship
have been wrecked - most wantonly wrecked! Such gross mismanagement, such
business incapability, such want of foresight, and such forged credentials as
you have used in imposing upon me are past my understanding - beyond my feeble
powers of speech to fittingly condemn; and I give you notice, sir, that when
his lordship returns to town I shall hold you, and you alone, responsible for
this unparalleled disaster which has overtaken his good intentions - his more
than noble generosity! Silence, sir! I will not allow you to answer me. Go!
and he pointed dramatically to the door. If you dare to say one word your
dismissal will be instant. Send Gradeley to me.
It was a relief to escape
attempting any suitable reply just then, and Pawley retired before his chief
had time to change his mind. The answer would come, and it would be none the
worse with time for due preparation.
Gradeley wished himself a
thousand miles away when he heard his name mentioned, for in arranging for the Register the sub-editors room had been
contrived by the division of Harlestons wilderness, as he had frequently
termed it, and through the thin partition Gradeley had heard all that had
transpired.
Still, with men of choleric
temperament it is usually the unexpected that happens, and in this case the
rule was consistently observed. In order that the blame might be in no way
divided it was necessary for the editorial staff to be commiserated, and
Gradeley received an unstinted share of Harlestons lugubrious condolences.
He listened with but few
attempts to speak until his chief inquired if he had found it possible to
proceed any further with the unfortunate Register,
and then he ventured to lay a full and detailed report of all that had been
accomplished before him, giving Pawley credit for the full management of the
business and also for the suggestion regarding Myra OGrady.
The unexpected good news was
almost too much for the old man, and the fact that his wifes name had been so
closely linked with the retrievement of fortune was to him an equivalent of his
own success. He could hardly believe it, and yet how dare he doubt! What power
of misfortune could possibly withstand the force of that only greater name than
his own in literature? Still there was a certain amount of credit due to Pawley
for the tactful thought which suggested the employment of his wife to
achieve such a coup dՎtat, and he
regretted that the report had not been placed in his hands before the
unfortunate interview he had just concluded.
However, weathercocks are
adjusted to face the wind, and if the breezes of fortune turn, it would be a
sign of derangement if the indicator did not veer accordingly. With as little
compunction and feeling did Harleston change his opinions and attitudes when
necessary, and so it happened that Pawley was at once recalled to receive the
most abject apologies for what had been said, and afterwards congratulated for
his wonderful tact and ability in rescuing the fortunes of the Register.
Pawley listened to his chief as
before, in silence, then, assuring him of the full acceptance of his apologies,
went back to his desk debating whether the arch-hypocrite might not be
legitimately classed as the eighth and moral wonder of the world.
A generous heart may easily
forgive a wrong when once repented of, but for the mind to forget it is a very
different matter. The balm of charity may speedily heal a wound, but even time
is often unable to remove the scar. True forgiveness lies not so much in
forgetting as in the self-sacrifice we make while the heart is bleeding.
It lies in the heroic martyrdom with which we ignore and endure.
Pawley had fully and freely
accepted Harlestons apology, but as he walked home that evening - his mind was
too actively troubled to allow him to ride - he battled with the multitude of
side issues which made attack upon him. What reliance, stability or security
could he feel in a man capable of such impulses and transitions? What
confidence could he repose in his most solemn assurances, or how was he to know
the true governing principles of his life? Then the question doubtfully and
insidiously suggested itself whether in reality there was any principle to be
discovered. It was a terrible thought to occur even in connection with the
meanest and most obscure individual, but when it had association with a man in
Harlestons position it was appalling in the extreme. Was the range of
possibility wide enough to allow that he could be nothing but a chance bubble
floating so picturesquely upon the air of popularity? And as if to give colour
and confirmation to the fearful suspicion his mind reverted to what Levison had
said, and Pawley gasped with horror at the inevitable culmination he saw as the
sequence when the immutable law worked out and Harleston was compelled to reap
that which he had sown.
The evening was warm and he had
been walking rapidly, keeping pace with his thoughts, but as the vision rose
before him he lifted his hat and wiped the cold perspiration from his forehead.
Of all men this one had been, almost from the dawning of memory, one of his
foremost heroes, and in his confidence of him he had without a thought of doubt
left Severn and Cottominster. Were all men the same if we only knew them? And
his heart cried No! He shrank from doing Severn the injustice of linking his
name with Harlestons, and for the first time he was conscious of a genuine
regret at having come to London. Put not your trust in princes, he murmured,
then breathed a heavy sigh in sympathy with the experience of the Psalmist.
In company with such melancholy
thoughts he reached home.
The music of her husbands
latchkey in the door was always the sweetest sound in the day to Elinor, and she
bounded forward to greet him, her eyes overflowing with the sunshine which
flooded her soul at his coming.
Shut the door, dear, she
cried with gentle remonstrance, as she freed herself from his embrace.
I did so, my little woman.
Yet he turned to make sure he was not mistaken.
Then open it again, and let
the cloud go out.
What cloud, my darling? and
he made an ineffectual attempt to clear the shadow from his face, but the
eyes of his wife were too well versed in reading the signs to be deceived.
You need not try to hide it,
my lad. I felt it almost before I saw it. What is the matter? I want no clouds
when you come home.
He imprinted another kiss on
the inquiring, upturned lips, then tenderly drew her into the cosy
sitting-room.
David somewhere says that clouds
and darkness are round about Him,
and under those circumstances would you not welcome a cloud? he asked.
If I were with you, she
answered quietly. But tell me what is the matter, my lad, and let the cloud
either cover us both or dissolve.
While they sat at tea, Ernest
told her what had taken place, adding thereto, with the natural instinct of his
impetuous nature, all the gloomy forebodings that had troubled his homeward
meditations.
She listened patiently to all
he had to say, and when the table was cleared took up her needlework and,
sitting in her familiar place beside his easy-chair, said ‑
If you are wise I dont think
you will trouble yourself one little bit further about the matter. Mr.
Harleston is usually impetuous, is getting old, and the attack of gout is
certain to make him additionally querulous and perhaps unjust. But I think he
forgets at once, and when he finds he is wrong is always ready to apologise as
he did to-day. Do your duty, my lad, and dont be afraid. He will discover your
worth some day, and until then we must be content to wait, and we shall not
hurt. If it had not been for the children and myself, you would not have given
a second thought to what occurred to-day - now, would you? And she looked up
into his face with proud confidence.
No! Perhaps not; but the added
responsibility demands the second thought now.
And it will have it, my lad, I
know, but I dont want it to worry you. When God gave me my husband - and she
stopped her needlework to kiss the hand toying with her hair - He gave me the
best and truest man on earth; and I am equally certain that, the steps of a
good man are ordered by the Lord. For that one reason alone, Ernest, I have no
fear, but know that come what will, all must be well in the end. When I was
reading this afternoon I came across this quotation, Duties are ours, events
are Gods, and I think we should do well not to forget it. If we perform
the one to the best of our ability, God must overrule the other.
I am not so sure about the
good husband as I am about the silver lining He gave me to every cloud, he
replied. You remember that Perfected through suffering that troubled me on
my journey from London to Cottominster?
Yes.
Well, it came back again as I
was coming home to-day.
And not to be wondered at
either under the circumstances - it was perfectly natural. But why should
you be disturbed at it? The thunderstorm, as well as the sunshine, is numbered
among the chariots of God, and though He may change His vehicle, He is a Father
still.
You are right, little woman,
he rejoined, catching the buoyancy of her faith, therefore we will not fear
though the mountains be removed
Why should we? she inquired.
Come what will we must be safe if we rest in Him!
He was satisfied and glad to
enjoy the quiet of the returning calm; she went on with her work, until
presently her confidence found voice and she quietly sang: -
Set free from present sorrow,
We cheerfully can say
Een let the unknown morrow
Bring with it what it may:
It can bring with it nothing
But He will bear us through;
Who gives the lilies clothing
Will
clothe His children too.
Those married lovers exerted a
singularly corrective influence the one upon the other. Already life for them
had produced a full average amount of trials and difficulties, but so long as
they could meet them standing side by side they had not feared, but looked with
hopeful confidence towards the future. It was when apart each knew their own
weakness and misgivings; it was then the testing strain came upon their faith,
their feet were inclined to slip and hearts almost stood still with fear. We
are not surprised to find, in fact, we have already discovered the proneness to
this in Ernest, and though unknown and unsuspected by him his wife was woman
enough not to be a stranger to similar misgivings upon occasion.
Such an experience occurred to
her after the departure of her husband on the following morning. Free from the
danger of affecting him she very carefully reviewed all that he had told her,
and pieced together straws of indications, scraps of particulars and inferences
she had carefully treasured from the days that had passed, items Ernest had
forgotten or facts he had failed to take cognisance of at the time. Her
well-ordered mind always kept a watchful eye ahead, and she was in the habit of
forecasting in view of possible emergencies, discounting somewhat the extent of
the sunshine she discerned, and preparing for the possibility of something
unseen lurking in the depths of the shadows. It was with the latter she was
more particularly concerned that morning. She was neither imaginative nor
excitable, nor given to running forward to meet her troubles, but by that
mysterious system of psychological mathematics called premonition she had
arrived at the conclusion that all their trouble did not yet lie behind them,
and at the thought of it she trembled and her eye grew dim. Perhaps physical
causes rendered her more than usually susceptible to nervous tears at that
time, and she prayed that if trials were to come it might not be in the winter
when she would be so incapable of bearing her full share of them.
The gloom appeared to settle
down, even deepen, as the day passed on until the hour of her husbands return
drew nigh, then she made a determined effort to recover herself, and the crisp
sound of his key in the door smote the clouds and let the sunshine through.
Sunshine after shadow! she
exclaimed joyfully. What has happened, my lad? Tell me the good news at once.
What an excitable little woman
you are to be sure, he replied. How do you know that anything has happened?
Oh, the sound of your key told
me so, and I can read it in your eyes, your face, your kiss. How foolish you
are to try to deceive me; but tell me what it is at once.
Yes, darling, you are quite
right, he said, catching her in his arms and looking with a steadier gaze into
her love-lit eyes. Perhaps I should not rejoice when my release is purchased
by the misfortune of another; but I am very much afraid I am like most other
men - very selfish at heart. We heard to-day that a somewhat serious misfortune
occurred to Lord Shenstone yesterday, preventing his attention to business
for some time, and thereby I am so far relieved from my apprehensions of last
night.
Thank God for that, she
answered with a sense of relief far greater than he imagined, and her eyes
filled, with grateful tears. I am truly sorry for him, dear, but I am, oh, so
glad it has happened for your sake, and if it is wicked for me to be so I
should like God to show me how I can help it.
Hush, dear, hush! you must not
arraign God in that fashion.
I am not doing so unless God
first arraigns me. If He did, no power in heaven or on earth would convince me
that I have no right to ask for a solution of the difficulty in which these
circumstances place us; and I am confident He would allow that I was justified
in doing so. But tell me what has happened.
Over their tea Ernest
explained.
It appears that a morbid
melancholy has existed for generations in the Shenstone family - a kind of
religious mania centring in the fear of being finally lost. In two or three
instances it has amounted to a complete aberration of mind, and there is little
doubt but that the widespread philanthropy of the present earl has its root in
the same foreboding dread. From what I can gather his fathers physician
conceived some plan of distracting his patients thoughts, and kept him so well
employed as to produce a considerable improvement, and it was hoped, if the
same treatment was followed up in the present case, that the malady might be
eliminated. It is needless to say that this has been done, with the result that
his lordship has been able to direct his private affairs and occasionally
occupy his seat in the House, which had never been done but twice before during
the century. About three years ago, however, a great family trouble broke him
down and left a legacy of the dreaded symptoms behind. But the physician at
length succeeded in arousing his attention, and when his lordship proposed to
found a journal upon the lines of the Register
he was encouraged in the hobby, which has been pursued with marked beneficial
effect, and when he was at the office on the day before we published the first
number he was in most unusual spirits. Gradeley and I have sometimes wondered
why we have not seen him since, but concluded that Harleston must have reported
to him and kept him from calling while he was away. But this morning the chief
got a letter explaining that certain nervous developments had recently taken
place, causing the gravest anxiety, and the physician had advised a lengthy
yachting cruise, where his patient would be free from all communications, and
Harleston must arrange to manage the business until his lordships return.
Poor fellow, sighed Elinor; and
the worst of it is he has no wife to nurse him through it. Ah, my lad,
happiness and comfort do not always go hand in hand with riches.
That has been the thought most
troubling to me all the day, my love. I know how I should be cared for under
such circumstances, and can imagine the soul-loneliness he will experience. And
yet, perhaps, as he has never known the one he may be mercifully spared the
other.
Why, Ernest? she inquired
with some surprise; were he and the countess not fond of each other? If she
had loved him, dear, she would not have left him.
Left him! I thought she was
dead!
It is worse than that, I
believe; but such a sorrow is best left covered and I have not inquired about
it. I am truly grieved for him and wish it was in my power to do something to
help in his trouble. There is one thing I can do and will do, however, he
continued, brightening up as if under the influence of a sudden idea; I will
use the reprieve God has granted me, if Harleston will only let me have my way
a little - and I almost think he will now - and when his lordship does come
back he shall find the Register has
become a success quite equal to his expectations.
And God will help you in it,
dear; we need not be afraid of that. Here is another instance of how He
Moves in
a mysterious way
His
wonders to perform.
It required just such an
incident and circumstances to bring out all the energy and determination in
Pawleys character. It made him forgetful of himself in his thought for the
earl; careless as to what he had to endure personally, if he could by any means
accomplish that which would be a pleasure to another. Lord Shenstone and the
success of the Register were
henceforth the twin objects of his ambition, and the obstacles Harleston could
throw in his way would only be the trials necessary to strengthen his purpose.
But Harleston was an unknown
quantity in the art of obstruction. He had almost miraculously escaped the
destruction consequent upon his first folly, and his lordship being
indefinitely out of the way he had a clear course without the presence of a
restraining hand. He had a stain to wipe from his reputation. He had been too
yielding to the advice of others and thereby had undermined his own success.
Gradeley and Pawley were laughing at him in their sleeves; Levison looked
triumphantly askance; the press had dared to criticise him adversely, but, by
all the gods in Christendom and heathendom combined, he would show the varlets
that the name of Michael Harleston was more than a match for the whole swinish
herd.
And having formed his
resolution he lost no time in putting it into execution: the advertisements in
the papers were withdrawn forthwith, the original order for the editions was
revived, the ladies recalled and the gratuitous circulation resumed, and
Harleston outvied himself in his determination to uphold his authority, to
which everything and everyone must bend.
How far he was capable of
carrying this egotistical infatuation is well illustrated in the following
incident.
Mr. Pawley, he exclaimed,
rushing into the publishing-room one morning, congratulate me, sir - most
heartily congratulate me.
Upon what, sir? quietly
inquired Pawley, who had ceased to grow enthusiastic over every new absurdity.
Upon the greatest achievement
in my life - undoubtedly the greatest accomplishment of my career.
I shall be pleased to do so;
but may I not know what it is?
Certainly, my friend! Of
course - how stupid of me not to tell you; but really it is such an event I can
scarcely believe it myself until we hold the prize within our hands.
Have you won something in a
lottery, then?
In a lottery, sir! By the
great guns of Wellington I have fought a Waterloo this morning and captured a
Napoleon.
And is he to be sent to St.
Helena?
By all the great gods of
Greece I shall be the most envied man in London when the miracle of beauty - the
poetic dream of mechanical construction, the triumph of handicraft - graces my
table.
Is it a man, a book, or a machine
you refer to? queried Pawley, anxious to secure some coherent idea from the
jumble of metaphors.
Neither the one nor the other,
my dear sir; by St. Patrick it is an artistic production more worthy of heaven
than earth, and I was fortunate enough to see it in the nick of time and secure
it for my worthy self. But let me tell you what it is; and when the other hawks
of art learn how I have outflanked them, when they see the illustration of it
in the Mirror, I can see how their croaking visages will turn green with envy,
and their cackling tongues will drop from their gills in paralysed anger. He
had to pause here, washing his hands in his own delight and laughing until he
courted a fit of apoplexy. But I keep you waiting, and so prevent you joining in
my jubilation. As I was driving past Silverton & Coverleys they were in
the act of placing a magnificent epergne in the window - by the eternal
grimbledon, sir, I tell you it is the most exquisite piece of manufacture I
ever set my eyes upon. I stopped the cab and went back to admire it, coming
dangerously near perjuring my soul by worshipping at the shrine of such
beauty! I went inside and the manager courteously brought it back for me to
inspect it. It weighs one hundred and thirty-seven ounces in silver and is
valued at five hundred guineas. I congratulated, applauded, extolled the
production, and after a long argument succeeded in persuading the manager to
send it to me and I will have it photographed for the Mirror.
It will be too late for next
month, said Pawley. No, sir, it is a right royal piece, and everything must
give way to royalty.
It will be sharp work then,
rejoined Pawley, determined to get from the verbose to the practical.
Shall I wire for Crawford to come at once? What time is it to be here?
It will be here in half an
hour. Yes, send for Crawford; but by all the saints in the calendar dont leave
that thief alone with it for an instant or something will be missing, and as
soon as he has finished with it get a cab and take it to Kensington at once.
To Kensington!
I said Kensington, sir! Do you
think I intend to bequeath it to Ratcliffe Highway?
I beg your pardon, but I did
not understand that you had bought it.
Bought it, sir; why should I
buy it? All things sent in for notice and illustration, by the custom of the
press, become editorial perquisites. It is in that that my achievement of this
morning lies.
It might be Pawleys ignorance,
but he scarcely saw it in the hilarious light of his chief, though he said
nothing. He thought it best to wire for the photographer at once and then
await developments.
Some half hour later the
centrepiece arrived, and the bearer asked what time the van should call to take
it back. Pawley took the accompanying notes and escription in to Harleston,
gave the message and waited his reply.
Back, sir! Take what back?
roared the infuriated editor, as he sprang from his chair as if with the intention
of annihilating the man who dared to ask such a question. He changed his mind,
however, just as suddenly, reseated himself, and said, The varlet is nothing
better than a parrot - I refuse to argue with him. Tell him - eh - eh - I will
send it back when I have done with it. Thats Heavens own truth, for Ill
swear he wont get it before.
Events were proceeding along
the line anticipated by Pawley, who had purposely left the door open that the
man, who was close handy, might hear the chiefs certain reply, and when he did
hear he at once made bold to enter the room.
Then I must take the epergne
back with me, he answered.
By the gods, sir, and every
word rolled out of Harlestons mouth like a cannon ball, do you think you are
dealing with a child? Do you know who I am and the power I possess?
I know my duty is to obey
instructions, and those I have from my principal.
Leave him to me. I also know
my duty, and if he is ignorant as to where his interests lie I must teach him.
That is between you and him,
sir; but my orders are not to leave the epergne unless it can be returned by
two oclock.
Then you may call at two.
The man looked at him
suspiciously, but since the letter of his instructions was obeyed he had to be
content.
Very well, sir; but I must
trouble you to sign our delivery receipt.
I shall do nothing of the
kind. Do you think I am a thief?
No, sir, but it is our rule.
Then d - n rule - I will have
none of it.
Then I shall have to take the
epergne back.
Mr. Pawley, did you ever hear
of such an outrage in your life? In all my long experience I have not had so
many insults heaped upon me as in this last five minutes.
I dont see any objection to
signing the receipt, said Ernest. The man delivers the goods and the
signature is merely an acknowledgment that he has done so.
Certainly it is, replied the
man; if I didnt look after myself I should soon be in Queer Street, I can
tell you.
Then you may sign it and let
the fellow go, and Harleston irritably waved them out.
I shall advise the manager or
one of the shopmen to fetch that thing back, said the man as Pawley signed the
receipt; the old mans got too much pepper about him for me.
Its only his usual way, said
Pawley.
Perhaps so, but its a trifle
too sultry for me. Good morning.
Punctually at two oclock he
returned, and fortunately met Harleston going out to lunch for the purpose
of avoiding him. He had intended to be away earlier with the epergne, which he
determined not to part with, but Crawford had only just finished and the
impatient editor had been foiled.
What do you want? he inquired
fiercely of the man. The epergne, sir.
Then you will not have it - its
mine. Then he stepped back into the room and banged the door behind him.
The man considered doubtfully
what to do for an instant, then took his departure. But he was scarcely out of
the street before Harleston hailed a cab from his window, and was off with his
prize to Kensington.
As may be expected a somewhat
stormy scene took place between the irascible editor and the manager of
Silverton & Coverleys the next morning, the outcome of which was
that, in spite of the inviolate custom of the press, Harleston was compelled
to return the epergne, but the most bitter pang came afterwards when he
discovered that the illustration and description of it was printed before his
rage allowed him to countermand its insertion.
The foregoing incident fairly
illustrates the character of the man who held the reins of authority against
which Pawley had determined to achieve the success of the Register. It was a Sisyphean task, but he was strengthened for it
by heartfelt sympathy with the earl, whose absence and misfortune prevented his
protection of his own interests, the guardianship of which Pawley was
determined to assume so far as possible without a thought for his own convenience.
At the outset he was not boastful, though encouraged by the temporary advantage
he had secured by his action during Harlestons absence, and though his efforts
had been at once and indignantly terminated, the effect secured could not be
reversed, and Pawley was always watching and hoping for any and every
opportunity that might arise to secure some additional and desirable help. He
soon discovered that Harleston, with all his boasted genius, was as ignorant of
business procedure as the chair he sat in, and though every new move he made
was instantly condemned when recognised, he generally managed to derive
some trifling benefit therefrom, and promptly set about the promotion of
some other scheme of advantage. This course was provocative of frequent scenes,
but loyalty to duty and an absent principal, as well as an equally determined
desire to save Harleston in spite of himself, upheld Pawley at the sacrifice of
the temporary ease and comfort he might have enjoyed had he been less
conscientious.
Oh, well is it for England that
Harleston is an exception on the roll of her household names! But far better
would it be if with an unrelaxing jealousy she guarded the entrance to the
halls of her heroes and made it impossible for such arch-hypocrites to gain admission.
Such men are only tinkling cymbals who in their brazen egotism blast the fair
fame of a multitude of worthies. Our enemies take hold of them and bring them
forward as specimens of those in whom we glory. Our national honour is too
great to be allowed to be jeopardised in any way by such mountebanks and
charlatans, and whoever is bold enough to tear these Comus-masks aside when
found, and let the adventurers stand uncovered to the world, does no man an
injury, but rather renders to his country a faithful and worthy service.
It is difficult to believe that
Harleston did not recognise his error, but to admit it was altogether
another thing, and he resisted, while he tolerated, the action of his
publisher, simply because his pride refused to humble itself, and he would not
admit that he had been in the wrong. Still Pawley had the gratification to see
his circulation gradually but steadily rising, and but for the incubus of the
accumulating back numbers, representing a printers bill he dreaded to see, he
had confidence in being able to come successfully out of the battle. But
Harleston refused to reduce the edition. He knew the lethargic nature of
Englishmen, and presently the nation would wake up to the knowledge of the
journal, then there would be a cry on all hands for complete sets, and the
present overstock would be found to be a most magnificent investment. With this
idea firmly rooted in his mind he would allow no interference with his
authority in this direction.
All went well so long as the banking
account could satisfy the demands made upon it, but presently the golden grains
ran low, and Harleston had to face his bills with a comparatively empty purse.
The circulation for the three months had not reached more than a third of
the estimated number, and the advertisers were aware of the fact. In some cases
- where a guarantee had been given - the first accounts had to be reduced
accordingly, and in others forward prices had to be modified or orders were
cancelled. It was then Harleston began to regret he had not taken Pawleys
advice, and would gladly have turned all financial matters over into his hands
- at least until he had found a way out of the difficulty. But Pawley would
have none of it. Knowing the instability of the man with whom he was connected,
he had from the first insisted on Gradeley going through his own books week by
week in order that the balancing might be kept as simple as possible, and he
was therefore ready with his accounts at any moment, but outside these he knew
nothing, and the chief was solely responsible.
It was after one of these
weekly audits that the personal question of finances first came under
discussion between Pawley and his friend.
Pardon me, said Gradeley, I
dont want to be inquisitive about private matters, but how do you and the
chief get on about money?
In what way do you mean?
Its none of my business, I
know, but I was wondering whether you have had any settlement with him.
Do you mean personally?
Yes.
No! I have not wanted it
particularly so far, and as he has said nothing I have let it stand.
So have I; but I shall have to
get something out of him somehow. My arrangements were to be monthly, and a
fourth payment is due to-day.
Why dont you speak to him?
My dear fellow, I wouldnt let
him know I was short for the world, though honestly I have scarcely a shilling
to bless myself with, and my wife has been at me for money for a month past.
I am sorry for you, old man,
but I am rapidly getting into the same condition, what with extra furniture and
the other expenses of moving. I am also like yourself and wish to avoid asking
him, but if my wife once tells me she really wants money, I shall soon speak, I
can tell you.
Then I sincerely hope she will
soon want some, and when you speak he may also think of me.
Perhaps the subject of this
conversation was carried telepathically to Elinor, or it may be the vibrations
of it hung around Ernest when he reached home, but anyhow, it is certain that
that very night Pawley was reminded that they had reached the limits of their
joint purse and his wife had need for a ten-pound note without delay.
He could have lost the money
with much greater complacence than ask for it, but when his wife ran short
there was no question about his doing it, and fortunately the disagreeable task
was reduced to a minimum. On the following morning Harleston was in his most
genial and approachable mood, having been entertained overnight at a
complimentary banquet, with a royal duke in the chair. Gradeley and Pawley had
both seen the reports of it on their way to town, but the editor invited them
into his office and read the dukes speech as given in the Times, to which they
added their own congratulations and left the gratified chief to his honied
meditations.
But alas for the fortunes of
life! Every consummation of pleasure casts its own shadow of disappointment,
and the hand that holds the rose is in danger of the thorn. Harleston had not
half exhausted his self-congratulations when he started from his chair in a
towering rage and recalled Pawley.
I have just opened, he said,
the most insolent letter that the vilest of scoundrels ever penned. Levison
writes to me and practically threatens me unless I let him have five hundred
pounds by the end of the week. I shall deal with the impertinence myself in a
most exemplary manner; but what can we do about the money, my dear Pawley?
How does the bank account
stand? he inquired, somewhat astonished that the matter should be in any way
referred to himself.
Exhausted, sir - entirely
exhausted! Do you imagine that I should have asked your advice had I been able
to write a cheque?
Pawley looked at him in dismay,
because, though the editor had most carefully guarded all information as to
finances, the receipts for sales had been somewhat considerable, and
Pawley had a rough idea as to expenses, with an anticipated moderate balance at
the bank.
I do not know what to advise
under those circumstances, he replied; the advertisement accounts are
only just going out, and it will be impossible to collect them for the present.
Then Levison will have to wait
until his lordship returns. And that reminds me I have received a letter saying
he has almost recovered, and hopes to be back in a week or ten days at the
most.
I am pleased to hear that. You
will not be sorry to see him.
Pawley, had his return been
delayed another month, he would have found the last two numbers of the Register
had been edited by a dead man. It was one of the most disastrous events of my
life that I should be left so unprovided for. The maintenance and success of
this paper under the trying circumstances has been a monument of ingenuity and
a miracle of achievement.
Now was Mr. Pawleys time to
speak.
I am very sorry to trouble
you, sir, he began nervously, uncertain what to say, but there is a
personal matter I am compelled to mention this morning.
Certainly, my dear friend, my
indebtedness to you will never be discharged, therefore, if I can render you
any service, your request is complied with before you mention it.
Thus encouraged Pawley grew
more confident.
So far, though our
arrangements were for monthly settlements, I have received no payments in
respect of salary - of course my commission is not due until the accounts are
in - but I shall be glad if you can let me have ten pounds on account to-day.
My dear sir, nothing in the
world would give me greater pleasure than to accede to your most extremely
modest request, but the honest fact is I do not possess ten shillings in the
world.
Pawley made no reply, but he
looked curiously at his chief, wondering if he had forgotten the twenty or
thirty pounds that he had laid on his desk as the balance of yesterdays audit.
But wait, Harleston
continued, I will see Gradeley, and ask him to loan me the amount, for of all
men you are to be considered.
The thought of the outcome of
such an application half provoked a smile in Pawleys mind, but it was checked
by the idea that the suggestion was merely a ruse to cover the very palpable
error he had committed, and being desirous not to jeopardise his chances
of success, he accepted the situation, thanked his chief and retired.
But the day wore away without
any more being said, and when Harleston was preparing to leave, Pawley had no
alternative but to mention the matter again.
My dear Pawley, he replied,
with an ill-concealed attempt to suppress his irritation, your impecuniosity
places me in the most ignominious position I ever occupied in the whole course
of my life. I am most painfully anxious to assist you in your difficulty, but I
am utterly unable to do so, and therefore I am compelled to ask you to
allow the matter to stand over until his lordships return.
It has been in no way a
pleasant subject for me to mention, Mr. Harleston, and I can assure you I
should not have done so had I not been compelled. I shall be glad to allow the
settlement to remain as you suggest, but I must have ten pounds to meet a
pressing claim.
But stones wont bleed, sir,
neither can you condense five-pound notes out of the atmosphere; I have an
absolutely empty purse, and have exhausted my borrowing powers, how then am I
able to satisfy your badgering demand?
Badgering demand, reiterated
Pawley. I think you are making a mistake, sir. I have no wish in any way to be
offensive, but what I ask for is only a portion of what is more than two months
overdue, and I stand in need of it.
And so do I stand in need of
it, sir, and my friend Gradeley is also in the same condition, but I am
powerless.
I beg your pardon, but have
you forgotten the twenty-seven pounds of my cash balance this morning?
Cash balance I have had no
cash balance to-day, or if I have I have had to spend it, for by all the snakes
in Ireland, I have not a shilling upon me now. I am sorry for you, but I can do
no more. And yet - by the great Ceasars ghost I can. Yes, my dear Pawley, I
can just do it - or rather tell you how it may be done.
Mr. Foxleigh called upon me to-day and tendered his advertisement again, but in
doing so increased his offer to ten pounds per year, and his cheque was in his
hand. It was a great temptation, almost beyond my power to resist, but I would
not interfere with your prerogatives, and asked him to let it stand until I had
consulted your will. There is your money, sir. Call on him to-night and his
cheque will solve your difficulty.
Do you think that I value my
principle so lightly as to sell it to a man like Foxleigh in order to escape
from an unpleasant position? he asked with a display of indignant contempt for
his chief that considerably surprised the old man. Are such the methods of
business you would encourage me to adopt to uphold your reputation? If so you
must find some other person to practise them, for I will not.
My dear Pawley, no man is more
sensible of the value of principle than your most profoundly humble servant,
but you cannot eat it, sir, and our most cherished principles have to bend to
circumstances at times, and I regard this as one of them.
My principles will not bend,
and I decline to break them, he replied sententiously.
I admire your stoical probity,
my friend, though unfortunately I do not possess the courage to emulate it. I
thank the gods, however, who have given me such a man for a coadjutor, and I
wish - most devoutly wish, he continued meditatively, I could devise some
plan to relieve you from the position in which I have thoughtlessly placed you.
Oh, never mind that, sir;
perhaps you will be able to do it to-morrow, and Mrs. Pawley will be able to
get along till then.
No, my dear sir, I should be
unworthy of myself if I did not come to your assistance without delay.
Excuse me, but I am not aware
that it is of such pressing necessity for a single day.
A single hour is too long for
such a man to wait, and I have been criminal in not giving serious attention to
your request earlier. He had forgotten his vow of having fruitlessly exhausted
every endeavour. He consulted his watch. Now an idea occurs to me, but I have
not the time to put it into execution.
I hope you will not trouble
any more about it to-day, sir. To-morrow will do just as well.
It shall never be said that
Michael Harleston took willing advantage of generosity, Mr. Pawley. Your good
wife honours my name, and I value her esteem. I have a friend in the city who
would do this trivial favour for me a thousand times if I could only reach him.
May I tax your generosity to be the bearer of a note to him, and he will loan
me the amount he as has done a dozen times before.
Pawley hesitated.
I would much rather wait until
to-morrow.
I shall not be here to-morrow,
he replied; I have promised my dear wife to spend two or three days in the
country, and shall not be with you again till Monday.
Pawley thought that threw some
little light upon the whereabouts of the weekly cash balance, but saw no way
how to escape the very objectionable errand Harleston proposed for himself. He
knew his wife too well to think she would ask for money before she really
needed it. It was only Thursday, and if Harleston was away till Monday, perhaps
Tuesday, he did not know what difficulties might arise at home, and therefore,
for his wifes relief, he was reluctantly driven to consent.
The note was written and handed
to him with an apologetic request to regard the matter as strictly confidential
and that it might be personally delivered rather than entrusted to the man - a
request Pawley could well understand and respect, feeling as he did the
reflected indignity of the transaction even though Mr. Kaleb would never know
how he was personally responsible for the requisitioned loan. The
circumstances and the supreme indifference with which Harleston accepted
them, not even evincing the slightest delicacy about the disclosure, suggested
many thoughts to Pawley on his way to London Bridge, but when he found the
address given and read the door plate, Kaleb & Co., Financiers, he
stopped, then turned away, doubtful even at that point whether to proceed or
not.
The query had already troubled
him more than once in relation to his chief, as to the condition of his private
affairs in view of his system, or rather lack of system, in the management of
the Register; and here was the reply.
From the moment he saw that doorplate he felt convinced as to the relationship
existing between Harleston and Kaleb, and there passed across the field of his
consciousness a brief vision of Harleston, before which he stood aghast! The
popular idea of the man was founded on a fancy dress in which he chose to
masquerade, and served to hide the real identity of a reckless, unprincipled
profligate, who practised evasion as a fine art so long as possible, but under
stress of the inevitable ran for shelter into the arms of his friend, the
money-lender. The thought of what the end of such a course must be, forced the
blood back to Pawleys heart, and he trembled to think of the precipice upon
the verge of which he was so unconsciously walking.
What should he do? Would it not
be better to face any difficulty at home rather than be concerned with the
slightest transaction of such a nature? Was such a connection really the
outcome of the Divine guidance to which he had so confidently trusted? These
questionings, especially the latter, brought him back to his more normal sense,
and the voice within, the promised monitor and guide, spoke with no uncertain
sound - This is the way! That was enough. It was a mysterious, an unknown
path, but, with the pillar of cloud leading him, come what would he knew it
must be right.
He turned and entered the
office at once. It was a small room with a double desk and a counter running at
right angles to from a small compartment into which the door opened. Two men
were standing in front of the fireplace engaged in a low conversation when he
entered; the one was scarcely more than a youth and red-headed, the other, to
Pawleys dismay, was Mr. Blake, deacon and treasurer at Mount Pisgah.
Ah! Mr. Pawley, how do you do?
said the deacon, affably advancing to give his hand with far more cordiality
than the other had been accustomed to receive.
How do you do, Mr. Blake?
Such a meeting was the last in
the world to be desired at that moment, but it was too late to be avoided now,
though the visitor stood for the instant irresolute how to proceed.
It is very strange we should
meet in such a place, said Blake, without appearing to notice the confusion of
the other, but the world is a very circumscribed business place after all, and
- let me see, what is it the old Book says? - Where the carcass is there the
eagles come. Its something like that, I know, and Kaleb is such a busy dog
you never know who you will meet in his office.
Is he in? asked Pawley.
No, he will not be back before
Monday, replied the young man.
I wanted to see him on pretty
urgent business, said Blake, and when I get here find hes gone to Paris.
Well, Lucas, I shall see him on Monday, but let me introduce Mr. Pawley - Mr.
Lucas is Mr. Kalebs manager and representative, and I will leave you to him,
Mr. Pawley. Good afternoon!
Good afternoon.
Things were not quite so gloomy
as at first appeared. Blake had learned nothing after all, and his timely
departure was a great relief.
What can I do for you? asked
Lucas, with a full sense of his importance.
I am the bearer of a note from
Mr. Michael Harleston to Mr. Kaleb, but as it is of a personal nature, I am
afraid it will have to stand until his return.
Lucas smiled knowingly.
I think I know the nature of
it, he replied, and can attend to it quite as well as the boss. Mr.
Harleston is not a stranger to us.
He held out his hand, and
Pawley, feeling sure that the nature of his errand was no secret to the clerk,
gave him the note and awaited while he perused it.
I thought I knew the purport
of it. He wants an accommodation of five pounds.
Ten pounds, I think, said
Pawley.
No, five is the amount. Here
it is, pointing out the words and reading: Please oblige by handing to bearer
five pounds on my account as per usual.
He has made a mistake; it is a
slip of the pen, for nothing less than ten pounds will do.
I cant help his mistakes. Its
not the first hes made by long chalks; but as he says five pounds thats all I
can let you have. You had better take five now and let him send down for the
other tomorrow.
By this time he had grown weary
to death of the whole matter and was willing to end it almost anyhow.
Very well. Though, like Mr.
Kaleb, he will not be in town again till Monday. It will have to stand until
then.
Will you take a seat while I
fill up the acknowledgment?
Pawley sat down while Lucas
proceeded to fill up a very formidable-looking document, as he did so making
such a number of personal inquiries as presently to rouse his suspicions.
Excuse me, he said, but I dont
understand why so much information about myself is necessary when Mr. Harleston
is the borrower.
Then you dont know much about
Mr. Harleston, replied the clerk. Lord bless you, hed give points to an eel
in wriggling. He caught the governor napping once, but hell have a job to do
it a second time. So when we lend him money by proxy we always grow suspicious
and tie him up tight without the possibility of a quibble. If you have not been
long with him, take my advice, steal a leaf out of our book and tie the old
devil hands and feet or hell do you, or my names not Longley Lucas.
Pawley did not enlarge upon the
extent of his knowledge of Harleston. The clerk was not the kind of man he
would choose as a confidant; even a business relationship was not pleasant, and
he was anxious to get away. It might be a natural prejudice he had against men
in his vocation, but bad as Harleston undoubtedly was - and he did not wonder
at the precaution taken to bind him - Pawley, if he had to make the
choice, would prefer his chief to the ghoulish vampire he had conceived the
clerk to be - and if he, what kind of man could Kaleb be?
Lucas by this time had
completed the acknowledgment, and in order that Pawley might not sign it
in ignorance, recounted its nature and drew his attention to the fact that it
was definitely made out to Harlestons account.
But thirty shillings interest
for the loan of five pounds for thirty days is most extortionate, demurred
Pawley.
Those are our usual terms with
Harleston.
It was no use making further
objection, so he took the proffered pen and signed the document, and Lucas, having
carefully assured himself as to its genuineness, blotted it and placed it in
his desk. Then opening his cash box he spread three pounds ten shillings upon
the counter.
What is this? asked Pawley.
Five pounds, less thirty
shillings interest which we always deduct from the amount.
That is no use to me. I was to
have ten pounds, but by a slip of Mr. Harlestons pen it has been reduced to
five; now you wish to take the interest out of it. I shall decline to accept
any such sum.
You can take the full five
pounds if you like, but I shall have to charge him seven for it, and you must
pay me half-a-crown for the wasted form.
And with that Lucas took the
acknowledgment out of his desk and destroyed it.
Will there be no extra charge
for ink and office expenses? asked the disgusted Pawley.
You had better be civil or you
will get nothing. Excuse me, I have the three pounds ten, and you have
destroyed the receipt.
Yes, I trusted you as a
gentleman. I forgot for the moment you came from Harleston. Do you want the
full five pounds?
Yes; nothing less will be of
any kind of service.
The second form was duly
filled up and signed, then Pawley pocketed the additional thirty shillings and
was glad to take his departure. But his journey home was accompanied by serious
and unexplainable misgivings.
No, my lad, no! said Elinor,
thoughtfully, shaking her head; Mr Harleston has been most unaccountably
strange in his conduct all the way through; I have long since failed to satisfy
myself in attempting to explain his peculiarities, but I cannot believe he is a
bad man until escape from such a conclusion is impossible. Just try for a
moment to suppose that such an idea was true. Ernest could unfortunately only
too easily enter into her suggestion, but the pained look which the effort
caused his wife made him anxious for her sake to attempt to realise for once
anything but that he knew to be the truth. She continued; If Mr. Harleston is
not true - who can be? My lad in such a case, I tell you I should have no
vestige of faith left in any living creature! But such a thought is not - cannot
be true. We misunderstand - fail to comprehend him; his powers are great, and
with these it is but natural that his methods, ways and actions should
occasionally transcend our own ideas also. I am sorry to differ from you, but
you would not have me be untrue to myself would you? If I were capable of that
I should fail to be the help God intends me to be; therefore we will come to no
conclusion about this for the present, but give Mr. Harleston the benefit of
the doubt until the future throws more light upon it. Now, having done so much,
let me point out one very curious coincidence in this business which appears to
have escaped your notice altogether. There are some men in whom I have no
confidence at all - men who I have no doubt are equally clever in villainy as
Mr. Harleston is renowned for honour - and it may be that this present
experience has been permitted in order that you may discover their designs upon
him and save him from their machinations. You are fond of reminding me that
there are two sides to every picture; what if you have caught the wrong side
this time and it remains for me to turn it round?
I will only be too thankful,
darling; but if you think you have any clue pointing that way, let me know it
at once.
Has the thought struck you of
anything peculiar about the name Kaleb?
No - not that I know of.
It may only be a coincidence,
as I say, but it was my first thought when I took up his card that I had never
seen the name spelled with a K before; it is generally C.
There is nothing in that,
dear, answered her husband, evidently disappointed at the sudden collapse of
his newly-revived hopes. Such eccentricity in the spelling of a name has ceased
to be a novelty among firms in London now.
Perhaps so, as a rule, she
replied, not one whit daunted by his depression, but in this case the incident
is too striking for me to dismiss it without some further inquiry, especially when
I connect it with what has actually taken place. Is it not peculiar that the
name spelled as it is is simply a transposition of the letters in the name Blake?
Ernest took the card and with
ashen cheeks verified her query. He did not speak, for the discovery, rather
than dissolving his doubts, filled him with new alarms - vague, intangible, but
none the less to be feared.
We have no need to be
disturbed, my lad, even though my present suspicion should prove to be correct.
Before you went into the office you heard the directing voice?
Yes! I was never more
definitely counselled in any single step of my life.
Then we have no need to fear.
If God goes with us, though all the world may be opposed we shall be with the
triumphant majority, and‑
Though the morrow bring a
fire,
Twill only purge the dross;
We reach the souls supreme
desire
And
victory through loss.
So long as we have each other
and God I shall be content, come what will!
He stooped to kiss the face
upturned in cheering confidence. He felt that the mantle of his shadow had
encompassed his wife also, but the companionship lightened the burden, and love
robbed the darkness of its terrors.
When mysterious shadows first
take shape in the depths of twilights increasing gloom, startled children draw
close together, and with arms entwined around each other, still facing the
terror, silently shrink backwards into their mothers arms. So Elinor and
Ernest faced the unknown, unrecognisable shadow that night, and step by step
retired upon their God, and rested - safe.
The old Psalmist in his search
after God and the origin of things came presently to the unsatisfactory
conclusion that clouds and darkness are round about Him, and the modern
philosopher, though he has pushed the inquiry further, and most learnedly
lengthened the journey, has in the end to make the same admission and
reverently bow before the great Unknowable. As the blade of wheat or the bud
of a tree becomes visible only after a process of growth in the mysterious
bosom of nature, and does not mark the true beginning of life, so the phenomena
of consciousness only mark a stage in the development of our experiences, the
foundation facts of which lie still buried in the yet undiscovered sub-self.
All unsuspected, therefore
unrecognised, a strange and long-since forgotten exotic of the Masters garden
had been for some time taking root in Pawleys experience, and now, as it
began to break ground in preparation for its harvest-bearing, he only saw
in its strange blade a trifle broader leaf than he had previously noticed. The
voice behind him had no further effect than the astonishment at its clear,
bell-like tone. It failed to wake any recognition of the passage of his intuition
from the indefinite to the definite, even when on the following morning its
echoes recurred to him, and he felt strengthened for the duties of the day by
the confidence that they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength.
He was grateful for this
sustaining power which equipped him beforehand for the demands the day would
make upon him.
His first surprise was to find
Harleston at the office as usual with appointments which at once refuted any
idea of his intending to spend the week-end in the country, and the old man
laughed hilariously at what he called his cunning joke to compel Pawley not to
keep his good wife waiting for the cash she evidently stood in need of. Still
he protested that he asked for ten pounds in his note, and when assured of the
mistake, uttered most profuse apologies and wished to send for the balance at
once. But Pawley would hear no more of such a suggestion, and ruefully
mentioned the rate of interest he had been compelled to assent to.
You did well - exceedingly
well. Far better than I should have done had I seen the arrant rogue myself.
I thought you told me he was a
friend of yours, returned Pawley, almost fearing the disclosure which seemed
to lure him on, though he was anxious to find some way by which to save his
chief.
So he is - an almost priceless
friend, in his way; but, as the immortal Hamlet says, There comes the rub! You
are but young, just entering upon the active and important duties of life, but
I tell you its exigencies are without compunction, and the man is not yet born
upon whom you may rely in confidence when the hour of need arrives, unless you
have a good and sufficient hold upon his interests beforehand. I am telling you
secrets, sir, baring my own soul to you, but I do it for your good that you may
be advised before the evil day. For some reason unexplained to Pawley he was
in his most verbose and sentimental mood this morning, and allowed his tongue
to run, whether honestly or otherwise the sequel must reveal. You will find it
best in all such circumstances you were compelled to place me in yesterday to
seek a man who will assist you as a matter of business rather than as a friend;
because you pay him for his friendship and his interest compels him to respect
your secret. The fortunes of our relationship with each other made it
imperative that you should know me sometimes even as I know myself, but I
little thought that you would discover it so soon or I would have prepared you
for it and saved you something of the shock you must have sustained. Yet I am
not afraid that you will publish your discovery to the world, because in doing
so it would be necessary for you to explain your condition of impecuniosity,
and since no man will voluntarily expose himself I am safe with you in that our
interests are in common.
You may know him better than I
do, sir, said Pawley, sorrowfully, but if ever the necessity arose with me I
should try to find a better friend than Kaleb appears to be.
And where would you look for
him? The ideal man, for where your quest would begin, is only to be found on
paper, in story books and the Middle Ages; the coxcombs who strut about in the
peacocks feathers of distinction, fame and popularity, are nothing but tinsel
and gauze when we come to know them; the princely show of wealth about which
they prate is little more than boast and bombast; the costly deckings of
our palaces are only imitations and veneer; the morality on which we pride
ourselves is nothing but rouge and paint; but the vast parade of make-belief
serves its purpose, for such hypocritical fools we mortals be that while we
eulogise and admire, we are also cudgelling our brains to find some new deceit
by which to impose upon our fellows. Now look at myself, my dear Pawley, and
tell me who outside my own class - God knows those on the inside know it
well enough - would have thought that I, Michael Harleston, the hero of the
jubilation of the other night, the recipient of the laudations of a prince, and
the feted of savants, would on the
morrow be driven to the straits of yesterday in order to accomplish the trifling
justice you were compelled to crave. But such, my dear sir, are lifes stern
necessities when stripped of romance and poetry. I am now an old man, and in
the course of my career - my very chequered career - I have come to know
that things are seldom if ever what they appear to be. A pin-prick will always
burst the most beautiful bubble; I know it because I have used the pin with
frequent and complete success, and he paused to take an interval of merriment
at the recollection. Yesterday you turned the tables upon myself; you made a
sudden rent in my stage mantle, and discovered the rags beneath. But I learned
your secret at the same time, Pawley; all the advantage was not on your side;
but there is no necessity for us to be other than honest with each other in the
future, and we need not confess to the world that we have nothing to cover our
nakedness but the tawdry popularity it has been pleased to throw around
us.
Character is more than
popularity, asserted the mystified Pawley, who listened as if to the unintelligent
babblings of unhinged senility rather than to the blunt and honest confessions
of a man who was not only a prominent member of a Christian church, but also
regarded as a model of morality and honour in the various spheres of art,
literature and science.
As an idealist and mystic I am
entirely at one with you, my dear Pawley, but such poetic dreams and artistic
imaginations are out of date in the utilitarian age in which your lot and mine
have been cast. The romance of the old fairy tales has still a powerful
fascination for the vulgar crowd, but culture, refinement and progress
have outgrown the fiction, and demand that life to be successful must be accommodated
to the ever-varying necessities of the hour, and he who would stand first among
mankind is the man who possesses the greatest amount of tact and adaptability.
Am I listening, asked Pawley,
and the tremor in his voice indicated the depth of his feeling, to the man who
wrote Christ among the Highland Crofters?
Certainly you are. Why, did
you imagine that you had fallen asleep and were being entertained in a Grecian
camp? and the old man revelled in the merriment he found in Pawleys
discomfiture.
I would I had fallen asleep,
almost in the sleep of death, before I had heard what you have told me.
It is your reason and
understanding that sleep, my dear sir, and while they do so, your ignorance
suffers from nightmare. By the thunders of the great Jove, I shall have to take
your education in hand and enable you to see another side of life! Do you not
remember how the immortal Shakespeare reminds us that every man has many parts
to play in life, and the still greater and holy Apostle Paul assured us that he
found it necessary to be all things to all men, in order that he might gain
some? It is this long-neglected scriptural application which we have discovered
the value of and re-established to-day. The great mass of humanity are brutal,
brainless and non-intelligent, but one degree better than a herd of swine. So
long as they can eat, drink and sleep they care for nothing, and when we wish
to move them we move the trough, tickle their sense of smell, and they rush
towards the knife. Why need we trouble more about them when they are satisfied;
the bacon they furnish is just as good as if we taught them science and
philosophy. So we write them fairy tales, and enjoy the quiet they afford us
while they sleep. You have grown dissatisfied with wallowing in the mire,
but as yet the strange surroundings of an intelligent world are new,
uncomfortable and unappreciated by you; you must have patience, my dear sir;
you will understand things differently in the near future, and then you too
will be able to rejoice in what is called the fulness of life.
But what place do you leave
for God in your newfangled scheme? he demanded in a firm, authoritative
voice.
Until you have mastered the
rudiments of this life, which is so new to you, it is impossible in any
intelligent degree to grasp the details. But allow me to give you an
illustration which I hope will serve to direct your thoughts. Art and poetry
can never be governed by the laws of physical science, neither can any adaptation
of religion make it conformable to the requirements of trade and commerce. The
Sunday has most wisely been isolated from the rest of the week and set apart
for the recognition and observance of religion, and its limits are jealously
guarded against secular infringements; then, we naturally inquire, when we
grant such a stringent protection to religion, should we not equally guard the
mart and exchange against encroachments in the opposite direction?
Mr. Harleston, I am sadly at a
loss to say all that I feel just now. I am restrained from speaking as I would,
but I must say something in answer to you or I should be untrue to myself, and
the great mass of humanity you hold in such contempt - I should be untrue to
God. He spoke with slow deliberation, without a trace of passion, though his
lip quivered and his eyes grew bright with unshed tears. Harleston made no attempt
to interrupt him, but rather regarded him with a look of good-humoured surprise
at the serious tone he assumed. You have done me the honour to class me
somewhere above the great mass of men. I was not always so, but in my
determination to elevate myself, I fixed my eyes on certain men as models for
my life - heroes to emulate, if you will, examples to assist me in reaching a
goal. One of those men was yourself. For some time past that model has trembled
in its niche, but this morning your own hand has dashed it down, and it lies
shattered at my feet. Have you no regret for this - have you no pity for the
ruin which lies around me? Then, clearing his throat, his voice struck a
higher key and his confidence returned. But I have to thank God it is only
one of my minor idols which has fallen. You deplore or rather make sport over
the absence of character in the multitude; may not your sense of this be due to
the fact that the god of this world has blinded your eyes, and being a
bond-slave to your own will, you have no freedom, no ability to appreciate
character which is the forerunner of the Christ, the Saviour of the world? The
crowd may be but a swinish herd, it may also be that history repeats itself and
the legions of devils pass from the superior animals into the swine and work
their destruction. But what brought the devils into the men? is the question I
can imagine God will ask, and when He does so someone or more among the
professing hypocrites will have to answer Him.
In that day, my dear friend,
if ever such a contingency should arise, the task will fall upon the shoulders
of our parsons, who are paid to argue and advise upon all difficult and
abstruse matters. You see we are wise in our day and generation. We may be
somewhat negligent - some may think even unjust stewards - but our lawyers
still assure us that we are commended for what we do. If we are wrong we shall
have to plead misdirection and throw ourselves on the clemency of the court.
Pawley knew by oft-repeated
lessons that it was worse than useless to argue, even before he discovered the
entire absence of any moral quality in a man he now recognised as probably a
more despicable hypocrite than Foxleigh, and he turned away fully persuaded
that the morass through which his present path lay was far more treacherous
than he had hitherto conceived. Still the pillar of cloud went on before,
and he could do no other than follow while he watched and prayed.
His greatest comfort at this
time was found in his work on the Common, where his audiences increased week by
week, and the grip he took on the people gradually tightened and drew them
towards himself. Some few of his original supporters deserted him, and it was
known that the most determined efforts were being put forth secretly to destroy
the whole work, but the outsiders, to whom he specially addressed himself,
showed a continually-increasing appreciation of his labours, and it was certain
that any open attack upon him from the church would cause a most serious
defection among the young people, probably a disruption that would be
serious in its history; it was therefore necessary for caution and
strategy to be employed, but in the minds of some few who had an insight as to
what was transpiring behind the scenes the result was nevertheless a foregone
conclusion.
Many admirers, if not
followers, of the preacher gathered around him week by week, but London life is
particularly favourable to a feeling of isolated reserve until a man has won
his battle single-handed, then he is able to command a following, and a host of
assistance rushes to hand when the war is over. With Pawley it had as yet
scarcely begun, and so, surrounded by friends, he still stood very much alone.
Presently a Nicodemus interview
was sought, and the inquirer made it known that the question was being
discussed among not a few as to whether some arrangements could not be made to
continue the meetings indoors during the approaching winter. The knowledge of
so much interest in his work spoke volumes to the preacher, and he willingly
promised to consider the matter.
Victor was equally gratified,
and a meeting of the workers was called from which a deputation was chosen to
lay the proposition of securing a mission hall before Mr. Pinchbeck. The
suggestion was gall and wormwood to Foxleigh, but after all the delay he could
invent he consented to a consideration of the matter at a congregational
meeting which was usually held to inaugurate, the winters work during October.
The announcement caused a considerable satisfaction when made on the Common.
Many would much rather the new departure should be made entirely free from any
chapel influence, but there was a certain financial risk in the undertaking
which was regarded with shyness, and if Mount Pisgah left the arrangements as
at present there would be no material objection.
The annual meeting was held
that year a fortnight later than usual, owing to Mr. Foxleighs absence from
town, but in answer to Pawleys invitation a large number of his congregation
were present at the tea, and more still at the after meeting.
Tables were spread in both
schoolrooms, and while the usual congregation naturally took the higher, the
common people were content to be with Pawley in the lower room.
Five oclock, the hour
announced for tea, had arrived, and Mount Pisgah prided itself upon its
punctuality.
Have you seen Mr. Foxleigh?
inquired the minister of Pawley.
No.
But one of the younger deacons
informed him that the great magnate had been detained a short time.
That is most unfortunate,
drawled the reverend gentleman; but we must commence. I believe most of these
friends are of your congregation, Mr. Pawley; I shall therefore be glad if you
will announce grace at the same time we sing it upstairs.
Very well; and the minister
withdrew.
The keynote was scarcely struck
when Foxleigh rushed into the room.
How dare you? he demanded of
Pawley.
What is the matter? he
inquired.
How dare you take my place!
I did it because Mr. Pinchbeck
requested it.
You cur! he hissed. You
shall smart for this before the night is out, or my name is not Samuel
Foxleigh. And he bounced out of the room and upstairs.
No one heard what passed, but
the pantomime was noted and inferences drawn therefrom. During the tea many
ventured to suggest what the outcome of the conference would be, basing their
forecast on Foxleighs demeanour.
These prophecies proved to be
not very wide of the mark.
The business of the evening
gradually led up to the one important and interesting item, and when at length
it could no longer be postponed, Mr. Pinchbeck introduced it with very
cool and nervous reticence.
Foxleigh was at once upon his
feet, and began a vigorous speech by reviewing his connection with the church
and the services he had rendered to its finances. His next point was the peace
and unanimity that had existed from the time of its foundation to the advent of
the unknown individual who had commenced these services, since which time there
had been continual and increasing friction and ill-feeling materially affecting
the welfare of the church. Then he proceeded to give his own version of Pawleys
officiousness at the tea table, which had grown most encouragingly under the
influence of the personal warmth he contributed, and he drew therefrom a vivid
indication of this local preachers determination to usurp the position which
he (Foxleigh) had so long, and, he trusted, not unworthily occupied. Under
these circumstances it was impossible for him - whatever regret it might cause
him to do so - to come to but one decision, and that was that the voice of that
meeting must choose between himself, who had been so long and well known to the
church, and his upstart rival who had only come to London yesterday!
In this determination he
remained inflexible. Pawley had to be sacrificed, and the mission, so far as
Mount Pisgah was concerned, came to an end for the present.
Is Christianity a failure? We
ask the question not with a view of rousing all the bitter antagonistic
feelings of sectarian champions, but candidly and soberly with the world as it
really is before our eyes, and all its needs, sorrows, degradations and
oppressions open to our view. Has Christianity fulfilled the expectations of
Him who commissioned His disciples to go into all the world and preach the
gospel to every creature? In the three short years of His personal ministry He
secured so much of success that the common people heard Him gladly; all men
sought for Him, so that He could not be hid. He promised that those who
believe on Him should do His works. He and the gospel are both still the same,
but is the effect of its proclamation also the same?
It is no use throwing Free
Church stones at Roman glass-houses, or hurling Papal bulls at Protestant
schismatics. Our work will never be done by wrangling over the negligences of
others. Let us be honest and ask ourselves whether our own hands are clean,
whether we are faithful workers or idlers by the wayside, bosom friends of the
Master like John, or merely pharisaical quibblers like Simon.
That there is need for such
heart-searching inquiry is abundantly evidenced by the following admissions.
One of our leading religious
newspapers, representing more particularly the Free Church movement, says
in an editorial: -
Whether we look to High Church
mummeries, or to the smug inanities of many a popular and paying chapel, it is
difficult to resist the conclusion that . . . Christianity is indeed a very
ghastly failure.
A prominent clergyman of the
Church of England emphasises the fact . . . that the heathen, by the mere
increase of their birth-rate, are outnumbering all the converts of all our
societies, so that there are millions more of heathen to-day than a century
ago. He calculates that, owing to this cause alone, it will take the Church
Missionary Society twenty-seven thousand years to convert the gain to
heathenism in a single year in China.
A well-known Member of
Parliament, presiding at a Tract Society meeting, states: -
In London we are sometimes
inclined to say that the heathendom of the upper classes is more conspicuous
than the Christianity. It seems as if a large portion were losing even the
faintest regard for religion.
In the Romish Church an English
cardinal very boldly asserted that: -
The luxury of the West of
London, in its wealth, has produced a rankness and audacity of vice, hardly
veiled, or open and barefaced, such as was found hardly in Rome of old or in
any city that I know of in the civilised world. . . . The condition of the
streets of the East End no imagination can conceive, except those who have
looked upon it; and few of you have ever seen it. Those streets are full of
every kind of temptation - active temptation and tempters who ply the trade.
Such testimonies require no
comment; they are not the accusations of hired slanderers, but the candid
admissions of prominent officials within the different communions. Do such
facts give us cause for boasting or congratulation? How and why is it? Is it
not time the question was honestly faced? But to whom shall we go in order
that we may learn the truth, discover the sense of our weakness, and amend the
evil? There is only One to whom we may profitably repair - He who has erected
the only standard by which we may measure true, and therefore the only, Christianity.
By their fruits ye shall know them! He at once will put His finger upon the
cause, and we shall hear Him say as in the beginning.
Abide, in Me, and I in you. As
the branch cannot bear fruit of itself except it abide in the vine, no more can
ye, except ye abide in Me. I am the vine, ye are the branches: he that abideth
in Me and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without Me ye can
do nothing. If a man abide not in Me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is
withered, and men gather them and cast them into the fire, and they are burnt.
Churches and institutions are
but aggregates of men, and it is the individual not the organisation that has
to be engrafted and abide in the Christ. There is no saving power within the
Church save that we carry thither by the Christ in us, and the words are burningly
eloquent from their historic significance – Without Me ye can do
nothing. We know it, but are we honestly willing to acknowledge it and return
to the way, the truth and the life, by which alone the heritage can be
regained?
As the Church is to-day she is
powerless - can do nothing. The fact is indisputable, the evidences are
undeniable. Intelligent and honest men are turning in disgust from her coquetry
with the world, from her adultery with Mammon, and loathe the blasphemy with
which she boasts herself to be the virgin bride of the Lamb, even while she
publicly lies upon the bosom and receives the embraces of her paramour. Her
apostasy has made the name of Christ a byword, and subjected Him again to the
gibing sneers and opprobrious taunts of His enemies as they wag their
heads and pass Him by. Judas no longer hangs himself, but stands beneath the
cross ostentatiously counting his ill-gotten gains and ridicules the impotence
of the victim he has sold.
This is why the Church - not
Christianity - is a failure. She may claim to have bestowed the blessings of
civilisation upon humanity and point to the philanthropic institutions she
has reared, but history throws the lie back in her teeth and charges her
bigotry with opposition and oppression all along the path of progress
Civilisation is to-day what she is in spite of the Church, not by her favour,
and the shades of Macedonia, Armenia and South Africa arise to attest the
fact that she will throw her protection over bloody wars of extermination on
behalf of her paramour rather than follow her Christ in extending goodwill to
men.
Mount Pisgah Church had spoken,
made its choice, and the traditions of its history had been most satisfactorily
maintained. It was not - never had been - in sympathy with mission work, except
by proxy, and it was a great relief to the majority of the membership to know
that the tentative sanction which had been permitted to the objectionable freak
of some of the younger people was now at an end. It was also to be hoped the
road-side enthusiast would take the hint, accept the inevitable, and withdraw
to some community where his powers would be appreciated and applauded.
Foxleigh had done a great thing for the church by the firmness and promptitude
with which he acted, and such of his supporters who did not retire in dignified
silence gathered around the great man to offer their congratulations for his
valuable services.
The decision, however, was not
quite a unanimous one. There were a few who were more than pained at the turn
events had taken - genuine salt were they, the preservative influence of whom
was the salvation of the institution; true prophets of the Lord, who, though
hidden, wielded an influence of prayer restraining the axe being laid to
the root of the tree. They had rejoiced and taken courage in the work that had
been going forward; now their joy was turned to weeping and their faith was too
weak to oppose the destroying flood. Such few lingered a while and in their
lingering drifted near to Pawley. They had nothing to say, but pressed his hand
in a way which spoke of sympathy more eloquent than words, and the knowledge of
it was valuable at such a crisis, since it told him he was not alone.
But there was a third party
present, who were neither so numerous as the first nor so silent as the second
- the men who represented the congregation on the Common. These, not so
punctilious about religious dignity, nor so fearful about giving voice
to their feelings, were smarting under the first shock of recognition that they
had unwittingly fallen into the trap Foxleigh had so ingeniously prepared. He
was known to these men, was one of the prominent examples they ever had upon
their tongues as reasons why they avoided religion, therefore under the circumstances
it is not to be wondered at that they took the opportunity of speaking their
mind, and the friction of many voices produced a warmth gradually rising to a
threatened conflagration.
Gentlemen! cried Pawley,
mounting one of the forms and speaking in that strong but quiet tone he used to
secure silence on the Common - a voice like oil upon the troubled waters
producing silence and attention to what he had to say - Gentlemen, I hear the
name of Christ being lightly spoken in your disappointment and anger at
what has taken place. Let me ask you not to use that name in connection with
the proceedings which have just closed - if He has been smitten in the house of
His professing friends, it is for us to sorrow with Him. If they have turned
what should be a house of prayer into another Gethsemane, it is not for us to
augment it into a Calvary. The decision we have heard - driving you and I alike
away from all connection with this place - is not in any way associated with
Christianity; it is the voice of a professionalism which isolates itself as did
the Pharisee of old from the publican. It does not need that I should remind
you who received the blessing, and I am thankful to-night to remember that the
same God still reigns. I have not attempted to speak so far - of what use was
it to do so? Christ Himself was silent when before Herod, and any defence I
might have put forward would have been equally useless. But now I wish to say
one word before we separate. I may not be welcome to the use of the room - I
know I am not - but since it has been built in the name of the Master I serve,
and since I have been present and seen Him again traitorously sold to His
enemies, I demand to say one word on His behalf before we separate. In the
natural resentment with which you will speak of what has taken place to-night,
will you try to bear in mind that you are in no way criticising Christianity,
but rather an empty formalism which is what it is simply because of the absence
of the Spirit of the Christ who has assured us that unless we have His Spirit
we are none of His? Christianity is ever like its Founder - an invitation ever
standing open - He that cometh unto Me I will in no wise cast out. It is an
open door, and no man can shut it. The door of Mount Pisgah has been shut
to-night. Let us turn quietly away. Temples made with hands are not necessary
to worship the Nazarene whose gospel I have been preaching to you, and beneath
the free dome of Gods heaven we can still worship Him, no man daring to make
us afraid. Let us go back there, and the Father who knoweth our needs will lead
us by a way we know not towards the end we seek.
His counsel was accepted, the
argument was not reopened, but quietly the company dispersed and left Foxleigh
gloating over his triumph.
Elinor was far from strong at
that time, and the excitement had been almost too much for her, but Ernest at
once drew her into a side street, and full of the confidence which never
forsook him in an emergency, cheered and soothed her as he gently led her
homewards.
Oh, sir, I am so glad you are
here! exclaimed the agitated maid as she opened the door. I am almost
frightened to death. Then the girl gave way to her overstrained feelings and
burst into tears.
Why, whatever is the matter,
Lizzie? he asked kindly.
Theres such a dirty, beastly
old man in there, she answered, pointing to the front room. He knocked at the
door about an hour since and when I answered it he pushed past me and asked for
you, saying he should wait till you came home.
Ernests mind intuitively
reverted to Foxleighs threat earlier in the evening, then he smiled at the
absurdity of the connection. The implacable deacons power was fortunately
confined to his church influence, and now that he had done his worst there was
nothing further to fear in that direction. Still his mysterious visitor was
difficult to account for. Elinor was more disturbed than himself, but that was
only to be expected, and comforting her with the assurance that there was
a mistake somewhere, he sent her upstairs under the care of the maid while he
proceeded to interview the stranger.
As he entered the room he saw a
decrepit, repulsive-looking old man, wearing a dilapidated top-coat with a
cape, the skirts of which lay plentifully upon the floor. A worthless soft felt
hat was lying at his feet, and his chin rested upon his hands clasped over the
knob of a bludgeon walking-stick. He made neither sign nor motion as the door
opened; so, thinking he was asleep, Pawley approached and gently shook him.
Who are you and what do you
want? he inquired.
The old man, without expressing
either surprise or resentment, allowed his head to fall aside just enough for
his dull yellow eye to glare at the speaker, and without noticing the inquiry
asked, -
Are you Mr. Ernest Pawley?
I am! Who are you and what do
you want?
The old man let his stick fall
to the floor, and at once showed a considerable amount of vivacity.
All right, my popinjay, keep
your air on, an Ill soon let yer know who I am. Well come to bizness at
once - my beautiful little cockatoo, and he began to fumble in his pockets.
By this time there was not much
doubt in Pawleys mind as to the explanation; the man was a harmless, wandering
lunatic, and while he felt glad the poor fellow had fallen into his hands, he
was also thankful that the girl had so marvellously escaped. He still continued
to search through the pockets which were so palpably empty, muttering all the
time something which could not be heard, and Pawley, leaving him to his
engrossing but innocent occupation, re-opened the door and from the foot of the
stairs called, ‑
Lizzie.
Yes, sir.
You might run down as far as
the White Horse and see if you can find a constable. The poor fellow has lost his
senses.
Haigh! haigh! haigh! screamed
the old man in a kind of parrot laugh, hold on a bit, my noble Solomon, praps
yer may find Ive copped your senses as well as my own, before Ive done wi
yer. Dont yer think youd better ear what I come for before yer send for the
bobby?
Wait a minute, Lizzie, said
Pawley; let me see if I can get anything intelligent out of him first.
Then he closed the door.
Good agen, my
hooptem-doodem-doo; now hadnt yer better sit down while the heathen Chinee teaches
you a lesson or two?
He was still searching his
pockets..
Now, what is it you want?
said Pawley, not without some warrantable impatience. If you are not what I
imagine you to be, let me assure you that I am not the man, neither am I in any
mood to be trifled with. If you have any business with me let me know it; if
not the sooner you are out of this house the better.
Dont ee strut about too
much, my pretty peacock, or praps I shall have to pull some of yer fine
feathers. As soon as I can find my - ah! ere they are, as they say at church -
let me see, what is it? -
Now I ave foun my title
clear.
Lord, how I used to sing that
afore I lost my senses! An ony to think I ad put them to roost in mi at an
was furridgin for em in all mi pockets.
As he spoke he found a packet
of papers on the floor, and drawing a chair to the table, opened and spread before
Pawley one he recognised as the receipt given to Lucas for Harlestons five
pounds. He now recalled that its repayment had become due that day, but it was
nothing to him.
Let me ask yer reverence if
yer know this andwritin an sigature? asked the old man, jubilantly.
Yes, that is my signature, but
-
Now, wait a bit, my little
tom-tit. Of course its yours, an now youll understand my position an authority,
wont yer? Yer made a bit of a mistake when yer thought yer was the ony tin
can on the dump, didnt yer? Now yer see theres another one, an a bigger one,
and thats me, so youd better be civil, my igh cock-alorum, or I shall
order the band to play an youll have to dance to the music.
I wish you would speak so that
I can understand your meaning. Your presence appears to have some reference to
five pounds I had from Messrs. Kaleb and Co., for Mr. Harleston; but this is nothing
to do with me, neither have you any connection with the business.
Lawd! an aint yer a sweet
innercent to be sure! What a ninny yer mother must a bin not to a named yer
Brussel Sprouts! But yer aint the furst o yer kind I have had to deal with,
an if I have lost mi senses I think Ill be able ter teach yer the ropes in a
single lesson.
Will you tell me what it is
you want?
Now, dont be impatient, mi
little gay an festive, an youll fin it all come right in the washin, an
the dryin wont take long. This is your sigature, you say?
Of course it is, on behalf of
Mr. Harleston.
Dont be a fool, man, cried
the fellow, irritably, for the first time using language that was plainly to be
understood. Youre not going to get out o the soup in that way. Harlestons
name appears ere as the agent introducin the bisness - whos got to take is
bit o corn for doing it, but the bill o sales yours an youve got to settle
it.
Bill of sale! ejaculated
Pawley; I gave no bill of sale!
Didnt e, though, chuckled
the old man; then I should like ter know what this is? An my name is Jonas
Clamb, official broker to Kaleb and Co. This money was due at twelve to-day, an
not bein paid, Ive come for the same. Let me see what it is - seven pouns
principal an two pouns five expenses, that makes nine pouns five together,
which I wants at once, or else yer mus make me comforble fer five days at
seven-an-six a day before we clears yer out. Now then, whats yer going ter
do?
The nauseating intoxication of
despair took hold of Pawley as he listened to the facts over which the old man
gloated with piquant relish. Of all the situations of life from which to
extricate himself he was most ignorant of this. He knew something of the
inhuman excesses such men were capable of, but nothing of any action he could
take to save himself, and the critical condition of his wife added acuteness to
his suffering.
His cheeks blanched and grew
expressionless as marble, his lips quivered, his eyes rolled wild and red and
dry, but he never spoke. Clamb rubbed his hands in glee and cried ah-oo-oo
with the whistling gusto of a legion of fiends who drag another victim into
hell, while Pawley reeled and swayed like an oak that wrestles with the fury of
a storm only to prolong the fight, the end of which is all too painfully
certain.
Oh! Elinor! my life, my love,
what have I done? he cried at length. Then his voice failed him, there was a
gurgling in his throat, and stretching out his arms in mute appeal - for his
cry of Mercy! died upon his purple lips - he fell senseless at the feet of his
tormentor.
The incident was full of comedy
to Clamb, and he had no wish to hurry its performance, but Elinor had heard the
fall, and a moment later burst into the room to learn its cause. The broker
cursed her for the interference, though she neither heard nor noticed him, but
threw herself beside her husband and lifted his head.
Oh, Ernest, my lad, what is
it? she cried. Open your eyes - look at me dear! It is I - Elinor! Wake up,
my lad, and tell me what has happened?
The sound of her voice or the
sympathy of her love reached and recalled him; it was stronger than the embrace
of unconsciousness. They two were one, and his wandering, affrighted soul
returned to itself when his better and more needy part cried after him. Her
need became his strength, and in his extremity he discovered a peace which had
ridden to his success in the chariot of the tempest. On the border line of
oblivion he had heard a voice even more musical than her own - a voice that
answered through the blackness, Alls well, and in confidence he returned to
take up his cross again.
Dont be alarmed, my love, he
said presently; it will all come right, but there is a mistake somewhere, and
this man is a bailiff who has taken possession of our home for the five pounds
I had from Kalebs.
What is he going to do? she
cried, clinging to her husband as if she also needed to be protected.
I dont know yet, my darling;
we have to think what can be done, but I can do nothing just now.
Well, I aint praps as ard
as I looks, replied Clamb, at the sound of whose voice Elinor drew her husband
further back. Yer see, Ive got the job ter do, an Im goin ter do it. Now, ow
much o the needful ave yer got about yer?
We have no money, responded
Elinor, and if we had Mr. Harleston would have to pay you. He borrowed it.
Look ere, my little Jenny
Wren, if you take my advice youll leave this bit o bisness to me an
yer us-band.
My husbands business is mine,
she answered proudly, and though I may be of no service to you, I can help him.
If you refuse to go to Mr. Harleston for this money, call here any time after
six to-morrow evening and I will have it if I have to sell something to
pay you.
Oh, no, you wont, my little
extricator; none of yer little gamesll do for me. Ere I is, an ere I stops
till you pay me or I clears yer out, an none o yer selling anythin to do it
either.
What is it to do with you how
we get the money so long as we pay you? cried Elinor, indignantly. And you
are bound to give us a little time to do it.
Yer usband promised to see it
paid by twelve oclock to-day, my little love-bird, an Im going ter wait till
I gets it. Till then the ouse an all in it belongs to us. Now yer aint got
the dibs, yer says, well, then, I as to stop, taking off his overcoat and
throwing it into a corner. I shall be yer visitor for five days, an then take
all yer got when I goes.
But, Ernest, you wont let him
stop, will you? she pleaded. It will kill me to have such a horrid man in the
house so long!
Now, you look ere, an take
my advice, my little pet lamb -
Keep your insults to yourself,
cried Pawley, flinging aside the hand Clamb reached towards his wife. The law
may give you power to seize our goods, but it will at least protect us from
your insolence.
Excuse me, young man, but
theres too much o the cabbage about you to try to ride igh orses, one of em
ull eat yer one o these days for grass. Dont yer know as Im the officer of
the law? So whats the good of yer thinkin as yer word is bettern mine? I
knows what I can do a darn sight bettern you can tell me, so now, what are you
goin to do?
What can I do? pleaded
Ernest, recognising at last how completely he was at the mans mercy.
That aint neither ere nor
there, guvnor. If youve got anything to suggest, Ill ear it. But Ive got my
work to do, an Im boun to do it.
Yes, yes! we know you have,
replied Elinor, anxious even at the expense of another rebuff to try her
influence over him again. But you said you are not so hard as you appear to be.
Now, listen to me for a moment. You, who know this work so well, can easily see
that we have never encountered such an experience before, and, if you will, are
able to give us a word of advice as to what is best to be done. In all London
we have not a single friend to whom we can go. Perhaps you have never been so
badly placed, but one day you may find yourself so situated, and quite as
unexpectedly as we are to-night. Help us with some suggestion just now, and
then you will have a right to expect such assistance whenever you may need it.
Clamb listened to her at first
with the cynical contempt he always felt for women, but the intensity of
the faith she possessed in the force of right touched his sleeping conscience,
and before she finished she made him feel uncomfortable and wished she would
leave him to settle the business with her husband.
Look ere, Mr. Whats-yer-name,
yore missis ad better keep er lip out o this an leave us to settle it. Now
what do yer propose?
What can I propose, he
replied hopelessly, when I dont know which way to move?
Well! It aint the thing ter
do, you know, but Ill gi yer a tip if yer like.
God bless you, said Elinor,
gratefully.
Now, missis, you just keep
quiet! I wish yerd get out and leave the guvnor to me; yer knock a fellow all
over the shop, yer do, an interferes too much wi the bisness. Now, mister,
how much of the ready can yer stump up?
A week previously Pawley had
obtained a small advertisement for his old Cottominster journal and only
that morning had received a cheque for the commission. It was money badly
needed for other matters, but he was heartily glad he had only taken from it
the two shillings for their tea; the balance now appeared to be Gods provision
to liberate him in his hour of need, and he was sure of its success. Drawing
the money from his pocket he counted it upon the table.
Forty-eight shillings, he
replied.
Humph! That aint much good
anyway. Cant yer scrape up another two quid somehow?
We have not another shilling
now, said Elinor, but my husband can get it early in the morning - could have
got it to-night had we known it was so imperative - and you shall have it. You
can make this do now, cant you?
I wish youd let us alone,
missis, cried Clamb, irritably; I ates wimen in bisness as I ates ole
Nick. Then, addressing himself again to Pawley, he continued, Yer see, its
like this, my expenses so fur is two pouns five, an they mus be paid first.
As he spoke he counted the amount and transferred it to his pocket. Now,
if yer could gi me another two poun, that is the interest for another month,
we could prps arrange it that way, an afore the time was up yer could pay
the lot.
I can get it and pay it in at
the office before twelve oclock, even though I do not get the whole amount
from Mr. Harleston. Surely you can grant me that amount of time.
Clamb shook his head.
I am not so sure about it, he
said; yer see its contrary to law to go out when yer once in. An
another thing - how are yer goin to get the money? Yer mustnt part wi
anythin.
I shall get the money from
Harleston, he replied confidently.
Well, Ill try yer.
Oh, thank you, and you shall
not be disappointed, cried Elinor, joyfully, assured that they had at length
reached the extent of their trouble.
Ill mind that, answered the
old man; yer wont catch me on the op, I can tell yer. Now, look ere, if I
consent to go out, yer must sign this permission for me to come back at any
time I choose, and he spread the document, already prepared for signature, on
the table for Pawley to read. Yer see we always looks to be done and makes
provision agen it.
But what guarantee shall I have
that you wont be back in an hour?
None at all, the fellow
replied; youll ha to trust to our honesty about that. Still, theyre the ony
conditions on which I goes out, an yer can please yerself about it.
Pawley had to accept them. They
would at least be free from his presence for the night, and that would give
time to consider what was best to be done. So he took the pen and signed the
permission. A moment later he closed the door upon their unwelcome visitor.
On the following morning Pawley
sat looking abstractedly into the fire, with his neglected paper lying on
his knee. The night had been fruitless in suggesting any device or method of
procedure, but it had given rise to many doubts as to Harlestons proving to be
any refuge in the storm that had overtaken them. His wife entered, tired and
careworn, the pink tinge around her eyes telling a silent story of secret
tears.
She was standing behind his low
basket chair before he knew of her presence, and clasping her hands around his
neck, drew his head backwards and kissed him.
Cheer up, my lad, she said
softly, things are not so black as they look, I am confident.
Why so, dear?
Among Elinors - weaknesses, if
you will, she had a wonderful faith in bibliomancy, and made no secret of a
practice which on more than one occasion in the time of need had proved to be a
comfort and asssistance beyond measure.
I have just thrown open my
Bible and the verse it directed me to was the fourth of the ninety-first psalm.
How does it read, darling?
He shall cover thee with His
feathers, and under His wings shalt thou trust; His truth shall be thy shield
and buckler! she replied. Surely we
must be safe with such an assurance.
Yes, love, come what may we
shall be safe. All the experiences of our past are unanimous upon that. And yet
in spite of it I am contemptible in my unfaithfulness. Elinor stole around his
chair and took her favourite seat at his feet, forgetful that breakfast was
waiting. There had come a lull in the storm and the peace thereof was tempting.
These trials of faith might indeed become big with mercy, and break in
blessings oer our heads, if we only bore the stress, stood the strain and
waited in confidence. But oh! how formidable that if is when the tension is
upon us. Gods salvation can only be clearly seen when we reach the tether of
our extremity, and yet we always turn traitor and run away when the clouds
begin to lower; there are few who can stand still and see the salvation of God!
So far as I am concerned, darling, I deserve to be left to fight my way through
this business as best I may, for my lack of confidence in Him last night,
but He will deliver us for your and the childrens sakes.
He knoweth our frame, He
remembereth we are but dust, she answered with a view to reassure him as he
would comfort her. Christ knew our weakness when He promised to perfect His
strength therein; and if we confess our frailty without rejoicing in it, I
think He would rather have us to be so dependent on Him than strong to do without
Him.
If we were not so frail and weak
But strong to fight and to prevail –
Firm to resist, to dare - defy,
To conquer - neither flinch nor fail,
For God and love no need must be,
And life one hell of tyranny!
God bless my angel wife, he
said buoyantly; if you dont carry my burden, you will always manage to get
rid of it somehow, and he rose to take his departure.
But you have not had your
breakfast.
Yes, darling, I have had
something better than tea and toast.
Then he took another kiss and
went away to face the unknown.
Among the regular congregation
on the Common was one man who from the first had particularly attracted Pawleys
attention by the keen interest he appeared to take in the movement from the
beginning. He was always present, following the arguments closely, offering
neither assent nor opposition, but assuming the attitude of one who carefully
weighed what was advanced, and was anxious to arrive at some definite
conclusion as to the real position of the man who associated himself with a
church he occasionally lashed with such an unsparing hand. He was one of those
men towards whom the mind of a sympathetic speaker naturally gravitates,
entering into the atmosphere of its honest doubts and difficulties, reading its
frequent changes by the lights and shadows flitting unconsciously across its
face, and finding there an anchorage from which to sway the multitude.
Pawley understood the value of
such a mans presence and his eye lighted with satisfaction when Sunday after
Sunday it fell upon the well-known form of Albert Gerhard.
He was a tradesman, a
pawnbroker, whose business was very near to Mount Pisgah, though in no sense
was he connected with the church. From a religious point of view he was a backslider,
and once in a short chat he had with Pawley he honestly avowed, When I see
what they make of the men they get hold of, I am glad they count me among the
publicans and sinners. Of course I was a lad once, and then like Paul I did a
good many childish things - one of them was to join a church - but I am a man
now and prefer to act as a man, so I have left it and think for myself.
Pawley would never talk
goody-goody and quote Scripture in any attempt to reclaim such a wanderer, but
nevertheless he was not a little gratified to know that Gerhard took more than
a passing interest in the discourses he delivered, and though he had so far had
but two or three brief opportunities of exchanging views with him, he was
assured that the pawnbroker wished him well and secretly admired the work he
was doing.
As Pawley passed down the High
Street on his way to the station the cheery, musical voice of Gerhard accosted
him.
Good morning, Mr. Pawley. How
are you? I was just reading about last nights affair.
There was only one affair
associated with last night in Pawleys mind, and at the thought of it being
already public property he started visibly. He saw his mistake instantly - he
might have known the pawnbroker would not speak cheerily of such a trouble - and
at once did his best to hide his confusion. But Gerhards eyes were quick, he
noted the effect and though he said nothing did not forget it.
About me, in the mornings
papers? Nonsense! What relation do I bear to the news of the day?
Perhaps more than either you
or I imagine, said Gerhard, quizzing him curiously; but I didnt think the
matter down below, indicating the church, hit you quite so hard as it seems
to have done. Foxleigh, with his eye always on business, saw a chance for a
free advertisement, and he did not lose it; but if the editor knew the rights
of this thing, whoever sent this report would never send another.
Its not worth troubling
about, responded Pawley, having by this time quite recovered himself. Last
nights decision will only help to make our work on the Common more successful,
or I am very much mistaken. We have simply to help ourselves for the future
rather than depend upon Mount Pisgah.
Oh, it wont hurt us in any
way, replied he, nonchalantly; but one cant help laughing at the
idiotic fools who think churches ought to attract honest, commonsense
business men, while they allow such charlatans as Foxleigh to control the stock
market of heaven, and make God move just as they like to pull the string.
But God and heaven are not the
tools of such hypocrites.
Then why do you let them run
the churches. Such a system of management is not peculiar to Mount Pisgah
- its universal. The man with the heaviest purse soon rises to the top, and
very few questions are asked, but the poor devil who needs a little help - no
matter how honest or deserving he may be - is chucked out into the mission-room
in the back yard. Look here, Pawley - directing his attention to the window - if
you were to come into my shop in an hours time and tell me the label on that
ring marked guinea gold and real stones had fallen on to that cricket ball
and was making fun for passers-by, I should thank you and correct it at once;
but when we do the same with the church we are only insulted with opprobrious
epithets, and the laughing-stock remains.
There is a great deal of truth
in what you say, but I for one am doing my best to remedy it.
I believe you are; but you saw
last night that the church as a body is opposed to you. As they are, things are
very satisfactory to the office holders and majority of the members; with the
microscope of self-conceit they study and extol their otherwise invisible
virtues, but their vices are carefully excluded from the field of vision, and
therefore do not exist because not seen. That is what disgusts men like me with
religion; the whole Foxleigh crew stink in the nostrils of honest men - their
frauds and inhumanities are being exposed every day - and still they are
allowed to pose as ornaments to the churches, who ask us not to judge,
treat them with charity, and if the stench of their corruption becomes too
unsavoury we are asked to forgive them as we hope to be forgiven. But there is
no such plea put forward for the poor devils who have been ruined by their villainies.
It makes my blood boil every time I think of it. That is why I left the church,
and I mean to stop outside until it practises what it preaches, and adopts its
professions as a principle of life.
I dont think you would care
to apply your excuse for isolation to your regular business.
Why not?
You do not deny the value of,
or the necessity for, a true religion, but you very rightly object to the
prostitution of it as a cloak to hide the nefarious practices of men like
Foxleigh. At the same time you fail to see that your absence only tends to
strengthen their position by weakening the power of those who would drive them
out. If a man came to you and succeeded in pledging a crystal as a diamond
ring, would you, on making the discovery, be justified in refusing to make any
further advances on jewellery?
Certainly not; but you jump
too far when you go from the transaction to the determination at a single
bound. Suppose when I make the discovery that the stone is only a crystal I go
on to make other inquiries and find that there exists a gang of swindlers who
are generally circulating these imitations. I should go at once to the
wholesale dealers and put them on their guard. But suppose further that I
discovered these wholesale firms knew all about it, and were willing to ignore
the fraud on account of some substantial benefit they were receiving. Should I
not under such circumstances be wise to avoid all dealings in diamonds,
especially when in case of a prosecution I should have the evidence of
recognised experts against me?
Yes, under such circumstances
you might be justified. Still I think I can carry my argument a stage
further. If you possessed a diamond as an heirloom you would not cast that away
because of the imitations?
Certainly not, but you cannot
use that against me without inconsistency, and I shall trip you on your own
argument.
Do so if you can.
The other Sunday I heard you
say that we cannot inherit our righteousness as we do entailed estates, but
every man must seek and find the pearl of great price for himself. Now if this
is correct - and I believe it is - I have no family heirloom in this respect,
and while there are so many spurious stones abroad I am not going to worry
myself about them.
But there are incontrovertible
tests of genuineness; an honest man will not deceive himself.
You may think so, but I think
in the matter of stones I can show you a case where you would hesitate even in
the presence of an infallible test. Suppose you wish to buy a diamond, and as an
expert you ask me to choose one. Now we have exactly the test we require by
which the merest tyro may assure himself of the genuineness of the stone,
if he chooses to use it - if it will scratch a ruby or sapphire it must be a
diamond. But the stone I recommend you fails in the test, though I assure you
that it is not only real but the finest stone among the group. What will you do?
You are right, Gerhard; I
should pause and obtain further advice.
And that is just the position
in which almost millions of men and women stand to-day in relation to religion.
There is a test given to us by which we are supposed to be able to distinguish
the true from the false - by their fruits ye shall know them - but when we
honestly apply it to the great majority of clergymen, parsons, deacons and
leaders of your churches - representative men of the gospel of to-day - what do
we find? To be charitable, they are not in any way to be distinguished from
other men. They lie, equivocate, deceive and practise all the cunning arts of
fraud known to the world, and only differ from it in the profession they make
of being better than others while they are so doing. I tell you, Pawley, I am
speaking well within my book, and am not retailing gossip when I say that the
doings of leaders of some churches I know is enough to take the breath away
from a footpad or a prostitute. But if all you say is true, answered Pawley,
wearily, it does not affect true religion; this is but hypocrisy. Then why
not clear it out, make a clean sweep of the den of thieves, rather than shield
and refuse to believe they are what all men know them to be, and stop your
practice of calling honest men infidels because they refuse to associate with
such candidates for the police and divorce courts! Can you wonder if some of us
do come to doubt the existence of a God when we see such blasphemy going on in
His name and no effort being made to upset it? I suppose you will say there are
a few good men to be found among them occasionally, and, for their sakes He
keeps quiet. But there, he continued, returning to his usual indifferent
attitude, it doesnt interest me, and so Ill let it alone. But it always
bothers me why you cant be honest about it if you must have your Sunday show -
for that is all it really amounts to. Why not drop your hypo-critical
pretension of reverence and call your church-going a Sunday parade; make it a
concert or a lecture if you choose, but for heavens sake let us hear something
intellectual and up-to-date; put it on a level with a flower show, bazaar,
or garden party, and at once our objection would be gone and we could join you;
but when you claim that such assemblies are composed of people better than
the common run of men, that they meet to worship God in the beauty of holiness
and represent the white-robed throng on earth, well, all I can say about it
is that I dont think much of your ideas of holiness and white robes, and
the heaven those people are going to - that is, if they get what they deserve -
has no attractions for me.
Dont try to make it worse
than it really is, Gerhard. God knows it is bad enough.
Worse than it is! I only wish
I had your power of speech for one hour next Sunday on the Common; I would make
the ears of Brixham tingle with what I know, I can assure you, and then should
not be able to do my subject justice. But I would try and make some of the
hypocrites see themselves as we outsiders see them, and if they had one vestige
of honestly left in them, they would tremble at what I know from experience is
done in the name of Christianity. Take only the cases of three of the most
prominent deacons or officials in this neighbourhood - and two of them are at
Mount Pisgah. Foxleigh sent his father abroad, and allowed him to starve to
death in Australia, because the old mans presence would interfere with the sons
religious progress at home. Then there is Blake, who, under the fictitious name
of Kaleb, and he narrowly watched his companion as he spoke, is one of the
most rapacious money-lenders in the city, and has wrongly ruined more homes
than there are days in the year. And surely you know Vermont, the churchwarden
of St. Lucifers, with his snowy hair and innocent smile, who went to prison
only last week for keeping a whole block of houses for immoral purposes because
he could get a higher rental than otherwise. These men are samples of your
official Christianity, and yet you wonder that such as I keep away from it.
Still you must not forget that
there is another and happily brighter side to the subject.
We dont forget that; but why
dont you get the Church to bear the fact in mind? Why dont you people keep
your eyes open, and when you see a man is not what he ought to be, clear him
out at once, and save the honour of your community, not wait till the earthquake
of an exposure shakes your whole temple to pieces? I know as well as you do
that there is another side to religion, but I also know that the better side is
not to be found in your churches as they are to-day.
I am not going to deny that there
is a great deal of truth in what you say, but even though I admit it all, and
an effort is made to get rid of the element you object to, how can it be
done unless such as you will come inside and help us?
I have not been unthoughtful
of the work that lies before you, but I dont care to take any share in it, I
can assure you. These fellows have got the upper hand, and they will fight like
devils to keep it, and it will be a bad lookout for the men who attempts to dislodge
them, especially as the parsons will side with them for the sake of their
salaries. That is another little difficulty that lies before you - the parsons
in ninety-nine cases out of a hundred are so by profession rather than by
conviction, and, as such, have considerably more faith in a rich deacon
than a visionary God. The call of the Deity they worship is always towards an
increase of salary rather than an extended opportunity. We had a good instance
of that last night; Pinchbeck knows as well as I do the good you have done on
the Common this summer, but Foxleighs hand is on the purse, and the parson
knows which side his bread is buttered. Can you wonder if we doubt the
existence of God when we see such things as this?
I cant do that, Gerhard; I
know there is a God, have proved it as a personal fact, though His ways are higher
than our ways and frequently we have to trust Him where we cannot see Him, for
His ways are past finding out.
Well, then, let us say that if
I had a little of your faith, and you had some of my suspicion, we might both
be better men, he returned lightly, as if to dismiss the subject. But both you
and I are too busy to say more about it now - in fact, I should not have kept
you so long, but I have an idea in my mind, and I want to clear it up. Is there
anything wrong? If so, can I be of any service to you?
The question was put with a
blunt and pointed force Pawley had no time or strength to evade. He lifted his
eyes, but said nothing.
Come inside a minute, and
Gerhard stepped back into the shop.
Then Pawley, ever ready to
recognise the presence of Gods guiding hand, answered his friends inquiry
with confidence, and told him all that had occurred.
Some few of us had a
mysterious hint of something being in the wind last night, he replied. It was
suggested to us that we should not put too much confidence in you for a
few days, but I little thought that the worst would show you to be so firmly in
Blakes grip as you are. What are you going to do?
I started to the city earlier
than usual to see Harleston as soon as he arrives.
But have you got the money?
No, I hope to get it from him.
My gad, man, you must be at
Blakes and pay it by ten oclock, or your house will be stripped by twelve.
Then, hurrying round his counter, he said, here, give me an I.O.U. for seven
pounds, and I will lend you the amount.
Pawley was overcome by the
unexpected generosity of the offer. Then he shook his head.
I am not able to say what I
feel at such unlooked-for kindness, but I should be wrong to trespass upon it
to such an extent. If you will lend me two pounds, however, I will take it
and pay the interest at once. That will give me time to get the principal, and
I shall be safe.
But you will have to pay
another two pounds interest.
I would rather do that twice
over than trespass on your kindness. Let me show you that there is at least one
honourable man in the Church.
Well, I wont waste precious
time in argument, but you are doing a very foolish thing not to take it all.
Will you have it?
No, thank you a thousand
times.
Gerhard put the two pounds
down, and Pawley gave the required acknowledgment.
Now take my advice and hurry
up, but mind you make him renew your bill of sale or he will have you.
Pawley hurried away with a
light heart, but Gerhard watched him go down the street with very mixed feelings
as to his anticipated success. He knew Blake.
At the station Pawley met
Victor and they went into the city together.
I am glad to see you, said
the latter coolly, because, after what took place last night, I am afraid I
shall not be able to be with you on the Common again. You see, you have such
queer ideas, and say such strange things, that I was afraid there would be a
beastly row about it, and its not pleasant, you know.
Well, Victor, I thought of all
men you were made of different stuff to that, was the quiet reply. Still, if
you think I am wrong, I am glad you have the courage to tell me.
Dont misunderstand me, Pawley;
I dont think it is you so much as Foxleigh and the Mount Pisgah people, but
two of us, you know, will never be able to fight the church.
And so you think it is more
generous to leave me single-handed. You think it better to betray a cause - even
though right - than suffer for it, forgetting the promise - If they suffer
with Him they shall also reign with Him. Are you willing to give up the hope
of one in your cowardice of the other?
I am not going to give it up,
but dont you think, in face of Foxleighs opposition, you might discontinue
the meetings at once, if we begin again next summer?
When you first suggested the
scheme you knew what opposition we should meet with, and in spite of it we have
had a grand success. Why should we be untrue to ourselves and God by allowing
Foxleigh to undo all our work now? Have the men we have gathered around us no
claim to consideration?
I know all that, he replied
evasively, and I feel like a coward in running away from you, but it makes a
fellow feel so beastly mean when your chapel chums cut you for being a ranter,
or smile cynically as if something had gone wrong, while others treat you
with open contempt. Of course I should like to stay with you, but I never
thought it would make all this fuss.
I see where it is, my friend;
you had a secret hope that there would be a certain amount of clat about this
work when we had overcome a temporary opposition, and now you are disappointed.
I never looked for such things, and am more than content with what has been
done. Take my advice, and let it alone in the future; the man who undertakes
such a work must be prepared to sacrifice anything and everything for the
Master if he is to succeed. At present you are not prepared to do this, so let
it alone, but if at any time you feel that you can leave all and follow Him, no
one will be more glad to welcome you back than I shall. Till then God bless and
keep you.
They were outside London Bridge
Station, Victor was about to take a bus, but Pawley was walking across the
bridge. They took each others hand in a warm grip, and Victor climbed to his
seat, sorrowful to break his companionship with a man who was ready to continue
the struggle against such overpowering odds.
Longley Lucas, managing clerk
and general factotum of Kaleb and Co., was, in his own estimation, one of the
guiding spirits of the destiny, not only of London, but, beyond the metropolis,
of Great Britain and the empire in general. As yet the early bloom of manhood
had but lately made its appearance upon his upper lip, but his head was ruddy
and ambitious, and the Capital had received him without pausing to inquire into
his antecedents. Not in the capacity of a toiling artisan, nor marching in
the ranks of the vulgar herd did he come; he was no common clerk or grumbling
junior in the Civil Service. Nature had been kind to him - endowed him with
genius, brains, foresight, intuition and every necessity and provision for
producing a man of mark and distinction. He began life as a financier, among
the sinews of existence, and as yet it was more than rash - absolutely
insane--to attempt to indicate the brilliant career along which he would roll
to the zenith of his inconceivably glorious goal!
Such a distinctive landmark in
the fields of civilisation and progress was not to be trifled with but commanded
the greatest respect and deference. If at the outset of his career he
condescended to wipe the dust from his patent leathers upon the heads of the
mob, it was kind of him, and the said mob ought to thank him most humbly for
deigning to notice their presence. If in passing he became so familiar as to
help himself - humorously, of course - from such pockets as he could reach, the
favoured individual had occasion to smile and lift his head above his fellows
on account of the distinction thus conferred upon him.
Few men have opportunity for
personal acquaintance with great minds, and Longley Lucas considered himself to
be one of the first of his time, therefore Pawley should have been thrice
happy.
But to judge of his feelings by
the lights and shadows flitting across his face as he passed over London Bridge
he was neither happy nor pleasant.
As he reached Adelaide Place
the first boom of St. Pauls rolled over the city, striking ten oclock. He
gave a sigh of relief and opened Kalebs door. Lucas was standing with his back
to the fire putting the finishing touches to his manicure operations. He
casually raised his eyes as the door opened, put on his wolfish business smile
when he recognised his visitor, but otherwise did not interfere with his
employment.
Its you, is it? he said, his
smile increasing into a hard, fiendish laugh. What an obedient puppy you are
to answer my whistle so promptly! If you go on like this I really believe we
shall make a prize dog of you presently. Well, have you paid my man out, or have
you brought me the money?
Where is Blake or Kaleb?
demanded Pawley, ignoring the insult. I prefer to do business with the
principal this time.
I am the principal so far as
you are concerned. Have you brought the money? If so put it down at once; I
have no time to waste over such as you.
I have called to hear some
explanation of the contemptible manner in which you treated me yesterday.
You had all the explanation we
give last night. Have you paid our man out?
Am I not entitled -
You are entitled to nothing,
but we are entitled to everything you have, and shall take it unless you pay up
at once. Do you propose to do so?
What was the use to argue,
protest or insist. The man was as inexorable and tyrannical as death. Words
were only wasted upon him, and insistence would only serve to prejudice the
case. Pawley wished now that he had taken Gerhards advice and brought the
whole of the money.
Your man says I may pay the
two pounds interest and have the loan renewed.
The man knows nothing about
it, and I refuse to renew the loan.
But why? asked Pawley, all
his worst fears reviving, a circumstance Lucas was quick to see and take note
of, since it afforded him an opportunity to amuse himself.
That is my business, he
replied coolly.
You have taken advantage -
We have done nothing of the
kind; you have tried to do so, but we have been too sharp for you. If you are
not able to pay now you will be less able to do so in a month, and we always
shake off defaulters as soon as possible.
I am no defaulter, cried
Ernest, his cheeks indignantly aflame at the accusation.
No! Then I have made a
mistake, returned the other, tantalisingly.
I am as honest as yourself or
your employer; and had I known the truth of the circumstances into which I had
been entrapped -
Entrapped!
I said so, for Pawleys
indignation was ill-advisedly getting the better of him. Had I known you were
so exacting to the moment I would have taken pains to have been clear from you
at any risk.
So you could have paid us, but
claimed privilege for your position and connection with Harleston, eh? Now you
have to learn what the trifling mistake has cost you.
Pawley began to see the
implacable determination of the man to have his bond and nothing but the bond;
and since he knew that Blake and Kaleb were really one there was no shadow of
doubt as to the true meaning of Foxleighs threat. He could also now divine how
useless any effort to come to terms would be; nothing short of full,
complete and immediate settlement of the claim could save him. His reluctance
to accept a kindly offer in all its full generosity was again producing - as it
had done before - a harvest of trouble which might have been avoided. Again had
he preferred to judge other men by his own sympathetic and easy-going nature,
only to find his expectations groundless and illusory.
Do I understand definitely
that you will not accept the interest and renew the loan?
I will not.
I have not the whole of the
money, but -
That is enough; if you cannot
pay we shall seize at once. There is no use fooling over the thing.
Excuse me. I have a friend who
has offered to lend me the money, and what I wished to say was, if you will not
renew it I will be here before twelve oclock and pay the whole.
I shall not wait another ten
minutes, but wire to our man to clear you out at once.
Again Pawley made a mistake, in
his ignorance of the ways of these men.
But your man is not there.
Not where?
At my house. He left last
night. I paid his expenses and he promised if I would be here before
twelve with the interest you would renew the loan.
Lucas smiled, leisurely closed
his knife and returned it to his pocket, then began to give more undivided
attention to his visitor.
Did you sign any agreement
when he went out?
I gave him permission to come
back again if necessary.
Signed it?
Yes.
Thats all right. Hell be
here presently, and Ill have your little nest swept out before dinner time.
But you must give me five
days; the law will not allow you to do just as you choose.
Pawley scarcely knew what he
was saying, or how to proceed in his extremity. He was fighting the air, and
the inhuman wretch before him enjoyed the torture he was inflicting all the
more because he was well aware of the exquisite agony it was causing his
victim. Stoical endurance only serves to irritate and vex such natures as Lucass,
but the quivering, tearing, unendurable suffering of sympathetic souls supplies
a ghoulish feast of delight they love to linger over, watching the result of
every new and fiendish development.
When you get clear of us, take
my advice, find your grandmother and teach her to suck eggs. Clamb knows what
hes about, but we never expected you would be quite so innocent as to sign
that paper. We need not give you five minutes now, and you wont get it either.
What have I done that you
should take all these advantages of my ignorance? You know I am as honest
as yourselves; why have you no pity, mercy, or sense of right?
Lucas laughed hilariously.
Ah, ah! All the luxury in this
business lies in the advantage. You have been such a clever devil since you
came to London - so awfully fly. And only to think that all the time you have
been as blind as a bat. Oh, my God, this is too good for me to have all to
myself; Kaleb and Foxleigh would give twenty pounds to see you just now!
If Mr. Foxleigh knows of this,
and has suggested such procedure in retaliation for anything he imagines I have
done to him, send for him and I am quite prepared personally to suffer what he
may deem to be compensation for my offence; but my wife has done nothing
against him - and at the thought of Elinor his voice became husky and his eyes
filled with tears - she is not strong just now, and any great excitement might
kill her. You are not married perhaps, but you have a mother - sisters; for
your remembrance of them I ask you to have mercy on her. Grant me only one hour
and I will pay you everything.
I have to look after myself
and leave women to do the same. Besides, we have already taken your wifes
condition into consideration as a little additional flavouring to the general
relish. But you need have no fear for her - shell come through it all right;
its women who die at such times, not cattle!
God help me! wailed Pawley.
Then the man rose within him, and without a thought of consequences he aimed a
violent blow at the dastardly coward across the counter.
Lucas stepped back, visibly
cowed at the unexpected demonstration his taunt called forth, and with a sigh
of relief he saw the door open, and a gentleman - evidently a stranger - entered.
His coming was sharp and
peremptory, as of a business man engaged in important matters of moment;
yet he was confident, deliberate, almost leisurely as he closed the door. The
face was strangely pale, cold and placid for one who had flung the door open
with such an expression of activity, and the contrast was still more marked in
comparison with the almost jet-black hair. His eyes were piercing, raven-hued,
behind which a lambent flame trembled like a distant danger-signal not to
trifle with suppressed and hidden forces. His lips were firm, thin and
twitching with authority in spite of a pleasant smile which clothed his face
with the softness and delicacy of the bloom on a peach. In fact, the man was a
distinguished and mysterious contradiction - a volcanic iceberg, a sympathetic
autocrat, a protecting thunderbolt - a man at once to be obeyed, feared and
courted.
How do you do, Mr. Pawley? he
asked affably, offering his hand as if he and the distracted man had been
lifelong friends.
How do you do? was the only
response he could make, not having the faintest idea as to the identity of his
unknown friend. Enough for him just then that it was a friend.
You are not looking quite up
to the mark this morning.
I am not altogether as I would
like to be. Should he go on and follow the impulse prompted by what appeared
to be an invitation to his confidence? Who was this man who had intervened at
such a critical moment, like the protecting hand of God? Yes, he would venture,
and in a few sentences he made the necessary explanation.
The stranger listened to his
story without betraying the slightest feeling or surprise, and when it was
finished he turned towards Lucas, who had previously received no notice from
him, and inquired with an authority the clerk would gladly have set at defiance
had he dared, -
Where is Blake?
I - I - . Well, he is not here
at present.
So I observe. Surely he is not
growing nervous or conscientious, and was timid about meeting Mr. Pawley, he
essayed with delicately-veiled sarcasm that told with admirable effect.
He generally consults his own
convenience. Had you an appointment?
An older and wiser man would
not have dared the retort, but the stranger let it pass.
No! I only make important
appointments.
What may your business be? I
am Mr. Kalebs manager.
You may use his own name to
me.
Kaleb is his business name.
May I know who you are?
You may know that I am not an
applicant for a loan; I think that may serve our purpose for the present.
Then what is your business? My
time is important, and I have none to waste.
The vague composure of the
stranger irritated Lucas visibly and was rapidly forcing him into his habitual
official pomposity.
You make it valuable rather
than important, I believe. Do you think you will be able to understand a
little matter of business outside your usual groove?
The question was kindly asked,
but Lucas could have crushed him for the humiliation of it.
I am quite competent to attend
to the business of this office.
I am glad to be assured of
that. Now, listen very carefully to what I am about to say, or the consequences
may be more serious than you may imagine.
Perhaps I had better send for
Kaleb.
Call him Blake to me. It was
a command quietly spoken, but Lucas knew he had to obey it. No! you shall not
send for him. If he runs away from responsibilities let him also lose
whatever advantage might arise from being present now. As he spoke he laid
upon the counter a small packet of papers he had drawn from beneath his
Inverness cape, the first of which he carefully unfolded and offered to
Lucas.
I think this is one of your
discharges?
Yes, it seems to be so.
Seems to be - what do you
mean? It either is, or is not. Is it so?
Yes, it is.
And this also? presenting a
second, and so on for some half dozen.
Yes!
Now these, I think, are
warrants for seizure of goods? taking one from the lower half of the packet.
Yes, that is a seizure in
default.
And everyone of them,
answered the stranger, deliberately refolding and tying up the packet, has
sufficient evidence of conspiracy and illegality about it to secure a long
term of imprisonment if the case should be proceeded with.
Thats nothing to do with me;
I am only the clerk and must do as I am told.
And upon the same plea I
suppose you would forge a cheque or steal a bank-note. Now, listen to me; I
have received these with a view of taking such proceedings as may be necessary,
but as Blake is not here I am willing to offer you an alternative. Take a list
of these names. He had to obey. Now you may tell him he has the opportunity of
making restitution in each of these cases during the next month. If he fails to
do so I shall proceed. Now for yourself and the part you play in the
business. Why do you refuse to renew Mr. Pawleys loan?
Because I have been instructed
not to do so.
By whom?
Mr. Kaleb - Blake, I mean.
For what reason?
He is not bound to give me his
reason, was the dogged attempt to evade a direct reply.
Dont prevaricate with me.
Answer my question.
Because he wishes the
transaction closed.
Why? Still in the same calm,
relentless determination to have the truth.
How do I know?
Answer my question.
You had better see Mr. Blake -
let me call him.
Why were you not to renew this
loan?
Because he is wanting money
for a large advance, and I have to get in all I can.
That is a lie! Now you are in
my power more absolutely than Mr. Pawley is in yours; I can give him his money
and set him free at once, if it suits my purpose to do so. You cannot get away,
therefore make no attempt to trifle with me. What reason did Blake assign
for not renewing this loan?
What business is it of yours?
he asked in defiant desperation.
We will see. Then, directing
his observation primarily to Pawley, he said, I shall have to leave you
for a few minutes, my friend, but I have someone within hailing distance who
will be able to provide against any further molestation until my return. I
simply wish to obtain warrants for the arrest of these so-called philanthropists,
and will be back shortly.
His evident intention to carry
out this plan threw Lucas into a panic such as only the basest and most unscrupulous
natures can possibly detray.
What is it you want to know?
he cried.
Why will you not renew this
loan?
I believe Mr. Foxleigh does
not wish us to do so.
What has Foxleigh to do with
it?
Nothing that I know of.
So you do allow outsiders to
interfere with your business sometimes. This looks like another case of
conspiracy, and it suits my purpose admirably to investigate it at first
hand. Now will you allow me an equal privilege with Foxleigh?
Again it was more a
determination expressed than a favour solicited.
I cant. Mr. Blake may if he likes.
Blake is not here. Then to
Pawley, Where is your two pounds? I am not going to settle this matter as I
first thought, but your case shall either convert or destroy this
conspiracy.
Pawley placed the money upon
the counter.
Take this most extortionate
interest and give me a receipt renewing the loan.
I cant do it.
You can and will.
Wont you wait until you can
see Mr. Blake, and I will give you an undertaking that nothing shall be done in
the meantime?
You refused to give my friend
an hour to go to Brixham.
I only obeyed instructions.
Its a lie; you have exceeded
them at your own will.
How do you know?
That is no business of yours;
sufficient for you that I do know, and let the fact of it be a caution as to
how you keep faith with me. Give me the receipt!
If I do it will only be under
compulsion.
That is one of your staunchest
friends, I believe, he rejoined with the nearest approach to a smile he had
yet betrayed; surely you will not object to it.
Lucas was brought to bay. There
was no way of escape; even his hoped-for deliverance in the arrival of
Blake forsook him, and with a dogged, cunning reservation of revenge in his
mind he wrote out the receipt and flung it on the counter.
His antagonist took it up and
read it carefully.
That will do so far as a
receipt, but now you must endorse it with a specific guarantee not to enter his
house nor in any way to molest him until the expiration of the thirty days
mentioned, by the end of which time I will see the money is paid.
The renewal carries all that.
It would do so were I dealing
with honourable men, but since that is at present more than doubtful I must be
wary. Always to act in view of the worst I believe is one of your axioms;
permit me to profit by it in this instance, and preparing for a possible
contingency to have one case so perfect against you that escape will be
impossible.
And who the devil are you to
dictate to me in this fashion? cried the rebellious Lucas, who could no longer
suppress his rage at the humiliation he was compelled to suffer.
One would almost suppose I
were your master by the influence I possess, he replied pleasantly, and calm
as ever. Then, assuming a stern, commanding tone no longer to be trifled with,
he added, Endorse that document as I instruct you!
The rising ruler of the empire
had to thrust the leek through his clenched teeth. But he ate it. Then his tormentor
took the amended receipt and finding it to his satisfaction handed it to
Pawley.
Tell Blake, he said with
significant deliberation, that if he breaks that bond by so much as an insinuation
he will never forget the consequences.
Then taking Pawley by the arm
the two withdrew.
Let me say one word to you,
commenced the Unknown before the other had recovered himself sufficiently
to voice his feelings. Who I am, where I come from, or how I know so much as I
do, you need not exert yourself in any attempt to ascertain for the
present. Let it suffice that I know of you better than you know me, and in what
I have done this morning I have simply fulfilled the duty of one servant of the
Master to another. Whatever may be the result you need not be afraid; so long
as God is with you there is no need to fear what man may be able to do against
you. Be faithful unto Him and when we meet again I trust it will be under more
favourable circumstances.
Will you not allow me to write
to you? My heart is too full of gratitude to speak just now.
I know it, and will accept
that in full discharge of everything. No, you can scarcely write to me, for I
travel much, and your letter might not reach me before we meet again. Till then
God bless and keep you.
They stood at the foot of King
Williams statue by this time, and with another fervent clasp of the hand
parted, Pawley going down Cannon Street and his friend towards Gracechurch
Street.
When the Lord turned again the
captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream, So the Psalmist sings of the
effect on the emancipation of Israel from the yoke of Babylon, and Pawley was
in a similar condition as he threaded his way through the hurrying throng of
Cannon Street. The animal part of him was in the very heart of London, making
its automatic way towards Fleet Street and the Strand, but the soul - the mind
was far away rejoicing as a bird whose cage bars had been providentially
broken, giving again to it the freedom of life and hope. He was resting in the
immediate wake of a miracle, and his overstrained nerves were numbed in the
collapse of the abnormal tension they had sustained. Half an hour previously he
was battling helplessly, hopelessly in one of the eddies and undercurrents
abounding in the rapids of the stream of life; its maelstrom had already caught
him, and the roar of the vortex was ringing in his ears. In the agony of his
despair, his mind reverted to the loved ones, who must follow and share in his
destruction, since he was powerless to save them, and the anguish of his
impotence redoubled his own torture. The cold, sick, resistless hand of death was
upon him, suffering had touched its high-water mark, and he was gradually
sinking into the arms of oblivion, when a hand reached out and grasped him,
lifting him from the jaws of death to a rock of deliverance, where he knew he
was safe under the protection of One mighty to save. He walked on and on,
conscious only that he had been delivered and was resting. He was capable
of nothing beyond. In fact, he was unable even in after years to recall any
other memory of those moments but the one clear impression made upon his mind -
It is the Lords doing and it is marvellous in our eyes.
Be it so, Pawley! Rest there
and you will be safe. They that have clean hands and pure hearts shall ascend
to the hill of the Lord and unto the city of the living God, which is but one
step removed from Calvary. The corridor of sacrificial faith looms dark, and is
full of terrors; many are called to pass therethrough but few are found to be
worthy, few have courage to go forward, assured that through the vestibule of
death is the divinely-appointed way to the halls of life - to the heavenly
Jerusalem, and the innumerable company of angels; to the general assembly of
the church of the first-born, which are written in heaven, and to God the judge
of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect, and to Jesus the Mediator
of the new covenant. Lift up your head, brave heretic, and go forward, fearing
not what man shall do unto you, for the angel of the Lord encampeth about them
that fear Him, and (what is more) delivereth them. Take courage, be not
afraid, though a thousand fall at thy side and ten thousand at thy right
hand, even thy hairs are numbered, and the eye that keepeth Israel neither
slumbereth nor sleepeth. In the darkness grip the guiding hand and it will lead
you by a way you know not - but He knows. Be not afraid and He will bring you
from the furnace as gold well refined with the hall-mark of the lost
Christianity impressed upon it.
Without being conscious of it,
he had evidently travelled down Queen Victoria Street and presently found
himself walking along the Thames side of the embankment on his way to the
office where it was necessary he should see Harleston at once. No, not at
once; there were more reasons than one why he should first make Gradeley acquainted
with what had taken place. The sub-editor had introduced him to Harleston, and
however Utopian and unpractical he might be in business, he was still a
gentleman, and would certainly resent the conduct meted out to his
confrere. Further, the experience of Pawley might serve as a timely warning
to the other, and place him upon his guard against similar possibilities of
treachery.
The sub-editor listened to the
almost incredible story with alternate doubts as to whether he heard aright,
and the sanity of the speaker. Pawley had never seen him so moved to
indignation before, and perhaps it was well for all concerned that Harleston
had not yet arrived and Gradeleys feelings had time to cool somewhat. Then he
was able to speak more reasonably and opened his mind to his friend as to
doubts and questions which had secretly troubled him. In his own way he had
scratched Harlestons veneer and been sorrowfully forced to the conclusion that
his imagined literary cavalier was nothing but a highwayman prowling
around the region of belles-lettres, capable and ready to do anything for his
own protection and aggrandisement, but without thought or feeling for another.
Like Pawley, however, Gradeley had kept his discovery to himself as far as
possible, only speaking to each other as necessity demanded, and then with
a reserve which would have been more honoured in its breach; but now that a
bolt had fallen so disastrously between them, they fully compared notes, though
Pawley was convinced in the end that Gradeley would have courage only to
advise. Whatever had to be done would be single-handed.
If it is true that the
biographies of great men are always brief, can it be equally said that all
men with brief biographies are great men? If so, Harleston would take premier
rank among the leaders of this greatest of all nations. The true story of his
career may be written thus, and leave nothing advisable unsaid: The penniless
son of an Irish pedagogue, he was launched upon the world, possessing a fund of
native humour and a determination to collect such information as might be
turned to pecuniary account. From the recital of his stories he advanced to
writing them, and to secure publication gave them an occasional pathetic or
religious turn; the rest is divided between fortune and audacity. Of course the
fiction of his career as embellished and illustrated by himself was a very
different affair - quite an artistic miracle. Still, as we are speaking
historically just now, we must deny ourselves the pleasure and assistance of
the arts and sciences to which the romancers are heartily welcome.
The only point of interest it
is necessary for us to call attention to is the fact that Harleston was a
consistent member of the Foxleigh brigade, whose success in life is entirely
due to the cunning and hypocritical exploiting of religion for all it is worth.
We have chosen to portray the two representatives, one in his sacred and the
other in his secular pursuits, but from each to the other may be traced in the
undercurrent the implacable hatred and insatiable thirst for revenge which
marks the absence of everything truly religious, and relegates the two men to
the level of such as are loathsome and contemptible to every honest mind. The
difference between them is merely that of temperament, not aim or principle,
and if the whole brigade be carefully inspected they will only vary in this
respect - they are wolves among the sheep, and the cloaks they wear are sadly
inefficient to hide their true identity except from those who will not see. It
is in this contamination that the weakness of the Church is to be found; here
lies the charge of her infidelity; here is her laughing-stock and
discomfiture, her shame and disgrace. Again may it be said, as the
silver-tongued Isaiah bewailed, How is the faithful city become a harlot! it
was full of judgment; righteousness lodged in it, but now murderers. Thy
silver is become dross, thy wine mixed with water; thy princes are rebellious
and companions of thieves; every one loveth gifts and followeth after rewards;
they judge not the fatherless, neither does the cause of the widow come unto
them. If God pronounced judgment on that ancient Church which at the best only
groped its way forward amidst the types and shadows of the yet unbroken
day, what will He do with us who stand in the full glory and hear the
reverberations rolling through nineteen centuries of Him who cried, And thou,
Capernaum, which are exalted unto heaven shalt be brought down to hell;
for if the mighty works which have been done in thee had been done in Sodom, it
would have remained until this day?
But ours is not to speculate,
only to indicate and record what is, and pass along.
When Pawley left Gradeley he
went at once to his chief, who had by that time arrived.
My dear Pawley, I think the
gods must favour me by sending you to me at such a time, cried the old man.
Of all men you are the one I
most desire to see at this moment. Come in! Take a seat and give me the benefit
of your valuable counsel, for I am in a perfect quandary of bewilderment.
But Pawley was in no humour for
circumlocution or evasiveness at such a moment, especially since he well
understood the loquacious affability to be nothing but an attempt to parry the
thrust Harleston only too well knew he had to meet. Events had gradually drawn
them into closer contact, and in the approach the real character of Harleston
had been more and more clearly revealed until at last nothing but unrelieved
contempt remained for one who once had been honoured, almost worshipped as an
idol. Entertaining such feelings and with a sense of the injury he had
sustained lashing his nerves into an uncontrollable fury, Pawley had much
difficulty in making even a show of courtesy to the man with whom he had to
reckon.
Excuse me, Mr. Harleston, he
replied with quiet repression, in which the unusual hardness of his voice told
of the excitement with which he struggled, I have a personal matter I wish to
speak about, and that must take precedence of all other subjects this morning.
Harleston was cornered. The set
determination he saw in Pawleys eyes told him that all was known and escape
was useless, unless by a sudden rush he could effect his purpose, and though it
was a difficult feat to attempt, he was of all men the last to submit to defiance
with equanimity.
And who are you, sir, who dare
say must to me?
I will tell you who I am, and
why you will have to hear me, he answered, advancing and taking up a position
at the table which Harleston had been cautious to keep between them. Then Pawley,
without affording the other opportunity of objection, launched into the story
of his complaint against the treachery with which his services had been
rewarded. It was a painful ordeal for him to plead his own cause, but the
circumstances were even more so, and behind him stood his wife and children,
who had only been saved from a fatal disaster by a significant interposition of
Providence. This gave emphasis to his argument and a fervid eloquence to his tongue,
such as speedily appealed to the admiration and appreciation of Harlestons
Irish nature, and without a thought that he was the subject of the charges,
declamations and appeals, which meant so much to the speaker, he listened
with unalloyed pleasure to the feast of rhetoric which had been so unexpectedly
provided for his delectation.
Had he not passed without the
pale of compunction, that appeal would have reached him and compelled him to
play the man and redeem himself; but neither in the honied smile nor the
alertness of the tickled ear was there the slightest indication that the point
of remorse had been discovered, or that the subject of complaint had the most
remote reference to himself. Never was a man more honestly, yet respectfully,
dealt with, or more generously appealed to for the sake of himself in the
future than the speaker pleaded with him. The scene, robbed of the painfully
dramatic incident which called it forth, was humorously grotesque in the comedy
it presented, reversing as it did every recognised tradition of counsel. The prophet,
philosopher and sage was a young man standing upon the threshold of life, with
all its experiences and possibilities lying before him; and still he argued
with, advised and cautioned, the white-haired prodigal whose tottering feet
were nervously feeling for the staircase to the tomb, even while he laughed and
gloated over the thought of joys he still contemplated.
By all the saints in the
calendar, Pawley, he cried in unaffected admiration, when at length the other
paused, you are a wonderful man - a truly wonderful man! I have sat in the
gallery of the House and listened to the most eloquent men of the century; but
you surpass them all, sir, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your
more than magnificent oration.
Mr. Harleston -
Be quiet, sir. I will allow no
interruption until I have fittingly congratulated you upon your unprecedented
brilliancy of speech. How proud I am in my humble way to be associated with the
possessor of such powers words fail me to say, and my only regret is that I
have had no part or share in the events which have called it forth.
No -
Mr. Pawley, I must insist that
you hear me! I am an older man and have seen more of the world than you have,
and I tell you, sir, that you have fortune awaiting you on the stage, if you
will only condescend to accept it; there is distinction at the Bar, renown in
the House; or, if you prefer it, there is fame in the pulpit, without the
thought of a rival. Literature and the pen are too slow for you with such a
gift; I shall write down this day in my journal with red ink, and never cease
to thank you for the pleasure you have afforded me.
Pawley was desperate; but what
could he do? The one was as determined to escape as the other was to capture
him, and each fought with his favourite weapon in the encounter. After the two
attempts Harleston had beaten down, he grounded his arms and waited until the
inevitable pause should come; then he was ready - perhaps stronger for the rest
he had taken.
And is it with such gibes you
propose to mock me in my trouble? Is this the way you apologise for your
treachery when discovered? Is this the reparation you propose to make for your
foul conspiracy? If so let me tell you that your course is a dangerous one, for
men who stand in my position are in no mood for jesting.
My poor Pawley, he replied in
mock commiseration, I am sorry you should have to grieve over one of your gods
fallen.
No god has fallen - it is
rather a devil that has arisen he exclaimed, and then, repentant for the use
of the unguarded epithet, he added at once, But, Mr. Harleston, I would
save you even now if I could.
He was quick as a lightning
flash to seize the slightest advantage.
You save me, sir! And who the
devil are you to lend assistance to Michael Harleston?
At the least I am an honest -
And I, sir! What am I, sir?
he returned.
I hope the sequel will prove
you to be the same. Yes, from the bottom of my heart I wish it, sir.
By the gods, he roared, I
have a reputation as well established as your insolence! Go! Leave me! Begone!
And he dramatically pointed his visitor out.
I am quite willing to go, but
before I do so we must come to some settlement.
There is no settlement, sir!
Begone! Leave me! I have a claim against you, and that must be met in one way
or another.
By the great gods, man, do you
threaten me?
No, and I should be sorry to
be compelled to take any steps for the recovery of what is due to me; but you
have assisted in bringing about a crisis in which I am unable to help myself. I
simply demand that you pay me what is due in order that I may extricate myself.
And if I refuse?
Then I shall be reluctantly
compelled to take other steps.
So you do threaten me. Yes,
sir; and as you speak I see madness flaming in your eyes! I must have help, for
I am an old man and no match for you in strength! Gradeley! he cried, ringing
his bell furiously. Gradeley, come and help me!
The sub-editor heard the
summons, but, being perfectly willing rather to forego his own claim than
be drawn into the unpleasant business, paid no attention thereto until it was
vigorously repeated.
Gradeley! My dear friend,
Gradeley, cried the old man, come to my assistance or I shall be killed.
Really, Mr. Harleston, he
replied, looking irritably over the top of his glasses, is this a joke? If so,
I am very busy and must beg to be excused.
No, no, Gradeley; it is no
comedy, but unless you protect me it will be a tragedy.
He seeks protection from
himself, Pawley explained with a surprising calmness in contrast to his chief.
If you can save him it will be well for all of us.
There was no way for Gradeleys
escape now, and for a man of his disposition, with a very strong prejudice in
favour of riding a fence in all such crises, his situation was not a pleasant
one.
I am very sorry, he stammered;
of course I cannot plead ignorance of the subject of your dispute. But really
it is one in which I have no right to interfere, and I must ask you to allow me
to withdraw.
But I demand your protection
from the hands of this ruffian.
Again Gradeley peered over his
glasses at the editor this time with very ill-concealed disgust.
I think you are a little
excited, Mr. Harleston, he replied. I am sure you have no more to fear from
Mr. Pawley than he has to fear from you.
You are as bad as he, sir! No,
you shall not leave me! You are a brace of conspirators, and he rushed to
close and try to lock the door, but the key was lost. My God, and has it come
to this that I am to end my life at the hands of a pair of cut-throats, without
assistance? No! I will have help; I will call the police and throw myself
into the arms of the law.
This time he rushed for the
window, and though Pawley was quite prepared to allow matters to take their
course, Gradeley was seriously put out at the idea of a scene, and forcibly
restraining Harleston, appealed to him to be reasonable.
Then drive him away, he
cried, turning ferociously upon Pawley. You have no claim on me, I say! Go!
Leave the place at once, or by the gods you will be in prison before you reach
the door.
He could do nothing with the
chief in such a state of mind, so he took his hat.
Yes, I will go; but you must
blame yourself for the steps you compel me to take.
With that he walked out of the
office, and his connection with the Register
ceased.
Lifes fitful fever had surely reached a
delirious stage in Pawleys experience that day. The guiding hand of Providence
might truly be leading him, but the road was thorny and the elements were black
and fearful round about. It is no use to say that he was not unshaken. He was
but a man whose feet stood upon the earth, and when the macrocosm quaked and
trembled the microcosm had no alternative but to respond in sympathy. It
is nonsense, and betrays our ignorance of the wisdom of God, to contend that He
expects us to stand unmoved when the world beneath our feet is shattered
– He knoweth our frame, and remembereth we are but dust. If He sees a
willing spirit, rest assured He will not unjustly regard the natural
trembling of the flesh.
The rush of events had been too
much for the fasting Pawley, and it is not surprising that the effect of the
cool air caused his brain to whirl and a sensation of faintness to pass over
him as he regained the street. Even his next step was now enveloped in Egyptian
blackness - closed as his way had never been blocked before. No light, no
voice, no knowledge. Where should he go - what should he do? If he could only
reach again his unknown friend of an hour ago! He seized the iron railing in
front of the office to steady himself.
Arent you well, Mr. Pawley?
Can I do anything for you?
It was Cox the porter who thus
accosted him. He had been to the printers and consequently knew nothing of what
had transpired.
I dont feel quite up to the
mark this morning, replied Ernest, making a desperate effort to pull
himself together. I am going home and hope to be better tomorrow.
Shall I call a cab?
No, thank you; I will walk as
far as Westminster Bridge and take the tram.
But you cant walk to
Westminster as you are, sir. Please let me call a cab?
No, thank you, Cox. I have no
need to hurry and the walk will do me good. Then, loathing even the paltry
deception he imagined he was practising upon the over-anxious fellow, he added,
with a faint attempt at a smile, Besides, I cannot afford cabs now.
Go on, Mr. Pawley; youre
always joking, responded his admirer, brightening up under the influence of
the imagined pleasantry.
I am not joking now, he
answered seriously. I think my cab days are over - at least for the present.
Cox gave his hat a peculiar
jerk to the back of his head opened his eyes and stared at Pawley in inquiring
amazement.
Whats up, sir? Nothing wrong,
is there?
I cant say there is anything
wrong, Cox, and yet there may be; but you will have to get on without me for
the future in the office.
No, sir; dont say you have
left, sir.
Yes! I have done with the Register. But I hope you will be all
right.
It cant be all right wiout
you. But dont bother about that now, you arent well. Do let me call a cab for
you.
Void of all artifice and
unskilled in the formalities of refinement, he honestly allowed full scope to
the concern he felt for the one man who had reached out a helping hand to
save him, and the consciousness of his appreciation was a sweet solace to
Pawley in his trouble.
No, Cox, it is not necessary,
thank you. I can easily walk to Westminster, if I take my time. I shall see you
again shortly. Good morning.
Good morning, and God bless
you, sir.
Pawley walked away with an
unsteady step, Cox standing doubtful whether to offer to go with him as far as
the Bridge; but at last he appeared to abandon the idea and turned towards the
office, muttering, -
Somethings gone wrong somewhere;
but the man thats done anything to him ought to have the stuffin kicked out
of him. Thats certain to start with.
Pawley went home, where he was
sure to find sympathy, much needed rest and counsel while he waited and
watched for the sign of the pillar of fire leading him through the blackness
which was not only felt but pressed so heavily upon him.
Thank God you have come so
soon, cried Elinor, as she embraced him without a thought that his early
return might presage other misfortune. I dont think I could have lived
through the uncertainty till night.
Then he told her all the
experiences of the morning from which her faith took hold of the interposition
of the Unknown, and in its light and consolation she gave but little, perhaps
too little, attention to the interview with Harleston.
He shall cover thee with His
feathers, she murmured, as her husband finished. Ernest, we need not
fear in the protection of such a presence.
No, dear; now I am at home
with you I feel perfectly confident about it. I dont know who my deliverer
was, but whether mortal or immortal, he was none other than the angel of the
Lord to me in that hour.
Under His wings shalt thou
trust, she continued the quotation of her text for the day, as it occurred to
her that Ernest as yet had not had his breakfast, and began to busy herself in
its preparation. With a canopy like that above our heads, my lad, why need we
fear the shadows? Then her brightening thoughts took voice and she sang, as
she laid the table: -
Through waves and clouds and
storms
He gently cleares our way;
Wait thou His time, so shall
the night
Soon end in joyous day.
I shall have to see a
solicitor in the morning and let him proceed against Harleston at once, he
said presently.
That is very clearly your
duty, she replied. God helps those who help themselves, and if we are neglectful
we shall lose our claim on Him.
It is not often however that
solicitors see cases in the same light as their clients, and Pawleys proved to
be no exception to the ordinary rule. Gerhard sent him to a practitioner in
whom he had full confidence, who, so far as the case itself was concerned, was
assured of its justice and simplicity. But Harleston was a man of position and
influence, who would be sure to contest the claim, demanding that a competent
advocate should be secured in the first instance to prevent any possible
defeat. In order to do this it would be necessary for Pawley to give him ten
pounds on account before he could proceed.
His client was dumbfounded at
the request. Less than the required ten pounds would have prevented all the
difficulty; it was evident, therefore, that emancipation was not to come
that way.
The blackness was still closing
around him. Hope only flashed before his eyes just to die away on the instant
and leave the gloom even more profound. The future was now appreciably worse
than ever, but there was no turning back even had he the will to do so. He must
needs go forward, come what would.
Bruised afresh with his new
disappointment, he became doubly aware of the necessity of securing some
other employment, and his thoughts at once turned towards the promise he had
given to Mr. Severn. The proposed London office had been opened in Fleet Street
and he determined to call at once and ascertain who was in charge. He found a
young man, Alphonse Ritter, scarcely more than a youth, who, it afterwards
transpired, had been sent from Cottominster to temporarily hold the
position until Pawley should be at liberty to take it, Severn being convinced
that such an arrangement would take place. But Ritter had another idea,
and, though he knew Pawley and Mr. Severns mind about him, did not relish the
thought of vacating in his favour, with the result that our friend ultimately
entered into an arrangement to canvass for his old journal as the deputy of,
and share commissions with, Ritter until such time as he could find more
remunerative employment.
Thus it was that Pawley came
into the selfsame condition in which he first found Cox, and in his own experience
learned the difficulties of a man - however honest - seeking for employment in
London without a satisfactory reference. It was no fault of his own, but to
whom could he refer? Not Harleston! Mr. Severn - to do so would be to displace
Ritter, and that he would scorn to do, come what might. Neither could he mention
the minister or deacons of his church, even though they might be acceptable.
Everywhere he had to face the same inquiries - Where were you last? and Why
did you leave?
Added to this, Foxleigh was not
yet satisfied with what had so far been accomplished. The Unknown had certainly
exerted a restless, restraining influence on Blake - it was a curb he would
gladly take between his teeth, but he feared to do so, though Foxleigh was ever
using all his powers to persuade him thereto, being assured that the threats
were nothing more than empty boasting, and the regarding of them gave Pawley
countenance in defiantly continuing the meetings. Certainly the
incident of the brokers man had been freely circulated on the Common, or
rather such a version of it as would injure the preacher without reflecting on
the usurious deacon or his church, and had been beneficial in estranging the
support of not a few of Pawleys former admirers. But the grand climax of the
scheme had failed; the man with an independent spirit, who refused to chain his
mind to the chariot wheel of the arbitrary quack, had still a home, and the
thought of it embittered the life of Samuel Foxleigh.
Two weeks of unsuccessful tramping
the streets of London in search of employment had passed wearily by, during
which Pawley had only been able to provide for his wife and children by
frequent visits to his friend Gerhard. Then a ray of fortune broke through the
clouds and he was able to hand to Ritter an advertisement upon which his
share of the commission would slightly exceed three pounds, and he hurried home
to report that the low-water mark of their misfortune had been reached and the
flowing tide was setting in.
But news was also awaiting him.
For some days Elinor had been in more delicate health than she confessed,
and at length prematurely succumbed and gave birth to a fourth son.
The crisis had been over some
hours when he arrived, and Elinor was comfortably sleeping, watched over by a
neighbour who was a regular nurse and also a member of Mount Pisgah Church.
Mrs. Catlin made her official
announcement, and then expressed her dignified surprise at the empty condition
of the larder, very carefully enumerating the necessities she required
forthwith, not to speak of such little considerations as she had a right to
expect personally.
Here was an unexpected hardship
for Pawley, for he dare not make an honest explanation of his condition to the dear
Christian soul, lest in her charity she should at once leave his wife to look
after herself. He expressed no surprise, but rather attempted to put on a
cheery look, and stealthily appropriating his wifes watch went to purchase the
necessities.
The lynx eyes of the nurse saw
him take the watch, however, and before tea was ready she found occasion to
make him aware of it.
Mr. Pawley, I wish to let you
know that if I am to continue to nurse your wife, she said to him two days
later at the foot of the stairs on his return home, I must request that I may
be treated in accordance with the dignity of my profession.
What is your complaint? asked
the astonished man. If I have done anything it has been through ignorance
rather than intent.
It is not what you have done
but what you have not done that I complain of. I would not treat a dog as you
are treating your wife! Leaving her in the state she is without necessary food
to recover her strength, and half the day - and a day like this above all
others - we have neither had coal nor fire.
I understood that you had
everything in the house before I went away.
But if you had been a
gentleman, you would have left me a few shillings in case of necessity, she
replied with ironic dignity.
Poor Ernest! What could he say?
He did not wish that morning to make another visit to Gerhards because he
expected his cheque from Cottominster and intended to return early, but
circumstances had been against him. Still he had his money now, and was saved
from further humiliation at the womans hands.
I am very sorry, he replied,
but I expected to be back by noon. But as it was, you might have lent Mrs.
Pawley a bucket of coal until I returned.
Indeed, I should never do
anything of the kind. We make it a rule neither to borrow nor lend, and it is a
pretty time of day when neighbours are expected to have more consideration for
a sick woman than her own husband!
Ah, well! Here is five
shillings. That will get coal and supply any et ceteras for to-morrow. I must apologise for the injustice I
have done you, but when I could not get home as I anticipated I thought if any
unforeseen necessity did arise, your womans heart, not to think of your
Christian profession, would lead you to do what was wanted.
Religion and nursing are like
soap and sugar - best not mixed, she answered testily. This is not the first
time people have thought they could let me in because we both went to the same
chapel; but it never did work and you need not attempt it again.
I will promise not to wrong
you a second time, he replied, and passed up the stairs to see his wife.
Elinor needed no explanation
but that his cheque did not arrive till the afternoon, then he sat beside her
bed and began to comfort her with rosy ideas he had in his mind when she grew
strong again. He was sure Ritter was wanted in Cottominster and was half
inclined to write to one of the clerks, by way of ascertaining how matters
actually stood, but she thought such a course would be scarcely right towards
Ritter, and the idea fell through.
About nine oclock a heavy
lumbering vehicle rolled up the street and came to a halt beneath their window.
Elinor, nervous and hysterical from her condition, was filled with alarm, and
tearfully asked what was the matter.
Nothing, love, nothing, he
replied reassuringly rising to see what it really was. They have sent us the
remainder of our coals in a pantechnicon van, that is all.
Then came the rap at the door,
but a moment later he left the room at the sound of scuffling feet and a slight
scream from the maid. Half way down the stairs he recognised Clamb forcing his
way past the resisting girl.
Whats this? he demanded, as
he thrust the broker back. You have made a mistake this time, and he attempted
to close the door, but two stalwart men prevented him.
Its all right, mi old igh
fallutin, cried the broker, as soon as he recovered his breath.
But its not all right, he
answered, seizing the foremost of the two men who were pressing upon him.
Despair gave him both strength and courage so that he hurled the fellow back,
measuring his full length upon the floor.
Thats yer little game, is it?
cried Clamb, who had retired to a safe distance where he had the protection of
the iron railings beyond the little forecourt. Just try to do that agen, my
little chicken, an yerll be safe in the arms of the obby, sharp! Weve got
yer own permission to come, and ere we is, for yer sticks and rags, and were
goin to ave em, unless - and then he paused without finishing the
sentence.
It scarcely needed these words
to apprise Pawley of the situation. In spite of the unwilling undertaking Lucas
had given, Foxleigh had finally prevailed upon Blake to carry his plan to the
bitter extremity, and opposed as Pawley was by such superior numbers, even
a more miraculous interference than he had yet experienced was necessary to
frustrate the proposition.
Unless what? he asked with a
despairing inquiry almost sufficient to touch a heart of adamant. Do you know
the condition of my wife and that this outrage may be fatal to her?
Oh, yer neednt tell us, we
know all about it, and ha come to do our bit while the little devils safe
a-bed. So yer see yer aint a-goin ter nick us this time, mi pretty artful.
Our orders is ter take the lot at once, unless, as I says - and again he paused.
Unless what?
Well, as I understans it, its
something like this - if yer cant pay the money, Im to take the lot unless
yer passon says dont.
But Mr. Blake knows Mr.
Pinchbeck would say Dont under these circumstances.
What Blake knows an what he
doesnt know is neither ere nor there. I dont know it, an wiout his word to
me off I carts the lot at once.
Will you wait while I go for
him?
Ill gi yer a quarter of a
hour, but no longer.
And you wont touch anything
while I am gone?
Not unless you are longer than
that.
I wont be ten minutes, and
without a thought of anything but his deliverance he seized his hat and rushed
to Pinchbecks house, only three minutes walk from his own.
Pinchbeck was just collecting
his family for evening prayer when the bell rang, and very unwillingly consented
to see his unfortunate visitor. He listened with his usual placid smile to the
story of needed assistance so passionately poured forth, and then quietly
answered, It is a very great responsibility you ask me to assume, and I
am not sure I know you well enough to warrant me in doing it; but I will see
Mr. Blake in the morning and do what may be possible.
But they are taking my goods
to-night, and you know what effect such a shock may have upon my wife. You know
me well enough to allow me to preach for you on the Common. Is this I ask a
greater responsibility than that?
We will not argue that point
now, he replied with his sanctimonious smile. I am sorry for you and will pray
for God to bring you through it in safety, but you have my decision. Then he
opened the door and bowed Pawley out.
The thought of Gerhard flashed
through his mind as the door closed behind the distracted man, and with the
fleetness of a hunted hart he was at the pawnbrokers.
Alas for hope! Gerhard had gone
to the theatre. There was none to help.
He was back home in less than
the time specified, but with his departure - which was only a designed ruse - the
men instantly started upon their hellish task, and the two rooms were in a most
dismantled state when he returned.
He was too exhausted and
bewildered for further opposition, and when Clamb laughed merrily at the trick
he had played, Pawley threw himself upon the stairs and watched the movements
of the men like one in a dream.
What next, boss? asked one of
the men when they had cleared both rooms.
Is everythin out o here?
Everythin.
Then clear the kitchen next.
At this Ernest started to his
feet and blocked the way.
Are you not satisfied, he
cried, when you have already ten times the value of what I owe?
All right, my topsy-wopsy,
replied Clamb; sit down agen an rest yourself. We can do whats got to be
done wiout yer help. It aint ofen we gits it quite so nice and fat, and when
we does we aint such Johnnies as to leave it alf behind us. Inter the
kitchen, lads!
They moved, and Ernest rushed
back, seizing the heavy kitchen poker, then threw himself into the doorway,
brandishing the weapon above his head.
Ill dash the drains from the
first man who tries to pass me, he cried, and in the fury which swayed him he
would no doubt have gone a long way towards carrying out his threat, but the
men hung back.
All right, boys, clear the
bedrooms then!
Pawley took a leap and was over
the balustrade in an instant, the poker still in his hand.
My wife and children are here,
he cried. Stand
back, for I am mad, and more than a match for double your number.
Inter the kitchen, lads; its
all clear now, said Clamb; I thought I could double on the greenhorn. Oh, my
Lawd, what a circus were a-aving to be sure; I wouldnt a missed it for a
fiver! Out wi the lot now, quick!
It was impossible to guard both
bedrooms and kitchen, but no sooner were the men manoeuvring to get the
table through the door than he wondered how they could possibly get along
without the culinary utensils and the other necessities the kitchen contained.
Surely the most avaricious Jew ought to be satisfied with what had already been
taken. Again he stood in the doorway, blocking the exit of the men.
For Gods sake, man, he
pleaded with the broker, have some pity on me and leave these.
Not a leave, cried Clamb; out
with em, lads! I will buy them from you, then, he offered, remembering
the money he had in his pocket.
All right, consented the
broker. Wait a minnit ere, weve got a purchaser. Now then, mi ole Jew, whats
yer offer? But if yers got a gold mine about yer, why dont yer pay yer debts
and not put us ter this trouble?
What do you ask to leave this
place as it is?
Thats not the condition o
this sale, my pretty cabbage; whats yer offer?
He took the money from his
pocket and spread it upon the table.
That is all I have in the
world, he said.
Clamb counted it as he picked
it up. Fifty-four bob an a tanner! That aint a bit o good. It wont find
beer money for the men, putting it into his pocket. Go on wi yer work lads!
Pawley was beside himself, but
he could do nothing. The men were again struggling to get the table through the
door when several of the neighbours, who had been attracted, came forward and
entered a threatening protest against what was being done. London neighbours
do not err as a rule on the side of sympathy, but humanity has its limit of
toleration, and the proceedings that night had outraged that limit most
seriously. Pawleys case and condition was not unknown, thanks to Foxleigh, and
Gerhard had also had something to say about it on the other side. Neither was
Mrs. Pawleys condition a secret, and the rising temper of the new
arrivals speedily convinced Clamb that discretion was the better part of
valour. He had not made a bad nights work and was glad to get away without
further molestation. So Pawley at last was saved from the complete wreckage of
his home such as had been determined.
With the age of years written
on his face in that awful hour he closed the door and went back to his wife.
She had heard the commotion,
but had been left to divine its cause. The nurse went down to ascertain this at
the moment Pawley left to see Pinchbeck, and the girl, following Mrs. Catlins
example, had gone home. Elinor had been alone!
Oh, my lad, my lad! she cried
as soon as she beheld him, are you safe?
He did not - could not - speak,
but fell helpless beside her, and they wept in each others arms. Then he
thought of her and calmed himself.
The worst has not happened,
darling, so long as you are left. We may replace our home, but you . . and
again he broke down.
Those who know God best are
conscious that there are times when His righteousness compels Him to intervene
in the extremities of His people. Under the shadow of such an intervention
Elinor rested that night. The excitement through which she passed at such a
critical period was morally certain to prove fatal but for that saving
Presence. But He covered the sufferers with His feathers, and under His wings
they trusted and were safe.
In the presence of such a
catastrophe as that recorded in the last chapter an anaemic faith is apt to falter,
and timid souls find full justification for all kinds of doubt. Where was the
Unknown? Had he not bound himself to see the claim settled? Why did he
interfere at all if he was not prepared to avert such an extremity? His action
only raised false hopes and made the trouble greater! He was not the man he
represented himself to be, for if God had sent him to relieve the lesser tension
He would also bid him return to save from the more dire disaster! Others will
find a satisfactory explanation for all that occurred in Pawleys
self-righteousness, which has been almost blasphemously apparent from the
beginning. They have known all along, if the story was being written by an
honest and truthful pen, that the cloven foot would appear, and their eyes have
carefully watched for the sign thereof. Such pharisees as he, going about
to malign the saints of God, and trying to pull down noble pillars of the
Church, always come to an untimely end. It is only what you might expect that
the judgment of God should fall upon them! There are still others who will
smile complacently at the accurate forecast their knowledge of
common-sense workings out enabled them to make. Pawley is not quite such a
fanatical fool as most religionists, but he has not broken as completely from
the leading-strings of the Church as he imagines when he still believes that
God - if He really does exist - ever interests himself in the trifles of
humanity or interferes with the usual trend of events. He is making progress,
and a little more experience will convince him that Nature takes its own
unintelligent course without discrimination between the good and the bad.
There is still a fourth aspect
from which we may regard this incident and profitably ask a few questions.
What if the way is still ordered by the Lord and we have not yet reached the
end of it? The Unknown promised to see the debt discharged when it became due,
but only on condition of Blake keeping the contract - there was a mysterious
hint at consequences if the compact was broken. The loyal child of God has no
guarantee of immunity from persecution or suffering at the hands of evil-doers,
rather has the Master left His followers the timely caution, In the world ye
shall have tribulation, but fear not, I have overcome the world. The glorious
reward so graciously hidden in this assurance can only evolve from the
tribulation. It is always in the afterwards of suffering that the fuller
glory of the Lord is revealed. No man can paint the noonday beauties whose soul
grew fearful at the daybreak shadows. Even the Christ could not reach the
resurrection triumph until He had first passed Gethsemane and Calvary. Miss
Havergal in one of her sweet songs gives us a caution in this respect we
would do well to ponder: -
How shall we gauge the whole,
who can only guess a part?
How can we read the life, when
we cannot spell the heart?
How shall we measure another,
we who can only know
From the juttings above the
surface the depth of the vein below?
For the swift is not the safe,
and the sweet is not the strong;
The smooth is not the short,
and the keen is not the long;
The much is not the most, and
the wide is not the deep,
And the flow is never a spring, when the ebb is only neap.
Pawley has not yet reached the
end of his pilgrimage; let us follow him and suspend our judgment.
It was on the stroke of
midnight before Ernest aroused himself to the thought that his wife stood
sorely in need of some refreshment, and then for the first time he wondered at
the absence of the nurse.
I suppose Mrs. Catlin has
gone, he said, but surely she intends to come back and make you comfortable
for the night.
I hope not, Elinor answered
wearily; I could not bear to have her with me again tonight.
Very well, darling; you shall
not see her even if she does come back, assuming a cheerfulness intended to encourage
her as much as possible. But you must have something to eat.
Elinor shook her head.
Dont trouble about that my
lad; I only want to be left alone.
And you shall be left alone
while I go down and see what I can find for you.
I am not hungry, dear.
Thats fortunate just now, he
replied, but by the time I have found what there is and prepared it you will be
ready to eat something.
It was not the first time
Ernest had taken a hand in simple culinary operations and he felt himself quite
competent to prepare a little gruel such as was permissible for his wife at
that time. So without more argument he left her to discover what fortune
awaited him.
His first work was to replenish
the almost extinguished fire, then in the larder he found a small quantity of
bacon, jam, and the best part of a loaf of bread, the latter of which he placed
upon the table. In the store cupboard he discovered sufficient oatmeal for his
purpose and also milk.
Come now, we are proceeding
famously, he said, talking for his own encouragement. I wonder whether there
is any - ah! there is the butter dish, and just as much butter as I want. Now
if I can only find some ginger; but I suppose I shall have to go through fifty
boxes before I find it in the last. No! whats this? It smells like ground
ginger. Then he tasted it to make sure. Good! Fortune always favours the
brave. Now let me see - what else do I want? And he turned on the chair to
enumerate what he had already placed upon the table. Oatmeal, butter, salt,
milk, ginger. We have no eggs, and if we had, it would perhaps not be wise to
include it. Now what more do I want - something, I am sure! Ginger, milk,
salt, butter, oatmeal - theres something short, but my head is more like a turnip
- oh, I know - sugar! Elinor would rather have her gruel without oatmeal than
sugar. But there is not a bit in the basin. Where is the bag or store jar, I
wonder? But he could find none. I know, he cried, there is some in the
silver - and he jumped from the chair and started towards the dismantled rooms
before he recalled himself. Then he paused dejectedly. I must have some from
somewhere; she can have nothing but gruel, and cannot eat that without sugar,
so sugar I must have!
But there was nothing so
certain as the fact that there was none in the house.
He was now at his wits end!
Were his efforts to be frustrated in an absolute necessity for the sake of a
spoonful of sugar? He made another attack upon the cupboard. Its no use despairing
until the last certainty is ascertained, he persuaded himself hopefully; you
never can say what has happened, and it would puzzle a prophet to say what may
be. Perhaps the girl may have used one of these jars as a sugar basin at some
time, and left - Hello! Whats this? Golden syrup! Thank God! that will do!
and he jumped from the chair almost as lighthearted as if he had never known
trouble.
The gruel was carefully made,
the toast just ruddily browned, and the syrup was sufficient to sweeten without
discolouring. Then he strained it, and by the addition of milk thinned it
down to the consistency of cream, as his wife preferred it; and while Elinor
ate he recounted the adventures and difficulties of its manufacture.
He had a trying task before him
in the morning. He was early astir so as to do what was necessary in the
absence of the girl, but Elinor quietly slept the sleep of exhaustion, for
which he was more than devoutly thankful. But presently the children were
awake, and their little tongues, he was afraid, would naturally have a thousand
questions to ask. He locked the doors of the empty rooms, and roused the
merriment of the little ones by his clumsiness in washing and dressing them,
which he explained he had to do because Lizzie had gone home, mamma was ill,
and Mrs. Catlin had not come yet; and fortunately that proved so far satisfactory.
Then came the question of
breakfast. How was he to solve it? The cry of the milkman at that moment relieved
him. He had the door open before the man had turned away.
Can we have an extra quart?
he asked, without a thought of how the man would be paid on the following
Monday.
Yessir.
So the children had bread and
milk, and Elinor had milk and bread for breakfast. Ernest did not feel like
eating - there was none for him.
Having an early appointment in
the city, and being compelled to walk, he was obliged to leave home before Mrs.
Catlins arrival, so he installed the children as nurses to take care of mamma
and baby until Mrs. Catlin or Lizzie should come.
Then promising to be home as
soon as possible he bade his wife keep up a good heart, since there was nothing
more to fear, and not let anyone worry her till he returned.
He had taken his kiss and left
the room, but instantly returned, having found a stray sixpence in the corner
of his pocket - evidently left from the money he had given Clamb, and this,
with the balance Mrs. Catlin still held, would be sufficient to struggle on
with till he came home
As he left them so he found
them on his return, after a disappointing and unsuccessful day, and his pockets
as empty as when he set out.
The maid had called for her
box, but in the fear that she would not be paid declined to stop even for a
single hour. When Elinor doubted whether the nurse intended to come she
had sent little Albert to make the inquiry, and received a note in reply
stating that the nurse could not possibly risk her reputation by attending
people who lived on borrowed money. She had her good name to consider, and
therefore Mrs. Pawley must dispense with her services.
Ernest heard the explanation,
but he could find no words to answer even to his wife.
Milk and bread had been left as
usual, so that the children had been able to have some food, but Elinor was in
a seriously exhausted condition. The sixpence still remained, and the
broken-hearted man at once proceeded to get the materials for more gruel, after
having eaten which, while he made her room as comfortable as possible, she
narrated another experience she had encountered.
When she learned that the nurse
had forsaken her, she had dared to brave the consequences, and with the
assistance of her seven-year-old son, determined to wash and dress her scarcely
three-days-old baby. She had but just commenced the operation when the boy was
sent to answer a soft rap at the door.
Mrs. Pinchbeck had called to
see her.
I cannot tell you how pained
we were to hear of your trouble last night, she began, coming as it did at
such a critical moment, and I could not rest without assuring myself that you
had not suffered from it. I do hope things are not so bad as your husband
reported; and Mr. Pinchbeck wishes me to inquire what he intends to do.
Elinor was scarcely equal to
the task of entertaining her patronising visitor, who, while she talked, watched
the sick woman vainly striving to accomplish her almost impossible task,
and then took an unoffered seat, at the same time smilingly entreating the
half-dead sufferer not to hurry or distress herself, as she could wait until
the baby was dressed.
The invalids hands dropped
helplessly, her lips trembled, and her haggard eyes swam with tears of
feebleness; she reeled in her weakness, and finally dropped back upon the
pillows. Little Albert saw it, and rushed to his mothers side, screaming, -
Mamma! mamma! dont die! dont
die!
Strength came with his
distress, but the visitor sat still and smiled.
No, darling, mamma wont die!
Jesus and you will help me till papa comes. Then, addressing Mrs. Pinchbeck,
she said, Dont you see that this is killing me? Wont you help me?
I should be very pleased to do
so, but, as Mr. Pinchbeck says, we never know how far it is right to
interfere with Divine interpositions. If I were certain I should not be
frustrating the providences of God, I would gladly place my services at your
disposal, for it grieves me more than I can express to see you suffer so. I
have, however, gone as far as Mr. Pinchbeck thinks safe under the
circumstances, and brought you a little barley-water and beef tea - both
excellent things for persons in your condition; and my husband will call to see
you to-morrow.
Indignation and womanhood gave
Elinor strength to reply to such hypocritical sophistries.
I have no need of your beef
and barley-water, nor of Mr. Pinchbeck either. If the God you represent demands
that you should trample upon the common feelings of womanhood, and stifle your
humanity in His service, He will also be prepared to rejoice in my starving
condition. Dont frustrate His providences. I have no need for such a God, even
in this extremity, or the charities of His ministers either. You can see how
weak I am to-day, and this excitement is dangerous. Please leave me; I would
rather be alone.
Such honest speaking was too
much for the official lady, who gathered her holy skirts around her, and took
the beef tea, barley-water, and her departure without so much as saying Good-morning.
God alone has been able to
bring you through what you have had to bear this last twenty-four hours, said
Ernest, taking her tenderly in his arms as she finished her story. But surely
the worst is over now, and if you can only get strong, I will try not to
complain.
I shall get strong again, my
lad, if we have patience. God will be more merciful to us than men have been.
All the evidences of the past
assure us of that. We may not be able to understand Him, but
His love in times past forbids us to think
Hell leave us at last in trouble to sink.
He is leading us by a way we
know not, but we shall find a compensation at the end for all we suffer.
God bless you for your
confidence, my lad. I shall soon get st - . Whats that?
There was a gentle rap at the
front door, but in the present shattered state of her nerves every sound caused
her new alarm.
Someone at the door, he
replied.
But I am so nervous, though I
think it sounds almost like the coming of a friend.
I hope it is, he said, as he
rose to answer the summons, but I dont expect many friends to call upon
us just now.
He found Cox standing there
when he opened the door.
How are you, Mr. Pawley?
asked the fellow, awkwardly.
Why, Cox, is it you? You are
about the last man in the world I should have thought to find here.
Am I, sir?
There was a touch of
disappointment in his voice for which Pawley felt himself responsible.
Why, of course you are, he
answered cheerily, and then the thought occurred to him that Gradeley had made
an effort after he had left, and sent him some assistance. Have you come from
the office?
Well, yes, sir; I have come
from the office, and yet I havent, like. That is - well, you see, do you
remember that first night we met outside the Court Theatre?
Why, of course I do! How can I
forget it? But come inside.
No, thank you, sir; I cant
stop now. No more do I forget that night - I never shall. Then he paused,
unable to get on.
But what has that to do with
your coming here tonight? asked Pawley.
Moren I can tell you, a
mighty lot, if I only know how to begin it. Then, throwing all attempt at formality
aside, he took his own rough way out of the difficulty. Look ere, Mr.
Pawley, I was out when you was at the office this afternoon, but when I got
back I heard Gradeley pitching into the chief about you, an I learned someat
as nearly knocked me over. You have found out the truth of what I told you that
night, and - and - you wont be offended with me, sir, will you? but Ive come
to bring you this. As he finished he drew from his pocket and offered Pawley
half a sovereign.
Ernest looked at the coin lying
in the outstretched palm, but his heart was too full to speak.
If only half what Gradeley
said was true, you want it worse to-night than I did when you found me, and I
took your money as if heaven had sent it. Wont you take this so from me, sir?
Yes, Cox, I will - I dare not
do otherwise, for heaven has surely sent it, and God will bless you for
bringing it.
He did that when He sent you
to the theatre that night, he replied, delighted that his friend accepted his
offering. But Im in a hawful hurry just now, sir. I hope Mrs. Pawley will be all
right. Good-night.
And without giving Pawley a
chance for another word, he was off down the street.
So were the days of that fierce
affliction passed by, strewn with occasional, mysterious, but well-timed
Providences. Pawley dare not leave his wife again until she was out of danger,
and situated as he was he had no alternative but to live by faith, carefully
feeling his way in every step he took. It was a trial not to be coveted, a road
of loneliness and sorrow leading he knew not whither, but he trusted in God
that He would deliver him, and being found to stand, in the end was not disappointed.
How and from whom the bare necessities came to meet their needs he was
frequently at a loss to understand, but the method gave him assurance that
within the enclosure of the Church there is still true wheat to be found, seed
from which the bread of life is springing, ripening for the glory and uplifting
of the Master, even though the rank growth of tares may hide it from our sight.
Poppies and corn-flowers, poisonous and showy, may abound, making the fields to
be sorrowfully gay with their destroying influences or useless gaudiness, but
down below true grain will be found - food for the hungry, nourishment for
unwavering faith which shall triumph in the end.
But in every night there is one
moment of greater darkness; in every terror one instant of supreme agony,
standing out in the afterwards unparallel and incomparable. Such a trouble
Pawley was ordained to face, such a trial he had to endure in all its exquisite
intensity. One morning he found he had reached the end of his resources; the
purse was empty, the barrel of meal had given out, and the cruse of oil failed.
As a man distraught he saw the postman pass the house when neither wife nor
children had even an apology for breakfast. Milkman and baker had stopped
supplies, and in all the house he could find nothing upon which he could borrow
a shilling. The hours wore on and the children cried for food. Faith flickered
till noon and after that fitfully started until twilight began to fall. Ernest,
was almost beside himself. For full an hour neither he nor his wife had
ventured to speak, and awful thoughts began to take possession of his mind. He
sat beside the bed. By the force of habit his hand sought that of his wife. He
touched something! Then started with the frenzied strength of a drowning man
who sees a rope!
I must have this, my love, he
cried, seizing her wedding ring; this alone can save us!
She withdrew her hand in
horror.
No - no! my lad! Let me die rather
than that.
Would it be right to die? he
asked with a calmness of despair strangely contrasting with the excitement of a
moment ago. If so, would it not be better to die at once and end this agony?
Ernest, my lad my love! What
do you mean? cried the affrighted woman as she wrenched the ring from her
finger and offered it to him. Take it - anything rather than such a
suggestion.
It is the last sacrifice we
can make, he answered with a broken, husky voice. We can give this, but no
more. When this is gone God must do the rest, or take us.
God will do the rest, my lad!
Dont frighten me, Ernest, but let us trust Him. Go and get some food and fire,
then you will be better. God will not allow us to be tempted above that we are
able to bear.
God help me! he cried. But
this one wrench has almost broken my faith!
Three minutes later he dropped
the ring into the hand of Gerhard.
Lend me fifteen shillings on
that!
My God! And has it come to
this?
Pawley made no answer, but
seizing the money and ticket rushed from the shop like a man bereft of his
senses.
The baby was a month old, and
though Elinor was anything but strong, she had for some time managed to attend
to her household affairs. Ernest unsuccessfully sought for employment,
constantly dogged by the implacable Foxleigh, who was as determined as ever to
consummate his design respecting the man who had defied him.
Pawley had just called on
Ritter, hoping to receive a favourable reply to an offer which had been
referred to Cottominster for a large advertisement, and was standing at
the corner of Fleet Street lamenting his disappointment when a fellow
canvasser accosted him.
Pawley, can you help me out of
a fix in a hurry?
I will if I can. What is it?
I have a quarter page on my
front cover gone wrong just as were going to press. Do you know a likely tip?
Im not sure at the moment,
he answered, thoughtfully recalling the firms he knew. When must you have
it?
I cant wait more than an
hour.
Do you know Rose, of the
Columvian Sewing Machine Company?
Hes no good. I never got a
line from him yet. Will you let me try him? I know of no one else. Try him by
all means, my dear fellow, if you think there is a ghost of a chance. Ill
divide the coin if you do succeed.
They jumped on a bus,
discussing terms on the journey, and at the door of the office parted to
meet again in twenty minutes.
Why, my old friend, how are
you? exclaimed the surprised and delighted manager. Wherever have you been?
Then, in a tone betraying no small amount of anxiety at his appearance, How
you are changed; I should have passed without knowing you in the street. Sit
down! What has happened? Things are not going well with you.
Rose had plenty of time to say
all he wished, for words of sympathy had not been frequent of late and their
expression kept Pawley quiet. But he mastered his emotion and diffidence
presently and ventured on the luxury of unburdening his mind to a man in whom
he had always felt confidence.
Poor fellow! replied Rose,
deeply moved by the story told him. But why did you not come to me? I should
only have been too glad to get partially out of your debt by helping you.
You are in no way in my debt,
and why should I presume to attempt to cast my troubles upon your shoulders?
You must have enough of your own to bear.
You may be generous, Pawley,
but I know my own indebtedness. I have wanted to see you, but I would not write;
I prayed instead, and your coming to-day is Gods answer to it. But we will
speak of that presently he said, rising and reaching his overcoat. Come and
let us have a bit of lunch together.
A gentleman is asking for Mr.
Pawley, said one of the assistants, opening the door.
This recalled Ernest to the
immediate purpose of his visit, which had so far escaped him. Rose had a personal
objection against the paper, but for his friends sake consented to the
proposition, and copy and order were at once handed to the waiting canvasser.
Look here, I just want you to
be straight with me, said Rose as Pawley returned to his office. I guess you
have only told me part of your story so far; now I want to know if you have
breakfasted this morning?
No, sir; I have not tasted
food for more than twenty-four hours, he answered plainly.
My gracious man, how do you
live?
I am glad to be able to exist
as things are, he replied with a sickly attempt at a smile. But I dont
trouble so much about it for myself, its those at -
And yet you did not come to me?
I went to those who knew me
better than you do, and they turned away, he replied sadly.
But there are a few still to
be found in Babylon who try to follow the Master. And he took Pawleys hand in
a genuine expression of sympathy that needed no words in explanation.
No one knows that better than
I do, he returned; I have already found two such in my trouble, that I know
of, but I scarcely expected they were so plentiful that I should find a third.
I almost begin to think that my misfortune may be one of Gods needs bes, to
discover and bring together such souls, knit into union in the furnace of my
affliction.
Dont begin to talk like that,
or you will make me selfish and forget my first duty in listening to you. Wait
a moment while I write an order, then we will have something to eat.
He sat down and wrote, then
calling a clerk he bade him execute those orders and be all ready within half-an-hour.
Come, Mr. Pawley; let us have
some lunch.
Pardon the impertinence, Mr.
Rose, he replied, but misfortune compels us -
All right, my friend; I know
what you are going to say. I wont forget them at home, but you come with me
now.
Half an hour later Pawley
entered a cab in which were two large parcels of provisions and good things
enumerated in Mr. Roses orders to his clerk, and the generous manager was instructing
the well-paid Jehu to drive as quickly as possible to Dulwich.
Then Rose took Pawleys hand in
a hearty God bless you, and as he withdrew it left a crisp five-pound note
behind.
Take it without a word, he
said when the wondering man was about to speak, and when you have a note you
dont know what to do with, let me have it back.
Pawley could say nothing, for
the cab was off and God alone heard his words of gratitude.
That more than generous
assistance of Mr. Rose, to which we have to add the commission received on account
of his advertisement, came at a most opportune moment, and relieved Ernest of a
weight of secret care which had troubled him seriously in anticipation of the
Christmas festival which was now close at hand. Mr. Rose had evidently not been
unmindful of the same, since the parcels were not only liberally supplied with
the necessities of the household but also with a few of the luxuries for which
Santa Claus is generally responsible, together with a note in the donors handwriting,
saying that a turkey would follow on Christmas Eve.
Thus set free from present
sorrow, Ernest lost no time in restoring his wifes wedding ring, and he even
went so far as to consent to redeem his own much-needed overcoat.
Regular meals and freedom from
anxiety during a full week produced a wonderful effect upon Elinor; the colour
began to come back to her cheeks, her eyes brightened, and on the Christmas Day
she once or twice so far recovered her old self as to sing snatches of carols
as she went about her duties. And in turn her chastened light-heartedness acted
upon her husband so much that, though they were compelled to spend their
holiday in the kitchen, it did not prove to be by any means so gloomy as
certain Christian (?) friends had intended it to be.
But with Boxing Day the rainbow
vanished from their sky; the time of peace and goodwill was again over for the
present, and great black clouds, portending further disaster, began to rise up
angrily from the horizon.
The children had ventured that
morning to renew their good morning fun and tumble with papa while he put on
his coat and hat - a custom which had so far been interrupted by the arrival of
the new baby - Ernest had kissed his wife, who still stood at the open door to
watch his departure, when he met Mr. Case, a neighbour who represented the
company from which he held his house.
Good morning, said Case, I
was half afraid I had missed you. I hope it is convenient for you to let me
have your rent?
When do you want it? asked
Pawley, somewhat surprised at the way the demand was made.
I am sorry to say I must have
it at once.
But this is contrary to our
agreement, which allows me twenty-one days, and then I am entitled to notice.
Those are our usual conditions,
but it has come to the knowledge of our directors that you have been in
difficulty lately, and under such circumstances we always require prompt
settlement.
My difficulties have been
brought about by a vile conspiracy, and because of that do you expect me to be
walking around with nine pounds in my pocket to pay my rent at a moments
demand? The thing is impossible, but I will let you have it to-morrow without
fail, to-day if I can in any way.
I am very sorry, Mr Pawley,
but I cannot exceed my instructions. I must either have your rent now or leave
a man in charge.
But such proceedings are
monstrous.
Perhaps they are a little
high-handed, but I have no choice in the matter. You see the rent was really
due two days ago, and the law allows us to make instant demand.
With this he beckoned to a man
who was waiting in the distance, and duly installed him in possession.
Shall we never escape from
this entanglement? asked Elinor pitifully, as Case took his departure. Ernest
took her in his arms but said nothing; the brokers man however made bold to
answer her.
Not if somebody can help it
you wont, maam, but, so help my bob, I hope theyll be took in! These jobs
aint any too pleasant for anybody - for me any morem you - and I wont make
myself any more of a nuisance than I can help. I got my head jammed into this
kind of work through misfortune, and Ive never been able to get clear of it
again, but its degrading, and I aint in love with it, I can tell you.
Now I aint going to be in any way obtrusive while I have to stop; just give me
a chair or a box and Ill make myself as comfortable as may be in one of the
empty rooms. Nobody will see or hear anything of me, and if the youngsters want
to know who I am say Im Uncle Joe; theyll never be none the wiser. After
that, mister take my advice and scrape what bit you need together and pay me
out. And theres just another word I want to say; do your business with me and
no one else, for I have heard a little bird whistle, and between you and me and
the bed-post they dont want you to get clear, and wont let you do so if they
can help it.
But they have no right to
treat us in this way, said Elinor, who was not unfavourably impressed with the
straightforward candour of the man.
Dont disturb yourself over
that, maam. They do queer things in London, I can tell you, whether they have
a right to do them or not. Youve got a friend at the back of this little job
who is used to dirty business, and you neednt hope for much mercy, I can
tell you.
Who is it? she asked
artlessly.
Well, you see, its hardly
fair to peach on your own guvnors, and a man has to know who hes dealing
with. But darn me if this aint about one of the toughest jobs Ive had, and I
do like to see things a bit hasurn-jasum as we say in Brassington.
Are you a Brassington man?
she asked.
Born and bred, maam.
So am I.
Well, now! The world aint
very wide, is it? Perhaps you wouldnt think it, but I worked at Blackley &
Carters for nearly twenty years.
Did you know Mr Henry Dean?
I should think I did and all.
Why, he always did his best to keep me from the drink. If I had followed his
advice I should not have been here now. Did you know him, maam?
He is my father.
What! Well, now! God bless me,
but aint I glad! This is a bit of all right! If I dont pull you through this
bit of business now - well, jotter me!
Yes, you will tell us what we
can do, she cried hopefully.
Trust me to do that for your
fathers sake. But here, why dont you write to him if you have any doubt about
getting the money?
Because he did not agree with
our leaving Cottominster to come to London, and cautioned us if we got
into any trouble through it we need not expect him to pull us out of the fire.
Thats just like him; if he
cant have his way everything can go to the devil. Look here, Pawley, do you
know Foxleigh, the quack doctor?
Only too well! he replied.
Hes the trump in this little
deal, straight. He has a lot of shares and influence in our company, and has
fixed it up to chuck you into the street on New Years Day. Thats why Case was
so hard.
God help us! cried Elinor; will
Foxleigh never be satisfied?
Lord bless you, maam, you
mustnt expect him to be. His heart is as hard as a hundred-ton gun. I know
him.
Dont be afraid, little woman,
replied her husband. God reigns and Foxleigh will receive his reward.
Thats all very well, but God
aint got half so much to do with this business as the quack, and hes the one
you will have to consider first. Now you take my tip and scrape this money
together as soon as you can, because you cant keep on paying me five bob a
day. But till youve got the lot dont pay anything on account; its only
throwing money into the gutter to do that. Next, do all your business wi me;
its in my hands now, and Im going to see you through it if theres a chance.
There was something about the
man, apart from his acquaintance with Elinors father, that never allowed them
to doubt his honesty for a moment, and though his presence in the house was a
constant reminder of the extremity towards which they were hourly drifting - for
do as he would Ernest could make no progress towards raising the money - he was
in no way offensive, but rather otherwise by the way he encouraged them to hope
and expect deliverance even at the last moment.
Keep up a good heart, he said
when he heard Pawleys report on the third evening; youve got another day yet,
and we can never tell what may turn up at the last moment. Lord bless your
hearts, I could tell you tales of what has happened at such times as would make
your hair stand on end; and to tell you the truth, though we dont let it be
known, its what may happen at the last moment that we chaps dread like seeing
ghosts. Ive seen such impossible things as makes my flesh creep to think
about them. It aint once in a hundred times that we take the things, and Im
just as confident as I am that Im sitting here that we shant have yours. The
fellow was lying as fast as his inventive genius would allow him, but with true
Jesuitical casuistry he determined that Elinors spirits must be
maintained, but the apparently certain culmination was a prospect he definitely
refused to entertain. You see you have got the whole of the day to-morrow,
because we cant touch the things till noon on Wednesday, even if the worst
does come to the worst. So, while we hope for the best, and you make another
effort to get what you want, Ill help the missis to pack up what bit os
things you would like to keep, as well as your clothes, for of course you can
have them; then if you cant do the trick - well, Ill give you a wrinkle!
Case looked in on his way to
the city in the morning to ascertain how things stood, and to remind Pawley
that he had entered upon the last day of probation, since the company were
determined not to allow an extension of time under any circumstances. Unless
the full amount of the rent, together with all dues and expenses, could be paid
on the following morning, they must be prepared to vacate at once, the house
not being reasonably expected to furnish more than sufficient to meet the
claim.
Pawley made no attempt to
dispute the estimate, having learned from Joe something of the methods pursued
on such occasions and the profits expected. He contented himself by saying that
the man had already explained everything and he fully comprehended what
had to be done. Then the agent went his way, calling on Foxleigh as he passed,
who was very solicitous to know how the case proceeded.
Pawley bade his wife keep up a
good heart even though he might be late in returning, and he made a desperate
effort to be brave as he assured her that come what would the day would be
decisive in its issues not only in relation to their home but his faith as
well. They had now in very truth reached an extremity, and the question had to
be decided once and for all beyond the possibility or cavil of contradiction
whether God does intervene.
Pray for me, darling, even as
I will pray for you. Let us each hold up the others hands until we prevail - or
die.
Dont be afraid, my lad, we
shall not fail.
So he left his home, and threw
himself into the final round of the conflict.
Big Ben was striking ten oclock.
Another two hours and the year would be dead - the new year would be born, and
Pawley would see his wife and children homeless! There was no way to avoid
it now, and he was compelled to face the fact in all its crushing force. While
business hours were passing, in spite of every discouragement he managed to
maintain a spark of hope. God was trying him to see what he could bear with
some unrevealed design of fitting him to do a work that needed heroic faith,
and in the assurance of that idea he went forward, every step only carrying him
into the deeper gloom of his Gethesmane. When the business houses closed, and
it was past all hope that he could succeed in that direction, he did not
despair, but hurried to find Gradeley, who had gone home early. Without a word
of complaint - only a regret that it would cause him to be late getting home - he
set out on a weary tramp to Ealing, certain that his friend would find some
means of helping him, but he dared not spend the money to ride. Gradeley was
sorry, genuinely sorry, but almost in a similar position.
From Ealing he went to
Kensington - desperation lending the needed strength - determined to see
Harleston or his wife, being confident of meeting with sympathy and
consideration from the latter. She was ill, had been in bed a week or more, and
Harleston indignantly refused to see him. It was nine oclock! There was still
one last chance - Mr Rose. If that failed, heaven alone remained. It was not
far to Earls Court, and buoyed up with hope he soon rang the bell. Mr Rose was
out of town.
Now the clock was striking ten
and Pawley was standing on Waterloo Bridge. How or why he came there he never
knew, for with the final extinction of hope he passed into a semi-comatose
condition, where the sweets of suffering feed insensible consciousness, and the
arms of the inevitable bear the martyr towards the fascination of despair.
The sound of the bell, like the
slow and ominous boom of an execution summons, aroused him. He looked
around, recognised his whereabouts and condition. His last hope had gone, and
nothing now remained but God and death. He did not fear, simply felt, and yet
he was so far dead already as to be insensible to pain, though his mind rushed
forward with all the freedom and liberty of a disembodied soul. Memory had not
to be recalled - it lay unrolled before him, and as he lingered over the
current of his life since leaving Cottominster he felt relieved to find no sign
or voice of accusation rising against him. If you could live those months
again and carry back the experience of this moment, would you do the same,
knowing what lay before you? What unseen voice questioned him thus? He looked
around, then boldly answered, Yes! I have done no wrong - save only to myself.
It was perhaps nothing but his conscience that acquitted him and answered, It
is well.
The thought of Elinor and his
children woke him from his dream. Was there no possible way by which the fate
of the future could be avoided? And in answer to his thought a terrible idea
suggested itself. Could he give his life for them? The English nature is slow
to be aroused, but deeds of heroic self-sacrifice always stirred it to its
depths. The story that would be told at his inquest would excite such a wave of
sympathy that Elinor and the children would be well taken care of, and he would
only be separated from her for a little while. It was the test of true love.
Had he the strength to dare it, without another word, a kiss, a last farewell?
As he dwelt upon it the
fascination of the idea took firmer hold upon him, until he gravitated
towards one of the recesses, mounted the seat, and peered through the blackness
at the muddy stream rolling out towards the sea.
God help me! he cried in a
heartbreaking agony. Save me, oh, my God, or take me!
Surely I know that voice,
said someone close behind him.
Pawley turned, ashamed and confused.
It was too dark to recognise the features of the man who laid his hand upon him
as he spoke, but there was no mistaking the voice. Only one could speak in
those calm, soft, and yet authoritative tones. A second time his Unknown friend
had saved him.
It was fortunate I heard you,
said the stranger, taking him by the arm and drawing him from the seat. You
are the one man in all London I wished to see just now. In fact, I was on my
way to find you.
It is very fortunate you
happened to come this way. replied Pawley, wondering how much had been heard,
or how much of the truth was suspected.
The man whose steps are
regularly ordered by the Lord seldom takes the wrong road. At least, that is my
experience. Which way are you going?
I scarcely know. I am at your
service entirely if you wish to see me. I was looking over the bridge at the
river.
I would have chosen some
brighter prospect, had I been you, at such a time. I think we will walk towards
the Strand. And without waiting for any reply he linked his arm in Pawleys
and drew him away from the scene of his temptation.
So Blake decided to betray us
after all, he began at once.
Did you hear of it? he
inquired mournfully. How often have I wished that I knew where to find you. I
thought when it occurred that I should lose my wife as well as my home.
The providences of God have
well-defined limits, my friend, beyond which no man is allowed to pass. I knew
He would not make such a demand upon your obedience, adding with a significant
emphasis, Neither does He require such a sacrifice on her part.
Ernest turned and looked him
full in the face in an attempt to read his secret meaning and try to understand
how much he knew, but his face was pleasantly inscrutable.
How do you know that?
A bruised reed will He not
break, was the quiet but confident reply.
There are times when one
almost doubts that.
That is because you do not
know Him better. Then, changing the subject, he said, But you do not appear
to have come to the end of your trouble; and for this it was that I desired to
see you.
Who are you? asked Pawley,
stopping suddenly, who, though unknown to me, not only know me and my affairs
so well, but have twice intervened in the moment of my extremity?
Is that so? he inquired with
a satisfaction he took no pains to conceal. Then I have been most signally
blessed in the ministry for which God has chosen me. For the present you must
be satisfied to know me as Frank St. Clear. I travel a great deal and
occasionally have small matters of business to arrange in London. I have
numerous agencies at my disposal and have not much difficulty in ascertaining
such information as I may desire. Through these I was able to render you some
slight service when last in town; now I wish if possible to secure your
co-operation and assistance. So far I have had no occasion for any postal
address in England, but for a time at least such a necessity has now arisen,
and since some immediate provision has to be made for yourself I trust we may
be able to arrange something to our mutual benefit.
In what way? asked the
bewildered Pawley, wondering what was coming next.
I wish you to understand that
I am fully acquainted with your present condition. But for purposes of my own,
which I will not now explain, I do not propose to save your home at
Dulwich, but have provided another which is now ready for you to go into tomorrow.
You and I are both servants of the same Master, let us be fellow-workers and
consent to help each other.
Was ever a man tossed so systematically
from one extremity of the miraculous to the other? At one moment floundering
hopelessly in the depths of despair and at the next standing upon the
glory-crowned heights of an apparently omnipotent assurance; one instant
friendless and alone, contemplating a plunge into the Thames, and the next
entrusted with a stewardship by one who spoke of the ordinary affairs and
perplexities of life as insignificant trifles in the balance of existence.
Who was the strange personage with whom he had been brought into such
mysterious association - and the mystery of his identity deepened rather than
otherwise as Pawley heard more of him. The calm authority with which he spoke
and moved; the natural grace and unconsciousness with which he suggested his
possession of abnormal powers; the absence of all excitement, the patient
dignity, the cool strength which pervaded all he said and did, weaved around
him the halo of some mythical hero from a legend of the Middle Ages rather than
designated him to be a matter-of-fact man of the nineteenth century. So
Pawley conjectured as he walked and listened.
As I have told you, I require
only a postal address for purely technical purposes connected with business I
have in hand, continued St Clear, but the house I have taken and modestly
furnished will, I hope, be found suitable to your demands.
And what am I to do to thank
and repay you for such unexpected and providential deliverance? required
Pawley.
Oblige me by taking possession
now; and should any correspondence arrive receive it for me. For the present I
ask no more, so that I shall not interfere with your business in any way. At
some future time I may have requests to make, but you may rest assured they
will never be beyond your power to grant. Do you accept my offer?
May God repay your kindness,
stammered the deeply-moved Pawley. Yes, I will accept your gift, and beg to
assure you that whatever your future demands shall be you may be confident of a
ready response.
Be careful that the release
from your present trouble does not lead you to promise more than you will be
able to perform, he answered in smiling admonishment.
I will trust you for that even
as you now trust me.
And in this one instance you
shall not find your confidence misplaced. Here is the key of your new abode,
the address you will find on the label attached. The landlord is your next-door
neighbour, to whom I have given your name, and he will expect your arrival
sometime to-morrow. Now, make all speed home to your wife, and though I am unknown
to her, convey my wishes for a happy new year. Good-night.
A cab was passing at the
instant into which he sprang and was gone without another word.
Pawley looked at the key in his
hand, on the tag of which he read, 110 Laureate Road, Acton, W. Then breathing
a fervent Thank God he hailed a cab, thinking less of the expense than of
his wifes anxiety, and behind the leaden heels of a fleet horse he hurried
home.
What did I tell you, now?
cried Joe who had been called into the kitchen to hear the news. Ive seen it
again and again in my experience. You can never tell how this game ends till
the last card is down. But, by jingo! Im as pleased over this as if somebody
had given me a fiver. Now, weve only got to finish the dusting, as the
scullery maid says, and I can do that while you have your supper. Of course all
these sort of things come as natural to me as a duck to the water. Weve packed
up every blessed thing thats likely to be of special use to you ready for
being carted off; and Ive mentioned the matter to a pal - that was him who
called just now, missis. Elinor signified assent, and he is ready to
take them to his place where they will be as safe as the bank till you want
them. But now you know where you are going, for, say half a sovereign I will
undertake to deliver them at Acton to-morrow. What do you say?'
Ernest shook his head
doubtfully.
I don't know what to say, Joe;
I am getting almost afraid to trust anybody now.
And I don't wonder at it,
either, replied the fellow, in no way offended by the hesitation. But I, at
least, have done the square thing for you while I have been here, and you will
have to do something with the things before morning or our people will have a
good half of them back again. I don't suppose you know where to send them?
You are quite right there. I
have neither a place nor a friend.
Well, I don't know about that.
At least, if I ain't a friend, I'm willing to give you a hand. The missis knows
I'm all right, don't you?
Yes, Joe; I can trust you, and
so could my husband if he was not so heartsick.
That's all I want. Now you get
on with your supper, and we'll be back with the hand-cart in no time.
The man had not been in any way
officious, but it was a great relief to eat that frugal meal and see the old
year die out together and alone.
When the timepiece had finished
striking Ernest crossed to the other side of the table and kissed her.
They are not the most
propitious circumstances, my darling, he said with his heart rising into his
throat. God knows it is the most sorrowful prospect I have ever had upon
entering a new year. But faith has passed its trial and conquered, and in the
newness of its triumph, and full trust in God for the future, I hope we are
about to begin a new life, and that the trouble now lies buried with the year
that has gone.
God bless my lad. I knew He
would not forsake us. Then they snatched a hurried kiss, for there was a rap
at the door.
That's Joe, he said. His
friend must live pretty near at hand.
A dark, thick-set figure stood
motionless before him as he opened the door, like a silhouette of evil, and he
instinctively drew back into the darkened hall. Half blinded by his sudden rush
from the light he was unable to discover any sign of relief in the dark outline
scarcely distinguishable against the background of the street. There was a tall
silk hat, and beneath it a greyish cloud which should be a face, and lower a
patch of white proving to be a shirt front, above which he gradually traced the
livid face of Foxleigh, the mouth broadening into a sardonic grin.
Is it you, Pawley? Yes, I see
it is now, and am glad to find you in. I was anxious to be the first to wish
you a Happy New Year, and I hope you, your wife and cubs will thoroughly enjoy
your walking tour. You thought you could defy me, didn't you? You did it
beautifully for a time and laughed at me, but you see I have managed to have my
way in the end, and your God has not been quite so useful to you as I might
have been. Perhaps this little incident will teach you how to respect your
superiors in the future. Oh, Mrs Pawley, how do you do? for Elinor had
recognised the voice and came forward to the support of her husband. I was
just expressing my hope to your husband that you won't take cold in your
walking tour. The wind is bitter to begin with, but you must not blame me for
that; I should have preferred to see you away about - let me see - five weeks
ago.'
Pawley felt restrained from
answering, and allowed him to finish all he had to say, then, while the cruel
hypocrite rubbed his hands and laughed in his imagined triumph, Pawley's tongue
was loosed.
Yes, Samuel Foxleigh, he
answered in a singularly calm and sorrowful voice, free from either harshness
or resentment, I believe you speak the truth for once when you say you have
done your best to accomplish our ruin, but your malicious inspiration was drawn
from the fount of failure. Your scheme, so carefully planned and so
systematically carried out up to the moment when you have come to drink your
anticipated sweet draught of revenge, has collapsed in its climax, as all the
schemes of hell must needs fail in the moment of success. My God is able to do
exceeding abundantly above all we can ask or think, and not even Samuel
Foxleigh is able to prevent Him. You have come here to rejoice over and taunt
me in the moment when you imagined to find me homeless, but surely you have
forgotten that all the merriment and jubilation known in hell consists of
weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth, and even this has God reserved for you.
True rejoicing is in heaven over salvation, and this our God has granted to us
in our extremity. He hath sent His angel, who has delivered us at the last
moment, and already a house awaits us better than this from which you have
schemed to drive us. Don't play the coward in your chagrin, but make an effort
to be a man while you listen to your defeat. I have not sought this interview,
but God has compelled you here that from the lips of your victim you might
learn His truth. I have not asked, neither did I dream that such a Nemesis
would overtake you at my hands, but since God has willed it so, even though I
pity you, I will not shirk my duty. You have driven me from hence, but God has
provided for me, and your machinations which have been foiled heretofore, have
been ruined in the end, and when I leave here in a few hours it will be to
enter upon a new year in which you will be allowed to play no part, unless it
be to reap the harvest of your own treachery. Now you may go. Unless God wills
it otherwise, I have done with you. The new year has come and I am anxious to
close my door upon the shadow of hell which has been linked with, but must
dissolve with, the year now dead. The morning will break with hope for us, and
you I am content to leave in the hands of a just God.
Foxleigh would gladly have left
at once when he discovered the mistake he had made, but the passionless voice
of Pawley held him, and he was constrained to stand until the speaker dismissed
him. Then Pawley closed the door and placed an impassable barrier between the
peace of God which reigned within and the torments of the damned which reigned
without.
The house at Acton was found to
be in every particular quite ready for occupation; fires were laid, so that
Ernest had but to apply the match, while Elinor attended to the children
and herself, and a liberal supply of provisions enabled them at once to make a
good meal after their journey. Of course the children were delighted with their
new home and very solicitous to know whether it was all their own; what was
going to be done with the one at Dulwich, and whether Uncle Joe was still going
to live with them. But Elinor, naturally restless until she had an opportunity
to go from room to room and see how the domicile was arranged and provided for,
evaded their questions with a view to their not being repeated and thus saved
the need of explanations.
Every necessity had been
carefully considered, and when she had completed her survey she confessed that
their requirements had been thoughtfully anticipated, though had she been
consulted in the furnishing she would have chosen to give the house a less
solid and heavy appearance.
I don't want you to think I am
fastidious or in any way ungrateful, dear; but I am a woman and look upon the
place with woman's eyes. Mr. St. Clear has done just what I should have done
myself - impressed the house with his own individuality, and as I go through it
I can read the character of the man very clearly. It helps me to know him and
will assist me in studying him before I see him, so that when we do meet we
shall not be quite such strangers as might otherwise have been. That he is
firm, strong and full of work is very evident - rest does not trouble him
much.
How do you know that, dear?
Because there is not a really
easy chair in all the house. But all the furniture is solid and durable, by
which I read him as a man to be trusted, and that will be more to us than many
easy chairs. Still I wish I did know him if only just a little, because, as we
have to live here, I should like to make a few alterations and soften the
aspect a little when Joe brings the other things. I wonder whether he would
mind my doing so?
Certainly he would not. I
should think he left the knickknacks for you to arrange, and from what I have
seen of him he will be pleased to find you have added such finishing touches.
So they began their new life.
Towards evening Joe and his
friend arrived with the salvage of the old home, and Elinor speedily distributed
her available treasures and gave a more familiar aspect to their sitting-room.
A small back room upstairs was
very modestly furnished as if for a suggested study, and upon its few shelves
were about fifty volumes very carefully selected for a comprehensive
introduction to such subjects as might commend themselves to Pawley. But
perhaps the most noticeable feature, certainly the one that commanded the first
attention of both Ernest and his wife, was the six volumes of Cassells Old and New London lying upon the table,
one of which was lying open as if St Clear himself had been interested in the
story of Westminster Abbey.
Nearly three weeks passed by
and nothing had been heard of their daily-expected visitor, for they thought he
would surely call to see them after they were settled Then Pawley received a
letter from a solicitor in the city asking him to call at his earliest
convenience. He went the same day and found that Mr. St Clear had been in town
and was instituting, proceedings against Kaleb & Co. for conspiracy in his
own and other cases, and the lawyer wanted such information from Pawley as
would be sufficient to secure the case being sent to the Old Bailey, which was
ultimately done.
During the preliminary
proceedings two letters were received for St Clear marked important, but
Pawley had no instructions and, as they were not called for, he was compelled
to keep them. He mentioned the fact to the solicitor from whom they came, and
was not a little surprised to find that St Clear had attended to them as though
they had been received and carefully considered. This only deepened the
mystery of his identity in Pawleys mind and evidently caused the lawyer some
little perplexity. But he said nothing.
The Central Criminal Court was
most inconveniently crowded, and outside the door was still a struggling
multitude, many of whom were willing to give a liberal bribe to gain admission.
The case about to be tried had already sent a thrill of excitement not only
through London but the country as well, on account of the position of the men
who had to face the judge, and the sensational developments expected. Legal
gentlemen and pressmen crowded equally with the general public, and every
available seat upon the bench had been assigned to persons of distinction, not
a few of whom it was whispered might possibly be called as witnesses for the
defence.
In the well of the Court, St
Clear and Pawley sat on either side their solicitor, and immediately in front
of the two counsel secured for the prosecution.
The judge had scarcely taken
his seat before eight men appeared in the dock - a company probably unique in
the annals of the Central Criminal Court up to that time. Five of the men we
already know - Foxleigh, Harleston, Blake, Lucas and Clamb; the others we
need only mention as members of the Foxleigh brigade, since our story
demands no more personal introduction.
Harleston, still true to
himself, leisurely looked around, smiled and made his ceremonious acknowledgments
to such friends as met his gaze. He was evidently impressed with the
humour of the occasion and one could almost imagine the various notes he made
of salient points he would use in a contemplated article justifying the course
he had taken.
Foxleigh was still the senior
deacon, carefully groomed and gloved, his Prince Albert coat buttoned over his
broad chest and a faultless white rose - his favourite flower - in his
buttonhole. Certainly he was a trifle paler than usual, but that was due to his
sleeping in town last night, and in no way to be connected with the case
in which he figured so prominently.
The indictment charging them
jointly and severally with conspiracy, fraud and other illegal practices was
read by the clerk of the Court, to which they individually pleaded not
guilty, and -
The leading counsel for the
prosecution rose to open the case, which he characterised as one of the most
heinous it had ever been his duty to expose, not only because of the
unrelenting heartlessness which had been used in the ruin of its unwary victims,
but because the prisoners at the bar had not hesitated to pursue their
inhumanities under the garb of philanthropists wearing the cloak of religion.
Taking up a circular issued by Kaleb & Co., with which firm he would show
that all the accused were more or less actively associated and which circular
was put into the hands of intending clients, he desired to call the attention
of the jury to the following paragraphs: -
It has long been felt
advisable that some provision should be made to assist small tradesmen,
artisans and others who, by sickness, accident, or other misfortune, are placed
in temporary embarrassment, apart from the extortionate interests and other
undesirable features of the regular loan offices. It is confidently hoped that
some scheme of a national character will shortly be formulated for this
purpose, but to aid present requirements a few Christian philanthropists have
determined to band themselves together in an attempt to relieve approved and
urgent cases.
A further paragraph declared
that -
All interest on loans will be
charged upon the lowest possible working basis to cover expenses. But in any
case where circumstances may suggest interest being charged upon a higher scale
to cover exceptional risks, such excess will always be allowed upon prompt
settlement of the claim.
Asking the jury to bear these
promises in mind, he proceeded to sketch the methods upon which these few
Christian philanthropists conducted their business as evidenced in the
cases he proposed to call before the Court, after which he felt convinced they
would have no difficulty in giving him the verdict he asked, and the men at the
bar receive such an exemplary punishment as would prove salutary to others
who were like minded with themselves.
A former clerk of Kalebs
identified the books and papers seized in the office as being the official
working stock of the company previously kept by himself. Having given evidence
to show the nature of the partnership existing between six of the accused and a
seventh recently deceased, the counsel asked witness, -
Will you now turn to the
account book and give me the results of one or two transactions? Take first the
case of James Thomson.
He borrowed two pounds for two
months, for which he was to repay five pounds.
Did he pay the money?
No! His goods were seized.
And how did the transaction
balance?
With a credit of eleven pounds
nine shillings to the company.
After several similar cases ‑
Now turn to the account of
Ernest Pawley. I think the book shows he borrowed five pounds?
Yes; for one month, at two
pounds interest.
Were his goods seized?
Yes!
With what result?
A profit of fifty-three pounds
four shillings.
That will do.
Counsel for the defence rose
for cross-examination, and, giving his gown the usual professional hitch at the
shoulders, asked ‑
I suppose you thought these
charges a trifle excessive?
Well, they are high enough to
pay expenses.
Dont try to be funny. When
you were with them, did you not think that if the company charged so much you
might try to do a little for yourself?
I did not.
Dont lose your temper, but
tell me, were you not dismissed because Mr Kaleb detected you charging small
commissions to arrange matters?
No! I voluntarily resigned.
Yes - yes! I know that, but
you were allowed to do so because your employers did not wish to get you into
trouble.
Its false!
Will you swear that?
I will!
If I prove it will you still
swear it?
You cannot prove it.
We will see about that
presently. You may go now.
During the latter part of their
cross-examination St Clear handed a letter to the solicitor, who glanced at it
and passed it to his counsel.
Is that your letter of
resignation? he asked.
It is.
Will you read it to the Court?
It is written upon the
official paper and runs as follows: ‑
Messrs Kaleb & Co.
GENTLEMEN, - While I have no
right to dictate to you as to the methods upon which you conduct your business,
I am in duty bound to consider my own safety in connection with the same; and
feeling sure that a criminal prosecution will sooner or later be the result, I
beg to notify you of my intention to terminate my engagement on Saturday next.
- Yours faithfully,
THOMAS WORRALL.
Did you leave on the day
stated?
I did.
And have had no connection
with the company since that time?
None whatever.
Then came the evidence of an
array of victims whose stories gradually presented a crescendo of inhumanity
and suffering terminating with Ernest Pawley.
This gentleman is my case,
said the leader as the last witness left the box.
The advocate for the defence at
once proceeded to draw the minds of the jury from the evidence he had been
unable to shake in cross-examination, and direct them to the popular position
and brilliant careers of at least two of his clients. The universal estimation
in which Harleston had so long been held was a treasure-trove to him in his
endeavour, which was used with eloquent force and masterly effect; and Foxleighs
most infatuated admirer had never been able to parade his princely philanthropy
in such significant splendour as it wore that day. Laudatory speeches and
graphic articles, in which language had failed to do justice in their eulogies,
were brought forth and read with pointed emphasis, followed by artful comments
which cast a glory over the whole of the accused. So adroitly did the pleader
manipulate his discourse, so quietly and unaffectedly did he juggle with fact,
inference and deduction, so cunningly did he capture their sympathy, and
impress upon them the undoubted probity and the unstained honour of the men who
had won such testimonies on every hand as he had read to them, that when he
began to pour his torrent of raillery upon the quality of the evidence adduced
by his learned friend who led the prosecution, he carried not only the crowded
Court, but also the jury with him, and sat down amidst a spontaneous outburst
of applause the officials had a difficulty to suppress.
He knew he had secured his
point, and before he lost a trace of the advantage he had gained called his
first witness to the box and left him in the hands of his junior.
The whole line of the defence
moved in the direction of the opening speech, and the weight of influence,
position and popularity from the circles of art, literature science, commerce
and religion were brought forward in opposition to the testimony of the unknown
witnesses of the other side. Ladies and gentlemen whose honour was above
suspicion, and names known as widely as Harleston and Foxleigh, ministers with
whom most of the accused had been working for years in the most exemplary
Christian capacities, emulated each other in the contempt they felt for the
impossible insinuations which had been made against men with whom they had been
honoured to associate. And through the long chorus of adulation the prosecuting
counsel sat still, knowing that his case was going to pieces, but he had no
single question to ask until the last of the long line - Pinchbeck - turned to
leave the box. Then he rose to his feet.
You are the minister of Mount
Pisgah Church, I believe?
Ye-es! he drawled.
Pawley was a member of that
church for some time, I think?
A very short time.
What sort of character did he
bear?
I cannot say; I knew very
little of him.
Was he not a kind of curate or
local preacher for you.
I believe he did preach
occasionally on the Common.
Are you not sure about it?
Ye-es! I know he did.
And you introduced him to
Foxleigh, suggesting that he should be allowed to do so on behalf of your
church?
I cant say that.
Did you introduce him to
Foxleigh, sir? this was asked in a tone that considerably startled Pinchbeck.
I believe I did.
For what purpose?
Some of our young people
wished to have an outdoor meeting, and Pawley had been asked to speak.
Did Foxleigh agree to the
proposition?
Not at first. Mount Pisgah is
not a mission church.
What made Foxleigh change his
mind?
I cannot say.
I want to remind you that you
are a minister and on your oath. Was anything said about Pawleys connection
with Harleston?
I think it was mentioned.
And it was then Foxleigh
changed his mind?
It may have been.
Was it, sir, or was is not?
sternly.
I believe it was.
Did Foxleigh consent to the
meetings being held, and then offered Pawley his advertisement for Harlestons
new paper?
I am sure I dont remember.
Was anything said about an
advertisement?
I think there was.
Did Pawley accept it?
No! He said he had no room for
it.
I am glad your memory is
reviving. But did not Pawley say it belonged to a class of advertisements he
could not accept?
I dont know.
Did he and Foxleigh have words
about it, and Pawley said his consent to the meetings on the Common was only in
the shape of a bribe to get his advertisement accepted?
I forget.
Now, sir, I want you to be
very careful how you answer, or the consequences may be serious to you. You
remember Pawley leaving Foxleighs that morning?
Yes.
Who was present beside you and
Foxleigh?
Mr Blake.
Do you remember what was said?
No!
Let me help you, and I caution
you to mind what you are about. Did not Foxleigh suggest that you and he should
call upon Harleston?
How do you know?
Never mind how I know. You see
I do know. Did he do so?
Someone did.
Did you call upon Harleston?
Not then.
Did you ever do so with
Foxleigh?
I think I did.
And arranged that Pawley
should be persuaded to borrow this particular five pounds from Blake?
I am not certain.
You had better be certain,
sir. Were you there or not when this arrangement was entered into?
The witness was silent, and a
hush like that of death was over the Court, but the counsel was inflexible.
Will you answer my question?
No! I decline to do so.
Answer the question, said the
judge, severely.
I think I was there.
So do I. Now we will come to
the night when Pawleys goods were taken. Did you make any calls that night?
Yes, I made several pastoral
visits.
Who did you call on?
I think I called first at Mr
Foxleighs.
Was that by appointment?
Will you excuse me, but what
has all this to do with the case?
We shall see that presently.
Did you call there by appointment?
My lord, I wish to appeal for
your protection.
I think you had better answer
the question, replied his lordship, with calm indifference.
Yes! I called to see him upon
church business.
Who did you meet there?
Only Mr Blake in addition to
Mr Foxleigh.
Anyone else?
No!
Will you swear that?
Yes!
Did the prisoner Clamb call
there?
He called to see Mr Blake.
Now I caution you again to
mind what you are doing. Did you know he was coming before he arrived?
I think Mr Blake had said he
expected someone to call.
And also what he was calling
for?
Perhaps so - but I forget.
And what did Clamb call for?
I dont know.
Do you remember him saying
that Pawley had a devilish fiery temper and, he had taken the precaution to get
two extra strong men in readiness for a fight?
I forget.
Did not Foxleigh suggest the
adoption of a ruse to get him out of the house while the goods were taken away?
I forget.
I shall find means to make you
regret your short memory presently. Did you not suggest that you go back home
and that he should be sent for you to speak a word in his behalf?
I think not.
By this time the whole Court
was in a state of most intense excitement at the unexpected turn the case had
taken. Mr Pinchbeck was in a most pitiable condition; he might be able to guard
his words, but the evidence was plainly written upon his face and in his whole
manner. His tormentor, however, was as cool and inexorable as a stone.
You left Foxleighs with Clamb?
I think I did.
You remember that. Had you
finished your church business?
No!
You remember that. Why did you
leave before you had finished?
I wanted to get home.
Why?
Because - of family prayers.
Dont be a hypocrite sir! he
said sharply. Do you remember what you said to Clamb when you left him at
Foxleighs gate?
I simply wished him
good-night.
Did you ask him not to hurry
too much but give you good time to get home?
If I did it was merely
incidentally.
And I suppose Pawleys
subsequent call was also incidentally?
No - I that is -
What is it, sir?
No reply. Pinchbeck was
cornered at last.
You were not surprised to see
Pawley?
But the minister was dumb.
After this collapse the issue
was a foregone conclusion. The judge summed up the case with that keen,
impartial insight and direction to the jury which gives such value to justice
in an English Court, and the twelve good men and true gave their verdict
after a short consultation. The prisoners were found to be guilty upon each
separate count.
The judge in passing sentence
simply remarked that such outrages upon humanity and religion as those of which
the prisoners had justly been found guilty merited a severe punishment, and
carefully regarding the whole circumstances of the case he could do no less
than send Blake, Foxleigh and Clamb to penal servitude for ten years; the other
prisoners, with the exception of Lucas, would undergo a sentence of seven years;
but taking into account the youth and recent connection of Lucas with the firm,
although he had shown himself to be a congenial spirit with his employers,
he thought that a sentence of five years would amply meet his case.
A suppressed shudder ran
through the Court at the severity of the punishment. The crowd outside heard
the result in silence, and it ran through the metropolis like an electric
quiver, and through the nerves of the telegraph to every corner of the land.
Whatsoever a man soweth that shall he also reap, said St Clear,
taking Pawleys arm and drawing him towards Ludgate Hill.
But it was an awful sentence.
he replied.
It was a just one for the
crimes. Then, hailing a cab, he said in a lighter vein, Tell your wife I hope
to call to-morrow and make her acquaintance, if agreeable.
Will you not come home with me
now?
No thank you; ladies do not
care to be taken at a disadvantage; besides, I have other arrangements for
to-night. To-morrow at six.
Then stepping into the cab he
gave the order West, and was gone.
Punctual to his appointment as
the sun to the morning St Clear rang Pawleys bell, and Elinor made the
acquaintance of one who had come to their deliverance in the hour of
misfortune. He met her with the same easy familiarity with which he introduced
himself to Ernest in the office of Kaleb & Co., asked a multitude of
questions about the house and its arrangements, was pleased to notice certain
changes she had made, and was by no means insensible to the feminine touches
added thereto. Then he reverted to the one subject, always so near to the heart
of a mother, and asked to be allowed to see the children, with whom he passed
little pleasantries and told them one or two pretty stories, captivating their
affections and making them anxious for more.
But bedtime had arrived, and
mamma was equally anxious to see more of the stranger who was so affable and
free while yet in a subtle, indefinable way he made her conscious of the almost
infinite distance that lay between them. Did she like him? Yes! She was
wonderously drawn towards him from the first, but she was, perhaps not afraid,
but doubtfully reticent and uncertain of the visibly unknown which she felt to
be the more real and comprehensive part of the man than what she was permitted
to see.
When Ernest had spoken to her
of the pregnant mystery in which St Clear frequently clothed his expressions,
she had inwardly smiled and flattered herself of her capability to
understand them; but now she had seen him she discovered that behind his commonplace
remarks and even the smile that played so lightly and incessantly across his
features, there was an esoteric suggestion that baffled and almost irritated
her. He was an enigma at sight, and the mystery concerning him had deepened
perceptibly during the half-hour she had been in his company. On the other hand
he had been more than kind to them, and she was excusably impatient to see
the children safely in bed that she might rejoin her husband and guest.
I hear you are a great
traveller, she remarked presently, as she took her crochet work from her
basket. It had been carefully laid aside on Mr. St Clears arrival, but she
took it up again under some strange impulse that he would rather not be
considered to be a stranger.
I think I might legitimately
claim to surpass even the achievements of Monte-Cristo in that respect, he
replied.
I hope your - but she
paused, confused, and found it necessary to count the loops in the chain she
was engaged on.
He smiled pleasantly and calmly
finished her sentence Thirst for revenge is not like his!
In spite of her sense of shame
at the indiscretion, she was compelled to lift her eyes in amazement as he gave
expression to the identical words she was about to utter. Who could this be who
had the power to read her very thoughts? And the mystery concerning him still
further deepened in her mind. His generosity however was worthy of his power.
No! I shall not emulate him in
that respect, he added. Still, as in the case of yesterday, to which you
refer, there are times when I have been used for purposes of just retribution.
Are we to understand that in
the trial you were not acting for yourself but on the behalf of another? she
inquired, pushing her question farther than her husband would have dared.
Certainly! I was simply the
minister of God.
That was scarcely the reply she
wanted; it was too ambiguous, but she was equally conscious that it would be
futile to attempt to get beyond the limit he had drawn in that direction.
Oh! she returned with
enforced resignation.
Did you instruct the solicitor
in the case? asked Ernest.
Yes, I had it altogether in my
own hands.
But however did you obtain the
information for Pinchbecks cross-examination?
I think I have told you that I
possess somewhat unusual facilities for obtaining all information I require,
he replied with that calm deliberation which betrayed nothing beyond the words
he uttered. When you are better acquainted with me, perhaps you may be able to
understand that the circumstances which form barriers of impossibility to one
man are open doors of opportunity to another. In other words, the impossible
only exists to those who dream; when we wake the hindrance vanishes like the
mist of the morning. There is nothing impossible with God.
Nothing? asked Elinor, hoping
to induce him to go on.
Absolutely nothing.
Several questions rose to her
mind, but she was afraid to put them to him. He had evidently said all he
intended on that point, so she returned to the one as yet left open.
Dont you think in that
terrible sentence of yesterday there was something in excess of just
retribution?
No, was his quiet, laconic
reply.
I wish I was so satisfied
about it, she answered. Perhaps we have suffered as much as many of their
victims, and I am willing to admit their crimes were almost too inhuman for
belief, but when I think of the men I feel as if their punishment is
unwarrantably severe.
In what way are you thinking
of the men? he inquired.
Of the positions they have
held, and their age.
Such considerations in my
opinion only add to the enormity of their crimes. They are all men of perhaps
more than average intelligence therefore ignorance cannot be urged in their
behalf as a mitigating plea. The positions they aspired to and ultimately
obtained are offices in which the people have learned to repose confidence
without inquiry into the actual character of the men who fill them. In a sense
they are accepted as the representatives of Christ and His gospel. These men
have sought the position only to exploit it; have even outraged the conduct of
Judas, have blasphemed God, Crucified Christ afresh, and made His name a
mockery and a byword among the people. Can there be any retribution too severe
for these offences?
But will not God Himself deal
with that?
He has done so in a measure - that
is in so far as to justify Himself in the eyes of men by warning them that the
way of transgressors is hard. He hears the cry of His children, and the signal
deliverances He needs must sometimes grant demands that the oppressor should be
destroyed without remedy.
But do you not think they may
have deluded themselves by the knowledge of how frequently such acts
escape detection? asked Ernest.
That would only further
increase their guilt by showing their readiness to trespass on the generosity
of a merciful God. In the positions they filled they professed to know as a
matter of practical experience that the angel of the Lord encampeth around
about them that fear Him, and delivereth them. Further they knew that he that
toucheth one of the least of Christs disciples touches Christ Himself; they
had also the caution before their eyes that whoso shall offend one of these
little ones that believe in Me (Christ), it were better for Him that a
millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depths of
the sea. If they did not know these things they were hypocrites, and have
received their reward, if they did know, then they were traitors and have been
leniently dealt with.
Still I am heartily sorry for
them, answered Elinor from her truly womanly heart.
So am I for their sin, but I
am glad to know their punishment so far has overtaken them.
I should scarcely expect to
find you rejoicing at anothers misfortune, exclaimed Ernest.
This is rather good fortune
than otherwise, even to the men who have been deprived of their liberty, and if
they are wise they will recognise this and profit by it. I am willing to admit
that they had so encouraged and indulged their sins as to become in the end
bond-slaves thereto, until had they desired to set themselves at liberty they
would have lacked the power to do so unaided. Now the longer a man continues
willingly in sin the greater is the penalty incurred, but these men would have
gone on from so-called success even to greater outrages. But God is love, and
this is equally manifested to the sinner as the saint. These men must not go
on, and God has therefore removed them from the scenes and facilities of their
sins into conditions calculated to cause reflection, and, if they will,
repentance.
But a convict prison is not
the most conducive place to penitence.
For their present condition
they and they alone are altogether responsible. God would have had it otherwise,
but they were not content to be as other men. Taking their fate into their own
hands, they have arrogantly lifted their heads towards heaven, blasphemously
desecrating the temple of God and slandering the gospel of His truth in order
to rob and oppress the helpless. Under such circumstances as these there must
of necessity come a time when God shall defend His honour and avenge His own
people - the progress of the gospel and the salvation of the world demands it.
God does not desire it, but His eternal purposes must go on and the
obstructions cleared from His path fall in the places in which they stood. The
voice and the warnings of God are clear, explicit and sufficiently timely to
allow all who will to escape, but they who will defy Him must needs discover
that He is the Almighty One. Still, even a convict prison has advantages as a
place of repentance over hell.
Repentance in hell? queried
Elinor, regarding her visitor with a curiously suspicious look.
Certainly! he answered with
undisturbed composure. If not how can God secure His will that all men
shall be saved? Christ came into the world to save the world - not a small
portion of it; do you imagine that His work will in any way be allowed to be
frustrated, while God is able to save to the uttermost? Do you think God
will arrange a compromise with sin, allowing the evil to claim the greater part
of humanity, while He is Almighty and holds dominion over sin in His own right?
The idea is repugnant to reason - a veritable contradiction in terms without a
vestige of authority in the teaching of Christ. The gospel which will redeem
the world, either here or in the beyond, joyfully declares that As in Adam all
die even so in Christ shall all be made alive again. This is salvation to the
uttermost and must be secured before He can subdue the kingdoms to Himself, receiving
the keys from death and hell which He shall cast into the lake of fire. Is it
not the finding of the last lost sheep which He sets forth so tenderly in one
of His parables - When he findeth it? There is no thought, no suspicion of
the sheep being dead. In fact there is not one word in the whole of the Bible
which points to death as placing any limit on salvation. Him that cometh unto
Me I will in no wise cast out, here the arms of mercy reach to the depths of
the nethermost hell, and God is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever.
It is a dangerous doctrine to
preach.
Doctrines never trouble me; if
it is Gods truth that is enough. I am well aware that one of the errors of the
Church has been to manufacture this doctrine of eternal torment under the
impression that the fear of hell would be a good whip to drive the flock with,
since the shepherds abandoned the Masters example of going before and leading
by the magnetic attraction of love. But when the Church did this and went out
of the way, God did not change - With Him there is no variableness, nor shadow
of a turning. If God affirmed all the Church declares in His name He would
need to be divided in many parts against Himself, and the world itself
would speedily be a chaos.
But where is the incentive to
righteousness if you take hell away?
I am not taking hell away. It
cannot be dispensed with until it has discharged its function, any more than
death can be destroyed until it has wrought its purpose by introducing us into
the spiritual life of which it forms the threshold. When both these purposes
are accomplished then shall death and hell be cast into the lake of fire. But
the incentive to righteousness must lie in the ideal of moral excellence -
the aspiration of the soul to be like Him who is the chief among ten thousand
and the altogether lovely, and the purpose of hell is to assist in bringing
about such a desirable consummation.
How?
Let me try to sketch an
illustration that may assist you in understanding this, and I will try to do it
as near as I can in the simple light of the Masters teaching rather than
according to the deep reasonings of the doctrinal fathers. In one of the
Beatitudes Christ says: Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God.
In the Revelations it is added, They shall see His face. The whole Church of
the redeemed are spoken of as standing in the light of God who is the glory of
the place. The figure used is the familiar and natural one of the sun - The
Lord God is a sun and shield. But if we go behind the sun, where we cannot see
His face, we come into the shadow - lose the light, and the further we go the
darker our way will be. This is precisely the position into which the sinner
fails: The face of the Lord is against them that do evil. It is here - behind
His back - where the sins of the righteous are cast, rolling them away as far
as the east is from the west into the blackness and darkness of the region of
death, or separation. This is hell! in every sense the reverse of the condition
which exists before His face. The one is joy - the other is sorrow; one
strength - the other weakness; one peace - the other strife; this compensation
- that retribution. Now there is not only punishment, but also method - design
- in this location of hell, but in order to appreciate this, allow me to
draw your attention to the deplorable fallacy of one prevailing idea. The
picture has not unfrequently been drawn of the saints looking over the
battlements of heaven to behold the agony of the lost, and no one appears to
have noticed this violation of the optical law, by which it is not possible to
look from light into darkness, or the erroneous argument would be at once
exposed. On the other hand, God - who is still the same yesterday, to-day, and
for ever, whose mercy endureth to all generations, without variableness or
shadow of a turning - has located the hell in a shadow from which the suffering
sinner may behold the joys of the saints in light, within that city, the gates
of which are never shut, but stand an ever-open invitation, that whosoever
will may come, and he that cometh shall in no wise be cast out - this in no
wise covering even a return from hell. Now, I would further ask your
consideration of another thought. Hell is the portion of those who sinned in
the days of their flesh. Between the offence and the punishment death has
intervened without any disturbance of the law of sequence; why then should it
be supposed to put an end to the forgiveness of God, seeing that all His laws
and attributes are like Himself immutable?
I would rather hear than
attempt to argue, replied Ernest as the speaker paused. I feel something like
the Athenians must have felt when they said to Paul, Thou bringest certain
strange things to our ears; we would know therefore what these things mean.
Then I will proceed, but let
me ask you not to lose sight of the central idea of my conception of hell which
has the dual design and purpose in the mind of God to administer a just
punishment for sin, and secure the ultimate salvation of every soul, which is
consistently demanded by the unchangeableness of His nature, His expressed
will that He will have all men to be saved, the object of the Incarnation
that as in Adam all die even so in Christ shall all be made alive again, and
lastly as being absolutely essential to Christs claiming the kingdoms for His
own, putting all His enemies beneath His feet, and destroying death and hell. So
far I have indicated only a Scriptural and consistent relationship between the
two estates in the hereafter. The question I have asked as to whether death has
power to arbitrarily interfere with immutable laws may, for the present, stand
aside. Now the saints as they approach God become transformed into His image - We
shall be like Him for we shall see Him as He is. This likeness, being
spiritual, will partake of that nature which is Love, and eternally abounds
even to the chief of sinners, and is able to do far more, exceeding abundantly
above all we can ask or think. If God so loved the saints while they were yet
sinners, will not that same love of God constrain them in turn to minister
to the souls in prison, in which we admit that Christ Himself has set us an
example? - For I have given you an example that ye should do as I have done to
you, and His ministry at this particular moment included Judas, who had not
yet gone away to sell His Lord. This ministry to the still lost is under more
favourable conditions than earth at present affords, because before the eyes of
the sufferer is the vision of the exalted Jesus fulfilling the promise He has
made that I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto Me.
That such a promise had a wider application than His crucifixion the facts of
the case assures us, and the countless millions who have gone down to the pit
since that time have to be reclaimed because He is faithful that promised,
and His word cannot be broken. Purified by affliction, even a third part
coming through the fire, yet shall they be brought by a way they know not;
purging themselves from their sins in their long pilgrimage, washing their
robes and making them white in the Blood of the Lamb, they shall come from the east
and west, and the north and the south, until hell is left tenantless and Christ
is all in all.
Ernest was intensely interested
and followed the daring interpretation closely. It was a new idea to him to
base such an argument upon the immutability of God, in which St Clear had used
the Scriptures with a freedom which had but slight respect for orthodox
methods, and with a novelty of application that at times verged upon the
startling. The exposition was given with great deliberation and readiness, speaking
of a close familiarity with the subject, strangely impressing Elinor with
the idea that in some unaccountable way it amounted to more than belief,
but she dared not ask him the one question continually rising to her lips. Her
husband was more intent upon following the argument, anxious to understand
its reasoning and correctly grasp its points, for further consideration.
I can now understand the
purport of your question in relation to death: you treat it as altogether immaterial
as regards the destiny of the soul.
Most certainly I do, and by so
doing I follow the example of Christ, who, with one exception, placed it upon
the same level and treated it in the same way as He did palsy, blindness or
possession. The solitary exception was His own death, and that, in two instances,
he previously pointed out to be an advantage by compelling it to bear
irrefutable evidence to His Messiahship. Death in the history of the soul is a
stage in its existence analogous to the attainment of his majority by a youth;
it gives freedom from restraint, and at the same time enforces
responsibility; it neither changes the character of the man nor the laws of
nature concerning him. You will remember how the Master on one occasion assured
His disciples that the kingdom of God was a present matter and within them - they
were already in possession of everlasting life and should not come near
death. If this law can operate in one direction in its everlasting purpose,
surely it can operate also in the other.
You are now coming near to a
subject upon which I have often thought, and on which I should like to hear
your opinion.
What is that?
To what extent are spiritual
gifts available to-day to a consecrated life?
They are, as a law of God,
unlimited. All things are possible to him that believeth, but the extent to
which they are bestowed is governed by faith, the condition of their bestowal
being according to your faith it shall be unto you.
Do you really believe that,
Mr. St Clear? asked Elinor.
No I know it to be so.
Then why do you not act upon
it? she inquired, with a quick thrust at what she supposed to be a weakness in
his argument.
He smiled pleasantly at her
hazard.
In the first instance I am not
a perfect man, hence I may fail occasionally. Next, it may be, that I may not
clearly apprehend the Divine purpose at the moment, and am therefore restrained
where I would otherwise intervene. For instance, when I was first informed of
your own trouble, I was anxious to save you from the plans of Blake, but I was
hedged around by such difficulties that you could not believe even were I to
try to explain them.
Mr St Clear?
But the difficulties only
remained until the moment for intervention arrived, then I was able to
intervene.
But they took our house.
And so filled the measure of
their cup of sin. At the same time their plans failed, for I was permitted to
find you another home, and also secure their punishment, for which purpose
the restraining hand of God was first upon me.
I can grasp the promise of the
all things possible, said Ernest, anxious for further guidance upon this
question which had so exercised his mind, but I want to find my way to the
verification of the fact.
That should not be a very
difficult undertaking. The spiritual is everywhere the dominant power, and he
would be a daring man who would rise to assert the government of mind by
matter. The locomotive was first conceived in the mind of the engineer, and
then the iron and steel were compelled to give expression to his idea. This
cotton which your wife has worked into this elaborate design had no power to
resist her will. In the same way fire and water, wind and lightning have been
brought into obedience to go and come as man disposes. In the higher region of
the mind hypnotism has demonstrated how the lesser is guided and controlled by
the greater. Here is the principle operating all around you, and given an Almighty
power there is no escape from omnipotent results - all things are possible - and
Jesus has promised to perfect His strength in weakness. What is needed is that
our lives shall be so entirely consecrated to Him that He may be enabled to
fulfil His cherished design of coming again and taking up His abode in us,
transforming our bodies into temples of the Holy Ghost. And this is the height
to which His disciples have to climb before the Christ can claim the kingdoms
of the world as well as the kingdoms of His Lord for His own. He seeketh for
such to serve Him even now, and oh! with what anxious longings does He appeal
to His servants to yield themselves willing sacrifices to such a purpose! Oh,
the rewards and victories of such a service! I think of the triumphs of the
heroes of the past - John, Paul, Catherine of Sienna, Joan of Arc, Luther and
others; of George Muller and the faithful few of to-day. Yet even these did not
reach the altitude of faith - they only saw the daybreak and the rising glory
of the sun; the full noon-tide victory through the cross of Christ still lies
in the future history of the world.
In his appeal he carefully
guarded against personalities, but his voice quivered with pathos, and his
eyes looked with longing eagerness into the far away. Ernest, however, could
not lose himself in such unconsciousness, but heard and interpreted every
word as being personally directed to himself. As St Clear finished speaking
Pawley rose to his feet, and, crossing the room, offered his hand to his
friend.
Mr. St Clear, he said, this
is the fourth time we have met, but I do not know you, am more perplexed to
understand you every time we come together, but of this one thing I am certain,
I shall never cease to thank God for your acquaintance. You have done far more
for me than any other man on earth, and the finding us this home has not been
the greatest of your blessings. You have a knowledge of God I wish that I
possessed; you speak of Him with an unwavering confidence I deeply feel the
need of; and your utterances appeal to me with a power above all others. For
some inscrutable reason God has brought us together, and already I am able to
rejoice at the causes which have been the means of doing so. If that purpose
has been to call me to such a service as you have spoken of, in return for the
blessing you have brought us, and for innumerable others with which my life has
been strewn, if He will help me, I am ready, through good and evil report, to
follow wheresoever our great Master will lead me.
St Clear had risen to meet him
and, as Pawley spoke, the two stood clasping each others hands upon the
hearthrug. Then there was a pause, a silence full of sacred melody, like the
music of an archangels pen recording that vow of consecration. Then St Clear
spoke again.
God will help you, my brother
- must help you, if you will only be faithful to your sacred endeavour. But be
not deceived, He will only give after He has tested and found you able to bear
the burden of responsibility. We shall not meet again for a while, and
then in other scenes, but let me encourage you, whatsoever comes, remember this
promise of the Master - He that overcometh and keepeth My words to the end, to
him will I give power over the nations, and he shall rule them with a rod of
iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers; even as I
received of My Father. And I will give Him the morning star. Till we meet
again, God bless you both.
In the holy fervour of his
benediction his face appeared to glow with a preternatural brightness,
causing Elinors heart to beat with a strange excitement, until she bowed her
head in company with her husband. It was only for an instant, but that was
enough! When their eyes were raised again they were full of unspeakable
astonishment, for St Clear had vanished from between them and they were alone!
Oh, my lad, where and who is
he? she gasped as soon as she could speak.
God alone knows, my dear!
Is this the explanation of his
mysterious sentences?
My dear girl, dont ask me
anything now! The world has slipped from under my feet, and I know nothing
except Shakespeares mighty truth -
There are more things in heaven and earth
Than are dreamt of in our philosophy.
Spring passed, and the bright
summer died away into autumn, but nothing further was heard of St Clear - no
correspondence, no inquiries, no elucidation of the mystery concerning him. It
was an ever-fruitful topic of conversation between Ernest and Elinor, but like
the famous riddles over which the Greeks vexed themselves and exhausted their
ingenuity only to end in speculation, so did the problem of this strange
disappearance remain - ever enticing but never resolved. Whatever the ultimate
explanation might prove to be, Ernest became increasingly convinced that it
would reveal some method of Divine procedure with which not only he, but modern
experience generally was entirely unacquainted. He was not superstitious, and
with the sincere and profound reverence he had for sacred things, he fought
strenuously against accepting the one stupendous conclusion towards which the
fact so clearly pointed. As a working theory of his faith when answering the
inquiry of Mr Roses daughter it was a simple conclusion to arrive at, that
angelic ministry might upon occasion be demonstrated, but to admit it as a
matter of experience upon the evidence of the solitary incident which had so
perplexed him was an audacity he would not dare to aspire to, but preferred
to stand with unshod feet upon the sacred ground and wait until the mists had
cleared away.
The claims and pretensions of
Spiritualism were in no wise unknown to him; in fact, with thousands of other
inquiring minds he had given more than a passing study to its philosophy and
phenomena, but he had turned aside - however invaluable the undeniable truth
might be - from association with the charlatanry and lack of all spirituality
in the fashionable modern craze, which had already, in its inception, sold
itself for gain.
Should the future carry him so
far into the domain of the impossible as to establish the certainty of angelic
ministry as an actual factor in the eternal economy of God, he could already
see how such a service would be divided by an almost impassable gulf from the
curiosity mongering phenomena of Spiritualism, which knows nothing of the Bread
of Life, apart from husks and chaff, and only chatters in impotence when
appealed to for food to satisfy hungering, inquiring souls. At such conclusion
he naturally arrived when he contrasted the influences left upon him by the
various sances he had attended with the result of his interviews with St Clear
- the doubt, suspicion and uncertainty with the striking interventions, almost
miraculous, but unpretentious powers and deep spiritual insight which had
carried his faith back to the eternal rock where he was safe in the peace of
God which passeth all understanding.
Still these thoughts and
reasonings which occupied his busy mind as he walked to and fro were only
dreams and speculations after all - castles in the air, in the architecture of
which he was so expert, and in whose ruined spoliation he had so oftentimes
been bruised and maimed. He had to some extent grown wiser in this respect by
not placing such confidence in his aerial structures as in the days gone by,
and only yielded to the phantasy as a welcome relief by which to beguile his
weariness occasionally, while the real attitude he tried to assume was one of
waiting, with Newmans soul-stirring hymn-prayer continually on his lips: -
Lead, kindly Light, amid th encircling gloom, Lead Thou me on.
But these contemplations were,
as we have said, the companions of his trampings to and from the city, or when
the temporal cares of life were shut out for the time and he and his wife
consoled and comforted each other. Other interests, efforts and considerations
had also their claims upon him, and the battle for the bread that perisheth had
to be waged not for himself alone, but also for those who were dependent upon
him. Certainly Harleston and Foxleigh had been removed from his path so that
their active opposition was no longer to be feared; but the trial had given him
a wide notoriety, and the effects of it were continually returning upon
him. As the days went by he had the continually-increasing consolation that
since they had left Dulwich their bread and water had been given to them, but
it had been a literal necessity for him to pray morning by morning, Give us
this day our daily bread, and on several occasions when the family had sat
down to their meals the petition had been just as literally answered; and
occasionally it seemed as if even this would not have been secured but for the
marvellous economy of Elinor, who appeared to have the power of making pence do
duty for shillings - she seldom had the opportunity to try whether she could
carry her skill to greater lengths. This resourceful housewife presently found
herself able to spread her table, and, in a fashion, provide for her family of
six, at the rate of one shilling per day, but coals, light and other etceteras
had to be otherwise provided for, and every two or three days she found herself
running against the stone walls of these requirements with an absolutely empty
purse.
The conflict was long, weary
and grinding, leaving its indelible marks upon both of them. It was a trial of
faith in which the tension was never eased, even for a single hour, but they
pressed forward with almost heroic courage. When the flesh was weak and
weariness pressed more heavily upon them, they returned to the problem of St
Clear, and, remembering the caution and also the promise with which he left
them, took courage again and so found an ever-recurring fulfilment of the
Divine assurance - As thy days so shall thy strength be.
Through all this period of
unsettlement, and also for other reasons which may be easily understood, Ernest
made no attempt to associate himself with another church, but visited each as
he felt inclined, and occasionally going as far as the recently-opened barracks
of the Salvation Army at Starch Green.
Here Elinor formed the first
real friendship she had known in London, with a Mrs. Mills, whose husband - a
seafaring man - had been absent for several years, leaving her with two little
girls, and she was doubtful whether to call herself wife or widow. She was one
of those joyous, sympathetic, trusting natures, with the soul of a child in the
body of a woman, which occasionally rise up with a monumental apology for
Christianity, upon which the arguments of agnosticism and infidelity only throw
themselves to be confounded.
Her limited means were scarcely
sufficient to make both ends meet with scrupulous care, and yet she never
turned a deaf ear to a cry for aid nor refused to stretch out a hand to help
the distressed; often - but always secretly - giving or lending in excess of
her resources or the dictates of wisdom, when satisfied with the sincerity of
the appeal, judged by a peculiar standard of her own, which she affirmed the
Lord Himself made known to her, and she had never once been deceived in
following it. On the other hand, should her Urim and Thummim say, Nay, she
would sorrowfully accept its utterance, but afterwards could not be moved from
her determination.
Ernest and Elinor were
returning from their first visit to Starch Green, commenting upon the
peculiarities of the service, when Mrs. Mills introduced herself.
I hope you wont think me in
any way officious, she said, addressing herself more particularly to Ernest, but
I really cant help wanting to shake hands with you. You have done my soul good
to-night.
I am glad to hear that, he
responded granting her request. Are you going towards Acton?
Yes! Its a long way to come,
but I always get something worth the journey, more so when its wet than dry. I
like the Army; its so real, and lifts you up so. I often think their meetings
must be something like what those were in the upper room in Jerusalem, when the
gifts of the Spirit were poured out. Dont you?
Such a lively, sensitive faith
as this woman appeared to possess was too rarely met with for Pawley to wish to
crush or uproot it, simply because it was clothed in wild and random vagaries.
It was no doubt strong and vigorous, certainly refreshing in its wayside
sweetness; a flower, perhaps, like the lilies of the field, clothed with a
glory even surpassing that of Solomon if it were examined and studied.
I am scarcely in a position to
express an opinion on that, he answered with guarded consideration not to
disturb her; I am not so used to Army meetings as you appear to be, and the
excitement perhaps disturbed me a little by its strangeness. For myself I
should imagine that the outpouring of the Holy Ghost took place amid a most
profound silence in which the rushing of the mighty wind was heard. But of
course we each have to form our own opinion about it, for since the gift has
ceased we have nothing definite to base our ideas upon.
Now the religion of Mrs. Mills
was neither argumentative, scientifically theological nor particularly concerned
about details of consistency; it was all summed up in I believe, to which she
clung with the tenacity of a struggle for life, and for the rest she exercised
her faith. To such a woman there was only one thought in Pawleys reply, and
she fell upon it like a gannet diving after a tempting fish.
Do you believe spiritual gifts
have ceased? she asked with wounded consternation. I dont!
There was something so emphatic
and at the same time so reproachful about the way she asserted this - her
manner was as we may imagine Peters to have been when he impetuously threw
himself between Christ and the soldiers of Rome, and smote the ear from Malchus
- that Elinor took a deeper interest in the woman, in the hope that one so
firmly confident might be able to guide her through the darkness in which she
had so long been walking.
In the result Mrs. Mills
promised to call upon Mrs. Pawley on the following afternoon.
In almost every particular
these two women presented a striking contrast to each other as Elinor
narrated her recent troubles to her new-found friend. The one simple and
credulously receptive, with an almost atrophied power to reason, and a mind
entirely fallow of doubt as to the providences of God, yet withal rich as an
armoury in Biblical facts, with all the promises brightly polished and
ready for any emergency which might arise; the other cautious, diffident and
self-contained, with a touch of standoffishness towards strangers, and a desire
to test the solidity of the ground before she put her foot down at every new
step. At critical moments of her life, Elinor had the stronger inclination to
trust to sight in preference to faith, a caution perhaps not void of
considerable value as a restraining power upon her husband; but personally she
lacked the consolation which might have been the outcome of a more robust
faith. In that interview with Mrs. Mills she became for the first time conscious
of this deficiency, and by comparison with her friend was enabled to see her
own condition and estimate certain of its disadvantages. In the recognition she
lost the pride of her habitual reserve, and poured out the burden of her trials
with a freedom strangely in contradiction of her usual habit.
From the moment Elinor
expressed her wish to take her visitor into her confidence, Mrs. Mills sat in
honoured humility, listening to all that was said without any attempt to break
the thread of the story, except with an occasional Well, now! as she heard of
some deliverance; or, when some incident was recorded to which her memory
suggested a parallel, she would murmur a satisfied Ah! just like -
so-and-so. But as the story neared its finish, and the incident of St Clears
disappearance was being related, she became visibly moved to an excitement of
rapturous gladness, until she had to give expression to her feelings, which
refused to be longer enslaved.
Well, now, there! And isnt
that just what Ive been waiting for all along? That is the very thing I should
expect to find the dear Lord do under such circumstances! But, dear me - dear
me, I dont know why He should let me live to see it! Mrs. Pawley, I could sit
where I am and cry my eyes out of my head for joy! I dont know what to do: Im
just like Anna and Simeon must have been when they saw the Lords Christ in the
temple that morning; I could say, Lord, now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in
peace, according to Thy word; for mine eyes hath seen Thy salvation.
Elinor, being altogether unable
to find reason for such an outburst of enthusiasm in the experiences she had
related, listened in wonderment to the unintelligible utterance, and then
quietly asked, -
What do you mean, Mrs. Mills?
Dont you understand me, my
dear? Why, no! of course you dont. But let me tell you. The very thing you
have been speaking of I have looking been for and expecting for months past. I
knew it would come as surely as I am a living woman, because He is faithful
that promised; but I little thought, when I spoke to you last night, that
through your experience would come the answer to all my prayers! But let me
tell you; it was only last Christmas Day as ever was, that I read the precious
promise made by Joel, that in the last days God would pour out His Spirit upon
all flesh, and when I read it I heard the voice within me saying that those
very last days had come. So I fell to praying that the dear Lord would grant me
the answer before this year was out; and here it is, my dear, come already, and
the year has another two months to run. But oh! I have been unfaithful, and dont
deserve it, or I should have known it all last night! Let me tell you. When
your husband went on to the platform to speak, I said to the brother sitting
beside me, Now we shall hear something, for whoever that man is, hes a
prophet.
Whatever put such an idea into
your head? asked Elinor, though not at all displeased at the opinion her
friend had expressed.
Because I saw the mantle of
Elijah wrapped about his shoulders.
The mantle of Elijah?
Yes. Indeed I did. I saw it as
plainly wrapped around your husbands shoulders as I see the fire in that
grate. Dont you know that the Lord gives His children this spiritual
discernment sometimes? Oh, my dear, the day of spiritual outpourings is not
past, and if you think so you have a great deal to learn yet.
It was because I saw that
mantle that I came to speak to you, but I hadnt faith to dream of how much
more was hanging to it. Im very, very grateful, but like the Centurion, Im
not worthy of it, and I dont know why the dear Lord should do so much for me.
The sincere humility of the
woman touched Elinor and produced an effect no argument could have secured. She
saw in the simple, unaffected confession an illustration of the unquestioning
faith of which St Clear had spoken, and she also then vividly apprehended
a desirable condition he had associated with it, in order to lift it up into
its legitimate region of omnipotence - a definite, intelligent conception of
the design of the kingdom.
Yes, God was indeed good. The
acquaintance of her newly found friend had already been a blessing to her, and
if she could only make that simple, unwavering faith her own, what might it not
produce?
From this time Mrs. Mills
became a frequent and welcome visitor, and not only Elinor but her husband also
found much spiritual advantage in the association.
The winter set in with sudden
severity, and Pawley, materially below par by the tax his fortunes had made
upon his constitution, speedily fell a victim to the trying weather with an
attack of bronchitis, from which the doctor gave no hopes of his recovery until
the warmer days returned. Such a pronouncement filled him with the most gloomy
forebodings, since with his inability to reach the city every available hope of
supplies was at once cut off, and it was absolutely impossible for the family
to be nourished on faith for a whole winter. On his last visit to town he had
received a sovereign for a small commission, but it was already mortgaged to
the extent of several shillings, and with the extra demands owing to his
sickness, not even Elinors well-developed system of frugality and economy
could make the remainder last for more than a week.
So far she had kept up a cheerful
aspect, but when her last penny was gone she found it very difficult to think of
the morrow complacently. I am trying not to worry, she said, burying her head
in the invalids bosom, and breaking into tears, but this is more than I can
possibly bear. I did not mind so long as you were well.
Dont fret, my darling. God
has already delivered us from a greater extremity than this. He knoweth what
things we have need of, and if we can only bear the strain in some way or
other, we shall find He will provide. We have enough for to-night, and He will
give us our daily bread again to-morrow.
Then they prayed for strength
to stand the trial of their faith, and slept.
Elinors nights were periods of
broken rest just then, and she was up betimes in the morning that she might get
through her work early in order to attend to the nursing of her husband. The
top had been lifted from the stove, and the kettle, already singing, was drawn
back, lest it should boil before the postman came, though from where the letter
would come with an imagined enclosure she had not the faintest idea. But there
was no other conceivable way for the help to come of which she stood so
desperately in need, and though she knew the postman was not due for fifteen or
twenty minutes, she had already been twice to the front-room window to see if
he was in the street.
Then Mrs. Mills came.
Its no use, my dear, I had to
come - had to come the moment I was up, and never stopped to make the fire. How
is Mr. Pawley?
I think he is a little easier
this morning, but he has had a very restless night.
Poor, dear soul. I do hope he
will soon get about again. Now, let me tell you; but I know you will laugh at
me, for Ive had the most curious dream you ever heard, and Ive had to go and
get Mrs. Soulsby up before I could come to you. At this she took a small
parcel from under her cloak and laid it upon the table. I was dreaming about
you all the night, and just before I woke someone told me to get up and bring
you half-a-pound of white Berlin wool and half-a-crown. You would know what to
do with it. Did you ever hear such a thing in your life? But I had to do it, and
theres the wool - handing over the packet and heres the money.
Elinor had to sit down to save
herself from falling, but she was some moments before she sufficiently
recovered to reply.
It is far more than a curious
dream, she declared. It is one of the most direct interpositions of
Providence I have ever met with; it is almost more wonderful to me than the
disappearance of Mr. St Clear. Surely He knoweth our thoughts from afar off!
Why, of course He does, my
dear! Didnt you know that before? I did! she answered in incredulous
surprise. But what is it that so astonishes you?
I was wondering in the night
how we could possibly get through Mr Pawleys illness. While he was so restless
I was turning over every way I could think of for earning just enough to carry
us on; but I could think of nothing except I could get some wool and crochet
some babies bonnets that I could put in the window and try to sell.
Well, now! Did you ever! The
dear Lord told you what to do, and then asked me to bring the wool and money
for the trimmings. That is the way He makes us to be workers together. He knew
I couldnt make the bonnet, and He knew you couldnt get the things. Oh, Mrs.
Pawley, if we were only as faithful as He is we should be happy people! Then
she suddenly jumped to her feet, and began to pace the kitchen, clucking
like a hen calling her chickens together. But awks-a-mercy - why, of course it
is! What a stupid woman I am, to be sure - and here I went and nearly forgot to
think about it, when the dream and all your thinking was only the second part
of it. Oh dear, me, I wonder what the Lord sees in me to have anything to do
with! It was only the other day as ever was, when a lady from the Gardens asked
me if I knew where she could get a hand-made wool bonnet from for her baby.
Now, I wonder who she was? Its too early now, but as soon as Ive had my
breakfast Ill go from end to end of the Gardens but what Ill find her, and Ive
got faith to believe I shall bring you the first order.
Was it her ready obedience to
the heavenly voice that secured this reward of her faith? Who shall say but she
returned to tell Mrs. Pawley that she had been commissioned to submit the
bonnet for approval. It was not finished yet, however, for the money, after
providing trimmings - only ribbon for strings and ornamental bows - had left
Elinor sufficient for breakfast and something in reserve, and before
dinner time she was the owner of five shillings additional, which Mrs. Mills
considered to be a fair price for the bonnet.
Elinor could scarcely believe
the evidences of her senses as she invited her friend to come upstairs and tell
Ernest the good news, and Mrs. Mills, encouraged by her first success, came
back again and again, until Elinor had made and sold half-a-dozen samples of
her extremely pretty millinery, by which time the attention of a buyer in a
West-End establishment had been drawn to the work, and Elinor was at once
liberally subsidised for the winter, and all immediate anxiety was over.
Dr. Jordan, the medical man in
attendance upon Ernest, was a kind-hearted fatherly practitioner, one of the
old order now dying out and giving place to the modern grave and reticent
faculty man who has a dignity to preserve. As Jordan understood it the art and
practice of medicine was not confined to drugs, compounds, the colour of a
patients tongue and state of the pulse, but it also found no small amount of
indirect assistance in accomplishing its purpose - perhaps at times even more
than medicine contributed - in the bestowal of sympathy, consideration and
encouragement upon those who ministered to the invalid. In the days when he
walked the hospitals, humanitarianism held the position to which
vivisecting science has succeeded, and common sense had not yet begun to follow
the intricate hobby of cultivating germs and the relative merits of bacterial
inoculation; but men and women lived quite as long in those days though they
may not have died quite so scientifically. But the old school was more directly
interested in life than death, and so long as it could prolong the former gave
little thought or consideration to the latter, apart from keeping it at bay.
So it happened that as the
winter deepened and Pawleys malady refused to yield, but rather increased in
spite of every endeavour to the contrary, the doctor began to feel an uneasy
concern not only in his patient, but also in the indefatigable little woman
upon whom the burden of care was pressing with an almost intolerable
weight. He had shrewdly drawn his own conclusions from indications around
him that means were not sufficiently plentiful for Mrs Pawley to secure
clerical assistance in nursing, but he did not imagine that the wool work he
saw so continually in her hands was the only means she had of supporting both
invalid and family, and had need to be pursued in addition to all her other
trying duties. Had he known this he would have been more reticent than he was
in commanding her to put up her fal-de-dals, and get as much rest as
possible, in order to preserve her strength for the demands her husband was
sure to make upon it.
Elinor did not, could not,
explain her circumstances, but mutely laid her work aside until he had gone,
and was careful that he did not see her so employed again.
Still Ernest showed no signs of
improvement, the congestion increased and a serious inflammation caused the
doctor to look very grave. Sympathy for Elinor had gradually developed into a
very paternal feeling, and as long as he could honestly find any hope he spoke
cheerfully and encouragingly to her. But at length he could do this no longer,
and on leaving patted the hand he held in his own affectionately, though he
could not say what he knew he ought to tell her.
His silence terrified Elinor,
who was by no means ignorant of her husbands serious condition.
What is it, doctor? she
pleaded.
He had to speak.
I was just thinking - I will
send him a draught at once, and run in again at mid-day to see what effect it
has produced.
So he extricated himself from
the dilemma, but it was at the expense of reproaching himself all the morning
for not preparing her for what he knew must come.
There was no apparent change
when he called, either in the patient or in his own courage, but when he looked
into the anxiously fearful eyes of Elinor he had to say something though it was
like driving a sword through his own heart.
es very bad - very bad;
still, while there is life there is hope, you know, and we must hope for the
best. Ill run in again presently.
As he stepped into his carriage
he caught sight of a woman pale as death dreamily leaning for support against
the still open door, but he had not courage to return to her assistance. Only
God can help such souls at such a time.
Love wrestled with grief and
won the victory. The doctors words only had one design - to prepare her for
the worst. The sands of the life in which her own was blended were running low,
she must rouse herself to help him in his departure. How could she do it? and
yet it was the imperious demand of love. She was strong, and if her love was as
real as she professed, she would be brave to endure its martyrdom, to suffer
the most exquisite agony it is possible to experience with a placid face, firm
voice and, if necessary, a smiling confidence, until the sufferer had been
deceived into his dreamless sleep, and then - Ah! who can tell what succeeds
when the hand of death raises the floodgates and gives freedom to the
long-suppressed agony; when the first quivering lightning shaft of loneliness
tears through the soul, crushing, destroying and uprooting all the past,
save memory, and we wildly fight around only to realise that the one hand - stronger
and more responsive than all others, to which we have never yet appealed in
vain - lies cold, helpless and unresponsive before us. Who can tell the awful
terror of such a moment?
Such a vision rose before
Elinor as she closed the door and went back to her husbands room in companionship
with the consciousness that she had to prepare to face it.
God help me, was all the
prayer she had strength to gasp.
The eyes of her husband met her
own in mute appeal as she entered, but by a first heroic effort of self-repression
she was outwardly calm and showed no additional sign of the new anguish
that now consumed her.
Tenderly and quietly she
rearranged his pillows to give him the added comfort he experienced from
continual change of position, took his emaciated hand within her trembling
grasp, and leaning over kissed his forehead lest her lips meeting his should
impede his laboured breathing.
God bless my lad. How gladly
would I give my life if I could only secure you some little relief.
She could say no more; even so
far she had ventured too near the precipice - another word and she would have
crashed over the brink of self-control. She turned her head, then rose and
hurried out of the room, scarcely trusting herself to say, I am coming back,
as she hastened to send one of her boys to ask Mrs Mills to come round for a
little while.
It was close upon the hour of
midnight. The doctor had recently arrived upon his fourth visit, and Mrs Mills,
who had generously offered to sit up, stood beside the bed, watching but not
attempting to disturb Elinor, who knelt in a half swoon of grief, clinging to
the now unresponsive hand of the dying man. Slowly the tide of life ebbed like
sluggish neap yielding to the moons attraction until the restless ocean for
the moment seems to stand, and even the wary eye of the doctor was unable
to say when the spark flickered into oblivion. Presently, however, he gave Mrs
Mills a significant nod, not trusting himself to speak, and she, bursting into
a flood of sympathetic tears, embraced the still immovable Elinor, and
coaxingly said, -
Come away, my dear; he is far
beyond our reach and help now.
No - no! Hush-sh! she
answered in a voice that sounded far away. Hush-sh! Let him sleep! Let him
sleep I
He is fast asleep now, said
the doctor, tenderly.
Come away and rest, so that
you may be better when he wakes.
I cannot leave him, she
whispered, her eyes wild and glaring. He will miss me and wake again.
I wish to God he would,
replied the old man, but that sleep is not so easily disturbed. Whoever falls
into that sleep is always safe until the morning.
Still Elinor knelt and watched
- watched and failed to notice the change, because the numbness of death had
fallen temporarily upon her senses.
Come with me, said the doctor
to Mrs Mills; let us leave her alone a while. Perhaps she may recover
herself and find her tears. If not, I pity her poor children.
Quietly they left the room, but
Elinor knew it not, for her soul was wandering through the corridor of heavens
hell in search of her other self.
Ten minutes anxiously ambled by
to the listening twain who could hear nothing but the lingering kisses she
lavished on the now ice-cold hand.
There was a pause! A start! A
scream‑
Doctor! Doctor! Where are you?
Come here - come here! He is not dead - he is not dead! They rushed to her
summons, but before they reached her she had fallen senseless upon the floor.
Poor child! he exclaimed as
he raised her head, it is an awful blow, and no one can mitigate it. We may sympathise,
but all the same she has to bear the pain alone.
Then lifting her in his arms he
carried her into another room, where he laid her upon the bed and administered
restoratives.
When he could leave her to the
care of Mrs Mills, he withdrew to the adjoining room to give some little
attention to the body before rigor mortis had taken place; and as he proceeded
to lay the hand to rest which now hung over the side of the bed where Mrs
Pawley had allowed it to fall, the sympathetic practitioner held it in a
friendly clasp for a moment, as if in saying a sorrowful farewell. As he held
the hand in his tightened grip he felt - or imagined that he felt - a slight
muscular movement incompatible with death, and yet the facts of the case were
so conclusive as to forbid the entertaining of a doubt. Every symptom and
development of the disease, the process of dissolution so well known and
carefully observed, the aspect, condition and change of the body, the silent
pulse, all these were evidences incontrovertible, but yet he applied his hand
to the region of the heart in confirmation. This however did not explain the
muscular movement of which he was just as equally confident. Again he examined
the body, opened the eye and touched the pupil, drew out the tongue and tried
to irritate the palate by means of a feather, but without effect. Still, in
defiance of his triple assurance, the ghost of his hallucination refused to be
laid, and he sat beside the bed in an attempt to bring his disturbed mind into
some system of order. Did his sight as well as his touch deceive him for as he
watched the hand before him he was presently convinced he saw a slight movement
of one of the fingers. Impossible! Then what was the meaning of this
vagary of his senses?
The prospect of his reflections
was not an enticing one, but fortunately he was relieved therefrom by a
startling blow at his professional assurance. The hand he had lifted and laid
across the breast did unmistakably move and presently make an effort to reach,
as if to relieve, the throat. The surprising phenomenon shattered the theories
of his craft and experience, but the old man breathed a deep sigh of relief and
hurried away to assure the weeping woman that her husband was not dead.
The providences of the Lord are
stored in the secret recesses of His own mystery. Again and again in our
experiences are we brought to the mouth of this impenetrable cave into
which the issues of our lives are conducted for amalgamation with the future,
but we ourselves are forced to wait without, to watch the coming forth we shall
not understand. God knows the purpose, the design and the possibilities of
those secret operations, and like a careful husbandman, full of solicitude for
the welfare of the grafting he has just accomplished, binds up the juncture
with ligatures of secrecy until the union is complete. But we behold the
resurrection of ourselves, and grieve and wonder at the change, not knowing the
mind and purposes of the Father. He understands, we walk by faith; He knows the
end from the beginning, but we are scarcely able to grasp the beginning when we
reach the end; He designs and proceeds to carry out, we fear and in our
ignorance should frustrate were He not Almighty. At best we can never do more
than look upon His works through a glass darkly, how then can we fully understand
the glory that sometime will be revealed when we are able to stand in the
shadowless light by which we now are blinded?
We are led thus to reflect
while we pause preparatory to making an attempt to follow Ernest Pawley through
one of these providential experiences, without an insight into which we
shall be unable to apprehend the secret of his future career. How often times
are even life associations broken because we miss the vital point in some
crucial event in the history of a friend. We came to the parting of the ways in
mutual confidence and good-will, we parted in the evening with the old
fraternal wish, we met with an invisible presence standing between us,
which explanation failed to exercise, and the old relationship was never
restored again. Let us try to avoid such an issue with Pawley, and by a
reverent attempt to gain an insight into this strangely abnormal episode, at
least prepare ourselves to suspend prejudices and follow his career in the hope
that whatever doubts may linger around our minds may ultimately be cleared
away, and the providences of God lead us, it may be by a path of lesser
suffering, towards the fulfilment of our hearts desires - the consummation of
our ideal of truth.
As his fight for breath and
physical inability to maintain the effort increased, his mind became singularly
clear and all its powers quickened. He not only remained conscious of all that
transpired, but was equally cognisant of the silent sympathies and concern of
those around him - particularly of his wife. The slightest pressure of her hand
was felt, but he had no power to return it; the agony of her grief was known,
but it did not disturb the quiet and dreamlike rest into which he was so pleasantly
sinking. Once he did attempt to rouse himself to give her one final kiss, but
he was already too far away, and yet he knew the effort caused a tear to
manifest itself, which she interpreted aright, and he felt her responsive
salute. He was sinking so comfortably into rest. His breathing was growing
easier, and the relief was so grateful, his only fear was that something would
intervene to disturb and call him back. Down - down! Nothing but an
ever-increasing peace enfolding him - no thought but still to fall into the
hitherto undreamed of repose. At length he had fallen beyond the reach of time
and care and sound, where he lay upon the bosom of a fragrant silence, and the
soft dews of eternal and infinite love bathed his weariness away. He was too content
even to open his eyes, though well aware that the glories of his dream would be
enhanced thereby. He was perfectly conscious, but outside himself was only
cessation, and he did not wish it otherwise until a hand, more soft and tender
than his wifes, took hold of him and gently carried him away. With what
exquisite pleasure did he float upon that enchanted air! It was already heaven,
and his overpowered, enraptured soul would gladly be content to stay at any
point, and still he willingly proceeded with his unknown, unseen guide,
yielding to the impulse still restraining him from opening his eyes.
Only another instant, then our
last difficulty will be over, said a soft, musical, encouraging voice, which,
though unrecognised, had a pleasantly familiar sound.
While he wondered at the voice
he sank upon the heavy perfume of a floral couch, which at once saturated him
with strength and energy.
He opened his eyes, and beside
him, still holding his hand, stood St. Clear, and a host of unknown friends who
bade him welcome.
And is this death? he asked
with incredulous astonishment, as his eyes wandered over the inexpressible
beauties of his surroundings.
No, my brother, replied St.
Clear - which designation it will suit us still to retain - taking a seat
beside him as if intent upon a talk, you have now learned the fallacy of that
one idea, and henceforth will be the better able to appreciate the prophetic
utterance which one of your poets, with a slight adaption to our position, has
sung: -
There is no death! What seems
so is transition.
Earths life of mortal breath
Is but the suburb of the life
elysian,
Whose portal men call death.
This transition you have at
length been enabled to pass through, and now you know from experience that of
which he so truthfully sung by inspiration. In the event you have not lost your
consciousness, have experienced no blank, nor in any wise changed your
identity, and you will presently return carrying the knowledge you have gained
to help you in your further labours and duties. The providences of God in your
series of afflictions have been the pathways by which He has led you to this
sisterdoor of death, through which mankind may enter the eternal and link
heaven and earth consciously together. There is a path through the realm of
sleep leading to the open door of immortality, and those who diligently seek
shall find it. Superstition and the suppressing influences of a would-be
completed revelation have closed and sought to bar the door against re-opening,
but it is one of the Fathers rights of way and no man or creed has power to
prevail against it. By this door Baalam entered to learn the will of God
concerning his answering the summons of Balak; Solomon came by the same way to
receive his reward of wisdom; Joseph of Nazareth entered by this path into
the presence of God and was counselled to carry the child Jesus into Egypt away
from his enemies; it is the old prophetic door by which the proclamations of
Jehovah were transmitted to men; and among those of later days who have discovered
it Emanuel Swedenborg became a frequent visitor. The hand of God endeavoured to
lead the Wesleys hither, but they refused, choosing rather to abide by the
traditions of men, but now the fullness of time has come for God to further
manifest Himself, and the door has been thrown wide again through which you
have entered to learn that the truth of the Lord abideth for ever, that the
thing that hath been is the thing that shall be and there is no new thing under
the sun. Your sickness has been the means to this end, and your troubles were
but the way to the sickness. From where you stand now you are enabled to turn
round and see something of the providences of God, so that when you return - and
we cannot keep you too long - you may be able to encourage and strengthen the
brethren by the mercies and grace of God which is here made manifest in you.
Having by the aid of your affliction been thus able to overcome the primary
difficulty of our intercourse with you, we can maintain it, and with increasing
frequency bring you hither and further instruct and assist you. For the present
I must ask you to come with me so that I may stimulate you for the future by
allowing you to read an interpretation of the past.
Upon this he rose and Pawley
followed him into a magnificent building of palatial proportions, which lay
behind his couch and thus escaped his previous observation. Passing
through a grand corridor filled with objects of admiration and interest he
would be pleased to pause and examine, St Clear led him into a stately
apartment suggesting a combination library and museum and directed his
attention to a most beautifully-constructed model, surpassing all powers
of description, which Pawley instantly recognised as a panoramic representation
of his own life.
He was considerately left alone
to contemplate the wonderful revelation, self-interpreting and readily enabling
him to dissect, analyse and trace every incident in his past career and
form a correct estimate of the part each isolated event had played. He saw the
extent and hindrances of his many errors, at times revealing providential
interpositions to avert destruction, at others exposing a full result of a
neglect of duty or indiscreet impetuosity. Now he was able to trace a victory
springing from the undercurrent of a long-forgotten trial, but in every stage
of its progress displaying the watchful care of an ever-gracious God. As he
looked into its intricate mechanism, and saw with what matchless skill the
threads of his apparently disordered life had been manipulated, in the
wonderful design he now beheld, his soul was filled with gratitude, reverence
and humiliation, and with a frank and unreserved consecration he resolved
in the strength the sight afforded him to henceforth yield himself to the
service of God in body, soul and spirit, which was his just and reasonable
sacrifice.
The thought of the future drew
his attention to the still incomplete condition of the model, and he yearned to
catch a glimpse of what had yet to be, but over this a mysterious veil was
thrown which he had neither power to remove nor pierce.
While thus engaged St Clear
returned.
There is no need to hurry now,
he explained. I have moved your hand and so relieved the anxiety of your
friends.
Moved my hand! What do you
mean? he asked with as near approach to consternation as he could reach.
St Clear smiled pleasantly.
I am almost afraid you will
find the things you do not know will overpower you until we are better acquainted
and you recognise what a shadowland the earth is under its most favourable
conditions. Do you forget my argument of the manipulation of matter by spirit,
and the illustration of your wifes crochet cotton, when I last saw you? Your
body at present is the tenantless residence of yourself, and in your absence,
in order to prevent undue anxiety and sorrow, I took possession of it so far as
was necessary to move your hand, and so forewarn them that your departure was
only temporary.
Is this also one of your
possibilities?
Certainly it is! The obstacles
between us and return to earth only exist in the minds and perversities of men;
but this you will presently have to be informed upon - you cannot bear it now.
What do you think of the model?
It fills me with unspeakable
gratitude for the past, and gives me strength and confidence for the future;
but that I cannot see.
No! That is still within your
own hands. There is here - laying his hand lightly upon the veil of mystery
- an outline sketch of Gods design, but whether that shall be accomplished to
the full of His desire rests with yourself. I pray that He will so lead and
dispose you. But in the past you may now trace how we have been permitted to
minister to your assistance, though unseen, and with this now made plain and
the reality of my identity established I hope, as workers together with God, we
may continue to be associated, and that this experience will enable you to
perform the vow you made when I was with you at home. But come, I must not keep
you longer now, but will show you the way back.
They left the gallery and
rejoined the friends who awaited their return. By this time Pawley had become
slightly confused with the weight of the revelation which had been afforded
him, and gladly availed himself of the couch to which St Clear invited
him.
A drowsiness crept over his
senses and he was vaguely conscious of gliding again through the fragrant atmosphere
by which he had come, but he remembered no more until he felt the impatient
pressure of a trembling hand, not quite so soft, but perhaps as loving, as that
of St Clear, and he opened his eyes.
Elinor was alone when she
received him back again from death. So we will leave them. It is no place for
prying eyes.
It was a glorious spring day,
like a spray of summer well in advance of expectations, and a popular official
of the War Office was being married at St Margarets, Westminster. Such was
quite sufficient to account for the brilliant scene upon which Pawley looked as
he entered the Palace Square from St James Park and crossed towards the Abbey.
It was the first day he had
been into London since his illness, but the demand for Elinors work had come
to an end, and it was absolutely essential that he should be looking for
something to do, even though he was not yet so strong as he wished to be.
He had ridden to Notting Hill
and then walked gently through the parks, proposing to go into the Abbey to
rest and also to spend half an hour in one of its historic corners. But the
fresh air, warm sunshine and the animated scene induced him to change his mind,
so he sat down on a seat close to the church where he could watch the people
crowding in to the wedding. Two gentlemen shared the seat, who by phraseology
and a dry smoke were easily recognisable as American tourists.
Say Hamilton! remarked the
younger of the two, Ive been running my eye over this square and trying to
figure out how long we should allow this piece of architecture (pointing to
the church) to disfigure its beauty.
Well, now, replied his
friend, reflectively, as he rolled his cigar round between his teeth, I reckon
it would take about an hour to decide, and say (with critical regard to its
dimensions) six days to clear it away.
Ill bet it would have to be
well quit in that time if it was in Chicago, and, turning abruptly to Pawley,
he continued, Say mister, how is it you always spoil your beautiful effects by
the introduction or toleration of such incongruities?
Pawley smiled.
Perhaps it arises from a
certain veneration we possess for historic association.
Thats just where we get away
from you in every deal; we go ahead while you people are considering about
sentiment. If we could put a few log rollers under this square and carry it
over to our country we would soon show you what Americans care about sentiment.
Then why do you not build one
like it, if you admire it so much, without any regard to its historic
associations?
Thats a right smart answer,
my friend, cried Hamilton, fully appreciating the point of Pawleys retort. I
guess he had you that time, Revell.
The natural freedom of the
strangers was far from uncongenial to Pawley, who felt he could spend a pleasant
half-hour in their company, and at once abandoned all idea of going into the
Abbey for that day.
During the long weeks of his
illness he had made a thorough acquaintance with Cassells Old and New London,
especially in reference to such points and places as he had become familiar
with, and therefore he was in a position to follow up his touch of sarcasm with
some little accurateness as regards the claims of St Margarets for
consideration, in one point at least, with especial appeal to America.
If you will permit me, he
went on, when they had finished their laugh at Revells expense, I would like
to mention one or two associations of this particular church, and ask you
whether you would not pause before you demolish it, even though it did
disfigure one of your goahead cities. I will say nothing about its connection
with politics as being the church of the Houses of Parliament, but go back to
the foundation by Edward the Confessor - he whose tomb has made the Abbey what
it is. He built this church for the people round about to worship in so as not
to disturb the monks of the monastery in their devotions. No part of the
original building is standing now, but portions of the present structure
were erected two centuries before Columbus discovered your little island
floating like a waif between the waters of the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans.
Hamilton gave Revell a somewhat
vigorous indication that he noted the mischievous humour of the
Englishman, but beyond the faintest trace of a smile Pawley took no further
notice.
On the one side of the chancel
lie the bones of William Caxton, the printer, and opposite to this Sir Walter
Raleigh was buried after execution in the palace yard. I dont suppose you
would be particularly anxious to disturb them -
I guess not. Well, we shall
have to let the old place stand. But say, you appear to be fairly well posted
in its history.
If a man has a mind capable of
asking an intelligent question, replied Pawley, it is impossible for him to
move about London without becoming fascinated with the absorbing romance of its
history and progress; but perhaps I am more than usually enthusiastic about it
just at present since an illness has kept me indoors all the winter and I have
amused myself in this direction.
Do you know anything of the
Abbey?
I am acquainted with an
outline of its history, but for any man to say he is thoroughly acquainted with
it would be a most absurd presumption, because in the Abbey lies an epitome of
the history of England for the last thousand years - religious, political,
court, social, scientific, literary and artistic.
Now that does me real good to
hear a man speak like that, replied Hamilton; a man who can be modest in his
pretensions is the man I am trying to find.
And have you had to leave
America in the search? inquired Pawley, maliciously.
Stranger, you are my best
friend in London, cried Revell, alertly offering his hand. You have got square
on him and make it impossible for him to tell the women that you lowered my
colours. But, say, are you figuring on the idea that I am trying to tread on
your coat tail?
No, I never thought of it, but
simply answered your question honestly. At the same time I have read Mark
Twain.
Well, I think if I was looking
round for a tenderfoot I should let you pass along. I was counting my
checks on the idea that you might be going through the Abbey.
I did intend to spare an hour
there when I came, but I sat here instead.
Then you are not in an
almighty hurry. Now let us fix it up right here for you to take us through the
place.
Nothing would have been more
congenial to Pawley, but the thought of his ever being able to perform such an
office had never once crossed his mind, and underrating his competence, in the
contemplation of how much he did not know of its history, the fragmentary
nature of what he did know, and the fear of a hundred questions being asked he
would not be able to answer, appalled him, and though both his premonition and
desire said go, his diffidence restrained him.
I should like to do so, but
honestly I am not qualified for it, he replied. You will find vergers
inside who are the authorised conductors through the chapels and royal tombs,
and for the rest of the Abbey, if you have not a Baedeker, you may obtain a
guide book at the door, which will be of infinitely more service than I should
be.
Look here, my friend, dont
you be so darned modest about yourself; we are willing to fix this matter up
and take all the chances on what you dont know. This is the third trip we have
made to Europe, but the women folk have not been here before (it afterwards
transpired that both were on their honeymoon tour), and I can tell you it
costs a pretty round figure before we get through. The authorised guides in
your public and historic places arent worth a cuss to a man who wants to know
anything. They are as full of sass as a buck-jumper, and without a cents worth
of intellect to rest it on. Ive been through the royal tombs twice already,
but I never heard twenty words the fellow said either time, and I tell you I
dont want our women to have the same experience. Now, in the few words you
have said about this church, you have given me more bed-rock information than
either guide books or vergers would have done in a whole day, because I have
three clear ideas about it that I shall never forget. Now, take my advice,
forget you dont know anything about the Abbey but allow us to go with you
while you talk to yourself; our women will learn a darn sight more in that way
than all the vergers can tell them, and when we are through we will go and have
a bit of lunch together.
Pawley wavered. The proposition
was a great temptation so far as his personal wishes were concerned, but the
expedition would take more time than he could afford. He knew not what to say,
since his mind hung in even balance, and though he sought for some guiding
indication he found none. At that moment Hamilton started from his seat to meet
two ladies who had just left the church, and almost instantly the younger,
Mrs Revell, came briskly towards him, and without any introduction addressed
Pawley with the frank cordiality of an American schoolgirl.
Mr Hamilton says you know
everything about this wonderful old Abbey and are going to take us right
through.
The eager, joyous expectation
so plainly written upon her face turned the scale, and yet he answered, ‑
Mr Revell will bear me out
that Mr Hamilton had no authority for saying anything of the kind. I know very
little - sadly too little - about the Abbey to undertake any such-like
office, but I have a profound interest in the place, and at different times
have given some little study to it, so that if you will come with me and allow
me to take my own erratic course, I will point out what I do know, but please
do not complain if at the end you are disappointed.
Now, that is just real good of
you, she exclaimed. You dont know what a relief it will be if only to do it
apart from your horrid guides.
They entered the Abbey, where
he invited them to take a seat in the north transept, and by his first words
drew them out of the beaten track into the charmed circle of his personal
enthusiasm in reviewing the crowd of memories which cluster around its threshold
His vivid imagination breathed upon the bones of the mighty dead lying beneath
their feet, and at his bidding the shades of Chatham, Pitt, Fox, Mansfield,
Palmerston, the three great Channings, and hosts of others, passed before their
minds like the ghosts at Macbeths banquet. He made that wondrous poem in stone
to throb with life, and, as in an enchanted corridor, he led them down the
centuries, forgetting that he knew so little, peopling their imaginations with
an ever-changing procession of historic personages, now grouped in coronation
jubilation, or again with bowed head and funeral dirge following the mighty to
their stately couches. Then each vision faded, leaving behind a memory never to
be erased.
Art, science, literature,
music, religion, politics, the drama, arms and sociology, each received
considerate attention and illustration at his hands as he passed the
resting-place of those who names stand aureole-crowned in the niches of
history. He recalled the ire of Pope at the rejection of his simple couplet: -
Nature lay hid in Natures
night,
God said Let Newton be, and there was light -
as an epitaph for Sir Isaac in
favour of a beastly Latin inscription which only a few could read; told how
Ben Jonson came to be buried in the nave instead of Poets Corner; pointed the
distance between Foxs grave and cenotaph, and quoted Byrons sarcasm in
reference thereto; called attention to Craggs monument in the baptistery
bearing Popes eulogistic inscription, which was more than falsified before the
public had a chance to read it; paused at Andres memorial, and then lifted a
chair aside for them to read the name of the gallant spy upon the tile above
his grave; nor did he forget the touching memento to Izaak Walton in the initials
of the popular angler scratched upon the monument of his friend Casaubon.
It being Monday the royal tombs
and chapels were open to him, among which he found a store of history, romance
and legend, after which he led his entranced companions through the cloisters,
chapter house and school grounds, equally rich in gruesome, chivalrous and
monastic episode.
As a special favour he secured
admission to the Jericho Parlour where Caxton was privileged to erect his
printing press, and the great chests are still to be seen holding the robes
worn by great officers of State in coronation ceremonies since the days of
Richard II. Next into the Jerusalem Chamber, where for a full half-hour he
thrilled them with a recital of its historic scenes then to the old Refectory,
telling them the story of Elizabeth Woodville, who there sought sanctuary,
but lost her sons, who were taken to the Tower. Then passing through the Abbots
chamber, and the door by which all coronation processions enter the Abbey, they
reached the nave again, having finished their task.
Well, now, doesnt that just
beat anything you ever heard in all your life? cried Mrs Revell, as Pawley informed
her he could show them no more. Why, Mr. Pawley, dont you know that if
American people knew about you, you could just pile up a fortune as quick as
count, doing just this one thing?
I am glad you have been so
interested, ladies, but now I must ask you to excuse me, I have been longer than
I expected.
No sir!, Mrs Hamilton said
emphatically, you have given me the greatest pleasure I ever had in my life,
and you must lunch with us.
He begged to get away. It was
already past two oclock, and though he stood sadly in need of some
refreshment, he had to think about home, and before lunch was over all idea of
business would be out of the question.
Still it was no use; he might
insist, but his friends were determined. Outside the Abbey two cabs were
called, and Mrs Revell taking charge of Pawley, they drove off to Gattis.
As they were entering the
restaurant someone touched Pawleys sleeve, and turning round he found his old
friend Cox.
How are you, sir? asked the
delighted fellow. Im so glad to see you about again. Are you better?
Yes, thank you, I am getting
fairly strong again now. How are you? Is Mr. Gradeley well?
Im all right, sir; sos
Gradeley. Shall I tell him I saw you?
Yes, Cox; remember me to him
and say I will call on him as soon as I can.
When he reached the table
Revell had secured, he found the three most enviously jealous over Mrs Revells
recital of what she had learned during the drive.
Say, Mr Pawley, I have a
thousand questions I am dying to ask you yet. Wont you come round to the hotel
and finish the day with us? said the younger lady, coaxingly, as they stood at
the door. It was just as he suspected - too late now for business, and though
he felt not a little guilty half an hour more or less was of little importance
now. So he yielded again to the temptation and a few minutes later was sitting
in the bay window of Morleys drawing-room relating the historic scenes
connected with Charing Cross.
The result was, that, when he
insisted on leaving, his transatlantic friends also insisted on his receiving a
sovereign to buy some gums for his children; after which they also prevailed
upon him to spend the week with them at the same rate.
They had no conception of it,
but such an offer produced a similar effect upon Pawley as his descriptive
powers and general knowledge had worked upon themselves. He did not need much
persuasion to accept it, and he walked home that night like a man in a dream,
not daring to change his gold until his wife had seen it.
Elinor was the first to trace
anything like a design in what both regarded as a direct interposition. Then
she reminded him that when first he discovered the Old and New London, one
particular volume was open at the story of Westminster Abbey, and with what had
since transpired it would have required greater powers than Ernest possessed to
persuade her that the incident was not prophetic.
On his arrival at Morleys on
the following morning Mr Revell introduced him to another gentleman, to whom he
engaged himself for the next week, and so it happened from that chance meeting
in the Abbey churchyard that an independent business sprang up which seldom
left him an idle day during the tourist season for the next six years.
When Pawley reached the end of
the first season in his new vocation he was able to congratulate himself upon
the considerable improvement in his position and prospects. His new employment
was altogether beyond the interference of the Foxleigh and Harleston brigade,
and its success rested entirely with himself. That he was in no way proficient
in his knowledge of London was never for one moment out of his mind, but he had
formed a definite plan to remedy his defect, and hoped in the course of time to
reach even his own ideal standard. In the meantime he had been through the
metropolis with many tourists who had done Paris with Stickney, and Rome with
Forbes, and the testimonials he had received, comparing him most favourably
with these well-known conductors, were eminently satisfactory. Still he
was not satisfied, and if his present scope of information had elicited such
warm commendations, he smiled to think of the things that would be said in the
future.
In one way it was most
unfortunate for him that only for half the year anything like constant engagements
could be looked for, though from the beginning his remuneration had been
sufficiently liberal to allow Elinor to make anticipatory provision for the
winter, and this supplemented by her own work, which the acquisition of a maid
now enabled her to resume, and Ernests occasional employment, made them able
to get along comfortably, even while he pursued those branches of study of
which he found himself to stand most in need.
One of his most urgent
necessities was a practical study of the social problem and the whole question
of the lapsed masses. Again and again during the summer had inquiries been made
respecting this aspect of London life, and he had been compelled to acknowledge
but a most superficial acquaintance with the problem which had such a lively
interest for preachers, statesmen and philanthropists alike; while the many-sided
and diverse points of view taken among his clientle
demanded that he should enter upon his inquiry with a free and open mind,
honestly to ascertain the causes, conditions and prospects of these people
without reference to party politics, religious fanaticism or purist fads.
It was an unofficial and
unprejudiced inquiry, in which he spent years and formed his own conclusions
upon the evidence afforded and results obtained.
He was fortunate at the very
beginning of his quest to make the acquaintance of the Rev. T. Whitmore, of the
Whitefield Mission in Drury Lane, an agency employed with quiet unobtrusiveness
among the classes he wished to reach, and doing a work the extent of which only
the Great Assize will be able to reveal. Mr Whitmores proved to be just the
hand he needed, leading him across the threshold of the inquiry with many
cautions and words of wise counsel grounded upon many years of practical
labour. Then the door was thrown wide open to Pawleys investigation and he
found himself within the Lazar house of moral leprosy.
In the mission room a regular
noon-day service was held all the year round and was always fairly well
attended - not from any religious motive, the leaders knew their congregation
too well to be led astray by such a fallacy, but it afforded an opportunity for
an hours quiet rest, in many cases a comparatively comfortable sleep, and
the chance was taken to scatter some little seed of the kingdom during the time
of their quiet leisure. From November to March inclusive - just the time
when Pawley was introduced to the work - a free dinner was added on alternate
days, children at noon and adults an hour later, and, on these occasions, when
the only ticket required for admission was that of destitution, the capacity of
the room was always taxed to its utmost, and unfortunately many had to be sent
away empty.
It was in this library of
suffering where Pawley studied the partially-written biographies of men and
women who through unrighteousness - and we use the word in its political and
social, equally with its religious, bearing - had fallen and still were falling
into the oblivion of depravity. Side by side with these were criminal volumes -
vile, foul, deadly - the product of generations of crime in some cases, from
which almost all traces of decent binding had long since disappeared. There
they lay in ragged, battered and torn confusion, filthy and loathsome, piled in
a heterogeneous heap of refuse in a chasm of depravity, having fallen over the
edge of rectitude - lost! Some of them had come like brilliant meteors from the
firmament of sociology, leaving memories and broken hearts behind, but not
another trace by which either sorrowing or repentant friends could follow in an
attempt to restore them; hurtling masses of humanity, with souls still as intrinsically
precious in the eyes of God as those of the white-robed throng around the
throne; social, moral, spiritual accidents and monstrosities lying in festering
corruption and practical abandonment, poisoning the atmosphere, and spreading a
social and moral plague.
For the thousands of accidents
occurring daily in our streets, courts, workshops, manufactories and elsewhere,
civilisation and humanity constrain us to provide instant ministry by means of
hospitals, surgeons, doctors, ambulances, nurses and every requisite for
immediate mitigation of the evil. All that is necessary, all that is
possible is done with an unstinted hand, and the burden of maintaining such
institutions is borne willingly by a people who holds itself morally
responsible for such provision. Should some oversight or negligence result in
any scandal of non-provision in case of accident or necessity, a storm of
indignation at once arises, and our outraged humanity provides against the
possibility of its recurrence.
The advance of science and
knowledge has made it patent to political economists that national prosperity
is largely bound up in the welfare of the individual, and the whole
administrative force of the legislature has been called into operation to
protect the physical well-being of the people. Stringently-enforced sanitary
laws have assumed guardianship over our health, the factory acts protect our
youths and women against excessive employment, tyrannical child labour has been
abolished, isolation is compulsory in cases of infection, the State demands an
opportunity for intelligent progress by providing a free education and today
the air is full of cries for the better housing of the working classes,
improved facilities for travelling by the artisan, and care for the aged. So
far has the advance of the last century carried us forward in these physical
reforms that if the men of a hundred years ago were to return England would be
an almost unknown country to them.
Then why, if all these things
have taken place in the domains of civilisation and politics for the welfare of
humanity, has the Church stood still and made no practically-determined effort
to relieve a moral condition which is a thousand times more horrible, revolting
and debasing?
We know full well the howl of
unrighteous indignation that will rise in chorus against such a designated
aspersion, and in order to answer it at once will state it.
This problem is one that lies
for the greater part outside the legitimate sphere of religion, and first
demands the attention of the philosopher, politician and employer of labour,
each and all of whom are far more competent to deal with the matter than the
Church, whose duty is pre-eminently a sacred one altogether apart from secular.
So far as the Church has a right to interfere she has done so - she has held
commissions of inquiry, worked out elaborate schemes of relief, established and
still supports various missions, but fails to make any headway or reduce the
extent of the evil. We admit the fact of its existence, loathe the depravity,
and constantly pray for its removal, and we can do no more, being utterly
powerless to put an end to it. Therefore the charge brought against the Church
is unfounded and libellous.
If some optimistic prophet had
arisen with the dawn of the nineteenth century and sketched the programme of
its achievements, just such another cry of incredulous impossibility would have
been hurled against him, and had we then lived our voices would have joined the
chorus. Ought we not then to learn some lesson of humility, take some note of
courage from what has been done, and look forward with even greater faith and
expectations to what the future has in store for us?
This is a legitimate sphere of
action for philosophy, politics and commerce, and each may claim to rule in its
own domain, neither have we any right to regard the Church as being simply the
equal of either in its special province. That is certainly not her place.
Christ is Lord of all - philosophy, politics, commerce and whatever other
departmental division we may create for the purpose of simplifying the course
of life - and the Church of Christ is the steward He has left in charge to
guard and protect His interests until He returns. The existing state of society
had its origin - no matter when or where it took place - in unrighteousness
- wrong-doing; and the continuance and increase of the evil is due entirely to
the pursuit thereof. Evil and wrong-doing are the works of darkness, and Christ
was manifested, and called His Church into existence to destroy them. She has
not only the right but also the direct command to put an end to evil wherever
she may find it. It is her prerogative to keep philosophy, politics and
commerce pure even as she is commanded to keep her own garments undefiled;
and thus the evasive excuse of jurisdiction vanishes.
Neither is the difficulty of
the assumption of her vacated authority so great as may be thought if she only
has the will to put it into execution. All she has to do is to put her own
house in order, purify her own courts and jealously guard the approaches
thereto. This means nothing short of a revolution - drastic, complete and
effective. Here lies the stumbling-block and the stone of offence. To secure a
divorce between the Church and the World, to bring to an end the amour to which
she has sold herself for gold and position, to induce her, as a repentant
prodigal, to cease to do evil, learn to do well, seek judgment, relieve the oppressed,
judge the fatherless, and plead for the widow, would verily be to shake the
earth to her centre. But it may be - must be done before this crying evil of
our generation can be ended. Let her drive hence again all those who seek her
courts to buy, sell and get gain, overthrow again the tables of her
money-changers, and get rid of the thieves and banditti who oppress her, and
return to the pristine simplicity of the teachings and life of her Lord. Let
her write over her portals again the golden maxim – All things
whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you do ye even so unto them, and
enforce it as a well-ascertained principle of life bearing fruit in those who
seek to come in to her communion, and she will thereby put an end to evil in
every department of life. It is no use to ask in reply, Why then did she not
do so before? When she threw herself into the arms of Constantine, glad to
escape from her bitter persecution, she had not the power she is capable of
wielding to-day, but her reluctance and failure to use this influence
against her paramour and on behalf of her Lord is the secret of her true
impotence.
The admission of the
impossibility to lift up and redeem the submerged tenth is a terrible
acknowledgment of the loss the Church has sustained. It brings back again
the assurance with which the Master warned His original disciples – Without
Me ye can do nothing, and compels us to contrast our condition now with the
experience of Paul - I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
All things are possible with
God, and if the Church is willing to get rid of the Foxleighs and Harlestons
who, like barnacles, not only impede her progress but destroy her foundations,
and make her the laughing-stock and ridicule of honest men, she may find that
there is not one single case in all the socially putrid, pestiferous mass known
as the lapsed classes beyond the reach of speedy restoration. To say otherwise
is to affirm that Christ is not able to save to the uttermost, and that His
gospel is inadequate to the redemption of the whole world.
Of all the mass of refuse
carried day by day to our city dust-yards, there is nothing void of value or
that does not pay for reclamation. Gems, bank-notes, title-deeds are frequently
recovered, and after these a host of salvages of lesser worth, until latterly
even dust has assumed a commercial value upon which a working profit may be
made. If this is true of the refuse of the dust-bin, what of the debris of
humanity in which God has enshrined immortal souls?
The story of these people with
the duty of the Church in relation to them is graphically portrayed by Christ
in His parable of the man who fell among thieves. The road from Jerusalem to
Jericho lies along the highway of our commercial system, where the priest and
Levite still pass by on the other side. It is the good Samaritan - he who loves
his neighbour as himself - he who has heard his Master say, By this shall all
men know ye are My disciples, if ye have love one toward another - it is for
such a one to come along for whom the victim looks. He will come because God
will have all men to be saved.
The Church will arouse to recognition
of this presently. There will come an awakening - a midnight awakening! We
flatter ourselves that the daybreak is at hand. It is not so. The Church will
be startled presently with the midnight cry – Behold the Bridegroom
cometh! and she will open her eyes to discover that in fleeing from
persecution she threw herself into the arms of her enemy and seducer, yielded
to his entreaties, put off her beautiful garments, robed herself in the
fashions of this world, lost her purity, her heritage and her power, and
through the long night of her unfaithfulness has lain in his adulterous
embraces. But the Bridegroom cometh! And oh! what a reception awaits the Prince
of Peace! Wars and rumours of wars and the Church praying for the success of
the sword; nation striving against nation in the greed of commercial
enterprise, and the whilom ambassador of peace applauding the struggle.
The hand of man raised in unrighteous strife with his brother in the war of
Capital against Labour, and the Church refusing to interfere because the
oppressor carries the bag; and down below - maimed, ruined, bruised, broken - a
submerged tenth dying uncared for and unheeded. What will the Bridegroom say?
Will He not turn with loathing from the miserable harlot and give His affection
to another? Will the infidelity of His absence gain the confidence and the
commendation of His righteous presence? Will He who is ready to leave the
ninety and nine to go after the one that is lost accept the excuses of her who
has been so often warned? He to whom Ratcliffe Highway is as precious as Belgravia,
the Seven Dials on an equality with Mayfair, and the Borough possessing the
claims of Tyburnia - He who knows no respect of persons but is righteous
in all His ways - will He accept excuses and pardon the infidelity without
punishment? The reckoning will be a terrible one when He arises to avenge the
oppressed and give deliverance to those that are bound. And the day must come.
When this time does arrive, the
Church, in honest contrition, anxious to carry out her long-neglected duty,
will adopt Christian methods of pursuing her labours. She will discover that
the work of salvation cannot be done by proxy or deputed missions, by
drawing-room meetings, bazaars, subscription lists or any kid-glove
association. We do not use such methods of extricating sufferers from the ruins
of an explosion, the recovery of men from shipwreck, or to relieve the mangled
in a railway collision! Help, instant, immediate, personal and effective
is required, and the first man at hand does his best until other assistance is
available. We may shrink and sicken at the horrors that we encounter, but
humanity rises superior to personal feeling, and the attempt to rescue a single
life banishes all thought of sentimental fastidiousness.
The Christ way is the only way
by which this salvation will have to be brought about - and it has to be
done. He did not attempt to save the world by proxy, deputed mission or
subscription; He gave Himself, and the Church will have to do likewise - the
whole organisation will have to adopt this as a living principle, requiring as,
a sine qua non of membership, that
ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is
your reasonable service. This will at once cut the one great Gordian knot and,
by purifying her members, prevent the injustice in every walk of life
which is the chief source in creating this great depravity. It will dispense
with the need of subscription lists, and every professing Christian will become
an active missionary in the field.
Far be it for us to say, or for
one moment to imagine, that there is no sin, guilt, or responsibility for their
condition among the fallen. This is admitted. But they are down, and the way to
begin their reclamation is not by recriminations. In commencing our labours we
have to take them as we find them, not asking how they came to be in such conditions
but rather, how we can get them away - good Samaritans, ourselves, our
everything at their disposal for the time, as well as our guarantee for the
future. In the history of Pawley we have read the record of the way by which
many have gone down. If we have love for the Master, as we profess, we shall
show it by our love for the brethren, always remembering that inasmuch as ye
did it unto one of the least of these, My brethren, ye did it unto Me.
If this method of dealing with
the submerged tenth was practically inaugurated, what would be the result?
Imagine every professed follower of Christ taking one of these outcasts and
being responsible to God for his or her rescue. If it is true that he that
saveth one soul is greater than he that taketh a city, the experiment is worthy
of a trial - far better than attempting to raise a million guineas - for the
value of only one soul who can estimate it? Suppose such an effort to be made
as a novel new-century mission. Christ has promised that all things we ask of
the Father in His name shall be given unto us. Can anything be more in
accordance with His will and mind than this - could any greater boon be
bestowed on earth? Every professed follower of Christ to take one member
of the lapsed masses and be responsible for his or her salvation and
restoration. God would help us, the mission could not fail, and by the time it
was over where would the submerged tenth be? Gone, lost, wiped out!
It is possible - all things
are possible to him that believeth. It needs no committee, no guarantee fund, no
organisation save consecration and determination. Why cannot it be done?
Pawley made the experiment upon
such of the driftage of life as came within his reach at Drury Lane, and the
result filled him with hope and courage. The men and women naturally divided
themselves into two groups - the criminal and the fallen - and each had to be
dealt with separately and peculiarly. But it was surprising to find how
approachable they were as soon as they had confidence in his intentions. Silver
and gold he had none to give, and it was at very rare intervals that any hint
at such relief was made. Sympathy was more to them than money, and an
occasional honest companionship for an hour was an oasis of pleasure in the
wilderness of their suffering not to be despised.
When the dinner was over and
the company gone, Pawley would sit with two or three - sometimes half-a-dozen
men; at other times women - around the mission-room, fire, chatting over the
news of the day, or any other congenial subject, always as ready to listen as
to be heard, and avoiding the introduction of religious topics himself. If
others referred to them he was pleased, but he never pushed them obtrusively
forward. Their methods and habits of life, experiences and means of living, and
the strange episodes each had to recount were all full of interest, and useful
to him. In these talks items of information would occasionally drop
unguardedly, and be carefully treasured until he could piece them together and
establish a clue which he was not slow to take action in communicating with
friends, by which means he restored three men during the first winter. The
majority, however, he found to be more guarded and cautious not to discover
themselves, and Pawley sometimes found his ingenuity severely taxed in gaining
the confidence of individuals upon whom he had set his mind. He had spent much
time during three months upon one man before he could consider he had made the
slightest progress, but in the end he succeeded, and his ultimate redemption
proved to be one of the brightest gems in slum labours.
Yes, Pawley satisfactorily
solved the problem to his own satisfaction, that these fallen ones may be reclaimed
with faithful and patient work. In the City to-day there are several positions
of considerable importance held by men who have been down, and might have
died there, but they bless God for the helping hand of Ernest Pawley.
In the course of time he had no
little cause for congratulation in reviewing his work among the criminal
classes. Shrewd, sharp-witted, and with a suspicion that every stranger may be
a detective in disguise, the habitual criminal does not readily give himself
away; but on the other hand, a friend who can be trusted is most invaluable to
these social pariahs on occasion, and not a few of these hunted neer-do-wells
discovered that they might put such confidence in Pawley. Gradually he learned
the whole freemasonry of the fraternity - calls, signals, pass-words,
hiding-places and rendezvous - and was able to visit places where few would
have the hardihood to venture.
This not only gave him frequent
facility to secure a willing return of stolen property, apart from a reclaiming
influence he wielded, but enabled him in his secular work to visit those dark
sides of London life which afford such a keen interest to visitors; and for
years he passed through these scenes of vice and crime without the
slightest trace of inconvenience, except on one solitary occasion.
He had been since ten oclock
visiting different features of night life, in company with an eminent New York
divine and his friend, and about two a.m. passed through Shorts Gardens on his
way from Drury Lane to the Seven Dials. This was in the old days, before the
gardens had been reconstructed and the two-penny rope was still a popular
institution there.
Always conscious that it was
possible to meet with someone in these haunts to whom he was unknown, Pawley
regularly took the precaution to advise his friends to leave him in case of
accident, and make their way to the nearest public thoroughfare if there
appeared to be any doubt or difficulty. On this occasion, as he was
describing the nature of the locality, a man darted from a doorway and seized
him by the throat.
What the h -- do you want here?
he demanded. Pawley lifted his hand significantly to the fellow, who loosed
him.
Dont you know me? he asked.
The fellow tested him by a word
Pawley did not understand, and thinking the sign was but an imposition,
was about to close upon him again.
Whats yer got abaat yer? he
asked. Now, look sharp, an lets ave it afore I calls me pals.
For answer Ernest gave a
peculiar low cry, at hearing which the man stood back, and a dozen men were instantly
around them.
Whats up, sir? inquired the
first man, who instantly recognised him.
Nothing to be alarmed at, he
replied quietly. I was passing through the gardens with these two gentlemen,
and your friend stopped us, not knowing me, I suppose. I just called you that
he might know it was all right. Good-night!
Good-night, sir, chimed a
dozen voices. And as the visitors walked away they heard a volley of fierce
oaths discharged at the luckless fellow who had dared to interfere with a
friend whose help he might be wanting to-morrow.
It is natural that a man should
feel the greater interest in that part of his work producing the best results,
therefore while Whitmore laboured most indefatigably among the classes to which
we have already referred, he made no secret of the fact that he much preferred
to give his attention to the rescue of fallen women, on whose behalf he used
the upper part of the mission premises as a rescue home, under the sympathetic
management of Mrs Smith as matron.
There are few men who are
really qualified for successful work in this direction, and judging from
the outward appearance and manner of the man, one would not be disposed to give
Whitmore anything like a prominent place among the few. The objection would lie
in a pronounced hardness of manner in approaching a stranger, alike forbidding
and liable to raise a spirit of opposition rather than induce penitence in a
woman. Those who knew him best understood how much this deplorable
mannerism misrepresented the man, who was painfully conscious of his thorn
in the flesh - often, but vainly, besought its removal, while by all efforts to
conquer it he only succeeded in making it the more apparent. But his God was
not unmindful of his supplications. There are times in the lives of these
fallen women when Fortunes face is turned away, when they are held in the grip
of fears even worse than the thought of their first fall. They stand in need of
assistance, the help of a friend in whom they can trust, but know not whom to
turn to. At such crises the door of their rescue may easily be opened, and
Whitmore possessed an almost unerring faculty of discovering these seasons and
taking their advantage.
He was a man relentlessly exact
in his stewardship. Perhaps it was well God had not given him a too extended
field of labour, and limited the number of beds at his disposal, since an empty
one reproached him, and he would rather search the streets in vain for the
whole night than go home with the knowledge that he had a room for an outcast
unoccupied.
Mrs Smith tells me that she
has two vacant beds upstairs, he said to Pawley one afternoon. What do you
say to a turn in the Haymarket to-night with a view to filling them?
Nothing would give me greater
pleasure. I want an introduction to that part of the work.
So it was arranged, and the two
met in Mrs Smiths cosy sitting-room at half-past eleven oclock to have a cup
of coffee before their midnight ramble.
The night was cold, especially
after the warm room, so buttoning their overcoats they crossed the Lane and walked
briskly through Long Acre, Whitmore taking Pawleys arm and giving him some
idea of the work before them. The winter offered considerable advantages
for entering upon the practical study of this, to him, new phase of London
life, since the throng of unfortunates was, at such time, not more than one
third as large as it presented in the season, giving him more time and
opportunity to study and become acquainted with individuals.
At the corner of St Martins
Lane the missionary stopped abruptly.
Do you see that girl standing
at the opposite corner in front of the gin-shop? he asked.
Yes
Dont let her see you looking,
but shes simply a lamb among wolves.
Do you know her?
No! But I soon shall. Come
with me, as if you were going to the Dials.
At once he started across the
street, leaving Pawley to follow.
The girl was still standing on
the edge of the footpath, path, as if doubtful which way to go, and evidently
did not notice the strangers approach.
What are you doing here? he
brusquely inquired.
Minding my own business, she
answered, and you can do the same. At the same instant she turned and walked
up Long Acre.
Taking no notice of the rebuff,
he was at her side in a moment.
I think your business is mine
just now. I am a minister. Where are you going?
I dont know, she answered
more softly when she heard who he was. I have no friends in London, and only
came here to-day.
Have you any money?
No!
Then come with me; we will
find you a bed for the night. I will leave you with a lady who will take all
care of you.
The girl thanked him, and ten
minutes later was being suitably provided for by Mrs Smith, having met with a
providential salvation.
Her story was not a long one as
it afterwards transpired. She was a farmers daughter from Northamptonshire,
who had ran away from home that morning because her father had married a
young woman and the two could not agree. She had reached London with only
tenpence in her pocket, under the impression that she could get into service at
once and so be provided for. Her mistake was discovered when it was too late to
rectify it, and but for the guiding Providence which placed her in Whitmores
charge must almost certainly have fallen hopelessly into the vortex. As it was
her father was communicated with next day, and after a second night in Drury
Lane she was glad to go back home.
Having successfully
accomplished so much of their purpose, the two again set forth and reached the
Haymarket before its first busy aspect was over.
Circumstances have since moved
the centre of this deplorably wonderful concourse from the Haymarket to those
parts of Piccadilly and Regent Street abutting on the Circus, but the facts,
the purposes and the wilful blindness of England, as a nation, to the existence
of the scandal are just the same. It has gone on night after night, year in,
year out, with an unbroken record, since the closing of Ranelagh Gardens; a
midnight promenade patronised and frequented not only by peers, statesmen,
military officers and the elite, but
a goodly sprinkling of clerics as well; a wholesale market of lust in which
fashionably-attired women, whose number is to be told by thousands in the
season, parade their attractions for lure, tempting morsels for the lascivious
eyes of men whose lewd tongues openly discuss the terms of proposed adulteries,
while the harlots balance their personal attractions as equivalents for the
price they claim.
France and America laugh at the
incredible existence of such a glaring moral - or rather immoral - wonder, without
a parallel in any other city in the world; the Mohammedan, Hindu and other heathens
discuss it as one of the peculiar and debasing features of Christianity;
the Western cowboy and the miner from the Antipodes guardedly inquire whether
the queer stories they have heard on the plains or in camp have any
foundation in fact, and, if so, where and when the sight may be seen; but
England is not yet conscious of the significance of this hell upon earth.
She understands the danger of a
horde of Arabs sweeping through the Soudan; rushes to the rescue and assistance
of a company who seeks to force an unholy traffic in China; hastens to
sacrifice thousands of lives and a hundred and fifty millions of money on
behalf of the political grievances of men we have never known; her soul revolts
at the thought of, and rests not until she has suppressed, an inhuman suttee in
India; but for the prostitution of London alone - let us leave the rest of the
kingdom as representing a horror beyond our powers of estimate and
comprehension - which woman for man out-numbers the Uitlander of the Transvaal,
England has no practical thought, no sympathy, no consideration, no knowledge.
Let us not be misunderstood.
The charge we bring in the name of God and humanity is one of apathetic lack of
interest and organised practical effort to deal with the evil as it is to be
contrasted with our action as a nation in the cases mentioned above. And in
bringing the accusation, the noble efforts of the Salvation Army and other
rescue associations, nor the earnest endeavours we occasionally receive from
the Press, are in no way forgotten. All honour to every individual soul who in
any way reaches out a hand to save, but each of these only increases the
condemnation of the State that shrinks not from annihilating a republic for a
political grievance, but wilfully persists in not recognising the presence
of a canker-worm that is gnawing at our own heart.
We know the answer that will be
fretfully and contemptuously returned: The evil is as old as civilisation
and has baffled the powers of earths greatest intellects to deal with. How
then are we to be held responsible for its continuance?
Such an answer is a sophistry,
not an argument; a quibble rather than a valid justification. England poses
before the world as the premier Christian nation, and as such she professes to
believe that there exists a Power and an Intellect above that of man, a God who
is able to do exceeding abundantly above all we can ask or think, a Christ
who is able to save to the uttermost. Is this a truth or a fiction? Is
it an ascertainable fact, or is it only an imagination? If the verbal claim of
the church is true, prostitution is an evil capable of being uprooted, and its
continuancies only another monumental testimony to our departure from the
faith.
Who are these women who have
thus fell among thieves, and whence came they? They come mostly from the
lower-middle and upper-lower classes - we are here speaking of the Piccadilly
exhibition, and leave the higher as well as the lower representatives of the
fallen classes outside our consideration for the moment - they are the bone,
sinew and muscle of desirable motherhood. The entrances by which they are more
numerously introduced into their depravity are: first, from behind the counter
of our bar-rooms; next, from the ranks of underpaid shop assistants and
overworked sempstresses; and yet again victims to the ungoverned lust of
nominal Christians in our homes.
On each of these, and all other
sources of the traffic, the Church has a governable and preventable grip if she
chooses to use it. If without fear or favour she would outlaw the man who was
even suspected of association with either of the causes until he could
honourably and fully prove his innocence, the supply would speedily be put an
end to and the evil die out. That she does not so reasonably and practically
assert herself stamps her as an accessory for which she will have to answer at
the audit of her stewardship accounts.
But pending the corporate
action of the Church, which, though it must come, still lies in a very
indefinite future, what are the prospects of success in individual efforts?
Let us follow Pawley and gain
our answer as well as an insight into the working of this traffic from his
experience. One case will well illustrate our purpose, which, save in an
abnormal incident which will readily be discovered, is an average instance of
the whole class.
After his first experience with
Whitmore, Pawley preferred to take his own way, and readily induced his wife to
further his efforts by receiving a girl into their family, where she could be
protected, counselled and assisted until such time as she could be restored to
her friends or reasonably be recommended to a situation But Elinor did not lose
her interest in them when they left her home; week by week she wrote and thus
continued her friendship and practical anxiety in their welfare, and
presently had the satisfaction to see two or three of her protges happily
married while others were restored to families or happy in various situations.
What! cries someone, in holy
horror, take a girl from the streets into your family, among your innocent
sons and daughters?
Why not? Is there any better
method of securing their salvation than by surrounding them with the pure
influences of home life? He is but a poor specimen of Christianity who has
not discovered that there is a reverse to the motto of the English garter which
reads: He who works with a whole heart for God, God will protect. The step
that Pawley took in this direction was one of pure faith and God honoured
it.
But to our story.
When he had left home in the
morning he had said God bless you to a young woman who had been several
months with them and was about to leave, promising his wife to try and bring
back at night another girl he had been cautiously leading towards such a
proposition. Fortune did not favour him, however, and as the street began to
thin after one oclock he was reluctantly compelled to make up his mind to
return alone that night, and entertain the hope of meeting the subject of his
solicitude on the morrow.
As he reached the corner of Air
Street in his homeward journey along the Quadrant, he came upon a group of
four young women, from one of whom he heard a sob.
He stopped at once.
What is the matter? he
inquired kindly. Can I do anything for you?
Three of the number cast a
suspicious glance towards him, but he was known and recognised by one.
Hes all right, girls, you can
trust him, she said.
Yes! I think you may trust me,
he replied, addressing himself more particularly to the one in trouble. Tell
me what is the matter and I will try and help you.
Its too late now, sobbed the
girl. There is only the river or the Serpentine left for such as us when we
reach my condition. I knew it would come some day; but its hard to die so
soon.
Hush! you must not speak like
that. No extremity can warrant such a contemplation - did his mind flash back
to an incident in his own experience as he spoke thus? Tell me your trouble;
perhaps I may be able to see some way out of it.
You can do nothing, she
answered, drying her tears under the impulse of a touch of scornful resentment
rising in her despair, except to make matters worse. We know very well what is
before us. I have taken my chance and now I have to pay for it.
Thats about all, Nellie,
replied one of her Jobs comforters. God help you, for we can do nothing. I
dont know where to get five shillings if it would save my life, or I would
help you. But we shall all be after you presently. Good-night, and good-bye if
you have to do it.
Two of the three thus kissed
and took a sorrowful farewell of their distressed companion.
That was a noble wish of your
friend - God help you, said Ernest, for if your case is as bad as it appears
He alone is able to do what you stand in need of. Now I am His servant. Tell me
what the nature of your trouble is, and perhaps I may be His minister to save
you.
The girl shook her head
despairingly.
Now look here, Nellie, it
seems to me that is your last chance, pleaded her friend, and so if you wont
try and tell the gentleman what is the matter I shall. She waited a moment,
but, the girl not speaking, continued, She has been laid up for a fortnight
with an accident to her foot, and ought not to be out now, but she was a week
behind in the payment for her clothes at the time -
In the payment for her clothes?
he queried.
Yes. Do you imagine we own the
clothes and jewellery we wear? I wish we did. Half of us would be out of this
damnable life to-morrow but for this hiring scheme that keeps us in slavery.
They always manage to keep us in debt, and so they hold us. What is it you have
to pay, Nellie?
Three pounds a week for my
clothes.
I have to pay five; and it
takes all I can do to do it. Do you mean to tell me that you are compelled to
pay so much for rent of clothes alone?
Yes, our clothing and board
are generally kept separate. But five pounds a week is not a great amount for
girls who come here - we should have no chance if we were not well dressed.
Some pay as much as twelve and even twenty guineas a week. But its no matter
what luck a girl has, there is always some scheme for taking our money and
keeping us a week in arrears with our payments. That is how we are held. Two
weeks back is the limit. Nellie, of course, was back a week when she sprained
her ankle, and has been in the house a fortnight, scarcely able to pay one weeks
money. Now to-night she has been sent out and told that unless she can pay
something in the morning she must go. That means her clothes will be taken
away and she will be turned out in such things as she can only go to the East
End, in and we would rather jump into the river than that any time. That is
just what her trouble is.
But there is another way out
of the difficulty. Let her come home with me. If you will do this, he continued,
turning to the grief-stricken girl, my wife will gladly receive you, and we can
save you from this trouble and your miserable life as well.
That would be a very easy way
out of the trouble if it was practicable, replied the girl; but have you
noticed a loafing kind of fellow who keeps passing and hanging around?
Who is he?
The tout of Nellies landlady;
sent out to watch what she does and where she goes. If she went away with you
he would follow either on the back of your cab or in another, and before
dinner-time to-morrow she would be locked up for stealing clothes and jewellery.
But we should have a good
answer to such a charge if anyone dared to make it.
Would you? I am not so sure
about it. This business is carried on like all others - for what can be made
out of it - and has its own trade protection society. Everything is carefully
arranged to reduce risks to a minimum, I can tell you, and you would open your
eyes if you knew some of the persons who draw large incomes from it. This
society has its own lawyers, and the case is put before the magistrate not as I
am telling you, but in such a way as to make black appear to be white, and we
girls are always proved to be the vilest of the vile. It is an easy matter to
get policemen to swear away what little character we have left, and show our
landladies to be most estimable women, and a conviction is sure to follow.
But a term of imprisonment is not the worst of it. When we go into one of these
houses we have to give our real names and our home address, which is always
carefully, but quietly, verified; at the trial our real names come out as well
as our alias, and when the conviction is obtained, some kind friend - you may
guess who - sends a marked copy of a paper containing the case to your family.
Now do you understand why we choose the river before such an exposure?
Such explanation opened Pawleys
eyes to an enormity of this evil he had never suspected - revealed it to
be a carefully-formulated scheme of trade in the bodies - yea, and souls as
well - of unfortunate and unsuspecting girls, such as even hell could not
hope to improve upon. He scarcely knew how to proceed under such
circumstances, but he dare not abandon the girl to her contemplated fate.
Tell me. he inquired
encouragingly, what amount does your landlady expect you to give her in the
morning?
Nellie shook her head
doubtfully and left the answer to her friend.
Oh! If she had been fortunate
enough to meet with a gentleman he would have given her perhaps two or three
pounds.
Suppose he had only given her
one pound.
Well, she would be grumbled
at, but landladies never refuse money, and she would take that on account.
Do you think that would save
her?
Yes, it would save her for the
time, but she would be sent out early-to-morrow.
Let to-morrow take care of
itself, he answered, but to-night, Nellie, you must let me be your friend. I
have only one sovereign in the world but you shall have it, for I can better
afford to give it to you than allow you to drift into any further trouble. If
this will save you, take it as from God and remember His ear is always open to
your cry. But I shall be anxious to know how you get on. Will you meet me here
at a quarter past twelve on Wednesday night and let me know?
Certainly I will, answered
the astonished girl, as she dried her tears, and I shall never be able to
repay you for your kindness.
I knew he was all right the
moment I saw him, said her friend.
You must try to forget this
trifling service, though I shall be very glad if you will remember me as a
friend; take my card, and should you at any time be in any further
difficulties, show your confidence in me by letting me know.
They parted, each going their
own way, but though Pawleys last words did not convey the impression, he had
no idea of losing sight of that girl until he had reclaimed her.
She faithfully kept her
appointment with him and reported the crisis to have passed, and for weeks
afterwards he met her on the two evenings he gave to that work, until
quite a confidential friendship sprang up between them. She knew the evenings
he was to be expected and made an effort to keep at least a few minutes at
liberty for a chat, and occasionally it extended to a long and pleasant
talk. They discovered that both were country born, and one night spent the best
part of an hour contrasting town and country life, during which she unguardedly
let her real name slip out. She tried to withdraw it, and failing to do so,
assured him that she only said it to fool him, because she knew he wanted
to know it. On another occasion she, in an absent-minded way, referred to her
father, but Pawley was paying attention to a group of boisterous young fellows
near and did not appear to hear what she said, much to her relief when she
recalled herself.
But her friend knew more than
she imagined, and during his walk home pieced his threads of information
together and came to a determination.
He knew most certainly that she
was not a Churchwoman, and now had a shrewd suspicion that her father was
a minister. On the following morning he searched the year books of the various
denominations, finding three ministers of the name of Maltby. To each of these
he dispatched a telegram, inquiring: -
Have you lost a daughter
Nellie? If so, wire Pawley, Telegraph Office, Charing Cross.
In the evening he called to
ascertain if his endeavours had met with any measure of success. Two replies
awaited him. The first he opened read
Yes. Am coming. Meet me, Kings
Cross, nine-thirty.
The second wire was of course
in the negative, and after glancing at it he crumpled the form in his hand and
threw it from him; but in his joy he read and reread the first. It brought
him such an abundant reward - such a speedy harvest of the interest he had
taken in Nellie. It told him of another victim rescued, other hearts made
happy, of another conquest for his Master. He could scarcely believe it was
true, and he was glad and trusted.
When the girl had spoken of her
father, not twenty-four hours previously, Pawley had formed the idea of a man
in the prime of life, full of energy, vigour and geniality; but no such man
stepped from the train at Kings Cross, and as the crowd cleared from the
platform he began to feel more than a little disappointed - afraid that
his hopes were doomed to be frustrated after all.
Excuse me, but are you Mr
Pawley?
Mr Maltby? Yes!
Pawley may well be forgiven for
not recognising such a man - bowed, bleached, broken - as the expected
father of the girl he knew. For three full years this Jacob had been sorrowing,
searching, praying for the idol of his life, but the heavens had been as brass,
earth had been vindictively cruel, and only sorrow had been faithful to him.
Not only had his child been taken away, but he had laid her broken-hearted
mother to rest in her last sleep, hopeful in his grief that the two had been
re-united where partings are unknown, and then the light of life had sank from
him into the night of despair. Into this gloom a sudden ray of hope had
flashed, and the bewildered, startled mourner was as yet in a perplexity of
agitation, not knowing whether to hope or doubt. Every natural impulse of his
heart cried Hope! every experience of his long search counselled him to Doubt!
and washed by the current of the dual streams he could only suffer.
Pawley sympathised with him.
But what after all if the identity of names should only prove to be a
coincidence, and Nellie not be this mans daughter? The thought was cruel - awful!
and as it passed across his mind Pawley simply gripped the others hand in a
firmer clasp but said nothing.
Where is she - where is she?
was the natural and impatient inquiry.
I shall have to ask you to be
patient for a little while. I dont know where she is living, but I think we
shall be able to find her presently.
Is she well? What is she doing?
Yes, she is well, or was when
I saw her last night, He made no attempt to answer the second question; it
needed careful preparation and a very tender hand to lay the burden of that new
grief upon the dropping shoulders. I hope I have not come to any erroneous
conclusion and raised any false hopes, he went on with a view of evading that
inquiry for the present, but the information upon which I have acted has been
of the most meagre kind, gathered at considerable intervals.
You are not mistaken, my
friend; I know you are not mistaken. God has at length heard my prayers, and
she is my own child - my Nellie! I am sure of it. How long have you known her?
The question came as a great
relief, since it opened the way for him to tell the whole story in his own way,
and while he did so he led his companion leisurely towards Drury Lane, where he
had arranged to rest and get some little refreshment. It was not the first
experience of the kind Pawley had passed through, and when at length he had to
make the fearful admission he was quick to add the blessing of her rescue in
contrast to what might have been but for the providence of God throwing
him across her path at the critical moment.
In spite of all his care and
tenderness Pawley saw the new and gaping wound inflicted by the blow, and
though he poured in the balm of the mercy of God with all the unction of his
consecrated life, the soul of the sufferer quivered and trembled as he was at
last compelled to yield supremacy to a phantom dread which had long
haunted him.
How did she leave home? asked
Pawley, with the double object of finding some relief for Maltby in talking and
also hearing the history of the case.
It was the old story. Indulgent
parents in straitened circumstances anxious to do more for an only daughter
than means would allow. An advertisement in a semi-religious paper, the
reputation of which was accepted as establishing the bona fides of the tempting bait, offering exceptional terms and
advantages to a respectable, willing and adaptive young lady as companion.
It was an opportunity not to be lost, correspondence ensued, most
satisfactory references were given and received, and Nellie left home, father,
mother and daughter fully convinced that their dearest wish was about to be
realised. For a month she wrote regularly twice a week, glowing accounts of her
new home and friends, then came a letter saying she was about to travel on the
Continent for a short time, and after that all was silence.
One can easily understand the
natural impatience of the father to set out on the final quest for his child,
but Pawley knew that he would be doing more harm than good by reaching Piccadilly
before the usual hour, and the interval proved to be a most trying time to all
concerned. Still, like all things temporal, it passed, and with an excitement
impossible to describe, Maltby set out with Pawley towards their goal.
It was not usual for Ernest to
visit the neighbourhood two nights in succession, therefore it was no use
expecting to find Nellie at their usual meeting-place, and care had to be
exercised that she did not see him and his companion first, or the consequences
were a foregone conclusion. He knew the most likely places to look, but failed
to find or hear anything of her, and after a long and unsuccessful search was
gradually coming to the conclusion that she had some appointment keeping her
away when one of her friends informed him that she had gone into a certain bar
with a gentleman.
The fathers excitement was now
almost painful to witness; he breathed in short, rapid puffs, trembled till he
was scarcely able to walk, and when he tried to speak his voice was thick and
scarcely intelligible.
They reached the tavern and
Pawley looked into one or two of the private compartments without finding her,
but through the slightly-open door of the public bar he saw her with one elbow
resting upon the counter. Taking Maltby by the arm and almost dragging him
forward he opened the door and entered.
Nellie! and the father threw
out his arms imploringly towards her.
The opening of the door had not
in any way attracted her attention and she was in the act of raising a glass to
her lips when she heard the well-known voice. She started, dropped the glass,
the wild pallor of death was dashed across her face, and transfixed with fear
she gasped, -
Father!
The old man, with arms still
outstretched, reeled for an instant, and before Pawley could save him had
fallen life-less at the feet of his daughter.
What followed was a scene of
wildest confusion - the rush of such men and women from the presence of death,
the speechless horror of Nellie, the alarm of the girls behind the bar, the
anger of the landlord at the interruption of his trade at such a moment,
and the clamorous excitement of the crowd that gathered round the door,
are better left without attempt at description.
Two constables carried the body
into an adjoining room, where they placed it upon a table awaiting the arrival
of a doctor. Pawley directed his attention to Nellie, whose gentleman friend had
wisely decamped in the commotion.
After the first effects of the
shock had passed by Pawley was conscious of a strange feeling of gratification
at what had taken place. He could not understand it, and felt inclined to
censure himself for his unaccountable lack of common sympathy, but, try as he
would, he had no power to control it, and against himself a feeling of profound
thankfulness took a firm possession of him. It was a new experience in which he
found himself divided into strangely opposing parts, and that which was
ordinarily natural gradually yielding to the other. He was quite himself -
apparently even more so than usual - knew every word that passed between the
constables, resented the impatience of the landlord, but he felt no sorrow for
Nellie nor regret for the lifeless corpse upon the table.
The doctor arrived, made the
usual cursory examination, pronounced life to be extinct, and advised the
removal of the body.
Then Pawley was compelled by
his other self to speak.
He is not dead, and must not
be removed.
He spoke with respectful
authority, apparently as much astonished at his own words as the doctor was to
hear his opinion controverted.
Without deigning to make any
reply another and more critical examination was made.
I can do nothing, he said to
the sergeant. Who is this man?
I am Mr Maltbys friend.
Well, perhaps it would be best
to humour him under the circumstances. Let it lie an hour or two, if he wishes
it; you will be able to remove it before morning.
Then he leisurely drew on his
gloves and left.
Under the strange and
unaccountable impulse that controlled him Pawley was assured that all was
right, and refused to listen either to the suggestion of the landlord or
constable - for one had retired immediately after the doctor - and sanction the
removal of the body. He recalled his own peculiar experience, and, in his
exaltation, definitely came to the conclusion that at the moment of recognising
his daughter the mind of Maltby had reverted to his wife, and in some way,
under the influence of the shock, his soul had found that sister-door of death
through which he rushed to hear the glad tidings that he had found the wayward
child. The thought reconciled him; the conflicting feeling ceased from that
moment, and, filled with the confidence of a wrestling faith, he bared the
breast and laid his hand over the heart of the - was it dead or unconscious man?
For full an hour he neither
moved or spoke. The constable thought the man had taken leave of his senses;
the landlord advocated force to get rid of the unpleasant presence; but Pawley
took no notice. He had come to the conclusion that God was too merciful to
bring His servant so near to the desire of his heart and then dash the cup of
joy from his hands before his lips could taste of its sweetness. All the
incidents of the day had been conducive to such a collapse, and had he only
thought to explain matters to the doctor he was sure he would have counselled
patience. God was good, and Pawleys faith was strong to hold out until
something more definite than at present had been ascertained.
The demonstration came. The
ministry of faith conquered. We make no pretence to say how, we simply affirm,
as an irrefutable fact, that in this instance professional dictum had
twice pronounced life to be extinct, but after that self-abnegating faith had
its reward and the accredited dead man returned to life.
Nellie also returned to life
and home, and the man who saved her had a double reward in connection with her
rescue.
We have now reached a point
where we may advantageously pause to ascertain where our story has led us,
and the peculiarity of the spiritual phenomena by which we are surrounded. From
the time we first met Pawley in that little sitting-room of Shaftesbury Hall,
we have been conscious that his feet were treading in strange paths, his mind
imbued with heretical ideas, and his aspiration fired with the possibility of
ideals which have long ceased to be accessible. Though we have seen him in the
Church he was never of it, but rather like a prophet of evil, always raising
his voice against the usages and practices of the institution, pressing the
liberty of free-will almost into the region of license and refusing to submit
to the authority of the elders and fathers. Without being learned in the
original languages of the Bible he has set the decisions of councils and
orthodox doctrines at defiance, and in their stead given to the world
unauthorised interpretations of the nature and being of God, and openly
advocated speculative theories in relation to the last things which are both
immoral and dangerous. In furtherance of these errors he has not hesitated to
attack and traduce acknowledged and worthy pillars of the Church whose
consistent lives had given them prominence and authority within the
communion, and has generally so conducted himself as to necessitate his
exclusion from the fold.
Such is Pawleys present
position and estimate from a Church point of view. It is now necessary for us
to consider his position from his own standpoint, which is somewhat as follows:
‑
In an early and perhaps
unsystematised search for truth - the discovery of which was equally important to
him as to the fathers, schoolmen and divines - force of circumstances confined
his studies almost entirely to the Bible. The light of life shone upon its
page, enabling the way-faring man not to err, so far as he was able to judge,
in the way he travelled. From the book he looked abroad upon the world, and
back again to the volume, to discover why the conditions of the people in no
way pointed to the fulfilment of the promises, but, on the contrary, in every
respect were in the pre-Christian state of strife, discord and spiritual
blindness. Had Christ failed - God changed or in any way altered his purpose?
He turned and read, I am the Lord, I change not. The strength of Israel will
not lie nor repent, for he is not a man that He should repent; Whatsoever God
doeth it shall be for ever; nothing can be put to it, nor anything taken from
it; and of Jesus he read, He must reign till He hath put all enemies beneath
His feet, for God also hath highly exalted Him, and given Him a name which is
above every name; that at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow, of things in
heaven and things in earth and things under the earth; and that very tongue
should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. If this
is not universal and eternal dominion, what does it mean, and why in nineteen
centuries has it not been secured when Jesus promised that His generation
should not pass away until all was accomplished? In his difficulty Pawley had
recourse to prayer, relying on the promise, all things whatsoever ye shall ask
in prayer, believing, ye shall receive; and he found Him to be faithful who
promised, because the asking was for guidance according to the will of
God. The voice behind him answered, This people draweth nigh unto Me with
their mouth and honoureth Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me.
But in vain do they worship Me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.
So far Pawley was satisfied;
from wherever the reply came it conveyed to him a reasonable and logical
explanation of his inquiry. His feet were upon the rock of Christ and he sought
the continued guidance of that Comforter who had promised to lead the redeemed into
all truth. Again he prayed: Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain
path . . . for Thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for Thy names sake
lead me and guide me. And yet once more he was answered: I am the Way, the
Truth, and the Life; no man cometh to the Father but by Me. . . . I am the
Door, by Me if any man enter in he shall be saved. . . . My sheep hear My voice
and I know them, and they follow Me; and I give unto them eternal life. . . .
Enter ye in at the strait gate, for wide is the gate and broad is the way that
leadeth unto destruction, and many there be that go in thereat; because strait
is the gate and narrow is the way that leadeth unto life, and few there be that
find it.
Humbly relying on the strength
that was promised, Pawley turned from the busy, crowded and traditional road of
the Church, determined to follow the great Heretic in the narrow and
less-frequented path. It has been thorny and briar-strewn; by the milestones of
persecution and tribulation we have been able to mark the progress made;
hungry, footsore and weary we have watched the pilgrim press forward, fearful,
at times, lest he should not be able to endure, yet ever looking towards the
hills from whence cometh his help. Still, through the clouds and the gloom of
his trials, we have seen unmistakable flashes of Divine interpositions in every
extremity assuring him that he was not alone; in the presence of St Clear we
have witnessed the angels of God encamping round about and delivering him; in
the mysterious foregleams of abnormal powers, which have perplexed us as much as
himself, we begin to imagine that we have reached enchanted ground and pause to
inquire where this path is leading us.
It is well that it should be
so. By their fruits ye shall know them, and under the shadow of the mountain
range of evil, reaching from horizon to horizon, we may well rest while we
compare notes.
Let us first make sure that we
quite understand what the gospel of Christ is. This may appear to be
superfluous to many, but it is better not to take too much for granted in the
beginning, or we may find it difficult to come to a conclusion. It was foretold
that in the last days it shall come to pass that the mountain of the house of
the Lord shall be established in the top of the mountains, and it shall be
exalted above the hills; and people shall flow into it. And many nations shall
come and say, Come and let us go up to the mountain of the Lord and to the
house of the God of Jacob; and He will teach us of His ways; and we will walk
in His paths: for the law shall go forth of Zion, and the word of the Lord from
Jerusalem. And He shall judge among many people, and rebuke strong nations afar
off; and they shall beat their swords into ploughshares, and their spears into
pruning hooks; nation shall not lift up a sword against nation, neither shall
they learn war any more . . . In that day, saith the Lord, will I assemble her
that halteth, and I will gather her that is driven out, and her that I have
afflicted. And I will make her that halteth a remnant, and her that was cast
off a strong nation; and the Lord shall reign over them in Mount Zion from
henceforth, even for ever. Again: The spirit of the Lord is upon me because
He hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; He hath sent me to heal
the broken-hearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of
sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised. To preach the
acceptable year of the Lord. Again: Ye know that He was manifested to take
away our sins; for this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might
destroy the works of the devil; may we not add hereto, not for our sins only but for the sins of the whole world?
And finally: He must reign until He hath put all enemies under His feet.
Here is the design, the scope
and the prophesied triumph of the gospel of Christ - is it possible that it can
be accomplished?
This question is not so
irrelevant as may be supposed, when we honestly regard the present state of
mankind. In founding His Church Christ declared that the gates of hell shall
not prevail against it; but in spite of this it is a terrible and
incontrovertible fact that the gates of hell have prevailed, if not to the
extent of completely overthrowing, the powers of darkness have been powerful to
frustrate and paralyse, until to-day the Church stands hopelessly impotent
before the three towering peaks of Evil - the Lapsed Masses, the Criminal
Classes, and Prostitution, not to mention the Drink Traffic, Commercial
Immorality and a legion of other vices. If ye abide in Me and My words abide
in you, ye shall ask what ye will and it shall be done unto you. Herein is My
Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be My disciples. Did
Christ mean this? If so, why - when the Church has prayed herself hoarse in
pleading for the removal of these evils - have her cries not been answered? Is
it not because the conditional and omnipotent If with which the promise
is prefaced has been neglected and despised? No! Then there is only one other
reason, and that is because the Church is faithless to her duty; her prayers
and cries have only been delusive make-believes, while in her heart she has
not wished or desired to end the disgrace. There is no use fighting to free her
feet from the net in which they are entangled, there is no honest third alternative
to be found; either the gospel of Christ is unable to accomplish its purpose,
or the Church has been unfaithful and lost her power as well as the will to
carry it out.
On the other hand, Pawley has
chosen to keep to the old paths, and the character is not a fancy sketch drawn
for the purpose of a novel. He has been content to rest himself upon the
peroration of The Great Charter of Christ; Whosoever heareth these sayings
of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him to a wise man, who built his house
upon a rock, and the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew,
and beat upon that house and it fell not, for it was founded upon a rock. We
have watched the gathering, the strength and the breaking of the storm, and the
gates of hell have not prevailed; rather has the heretic triumphed. He has
thrown himself, single-handed with his God, upon the strongholds of these three
classes before which the Church has pitched her tents, and if his faith has not
removed the mountains he has shaken them, and demonstrated the fact that the
work may be done, and that his Christ is still able to save to the uttermost.
But his work is not yet
accomplished, the day is not ended, the full baptism of the Spirit - given, as
St Clear assured him, only as he was tried and found worthy to receive it - has
not yet been poured upon him, neither have the promises of the Master been
exhausted. There are still accessible heights to be scaled before the full
splendour of the spiritual vision is attained and the coronet of his Lords well
done can rest upon his brow.
Six years full of interest and
incident passed by while Pawley was thus laboriously working, each bringing its
own harvest, witnessing its peculiar rescues and gradually accumulating a total
of treasure for presentation to the Master, representing a rich surplus of
possibility gathered in those hours only too many devote to pleasure alone.
More than a score of girls had passed through his own family, half of them on
the way from Piccadilly back to the vacant chairs in their own homes, two were
married, one had been transferred to where there is neither marriage nor
temptation, and the balance, with one solitary exception - a sad case where as
yet the flesh was too weak, though Elinor was by no means hopeless - were
filling honourable positions, where the secret of the past was unknown. But
this was not all. Occasionally in the busy streets Pawley met one or another of
three men who in times past had been well known in haunts and associations
they had now forsaken, for whose good conduct and faithful discharge of duty he
had become responsible - men who turned to look after him and breathe a fervent,
unheard God bless you as he parted from them after a kindly inquiry and word
of commendation. There were still others in pleasant and comfortable homes he
and his wife occasionally visited, where grateful hearts would delight to
recall reminiscences of other and darker days when, in the wretchedness of
their sin, Pawley had taken hold of the outcast and led him back to home and
wife and children.
The battle of life was not all
sunshine or affluence to the indefatigable worker. He had a personal burden to
carry and a position to retrieve before he could see his wife in the comfortable
home from which wrong had thrust her; and the burden was not lightened by the continual
additions to his family. But the labour was sweetened by these gleams of
sunshine falling across his path, and the contrast of his own lot with that of
others ever reminded him that he had been mercifully spared even in his deepest
affliction.
Rich and profitable as were
these days in reminiscences over which we might pardonably linger, the
purpose of our present task is to find the compensation and the complement of
that early period in Pawleys London life, compelling us only to preserve a
guiding thread to the days that have yet to come. It may be that we shall
return to these beds in the garden of his experience, from which to gather
another bouquet of the mercies of God.
St Clear was not seen by Elinor
after that eventful night succeeding the trial; neither had Ernest any vivid
recollection of him for some considerable time. But about twelve months after
his strange experience in the land of sleep, he began to wake in the morning
with - not a memory, it was more a consciousness of forgetting something, and
the more he endeavoured to recall it, the more it eluded him, though he
appeared to touch the fringe of it at every attempt. Gradually, almost
imperceptibly, the obliterating cloud dispersed, until shortly after the Maltby
incident he was able to recollect an occasional meeting with his valued friend
in the home of his dreams.
Somewhere about this time a
remarkable incident occurred, which to Pawleys mind was like the everlasting
doors being thrown open with a confident assurance that no man could shut them
for ever more.
He was riding home on the box
seat of an omnibus. As the driver was pulling up at the Marble Arch, Ernest
heard a voice distinctly say, Get off and go back to the Metropole! It was not
a strong and certain conviction flashing into his mind the idea to get off,
such as he had frequently known and obeyed as a guiding voice, but the words
were clear and resonant as of someone speaking from behind him, and he
turned to see who it was. There was no one on the `bus, and while he wondered
whether he was in any way mistaken it was repeated in a more commanding tone: -
Get off, and go back to the
Metropole!
This time there was no room for
doubt. He crossed the road and took a bus on the return journey, debating
within himself as to what the outcome would be. He was not long left in doubt.
The request had been complied with, and as if obedience demanded instant
explanation, as he rode back all that was necessary for the time was made known
to him, the voice still speaking in the confidential and clear tones of a
friend sitting at his side.
He was to return to the hotel
named and ask for Mr Selby of Boston, whose room was No. 419, to whom the voice
wished to deliver a message. Pawley knew no one of the name, neither did he
expect to meet with anyone at that time, for the season had been closed more
than a month. Still the occurrence was in itself so abnormal that he could not
do other than put it to the test and wait developments.
On inquiry he found the
gentleman occupying the room mentioned, and while waiting the answer to his
card the voice explained that Selby was about to go to Paris, but must not. A
wire was following recalling him home, as his only sister had met with an
accident when riding and had been killed. In his rapid travelling the
cablegram had just been behind him for some days, and would arrive in London
next morning, also a letter from home containing the news of his sisters death.
It may be imagined with what
incredulous astonishment the young man heard the strange message, not
knowing whether to regard his unknown visitor as a lunatic or a prophet, a
doubt which was only heightened when, in explanation of how he obtained his information,
Pawley could only say by a voice.
This is about the toughest
case I have ever met with, said Selby, and, by thunder, I hope you will prove
to be a liar. You are pretty cute on my movements, though, and from that
I fear your communication may be true - that is unless you are trying to bluff
me.
You may test that at once, answered
Pawley. I am told that the Boston papers have just arrived. See the Herald for last Tuesday week, page four,
and at the foot of column five you may read the report of the accident.
This was readily ascertainable,
and in five minutes the report was confirmed in every particular, so far as the
paper was concerned.
Pawley had reached Notting Hill
that night before the thought of riding entered his mind. He was busy with two
opposing thoughts: the littleness of man in comparison with the infinitude in
which we live and move, and the recognition of it, humbled to the dust; on the
other hand, the greatness of the human being, lifted up so very near to the
angels, even almost to the very seat of God. How far beneath him, how helpless
to influence were the things of earth, as the everlasting arms bore him
upwards, and, in such revelations as that he had just received, the voice
Divine assured him personally – to you it is given to know the mysteries
of the kingdom of heaven. How real and tangible did the everlasting appear,
how frail and transitory the sensuous and temporal.
On the following morning he had
a vivid recollection of meeting St Clear and his friends, to whom he expressed
his surprise at these things and asked for explanations. The former smiled at
the astonishment he evinced.
New experiences, when they
extend beyond our expectations and imaginations, do sometimes perplex and
astonish us, he replied; and I would impress upon you the desirability of
seeking to understand, as far as possible, what all these portend while yet
their occurrence is unfamiliar. The days will come when you will be liable to
regard them with complacent equanimity; then they will lose something - much of
their instructive force unless you are watchful and guarded. The coming again
of the Saviour will not be according to the expectations and ideas of a
worldly-minded Church - it will be an individually spiritual coming and you
will remember how He said, Blessed are those servants whom the Lord when He
cometh shall find watching. There are valuable and certain signs preceding it
by which it may be known and prepared for. In our approach to Him we become
more like Him - transformed into His image, until He lives again - this time
reigning rather than suffering in His saints, and the works that He did shall
they do also. These in all their fulness are the lessons you will learn, if you
are wise, from these new experiences, which are intended to increase upon you
if only you are found worthy to bear them. You will remember that prayer of the
Holy Spirit when He had finished His work in Jesus and was about to leave Him
to pass alone through the souls Gethsemane and Calvary; praying for His
disciples He asked that they all may be one, as Thou, Father, art in Me and I
in Thee, that they also may be one in Us. Is it not a glorious thought - as in
Jesus, so in us, that the world may believe? Think of this and remember that in
His baptism Jesus heard the voice from heaven, then you may learn the
significance of your being sent back last night with that mysterious message of
which you learned the truth in its confirmation. When the overshadowing
Spirit fell upon Jesus it transformed Him from the Carpenter of Nazareth into
the Messiah of God, endowing Him with power from on high and making Him mighty
in word and deed, and yet He declared, I can of mine own self do nothing - the
words that I speak unto you I speak not of Myself; but the Father that dwelleth
in Me, He doeth the works. You will remember when I was with you I spake of
the power of spirit over matter and claimed the dominion of all things for the
soul. It was there in the Christ - the power of God suffusing the body of Jesus
and carrying forth the virtue that healed the sick and awoke the dead. Maltby
was not dead, but the transfusion of life fluids from you through his inanimate
frame enabled us to preserve him from death, just as your surgeons have
discovered that by the transfusion of blood the same event may in cases be
averted. Earth has yet to learn that faith, with the laying on of hands, is
more potent than drugs, and the Church has yet to awaken to the price she has
had to pay for her worldly alliance. Go back and ponder over these things in
the light of all things being possible to him that believeth, for you have yet
much to learn, but ye cannot bear it now.
So was he led forward step by
step, working and watching through the day until the night opened its wonderful
revelations to him, and sent him back from the University of Souls to review,
compare and understand the marvellous light that was thrown from the beyond
upon the fragmentary and incomplete revelation of the mercies and truth of God
which we have yet received. All things in very truth became new to him. The
duties, opportunities and responsibilities assumed new relationships, fresh
standards of judgments were raised, the relative positions of men to each other
were changed; in fact, almost a new heaven and a new earth were brought into
view, and he stood in such responsible connection with both that he cried with
Paul: Who is sufficient for these things?
During all these weeks and
months, changes and developments, trials and successes, Elinor found a valuable
friend and adviser in Mrs. Mills, whose simpleminded faith not
unfrequently triumphed in the management of some of the girls with whom
Elinor found it difficult to deal. The confidence and unquestioning reliance of
a child is often able to solve the problem that distracts the sage who is
working his way through reason back to God; and the practical Elinor often had
to give way and allow her impulsive friend to take the lead. It is always so in
true companionship, and such was the relationship between these two women - the
one lacked what the other possessed in a sense, and the compensating value of
each was alternately revealed. As Elinor reported Ernests experiences
he had to surmount in relation to his rescue work, Mrs. Mills would sit with
open mouth and wonder at the head-piece he had to make anything out of such
bits of nothing, and get at the right end after all; but when the other was
uncertain and perplexed in relation to the mysterious workings of these
spiritual phenomena, Mrs. Mills feet stood upon solid ground and she appeared
to know instinctively which way to take.
It was particularly so when
Elinor spoke of Ernests recent interview with St Clear, and the point that had
made least impression in a practical way upon the Pawleys was the one their
friend seized upon as being the strongest and most desirable.
Well, now, did you ever! she
exclaimed. Let me tell you. It was only since I was here the other day that I
was reading the last chapter in Mark; and when I came to the promise of Christ
of all the gifts that should be given to His disciples, I said to myself as I
read They shall lay their hands on the sick and they shall recover, Mr Pawley
ought to do that, and I was going to speak to him about it. But here you are,
my dear, I neednt do anything of the sort, for the dear Lord has done it
Himself, and didnt want to trouble me to do it. Oh, Hes a wonderful Saviour,
Mrs. Pawley, though we dont know much about it, because we are so unfaithful.
I wonder, oh, I wonder what He sees in us to make Him leave the angels and do
anything to help us. But there I am, talking again, and thinking all about
myself while I neglect the very thing He is all the while telling me to do. As
she spoke she jumped from her chair and hurriedly began to put on her
bonnet and mantle.
Surely you are not going
without a cup of tea, admonished Elinor, who by this time had become quite
used to her friends erratic movements.
I must my, dear, she replied,
unable to tie her bonnet strings in her eagerness to be off. Oh, if I was only
a sailor I am sure I should be swallowed by a whale, for Im as bad as Jonah
ever was; only to think that Ive been sitting here talking like this and theres
that poor Mrs. Coles mad with neuralgia for five weeks past, and can get nothing
to cure her, while the good Lord has told Mr. Pawley to do it, and I dont move
to fetch her.
You must do nothing of the
kind, Elinor replied in her most emphatic manner. You are the most impractical
woman I ever met with, and if you do this foolish thing you will not only vex
Mr Pawley but make him a laughing-stock as well. He was only told that the
power did exist, not that he possessed it, and I am sure he will be seriously
annoyed if you do anything so foolish as you suggest.
Oh, my dear, where is your
faith? she remonstrated. Is curing the neuralgia anything to be compared
with the resurrection of that poor old man?
But he was not dead, Mrs
Mills. Why will you be so stupid?
I know I am, my dear, I know I
am. But Lazarus and the widows son were dead.
But what have those to do with
us?
Its the same Lord, my dear,
and Hes able to do the same things - They shall lay their hands on the sick
and they shall recover. I believe it! The Lord has showed it to me, and I
shall bring Mrs Coles.
You must do nothing of the
kind. Besides, Mr. Pawley will not be home till very late.
My dear, I shall test it. I
shall go home and ask the Lord about it, and if He shows me I am to bring Mrs
Coles we shall be here at nine oclock and Mr Pawley will be home.
Either her faith was answered
or her credulity prevailed - who shall say which? - for punctually at the
time appointed she returned with the afflicted woman, and, contrary to Elinors
expectations, Ernest had returned and was just taking off his overcoat when the
bell rang.
To say that Ernest was
astonished is to speak mildly, when between the interjected explanations of his
wife and Mrs Mills he came to a confused idea of the cause of such a visit. Had
it not been for the presence of the sufferer there is no doubt but that he
would have followed inclination to read Mrs Mills a sharp lesson on her
impulsive indiscretion, but his heart was too tender to add to such agony as
the woman was bearing. Yet the absurdity of the position into which she had
forced him demanded that he should protest against it, even though his action
wounded himself in his sympathy for the innocent victim, who could well be
pardoned for resorting to any means of relief at such a time.
To say that I am surprised at
your reckless action, Mrs. Mills, is only feebly to express what I feel. You
have not only placed me in a most unpleasant position, but you have excited
false hope in the mind of this poor woman for whom it is impossible for me to
do anything.
Dont say that - dont say
that you cant help me! wailed the poor creature. For the pity of God do
something - anything, or I shall go mad, and the contortions she
performed in the pain she endured pointedly affirmed her danger.
He wished to say more in the
scolding of Mrs. Mills, but feared to add to such intolerable grief, yet he was
helpless. If St Clear had only explained to him anything of the process by
which relief might be secured he would have risked the ridicule in his anxiety
to do something for the quieting of such torment, but he knew nothing. Never
was a mariner more hopelessly at sea without a compass than he in this
extremity. He could grieve in sympathy, but beyond that his hands hung idly
beside him.
At that moment Mrs. Mills spoke
to him as if by an imploring inspiration.
Lay your hands on her face,
Mr. Pawley; just lay your hands on her face, and I have faith to believe the
Lord will hear and answer you.
Do! Do - oh! please do
something, cried the woman.
Pawley could no longer resist.
Whether it failed or otherwise it would put an end to the suspense, and get rid
of the woman who so disturbed him by her pitiable condition. For himself, he
had no faith, but if others had he would do what he could and leave the rest
with God.
He took his stand behind the
womans chair. Mrs. Mills did not look at him, but buried her face in her hands
- she was praying, and Pawley recalled the promise that the prayer of faith
shall save the sick. He had far more confidence in that than in anything he
did, and his hope revived. With the tenderness of a child he laid each hand
gently upon the sufferers cheeks, and as she breathed a fervent thank God a neuralgic
pain struck him from head to foot with a force that made him shout. After this
a strange sense of exaltation came over him; it was like, yet different to his
experience when he saw the vision on his way to Cottominster, neither was
it quite the same as when he stood over the body of Mr. Maltby. He was
conscious of everything - of the magnetic passes he felt compelled to make, or
the alternate quiet resting of his open hands upon the cheeks; but his sight
was quickened to see a purple cloud of pain rising from the head, and he knew
that his efforts were succeeding.
After some ten minutes of
anxious silence he was the first to speak as he withdrew his hands and walked
away from the chair.
You are better now, he said
confidently.
Thank God, its gone. exclaimed
the joyous woman. I knew you could do it, Mr Pawley; the Lord told me so! cried
Mrs. Mills.
I did not do it - I did
nothing; not even believe, he answered with sorrowful humility.
But if the vessel had not been
clean the dear Lord had not used it. Ah! Mr Pawley, He is able to do exceeding
abundantly above all we can ask or think. Then in true Army fashion she burst
out singing, -
Ill praise my Maker with my
breath,
And when my voice is lost in
death,
Praise shall employ my nobler
powers;
My days of praise shall neer
be past,
While life and thought and
being last,
Or immortality endures.
Each of the others naturally
joined in the song, and at its conclusion Ernest poured out a prayer of
thankfulness for all the wondrous mercies of God, especially the signal
favour they had just received.
Now! said the jubilant Mrs.
Mills, as they rose from their knees, come along, Mrs. Coles, let us go and
tell what great things the Lord hath done for us, whereof we are glad.
I hope you will do nothing of
the kind - or rather I hope you wont mention my name in connection with it, requested
Ernest.
The dear Lord has not so
poured out His spirit upon you that you should hide its light under a bushel, she
answered. Do you think we should be faithful in the land of our captivity if
we did not tell of the prophet in Israel? Jesus is able to save to the uttermost,
body as well as soul; here is the sign, the proof, the proclamation of it, and
woe is me if I keep silent and do not make known the tender mercies of our God.
She had disarmed him. Already
his doubts were returning, and he was discovering numerous reasons for, and
explanations of, what had taken place - excitement has a wonderful
influence upon nerves; the mesmeric passes had soothed the pain for the
present; it is a well-known fact that toothache ceases and takes its departure
as we near the dentists. All these and others Ernest recollected and accepted,
but he dare not mention them before Mrs. Mills, whose armoury of Scripture
quotation would be again opened upon and silence him. Still he was most anxious
to find a way of escape and keep her tongue silent.
There is no doubt about it,
God has been most gracious to us to-night, he replied cautiously; but it may
be that He has only seen fit to grant a temporary relief -
Oh dont, say that, pleaded
the alarmed woman.
I hope it will not prove so,
but His ways are past finding out, and His thoughts are higher than our
thoughts. Therefore we must not be too premature in coming to a conclusion, and
though we must be grateful to Him, we must be careful not to bring Him into
contempt in our haste.
Let me tell you, interposed
Mrs Mills. For the sake of others the dear Lord wont hide the truth too long.
So I shall ask Him if this is not cured to let Mrs. Coles feel it again before
breakfast in the morning. I know she wont feel it, but I will ask this of the
dear Lord to satisfy your Thomas of Didymuss heart; and then when she dont
feel it I shall be here again to-morrow with someone else.
It was no use arguing, her
faith was rooted in experience rather than reason - though perhaps that
was the more profound reason - and it could not be shaken, and the following
night Pawley had not one but two cases to operate upon. He rebelled at it - would
have run away had he the faithless courage to do so, but he could not. Again he
secured the victory, and day by day he went on until the accumulated evidence
overpowered his scruples, and in spite of his prejudices he was compelled
to acknowledge the indisputable facts.
Mrs. Mills took every
precaution that the tidings should not die out, and much to Pawleys regret - for
he still retained a deeply-rooted antipathy to the work - inquiries for his
assistance rapidly doubled upon him, and the responsibility he felt prevented
him from refusing his requisitioned aid. It seriously interfered with his
ordinary duties, and strictly conscientious in refusing any fee or reward for
his services, he looked forward with apprehension to the coming summer. So far
his patients had been mainly confined to the working classes, but the maladies
he treated were ever increasing in number though nothing appeared to be
invincible to his power, always provided he felt sympathy with the
patient; but if from any reason unexplained he felt a prejudice to anyone
he was powerless even to relieve a headache. This was a strange but invariable
rule he was afterwards compelled to acknowledge and accept.
Presently he was consulted by a
minister - a returned missionary - whose daughter was afflicted by epilepsy,
and a prominent physician had certified that her case was incurable and she
must be placed under controlling care. Pawley consented to see her, after which
she had no return of fits, much to the consternation of her medical adviser,
and shortly afterwards returned to her scholastic duties. This case brought him
under the notice of the profession. Several critical cases were closely
watched, with the result that he was offered a handsome sum for his exclusive
services. But the man who had refused fee or reward from his patients was not
to be subsidised by the profession.
This positive refusal to lay
his spiritual endowments upon the altar of Aesculapius proved to be in a
measure annoying, since a system of irritating espionage was established with a
view of bringing him within the powers of the law as an unqualified
practitioner; fraudulent representations were made to him by persons who
asked his assistance for imaginary complaints - but Pawley smiled at the
fruitless endeavours. Not only had he the keen and watchful protection of St
Clear and his friends behind him reading the thoughts and intents of all who
consulted him, but a very curious safeguard had also been developed within
himself by which instantly, on touching a person, he could feel in himself all
the symptoms and accurately diagnose the malady. This gift of psychometry presently
assumed such a sensitive reliability that he was able to read and advise on
cases at a distance, in relation to which he had the satisfaction and joy of
experiencing a revival of the peculiar phenomena recorded of St Paul in the
Acts. So that from his body were brought unto the sick, handkerchiefs and
aprons, and the diseases departed from them. With such precautions thrown
around him, the spies suborned to accuse him of charlatanry went away convicted
and confounded. Others attempted to entrap him into prescribing simple remedies
where the patient could not be brought nor he had time to go, but since his
method of treatment did not even require the assistance of dietary, he was safe
and passed unscathed through the trial.
At first he only saw such as came
to him in the evenings, but the number grew until, when he returned home from
town, he found his house like an overcrowded waiting-room in a hospital. Then
he added two afternoons a week to his new and financially unremunerative
labours. But the more time he gave the more his fame spread, until, at the end
of twelve months, he found the whole of his time not only occupied but far from
sufficient for the demands made upon him.
At this stage there was a
personal aspect of his work that caused considerable concern, not only to his
wife and immediate friends, but also to those who had cause to thank God for
the remarkable powers which had been so fully poured out upon His servant.
Every treatment he gave made a considerable drain upon his own vitality. At first
this was not so discernible to others, but he was conscious of it even in the
case of Mrs Coles, though he failed to understand more than that it left him
with a sense of fatigue. It was not long, however, before others noticed it,
and frequently he would faint from exhaustion after treating several, or
sometimes even a single case more than ordinarily severe, such as cancer or
paralysis. When this was observed it was natural that pressure was put upon him
in order to protect so valuable a life from being needlessly thrown away, but
he would smile at the anxiety of his friends and confront them with the problem
as to how he should draw the line of distinction - upon what principle should
he decide which cases to accept and which to refuse? Were not all equally the
children of the Father, the brethren of Christ? And why so anxious about his
own welfare? Suppose, for the sake of the argument, the work that had been
given to him did shorten his own life by ten years, and in doing that he was
instrumental in prolonging twenty others for only five years each - already his
positive cures numbered far beyond the hundred - would not those ten years be
well spent at nine hundred per cent profit? So he argued and went on working.
But the full occupation of his
time interfered with his income and he had to make his choice between the
discontinuance of his labours or a return to the hardships of his early
days at Acton. The decision was not a doubtful one, especially as Elinor was as
clear in regard to his duty as himself. To make sure of the matter, however, he
presented it to St Clear, but this was a step in which he could offer no
advice; whatever was done must be of Pawleys own free-will and unaided
determination. St Clear knew too well the influence his wish would wield, and
his knowledge of the law of God would not allow him to assume the
responsibility of advising either way. Still Pawleys faith was not entirely
dependent upon his friend. He had another behind St Clear in whom his
confidence was strong - an adviser who spoke to him in no uncertain voice,
saying, Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these
things shall be added unto you; then the question was finally settled and
Pawley began to prepare for another descent into the valley.
First his valuable collection
of books relating to London went, bringing him only pence and shillings where
he had paid shillings and pounds to acquire them, but they were useless to him
in his new vocation, and bread was necessary. After these everything he could
possibly dispose of followed in a continual stream, but he murmured not as he
went hopefully, loyally forward. Many wondered - but no one knew - how they
lived in those days, for neither he nor Elinor said a word, though he
heroically refused all offered fee or reward. Then the end of his resources
came and he was compelled to fall back upon the arms of faith. God knew what
things they had need of; it was for Pawley to do his duty - the rest was Gods
concern. He did it; and for nearly two years it would be impossible to say how
they struggled through. It was literally God who provided, but their bread and
water proved to be sure, and most mysteriously their rent and taxes were paid.
Then the morning broke again.
St Clear informed him that the object of his trials had been achieved and his
reward at hand. Two of his lads were now old enough to go into the City, and it
was therefore necessary to be within easier distance. He could return to
Dulwich and accept such paying cases as would comfortably provide for his
family.
This communication was made by
St Clear in person, and after a lapse of ten years, crowded by vicissitudes and
trials, Elinor was again permitted an interview with him who had become even
more mysteriously wonderful by what she had learned of him in the interval.
It was not an argumentative
meeting, but the two listened with bowed heads while St Clear sympathetically
recalled the way by which they had travelled - the trials they had encountered,
leaving ineffaceable scars and seams; the sacrifices - many of them forgotten
except to the speaker - that had so willingly been made for his beloved and
exalted Master; the hopes that, for the time, had been so frequently shattered;
and the weight of the cross they had jointly borne. But it was over now - the
morning had broken at last, and so far perfected through suffering they might
pass from the furnace into peace.
By this time Ernest Pawley had
learned to be content in whatsoever estate he found himself. Even the modest
pride of home and position of which he had once congratulated himself had been
taken away and he had come to regard every condition of life as extremely
tentative, and the whole world as a passing phase in the pilgrimage to an everlasting
home. Whatever inconveniences, trials or disadvantages occurred by the way
were ephemeral and not worthy of notice when compared with the glory that would
shortly be revealed, and as the practice of watching for the end, and a
readiness to hail it grew upon him, he found his mind diverted from the things
of the moment until he was able to rejoice as having all things needful and
abounding therein.
It was when this frame of mind,
this habit of thought and the sense of the eternal had overpowered the temporal
within him; when the things of earth had been shaken from the centre to their
circumference, and he knew both from experience and demonstration that, at the
best, time is rooted only in sand; when faith was well grounded in reason and
he was not only able to say I believe, but I know in whom I have believed, and
was ready to give a reason rather than a hope for the faith that was in him;
when the seeds of his consecration had struck, when the frosts of an early
spring had hardened, and the fierce heat of summer had burned, and at length
the autumn had gloried in the harvest which had ripened in spite of all and
sundry - then it was that St Clear was commissioned to say It is enough, and
the trial of Pawleys patience and faith came to an end.
The circumstances were such as
to require nothing but the simple permission he received to set him at liberty
from all his troubles; and in this condition lay the indisputable assurance of
his fidelity. For more than two years past, while he had frequently allowed
himself and family to sit to meals of the meanest fare, he could have loaded
his table with delicacies by accepting the payment that was eagerly pressed
upon him. Was it right of him to do this? He certainly was at liberty to do as
he chose himself, but was he justified in so acting when it entailed such
privations upon his wife and family? The answer to such an inquiry demands a
wider consideration than may at first be anticipated, since we shall entirely
lose the Christian appreciation of the difficulty unless we proceed to solve it
by the divinely-enforced canon - Thou shalt love thy neighbour as
thyself. This at once reaches beyond responsibility to the family in its
restricted sense, and applies to the uttermost horizon of humanity. This love
to our neighbour as ourselves necessitates an equal acquaintance with his
position and circumstances, which can only be secured by following Christ - emptying
ourselves and becoming sympathetic with them. Hereby perceive we the love of
God, because He laid down His life for us; and we ought to lay down our lives
for the brethren. But whoso hath this worlds good and seeth his brother have
need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love
of God in him? It will thus appear that the whole question of Christianity
is raised in the inquiry. Apply it in all its breadth and scope, and the answer
must be an unqualified approval of Pawleys action, because it would bring
about a universal peace and usher in the long-expected millennium.
They that wait on the Lord
shall renew their strength. Pawley had waited long and with some degree of
patience. Now, with the breaking of the morning, the pillar of fire became the
pillar of cloud, and at once moved forward. Let us follow it.
St Clear had given no hint as
to what amount of remuneration he considered sufficient for Pawley to take for
his labours. The numerous applications he was constantly receiving, and the
generous offers which had been made to him for his services, placed a large income
at once at his disposal in changing his rule. By discarding the class who had
neither silver nor gold to give, and devoting the next few years to those with
whom money was a minor consideration, he had a splendid opportunity of making a
comfortable provision for his family. He was well aware of it, and equally
conscious that St Clear had left him perfectly free in his action; as usual he
had simply indicated a course to be pursued, but the responsibility for methods
and details had been left entirely with the individual. The burden had been in
great measure lifted from the shoulders, but the feet were not yet guaranteed
against slipping; the privation was past, but in the rebound would the
liberated captive rush into the embraces of excess. There are trials of faith
in the fierce sunlight of prosperity of which the soul never dreams in the
night of adversity. The poverty-pinched hand naturally and greedily grips at
unexpected treasure, and it requires as much grace of God to withstand the
temptations of riches as to endure the pangs of hunger honestly in the face of
opportunity.
Pawley realised this, and when
the doors of his captivity were thrown open he still asked to be led and
guided, laying even his newly-given opportunity before his Lord in a renewed
consecration.
Both Elinor and himself
interpreted St Clears permission to indicate a restoration to the condition
from which Foxleigh and Harleston had displaced them, and in conformity with
this Ernest carefully made plans so that his energies could be equally divided
between those able and willing to pay and those who had not the means, always
leaving a certain margin for a plan he had long cherished - to add to his treatments
in certain cases some little assistance in securing really needed food.
A more generous, but rigorously
plain table, also produced very marked results in the increase of his own
powers, and by the time he was ready to return to Dulwich he was in the full
swing of a most successful career.
Ten years in a busy
metropolitan suburb works very considerable changes in these days of expansion
and development, and Ernest found that Brixham was no exception to the general
rule. The widening of the streets, disappearance of buildings that were
well-known landmarks, the erection of new and extensive business houses,
improvement and enlargement of others out of all recognition, and above all the
absence of well-known faces, and the presence of strangers, converted the old
locality into an almost strange land, so that as he passed between his home and
the railway station he found himself wishing to come across a face he could
recognise, from whom he could hear some news of what had transpired in his
absence.
One well-known place had not
quite so changed itself beyond recognition; it was the shop of Albert Gerhard.
It had swallowed up the tobacconists next door, but apart from this was still
the same, even to the name above the window. Was his old friend still living?
The name was no guarantee of it, and day by day he watched the door if perchance
he should discover the well-remembered face. At length he was rewarded. Gerhard
still lived, and Brixham seemed more like itself ever after.
Of course they had a long talk
before they parted. Pawley had much to say and perhaps more to hear. Pinchbeck
was dead years ago. Foxleigh had completed his sentence and paid a quiet
visit to Brixham in order to gather up what fragments remained of his ruined
business, after which he left for America. Blake, Harleston and Clamb had died
in prison, and nothing further had been heard of Lucas.
And now about yourself, how
have you been getting on? I have often wondered what had become of you. Youre
like me, showing signs of wear, but have you been more fortunate than when you
were here?
Thank you. I have nothing in
any way to complain of. Things have gone with me just about as we might
expect them.
I suppose you have gone on
with your preaching? he ventured, with a good-natured, cynical smile.
No! I have done very little in
the public way since I left here. Acton does not offer the facilities of
Brixham in that direction and I have grown positively rusty for want of work. I
have occasionally done a little among the brickmakers for the church people, or
gone down to the Salvation Army, and for the last two years have been helping
in a mission among the laundry women.
Oh! those are trifles no one
would expect you to mention, he remarked sarcastically. I was referring to
open-air work - but you have given that up.
Well, no, I cannot say that
altogether. I have occasionally been to Kensal Green or Battersea Park, and for
two years I had a meeting regularly in Hyde Park, but I found it was too far
from home and was compelled to give it up. After that the Vicar of Acton
introduced me to the Church of England Temperance Society, and I have been
doing some little erratic work for them.
If that is all I can
understand how rusty you are. Shall you try to rub any of it off on the Common
now you are back, or has it eaten in too far?
I am hoping to do so.
I thought so, and I imagine if
I were to try and advise you otherwise it would be all to no purpose; not even
though I convinced you that all the trouble of your life has arisen from what
you did ten years ago. If it had not been for those meetings you would not have
quarrelled with Foxleigh, nor fallen into the hands of Blake. God only knows
how much is needed to teach some men wisdom, and if anything wrong comes of
your new folly, I, too, shall say you richly deserve it.
You are still the same honest
but mistaken friend as ever, answered Pawley, and if I looked at life from
your stand point I have no doubt I should share your opinions and consider my
own comfort more than the welfare of the wayfarer.
Oh, go along, he cried with
good-natured impatience. You are still as bad as ever, and would argue the
legs off an iron pot rather than give in. But you will not find the Common
quite the same as you left it, I can tell you. And though there are crowds of
people ready and willing to hear everyone who has anything to say, there is
also a good sprinkling of riffraff waiting to take a part in any available
horseplay. There are a few speakers to whom one may listen agreeably for half
an hour, but not many who can come creditably out of the cross-fire of
questions they have to stand afterwards.
And has this grown out of our
meetings ten years ago?
It has. So you see you have
something to answer for.
I have more to be thankful for
than I imagined. And yet you would prevent me renewing the work.
Oh, its not quite such an
unmixed blessing as you seem to think; for every Solomon you will find on the
Common there are a hundred fools grinding their own axes.
I dont mind that. When fools
stand up to air their folly they come into the way of knowledge and improvement,
and even the rowdy element you refer to has a tendency to make such men take
caution as to the extent of their utterances, while wiser people have a chance
to reply and so scatter the pearls of truth and reason.
When Pawley, accompanied by his
two eldest sons, walked on the Common on the following Sunday afternoon, he
found a much more animated scene than he anticipated even after Gerhards
information. Every ism and ology, fad and fancy, social, political
religious and irreligious appeared to be represented, either in defence or
opposition, and fastidious indeed must be the mind of the man who could not
find in one of the multitude of meetings something to interest, instruct or
amuse him. Some of the groups were of considerable proportions, and selecting
the larger as being the more attractive to begin with, Pawley directed his
steps thitherwards.
After listening to a very
commonplace and orthodox address for a few minutes, he turned his eyes over the
crowd, wondering what power held so many together. Who is the speaker? he
asked of a young man standing beside him.
His name is Charnel.
Is he a minister?
No. Lord, no! Hes a
counter-skipper, but he is speaking for the Y.M.C.A. now.
I thought from the size of the
crowd as I came up I should find one of the popular preachers speaking.
Charnels nobody, replied the
young man, contemptuously; the crowd wont stand him much longer. We are
waiting for that clean-shaven fellow with the swarthy face to get on the
platform.
Who is he?
Ugh! There is no need to ask
if you are a stranger in Brixham if you dont know David Dance, he explained,
evidently glad to say something to pass away the time. He calls himself the
champion Christian apologist, says he was educated for a priest or something of
the kind, but hes a low, mean bully, anxious to be recognised as a theologian.
His great point is vulgar humour, and had he lived a century ago, he might have
succeeded in making some questionable kind of mark. Still he does say a good
thing or two occasionally, and you may always make sure of finding the people
where he is.
With this introduction Pawley
turned his attention to the Samsonic, mulatto-looking man who stood nervously
tapping the rail of the portable platform with his fingers. He was a printers
porter, and consequently considered himself to be an educated and intelligent
man, claiming that by virtue of his name alone - David Dance - he was entitled
to his D. D. without reference either to the favour or assistance of any
college or university - institutions for which he now held the most profound
contempt. He was a man at once prompt and energetic, holding as a favourite
axiom that no man who knows his business will tinker about his work, a truth
he proceeded to put into practice with laconic force, and occasionally, it may
be, with doubtful taste. In this he was ably seconded by the strength and
quality of his voice, which was full, harsh, metallic, and possessing a volume
very much akin to the reputed bulls of Bashan.
But the crowd is certainly
growing restless, and at a fairly emphatic hint from Dance the speaker
collapses suddenly without any attempt at peroration or application of his
platitudes. There is a spontaneous movement towards the platform, and expectant
eagerness displaces the weariness hitherto seen on every face. Charnel
still maintains his position, waiting to be questioned according to custom.
What does the speaker mean by
the blood of Christ? presently comes the inquiry.
That is enough - the one spark
necessary to set the combustible Dance in a flame. The lecturer is unceremoniously
swept from the platform, and the question being purposely a theological one, or
so construed by the champion, he steps up, panting for the fray. His hat
is lifted while he runs his fingers through his long hair, during which he
leisurely casts his wicked eyes over the audience.
I dont think I am mistaken in
the sound of that voice. he begins - but it is absolutely impossible to convey
an idea of the malicious, sarcastic tone - I thought not. I can see you, you
dirty rat! Why dont you go home and ask your mother to boil your monkey face
and feed the chickens with the soup, rather than stop here to poison the air
respectable people wish to breathe. Go home, I tell you, get rid of your traces
of the missing link, then you can come back and Ill see if its possible to
knock any Christian truth into your thick head.
Good old Dance, let em have
it! yells a voice from the back of the crowd as soon as the laughter
moderates.
Oh, you never fear, Ill letem
have it quite as hot and strong as they want it. Im no St Francis preaching to
birds. I can tell you; Im more like Patrick with the pigs.
Answer the gentlemans
question, demanded the young man at Pawleys elbow, as the guffaw called forth
by his attempt at vulgar wit subsided.
Ill answer his question; but
let me first find the aspiring student. As he spoke his eye wandered over that
part of the crowd from which the voice proceeded, and probably guided by a look
of pained interest or some other indication which he thought to warrant his
selection, he finally pointed directly to Pawley. Oh you are the bumpkin, are
you? I thought it was some lout or other with turnip jaws.
You you mean me? asked
Ernest, indignantly.
Mean you! he sneered, no, I
meant your hat. And recognising a total stranger in his imagined interlocutor
he proceeded with one of his customary figures of speech on such occasions. Its
always a mystery to me why London should rob the country of such splendid
specimens of the turnip field, but they will come like moths to the lamp, and
havent brains enough even to know theyll be burnt presently. They dont know
their alphabet before they rush to question intelligence. Like lambs to the
slaughter they come; but we like to be kind to them, dont we? Poor little
innocents, some body must educate them, and I like to set you a good example.
Now, my little dear, if you will open the ventilator of your hat Ill try and
get something through to the top of your head - I dont suppose it will go much
further. What the kind gentleman meant when he spoke about blood was b-l-o-o-d!
Did you think he meant Everton toffee or peppermint humbugs?
Dance knew the nature of his
audience to a nicety and framed every point to suit its disposition, waiting
while the laughter he provoked subsided before venturing his next essay. A
stranger was a delicate morsel for him and he never failed to take as great
advantage as possible. From the crown of his head to the sole of his feet he
was a notoriety hunter not distinguishing between that and popularity - and the
vigorous lungs of the gallery sounded more sweetly in his ears than the
intelligent applause of the stalls. He had his reward but how much of
conviction or Christianity there was in his method and style we must leave
others to judge.
So far as Pawley was concerned
he writhed, not so much at the coarse gibes as at the travesty of everything
that was sacred, and though he might have hesitated to cross swords voluntarily
with such a man, he was not such a coward as to run away when once drawn
innocently into the reach of that vulgar ridicule.
You made a mistake in thinking
that it was I who spoke, said Pawley, as the other waited for him to reply,
and thus afford a handle for another sally, but since you have so far
flattered me, I would like to ask you, if you can lay aside your jesting for a
moment, to give us a clearer definition of the phrase of the blood of Christ.
Isnt it wonderful what
pudden-heads get loose on this Common on Sunday afternoons? Why Barnum hasnt
got you among his freaks I cant imagine. Would anybody believe that such a hat
could be induced to stop on such an empty head? Gentlemen, I must really ask
you to excuse me. I mistook it for a man at first, but now I see its only a
perambulating tailors dummy - and doesnt know what blood is. When I say
blood, I mean blood gore; and not Canon Gore, nor Kensington Gore, but liquid
gore. But youre out of your depth, my child. You get home as quick as you can
and find the gore of your mothers dress; milk will suit you better than
argument for the present.
I am certainly at a loss to
understand your arguments, but -
No speeches, young man, interrupted
Dance, we only want questions.
And I only want truth.
Oh, thats what your mammy
sent you for, is it? Youre out on the wrong day, and come to the wrong place.
You can get it from a newspaper shop, or Smiths bookstall, in the morning; it
will cost you sixpence. Take it home and read all Labby has to say to your mother
and all the other little pigs.
I think you are right at last -
persons in search of truth need not come here. I will wait not till to-morrow
only, but till next Sunday, and then I will raise one voice at least for truth;
and I think I know enough of you by this time to say that among the men who
will surround me, one pig will crawl that my mother would blush to own.
By this time Dance had become
so sure of his superior position that he made no attempt to interrupt the
speaker, and Pawley so adroitly and emphatically turned the epithet as to raise
a storm of applause against the champion, and before it was possible to reply
he was gone.
During his parley with Dance,
Pawley had been approached by a man rather below the average height, thin
and wiry of build, with lugubrious countenance: anxiously greedy eyes, unkempt
beard and ragged hair of a dry, mouldy grey appearance, who made no attempt to
intrude or take any part in the colloquy, but waited in nervous anticipation
for its conclusion to give him an opportunity for a word with the stranger.
Daniel Aucott was essentially a
man with a mission, and it sat with almost crushing weight upon his shoulders.
He was a peacemaker - one of those mistaken individuals who set out with honest
purpose to follow and cast in their lot with the Galilean Prophet, but the
sweet music of His gospel so charms their weary souls, that before even
beatitudes are finished they sit down over-powered, and fail to realise the
fact that the Christ moves onward while He speaks, and has thus passed out of
sight and hearing, leaving them not only alone but wanting.
How many Aucotts are to be
found upon the outer edge of Christianity, with closed eyes and
unctuously-folded hands admitting the beautiful truth that in the natural
world one swallow does not make a spring nor a single bloom faithfully
represent a garden of flowers; but in the spiritual world they hold the Divine
truth of the delusion that in one beatitude lies the whole of necessary
Christianity, and a single catch-phrase represents the full teaching of the
Christ. They sit in wrapped contemplation of a solitary ray of truth shining
through the prism-words of Jesus spreading like a miracle spectrum across the
black walls of their dark understanding, and imagine that
The opening heavens around them shine
With beams of sacred bliss,
all unconscious of the fact
that it is necessary to leave the prison-house of their dogmatic and ignorant
bigotry before they can understand the glorious fulness of the gospel into
which they are called. Their midget minds have picked up an opalescent pebble
on the shore of the sea of truth and their little simple souls are satisfied.
Stuffed into their dogmatic pockets with the cautious greed of a miser, they
walk around confident that they carry with them the New Jerusalem, with its
walls garnished with all manner of precious stones. They are the keepers of its
pearly gates, through which all their friends may pass unquestioned - but none
whom they deny.
Poor Aucott had caught the
thistle-down fibre of blessed are the peacemakers carried by the wind of
doctrine from the flower of the seventh beatitude, and at whatever sacrifice to
truth, to humanity, or to God, peace had to be secured, and that according to
his gospel; and if a second Isaiah came across his path with the message –
Cry aloud, spare not, lift up thy voice like a trumpet, and show my people
their transgressions, the man with a mission would, without thought or
compunction, denounce the disturber of Israel as an enemy and a heretic.
Such was the man who turned to
speak with Pawley as he left the hard-mouthed Dance.
Will you pardon the liberty I
take, inquired the missioner, nervously, as he placed himself beside our
friend, but with a deep concern for your spiritual welfare I should like to
know whether you asked your question just now from a motive of curiosity or
genuine interest?
Ernest looked at the inquirer,
whose earnestness was not to be questioned for a moment, and then replied, I
imagine my action was prompted by a deeper reverence than the answer it met
with.
I am much relieved to hear
that. Are you a stranger here?
I can neither say yes nor no
to that. I did live in the neighbourhood some ten years ago for a few months,
and commenced what I believe were the first meetings on the Common in
connection with Mount Pisgah Church. Since that time I have been living out
west until the last few days.
Then you are a true believer
in the Lord Jesus Christ?
I trust I am.
And have been baptised?
I hope so.
But you know whether you are
or not.
A man may easily say whether
he has been baptised with water, which is the baptism of John, but the baptism
of Christ is by the Holy Ghost, of which confession is better made by the
life than the lip.
But every lip must confess
that Jesus is the Lord, and if you are not in a position to make such
confession you are not safe, my friend, and I pray you to be reconciled to
God that you may be beyond all doubt.
I have neither affirmed nor
denied anything, but I have expressed a hope that those who know me may find I
have been baptised with a better baptism than water. Would you have me say
more, imitate those against whom Christ warned us - who blew a trumpet when
about to confess their holiness? Is such a confession honouring to God? I
think not!
My dear friend, I am sadly
afraid that you are like the rich young ruler - very near to the kingdom but
lacking in some one thing.
Dont be afraid my good
fellow. I may only be able to say Sibboleth where you say Sibboleth, but I
am an Israelite of the greater empire after all.
Ah! you must not be too sure
of that, for whoever shall keep the whole law and yet offend in one point, he
is guilty of all.
I am afraid if you are going
to insist on such punctiliousness in the letter, neither you nor I will be
able to stand there - and what the examination of our conformity to the spirit
will reveal I fear to think.
Ah! now I begin to see your
danger. You are leaning too much to your own understanding. Dont do it, I pray
you; it is a fallacy of hell and will bring you down to destruction. But why do
you smile at me? Surely this is a matter too serious for levity.
There is but little levity
about me in the discussion of this subject, I can assure you, but I cannot
refrain from smiling at the difficulty you give me in finding what position you
hold in the proclamation of truth. I tried to imagine that you might be a
prophet until you insisted on the observance of the jot and tittle of the law,
but since all the true prophets repudiated the sacrifices as never commanded
nor sanctioned by God, you cannot belong to them; and your last remark provoked
my smile because it makes it equally certain you can neither belong to the
disciples nor apostles.
I hope - yea, I know I do.
Then why do you ask me to
renounce my own understanding as a fallacy of hell, while you have to lean upon
your own before you can know that you are safe?
Ah, well, my brother, I see
just where you are, and of course you are not able to discern the deep things
of God, but I will pray for you that your eyes may be opened, and that the Holy
Spirit will lead you into these mysteries after which you are no doubt feeling
if haply you may find them. In the meantime - but really I should have said
that my name is Daniel Aucott - pardon me, I have no card with me - and your
name is -
Ernest Pawley - handing his
card.
Ah, yes, to be sure. Now let
me ask if you intend to carry out your promise to speak on the Common next
Sunday?
Yes, certainly I shall.
Wont you allow me to dissuade
you?
Why do you wish to do so?
Because I am convinced you do
not hold the truth in its simplicity, and I wish in all faithfulness to prevent
the spread of error.
Pawley smiled again with
good-natured forbearance upon his judge, but seeing the pain it occasioned he
instantly cut it short.
Dont be alarmed, he replied
reassuringly. If it has been given to you to look after the strawberry roots
in the Masters garden, dont forget that there are vines, and peaches, and
roses also to be attended to. Your dressing and method of cultivation will not
suit the fruit I have to look after, and I perceive that mine will not do for
yours; but go on with your work, and may the Lord of the harvest bless you with
an abundant increase.
He will do so; He has promised
to do it already. But I am anxious for yourself -
I know it, my friend; but you
look after your strawberries, I will be careful for the peaches.
But I want to give you one
word of advice if you will hear it.
With pleasure - what is it?
Dont be influenced too much
by Dance. He wont do you any good.
You need not fear for that. He
will have to change considerably before he and I will be able to work side by
side in the same vineyard.
Not that I would have you
think for one moment that I doubt his soundness in the faith - that is established
far beyond all dispute; but he has such an unfortunate relish for vulgar
jokes as you heard just now. He is carried away by it, and it makes him very objectionable
occasionally.
Any man who can stoop to make
a jest of the crucifixion, Pawley replied sternly, is not only void of
Christian faith, but also the rudiments of common decency. No, sir; Dance and I
will have but little in common, I can promise you.
Still you must not forget that
he is one of the brethren, and a splendid authority on Christian evidences
when he is serious. But you are never sure but that some coarseness will come
out and spoil everything.
But why do you allow such a
man to occupy that position?
You are not the first who has
asked that same question; I will give you our reason for it in order that you
may understand the man, and also have an idea how to deal with him. He is
exceedingly hard to manage, but very valuable in his ability to draw a crowd.
Hundreds of men stand to hear him who would never come on the Common if he was
not there, and we hope by some means to drop the good seed into their hearts.
And you are under the
impression that his methods assist you?
Who shall limit the power of
God? he asked.
Do you imagine God will
associate Himself with such vulgarities - that He is so far overpowered to lend
countenance to dishonouring travesties in order to extend His kingdom?
We dont know. His thoughts
are higher than our thoughts, and Dance can do good work when he keeps himself
in hand; but hes a man with an iron will, and refuses to take any advice. More
than once, when spoken to for his own good and the welfare of the cause, he has
threatened to leave us and join the Socialists or Secularists, and what should
we do if he was to throw in his lot with our enemies?
What would you do? asked
Pawley, feeling no little contempt for those who were ready and willing to
sacrifice Christ and truth rather than encounter the ridicule and opposition of
a vulgar despot. Ill tell you what you would do - get back to Christ for the
necessary power to destroy such a blatant prophet, and cleanse Christianity of
at least one hindrance to progress.
But see the responsibility we
should incur in cutting such a one adrift. The man is sound in his belief, and
in that is the evidence that God has begun His good work in him; where may such
a man be sheltered and protected, until God shall perfect his salvation, if not
in the Church?
Then make him keep quiet until
such time as he can speak with reverence.
Ay, my friend, when you know
the man you will know how impossible it is to make him do anything. It is one
of his frequent boasts that he would rather rule in hell than serve in heaven,
and I honestly believe he would, therefore we have to be careful how we deal
with him.
And you mean to tell me that,
knowing all this about the man, you consent to him representing Christianity to
those for whose salvation you are honestly working? Would Christ allow him
to do so when He insists that among the disciples he that would be greatest
shall be the servant of all? Is not the mind of Dance in this respect the very
sin you impute to the devil, and the boast he makes was that of Lucifer.
Now you see our difficulty in
dealing with him; still, no one can deny but that he is a true believer.
So are the devils, and appear
to possess a virtue in excess of Dance - they believe and tremble, but they are
not disciples.
Let me most earnestly warn you
not to judge, remembering the Saviours words that with what judgment ye
judge, ye shall be judged again.
And I am willing to be so
judged, replied Pawley, boldly, and would much prefer to be condemned for an
excess of zeal in defending the kingdom than for an unfaithful acquiescence in
keeping a wolf among the sheep. Every true disciple of Christ is either a
watchman upon the walls or a shepherd guarding the fold; we are responsible for
the approach of enemies and the protection of the sheep. We have been cautioned
of the tactics of the enemy - that he will even transform himself into an
angel of light in the furtherance of his purpose to enter the kingdom and
destroy the flock. But we have an infallible test by which we can tear off
every mask and defy every assault and stratagem - By their fruits ye shall
know them.. If a man have not the Spirit of Christ he is none of His. Was
Christ coarse and vulgar in His conversations? In listening to His discourses
are you kept in doubt as to whether His next sentence will call a blush to your
cheek? And can you call yourselves loyal to the charge He has given to
you, faithful to God, to Christ and the flock over which you are supposed to
watch, true to the lost and wayward you are commissioned to bring in, when you
allow this man to turn even the crucifixion to ridicule in order to gain a
laugh from those who have no interest in your labours, even though they are not
actively leagued against you?
But may we not have a beam in our
own eye that we should attend to before we turn to the mote our brother is
suffering from?
Yes, my brother, if you are
conscious of such an impediment or affection, get to the Oculist at once and
have it removed; perhaps it is such an affliction which prevents you discerning
the difference between a wolf and a sheep; neither do you seem able to
understand the havoc a man like Dance is making among the flock.
But you forget that we have
the merciful provision of prayer, which God has graciously promised to hear and
answer. We may not be able to discover of ourselves, but if we ask of God who
giveth liberally and unbraideth not, we shall receive all things and be guided
according to His glorious will and purpose.
That is a very pretty
sophistry, just such a one as the foolish virgins might have gone to sleep
under - a kind of unlawful back door to the faith through which individual
responsibility is rolled, under the impression that it falls on to the
shoulders of God; but the imagination is as far from the truth as hell is from
heaven. Prayer is a function given to man as a resort and refuge when he has
done all he can and exhausted all the powers and energies, all the means and
capabilities with which God has endowed him. It is not an excuse for laziness,
or a shelter from responsibility. We are to work in the vineyard, and our toil
becomes a prayer eloquent with faith in the harvest which must be given by God.
Without the ploughing how can we look to the reaping; without the sowing shall
we ever see the golden grain? Just so in the world of souls - whatsoever we sow
that shall we also reap; but if we pray instead of sowing, if we cry unto God
instead of watching, if we say Lord, Lord in place of restoring the fences,
sad will it be for us when the Master returns to demand an account of our
stewardship. It needs no answer to prayer to tell you what this man is
doing. Lift up your eyes and see, and, to quote one of your own arguments as
used by Christ, let me say - He that is faithless in that which is least will
also be faithless in that which is much.
Now you are getting on to
dangerous and treacherous ground when you wish to take the power and guidance
from the hands of God into your own. Ah, my friend, purge your mind from any
idea that you can obtain justification by works, for by the works of the law
shall no man living be justified; but blessed be God, Jesus has done it all.
There is our only hope.
How proud He must feel,
replied Pawley, with a touch of irony in his voice, when He reviews His
soldiers of the cross - men who wear His livery, bear His arms, feed upon His
bounty, revel in His mercies, but who refuse to draw a sword or encounter an
enemy in His cause, excusing themselves by saying We are very weak - the
captain does all the fighting! Aucott, if you are right I am wrong; and if so
I will promise you I will laugh one day at the sarcasm of Jesus when, pointing
to you and your friends, He shall say to the world of unbelievers - These are
they who came out of great tribulation. Good day, for I imagine it will be as
impossible to agree with you as with Dance.
It is an unwritten rule on
Brixham Common that persons engaged in private conversation shall not stand.
When therefore Aucott and Pawley entered into their argument, not a few who had
followed the stranger with their eyes gathered round, anxious to measure his
calibre and form an idea of the prospects for his attack on Dance on the next
Sunday. Aucott was well known and the argument was left strictly to the two,
but as Pawley withdrew from the man with a mission he heard someone remark,‑
He put Aucott in a tight
corner once or twice, and Dance wont have it all his own way.
CHAPER XXXVII
THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST
The prospect of a debate on
Brixham Common was always sure to draw a crowd; but when a stranger came
forward with a determination to lower the colours of the invincible Dance, and
a week had been allowed for preparation and advertisement, it is not surprising
that a most unusual assembly waited impatiently for the opening of the
argumentative combat.
Dance, who would be called upon
to defend himself on this occasion, was well known, and a casual acquaintance
with his vigorous style and methods was, as a rule, sufficient to advise most
would-be debaters to leave his tenure of the post of champion unchallenged. But
the exception had at length arisen; a man had thrown down the gauntlet
respecting whose capacity for the encounter opinion was somewhat divided. Those
who had heard him deal with Aucott on the previous Sunday were convinced he
would make a fair fight, but Aucott had not the power of ridicule and satire
upon which Dance replied to defend himself when argument failed; and the
question in dispute was whether the new man possessed any equivalent to this
harbour of refuge into which the theologian so frequently retreated. Among
the frequenters of the Common there were not a few who would rejoice to see
Dance go under, but they doubted whether the stranger was able to carry off the
laurel the D.D. had so long and loudly prided himself on wearing. But the
champion was void of doubt. In confidence lay his strength. The fight was upon
his own ground, which gave him a great advantage. His opponent was unknown,
practically friendless, and not acquainted with the peculiarities of the place
and people - all of which were trifles, but important trifles which could be
turned to account by Dance to discount any weight of argument or unexpected
tricks the new man might have up his sleeve; and at the thought of these the
stentorian orator kept his dark face comparatively bright with cunning smiles
weighted with unspoken purposes and determination.
He had taken a prominent stand
in front of the chair Pawleys sons had already placed in a favourable
position, and around him stood a few doubtful friends, prepared to encourage
his banter if the new man was overmatched, or equally ready to laugh and
ridicule should Goliath go down before the sling of David. Charnel, evidently
nervous as to the issue, occupied the busy centre of a group, but the office of
commander-in-chief of the defenders of the faith had been deputed to a
mercurial man named Blewitt, an agent of the Evangelisation Mission who
had a very disagreeable habit of foaming at the mouth when in the least
excited, which tended to make speech with him anything but pleasant. Like a
knowing general he broke his forces up into small parties and stationed them in
such scattered positions as to make their lungs available when called into service;
for it was a foregone conclusion that the man who differed from Dance was an
enemy to the truth.
Blissfully unconscious of the
commotion he had so innocently occasioned, as the hour of three approached,
Pawley leisurely walked across the Common with Elinor upon his arm, contrasting
the scene with their experience of former times and speculating as to the
outcome of this new departure. As they neared the great crowd he made as if to
turn aside, and looked around to ascertain where his sons had found a place for
his domestic platform.
Ere yar, mister; Dance is
a-waitin for yer, cried a youth, and Ernest for the first time realised that
he was the one expectation of the concourse, at the size of which he had
already wondered.
The people quietly divided,
looking curiously and critically at him as he passed through then closed their
ranks and drew together in their desire to hear what he had to say, and how he
was able to say it.
At once he removed his hat and
stepped upon the chair, from the vantage ground of which he was able to form a
better opinion of the size of his meeting. His cheek blanched perceptibly, an
incident Dance noticed, and smiled to think that his opponent already repented
the step he had taken. But
Tis better far that confidence
should wait
Than raise its home upon some
unknown land,
Or it may prove that where we
hoped for rock
We only built upon a bed of sand.
It was not a sense of
nervousness but responsibility, not repentance but joy, not pride but
gratitude, that thrilled him and occasioned the passing pallor, and Dance had
scarcely time to congratulate himself before he was disillusioned by the smile
which passed over Pawleys face; and almost already transformed under the
influence of an inspiration which came from the internally-whispered assurance,
Fear not, for I am with thee, he quietly opened his shoulders and prepared
to speak.
Gentlemen, perhaps one word of
personal explanation may not be out of place before proceeding to the
question I have promised to discuss this afternoon. To most - to nearly all of
you I am a perfect stranger; but it is due to myself to say that I am not
altogether so to the Common on which we meet. Some ten years ago it was my
privilege, under the auspices of Mount Pisgah Church, to hold the first
meetings of a consecutive Christian character very near to the spot on
which we now stand, which meetings actually proved to be the seed from which
all this activity has arisen. To say that after so long an absence I am glad to
find such a result on my return, is but feebly to express my feelings, because
even the utterance of the folly of fools provokes wise men to answer with words
of wisdom that truth may be preserved. And though, with the freedom and
facilities to be found here, one cannot expect to find a Solomon in every would
be orator, it cannot be otherwise than some amount of good should result from
all the discussions to which you listen from time to time. Speculative ideas
are examined from every side, theories propounded and inquired into,
propositions analysed, reforms suggested, truth made more clear and
established. All this not only tends to pass away a pleasant hour, but leaps to
the development of our minds and assists in the betterment of humanity.
There was a time - fortunately
it now lies far behind us - when such a sight as that which lies before my
eyes was an impossibility, when a creed-bound and tyrannical church kept its
iron grip upon the liberty of thought, and freedom of speech was an offence to
be answered by the argument of the faggot and the rack. Thank God those days
are gone for ever so far as England is concerned! And yet I cannot forget that
such days might have been our heritage but for the courageous efforts and
self-sacrificing energies of our forefathers, who have handed down to us the
torch of truth for us to carry forward into the yet fuller liberty wherewith it
is destined to make all nations free.
Great names had they, but
greater souls -
True heroes of their age –
That like a rock in stormy seas
Defied th opposing rage.
When we recall the almost
superhuman task they accomplished, when we think of the changes they wrought,
when we regard the results already attained, and the superior position in which
we stand as the reward of their indomitable heroism, can we be false to the
ideals which they conceived, to the hopes which thrilled their bosoms, and the
truths for which they so nobly laid down their lives?
You, like myself, gentlemen,
have enough of the old time British blood coursing in your veins to answer No.
Your presence on this Common, Sunday after Sunday, is an eloquent affirmation
of the fact.
One of the principal
contributing causes to the liberty and advancement of our days has been the
breaking of the temporal despotism of the Church, giving education over to a
secular stewardship. With this the doors of opportunity have been thrown widely
open and civilisation crowned with intelligence is marching forward towards the
consummation of truth and righteousness. The Church is no longer the monopolist,
or even the arbiter of learning; the Press has usurped the educational function
of the pulpit, and even in sacred matters the clerics are often found to be
inferior in logic and wisdom to many a secular professor.
But the ghost of old
theological infallibility refuses to be laid. It haunts the houses of
convocation and nonconformist councils equally with the Vatican. Bunyans
toothless, gibbering, impotent pope still mutters its angry threats as the
pilgrims march by; and though in the enjoyment of your freedom, and in the
exercise of your intelligence, you have refused to assemble where harmless and
superstitious anathemas may be hurled at your heads, preferring rather to look
upon the works and wonders of God as recorded in the book of nature, or to
listen to the logic that boasts no other inspiration than that of common sense,
it follows you even here in the fantastic masquerade of servile dupes who
delight to expose their slavish ignorance.
So much I discovered last
Sunday when I renewed my acquaintance with Brixham Common -
And you got more than you
wanted. Ignorant fools as we are you met your
match, cried Dance, who had been impatiently waiting for a fitting opportunity
to break in upon the discourse which was attracting an attention he was only
too anxious to disturb.
Pawley paused at the instant he
heard the voice, and listened patiently - pleasantly - to what his opponent had
to advance, and when it was perfectly clear that the interjection was finished,
he resumed with the same calm and easy style he had hitherto maintained.
If it suits your humour
better, gentlemen, I am willing to admit that I did meet my match and struck
it. This quiet thrust - perhaps all the more potent because so quietly
delivered - brought out a ringing cheer, which the speaker only appeared to
notice as an opportunity to wipe the perspiration from his face before
resuming. But the effect it produced upon the meeting was magical, and if Dance
had not caught its significance, there were few others who were not convinced
that the match would not prove to be very unequal so far as the new man
was concerned.
The little spark it produced -
Only flickering for a moment - was enough to set my soul on fire, and under the
warmth of its glow I am with you to-day to speak of a truth far in excess of
the ability of any editorial pen to do justice to - and I am equally certain it
is beyond the power of certain humorous, barnyard, wallowing, grunting animals
to appreciate; and their attempt to discourse upon such subjects is only an
insult to intelligence and a caricature of reason.
It was a merciless castigation,
delivered with coolest deliberation, rousing the audience to a perfect fury of
delight, as stroke after stroke from that whip of small cords fell upon the
shoulders of the great D.D. And here let it be said that though Pawley never
resented but rather encouraged honest and honourable inquiries during his
discourses, even though the thread of his argument was interrupted thereby
for the moment, he would never tolerate such tactics as Dance was intending to
adopt. Such interruptions had to be cut short, and the one attempt convinced
the champion that discretion was the better part of valour, who much to the
chagrin of his satellites determined to allow Pawley to go on.
The speaker, feeling assured
that he might now proceed without further danger of interruption - an immunity
he was anxious to secure for the sake of his argument - at once set himself to
deal with his subject.
Some of you will remember that
at the close of an address last Sunday a question was asked, What does the
speaker mean by the blood of Christ? It may have been asked in a captious
spirit, with a view of calling forth such a scene as the one we witnessed; or
it may have been asked with an honest desire to hear some explanation of a
difficulty which has been present to the minds of every honest inquirer from
the early days of the Church until now, but has not yet received a satisfactory
answer. Whatever the motive of the questioner might be I will not attempt
to say; but the question itself is one in which every intelligent man has an
interest, and one upon which the widest expression of reverent
opinion may be advantageously courted. It lies at the very foundation of all
doctrinal disagreements; it marks the divisions of our churches, is the fundamental
cause of sectarian struggles; the unreasonable, illogical and superstitious
ignorance which has been, and is still, claimed for the orthodox contention on
this point, is driving intelligent people from the Church, and, instead of extending
the kingdom of our Lord and His Christ, is sowing the tares of Agnosticism
broadcast and fostering in the minds of the people a healthy contempt for
all ideas of religion.
I want you to understand me
very clearly when I say that I have not come among you in any way as an
infallible dogmatist. I make no claim to being wiser than others, nor any
pretension to being the equal of those men who have established a claim of
intellect among the leaders of thought. I simply ask for a reverent and free
discussion of these matters which present difficulties to our minds, and
having thought and studied this question in my own way, I have aspired to open
a discussion in which I hope it will be found possible for us to mutually
assist each other; and in doing so I am encouraged by the recollection that it
is occasionally the purpose of God to use the foolish things of this world
to confound the mighty, and the things that are not to bring to naught the
things that are.
Before we can hope to receive
any satisfactory answer to our inquiry it is absolutely necessary that we
obtain some idea as to the origin and practices of the Hebrews in which the
blood had any part, because the root of our inquiry lies there, and our
decision must be arrived at in consonance with what we find in Jewish law,
which Christ declared He came to fulfil and not to destroy. The slightest
acquaintance with Hebrew history makes us conscious of the very sacred
reverence with which the blood was regarded as the seat of life For the
life of the flesh is in the blood. For this reason it was prohibited under the
severest penalty as an article of food in any form, the law prescribing - Moreover,
ye shall eat no manner of blood, whether it be of fowl or of beast, in any of
your dwellings. Whatsoever soul it shall be that eateth any manner of blood,
even that soul shall be cut off from his people.
I am not anxious to draw
inferences prematurely, but while this law and estimate is fresh in our
memories we may ask ourselves the question whether Christ in His fulfilment of
this law would be likely to give to the cup of the Last Supper the physical
interpretation we heard on this Common last Sunday? I mention the point merely
in order that it may not be lost, but at present have no wish to draw any
conclusion therefrom.
Now, having established the
sanctity with which the blood was regarded, we may pass on to notice the double
use to which it was put in the Levitical economy. This distinction is as new to
our western thought, so far as I am aware, as it is important, and in the
appreciation of the difference lies the key to understanding the true attitude
of the Christ to the world. Let me therefore ask you to follow me carefully.
There are six different offerings for which animal sacrifices were, by some
authority, ordained and made; these are to be divided into two classes, in the
first of which are five and in the second one. The five are the Sin-Offering,
Trespass-Offering, Burnt-Offering, Peace-Offering and the Atonement. In
each of these cases, with a minor reservation in the case of the
Peace-Offering, the blood of the animal slain was thrown upon or at the foot of
the altar. But the important point for you and I to notice to-day is this, that
the whole of this class of sacrifices is repudiated again and again by both
psalmists and prophets as never being ordained or sanctioned by God. The voice
of the Bible is more authoritative than mine, and I ask your careful attention
to what it says. There are few of you to whom these words of Isaiah will be
unfamiliar: To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices unto Me? saith
the Lord; I am full of burnt offerings or rams, and the fat of fed beasts; and
I delight not in the blood of bullocks or of lambs or of he-goats. When ye come
to appear before Me, who hath required this at your hands to tread My courts?
Jeremiah makes the same repudiation: Thus saith the Lord of Hosts, the God of
Israel; put your burnt-offerings unto your sacrifices and eat flesh. For I
spake not unto your fathers nor commanded them in the day that I brought them
out of the land of Egypt concerning burnt-offerings or sacrifices. But this
thing commanded I them, saying, Obey my voice and I will be your God, and ye
shall be My people. It were easy for me to go on and repeat the confirmations
of Samuel, Hosea, Amos, Micah, and others to these declarations, but in the
mouths of two witnesses let this be established on behalf of the prophets. From
the Psalmist I also cull a double testimony to the same effect: Sacrifice and
offering Thou didst not desire; mine ears hath Thou opened; burnt-offering and
sin-offering hast Thou not required. For Thou desirest not sacrifice, else
would I give it; Thou delightest not in burnt-offering. The sacrifices of God
are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, Thou wilt not despise.
Shall I add to these the twice-uttered declaration of the Christ, I will have
mercy and not sacrifice. And finally the apostolic affirmation that It
is not possible that the blood of bulls and of goats should take away sins.
All these passages are not
read from a Bible I have forged for the purposes of my argument; they are from
the old book which you and I have loved from infancy, they are the consistent
and unbroken testimony of inspired and authorised messengers of God who
spake as they were moved by the Holy Ghost, bearing witness to the fact that
the doctrine of a vicarious atonement for sin is a fable of mans invention,
and affirming the everlasting truth which is founded in righteousness that
The soul that sinneth it shall die. The son shall not bear the iniquity of the
father, neither shall the father bear the iniquity of the son; the
righteousness of the righteous shall be upon him, and the wickedness of the
wicked shall be upon him.
But there is yet a way of
escape for the sinner. There is another use to which blood was put among the
Hebrews, a recognised ordinance - not a sacrifice steadfast and sure,
and this we have yet to consider. We to a large extent have learned to forget
one of the aspects in which the Old Testament speaks of God in some three
hundred instances. Shall I say it is the most important aspect in which we can
regard Him? If I did I should be able to find good warranty for so doing in the
fact that it has been chosen as the most adequate and suitable designation to
give to the two parts of Holy Scripture, as the Old and New Testament: Know
therefore that the Lord thy God He is God, the faithful God, which keepeth
covenant and mercy with them that love Him and keep His commandments to a
thousand generations.
It is the use of blood in its
covenant aspect we have now to consider.
What is a covenant? It is a
contract entered into between two parties, whereby each is bound to perform and
observe a certain agreement under stipulated conditions, which compact is
ratified by a seal or oath.
When God brought Abram out
from his fathers house he entered into a covenant with the patriarch to give
him the land of Canaan and make of him a great nation, as the stars of Heaven
for multitude. If we turn to the record we shall learn something of the process
by which these covenants were made. God said unto him: I am the Lord that
brought thee out of Ur of the Chaldees to give thee this land to inherit it.
And he said: Lord God, whereby shall I know that I shall inherit it? And he
said unto him: Take Me an heifer of three years old, and a she-goat of three
years old, and a ram of three years old, and a turtle-dove, and a young pigeon.
And he took unto him all these, and divided them in the midst, and laid each
piece, one against (opposite to) the other . . . . and it came to pass
that when the sun went down, and it was dark, behold a smoking furnace, and a
burning lamp that passed between those pieces. This burning torch passing
between the divided pieces was the symbol of God confirming the covenant,
a custom observed on all occasions, and during the passage the contracting
parties took solemn oath that they might be so divided if they broke their
pledge. This solemn covenant observance is referred to by Jeremiah where
speaking for the Lord he says, And I will give the men that have transgressed
my covenant, which have not performed the words of the covenant which they had
made before me, when they cut the calf in twain, and passed between the parts
thereof . . . I will even give them into the hands of their enemies, and into
the hand of them that seek their life.
When the covenant was a verbal
one, usually a pillar of witnesses was set up, but in this instance the sign
was to be the birth of an heir out of due time; if the covenant was inscribed
the document and contracting parties were all sprinkled with the blood of
the divided victim, the flesh of which was prepared for the covenant
feast, of which both parties ate, and thus were mystically bound together
eating of the one flesh and being sprinkled by the one blood.
When Israel became a nation,
and God had so far fulfilled His covenant made to Abram, which included their
redemption from Egypt, all the promises made to the patriarchs individually
were brought together and a more explicit form of covenant was entered into
between God and the people of Sinai. Moses and all the elders of the people
went into the mount, where the words of the covenant and the judgments were
written down, and they builded an altar under the hill, and twelve pillars
according to the twelve tribes of Israel. I am particularly anxious just
here that you should observe that no special sacrifice is offered in connection
with this covenant, but the blood of sacrifices offered before the law is made
known is used for the purpose; Moses sent young men of the children of Israel,
which offered burnt-offerings and peace-offerings of oxen unto the Lord (two of
the repudiated sacrifices which had long been offered), and Moses took half of
the blood and put it in basins, and half of the blood he sprinkled on the altar
(the symbol of God). And he took the book of the covenant and read in the
audience of the people; and they said, All that the Lord hath said will we do,
and be obedient. And Moses took the blood, and sprinkled it on the people, and
said, Behold the blood of the covenant which the Lord hath made with you concerning
these words.
I have been thus careful to
lay before you these two uses of the blood among the Hebrews in the very words
of Scripture, because it is necessary we understand these before we can
intelligently grasp the position and meaning of Christ and be able to
comprehend the fulness of His words when He said, at the institution of the
last supper - This is My blood of the New Testament. The very words new
covenant silence all doubt at once and for ever; it is used in a covenantal
and not a sacrificial sense.
But we must not miss the
relationship which Christ held to the old covenant, nor fail to observe in what
way it was essentially destroyed and necessitated a new one. In Me shall all
the families of the earth be blessed, was the deeply-veiled promise of God to
Abraham. Was not Christ the fulfilment thereof? In Him the covenant of God with
David is kept, and through Him might not the glory of Jerusalem have been
restored and perpetuated. God was true though Israel had been faithless. He
came unto His own but they received him not, and when the Jewish nation
confirmed the choice of their leaders by the acceptance of Barrabbas in lieu of
the Christ whom they would not have to reign over them, the old covenant was
destroyed, not by God, but by the Jews. Christ fore-knew this at the Paschal
supper and entered into a new covenant sealed in His own blood - the blood of
the living vine to which both Matthew and John refer, and this is the blood of
sprinkling that speaketh better things than that of Abel.
It is a new covenant, not a
sacrifice in the Jewish sense, which the Christ made, and the whole gospel is
so declared in a testamentary form, hedged around by the covenanted conditions
that it is almost incredible how we can escape them. Notice the two parts. Take
the beatitudes - the poor in spirit receive the kingdom of heaven, they that
hunger after righteousness shall be filled, the pure in heart shall see God.
Later on we hear Christ declare Come, and I will receive you; With what
measure ye mete it shall be measured to you again; Ye are My friends if ye do
whatsoever I command you; If ye abide in Me and My words abide in you, ye
shall ask what ye will and it shall be done unto you; If we suffer with Him
we shall also reign with Him. From the commencement of His ministry to its
close, and even afterwards in His messages to John in the revelation, the same
covenanting relationship is maintained, and in neither parable, sermon nor
prayer of the Masters is there a single word that can honestly be interpreted
in the light of substitution.
With this re-setting and
restoration of the original truth of the gospel, as I believe it to be,
appealing alike to heart and intellect, it only requires one more word from me
to answer the question I have steadily kept in mind through the whole of my
argument. What do I mean by the blood of Jesus Christ which cleanseth from all
sin? We will be consistent, for it is not necessary that we should seek to
destroy the law, therefore we may still read for the blood is the life
thereof, and at once we have the very significant reply that the life of Jesus
Christ emulated by you and I cleanseth from all sin. He was without sin, and as
we become like Him who was our example we too shall be cleansed and sanctified,
entering upon the heritage of the saints which is everlasting life, and
death - the penalty of sin - shall not come nigh unto us. Such life which we
are called to live is the light of Christ shining into the dark corners of the
earth to lead the lost and erring home; it is the magnetic omnipotence of
consecrated love realising in the disciple the promise of the Master - And I
if I be lifted up will draw all men unto Me.
For such a living religion,
transforming mankind into a host of ministering spirits, breathing benedictions
as the sun pours forth light and heat, the music of whose footsteps shall be
symphonies of hope, whose touch shall be a balm to bind up the broken-hearted
and break the gyves of the captive, the world is waiting wearily to-day. The
system which now sits in the seat of Christ, using His name but possessing
nought of His spirit, has already reigned too long. We want the old Christ from
whose lips the old gospel fell, and the interest of the people will
instantly revive. He would be as welcome among the common people of London
to-day as among the crowds of Galilee twenty centuries gone by. It is the
sycophantic nostrum blasphemously called a gospel from which you turn away in
disgust and contempt; it is the old unchangeable, ever-loving prophet of
Nazareth for whom all men are seeking still. Let His pure gospel sound forth
from heart and life, in example and precept, in church and office, in chapel
and Stock Exchange, in home and workshop, from pastor and people, from deacon
and member, and at once tension, estrangement, suspicion and strife will cease
between the classes; let it become the moving power of Parliament and every
political difficulty will solve itself; let it become the standard of
international diplomacy, and we shall touch the angelic ideal Peace on earth,
goodwill to men.
He had finished, having spoken
for a full hour with calm but fluent deliberation. There was no effort or
attempt to secure any advantage by oratorical effect, but every word was
weighted with the conviction of truth. He was well assured that his argument
travelled over new and debatable ground to his hearers, though it could not be
doubted that he himself had often traversed it before, and the familiarity
with which he used his Bible at every step, disdaining anything in the shape of
a note or memorandum, carried confidence towards conviction.
It was a wondrously strange and
daring argument to put forward, with deliberate intent setting itself to the
destruction of the whole theological edifice and demanding a
reconstruction upon an entirely new basis. And yet, was it quite certain that
it was a new basis, or only a rediscovery and resurrection of the old discarded
foundations? There was a firmness and solidarity about the proposition, the
intense fervour which only comes of truth in the way the argument was enforced,
the strange confirmatory evidence of Bible utterance, combining to demand
further thought and consideration before one would dare to reply. The new man
had certainly come with a new argument, and with logical cogency he had
expounded it, with a modesty which was not lost upon the thoughtful part of his
audience, not a few of whom were impressed with the idea that his coming would
mark an era in the discussion of religious opinions and teachings on Brixham
Common.
As the speaker ceased, quietly
handing his Bible to his son, but retaining his stand in anticipation of the
criticisms he was prepared to receive, there was a general movement throughout
the audience, such as one is accustomed to see when a lengthy spell is broken,
and almost every man looked with silent significance at his neighbour, but said
nothing. There was a marked absence of the usual clamour to secure the first
question.
Now, Dance, cried someone,
presently, hurry up and let him have it.
But the great D.D. was still
standing in the position he had maintained for the last half-hour, with his
arms folded across his chest and his eyes intent upon the ground. He was
thinking and the call to action was unheeded.
Hes sick, an wants to go
home to his ma, cried someone from the opposite quarter.
This produced a guffaw at the
expense of the champion, but he evidently did not hear it.
Suppose your new idea of
religion could be accepted, asked a well-known agitator, how would it
bring about a settlement of the dispute between Capital and Labour?
It would enforce a recognition
of the golden rule Whatsoever ye would that a man should do to you do ye
even so to him. A man who did not order his life in accordance with this would
not be admissible to a Christian communion, and absence from it would
entail a penalty of distinction few men would care to pay. Righteousness would
thus become valuable for itself, and morality a habit rather than a profession.
How would it affect the Land
Question? asked a Socialist.
It would assert that the earth
is the Lords and the fulness thereof; the world and they that dwell therein.
It would establish a universal brotherhood in righteousness and justice,
on a wider, broader and purer basis than that of the Social Democratic
Federation, in which responsibilities and considerations would be regarded
by the law of love rather than a rigid right.
Will it secure an equal
distribution of wealth? asked a very pronounced neer-do-well.
Most certainly not! This
brought out a warm expression of approval from an audience who followed
keenly to see the practical application of the Christianity he advocated. It
would secure to every man, under any circumstances, all the necessities of
life, and after that equality of opportunity for all. Signal labours and noteworthy
services would secure commensurate acknowledgment, or there would be no
incentive to progress and development. On the other hand, the drones in the
human hive would be compelled to perform their portion of the aggregate duty.
There are weightier matters
than those of labour and politics involved in your blasphemous utterances of
this afternoon, cried Charnel at this point. He had been waiting for Dance to
lead the attack as arranged, but the champion had evidently met his match, or
was not in a debating humour until he had digested the discourse, and Charnel
could no longer restrain his impetuosity, but rushed towards the speaker,
followed by a small band of adherents, who were thus unitedly able to force
their way through the crowd. We have committed to us a gospel in the full
enjoyment of which our fathers have lived and died, and under the influence of
which we have been brought from the powers of darkness into the marvellous
light of God. That gospel I am now prepared to defend with my life if need
be, and I challenge you to deny this declaration of Scripture, which I call
upon every young man within sound of my voice to hear as the word of the living
God: Who in his own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we
having died to sin, might live unto righteousness; by whose stripes we are
healed.
There was a loud shout of
partisan applause in encouragement of this opening attack upon the
heretic, which Pawley made no attempt to suppress.
There is no man upon this
Common, he began, perhaps with even more deliberation than he had yet used, or
it might be that it only appealed to be so in contrast with the wild excitement
of Charnel; there is no man upon this Common more conscious of the fact that
we differ widely in our opinions than I am myself. Still, gentlemen, we each
have a right to our own, and there is no need to grow excited in the
discussion. (There was a slight interruption, but he wisely ignored it.) I
shall not think of accepting Mr. Charnels challenge to deny the declaration he
quotes - it is in the epistle of Peter and therefore undeniable. But though I
do not deny the passage, I am at liberty to disagree with the interpretation he
would put upon it. I ask you please, to hear me, and I will listen to you again
in turn.
Jesus identified Himself with
us, but never substituted Himself for us, and in this sense He bore our
sin (the penalties, grievances and the sufferings natural to the human body) in
His own body, not that we might not suffer, because if we suffer with Him we
shall also reign with Him, but in order to be an example, and show to us that
death itself has no power to hold a righteous man. The covenant condition is
distinctly laid down in the passage - He dies that we, having died to sin,
might live again unto righteousness. Without our dying to sin and rising
again to righteousness His death is of no avail. How then can we find a substitution
here?
It is a lie of hell, and we
will have no more of it! shouted the enraged Charnel. Let all who are Christians
help me to overthrow the infidel!
With this he and his contingent
rushed the platform.
In such a crowd there is always
a number glad to indulge in a little horseplay, without a thought of anything
beyond the amusement of the moment, and such, joining their efforts to the
muscular Christianity, created a scene of riotous confusion and danger
more exemplary of the spirit of hell than heaven. Decent people at once fled in
all directions, and Pawley, thrown from his chair, which was broken to pieces
to emphasise their arguments, was speedily reduced to a blood-bespattered and
ragged condition, his wife and sons sharing his ill-treatment.
What the result would have been
before the fanatical zealots had finished it is hard to conjecture, but some
few of his audience, ashamed at such an outrage on civilisation, gathered to
the assistance of the two or three constables, and rescued him faint and
bleeding from his perilous position, after which they saw him home, free from
any other molestation than a yelling mob, in which Blewitt and Charnel were
prominent figures.
Towards the latter part of the
week Aucott called to see Pawley, with the ostensible purpose of ascertaining
if he had met with any serious mishap in the scuffle, and was honestly relieved
to find that beyond a few bruises and a scratch on one cheek he had sustained
no injury. Elinor had not seen their visitor before, and was not sure
whether his apparent speciousness was natural or simply a religious accretion.
She was not long, however, in assuring herself that the expressed purpose of
the visit had an ulterior supplement and watched carefully to discover what it
was.
After much nervous fidgeting it
began to show itself presently.
I suppose the experience of
last Sunday will prevent you going on the Common again.
Why so? queried Ernest,
lifting his brows in one of his mischievous smiles.
Because you see what a
dangerous course it is to pursue.
Oh! Yes! Perhaps it is, he
answered with soft, sarcastic reflection. I had not thought of that! I suppose
it was such a discovery as that that led the disciples to leave Jesus and
flee from Gethsemane. Let me see. I dont think I bear the name of any one of
the twelve. No! Then I dont see why I need follow their example. Then with
more pointed seriousness he resumed: Some time since I joined a small
brigade of the soldiers of the Cross, in whose instructions is found this order
‑
Where duty calls, or danger,
Be never wanting there.
In accordance with that, if
you think there is danger on the Common I must be there. What comes of it is
not my concern. I have to do my duty; results are in the hands of God.
I am very sorry to hear you
say that.
Sorry to hear that a man can
be faithful? Surely my ears have not heard aright.
It is your fidelity to an
erroneous cause I deplore, my dear friend.
Is it the cause of Jesus
Christ, or that of the worlds redemption which is wrong?
My dear Mr. Pawley, let me
assure you that I have the most affectionate interest in your welfare -
I believe you have.
Then do allow me to persuade
you. It is the cause of strife that is wrong - anything that promotes such
disturbances as we saw last Sunday cannot be right, and I pray you, for the
Masters sake, not to endanger a repetition.
Pawley smiled at the deluded
sophist.
There will be no danger if
they wait for me to commence the fight.
But they wont! Dont you see
that it is you that is in error?
I believe you honestly think
so, he replied, but unfortunately I am not able to agree with your conclusions.
But even though I am in error, it is not wise for your party to fight. An
intellectual position will never be established by physical arguments.
Brutality is not the progenitor of wisdom. Surely you know enough of history to
recall the fact that pitch, and fire, and lions, and racks, and fagots, and
torture, have all most ignominiously failed in the past, and in spite of all
the inventions and schemes of ignorance and superstition the blood of the
martyrs has become the seed of the church!
That is just our argument - or
rather I should say it is just their argument, for I want you to understand
that outside my own family no one knows that I have called upon you; and no one
will know it. Do you forget that the men who used all that violence used it
against the Church, and that is why it failed. Dont you see that you are doing
the same thing, and must meet with the same result?
I think I must have made a
mistake somewhere, replied Pawley, sinking again into his reflective mood. I
was thinking it was the Jewish Church that crucified Jesus Christ, and
afterwards did its best to exterminate His teaching; and I was also running my
head against the idea that it was the so-called Church of Christ that
instituted the Inquisition, carried out the massacre of St. Bartholomew, and
lighted the fires of Smithfield.
But those were false churches
opposing the new and true faith. You must not forget that.
And how are we to know that
such is not the case to-day?
Because we know that we have
the true faith recorded in the word of God.
The Jewish and the Roman
Churches were equally sure of the same thing, and were as honest in resisting
the new teachings as you and your friends are to-day. Dont you think it would
be more creditable to common sense if you learned wisdom from the failures of
the past and acknowledged the futility of brute force as an argument in
this discussion? Even if you are not willing to take the advice of Christ, and
let the wheat and tares grow together till the harvest, you might with
advantage listen to the suggestion of Gamaliel to refrain from these men
and let them alone; for if this counsel or this work be of men it will come to
nought; but if it be of God ye cannot overthrow it; lest haply ye be found even
to fight against God.
You make me tremble at your
ability to wrest the Scriptures, even though you are unwilling to take your own
advice.
How do you mean?
If you see there are so many
tares among the wheat, why dont you let them alone until the harvest?
I shall refrain from using any
brute force in plucking them up, which was Christs objection to their removal;
but if by turning the light of truth upon them I can cause them to wither,
while the wheat is strengthened, I am doing a worthy work.
So must we earnestly contend
for the faith once delivered to the saints.
We must all do that, my
friend; but it is well to make sure that it is such faith we are contending
for.
But we do know we have this
faith.
So did the Jewish and the Roman
Churches think they knew the same thing, but history has shown they were both
in error in their opposition to a further revelation.
But look at the bright
examples of the men the Church has produced.
God forbid that I should
forget such lives. But was there not an Enoch and an Abel before any church
existed; was there not a Simeon and an Anna in the Temple: a Thomas Kempis
and a Manning in the Church of Rome; cannot Hinduism boast a Gautama, and a
pagan faith a Socrates? All these and thousands of others may be named in
defence of the religions of their day equally with the saintly lives of to-day;
but the question is, are these brilliant examples fair and average specimens of
the product of the institutions to which they belonged, or did they rise to
their eminence because they were superior to, and in spite of the defects in
such communions?
But you must not mention
Socrates and Gautama in the same breath as Spurgeon or Moody.
No! I might have to apologise
to the ancients if I did so.
But they are heathens.
So were Abel and Enoch.
Oh, my friend, I tremble for
you - Enoch walked with God!
So did Socrates and Gautama as
closely as they were able in the light in which they lived.
But they had not the faith.
How do you know what was or was
not the faith for them? If we apply the standard of Christ to their lives and
judge of them by the fruits they have produced, both you and I may well envy
them. In spite of the faith we profess and rejoice in, my friend, your name and
mine will scarcely survive our decease as many days as theirs has stood
centuries; and being saints of God, from their immortality they still speak to
us.
But you appear to forget that
however charitably we may be disposed to look upon them as men, they are still
in their carnal nature and the carnal mind is at enmity with God. As men they
have been all that could be required, but without faith it is impossible to
please God!
Aucott, your religion is a
strange compound made up of pinches of truth ever varying and changing in order
to preserve its imagined infallibility, like the wonderful concoctions with
which children play at physics, in which both disease and remedy exist in the
minds of the actors, and only serve to illustrate the scope of juvenile
precocity. The faith and truth of Christ is wider than our comprehension can
reach; the words He spoke in the days of His flesh were literally to the sheep
of the Jewish fold, but the adaptation of their spirit may be applied to the
other folds of which He spoke - I say the adaptation of their spirit, giving
life and health and peace, but the binding cords of the letter, with
punctilious respect to its jots and tittles, brings death alike to your
religion and manliness. Try to get a wider outlook on God and you will be a happier
and more useful man.
As Pawley spoke, the face of
his visitor brightened, and for once almost entirely lost its wonted drawn and
haggard appearance. For the moment Pawley thought the sign was a hopeful one,
but it proved to be a mirage.
I am so glad you have been led
to refer to the children, he returned, with all the confidence of
advancing a conclusive argument, because from the mouths of babes and sucklings
God ordains praise; and your language is an admission that you are falling
beneath the power of the truth. Oh, my dear Mr. Pawley, dont resist it - yield
and obey. Your mind is wandering in the blackness of darkness which
characterised the pre-Reformation period; come out of it into the light of
truth, into the liberty wherewith we have been made free, and all may yet be
well. You have a wonderful mind, a gifted brain; it is a pity your genius
should be misused and misapplied. It is no use fighting or resisting - you
must be conquered. Lay down the arms of your rebellion, and the angels of heaven
will rejoice while we thank God for your conversion.
It was only the intensely
painful fervour of the speaker that restrained Pawley from smiling now, but he
had too much respect for honest conviction, however mistaken he might
consider it to be, to find therein a subject for ridicule. At the same
time, recognising the futility of any attempt at reconciliation, he determined
to abandon it at once.
I think we are both making a
mistake and wasting time, he replied, as Aucott took hold of his hand and
indicated that they should kneel in answer to his suggestion. Perhaps,
however, I am able to understand you somewhat better than you are able to grasp
my position. We look at this matter from very different points of view; the one
you now occupy I abandoned - was compelled to abandon by clear conviction - many
years ago, and it is impossible for me to return to it without doing violence
to my conscience. I fully appreciate your interest and anxiety concerning
me, and though you may not think it, I am very grateful for the honest
endeavour you have made to turn my mind, but further discussion would be
useless. We must agree to differ; it would be wrong for me to accept what you
believe to be the truth, and I am equally convinced that it is impossible for
you, at present, to accept my ideas. Let us be friends, however, even in our
differences, and so show that each of us, in a measure, possess the mind
of Christ.
But you are still determined
to go on the Common again on Sunday?
I must my friend; for me to
stop away would be to run away from Christ and duty.
I wish you would be
persuaded.
I am thoroughly persuaded in
my own mind that it is my duty to go, and that being so, even were my wife to
entreat me I should be compelled to deny her wish.
You will repent it.
Why? Have you any particular
reason for saying so?
I have; and it is the interest
I have in your welfare that causes me no little anxiety as to the result. I
wish you would listen to my advice and give me credit for having no motive apart
from your own well-being.
I will readily do that, and if
you can urge any good and sufficient reason why I should not go, I will
honestly take your advice.
I have already told you that
no one apart from my family knows of my visit, neither am I in any way
betraying a trust in the purpose for which I have come. I cannot agree with
your views, but at the same time I hold myself equally free from others and
prefer to act as a kind of free lance according as the hand of the Lord shall
guide me. There are, however, times when all sections of believers on the
Common are drawn together in a united cause, and in this way I have become
acquainted with what is proposed for next Sunday in order to rob you of what
certain opponents of the truth call your victory last week. Two or three
persons have made it their business to call upon the present minister of Mount
Pisgah respecting what you said about commencing some services for them on the
Common.
They will not get much
satisfaction for their hopes in that quarter, replied Pawley.
I dont know. There is
something very wrong somewhere. Mr. Randall says he does not know you, has
searched through the membership book of Mount Pisgah Church and does not find
your name there, neither does he know anything about the meetings you refer
to.
Pawley looked with incredulous
astonishment at his friend as he made the last statement.
You have done me a great
service - one I am not likely to forget - in making this known to me, he
replied.
I hope you will now see the advisability
of not going on the Common until the matter is cleared up; for I can assure you
the result will be more deplorable than you think.
You are right; it will be
serious, but not for me. Someone has begun this inquiry in secret; I shall
demand that it be openly carried to a termination at whatever may be the cost.
I have nothing to fear and shall throw myself upon the justice of the public.
But there will be murder
done.
I shall not do it.
No! But you may be the victim,
and I want you to think of your wife and family.
God and truth come first, my
friend. Both family and I are in His keeping.
Then you will not take my
advice.
No I must be faithful, even
unto death if He demands it.
Aucott left him very
sorrowfully, persuaded in his own mind that if the strange enthusiast knew the
frequenters of the Common as well as he, he would come to a different
determination. His error lay in his not knowing Pawley.
The useful hint was profitably
taken advantage of in preparing such evidence as would surprise the attack
which was intended to cover him with such confusion. It was another plot of the
Assyrian to come down like a wolf on the fold, and Pawley could imagine the
anticipatory relish with which the feast was already being prospectively enjoyed,
all unconscious of the fact that the prophet in his bed-chamber knew all that
the king purposed in his heart. Well might the intended victim smile
complacently and ask himself as one of old, Why do the heathen rage, and the
people imagine a vain thing? The kings of the earth set themselves, and the
rulers take counsel together against the Lord, and against His anointed,
saying, Let us break their bands asunder, and cast away their cords from us. He
that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision.
And the day of battle drew on.
On the Saturday night Ernest
had a second visitor, unexpectedly conveying to him further details of the
morrows programme. He was a member of that peculiar grade of individuals who
are difficult to classify, resembling and yet differing from either the costermonger,
dockyard labourer, or the hooligan.
Yo are the bloke as wor
knocked aat on the Common liast Sunday, arent yer? he inquired.
I did get in a bit of a
scuffle, he replied; but what is your particular interest concerning it?
Ill soon tell yer. Ive come
to see if yer want any elp for to-morrer?
In what way?
In the pertection way.
No, thank you. I think I am
fairly well protected.
An yerll ha ter be, I can
tell yer. Look ere; theres bin a bloke darn Depford as is a-goin ter gi a
lot o ar fellers a coach wheel ter topper yer if yer begin ter spart agin. So
I thought as ar it ud make things a bit fair like if yerd gi me another five
bob to knock tothers art.
Do you mean to tell me that
some of your friends are to have five shillings to come on to the Common to
fight?
Thats abart it, so strike me
lucky. The chap thats got the kibosh told me to hisself.
Why should he tell you such a
thing?
Lawd, we awliss does it
ter-elp one another ter a drink. A fights nothin if we can get a drink arter
it.
Drinking is not in my line,
and I am sure I should not give you one for such a work.
Then yer dont want us?
No, thank you.
Awl reight; but itll be God
elp yer, if yer think yerll be able ter wark ome arter what yerll get.
Though he spurned the proffered
assistance Pawley took the precaution to profit by the information, which he
reported to the Superintendent of the Common, and afterwards found he was more
than justified in doing so, as events proved that there was more truth in it
than he was at first inclined to believe.
During the week he had had a
light but strong stand built for his purposes, and when at length he stepped
upon it in the centre of a larger crowd than he addressed on the previous
Sunday he was as calm and apparently unconscious as ever of the pent-up storm
awaiting him. His quick eye noted the fact that Dance had gathered all his
force immediately in front of the platform in a compact mass, and the removal
of his hat as a preliminary to beginning gave the evident cue for the attack to
open.
You wait a bit, my little
cock-sparrow, roared the champion; its our turn to-day, and Ive got a bone
to pick with you before you will be allowed to say anything else.
I was about to ask if anyone
had anything to say in relation to our interrupted subject of last Sunday, he
replied quietly, and if that is your intention I shall be glad to hear it.
I want you to know you are not
stuffin geese when you come here; were men able to put two and two together.
I am glad to hear it. Whatever
I may have to say I am willing to accept the verdict of intelligence upon.
Weve got a tough nut for your
gorilla jaws this time, but will you have to crack it, or we will crack you.
Pawley saw through his device
to appeal to the risible faculty of the crowd, and at once determined to disarm
and forestall his intention.
I am glad to note the rapid
evolution which has taken place in a fortnight, he replied, his twinkling eye
calling attention to the mischief of his mind. At that time development had
only reached the swine stage. The thrust went home, and a hurricane of
ridicule fell like an avalanche on poor Dance. We are gorillas to-day.
Another outburst. It is now growing hopeful that we may arrive at manhood and
decency presently. Let us proceed.
The repartee was too quick and
keen for the lumbering antagonist, and he had the grace not to make another
hazard in that direction. The advantage so far was decidedly with Pawley.
I dont want to be hard on
you, nor do I want to make any mistake - began Dance, but someone interrupted
him with, ‑
You have just done that.
Have I? Thats all you know.
Then, directing his remark to Pawley, Will you let me ask you to repeat the
statement you make last Sunday about this Common and yourself ten years ago?
Certainly. I said I was not
altogether a stranger, since ten years ago I began a series of religious
meetings here under the auspices of Mount Pisgah Church. I am well aware that
they only continued through one summer, and but few of you may be able to
remember them.
And I say youre a liar!
Thats flat.
The denunciation failed to
produce quite the sensation Dance anticipated, and no one was more conscious
of it than himself and his immediate friends. The crowd knew him too well to
take him seriously, and judged the move to be one of his stage tricks to call
attention to something he had behind.
There is no necessity for any
coarse language or vulgar epithets, replied Pawley quietly, but, gentlemen,
if you will at once constitute yourselves into a public court, I am prepared to
lay the evidence before you, and you may decide this matter for yourselves.
We dont want your evidence,
roared Dance; we have been to Mr. Randall, and he knows nothing about you. We
have seen the membership roll, and your name is not there.
But I am sure I shall be safe
in appealing to the proverbial sense of fair play in demanding a right to
reply. I will say nothing of what I think as to the way you have proceeded so
far in my absence, but I have an undoubted right to speak in my own defence.
You have nothing to say. Down
with him! cried the D.D., warmly supported in a rush by his followers.
But the information Pawley had
given to the Superintendent of the Common, at the same time wisely offering
to leave himself in the hands of the authorities, had secured the presence of a
number of police in uniform and plain clothes, and the instant the movement
was inaugurated a most unexpected opposition presented itself, and Dance was
promptly cautioned as to what he might be held responsible for.
Another Lucifer! yelled
someone.
The theologian had evidently
fallen upon evil days, but Pawley took no notice of it.
Gentlemen, he proceeded with
as little delay as possible, one of the most serious charges you are able to
make against a public man - that of wilfully lying - has been made against
myself, and you are asked to accept and act upon it without hearing my reply. I
have an answer to make which I am sure you will find to be full and sufficient,
and if you will hear me - as I am sure you will - there need be no thought of
resorting to physical force to remove me from your midst. If I do not clear
myself entirely from this aspersion I will accept your verdict and never again
will I attempt to address you.
This caused a further feeling
of confidence in him, and there was on every hand a perceptible determination
to sift the matter to the bottom.
In doing this, fortunately it
will not be necessary for me to say anything in my own defence, but the matter
may be settled at once by the testimony of two of yourselves who knew me then
and are quite able to identify me now. But before asking these gentlemen to say
whether I have spoken the truth or not, allow me to refer to the answer Mr.
Randall has given to your inquiries. He is quite right when he says he knows
nothing of me, for at the time I speak of, Mr. Pinchbeck - who has now been
dead some eight years, I believe - was minister at Mount Pisgah, therefore Mr.
Randall, who has been here but two years, can know nothing one way or the
other. Further, I have evidence of a conclusive nature I might perhaps lay
before you, but I have no wish to revive painful circumstances now happily
forgotten, but will at once ask Mr. Bernard Victor, who took part in those
services, and was a member of Mount Pisgah Church, whether what I say is true
or false.
I have no wish in any way to
be drawn into any unpleasant controversy, replied Victor, but common honesty
demands my saying that I introduced you to the church you name, of which I am
still a member, and that you did hold such services through the whole of one
summer.
Pawley had anticipated a
manifestation from the crowd on hearing the announcement, and almost before
Victor had finished he was saying, -
I will also ask a gentleman
whose voice I am sure you will respect, though he is not a member of the
church, but one of your respected tradesmen - I refer to Mr. Gerhard.
This appeal was even more
popular than the former and before he had time to answer a mighty roar of
applause broke forth.
Of course I know you and many
others who stand around have good cause to remember you and the work you did - and,
what is more, we are glad to see you back again.
Gentlemen, resumed Pawley, I
dont think we have need to carry this inquiry further. I will simply ask if
you are satisfied that the statement I made to you was true?
Yes, quite true, rose in a
roar like thunder.
Then that is enough, and I
pray you to let the accusations be forgotten.
Defeated, wounded, laughed at,
but still determined to prevent the Heretic being heard without interruption,
the opposition retired to the old battle-ground of dogma. Pawley had won the
contest, captured Dances laurels, and if the great champion ever possessed any
charity he lost the last trace of it about the same time. Henceforth he
and his discontinued any regular meetings and hung around those of Pawley, and
the subsidised gang from Deptford took every possible opportunity of enforcing
the arguments for which they were retained. For months there were few Sundays
when blood was not shed, and the speaker was the man who suffered most, since
he had not yet gathered friends so closely round him as to make them willing to
intervene in his cause. On one occasion he was so roughly handled that he lay
for several minutes in an unconscious state upon the Common, and his friends
were fearful that the worst had happened.
Pawley, however, in spite of
difficulties and opposition held on; he knew the end would come and his
testimony to the truth prevail. His appeal was to reason, history, evidences
and an unchanging God. His infallibility was to be found in the Eternal and
Immutable rather than in a book or the decisions of councils.
His standard of Christianity
was to be seen in life rather than profession. When he had wearied and silenced
his carping critics, either by patient endurance or on occasion by his whip of
small sharp cords, he always had a multitude of honest inquiries, doubts and
difficulties to reply to; but it was soon discovered that, contrary to the
custom of the theorists, he had a consistent because for every why, and was
always most particular to establish and maintain logical connections and so
present his gospel in a compact and concrete form. The problems of life were
simplified, the mysticism of religion vanished, truth sparkled and flashed
around his every subject, men who had long boasted of themselves as agnostics
found a new interest in old subjects, and gradually there evolved out of the
crowd of men once disgusted with everything bearing a relation to
religion, an earnest band of admirers who finally routed all opposition and
left intelligent inquiries free to listen to the welcome message proclaimed by
the new prophet of Brixham Common.
Our heros life at this period
can scarcely be described as one of luxurious indolence. He had to be astir
almost before he had lost the sense of yesterdays weariness, and after an
apology for a breakfast - necessitated in contributing to the supply of
the mysterious forces he used in his healing work - he started on his
ever-increasing round of visits. In this department of his labours success
crowded upon the heels of success, and applications for his help poured in upon
him with sorrowful frequency because his powers were so inadequate to the
demand. All men and women who heard of him in their affliction sought and
implored his aid, not from the glowing testimonials of expensive advertisements
- he had no need of such laudations. He could not be hid on account of the
results that followed his almost miraculous touch. Still he did not cure
in every case; in some he only succeeded in giving relief, in others scarcely
so much as that, and yet again from lack of the needed sympathy he was
occasionally compelled to turn aside, conscious that he was able to do nothing.
No one but himself knew how much he grieved at such times, almost to the loss
of gratitude for the results he so frequently accomplished, but it kept him
painfully reminded of how far he fell below the ideal possibility the follower
of Christ might reach when he would be able to do all things through the
promised strength of his Master. Whatever lay behind him, like Paul, he could
not count himself to have attained, but had to continually press forward
towards the mark which loomed in the distant future.
But this sorrowful regret was
his own secret. Elinor seldom caught a glimpse of its shadow, and little
dreamed of its abiding presence with her husband. To his patients he always had
the same smiling face, encouraging word and tender sympathy. He very
seldom spoke to them on religious topics, but if they arose naturally, as was
not unfrequent, he always managed to express himself in some original thought
that would linger and find food for meditation after he had gone. Any reference
to his abnormal powers would instantly evoke a reply that the results achieved
were in no sense due to himself; he was nothing more than a link between the
patients need and the answering Love which stood unseen behind every unit in
the great mass of humanity. The weakness, the imperfections and the failures
were always his own, the rest was due to God and the sufferer.
The days were well-nigh spent
before he was able to get home again, but his work was not yet done. After a
brief hour for well-earned rest and refreshment, on two evenings of the week he
would see ten, twelve and occasionally even more impecunious cases as were able
to visit him at home. In these instances he would have the willing assistance
of Elinor, who, with her ready womans tact, would discover the actual circumstances
of each individual and administer such physical comforts as were demanded to
assist her husbands efforts. It is astonishing how much suffering might
be alleviated, maladies eradicated, and health resuscitated by judicious and
sympathetic help in this direction; wise counsel simple, suggestions and common-sense
assistance, either in clothing, food or fresh air, given naturally and free
from the irritating wrappers of patronage or charity, are wonderfully powerful
restoratives, and Elinor knew how to dispense such with a cunning and effective
hand.
A third evening, and presently
a fourth had to be devoted to persons who wished to see him with inquiries
respecting his meetings on the Common. It must needs be that such a work gave
rise to innumerable questions and ideas that were not suitable for public
discussion, and he was too anxious to protect and encourage all reviving
interests not to make some kind of provision for such as cared to pursue these
questions under more congenial conditions. These quiet and informal conferences,
from which everything of a pedantic character was carefully excluded, at once
became a valued institution, where Pawley appeared in a new and even more
fascinating character than in his public discourses. The burning declamation of
abuses, the stinging satire of hypocrisy and formalism, his keen critical
analysis of dogma and assumption, and the multitude of detail so essential for
the Common were not needed in the home, but the softer, clinging, and
tenaciously affectionate side of his nature came into prominence; the
enthusiastic Peter was lost in the beloved John, the battle ground gave place
for the nonce to the upper room, and with the change he was able to present his
divine Lord in another light, too sacred and ineffable for vulgar eyes to look
upon.
The secret and at first
inexplicable attractiveness of the man, as he appeared at such times, was no
doubt to be accounted for by the exclusion of combative influences against
which he had to protect himself outside, and consequently he was able to yield
himself more completely into the control of the angel friends whose presence
was gradually intersphering his life and work. In himself, and to the favoured
few with whom he ventured to speak freely of his experiences in this direction,
the certainty of this mysterious combination had long passed the stage of doubt
or experiment, and during the weekly gatherings not a few of the initiated were
frequently perplexed at the strange transformation he sometimes presented,
reminding one of that peculiar metamorphosis of which Samuel spoke in relation
to the ancient Hebrew prophets: The spirit of the Lord shall come upon thee,
and thou shalt be changed into another man. At such times he impressed one
with the idea of lambent gleams of immortality playing around him, his eyes
appeared to be opened to the invisible, his understanding grasped the eternal,
and his Bible became flooded with the inspiration of a new revelation
compelling acquiescence. His lifting up of the Christ as a model of idealised
humanity was a fascination not to be resisted; in his exaltation he entered into
the mind and heart of his Master so completely as to create a music in his
inviting tone, and a modulation of voice which thrilled all who heard him with
a desire for the life he portrayed, and gave a bread for their hungry souls
such as they received with joy and gratitude.
The whisper of these reunions
spread around, and many eager applications were made for admission but they
were not for the crowd of common people - such moments were for the rest and
upbuilding of the favoured disciples, who valued the opportunity too highly to
leave room for outsiders, even though Elinor had been willing to admit them.
Presently a minister called to
satisfy himself as to the secret influence of the man who, in spite of his
heresy and opposition, had secured so much power over the people. He had
listened to Pawley, like many of his co-pastors, on the Common, and scarcely
knew what estimate to place upon him, but the reports he had heard from other
sources made him desirous to be brought into closer contact. He begged to be
allowed to come again, and at the third visit brought a friend, with the result
that Friday evening in each week was set apart as being specially devoted to
those engaged in preaching, and his labours among the family of Nicodemus - for
these were only secret disciples, steadfastly refusing to acknowledge him
openly - was not the least encouraging in its fruit. But Pawley was not a
popularity hunter, he was quite willing to decrease if Christ would only
increase, and the seed he was able to scatter in the garden of these teachers
minds, he could see, was springing up and producing fruit for the kingdom. Five
nights were thus provided for in every week, and the sixth had to be given to a
continuance of his work among the outcast and fallen. His friends persuaded
him to take this for the rest every one saw was so necessary for his health and
comfort, but they succeeded only so far as to gain his consent to spend the
night on alternate weeks nearer home, instead of going to Piccadilly or the
Seven Dials.
In this busy, ceaseless,
unbroken activity, Elinor lost the quiet charm of her old home life, and the
husband who had been by so much the larger part of her life was no longer her
own, but others seemed to have a certain legitimate claim in his possession. At
first the thought of it was very tender, but her love for him had been refined
by her love for a Greater than he, and but little of selfishness was left
behind. In her secret meditations she had appeared to catch a vibration from
afar of the intense yearning of her Master for the welfare of wayward souls;
she did not feel able to go after such, knew her inability to deal with them,
had a hundred other more pressing claims upon her in her home, but she could
lighten her husbands labours by not only consenting to give him up to the
work to which he was so manifestly called, but also encouraging and assisting
him so far as came within her scope in its performance. Her willingness to lose
him was not that she loved him less, but rather that she had grown to love her
Master more, and the sacrifice she made was the consecrated evidence thereof.
God had done wonderful things for her, whereof she was glad, and the gladness
was not only of the lips, but bore this fruit in her life, into which it had
introduced a sweetness only one could appreciate who had come to it after the
trials and difficulties of a weary and painful pilgrimage. The man into whose
life her own had been so successfully engrafted, whose interest was her
ambition, and in whose welfare her own was lost, had, after many
misunderstandings and disappointments, won appreciation, his apparently
unvarying misfortunes had come to an end, the systematic defeats against which
he had so long and unsuccessfully contended had been at last overcome, the
valleys of humiliation and of the shadow of death with all their fears and
terrors lay behind him, and the daybreak was at hand; the single-handed warrior
had found that he who fights alone with God fights with the victorious majority
though all earth and hell are leagued against him. Her husband now had
admirers, supporters, friends in numbers who were not only willing to have his
acquaintance but proud to acknowledge it, and Elinor, with all the
unselfish love of a true wife, found in that the grandest, most precious gift
the earth had power to lay at her feet.
The only moments she could now
call her own were on Sunday evening, when the meeting on the Common was over - frequently
after seven oclock - then, weary and worn out by his three and often four
hours ministry to as many thousand patient and inquiring hearers, he would
unbuckle his armour, lay aside his sword, and rest with those who loved him
because they knew him best.
If it is true that the real
value of a man is to be appraised at the estimate in which he is held by his
family and most intimate friends, then Ernest Pawley must be ranked as a noble
specimen of humanity, for those who knew him within that circle - where a man
is to be seen free from any artificial touches, by which we oftentimes even
deceive ourselves - had the highest and noblest opinion of him. If the children
had the presence of their father, toys and games and books were forgotten in
the greater pleasure; and when Elinor had her husband she was fully satisfied.
And Ernest - was he satisfied
with the success he had achieved and the work he was doing? No! His life was
one of melodious thanksgiving, but he continued to climb as he sang, and every
peak he attained only brought others, still possible, into view. He had now
broken the seal of St. Clears once incomprehensible declaration of the
actuality of all things possible, and the literal infinitude of the promise
lay unrolled before him. The vision endowed him with increased powers, the
springs at which he slaked the thirst of his aspiring soul also created another
thirst which only a draught from purer streams could satisfy. His being
thrilled with powers almost omnipotent, he feasted upon food the world knew not
of, springs and issues of life opened before him, and he breathed secrets of
God with every inspiration; the accounted treasures and coveted things of earth
were burdens and obstacles to be despised, the very atmosphere that blew across
them dimned the glory with which heavens clearer sun bathed and purified his
soul. He had climbed to the heights of the marvellous light of God, and while,
with added music to the natural eloquence of his tongue he appealed to those
who followed to come after him, he kept his eye faithfully upon the Guide who
went before, leading into the fulness of the truth with peace and joy.
This restless, eager, holy
ambition was watched with grave concern by his most intimate friends. There is
a point in every souls development where it is essential that the mortal shall
put on immortality - a line of demarcation beyond which flesh and blood cannot
pass, and the strain which its unremitting labours was putting upon his
physical powers, and the exaltation which, on the other hand, lifted him above
the earthly in his spiritual experiences, occasioned much anxious thought.
It was no use to speak to him; the eternal had its grip upon him, and sympathy
therewith was gradually wooing him away. But his work would be left - a
work only just begun to be estimated at its real value; the light had but just
shone - was it only to flicker for a moment, then die away into a blackness all
the deeper because of the momentary illumination?
In the difficulty Elinor
consented to meet a few friends to discuss what was best to be done.
The marvellous results he had
obtained in the treatment of diseases had been frequently mentioned to members
of the council of a prominent society interested in psychical phenomena, and
among the few who met to consult how best to reduce the wear and tear he was
suffering from, was Arthur Deal, one of the members of the said council, who
had been secretly watching Pawleys career for some time. The meetings on
the Common always afforded a plausible ground for introduction, and
between Deal and Pawley a very warm friendship had for some time existed
without the latter having any idea of his friends connection or purpose. Now,
however, that it was necessary to do something, Deal was in a position to make
a proposition valuable in more ways than one. His council were willing to place
one of their rooms, very centrally situated, at Pawleys disposal for his
treatments; this would save both time and fatigue in travelling for such cases
as could visit him, and at the same time enable a systematic observance of
his work and results to be recorded. The suggestion was adopted with wonderful
advantage, and though a membership of the society was presently offered as
a testimony of appreciation of the work he was doing, at St. Clears suggestion
it was deemed advisable to decline the honour.
From this association Pawley
formed the one great friendship of his life akin to that which is recorded of
David and Jonathan. It began with the receipt of the following letter: -
OAKHURST,
ST. LEONARDS-ON-SEA,
October
30, 18 - .
Dear Sir, - Your name has been
mentioned to me by Mr. Allan Garthorp in connection with your gift of healing.
My husband, who is a clergyman, has been an invalid for many years, having
gradually lost the use of his muscles, due it is believed to an accident when a
boy. He does not usually suffer any pain, but occasionally loses all control of
his limbs, and falls, should he be taking his laborious exercise at the
time. After such accidents he is entirely laid up for weeks, but never
quite recovers his former strength. Yesterday he met with such a fall, more
serious, I fear, than he has yet suffered. Would it be possible for you to come
and see him, and tell us if you can give him any help? I know this is asking a
great deal, but from what Mr. G. said, I do not think it is more than you will
be willing to do for Christs sake and the good of the sufferer.
Awaiting
what I hope will be a favourable reply, I am, Dear Sir, yours truly,
MARION
HOLMES.
The letter came just as the
meetings on the Common had been discontinued for the year, and St. Clear suggested
that Pawley should offer to go to St. Leonards on the following Sunday, an
arrangement that was at once made, and the visit proved to be memorable in more
than one respect.
Some friendships approach and
meet in long avenues of watchful caution, stepping forward with measured tread
while careful note is made of the advancing figure upon whom the lights and
shadows of doubt play through the trees of opportunity, and hands are clasped
to seal the compact only when the heart is strengthened into confidence by
experience; others meet suddenly, springing up from either side of the
crest of a hill over which both hearts and hands meet in an inspirational grip.
Of this latter kind was the friendship between Frederic Holmes and Ernest
Pawley. It was one of those kinships too intense for long endurance in the
flesh, and yet permitted as a ray of heaven flooding part of the landscape
of earth.
Years of creeping, irritating
affliction, exasperating in its cunning insidiousness, yet all the more effective
because of its elusiveness, though powerless to destroy the lineaments of
an attractive form had robbed it of all physical energies and vigour, but the
soul had purified and expanded in the trial. It was a pathetically melancholy
sight to Pawley as he first beheld his patient, half-sitting, half-reclining in
a chair upon which the inventive Carter had exercised his genius. The cheeks
were nervously pale with an eager, doubtful hope, and from the great depths of
the soft blue-violet eyes an unspoken welcome beamed. Pawley stepped forward
and took the feebly outstretched hand in a warm, lingering clasp; heart spake
to heart and soul to soul through the medium of their eyes, but neither
spoke a word. The only sound they made was a twin sigh, though each felt already
stronger and better for the meeting. A something had come into the life of
each - a new experience was born, a wish was gratified, a desire attained, a
prayer answered. It was not a time for speech. There was nothing incongruous in
that lingering silence - it was natural, eloquent, the one thing required, and
it must needs be allowed to speak its message. It was the re-union point of
kindred souls - had they once been one and severed in the unremembered past,
gravitating to each other, the one through the furnace pilgrimage of
ever-increasing physical disability, and the other by the perhaps sharper fiery
path of poverty and persecution? Who knows the secrets of the past
sufficiently to answer? But this much was evident, in the process of perfecting
through suffering, the new name of the Master had been burned into the forehead
of each, and as their eyes met they caught the reflected image of Him they
loved binding their lives in one.
It was the usual custom at
Oakhurst for the afflicted clergyman to dispense the eucharist to his family on
Sunday mornings, but to-day it had been delayed an hour that Pawley might join
in the service. Should he - could he consistently do so? Many years had passed
since he had taken part in that awfully solemn rite, and we can well remember
the reasons he had assigned to Tressey and Gradeley for his abstention. In his
connection with Mount Pisgah he had never broken his rule. Should he do so
now? Had the way by which his Lord had brought him enabled him to reach such a
point of renunciation that he could say his all was upon the altar, and in
eating of that bread and drinking of that cup could he say from his very heart,
without reservation or equivocation, Thy will be done? Was he prepared to go
forward to judgment and to death if need be? to enter into that new covenant
ready to seal it with his blood if his Lord should desire it? These questions,
and others, rose before him, and he answered them. Then he knelt, ate and
drank.
In the afternoon he gave careful
and very prayerful attention to the case of his patient, but he dare not hold
out any further hope than that of relief; but the physically-expected blessing
was almost lost sight of in the spiritual benediction which appeared to fall
upon the household, and Pawley himself returned home with the consciousness
that he too had been richly blessed.
Throughout the whole of that
winter every Sunday was spent at St. Leonards, sometimes alone, at others
accompanied by Elinor. More than anticipated results were realised physically,
but the principal value of those days was in the spiritual food dispensed.
Presently the spring came round
again and Pawley was compelled to look forward to a renewal of his work upon
the Common, a prospect which filled the heart of his friend with a sadness more
bitter than death. The souls of the two men were knit together, but while in
their separation Pawley would be strengthened and helped in the engrossing
interest of his work, poor Holmes would be disconsolate and alone. Such a contemplation
had a serious effect upon his health. He could not again be separated from his
friend at a time when he had even come to regard such a possibility as a
restoration of the use of his limbs, therefore he determined that he too
would go to London, and so convert the coming season into an added blessing in
place of a disappointment.
Pawley was more than glad at
the unanticipated decision, and shortly afterwards the two were able to
see each other nearly every day.
The fourth season of meetings
on Brixham Common opened at least a month earlier than usual. March came in
with a smiling, alluring face, as to be almost mistaken for her more genial
sister, May, and with its second Sunday, as bright, warm and seductive as its
predecessor, people wandered on to the Common and began to discuss the
prospects of opening the campaign. Pawley was approached, and though he shook
his head doubtfully at the wisdom of trusting to a continuance of such
unexpected weather, he was not a little pleased to see the eager anticipation
with which the commencement of his work was regarded. So acting on the
principle that it is always best to minister to healthy appetites as
soon as possible, he promised, should the weather continue, to start his
lectures on the following Sunday.
The news spread far and wide,
and the day was everything to be desired, when he who by this time came to
be known as the Bishop of Brixham Common - some even went so far as to call him
Pope, using the word more in its paternal than ecclesiastical sense - received
a glad and enthusiastic welcome back to his diocese.
On the second Sunday, however,
the weather bore striking evidence to the unwisdom of their proceeding; the sky
was heavy with threatening clouds, but since no rain had as yet fallen, it was
decided to go forward and hope the signs would be falsified at least for an
hour or so. Ten minutes later, just as Pawley had grounded himself in his
argument, the heavens began to weep.
I think it will be wise to
adjourn till next Sunday, he suggested.
It is only a sprinkle to test
our earnestness. We can stand it if you can, responded a voice from the outer
edge of a considerable crowd. And a general murmur of concurrence induced him
to continue until the rain passed over and the sun came forth as if to bestow a
reward upon the faith which had stood the test so nobly.
That shower revived an inquiry
that was mooted too late in the previous session to be considered. Scores - hundreds
of Pawley's regular congregation were impressed with the sterling value of
his energetic services, and the thought of a break in his work for the whole of
the Autumn and winter was not a welcome one; but when the question arose as to
how it could be avoided innumerable difficulties started into view, and
very reluctantly the consideration of the matter had to be postponed. It
had now been revived - the hope that something would be done to establish his
work upon a permanent basis, but with the desire the spectre of its attendant
difficulties also returned.
To secure premises such as
would allow the establishment of a work upon the fraternal basis of
Pawley's programme, which he insisted was the only practical aspect of
Christianity, required a fairly substantial outlay. Where was this to come
from? The Bishop, as we know, had no capital, and though his friend Holmes was
willing to make more than a generous contribution towards the project, such an
offer only opened the subscription but in no way realised its necessity
for the purpose aimed at. As for the promoters of the idea, it was asseverated
with certainty that the work would be more than self-supporting, but no one
could suggest as to how the capital to begin should be raised. Pawley's genius
was left to work that out, and the season wore away in his attempt to do so.
Conscious how much more it would enable him to do than at present, he was
anxious to find some solution, and ever and again made reference to it in his
addresses, or discussed it with his intimates, who were interested in the
scheme, but nothing practical evolved.
Elinor was divided in her mind
as to what was advisable even if the way was opened. The closer circle of
friends frequently discussed the question and were of unanimous opinion that
such a permanent work, with Pawley's wholehearted enthusiasm, would lead him to
attempt too much, and in the end prove to be a hindrance rather than
assistance. But when the matter was referred to St. Clear, he saw that whatever
the future held the hour had not yet come - it might be near or distant,
that he did not say. No doubt God would lead to developments, but whether he
had any idea of them or not he volunteered no information. His counsel was
to prayerfully watch and wait, but always to stand ready, that when the pillar
of cloud moved forward all who were faithful should be found prepared to
move with it, not in doubt, but confident that God, who knew the end from the
beginning, would do what was right and best.
Such illustrates the advice
given and the position St. Clear and his friends assumed in their relationship
with Ernest at this point. It was counsel, not command, he received; between
him and his God there stood but one Mediator, the rest were faithful friends
and fellow-servants who communed, but after that very studiously left him free
to act. Experience, however, had taught Pawley that they saw and understood in
a clearer light, and his interests were best served when he followed their
indications. Therefore he continued his work, and while doing so watched and
waited, but always with his loins girded and his staff within his hand.
The first Sunday in August in
that year was a day momentous in the history of Pawley's career. He was
discoursing on that perennial subject of discussion, Justification by Faith,
which was no sooner complacently disposed of in one aspect than it arose
in another, and demanded fresh treatment from some unexpected point of view.
Still it was not an unwelcome theme, and he handled it with all the freedom of
long acquaintance and careful study. It was a subject on which he was
always certain to be heard at his best, but on that particular occasion, when
he was contrasting his own views of the question with orthodox credulity on the
one hand and vulgar, arrogant impudence on the other, he perhaps surpassed any
previous effort he had made at Brixham. His arguments went straight home with
the force and effect of thunderbolts, even while he wooed his hearers to
venture on the faith he set forth with all the alluring fascination of a siren;
and when he concluded an argument he had sustained for ninety minutes
without an effort he met with the unique experience of his meeting breaking up
without either a question or a single attempt to controvert his opinion.
Astonished more than anyone at
the result, he stepped from his platform and took the proffered hand of Holmes
whose bath-chair was now always close beside the stand.
I was glad when you finished,
old man, said his friend. I was awfully afraid you would not be able to
sustain yourself.
There was no fear of that;
with the spirit of God playing upon and through me, and the everlasting arms
beneath, I was all right.
I am glad I left St. Leonards
if it was only to hear that one discourse.
I am glad the people heard it,
because I know it has done its work. I wonder why it is, when we see things so
plainly as it was put before us this afternoon, that we dont accept and act
upon them.
It was a frequent habit of his
to discuss his own utterances purely in the light of one of the hearers rather
than as the speaker, positively disassociating himself from the latter
individuality and relegating the power and forcefulness to God alone; and they
who knew him also knew that it arose from the honest humility of the man,
who acknowledged with profound gratitude the fulfilment in his own experience
of the promise of his Lord - It is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of My
Father which speaketh in you. He always referred to the lecturer, in his
conversation with friends, in the third person, therefore Holmes took no notice
of his otherwise strange observation as he ventured to caution him.
But look here, old man, you
mustnt do that sort of thing too often in the open air. Its just enough to
kill a man, you know.
I dont know, he replied, but
God does, and He never makes a mistake.
Pa! exclaimed one of his
sons, who came up at that instant. Two gentlemen are anxious to speak to you
if you can spare the time.
He apologised to his friend,
then turned and acknowledged the salutations of two strangers who were
following him.
I must ask you to pardon our
intrusion at such a moment, said the elder of the two, handing him cards upon
which were engraved the names of Augustus Callenberg and F. D. Archbold
respectively, but we have a matter of the utmost importance to ourselves we are
anxious to bring under your notice, and could only learn your address as being
here on Sunday afternoon. All we will now trouble you for is to know when and
where we may meet you.
Pawley pleasantly shrugged his
shoulders in his indecision about making an appointment.
The present is generally my
best time, he replied.
But our business has no kind
of connection with the subject of your meeting.
I need not ask you whether it
is honourable and legitimate, he asked, carefully regarding their evident
position.
Of that you may rest assured.
I was thinking of your recent effort, and probably your objection to turn your
mind abruptly to matters you may consider irrelevant to the day.
I am neither faddist nor
bigot, he replied, in my religious ideas; the distinction I draw is rather
between right and wrong than sacred and secular; all that is right is
inevitably sacred in my opinion. If therefore your business is right I shall be
pleased to attend to it now as far as it may be in my power.
It is of a strictly
confidential nature, I might suggest, answered Mr. Callenberg, as an excuse
for not at once proceeding with it.
In that case will you walk
home with me? My house is only on the edge of the Common.
With pleasure.
As they walked the elder man
chatted freely with the preacher about his work among the people, the extension
of the neighbourhood and other local matters, but Archbold never ventured a
word after he had acknowledged Pawley. He, no doubt, had a certain
aversion for open-air orators, or at least so impressed our friend, and it was
only through the hope of personal advantage he was constrained to walk so far
in his company. Pawley was perfectly sensible of the feeling with which he was
regarded, which acted upon him like an atmospheric depression upon a
barometer, and even placed him at a disadvantage in his conversation with
Callenberg. But the walk was not a long one, and Archbold had to recognise that
he had come to ask for a favour rather than bestow a patronage, since St. Clear
made his presence known to his fellow worker, translating Pawley into the
superior position.
Be seated, gentlemen, said
Ernest, as he closed the door of his unpretentious drawing-room. Now I shall be
glad to know this business upon which you desire to consult me.
Perhaps it will suffice, until
we know the light in which you regard our proposition, if we simply say we are
directors of a large financial trust in the city, without mentioning its
particular name.
I think it will be well for us
to be perfectly frank with each other, Pawley answered, with one of his
pleasant smiles. I think you represent the International Finance
Corporation.
Why were you not honest with
us and say you knew us from the beginning? asked Archbold, resenting what he
conceived to be a possible lack of candour on Pawleys part.
I think you have no reason to
complain in that respect, he replied.
But why did you not tell us we
were known to you from the first?
Because I did not know you,
he returned, not a little amused at their bewilderment.
May I be allowed to ask how it
is you know us now?
This inquiry came from Mr.
Callenberg, who, though not so disturbed as his friend, was certainly more
deeply impressed by what had occurred.
I am sure you will excuse me
entering into any needless explanations, Pawley answered quietly; but
unless I misunderstand your visit, it is to solicit my assistance, not to hear
how or by what means I do the work God has given me to do.
But we dont want to lend
ourselves to any hocus-pocus, fortune-telling business, you know, exclaimed
Archbold.
Neither have I asked you to do
so at present, calmly resented Pawley, as he rose from his seat, and perhaps
it would be better to end the interview at once, before I attempt to throw any
imagined spell over you.
I pray you will reconsider
that suggestion, pleaded Callenberg, and if my friend will leave the negotiations
to you and I, I will promise not to detain you more than a few minutes.
Let me ask you to bear in mind
that you have sought me, and I must ask you to give me the respect due from one
gentleman to another or it will be impossible to proceed.
I hope I have already done so.
Archbold made no reply, but was
evidently content to leave the further discussion of the matter in the hands of
his friend.
Will you let me hear your
business as briefly as you can? asked Pawley, again inviting his visitors to
be seated.
Since you know who we are,
began Callenberg, you will understand something of the enormous extent of our
business, and also the collateral interest the Government has in our
existence. But we have a skeleton in our cupboard in the shape of a mystery
which has baffled the ingenuity of the experts, I may say of the whole world to
solve.
Indeed! What is it like?
I need not tell you how
careful we must necessarily be in every detail of our business, which is
conducted by the best accountants available, and so divided and checked as to
make errors, humanly speaking, impossible; but in spite of all our system
there has been a mysterious but continuous leakage going on for nearly twenty
years which neither examination of books nor the employment of detectives can
discover or interfere with. Every legitimate source available has been employed,
exhausted, and failed to throw any light upon the mystery, but your name was
whispered into the ear of one of our Board as having been able to obtain some
valuable information from ghosts or something of the sort, and when it was
mentioned at our last meeting another of our members recalled how Swedenborg
was reported to be gifted with a similar power. But, to be brief, it was
finally resolved that Mr. Archbold and myself should seek an interview and
ask if you think it possible that you can by any means help us in our dilemma.
I may say that in addition to a very substantial and immediate reward for
success, a life provision providing a very comfortable living will be
guaranteed, and therefore, if you do possess the powers attributed to you, the
offer is one worthy of consideration.
Let me assure you in the first
place, Pawley answered, after a moments consideration, that the thought
of reward or pension will have no influence with me one way or the other. God,
for some mysterious purpose, which He alone understands, has certainly endowed
me with strange gifts to be used in accordance with guidance I receive
from Him through certain appointed ministers with whom I am associated; but our
services are not to be bought with gold or favours, but as God Himself sees His
glory may be advanced.
Excuse me. I had no thought of
a bribe.
I perfectly understand your
position, and the offer you made was only a natural one, but I am very anxious
that you should understand me. I have learned by an experience beyond argument
that in God we have all things and abound; in the service of God I am preserved
and cared for, very much more so, but upon the same principle as you propose to
care for me if I can succeed in unravelling this mystery and so protect your
interests. But there is this advantage. Men may change, our most sacred oaths
and bonds may be broken; God never changes, His word cannot be broken,
therefore I am more safe with Him, and that is why I say your reward and
pension have no influence with me. I suppose your losses have been heavy?
Yes; more considerable,
perhaps, than it is advisable to mention.
And have you no suspicion of
anyone?
None. I suppose almost
everyone connected with the Corporation has at some time fallen under the cloud
but nothing has been discovered so far.
When is your next Board
meeting?
To-morrow at noon.
Do you meet on the premises?
Yes.
Well, gentlemen, I have heard
your request, but I can give you no answer now. As I tell you, I do not stand
alone and shall have to consult my friends as to what shall be done. Of myself
I am not able to help you in any way, but if they see that the solution of this
enigma may in any sense help to rectify a wrong and further their cause of
right, I have no doubt as to what the result will be. But for the present I can
say no more. Should they, however, accede to your proposition, I will call
upon you to-morrow at one oclock.
The two magnates were
singularly reticent of speech in their drive westward; each was occupied with
his own thoughts, and they were not sufficiently sympathetic to invite the
confidence of the other. Archbold had from the first assumed the superior
position, and in doing so had not only endangered their embassage for the
moment but had suffered a personal defeat at the hands of the man he wished to
patronise for policys sake. Callenberg, though in many respects a kindred
spirit with his friend, had been somewhat impressed with the power of Pawley in
the discourse to which they had necessarily been compelled to listen, and, as
we have seen, afterwards treated him with more consideration than he
originally entertained towards a man who, though no doubt a charlatan, was a
forlorn hope in their extremity. The latter disposition Pawley was always delighted
to meet; honest doubt and even suspicion, if found in connection with an
open mind, always possessed a certain attraction for him, and Callenberg was
able to profit thereby, while the patronising spirit of his friend widened the
breach at every turn and made approach impossible. Hence the one carried away a
sullen silence in which he tried to hide his mortification, and the other food
for reflection in the digestion of which he did not wish to be disturbed.
Coloured by such contrary
feelings it may easily be conceived that the individual reports differed
materially as laid before their fellow-directors on the following day, and the
conclusion arrived at was that Archbolds statement was no doubt the more
correct one and their new-born hope had only proved to be another mirage.
Presently a messenger entered
and handed a card to Mr. Callenberg. The rigid placidity which is the
recognised official facial expression of these princes of finance essayed to
relax into an indication of a smile of satisfaction as he rose to his feet and
calmly announced, - Mr. Chairman, it is with some little gratification after
what has passed that I have to inform you that Mr. Ernest Pawley has arrived
and awaits our pleasure.
The speaker maintained his
gravity with more success than those to whom he spoke. The persons constituting
that Board were in the habit of discussing questions deciding the weal or woe
of empires; within those four walls decisions were arrived at of more tremendous
import than the victories of armies; kings were in no small measure subject to
the ruling of those wills, and parliaments were compelled to acknowledge that
throne; yet the announcement of the presence of an unknown, contemned and
ridiculed preacher of righteousness produced a thrill of excitement empires
might envy, and the name of Ernest Pawley abruptly stopped the deliberation in
which the mandate of a king would have passed unheard.
But let us not misread the
signs of the times; Pawley would raise ten thousand voices against such an error
if he possessed them. We have distinctly seen - and the lesson has been again
and again repeated - that of himself this insignificant heretic could do
nothing. Had he gone into the building of the Corporation simply to pay a claim
or cash a draft, he would have been an unrecognised circumstance in the
days transactions, only represented by the atomic result produced. But
now he was there as an ambassador of God, he represented the Eternal Emperor of
all Finance, had come in an official capacity anent the question of
stewardship, and, though unseen, the ordinary costume of the man of business
was clothed upon by an authority before which the magnates of the International
Finance Corporation must bow as lowly and reverently as those who were in the
habit of craving consideration from their hands. The chariots and the cohorts
of God were round about His servant; no wonder there was a thrill of excitement
at his coming.
St Clear had been consulted,
and in the mysterious providences of God saw his way to accept the proposition.
The chances of success or failure constituted a daring test of Pawleys faith
in those unseen powers operating in and through him, of which the world knew
nothing but by results. But Pawley knew, and had confidence in his spiritual
friendships, and went boldly forward, neither doubting nor fearing but that all
things are possible to him that believeth. The pillar of cloud moved forward,
he must needs follow.
If the congregation of the
Common had seen him as he entered the Board room in the company of Mr.
Callenberg, they would scarcely have recognised the preacher of yesterday; but
if the more intimate circle who were accustomed to meet with him at home had
been there, they would have seen that he was not alone. It was Pawley, but more
than Pawley; it was the form of the man, with the transformation due to an
added power perceptibly invisible but undeniably present. Just as the
personality of a judge is lost in the majestic overshadowing of the law,
so Pawley appeared as he recognised the salutation of the Board.
Will you take a seat? asked
the chairman, nonchalantly, and then we shall be glad to hear if you
think you will be able to render us any assistance in solving this mystery.
I came at your request for
that purpose.
I think our inquiry was
whether you considered yourself able to give us any assistance by the aid of
your peculiar practices.
It does not speak well for the
commercial or religious morality of England when the practice of righteousness
is designated peculiar, he replied. But my answer to your deputation was that
I would be here at one oclock if I had the consent of God, whose alone I am
and in whose cause I am now here.
Then you imagine you can help
us? How do you propose to proceed? inquired the chairman, anxious to get to
business.
Will someone briefly run over
the facts of the case again, in order that I may make sure of them?
You can do that as well as
anyone, Mr. Ballantyne, said the president to the secretary. I suppose you
merely wish for an outline to begin with?
That is all I want.
Whereupon the man who had spent
his whole business life in the service of the Corporation, and had done much to
establish its universal position, briefly recounted the facts we have already
heard.
When he had finished Pawley
asked, -
Will you now recall to your
mind all the persons who are connected with your company who by any possible
association, influence or advantage might secure an opportunity of entering
into any arrangement to carry out any such diversion of money, and tell me if
you cannot find some indication which may lead us to a clue?
Let me say, for the sake of
saving time, interposed the chairman, that we have already made a most
laborious investigation in this direction again and again without the least
result.
I have nothing to do with your
failures, sir; if you really wish to know where this money has gone and who has
appropriated it, allow me to proceed; but if you do not wish to make the
discovery it is useless to waste my time.
The tone of authority he
adopted and the inference to be drawn from his significant words secured him
against further interference, and turning again to the secretary he repeated
his question in substance.
Both Mr. Silchester and
myself, he answered, indicating the assistant secretary who sat beside
him at a side table, have traversed the ground a thousand times. We have done
it separately, together, and with the assistance of the most skilled detectives
the world can produce.
And you have found no cause of
suspicion?
Nowhere.
Have you a good memory?
The question was asked quietly,
but there was a world of meaning in the look by which it was accompanied.
Ballantyne himself did not appear to notice the glance, but he was the only man
it did not move.
What do you mean? he
inquired, as if the doubt possibly implied was intended to cast some sinister
reflection upon his business capacity.
Just what I ask, replied
Pawley.
I think my position
sufficiently answers for that.
Has Mr. Silchester also a good
memory?
The shaft, whatever it was,
found its mark in the assistant; but all Ballantynes Scotch blood was boiling
with indignation.
What base insinuation is this
you mean? he cried, taking a hurried step towards the intrepid Pawley.
Instantly the whole Board was
on its feet, and never within the chamber had such a scene of excitement been
witnessed. The whole air was charged with insult, recrimination, revelation and
doubt, and the only man who was not disturbed thereby was he who had pushed the
apparently trivial question. He sat in his luxurious armchair with his head
resting upon his hand and quietly waited until the chairman had induced the
secretary to return to his seat.
Gentlemen, time is too
precious for me to waste it, but I call you to witness that I am about to give
every facility to the two gentlemen I have appealed to, to recall any possible
knowledge they may not yet have utilised in this inquiry. And please do not
misunderstand me nor attach any further importance to my words at present
than you are warranted in doing. There is a connection with which I am
acquainted - I will say so much to assist your two confidential officers - that
will give us a clue to this whole mystery, and I wish again to ask if they can
recollect anything likely to assist us?
Who knows the secrets of this
Corporation best? demanded the secretary, his temper again rising into a
threatening attitude. Who are you to come here flinging your insinuations
around?
I must ask you, Mr.
Ballantyne, not to prolong this unpleasantness by any heated remarks. Let us
keep calm and see where this man is about to lead us.
Calm, sir; could you be calm
under the same circumstances? In the course of this inquiry we have all at one
time or the other had to endure a certain amount of suspicion which have been
made by gentlemen, and we have come out of the ordeal creditably. We have met
our equals with frankness, have given them every facility for their labours
because they pursued them honourably; but what reparation have I against a contemptible
mountebank whose name is a byword and his profession illegal? I appeal to you,
gentlemen, by the regard you have for your own reputations, if you have no
respect for myself, to put an end at once to this charlatans travesty.
There is a certain force in
Mr. Ballantynes contention, replied the chairman, and I am somewhat of opinion
that a mistake has been made. You have been most unfortunate, he said
addressing Pawley, in adopting a method of innuendo which might be
allowed in other places, but is certainly out of place here. Still, as you have
indicated that something is known to you, for the welfare of the institution,
against my better personal judgment, I am willing to hear any statement you may
have to make, but I cannot allow any further altercation between yourself and
any gentleman present.
I am not here, gentlemen, at
my own request, or on my own behalf. You sought me, and I granted your
application to come and do for you what your social and commercial equals had
failed to do. I may be charlatan mountebank or knave, let that be as the issue
determines, but I will at once come to the point. My appeal to the memory
of your officials was a merciful suggestion which, had they been wise,
they would have profited by, and even now I am willing to give another opportunity
to speak before I proceed, if they choose to accept it.
He paused and waited. There was
no doubt now what he intended to do; the only question was how he proposed to
prove his point. Neither Ballantyne nor Silchester took the proffered
advantage.
I call you to witness,
gentlemen, that I have been as lenient in this matter as may reasonably be
expected - I have offered mercy as I would plead for it for myself; but it is
disregarded. Now to clear up your mystery.
I believe Mr. Silchester
resides upon the premises.
Yes! responded the chairman.
In his bedroom there is a
secret safe. I will ask two members of this Board to proceed to that room with
Mr. Silchester and bring from that safe - lodged in a secret drawer - a small
crimson leather account-book, locked with two secret combination locks. The key
to one lock is known only to your secretary, and the other to his assistant,
but when we have that book you will be in possession of all you need.
If the universe had collapsed
as Pawley deliberately unfolded this information the consternation could not
have been greater than he produced. The men, who had defied him to the last,
were speechless now, and the crushing denouncement needed no confirmation
further than was visible in the appalling terror they betrayed. There was no
congratulation of Pawley, but the members of the Board shrank from him as
if afraid. But on his face rested the shadow of a great sorrow, as if he felt a
kindly commiseration for the fallen men.
It was an intensely painful
moment. No one cared to speak, yet it was impossible not to proceed.
Gentlemen, said the chairman,
presently, speaking under the influence of a very perceptible emotion, in the
presence of a disaster like this one can scarcely tell what to say. But,
honestly speaking, I would rather this mystery had remained unsolved than
discover it to be that which I fear to be the truth. I hope the solution we
hear is a false one; we have not yet put it to the test, and for the sake of
honour and financial integrity I trust it will be falsified. But we must pursue
this serious accusation, and yet with the hope of relieving the uncertainty at
once I will ask one or both the gentlemen named if such a book as the one
mentioned is in existence?
Ballantyne had aged years since
he had spoken five minutes before, but, crushed beneath the weight of the
exposure he had suffered, he staggered to his feet by the aid of the table,
upon which he threw his whole weight.
Gentlemen, he said in thick,
guttural tones, it is but too true - it is useless to deny it. For Gods sake
have mercy.
Amen, responded Pawley; and
now that I have performed the office you have asked from me, gentlemen, I
have neither right nor wish to enter into your further deliberations. Still, if
I may be permitted another word it would be to ask you to be merciful as you
yourselves would seek for mercy. You may readily do this because you will find
that the money which has been misappropriated has neither been frittered away
nor squandered; but rather invested in such a way that your losses will be
insignificant even if you realise at once, but by consenting to take over the
property available you may be repaid in full. In such circumstances you
may find that the natural but inevitable results of this disclosure will work
its own punishment, and if my wish has any weight in framing your determination
I pray that you may grant it so.
I think you have a right to
see this painful business to the end, urged the chairman, and whatever our
feelings may be at this overwhelming disaster, not only our thanks but also our
apologies are due to yourself -
I sincerely trust you will not
think of these things now, interposed Pawley; I have simply performed my duty
honestly, according to the ability God has given me, and all the thanks are
His. For the rest, what the contents of the book I have referred to will reveal
I am already acquainted with, and it is better you should continue your
deliberations in my absence.
Will you allow me to request
that for the present this interview shall be regarded as confidential?
So far as I am concerned it
will always be so regarded. It is Gods business and I have no more to do with
it.
Then I must say that we are
deeply grateful for your services, and I trust we shall meet again under more
favourable circumstances a few days hence.
Pawley then left.
What he foretold afterwards
proved to be correct in every particular. The secret book revealed a
carefully-concealed and ingenious plan of manipulation in the diversion of
funds by which it was morally impossible to discover the offenders, and well
warranted the position Ballantyne assumed before the inquiry made him cognisant
of the fact that he was not dealing in this instance with unaided human
intelligence but rather with - as he mentally interpreted it - the deil
himself. Still the money was discovered to have been well invested, with
equally skilful care in obliterating identity, with all the financial acumen
and ability of their position, and when the accounts were balanced and
full valuations made the Corporation was only at a trifling temporary loss,
with a bright prospect of a full restoration at no distant date.
Under these circumstances it
was determined by the directors, with the approval of their legal advisers,
that, considering the valuable services of their late secretary and his
assistant, the grounds of justice would be fully met in accepting the plea of
Pawley, and the two men were dismissed to face the world with a certain
consciousness that their impecuniosity was a merciful harvest of their own sin.
As for Pawley, he was recalled
in order that the Board might make over to him the generous reward and provision
that had been offered for a solution of the mystery; but in the meantime
he had discussed the matter with St Clear. Ernest was determined not to accept
a penny for his share in the transaction, but his friend advised him otherwise.
Through this means, he counselled, God had made provision to grant the
request to give some permanent form to his work on the Common, and also
make an acknowledgment of the faith in which he had hitherto laboured. Upon
this understanding he consented to receive one third of the amount which
had been originally named as the reward, which, with a few personal donations,
made in appreciation by individual directors, enabled him to restore his home
to what he had so long desired for his wife and childrens sake, and afterwards
provide for the continuance of his work. After that he accepted so much of
the pension as would relieve him of further anxiety and allow him to work with
an easy mind.
The announcement of such an
arrangement was received on the Common with loud acclaim on the following
Sunday; but to all inquiries as to where and how it came about Pawley only
answered, God sent it.
One of the most pronounced
characteristics of human nature is that of contrariety. We fret and worry and
labour to secure the thing we have not - all we possess is not worthy to be
compared with that we want; but if perchance we do eventually secure it, as we
grasp the prize its value disappears and we find it was only distance that lent
the enchantment; then instantly we cast our eyes around for something new. We
philosophically try to persuade ourselves that the desire depreciated and
ultimately lost its value by the inordinate delays by which we were
hampered, but it was nothing of the kind. This common experience to all
humanity is the demonstration of a natural law to which all are subject, an
experience mercifully designed to work for the betterment of good and bad
alike, a provisional care for the guidance, testing and uplifting every soul,
if we will only read the lesson aright, and by faithful continuance abstract the
blessing which primarily attracted us.
There must necessarily be some
good in whatever gives an inspiration to noble effort. That we lose the sight
of it by proximity is no argument to the contrary, because in so placing
ourselves we lose the true perspective and our appreciation needs to be
brought into harmony with our new relationship. All our disappointment arises
from the fact that our expected treasure is not found upon the surface of the
gift, and we fail to understand that at the distance we could only see the
bulk, not the detail; the effect produced, not the necessary construction; the
entirety, not the parts. We saw the latent possibilities shining through the
protecting wrappers, and did not imagine that when we reached our desire its
secret would need to be unfolded before it was revealed. Still the hope is not
yet lost, it is only enshrined, go on – Seek and ye shall find, not
only that the promise remains but also that the attracting glory was but an
index - a trifling suggestion of the treasure which shall be revealed.
Earth is a repository of untold
and unimaginable riches sufficient to satiate the desires of every noble soul,
and yet we wander like aimless vagrants, poverty-stricken and disconsolate,
because we lack the necessary energy and application requisite to success. Every
one that seeketh findeth, but it is more congenial to grumble than to work. God
giveth to all men liberally and upbraideth not, but a condition is attached to
the gift, and we would rather go without the heritage than be dictated to. Every
one that asketh receiveth, but we are not paupers to crave for charity.
Such are some few of the
fruitfully-suggestive contrarieties of human nature, which like
earth-worms devour the roots of spirituality and keep us in sickly feebleness
when Gods own strength might be perfected in our weakness if we would but rise
to the occasion.
Of course the effect produced
by these contrarieties upon different individuals will vary in accordance with
habit and temperament; some men are conquered and crushed by them, but others by
opposing end them and enter into the reward of their labours. But the
experience engendered by the trial is as wide and various as the human family.
So it happened to Ernest
Pawley. Afar off he had seen what a glorious opportunity would be his could he
but find some way of making his work permanent, and he had prayed and thought
and laboured to reach the goal for which his soul sighed. Now God had answered
him, and lo! when the door of opportunity flew open so unexpectedly, the vision
he saw was one of superhuman labour, mountainous difficulty and almost
impossible effort. Thousands of other men had made the attempt of which he had
so fondly dreamed, had broken down under it, died and been forgotten. He had sketched
a programme too wide, had embraced too much, and now when God had answered his
cry, when the pillar of cloud called him forward to put his ideal of
Christianity into practice, and the money to commence the work was already in
his hand, the stupendous task appalled him and he cried with Paul, Who is
sufficient for these things?
How strange that the idea of
such developments had never crossed his mind before he allowed himself to drift
so far upon the tide of events! And yet again, if God had designed or saw it
necessary for him to consider these things, would He not have withdrawn the
veil? If we could always foresee the outcome of our acts - were allowed, in any
sense, to be the architects of our own career - would it contribute to our
greater good or ill?
Why are we discontent?
God leads, and sees right
onward to the end;
But we are blind. Try as we may
to see
Our lifted foot but falls in
mystery.
We know not yet the Now; how
can we safely tend,
Forecast, provide for in the
unborn Then
We may not reach? Oh, foolish
sons of men,
Be still; God knows! Trust thou
in Him and rest,
Nor more disturb thy soul - He orders for the best!
I feel something as I imagine
Jonah felt when God commanded him to go to Nineveh and he took ship for
Tarshish, said Pawley to his wife at this time. All that I have asked and
more - more than I ever thought or desired - God has given me; the cup of my
dreams has been filled to overflowing; my work on the Common has been crowned
with more than victory, and yet I feel very much like running away, rather than
taking up the cross of responsibility the Master has laid at my feet.
That is easily understandable,
my lad; Christ knows and can appreciate such a natural shrinking of the flesh.
The duties to which we are accustomed we perform with almost mechanical
confidence, even smiling when others wonder how we accomplish them. How many
wonder at your work every Sunday and the ease with which you control the
multitude of opinions arrayed against you. They could not do it, but you have
grown into it, and in so doing fail to recognise the extent of the task you
perform. It is the new, the unknown, the untried at which we naturally shrink
and feel diffident; but the work is not yours any more than the past has been,
it is Gods, and He is able. With His strength perfected in your weakness, even
this greater development will be carried on until He sees it necessary to bring
other labourers into the field. I am, for myself, perfectly assured of this,
for
His love in times past forbids
me to think
Hell leave us at last in trouble to sink.
And so long as we have His
presence why need we be afraid? Have you mentioned this to St Clear?
No! Neither should I care to
do so. I am ashamed of such ingratitude after all he has done for me.
Surely that should be
sufficient to convince you that these feelings only arise from the weakness of
the flesh and not the unwillingness of the spirit. Its the grip of the dead
hand of old mortality upon you, Ernest, trying to hold you back from the new
and larger life God is opening out before us. Shake yourself, my lad, and get
free from the unworthy restraint. I am not doubtful, except, she added with
very demure humility, as to whether I shall be able to carry out one half of
the work I should like to do with the women.
Do you think I shall consent
to have a womans department? he asked with airy sauciness.
You may not, but I shall, she
replied archly, and if I experience any trouble about it, I shall at once
refer the matter to St. Clear, and I am sure he will uphold me. Just fancy any
forward movement without any thought about the women.
But I think my little woman
has quite enough on her hands at present. You have already done the life-work
or three of four women, dear, and I want to see you rest now.
But I dont want to rest, and
shall strenuously refuse to be pushed out of this new work like a naughty child
who is not wanted. The work I have done was only a preparation for this I have
now to do. It is always the busy people who can do a little extra; and just
imagine how useful all my past experience will be in dealing with the women in
straitened circumstances; but if you make no womens section of your work
it will all be lost.
Well, my girl, we will see how
it works out presently; but at present I have no conception how St. Clear will
advise. If he approve and you can teach women to be to their husbands the help
you have been to me, your part of the work will be the greater of the two, for
without your assistance I should have gone under long ago, and this work
would never have been begun.
With such cautious,
half-reluctant steps did he move forward in those first few days, until he lost
his depth in the flood of new duties; then he neither faltered nor hesitated,
but shouldering his cross went forward, following the sign which led him.
His apprehension of
difficulties, however, proved to have foundation in something more solid than
the shrinking of the flesh. The position he had taken was thoroughly unique,
being purely eclectic, without committing himself to the programme of any
existing institution or body. He found some good in every movement - something
desirable and helpful in uplifting humanity; a thread of pure
Christianity, as he interpreted it, was to be found in almost every social,
political and religious fabric, and these he was anxious to collect and use in
a practical form in the institution he would found. This liberality of mind
attracted men of widely-different modes of thought to hear him, and the skill
with which he harmonised and arranged the ideas in his discourses and
discussions commended his basis theoretically as an advisable centre from which
to work, since Pawley was perfectly satisfied to allow a wide divergence of
opinion from himself in matters of detail, because identity of thought all
along the line is a hopeless impossibility. In this lay one secret of his power
all through his open-air work, and the graceful dexterity with which he
reconciled opposing factions no doubt produced in the minds of many exaggerated
ideas as to what might be accomplished if his work could only be consolidated.
At least results proved to be so.
Even though he had not to ask
anyone to assist him in the way of capital, it was absolutely essential that he
should seek for help in forming some idea of the lines on which the work should
be continued as well as putting the same into execution; and upon such committee
it was equally necessary that each feature of his programme should also be
represented. This meant a large committee, and no sooner did he succeed in
bringing it together than every member of it was anxious to include the whole
of his own programme to the exclusion of his opponent, and failure to
accomplish the desire produced friction, irritation and oftentimes a temporary
injury to the work. Under St. Clears guiding counsel, however, Pawley kept the
final authority in his own hands, in the certainty that firm government would
presently produce order out of the temporary discord; irreconcilables would be
weeded out and their places taken by others who were willing to accept the
broad, eclectic principles which Pawley determined to maintain.
Suitable premises were soon
secured, which had been erected for manufacturing purposes. These included a
number of rooms already available for occupation, and a small hall capable of
seating from three to four hundred people, with a large shed, which at moderate
expense could be converted into a hall such as was needed for larger meetings
and concerts.
Furnishing went on briskly, and
before the meetings on the Common came to an end The Brotherhood was
inaugurated, and from the first proved to be a pronounced success.
Now Pawley began to feel his
real lack of help, for the new institution was open seven days a week, and all
day, and at night his rooms were occupied with groups of men who needed
directing minds to lead them. For such assistance it was impossible for him at
present to pay, when though he could find the exact men he wanted, because the
expenses he had already incurred were in considerable advance of his estimates,
and the receipts were in no way commensurate with the expenditure. In this
difficulty he looked around to try and find the help he so sadly needed.
He met Aucott.
I hear your Brotherhood is a
great success, said the latter, in greeting him.
Far beyond even our most
sanguine expectations I am sadly in need of help. Will you come and give me a
hand?
I shall be pleased to do so - that
is if our opinions dont clash too much.
Our basis is quite wide enough
to avoid that, and we are too busy with useful work to waste time over
straw-splitting.
What are your conditions of
membership?
A subscription of one penny
per week and whosoever will may come.
But have you no common basis
of faith?
The general principle of the
Brotherhood is an attempt to apply the golden rule towards man, and a belief in
the Fatherhood of God, upon the basis of my lectures upon the Common. It is in
no sense a church, but just what its name implies. You have no idea what a
field of usefulness it has opened up, but I stand sadly in need of help in the
evenings, for as yet the labourers are few indeed.
You are sure to have a crowd
if you throw your doors so wide open, he answered reflectively, but I have
little faith in unrestricted membership. In my experience it leads to harm
rather than good.
Christ provided for a much
wider membership than I am able to do.
Yes; but then you are not
Christ, you know.
Unfortunately we are not able
to say we are true followers of Him, responded Pawley, since we are unwilling
to leave those who consider themselves safe in the fold and go after those who
are lost; we have more preference to consort with the healthy than minister to
the sick, would rather fraternise with the scribes and pharisees in Jerusalem
than be found in company with the prophet from Nazareth. Still, out of Nazareth
came the worlds salvation -
No! from Bethlehem.
Well, from Bethlehem, Ratcliffe
Highway or the Borough, if the point is essential to your peace of mind. But
will you come and help us in our need?
I am afraid I dare not unless
you will consent to raise the Brotherhood into an avowed Christian institution.
All right, my friend, we must
still agree to differ, but I must refuse to put your gag, or any other of such
fanatical kind, upon my work, even if I have to get along without your
assistance.
Please dont misunderstand me.
I have the highest appreciation of you and the work you are doing, but there is
only one way of salvation.
And you are throwing a
stumbling-block in that one way because those who walk therein cannot pronounce
your shibboleth; and you are so blinded by doctrinal bigotry and traditions of
men that you cannot see how you hinder the very work you profess to have at
heart.
But it was no use, Aucott was
going to heaven through a very narrow gate, by a path which only a few can
find, and he had no wish for the company of a crowd, therefore he could
not join the Brotherhood.
Still the work went on and
increased, and we may be pardoned here if we pause a moment to gain an idea of
the scope of its operations.
Many men applied for membership
apparently under the impression that the possession of a card would forthwith
admit them into the full advantages of the millennium, in which work of all
description would be discontinued and earth transformed into a Paradise of
luxurious enjoyment. Now this view was certainly rather too optimistic to form
and encourage, but the actual benefits which Pawley had been able to secure had
at once a very material effect upon the income of his people. A list of
tradespeople was handed with the card, with whom arrangements had been made,
upon the co-operative principle, for trading in almost every necessity of the
home upon discount terms of a very liberal nature. Coals could be delivered all
the year round at wholesale prices by a subscription of one shilling a week;
boots, clothing and furniture clubs were also formed upon a similar basis, so
that from the first the Brotherhood was equal to a substantial rise in wages.
Sick benefit and loan societies were formed, from the latter of which small
sums could be borrowed at an interest of about one per cent., repayable in
fractional instalments, to meet emergencies which oftentimes break up the homes
of working people; and every suggestion not anticipated was gladly received and
considered, with a view to adapt if useful or practicable.
Turning to the club
accommodation, a most commodious reading-room was furnished with a wide
selection of morning, evening and weekly papers, where smoking was permissible
while reading; and in a smaller room adjoining were to be found illustrated
papers, periodicals and magazines where smoking was prohibited because
accessible during certain hours to females. In other rooms were billiards,
bagatelle, chess, draughts, dominoes and other games, for the former of which
only such prices were charged as would give a slight margin above actual cost,
so that skill, amusement and recreation might be secured without an
expenditure of money beyond the means of the players. Coffee and light
refreshments were provided upon the same principle, but all intoxicants
were rigorously excluded. Any attempt at gambling was met in, the first
instance by a caution, and if repeated, by temporary or permanent
exclusion, but the ever-watchful president had little trouble in this
direction.
In all these departments Pawley
kept a general oversight, but was constantly represented by deputies from
one or other of the sub-committees who managed the different sections. In spite
of his great infirmity the Rev. Frederick Holmes found congenial employment on
two evenings of the week in the directorship of the Chess Club; and in William
Saddler a most energetic conductor was discovered for the active temperance
work that was originated.
Elinor was far more successful
than her husband in gathering around her an active ladies committee willing to
co-operate in any useful work determined on. A domestic agency was established,
and certain rooms were given over to the work of the ladies during the day, of
which most busy use was made. Servants and overworked mothers might bring or
send in materials, and willing hands made up the garments in sewing meetings
free of charge. Elinor had two or three dressmakers pressed into her
service, nor rested until she had procured three or four sewing-machines in
order to reduce labour to a minimum and so keep pace with the requirements in
this department. Outside this large quantities of new materials were made up,
much of which came to hand in response to Mrs. Holmess correspondence for the
purpose; second-hand clothes were renovated, and a monthly sale established in
which members or their wives might receive all the advantages, so long as a
trifling amount was handed over towards the expenses of the place.
But of all the workers the lions
share fell upon Pawleys shoulders. He had taken it as his one work by this
time, with St. Clears concurrence, and spent his whole time in the management
of it.
During the day, when the rooms
were comparatively little used, the ordinary business routine was enough to
engage him, a paid secretary, and one of his sons. One night in each week he
had to give to his council meeting, and the direction of the forty different
items which already formed their programme required the whole of the night
to deal with. His other nights, until he could secure more help, were filled up
with classes (sometimes three in an evening), lectures, or occasionally
accepting a challenge to a game of chess, draughts, billiards or otherwise to
keep in fraternal touch with his members.
It was heavy work, in addition
to his Sunday services, but he was happy in it because continually receiving
testimony of the good he was doing. He had lightened the load of life which had
long pressed on many shoulders. The Brotherhood was becoming recognised as
a haven of refuge, its influence was permeating homes and lives, men and women
were already better for its existence; and that was the one thing for
which he was working. If the work did press heavy upon him it would not be for
long; the utility of the institution would soon be acknowledged, and with
another winter he would be certain to receive recognition and assistance
in some parts of his work; or if not his large hall would be available and he
could arrange for such lectures and concerts as would give him the requisite
relief.
So he worked and prayed, happy
in the results that were visible on every hand.
With April came the necessary
change in the order of procedure. The voices of the spring had the usual fascination
for the young people, who for several weeks past had been represented by active
committees making arrangements for outdoor recreation and amusement. Cricket,
tennis, rambling, cycling and other clubs were formed, and the burden of the
classes and lectures which had so long pressed upon Pawleys shoulders was
lifted for a time; not that the older and more sober-minded of his members were
anxious to put their studies aside, but Pawley was a firm believer in the
gospel of fresh air, and advocated an interest in the amusements of the young
people as a desirable advantage not to be neglected.
The winters work had made
serious inroads upon his health and strength, and when they thought of him and
the rest he needed they were willing to accede to his suggestion if only he
would promise to take his own physic, a stipulation he consented to abide by
as far as the inevitable duties of his office would permit.
Of course there still remained
a vast amount of detail and management to be discharged at the ever-open home.
The reading-rooms and many of the clubs knew nothing of times and seasons, and
every department of the womens work went on without intermission. Elinor
kept the scissors, needles and machines snipping, hemming and stitching, in
answer to present demands or in prospect of future requirements, with the
result that the labours of those summer afternoons and evenings provided a
substantial and free tea for more than eight hundred destitute children as an
inauguration of the new year.
But energetic minds are
restless almost before their weariness is over, and Pawley had not taken time
to recover his breath before he proposed to recommence his open-air work on the
Common, in addition to the morning and evening services in his own hall. His
plea was that there were many persons living at a distance who regularly came
to hear him on the Common but could not join the Brotherhood, tradesmen and assistants
who were too busy and tired during the week, and many who, from the multitude
of reasons London so uniquely furnishes, would be disappointed not to hear him
while they enjoyed the open air, and he was anxious to continue his work among
them. Not a few of his friends, however, foresaw that such a proposal would
entirely prevent his necessary recuperation before the winter, when his work
would, in all probability, become even more arduous than in the past, owing to
the continual increase of the membership and the new addition of branches
of usefulness already under consideration. They therefore approached Elinor to
secure her influence with their own to dissuade him from such an ill-advised
proceeding. She promised to think the matter over, really to give her an opportunity
to consult St. Clear, which explanation could not be made to her interviewers
because of their ignorance of his existence, and by this means she saved her
husband from his folly and himself.
As the weeks and months went by
the Brotherhood commanded respect, even though it failed to enlist the
assistance it needed to make in enduring. By its works and fruits it appealed
with trumpet tongues alike to reformers, humanitarians and professing
Christians to lay aside their narrow prejudices and meet upon a free and
liberal platform with no other doctrinal basis than an application of the
golden rule. The initial success had already been achieved. Of course everyone
could find some objection in particular features of the institution - for
instance, one would object to the billiard-room, but it was a certain fact that
its establishment in the Brotherhood had closed the saloon attached to the
public-house opposite within six weeks, and already three or four men who
frequented the house for the sake of the billiards, and had fallen deplorable victims
to the drink, were now pledged abstainers in regular work and with prosperous
homes. These advantages had to be balanced against the objection, and in the
result it would be a suicidal policy to shut out the billiards. The same
argument might be equally applied to other phases of the work, but let one
illustration suffice. Pawley was at work to reclaim and save, and fishing for
men, he was glad to avail himself of every legitimate piscatorial device in
baiting his hooks if by any means he could save some. We know him well enough
by this time to understand that many of the attractions he adopted were not the
most congenial recreations or pastimes to himself, and he was wise and liberal
enough to acknowledge that the minds of all men were not cast in his mould. He
knew well enough that the net in which mackerel mesh will let the herrings
through, and the hook with which he could safely land a whiting would come to
grief with a black-jack or a cod. This lack of consideration and adaptation is
a lesson yet to be learned and applied by the successors of the Galilean
fishermen, and when the children of the kingdom become as wise in their
day and generation as the children of this world, when we are able to take the
wisdom of the serpent and combine it with the harmlessness of the dove, when we
wake up to the idea that to be successful fishers we must go where the fish
are, and carry the most approved tackle for our labours, then such a work as
Pawleys will be assisted and our nets will break with the harvest of lifes
sea as we drag them to the land. But never mind the breaking net; other drift
fishers will be close alongside, and they that escape from one will be found
meshed in the nets of the other, and so when the morning breaks we will all
rejoice together.
As the summer wore on it became
more and more certain to Pawley that no substantial help would be forthcoming
before the winter session commenced, and it was absolutely necessary that he
should make preparation therefore. He sighed as he thought of his own
weakness in comparison with the greater expansion of his work consequent
upon the addition of his larger hall, but he was conscious where all necessary
assistance could be secured, so opening his shoulders to the demand which was
laid upon him, he stooped, took up the cross of duty and went forward.
By this time the membership had
reached an aggregate of two thousand and was continually increasing. These
were representative of almost every conceivable phase of human thought - political,
social, religious and agnostic, and the task of arranging a programme
adequately providing for such a variety of minds required no little labour
and consideration. Still it had to be done, and with a view of reducing it to
some practicable shape Pawley invited half-a-dozen members of his council
to meet him and arrange a preliminary proposal for submission to the
larger body. The difficulty was at length surmounted; the new hall was to be
open every night, like every other part of the building (save only on Sundays),
and a programme was arranged, extending to the new year, meeting most of
the demands, and well-known lecturers were engaged, competent to discuss the
various subjects - scientific, political, historic and otherwise, which
had been proposed; Saturday night being reserved for popular concerts of which
Elinor took control, with the assistance of the bandmaster, pianist and
organist as a committee.
Throughout all this
organisation we have made but the slightest and most casual reference to the
religious aspect of the work. Had it transpired that in providing for the
recreation and amusement as well as the intellectual development of the
members Pawley had allowed the more vital point to be forgotten? No; not in any
sense, but with a tact of which he was a fairly astute master, he prosecuted
his work in this direction free from any ostentatious or objectionable
persistence. He was no advocate of goody-goody methods, was too painfully
conscious of the harm rather than good of seeking to thrust religion nolens volens down a mans throat, and
he wisely adopted a more excellent and successful way in which he led the
blind unsuspectingly towards the desired goal. Through every branch of his work
there ran an oftentimes invisible guiding thread, soft and fine as silk, but
all the same it possessed effectual leading qualities, and as he
manipulated it, it did lead and produced results where it was least suspected.
Here is an instance.
An aged and retired minister
dropped into the office and inquired for the president one day, and, being
introduced into the private room where Pawley was busy with his
correspondence, said,‑
My name is Ayres, Mr. Pawley.
I have taken the opportunity of calling to hear something more of this
wonderful work I am told you are doing.
Be seated, doctor; I have
heard of your kind inquiries from Mrs. Lankaster, who is one of our most
indefatigable workers, and well able to tell you what we are trying to do.
Trying to do, do you say? Why,
if one half of that she says is true you are putting all our churches to the
blush, I can assure you.
I have no wish to do that, but
if I can stir them to emulate or oppose me, I shall be satisfied; anything is
better than stagnation.
Now, take the case of Mrs.
Lankaster herself. With the death of her husband all the light passed out of
her life, till you discovered her, and now see what she is. It was the
improvement I saw in her that led me to know of you and your work.
Her case is an illustration of
what I say. She is a splendid woman of enviable ability, but had no interest in
life. When my wife discovered her she was induced to take the management of our
domestic agency, from which she learned to appreciate other departments of our
work. An idle, useless life gave her scope to nurse her grief, but there is no
room for idleness where my wife and I are, and you see what work has done for
Mrs. Lankaster. I am still sadly in need of workers, and if you have any spare
time on your hands, I shall be glad if you can see your way to place it at our
disposal.
My dear friend, replied the
astonished doctor, I am already far past the three score and ten, and beyond
taking any part in such an enterprise.
Years are nothing if the heart
is young, replied the president, good-humouredly; some men are old at forty,
but Moses was young at treble the age. If you will say you will help I will
undertake to find you congenial work; the heart-breaking burden I have to
bear is to see the work needing to be done, the facilities we have for doing it
and the few who are willing to help.
I am altogether ignorant of
it. Mrs. Lankaster has told me so much that I could not resist the desire to
call and see you; but the strain of such a work would be too much for me. I
only wish I was forty years younger.
I have work none but those who
have your years of experience can touch - it is left undone at present, though
the Master is, I know, anxious about it. Can you not give me a little help, if
only one hour a week for a month?
I wish I could, but I dare
not, he replied, touched by the yearning sincerity of the appeal. At my time
of life I dare not trust myself in the company of men who have imbibed your
intensity of soul. But I feel for your loneliness, and I am willing to help you
in the one way I think is alone practical.
I will thank God for any help,
however small it be.
Mrs. Lankaster tells me that
should you break down any Sunday you have no one on whom you can call.
Not a soul that I know of.
Then call upon me and I will
be pleased to help you.
I thank you, for Christs
sake, for that relief.
Then the two looked silently
into each others eyes for a moment without speaking. The doctor had been drawn
within the circle of Pawleys fascinating influence, his heart went out to the
man, and he realised the mysterious power he wielded over men, of which
Mrs. Lankaster was never tired of speaking, but which hitherto he had
doubted, as being the infatuation of gratitude. He knew better now and began to
understand the secret of the strange heretics success. On the other hand,
Pawleys lonely soul felt the vibrations of sympathy towards himself, but he
would not avail himself of its generous outflow to over-persuade his new
friend.
Now will you allow me to ask
you about one special feature of your work in which I feel a most curious
interest?
I shall be glad to give you
any information in my power.
Our mutual friend tells me
what a hold you have upon the Secularists.
Does she? he answered as
unconsciously as if the fact had never before occurred to his mind. Well,
perhaps she knows better about that than I do; for I tell you candidly I make
it a practice not to ask any man what he is, and unless they drop the
information that they are Agnostics, Secularists, or even Atheists I should not
seek to know it. They are all welcome, for the Brotherhood is for them equally
as much as the most pronounced Christian.
How many such men have you in
membership, do you suppose?
That is quite impossible to
say. As I tell you, we make no inquiries as to belief; but among two thousand
five hundred I should not be surprised to find seventy or eighty.
But is it true that these men
attend your religious services?
A number of them do so
regularly.
And still call themselves
Atheists?
I should not wonder if they
do, Pawley answered, smiling. I know it is so in one or two instances, but I
attribute that more to habit than design; they fail to recognise the change
that has so gradually come over their ideas.
But the thing appears to me perfectly
incredible. Mark me, he hurried to explain, I can readily understand a
man with atheistical ideas being attracted once or twice from motives of
curiosity, but do you really mean to say that some of them are regular
attenders?
Yes, not a few of them are;
and I fail to see why it should not be so. These men, though spiritually blind
as they may be - whether from birth, accident, or negligence of others
makes no difference - are, I believe, as anxious to learn the truth as you or I;
and when such truth is faithfully and clearly set before them, they are as
keenly able to appreciate it as others - their eyes are open through the
miracle-working power of Christs gospel, and they are instinctively drawn to
Him. Surely such a result ought not to be so incredible to us.
I will grant you that it ought
not to be so, but I must sorrowfully confess that it is so none the less.
Well, let me try and assist
your unbelief, responded Pawley, with his usual desire to drive every item of
his truth fully home. Will you come down to our service on Sunday night - take
the prayer for me - and afterwards I will introduce you to one or more of
these men; then you can hear what they have to say about it.
The invitation was frankly
accepted, and on the following Sunday evening Ernest Pawley was, for the first
time, accompanied to the platform of the Brotherhood by a regularly
recognised minister of the Congregational body.
The service commenced by
singing that grand universal anthem of the Church: ‑
All hail the power of Jesus name,
during the singing of which
Ernest called the doctors attention to a very prominent individual in front of
the platform.
That is Thomas Burridge.
Surely you know his name and boasted Secularism?
Do you mean the man singing so
lustily?
Yes.
After the service this man was
introduced to the doctor.
Mr. Pawley tells me that you
are a free-thinker? the inquirer ventured after one or two preliminary questions.
So I am, bluntly responded
Burridge. I think just as I like and leave other people to do the same.
Then what do you think of Mr.
Pawleys ideas of heaven as he expounded them just now?
Nothing at all, because I dont
understand them. This lifes more than I can manage, and I hope Ive got too
much common sense to make matters worse by bothering about another as well.
But what do you think of Jesus
Christ?
Nothing at all. You parsons
knocked all that nonsense out of my head long ago.
But I thought you were singing
Crown Him Lord of all, just now?
Burridge gave the doctor a
sharp, quick look of confident astonishment, then his face lightened with
a smile that removed its rugged hardness, and revealed a touch of sympathy
which had hitherto been invisible and unsuspected.
It wasnt your Jesus I meant,
he replied. If He exists at all its on the other side of the stars, listening
to angels singing. Hes too busy to bother Himself about us poor devils who
have to puff and sweat trying to make both ends meet on a Saturday night. Its
Mr. Pawleys Jesus I was singing about - a man among men, who has no idea or
time to think about angels so long as men are suffering and need His help.
Pawleys Jesus has took a contract to put the world right, and, by thunder, hes
going to do it too! and Hes letting the angels look after themselves till Hes
finished it. Finish your work first, then you can take your pleasure with
a clear conscience, He says, and He dont only tell us to do it, but He lends
a hand on the job Himself, and you may be sure about this - if ever He climbs
the golden ladder, it wont be till the last poor devil who needs His help has
gone up before Him. Bless you, when Im bothered at my work I can talk to Him
as He stands beside my bench, and I know He hears me, and Im a better man
for knowing Hes about. If you were in my place and knew our Jesus, as Mr.
Pawley makes us know Him, and knew He was always at your elbow as I know He is
at mine, I guess you would sing quite as loud as I do. But dont you forget it,
Hes as different to your Jesus as bread is to chips.
His language was more forcible
than polished, but he taught the doctor a lesson and satisfied his scruples.
Mr. Pawley, I scarcely know
how to thank you for the excellent service you have rendered me to-night, he
said, in taking his leave, and I shall esteem myself honoured if you will add
my name to your membership roll.
And you will give me what help
you can?
Most certainly I will, but for
the present, at least, I cannot undertake systematic service.
This incident will illustrate
the pungent influence which Pawleys personality exerted throughout the
Brotherhood. There was no parade of religion, no advertisement of faith posted
on a lugubrious countenance, no sanctimonious posing or nervous desire to
hush the sinful sound of laughter. He was a man among men, sharing their
pleasures, subject to their desires, appreciating their pleasantries, helping
to bear their sorrows. But there was something in him which made him more than
the rest in spite of the service he was always willing to render; he possessed
a something which had a remarkable property of revealing itself and making
every man he came in contact with dissatisfied because of the consciousness it
created that he was not as Pawley was. It made him desired; even those who did
not agree with him wished to be in his company; those in trouble lost half
their burden in the sympathy he offered them; he seemed able to find a way
instinctively through every difficulty; his smile of confidence and word
of encouragement helped to lift many a lowering cloud, and the honest grip
of his hand gave strength to many a timid endeavour. In fact, the strangely
magnetic vibrations of his personality thrilled through every nerve and fibre
of the instil talon, doing its silent, uplifting, redeeming work, as it
preached by quiet action and irresistible example a gospel more powerful than
lips, however eloquent, can find language to declare.
He was not oblivious of the
ascendency he had gained over the minds of his people - not only those who in
their veneration regarded him with deepest affection, but also the active
minority who were in, though not of, the Brotherhood - as Judas was among the
disciples - watching a favourable opportunity to make something out of their
position. The knowledge, however, was no occasion of pride; it rather prompted
gratitude, and kept alive a keen sense of the responsibility it entailed. Many
advised him to get rid of the malcontents, but he was deeply sensible of the
fact that the erring stood in greater need of help. Was not his complaint with the
Church the neglect of the lost in favour of the safely housed? And he was not
quite so inconsistent as to fall into the error he decried. He knew these
latent traitors, and by his regard for their welfare, by the added attention he
bestowed upon them individually and collectively, by his questionings and
reasonings, though never by direct accusation, he made them to understand his
knowledge of them and their desires. He was true to them and their best
interests, even to the giving to them the sop rather than to the beloved who
shared his closer confidence, if by any means he could save and restore them.
He loved; and with faces flushed with shame one and another of them had
frequently to turn aside to hide the base selfishness with which they sought to
betray him, but he trusted in God and did not forsake them.
This supremacy, however, was
not altogether an unmixed pleasure under the circumstances in which he was
placed, as Pawley had yet to discover to his own cost and the interest of the
institution. The inevitable result of this only partial manifestation of the
Christ spirit was - as in Galilee - all men sought for him though they did not
necessarily believe in him; and herein lies one eternal truth and attestation
to the purity or otherwise of the gospel preached - I, if I be lifted up
from the earth, will draw all men unto Me. It is an everlasting effect of
an immutable law which men have no power to resist. The question of service and
worship evolving out of the attraction is only a matter of time. Where the
Christ is, men must come, because He possesses the one thing needful to
satisfy the universal desire of humanity.
Pawleys experience realised a
verification of this natural fact in a most striking and undesirable direction.
When the large hall had been
opened and the winter session of public lectures and discussions began, in
spite of the fact that the best possible talent had been secured, and every
precaution taken to make the session a success worthy of the institution,
the effort proved to be a most significant failure, from no other assigned
cause than Pawleys absence. The lecturers were all that could be desired, the
arrangements were in every sense admirable, but unless Pawley was present
very few others cared to be.
But you know how short I am of
help in this part of the work, he urged in reply to a deputation who waited
upon him to ask his reconsideration of the arrangements. I have already
consented to give a part of four nights in each week to the meetings in the
hall, and the two nights I am absent give me a chance of holding four classes
for those who need my help more than you do downstairs.
Perhaps that is so, replied
one of the deputation, but what are we to do? Its bad enough for us to have
to listen to strangers even if you are there, but to do it when you are away is
like going home from work and finding mother out. Of course its home - but its
with a mighty difference.
Pawley smiled at the simile.
But you must remember the size
of my family. Its impossible for me to have you all in one room. Then again I
am not out but only pursuing my duties elsewhere if I am not with you.
Thats all right so far as it
goes; but when we are at home you might come into the largest room so that most
of us might have a look at you.
But dont you know that there
are some household duties that cannot be publicly discharged? He still fenced
pleasantly. There are matters of personal advice and inquiry, cautions and
admonitions, difficulties and assistance, and a hundred other matters I
have to attend to equally as important as my more public work.
And you also have hours and
hours to give to those sort of things when we are at work. We only get two or
three hours at night, sometimes only twice a week, and dont you think we want to
see you then, even if we have to listen most of the time to strangers?
But when you speak about
strangers, you must remember that they are all gentlemen who are admitted
authorities on the subjects upon which they are lecturing, and it is necessary,
even though I were competent to deal with them - which I am not - that you
should be brought under the influence of different minds in order that your
thought may be saved from narrow limitations.
We are willing to risk all
that.
Perhaps so. But that does not
relieve me of my share of responsibility. I am not insensible to this testimony
of the appreciation with which you regard me, but I am confident that what has
been done is for your good; you will grow accustomed to it presently and then
will not think of me at all. But if I accede to your wish it not only means the
discontinuance of the four classes I am now holding, but presently you will be
asking me to give the lectures myself, and believe me when I say I am neither
competent nor strong enough to do so.
Perhaps you wouldnt do it in
a swallow-tail coat and a white tie, but we should understand you better and
get more good from what you said; you might also have to give up the classes,
but you dont have more than twenty in any one of them, while the hall would be
packed to hear you like it is on Sunday nights.
I can understand all that, my
friend, and I believe you are, to an extent, right in what you say; but you
must remember that at first I had just the same difficulty to begin my work
among you on the Common, and there was the same objection to hear me as you
make to these gentlemen. How do you know but that in every one of them you may
presently find another man even better for your welfare than I am?
We will take the chances of
that.
You may be willing to do so,
and yet I am only advising you for your own good. I dont want you to
think I am selfish about it, but -
You neednt tell us that; we
know you well enough by this time.
You scarcely know what I was
about to say, he answered, smiling at his friends impetuosity. I have no
wish to be selfish, but I do ask you to remember the immense amount of work I
have on my hands already. I am sure if you had any true conception of it you
would understand how physically impossible it is for me to attempt to deliver
two additional lectures a week, though I were ten times more qualified than I
am.
For my part, replied one of the members, I
fail to see how that would be more work than you do at present. You would give
up four classes and in their place deliver two lectures; I should think you
would gain in that way, and while you are talking you may just as well speak to
a thousand as twenty. But whatever you do, the gist of the matter lies
here, we want you instead of strangers, and if we cant have you, well, then,
the best thing to do is to shut up the hall on those two nights and save the
money.
No amount of argument could
shake this determination, and the views of the deputation very clearly represented
the majority of the members. Pawley was therefore compelled to face the fact
that if the lectures were to form such a feature in his programme as he desired,
he would be reluctantly compelled to make himself individually responsible for
them, at least for a time, sacrificing whatever of educational advantage and
real merit divided the lecturers from himself, and be content to struggle
forward until by gradual and apparently fortuitous circumstances he would be
able to transfer the duty.
Elinor awoke, and finding
Ernest was still at work, turned up the gas to see the time. It was ten minutes
to four oclock. She made it a rule not to disturb him in his study, but this
was carrying forbearance beyond all powers or reason. So, donning her
dressing-gown and slippers, she proceeded to put an end to yesterdays
work, and compel him to take what rest remained possible in preparation for the
labours of to-day.
She found him busily engaged
upon a box of lantern slides illustrative of ant life, and a small library of
reference books were strewn around, in the study of which he was so
engrossed as scarcely to notice her entrance for the moment.
Ernest, my lad, whatever are
you doing? she inquired with anxious concern.
Trying to grasp the beauties
of the fact, poetry and romance of ant life, he replied enthusiastically. I
had no idea of the fascination of the subject until I began to examine the
slides Tyler has sent me, then I discovered another world I have yet to
conquer. What a pity it was that there was no Walter Tyler, with his library of
lantern slides, when Alexander wept. He could have supplied the conqueror with
fifty new worlds to go on with.
Then he pushed his work aside,
according to his habit whenever his wife came into his room, and swung himself
round in his revolving chair to give her welcome and take his usual kiss. She
started at the sight of his face. He had made a mistake - he thought of it when
it was too late, but the secret was out - it could not be recalled. When he had
left his work of late he had sedulously bathed his face, to remove as far as
possible the traces of the overtime which pressed most heavily upon him in those
midnight hours, but in her surprise visit she saw him as he really was, all
unprepared to meet her, with the havoc of his labour in active operation, his
eyes, burning with the fierce dry fire of a determined will, framed in purple
circles adding depth to their hollowness; an ashen pallor upon his cheeks, and
lips tremulously resolute. He recognised the error he had made in a moment, and
smiled in an attempt to reassure her, but the love-mask only accentuated her
terror, since therein she lost the last trace of her husband, and only saw the
cruel grin of a deaths head before her eyes.
In her horror she was terribly
glad for the unusual step she had taken in seeking to disturb him, by which she
had been placed in possession of the truth of his condition, perhaps before - and
yet her loyal heart feared - it was too late to save him. And in that moment of
discovery she began to upbraid herself that, in her engrossing labours for the
Brotherhood, she had neglected her care of him until she found that he was
certainly slipping beyond her reach. He to whom the whole world was only a
feather-weight in comparison with the Alps; the one heart, which for more than
twenty years had beat for her with the rhythmic music of purest love, was
fluttering into silent rest; while yet the noon-day sun had scarcely reached
its zenith, the twilight was lowering and the cool breezes already played
across and blanched his cheeks; and in a little time she would be called upon
to drop for ever the hand she had held so long.
My darling! My lad! she cried
in the agony of her grief, throwing herself, sobbing, around his neck, you are
killing yourself, and I have been so careless of your welfare as not to see it.
Put your books away and come to bed at once.
He took her hands tenderly and
tried to unclasp them that he might look into her face.
No! No! she cried, I will
not loose you! You are mine - and I will save you.
He did not speak, but, with his
hands resting upon her trembling arms, hesitated and peered away into vacancy
at the revelation her words conjured in his mind. In the fierceness of the
fight, in his unselfish devotion to duty, in the enthusiasm with which he had
thrown himself into the day-toil of the vineyard, in his eagerness to
secure an abundant harvest for the Master he so faithfully served, he had
neither time nor thought to estimate how much he was giving to his stewardship.
But Elinors words had revealed to him how completely all that he had was laid
upon the altar of consecration! Was he sorry? Should he reach out his hand and
withdraw any part of his sacrifice before all was consumed? No! He dare
not do that. Yet over the arid, fiery desert of his eye a pilgrim tear wandered
at the thought of her; then tenderly throwing his arms around her he drew her
storm-swept face to his and kissed her lips.
Yes, darling, I am yours, and
you are mine, but we can only be temporarily so unless we are one in Him. At
its best and longest, life here is only brief, but in Him it lengthens out into
the everlasting; therefore, at whatever present sacrifice it must be
accomplished, we must secure the eternal. But why need we be afraid? Oh! how He
loves! And what a confirmation of it He gave to us when He gave Himself! But,
my precious one, we must not forget that He erected that standard as a measure
of our devotion to Himself!
Love so amazing, so divine.
Demands my soul, my life, my all.
If we are not prepared to
forsake all and follow Him, we are not worthy to be His disciples. In the
pilgrimage of life you and I have just arrived at the point where this
final demand is made upon us. It is the one bit of the way that is supremely
hard and difficult; it presents the one temptation in which the tempter
shall either conquer or leave us for ever. Which shall it be, my darling? Is
all we have given, all we have suffered, to be of no avail because we are not
willing to throw the last sweet fragment of incense upon the altar? Have we
followed Him so far, enjoyed such communion, received so many blessings, made
so many promises, only at the last to be found like Judas, traitors, and turn
our backs upon Him, simply that this weary life for one of us may be lengthened
for a few months or years at the most? He knoweth our frame, my girl; He
remembereth we are but dust; whatever He does is best, and if He wills it so,
the parting can only be till the day break ‑
Though painful at present twill cease before long;
And then, oh, how pleasant, the conquerors song!
Let us neither go back, nor be
afraid; if this is our Gethsemane we shall find the Master waiting for us
beneath the cypress trees, and He will teach us how to pray – Thy will
be done!
No, no, no, no, she wailed. My
lad, my life, I cannot - will not say that. Such a love as God cherishes for us
can never demand this sacrifice from me.
Do you remember when Bertie
was born, he asked with a preternatural calmness born of the intensity of his
trial, when our home was taken away and you were left so completely alone? We
then vowed together that we would trust Him even though He slew us, and events
proved that we were wise in doing so. The way God took to lead us out of the
difficulty was one no man could have devised, but it was the only one that met
the case in all its completeness, and the far-reaching effects of that
deliverance are only still unfolding. If it should be, darling - but here in
spite of his calmness he had a difficulty in speaking - that, for the moment,
an even darker night is falling upon us, can we do better than trust ourselves
to the same guiding and protecting love?
He would have said more, but
the secret tempest of his own grief shook and tore him until his thoughts were
broken, and his lips refused to speak.
I am willing to do so in
anything but the loss of you; but I cannot do that, because I do not believe He
demands such a sacrifice.
Hush, darling! His thoughts
may not be as our thoughts, and who shall say but that it is the very tenacity
with which we cling to each other that necessitates our separation until we
find in Him our all in all. We have often sung together - and this may be the
answer to our prayer-song‑
The dearest idol I have known,
Whateer that idol be,
Help me to tear it from Thy Throne,
And worship only Thee.
She flung herself upon her
knees before him, her hands still retaining her clasp around his neck, and her
tear-washed face looking almost seraphic in the glow of the self-renunciation
that was gradually rising over her.
Would you rather go, my lad? I
know how tired and worn-out you are; I can see it now as I never saw it before,
and all your sleep has left you. Would you like to sleep so long, so fast and
all alone?
No, my love; I am tired and
weary to an extent; but not so much so as you seem to think, though I should be
glad of a little rest when the Master sees it is time to take it - but this is
not our rest; that remaineth. No, dear, I am not anxious to go, because I dont
think my work is done for the present, even though we have had a somewhat long
and hard fight. Neither do I wish to go first; that I think belongs to you, for
the keenest of the suffering has been yours, and I am confident that He will
remember that it has been so; but dont be afraid, little woman, we are not at
the end of the day yet.
Then give up work for a little
while, my lad, and step back out of the danger you are courting for the
present.
I would if I were Master
instead of steward, my love, and you should not have to ask me to do so twice;
but you remember the promise I made to St. Clear to follow Jesus; when I first
met him on the other side I renewed it, and if there has ever been one hour
when it has been necessary to watch that promise more than another it is now,
and you are too faithful to Christ to ask me to be otherwise. No, darling, much
as I love you, I now know I love Him more, and I cannot give up or rest until
He bids me do so.
Come ye apart with me and rest
a while.
The voice sounded clear, soft
and firm, like the musical chime of a distant bell floating upon the breath of
a summer evening. Both Elinor and Ernest heard it and looked with wondering
astonishment first at each other and then towards the door. It was no unknown
nor unrecognised, and the message with which it announced the arrival of a
friend was one calculated to allay rather than excite alarm, but none the less
his presence at such a juncture was portentous, and the quick workings of the
mind of either detected a possibly veiled meaning in the consoling words, which
in spite of hope filled the excited Elinor with new fears,
As she wondered St. Clear
entered.
You await commands and I bring
them, was his greeting; and the purport of them is fully expressed in the words
of the Master with which I heralded my presence. Overtaxed and weary from a
long and nobly-sustained fight I am commissioned to say that you must rest.
Must! ejaculated Ernest, as
the definite emphasis laid upon the command reached him. But not of necessity
if I am not so weary as you suppose.'
Though you are but now risen
from repose and have not yet begun to work you will obey it if you are loyal
and obedient. But this is not the case. Have we not toiled together, and do I
not know the nature and the weariness of the burden you have sustained? The
Master also knows of it, and bids you rest.
Not upon the instant, he
pleaded with painful anxiety. I will at once prepare for it, and if you will
allow me only six weeks, I will be content to do as you desire.
Is the tenure of your life so
far assured that you can, with confidence, arrange for six weeks ahead? he
asked quietly.
I did not wish to presume, but
only pleaded for so much grace, he replied with apologetic humility. In that
time our winter session will draw to a close, and I can so arrange that my work
may be divided for a time, and set me free; but it is absolutely impossible for
me to find anyone to take my place now upon the instant.
Have you not yet learned the
lesson that with God all things are possible, or does the consciousness of
impossibility arise because your eyes are turned away from the purposes of the
Lord after the unwise desires of your own heart? Are you trying to deceive yourself
with the idea that six weeks hence you will be more willing to relinquish your
labour than you are at the present moment? If so, let me assure you that I am
not to be blinded by such shallow sophistries. Listen to me. My commission is
to bid you stand ready at any moment to lay down the weapons of this warfare
and rest when the command of the Father is given. The tale of your strength is
well-nigh told, the period of your present duty is expiring, the time of rest
is at hand. There are other days and other duties in the future, and God apportions
every mans strength to the service He requires from Him. Try as we will we
cannot understand His thoughts, neither does He reveal to us more than He
perceives it is desirable for us to know. The extension of His kingdom depends
upon our ready and prompt obedience. Has not your past experience made you
already aware of this? God knows, and though when He calls He does not always
choose to explain, we know that in the light of the afterwards all mysteries
will be cleared and we shall see - how many times have we done so heretofore - that
His wisdom is perfect and His dark purposes full of unexpected mercies. He does
not change His purpose when He sees it desirable to change His ministers
or His ministries. It may be that He has present work for us elsewhere, while
He infuses into the Brotherhood some element of success which your presence
prevents, or in the secret of His design He may have other purposes, by
means of which He can bring you the help and assistance for lack of which you
are now overpowered. I know not what may be, but this I do know - He
understands, and our reasonable service just now is willing obedience by
resting till the morning comes.
Pawley sat with his elbow upon
the arm of his chair and his hand covering his eyes all the time St. Clear was
speaking; but Elinor, who had risen from her knees when first she heard his
voice, stood beside her husband, clinging to his left hand, as if to protect
him from one who would take him away. Her eyes were fixed with a keen scrutiny
upon their exalted visitor, and as he breathed his gentle consolations, her
hopes and fears alternated according as she construed the problematic
significance of his words. The effects of her first discovery still influenced
her, and love bade her beware; it was, therefore, not to be wondered at that
her fears more easily predominated, until the covert suggestions of change,
other duties and another day demanded the most gloomy construction, and in her
renewed fear she appealed to him.
What is it you really mean - why
do you speak to us in such dark sayings? What is this rest, this change and
other work you speak of? Oh, please forgive me if, in the agony of my fear for
him, I forget the reverence due to your condition, but my soul is full of wild
alarms. So tell me, for Gods sake, tell me, that the rest you speak of is not
the sleep of death.
Calm your distress, my sister,
with the assurance that my language had no such allusion; there are other
nights than that you speak of, as there are other morrows than that of eternity.
If Ernest will be obedient to our desires, the work in which we are jointly
engaged is not yet done. So far, we have several times found it desirable to
change the form and course of our labours, having opened opportunities where
others, if willing, might have followed us and carried on the work we had begun
- the possibilities were set before them, and the demonstration clearly
established that the old gospel and the old effects thereof still survive, if
men will only accept the covenanted conditions. The work we have been able to
do in these various departments is the answer of Jesus Christ through a single
individual to the age, that simple faith, full consecration and willing
obedience to the pure gospel He expounded and practised is enough to solve
every problem and save the world to-day; also that He is here to do it, in the
lives of loyal servants, in an incarnation as real and tangible as when He
walked and ministered in Galilee. What we have already accomplished, thousands
are now able to bear testimony to. We have already touched the political,
social, moral, commercial, religious and criminal classes, and come off more
than conquerors, as He promised we should. But at the first our work was
confined to individuals or small groups of persons; in the Brotherhood we have
brought one man into contact with the masses in complicated and organised form,
and the victory has been equally significant. Within the circle of our
membership you have enclosed followers of every denomination - Catholic and
Protestant, Church and Dissent, Christian and Secularist. You have swept
the political gamut, from the most intolerant Conservative to the Anarchist.
All ranks and conditions of men and women have been brought together and held
by the influence of one man. This also has been seen and recognised, neither
has the work been done by formalism or creed, by shibboleth or sibboleth,
by party or by faction, but by the golden rule of Christ, which is still able
to save to the uttermost. So much for the past and the allaying of your
fears. Now the Lord is mindful of His servants even as men set store by that
which is of greatest intrinsic value. Though Ernest may not be emulated by
hirelings and formalists, though the existence of the Brotherhood may be a
standing reproach to boasting phariseeism and hollow profession, God
appreciates, and perhaps by withdrawing your husband for a time sees His way to
accentuating the work we have done and making it spring into a fuller life and
energy by reason of a period of gloom.
But is the Brotherhood to be
closed when its work has only just begun to be felt? cried the sorrow-stricken
Pawley.
My brother, and St. Clear
advanced a step to lay his hand tenderly upon the still bowed head of his co-worker,
Christ might have asked the same question about His Church when He reached His
Gethsemane. How little had He accomplished! What an awfully black outlook lay
before Him! But His work was Gods, and the gospel of truth and redemption will
ever remain so. In that sure fact lies the certainty of its ultimate success.
God remains, and with Him the gospel is unchangeable; men come and go, but the
truth abides. This work of the Brotherhood, in so far as it is true, is Gods.
If your duty has been to plant, and some other has to come after you to water
it, you may be sure it is well. If your absence from it for a time will
contribute to its health and strength, can you say such will not be well? or if
He bids you rest while others discover the value of your presence, in the benefit
your labours have had upon the neighbourhood, and wake to the fact that
you are worthy of the assistance they now withhold, will not that also be well?
This command to rest in the thick of the fight, and when the burden of the day
lies heaviest upon your shoulders, is a trial of your faith - a test of loyal,
unwavering obedience. See that you refuse not Him that speaketh, for come
what will -
God sits in the calm of eternal power
To guide the loom of the life of man;
He sees its warp and its weft each hour
Weaving some part of His infinite plan:
He knows the use of its myriad threads –
Each costly tint in the rich design;
And the shuttles are thrown with a matchless skill
For the hand of the Weaver is divine.
The intensity of Pawleys grief
subsided somewhat as St. Clear continued to speak to him, but his voice was
broken and husky as he took his visitors hand and without daring to look him
in the face thanked him for all he had hitherto done.
I have no right to complain
whatever God chooses to do with me, he went on; if I had only been one half
as faithful as yourself, the work need not have seen this interruption. It is
not you, but I who have so miserably, failed. May God have mercy upon me
and forgive me. Here he completely broke down, but St. Clear made no
attempt to answer, and let him weep. I will try and bear the chastisement I so
well deserve; but, oh, it will break my heart, I know it will.
You sadly mistake my purpose,
Ernest, if you think there is any charge of failure preferred against you. If I
have conveyed to you any idea but that of commendation for the work you
have done, I have wrongly discharged my mission, for you have aided us in our
work far beyond our expectations; of this receive my most confident assurance.
I will not, however, prolong this interview - you must sleep, but before I
leave you let me remind you of the advice you gave your wife before my arrival
- remember all the way by which God has brought you hither, and in the light of
the past trust Him now. Already Elinor and myself can see the silver lining to
this cloud, and when the shower of your tears has passed over you will see the
sunshine of His love. At present you are neither pensioned nor placed on the
retired list; our companionship will not cease; even while you will be resting
we shall be with you; and when God speaks again, when the cloudy pillar moves
forward once more, we shall be beside you to march forward to other victories.
Now, dry your tears. Lift up your eyes, heart, hopes, faith, and let us be
ready to answer when the Master calls!
I will try to do so; but this
is the hardest lesson I have yet had to learn. I had hoped I could say Thy
will be done, without a reservation, but the thought of leaving all those poor
fellows is too much for me.
Who said you are leaving them?
I did not! I have simply said you must hold yourself ready to rest, and all
beyond that must be left to God.
I thank you for that one ray
of comfort; it helps to bring the resignation nearer. Must I rest at once?
That too is in the Fathers
hands. I can only say get ready to do so. He will speak, and when He does be
ready to obey.
Pawley again reached his hand.
Forgive me for my unbelief,
he cried, but I see my way more clearly now. I will trust Him and not be
afraid, but come when it may I feel that I shall be able to answer Thy will be
done - even so, Father, for so it seemeth good unto Thee.
Let us pause for an instant,
before we raise the curtain upon the final scene of our story, to remind
ourselves of those things of which we have been witnesses in our companionship
with Ernest Pawley. St. Clear has already recalled to our hero some of the
desirable effects produced by their partnership - prejudices uprooted, walls of
partition broken down, chaos reduced to order, and discord changed to harmony.
But Pawley, left to himself, quietly retraced the whole ground again and
discovered far more cause for gratitude - saw far more work accomplished than
he had hitherto imagined. The experiences he had encountered, the trials of
faith upon which he had entered, the hopeful confidence in which he had struck
out from the beaten track of theology and pushed his way into the lost path,
once so plainly mapped out by the Christ, leading straight to the Fatherland
through implicit and literal acceptation of the promises, had ushered in a new
order of life, or rather had demonstrated to him the fact that the essential
features of the Christ life, which separated him so widely from the rest of humanity,
were never intended to remain unique, but the universal heritage of redeemed
mankind. He had set out upon his pilgrimage with two preliminary ideas in
his mind - God must be true, and the way to reach Him, which is the object of
every true life, was by the strait gate and undeviating path. In his departure
he had wisely consulted the only authentic Guide to the course he intended to
pursue; had counted the cost, noted the warnings of difficulties, tribulations,
oppositions and possibly untimely death; made himself acquainted so far as
possible with the cross he was expected to carry with him, and also
carefully noted the things he was instructed to leave behind. On the other hand
he estimated the promised benefits which should replace every sacrifice during
the journey, and the ultimate reward to which that way alone would lead. When
all this was done and both sides of the question were fairly before him for
decision as to what he would do, he had to decide the one point whether it was
wise and commendable to relinquish all that was real, tangible and present in
favour of the visionary, unsubstantial and prospective. Worldly wisdom and
interests said No! most emphatically; seductive friends versed in the
intricacies of theology had assured him that while the theory of the plan was
to be accepted, owing to the metaphors and figures employed it was a failure in
practice necessitating an adaptation, by which many of its difficulties had
been surmounted. He had, however, abided by his first axiom that God must be
true, and in the light of such a faith he shouldered his cross and commenced
his pilgrimage.
In our search after truth we
have followed him to watch the success or failure of his experiment. With that
natural sympathy one cannot but express towards suffering, we have pitied him
in the ills he has been constrained to bear; but let us not be misled by the
idea that these are in any way indicative of infidelity or mistake. The so
called misfortunes he has endured have been no more than the scheduled
possibilities wherein it is distinctly set forth: In the world ye shall have
tribulation, but as a codicil to that is added Fear not, I have overcome
the world. We have seen with what undaunted courage he has met the trials, it
is equally desirable that we notice how he has also entered into the promise of
the reward. He has been cast down and perplexed on every side, but the God who
was, and is still, true did in any case suffer him to be tempted above that he
was able to bear. Certainly he has again and again been tried until we
would hear the snapping of the strands of his confidence in the superhuman
strain that was placed upon him, but the angel of the Lord delivered him, and
he was saved because he endured. The out-reaching hand of his intrepid faith
grasped the substance of that he hoped for - he could not see it for the veil
that fell between; but faith pushed through the veil, and on that other side of
lifes mystery, in the holiness of God where all things are resolved into a
unit, touch and sight are one, therefore by faith he saw and grasped the
promise which God must needs fulfil. This willing obedience and literal
following of the Christ to the very confines of death has naturally brought the
disciple to the place where his Master stood; but whereas the Leader died the
follower is saved because death is swallowed up in victory, the everlasting
doors are lifted up, and through the corridor of the tomb a great light
streams, lighting the Church Militant into heaven and the Church Triumphant back
again to earth. By this new and living way the communion of saints continues,
and the angels who ministered to the Shepherd still people the hills and vales
of the Beulah Land in their ministry to the sheep. This is the one supreme fact
Pawley had established, the one great possibility to which his experience
appeals, the marvellous almost incredible fulness of the Christian life to
which we may aspire and thus demonstrate that certainty and power of faith
which shall silence unbelief and subject the kingdoms unto Christ.
Is this actually attainable?
For answer we point to the Bible testimony of angelic ministry and its
restoration between St. Clear and Pawley.
To such a clearly-expressed
duty as St. Clear had pointed out to him - far more in the shape of an actual
command than his friend was in the habit of speaking - Pawley had no
alternative but to prepare to bow; and at once he discovered how much he could
lighten the burden of his daily labours, as soon as he became compelled to
allow others to bear a proportionate part thereof. A rearrangement of matters
allowed him to leave the Brotherhood for several hours in the day in charge of
his ever-willing secretary, Alan Macdonald, with the assistance of his own son,
and the rest he was thus enabled to secure not only relieved him of his night
study, but at the same time materially contributed to his health and
comfort
So one week passed by and
nothing further had been heard of the momentarily-expected order to retire.
Every day witnessed an improvement in his appearance and manner, and the
members began to congratulate themselves that the whispered crisis had been
averted, the danger was passing over, and the feared disruption had been
avoided. The president himself began to indulge the same hopes, and with the
delay of the message beyond even the second week, and a further improvement
in his condition, he ventured to make a cautious encroachment upon the rest he
had taken, with the result that before a third week had gone, in spite of the
counsel of his wife and best friends, he was nearly as hard at work as ever.
At this time he fell a victim
to a third attack of influenza, at which Elinor took alarm, but he laughed and
went on with his work. The best advice in such cases was to work it off rather
than yield; he had succeeded in doing so twice before and was able to do
it again, therefore he ridiculed the idea of lying up for a day or two. Wait
till Sunday came, when he would take a leaf out of George Whitefields book and
get a good pulpit sweat, and by Monday Richard would be himself again.
But when Sunday did come Elinor
was painfully aware of the fact that he was in no condition to leave his bed,
and begged to be allowed to send and ask Dr. Ayres or the Rev. William Barnett
- another recent ministerial addition - to take his place. But Ernest had
failed to recollect that thunder clouds frequently arise against the wind, and
because the premonition did not come from the expected quarter he failed to
take cognisance of it, and must needs be slain before he would consent to
yield. He was willing to admit his weakness, but not his conquest, and
consented, if his determined effort should not prove successful, to spend the
morrow in bed until the evening, when he had to preside over a special meeting
of the Salvation Army for which he had lent his hall, and after that he was
willing further to nurse himself until Thursday.
Elinor knew the futility of
arguing with him when once he had made up his mind; she could forsee the
result, but to contest the point would only hasten it, and so with a heavy
heart she was constrained to give way, hoping for something to transpire to
control and yet protect him.
When he ascended the platform
that morning his appearance revived all the recently-dissipated fears of his
congregation, and much anxious concern was experienced as to whether he would
be able to go through the service. The subject he had to discuss was, as usual,
a contentious one, and likely to open up a keen debate, which was always
permitted in the morning. But the lack of usual energy and the painfully
evident effort with which he occupied scarcely half his allotted time won the
sympathy of his people, who reserved their attack until he had recovered
himself and the battle could be fought more even-handedly.
A host of friends pressed on
him afterwards and begged him to allow a substitute to take his place in the
evening or let the service take the shape of a sacred concert, for which a most
excellent programme could be easily arranged.
There is not the slightest
necessity for any alteration whatever to be considered, he replied with what
animation he could command. There is plenty of fight left in me yet. I
shall rest to-morrow until night, and I have arranged for others to take my
lecture on Tuesday and the class on Wednesday. That will give me two clear
days in which to get as right as ever by Thursday.
They shook their heads in
sorrowful disagreement, but at an anxious sign from Elinor refrained from contesting
the point. He was driven home and tried but failed to take any refreshment,
neither had he strength to resist his wifes demand that he submit to be
treated as an invalid for the afternoon. Seeing his condition she secretly
provided for his place to be supplied at night, if necessary, and she could
gain her wish; but with the hour approaching he braced himself up by a
marvellous determination and took his place for the sermon, though he gladly
accepted the offer of Mr. Barnett to conduct the devotional part of the
service.
The usual list of engagements
were made, together with Pawleys subjects for the following Sunday, so confident
was he of his usual recuperative powers; but after the display of weakness and
break up which his discourse revealed, no one expected to see him fulfil his
cherished intentions, and there was a melancholy pathos attached to the
coincidence of the last hymn which many were too deeply moved to join in
singing..
My times are in Thy hands:
My God I wish them there;
My life, my friends, my soul I leave,
Entirely to Thy care.
It needed not to be announced
that the dreaded blow had at length fallen upon the warrior. It was now too
late to intervene the shield, and they who would now saw their inability to
save him. Now there was nothing left but to bow before the sorrowful dispensation
and say Thy will be done.
Mr. Barnett and Harold assisted
the staggering preacher from the platform, too prostrate for either the silent
hopes or tears of his people to help him; and a moment later an electric thrill
passed through the waiting congregation as it was whispered, -
He has fainted in his private
room!
In a few minutes Harold passed
through the hall to ascertain if the carriage was quite ready, and reported
that his father had recovered consciousness, and they wished to get him home as
speedily as possible. Then through serried ranks of sorrowing, tearful friends
the overworked labourer was more carried than escorted to the vehicle that
hurried him home.
Through the long night the
doctor and Elinor battled with the raging fever, and not until the morning had
broken was she able to carry the welcome news to the friends who had waited so
long that he had fallen into a quiet sleep.
At last she, without whose
co-operation and devotion Ernest Pawley would have been lost in the eddies of the
stream of life, breathed somewhat freely. The steward of her God, over whom she
had been given stewardship, had been returned to her charge for rest and
up-building. The ministering angels of the God he served had at length
unbuckled his armour, sheathed his sword, removed his helmet, and he was called
out of the din of strife, the savage onrush of battle, to rest under the
ministry of love. Elinors heart had long hungered for such a silence, for a
brief return of those sweet communings which clothed their early married life
with a Sychars well here, a walk to Emmaus there, yonder a transfiguration,
and yet again a vestibule of heaven. Those old times had perforce been changed
of late; not that Ernest had grown weary of them or that the crowding duties of
life had made her appreciate them the less; the loss, of which she never grew
unmindful, was part of the sacrifice she had made to the work she had
taken her part in for the Masters sake. Sometimes she had grieved to think
what a minor part had fallen to her share, but was she right in such an
estimate? Is not the part played by the silkworm as essential to the royal robe
as that of the weaver or the modiste?
The careful labours of unknown builders whose dust was lost in earth thousands
of years gone by to-day becomes a revelation of the light of science in those
long gone years. There is nothing small that is nobly done, nothing true can
ever be insignificant, the atom is fraught with incomprehensible potentialities
when its destinies are fulfilled; and so it must be, when we acquire the power
to trace results, that we shall discover the mightiest issues of humanity
turned upon diamond points, and they who have sorrowfully mourned over useless,
wasted lives will be found to be the true heroes of magnificent victories. In
that day many that are first shall be last, and the last shall be first. The
question is not how much we have done, but have we done what we could, and as
best we could? This will determine the verdict of the great assize. Whether we
have stewardship of one talent or ten rests with God, it is the use we make of
that which has been committed to our care for which we are responsible; of that
alone let us be ever watchful and all the rest will be well.
But whatever of these thoughts
may have troubled Elinor upon occasion she had no time for them in the present.
Her love had been given back to her for the time, and it behoved her to make
the best of present opportunities. For a little while her will would be
supreme. No matter what took place outside she was now justified in keeping it
from him; apart from the doctor no one could come to disturb them, and she was
satisfied that in her numerous volunteers - anxious to do all that was possible
in the emergency - all the general arrangements of her household would be well
attended to. Viewed in this light, from the first she discerned a silver lining
to the cloud. To be alone with her husband for a few days, to have no other
care than to minister to and anticipate his slightest wish, was a pleasure
against which his prostration did not weigh so heavily as it otherwise might
have done. But St. Clear had done much to remove her burden of suspense by his
assurance, all she had to do was firmly to discharge her duty, and beyond
that she could trust her God.
For more than three hours his
sleep continued, which to the best of her knowledge was a record for more than
half a year gone by; and when he woke, almost before his face was sponged, a
light and tempting breakfast was set before him in which, with all the cunning
artfulness of womans tact, she proposed to keep him company. Then, even
before his cup of tea was half finished, she made her first move to prevent the
thousand and one inquiries she knew would be leaping over his tongue like a
natural waterfall.
Now, my lad, I want you to
understand that you have had a very narrow escape and are at present in
hospital - a prisoner under my special care and jurisdiction.
Just an instant, love, before
you lock me in, he began.
Not half an instant, my pretty
little caged lion. Then she paused to lean over the bed and steal a kiss. You
have had your way so far, and in your wilfulness have fallen; now till I get
you well and strong again, I am going to be as inexorable as you have been
defiant. I am just going to serve up my gander with the sauce you made for the
goose. Therefore, if you are such an excellent chef as you would have me to
believe, dont grumble to eat of your own dishes.
But, my dear, I only want to
see Macdonald.
I have already seen him.
Everything is arranged, and he went away an hour ago.
But there are twenty things he
knows nothing about.
If there are only so many, we
are not half so badly off as I anticipated. If anything arises he cannot
manage, he will come or send to me.
But -
My dear boy, all buts are
better outside the house; they are not advisable in a sick-room. If you have
half the wisdom I give you credit for, you will remember the promise you gave
to St. Clear. Now is your chance for rest, take it. You are no longer able to
work for the time, therefore dont attempt it, but listen to something I have
to say to you. She had been busying herself in a multitude of little comforts
about the room as she spoke so far; but now, having dispensed with the tray and
put the finishing touches to the hearth and bed, she took him in her arms, and
love brimming in trembling tenderness from her eyes, she kissed him again as
she laid him back on the pillows, then took his hand and sat beside him. Do
you remember the quiet hours we used to have before we came to London - before
the storm of our troubles broke upon us? I often wonder whether you ever think
of them, love, because the life of a man is so very different to that of woman.
You have so many things to occupy your attention, but I am always turning back
to the past, wondering if it will ever be possible for those old sweet times to
come back again. Perhaps it is foolish of me and yet I am by no means sure it
is so ‑
Men love just as they spend an hour
In picnic glade beside a river,
Then pass along; but womans heart
In memory haunts the spot for ever.
I almost think God must have
heard these yearning prayers and granted me their answer in your indisposition.
I did not want you to be ill - would rather have sacrificed my own desire than
you should suffer - but since God has ordered it so let us, for the few days He
has granted out of our busy lives, turn back again and enjoy the quiet of the
old times.
She knew how to deal with him -
had well learned the art of gaining her own way without him suspecting that he
was subject to management, always providing that he had no idea of duty calling
him. She did not wish to excite him by conversation, but sitting beside his
bed, hand linked in hand, she proposed to read to him. She had an accumulation
of things she had long wished him to hear - poems of Miss Havergals that had
stirred her own soul, ministered to and dissolved her doubts, satisfied
her hunger, quenched her thirst, and she knew how he would appreciate them if
ever a time should come when he would be able to listen to their music. The
time had come at length, and reaching the tiny volumes she began her ministry
to his restoration, reading those soft, soothing songs of a murmuring whisper
she finally ceased, but held the hand and watched gratefully until at the end
of another two hours he said, ‑
Go on, dear, Im listening.
She smiled, but said nothing;
only moved to rest herself and steal a kiss before she resumed.
So the day wore away, every
hour bearing testimony to Elinors tact and skill as a nurse. The doctor came,
spoke cheerily and counselled the most absolute quiet, to which the patient
made no reply, and Elinor followed the man of medicine from the room to share
with him a secret that was causing her some anxiety.
Ill as her husband certainly
was, even with the experience of last nights collapse fresh upon him, she was
afraid that the improvement he had made during the day would suggest the
possibility of his keeping his promise to preside at the Army meeting at night.
She had already taken every precaution against his absence having a bad effect
upon the meeting - which she knew would be his great plea - by having a notice
posted at the Brotherhood doors, urging members to make the occasion a success
and so save the president any anxiety as to the desired result, and had already
been assured that it would be regarded as an occasion of demonstrated sympathy.
But wild as her own fear may appear to be, she knew her husband, and if the
dreaded idea once entered his mind that he ought to make an effort to be
present as a matter of duty, nothing short of St. Clears actual command she
was afraid would overrule him; and such an action was one of the last things
she expected, because it was contrary to what she knew of St. Clear to
interfere in a matter of anothers free will. The doctor laughed at her anxiety;
such a suggestion would in itself be a sign of delirium she could easily
prevent, and if she imagined it might arise she had better make preparation for
her own satisfaction, but so far as he was concerned he ridiculed the idea as
an impossibility.
One has to live even with the
best of men to know them. Elinor had lived with Ernest, the doctor had not.
Towards five oclock the patient lost his interest in reading, did not wish to
be spoken to, though his watchful wife saw that his mind was not so quiet as
before. Something troubled him of which he did not speak, but she divined it
and began to pray for strength for the battle she knew lay in the near
distance. The doctor might be right in one respect - the proposition might
possibly be due in a sense to delirium, for she saw how the heat of his head
was increasing and only a moderate amount of fever was sufficient to produce
such an effect, but the dreaded issue from whatever cause was now past all
doubt and she trembled to think what the result might be.
It came just after six.
Will you send for a carriage
to be here at a quarter to eight? he asked.
What for, my love? she
inquired with an assumption of ignorance.
I shall not be able to walk
down to-night.
Certainly not! You must keep
quiet and rest.
Elinor, he said, we entered
into an arrangement, I have, so far, made no attempt to break; dont, my
darling, go back from your word. I am far more able to take the chair to-night
than I was to preach last night, and I intend to do so.
Listen to me for one moment,
my lad, she entreated, her eyes full of tears and her heart exposing its
dread.
Let me, if you love me,
persuade you for once to give up this foolish, headstrong idea of what I know
you to conceive to be your duty. To attempt to go out to-night means certain
death to you - the doctor says it would be madness to think of leaving your
bed. I asked him because I feared what you would propose. If you rest you will
be better in a few days; but to get up I am certain will be to end both your
work and your life. I will not think of myself, dear, I would try to be willing
to let you go if God demanded it - but would you bring St. Clears work to an
untimely end? Would you dare to take the responsibility of such a course? You
know how he told you that work was not yet done, but would be continued
presently if you were only wise and rested when God opened the door for you to
do so. Surely that door is open wide enough now, and will you break the solemn
promise made to him? You are not expected - everyone knows it would be madness
to attempt to go, and the members have expressed their determination to make
this effort a greater success than if you were present. The captain and leader
of the band have been here and know how impossible it is for you to go; so now,
let me persuade you not to tempt Providence, but be content to rest, and the
report we shall get presently will, I am sure, be such as will surprise you.
My dear little woman, it is
hard - God only knows how hard - to refuse you anything; but one thing is
certain to me at this moment - I have to make a choice between my loyalty to
God and my love for you. I know my duty darling and I must do it.
He meant it, and God who reads
the secrets of all hearts knew it, accepting the will for the deed. The meeting
was a far greater success than Ernest either anticipated or imagined, but he
knew nothing of it, for the fever surged upon him, and for four days he was
swaying upon the pivot of life and death, the former prayed and hoped for, the
latter feared. Through the awful struggle until the crisis was over Elinor
could not be persuaded to leave his side, even when St. Clear offered his
services as watcher and minister, but heaven and earth combined to save the
stricken soldier and God granted their ultimate reward.
When the doubt was shifted from
the life of Pawley to the continuance of the Brotherhood through the period
demanded for his complete restoration, many were found who repented the
attitude they had taken towards a work the value of which was only admitted - though
previously recognised - when the guiding and controlling hand was paralysed,
and offers of help rolled in and were accepted freely. Elinor knew her husbands
mind and wishes, and so far as possible directed the management according to
his ideas. But he was absent. The new minds introduced could not adapt
themselves readily to the almost untrammelled programme; the womans hand had
not the strength to control the revival of the old contest for sectional and
party supremacy; all claimed equal authority in the absence of the king, and it
was speedily discovered that until Pawleys return all practical progress was
at an end.
As soon as the invalid was able
to travel a consultation was held as to where he should spend his lengthened
period of recuperation, and finally it was agreed, at St. Clears suggestion,
that he should be located in a remote corner of Angleshire, where distance and
other circumstaces would protect him alike from consultation and rumour
reaching him. Elinor, of course, would go with him, and St. Clear would advise
her as necessary, while Harold with the family would remain behind, and the
former with Macdonald would do their best to keep the Brotherhood going as
effectively as possible.
It was no use. St. Clear could
only perform the gigantic task of controlling such a many-sided organisation
so long as he had the ready and willing hands of Pawley upon the helmsmans
wheel. Neither Christ nor angels can act when necessary connections are broken.
Twice did the indefatigable
warrior return and attempt to re-shoulder the cross, but his shattered
constitution gave way each time, and finally St. Clear was reluctantly
compelled to counsel the closing of the doors indefinitely, and the flock that
had been so laboriously and hopefully gathered had to be scattered, having no
shepherd.
For the third time Pawley
turned his face towards his Angleshire exile, this time carrying his family with
him. The quiet of the long-wished-for days has come back again to Elinor, but a
black shadow of regret hangs over them. Pawley grows stronger and has won a
multitude of friends among the sons of the sea; but day by day in the company
of St. Clear he walks along the rugged coast listening to the ceaseless anthem
of the Atlantic waves, speculating whether he will ever find such help as will
enable him to return and go on with his regrettedly-interrupted labours.
And Brixham! It is years since
the doors of the Brotherhood were closed, but it will never be forgotten. Every
man knows that Pawley still retains his grip of the premises in the hope of
coming back again; and hundreds of men and women, in whose lives he is still a
power, pray that the day of his coming may soon dawn. His absence makes a
vacancy in the district which only he can fill, and with the hope of bringing
this about echoes of invitation reach him ever and anon in his far-away home,
as the voices of the common people surged around the Master in the long ago,
crying ‑
We would be with Thee, but be Thou with us;
Lifes burden presses, come and ease its load;
Teach us to live! Come take our hands and lead us
By Christs own way towards home, and heaven, and God.
THE END
[MR1]This was written with 3 zeroes, not 2 os?